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00:00Did you forget about that?
00:01Or have you just made up your mind and now I have to be the bad guy to tell you
00:03not to go?
00:04That's not what's happening.
00:04Or the royal bridge collapsed.
00:06Assumed you'd need everything you want.
00:07Thank you almost too.
00:08Chief?
00:09I'm sorry.
00:10I just need a minute to take care of something.
00:12Want me to have the desks and I don't alert all available personnel?
00:14That'd be great.
00:16Wait, do you have eyes on that bridge?
00:19Probably.
00:20Why, you need something?
00:21Owen takes that bridge to work.
00:23Hopefully he wasn't on it.
00:24I'll ask my contacts and I'll keep you posted.
00:34Help.
00:35Anti-de-injections were given to pregnant mothers whose blood wasn't compatible with their unborn babies.
00:54James donated over 1,000 times.
00:58What he could survive without saved over 2 million lives.
01:15I checked with the lab.
01:16The mice are still pubescent.
01:17I do not.
01:18That was a rough time in my life.
01:21So while they mature, we should focus on the estrogen receptors in the brain.
01:25And Nick is kind enough to call over to the head of radiology at Fox Boston and see if they'll
01:29let us use their FES PET scanner.
01:31I'll tell him I said thank you.
01:33You can tell him yourself.
01:34He's on this way here.
01:36You know, maybe no ice cream.
01:37We had ice cream when we told him about the divorce.
01:39I know it's good news.
01:41It's...
01:42Can we talk tonight?
01:44Hey, Amelia?
01:46Good morning.
01:46Why smile I'm like that?
01:48You know when you want something really badly that it can't possibly meet expectations, but then it actually exceeds them?
01:53I slept with Lucas.
01:54What?
01:55No.
01:55What'd I miss?
01:56She hooked up with Adams.
01:57Hey.
01:58I'm sorry.
01:58It just came out.
01:59Wait, last night?
01:59I thought that was Brian.
02:01Was he there, too?
02:02Aren't you fired?
02:03Ah, the alert said whoever's available, and I'm available.
02:06You were fired?
02:07Weber was angry, but I'm going to save a few lives, get back in his good graces, and get my
02:11job back by the end of the day.
02:12Do you have to?
02:17Oh, I didn't realize you were working in here.
02:19Uh-huh.
02:21Is it all right if I get some tea?
02:22Oh, go ahead.
02:24Oh, pilot.
02:26Summarize this bloated, self-indulgent word salad into three paragraphs.
02:33Ah.
02:35Much better.
02:37People sending me 60-page compliance reports.
02:40I don't have time for that nonsense.
02:44Apparently, I do.
02:46I heard you got binged.
02:48I'm sorry it came to that.
02:50You know we cannot fool around with the IRB.
02:53I know.
02:55But doesn't it bother you that they're trying to tell you how to run your hospital?
02:59Nobody tells me anything.
03:01Everything is a negotiation.
03:03Must be nice having a seat at the table.
03:06It's hard work.
03:06It's what it is.
03:07I had to learn epidemiology, data analytics, management theory.
03:12Now somebody's got to do it.
03:17Good morning.
03:18I mean, it's not a good morning.
03:20A bridge collapsed.
03:21Um, am I still smiling?
03:22A little bit, yeah.
03:23Sorry.
03:24I had a really good night.
03:25Me too.
03:26Listen up, everyone.
03:27SFD estimates that there were over 60 cars on that bridge.
03:30We are setting up triage outside and another area upstairs for patients who just need observation.
03:36This is an all-hands-on-deck situation, people.
03:39So if you need help, ask.
03:40If you see a need, jump in.
03:42All right, let's go to work.
03:44You were in bed pretty early last night.
03:46What?
03:46I texted and called.
03:47I figured you were asleep.
03:48I forgot to turn my phone off.
03:49Silence.
03:50All right.
03:50Yeah, no.
03:50It's all good.
03:52Just like old times.
03:53Just be fired.
03:55Cass.
03:56Hey.
03:56Are you doing okay?
03:57Is David okay?
03:58We're okay.
03:59I just can't get to Seattle Press because of the bridge.
04:01Do you need extra hands?
04:02How many do you have?
04:06Walk.
04:07I'm...
04:33Damn it.
04:43Help.
04:44We need help, please.
04:46We need help.
04:48Please.
04:49I'm Owen Hunt.
04:50I'm chief of trauma surgery at Grace Long Memorial.
04:53What's your name?
04:54It's Ash.
04:54My family will try it.
04:57Okay, what's your name?
04:59I'm Hank.
05:00That's Lady.
05:01All right.
05:02I'm going to help you.
05:03Yeah.
05:10What do we got?
05:11A 30-year-old female injured in a multi-car pileup near the bridge.
05:14Intubated on the scene.
05:15Paramedics put on a pelvic binder.
05:16All right.
05:16Everybody stand back.
05:21All right, Dr. Bryant.
05:22What do you see here?
05:22A few right rib fractures, but no pneumothorax.
05:25That is correct.
05:26All right.
05:26I'm getting paged to another trauma.
05:27Get the pelvic x-ray, and I'll be right back.
05:29Okay.
05:31You guys, someone's probably worried about it.
05:33Anyone mind if I get it?
05:33Be my guest.
05:35Hello?
05:36This is Dr. Bryant at Gracelon Memorial.
05:38Sir, listen.
05:39Your wife has been in an accident.
05:40We are assessing her injuries as we speak, but I need to know, is she on any medication?
05:43Has she had any?
05:46Paige OB.
05:47What?
05:47Paige OB.
05:49She's pregnant.
05:49I need OB down here.
05:51Was it weird?
05:52I don't remember.
05:53Are you two getting back together?
05:54No.
05:55It's a one-time mistake.
05:56Great face milling.
05:57We're out.
05:5848-year-old male, MVC, secondary to bridge collapse, GCS 15, systolic 105, hackney cardiac in
06:04the 120.
06:06Oh, my God.
06:08Dr. Marsh?
06:09Griffith.
06:10Malin.
06:10Tell Dr. Gray that I made you.
06:12All right.
06:12Let's move.
06:14Who's got you, Dr. Marsh?
06:18Are you able to move at all?
06:20Lainey, is your leg numb, or are you in pain?
06:22Lainey.
06:23Hey, hey, hey.
06:23Lainey, look at me.
06:24Why won't she talk?
06:25Can I talk to her a minute, buddy?
06:27Lainey, sweetie, is she okay?
06:28What's happening?
06:30I can't tell the extent of the damage to her leg from out here, but it looks like it's
06:34stuck between the door and this metal.
06:38Josh, I've got a wife unconscious this entire time.
06:42Okay.
06:43Okay, hold on.
06:44Is Mom dying?
06:45Are Mom and Lainey going to die?
06:55Hold it on, sweetie.
07:00All right.
07:01Is bruising on her neck most likely something hit her during impact?
07:05Okay.
07:06Josh, she can't breathe.
07:08I'm going to have to place a tube in the skin of her throat.
07:12It's going to look scary, and it's going to save her life, all right?
07:15Hey, check on your sister.
07:16Dad.
07:17For God's sake, turn around and check on your sister.
07:23Hold on.
07:24Okay.
07:26All right.
07:27Okay.
07:31Breathe.
07:34Come on, come on.
07:35Breathe.
07:37Okay.
07:41You have evidence of abdominal trauma?
07:44Start the fast exam.
07:45Nolan, I'm any other patient.
07:47Start with the 10th intercostal space and begin to...
07:50Operate quadrant.
07:51Yeah.
07:51Nick, I'm here.
07:53Oh, Chris.
07:55What happened?
07:55Is he your husband?
07:56Yes.
07:57What is this, fast shell?
07:58He's got free fluid in the abdomen, but he's stable.
08:00We're going to need a CT with contrast.
08:01He has a transplanted kidney, but his renal function is good.
08:04Okay.
08:04Call radiology and tell them we're on our way.
08:06Let's prep to move.
08:06Is that what you're focused on right now?
08:10BP's dropping.
08:11Hang another unit?
08:12Yeah.
08:13I love you.
08:14I need you to know that.
08:15I love you.
08:15I love you, too.
08:16We need to intubate.
08:17Okay.
08:17Come on.
08:18Let them do their jobs.
08:19Come on, Mary.
08:19Okay.
08:20Okay.
08:20Come on.
08:24I'm sorry it took me a minute.
08:26How are the creogs?
08:27Um, okay.
08:28I think.
08:29Get me up to speed.
08:30This is Morgan Lewis.
08:30She has complex pelvic fractures, which has resulted in lox synthesis.
08:34And she's 32 weeks pregnant.
08:35Let me take a look.
08:36Let us know what you need.
08:36Well, I need to do a pelvic exam, so.
08:41You said she's 32 weeks pregnant?
08:43That's what her husband said.
08:44Yeah.
08:44Why?
08:45Because I see two feet sticking out.
08:46Get me a ultrasound.
08:48Okay.
08:53Okay, I can see a heartbeat.
08:56Crap.
08:57Baby's shifted further down into the pelvis.
08:58Now I can't see anything.
09:00Okay, let me try something.
09:03Okay.
09:06Come on.
09:07Come on.
09:09Okay, the pelvic fracture is making it impossible for me to move the baby.
09:12It's stuck.
09:12Can you do a C-section?
09:13It's too far down.
09:14That's why I'm trying to push it back up.
09:18If we don't make room for me to get the baby out, it'll die.
09:20What if I place percutaneous pins to open the pelvic ring?
09:23It could make some space.
09:23You think that can work?
09:24I could try.
09:26Okay.
09:26I need two pins and a drill.
09:29Hey, Chief.
09:30Did someone see Owen?
09:32Not yet, but the dive team found his truck.
09:33Dive team?
09:34Where?
09:34Was he in?
09:34He wasn't in it, but the driver's side window was broken.
09:36That's a good sign.
09:37And we got a female.
09:38Now, 63 hypotensive lacerations on her head and arms.
09:41Trauma 2.
09:41Warren, let's go.
09:42Go.
09:43You okay?
09:43Now, 42.
09:44Dislocated shoulder.
09:45Possible femur fracture.
09:46Okay, trauma 1.
09:47I could use some help here.
09:48Where do you need me?
09:50Visitors area.
09:50You don't work here.
09:51But everyone else is busy.
09:53Don't make me regret this.
09:55She's moving air on her own, but you need to load and go.
09:58She'll be taking a grace load.
09:59Okay, how are we doing?
10:02Lanny's breathing funny.
10:04She's severely tachycardic.
10:05She's out too low.
10:06Her abdomen's bruised, and she's lost a lot of blood.
10:07All right, take a look.
10:09All right.
10:15She's about to code.
10:16She said they'll have Joss' wife here in a couple minutes.
10:18She doesn't have that.
10:24I'm going to need an intubation kit, a tourniquet.
10:26I know we have a reciprocating saw down here.
10:27Get me a new blade.
10:28What's going on?
10:30Josh, in order to save Lanny, we want to free her from the car right now.
10:34If we wait for the rescue tools, she'll lose too much blood, and she'll die.
10:38So what are you going to do?
10:41I need to amputate our leg.
10:46Okay.
10:47Go.
10:48Yeah.
10:53What's this off for?
10:55I'm going to get your sister out of here.
10:57Okay, give me the tourniquet.
11:04Lanny's going to be okay, buddy.
11:06Dr. Hunt just needs to get around first.
11:07But you can't watch, so I need you to close your eyes, Hank.
11:11Buddy?
11:12You hear your dad?
11:18She'll want you to do it.
11:20Lanny.
11:21She doesn't get scared.
11:25Do you?
11:28I still think you should close your eyes.
11:31Maybe turn around.
11:33Go ahead.
11:34Turn around.
11:36Good.
11:40Play baseball?
11:41Yeah.
11:42What position do you play?
11:44Outfield.
11:44I'm not very good.
11:45Hey, outfield's important.
11:47You can see the whole game from there.
11:48Tell me about your last game, okay?
11:50Play by play.
11:51I need you to talk really loud.
11:53Did you do that?
11:56It was on Sunday.
11:57We played the A's.
11:59We were the whole team.
12:01Shannon was sick.
12:03So Malice had to pitch.
12:05He was really nervous because he usually plays short stuff.
12:09There we go.
12:10Adams placed the T-holder on that one.
12:11Got it.
12:12Clock's ticking.
12:13I'm acutely aware.
12:15Okay, done.
12:15I need you to manipulate the pelvic ring just enough for me to get the baby out, but not so
12:19much.
12:19But not so much that I rip her pelvic veins and she bleeds out and dies.
12:21Understood.
12:21How do you know how much is too much?
12:23Short answer, I don't.
12:26You ready?
12:27Uh-huh.
12:29Oh, damn it.
12:30You okay?
12:31No, fine.
12:32Any progress?
12:33Hang on.
12:33Okay, come on.
12:34Push, push, push.
12:36Okay, the baby's coming.
12:38And, okay, he's out.
12:40Scissors.
12:42Good work, everyone.
12:44Yeah.
12:45That was insane.
12:45All right, it's not over yet.
12:47Wait, she's bleeding.
12:48Ryan, Adams, help me get this pelvic binder on.
12:50We're going to get her ready for the OR.
12:51We got to move.
12:52Yep.
12:56Hey, I just heard.
12:57How is he?
12:58Can you come to the site?
13:00Yeah.
13:01Yeah.
13:06What's going on?
13:15Dr. Marsh was one of the few who, um, believed in us at the beginning.
13:21Listen, no one will hold it against you if you want to bow out, okay?
13:24I can do it.
13:26I just, um, just need a minute.
13:30This is Dr. Beckman.
13:31I got to go.
13:33Hey.
13:34You got this.
13:39He's bleeding from his liver and spleen.
13:41We'll need to keep his pressers up to give the kidney graft its best chance at survival.
13:44He's on his way to the OR now.
13:46How familiar are you with kidney grafts?
13:48I'm an excellent surgeon, but I know what I don't know.
13:50I'm going to have another doctor monitor his kidney.
13:51I will do it.
13:52I would normally jump at the chance to operate with you, but I don't feel comfortable with this.
13:56I've operated on Nick before.
13:57It'll be fine.
13:57You think it'll be fine if he decompensates, if he codes?
14:00No one will be as vigilant as I will.
14:01I know that you're scared, but we have an excellent general surgery department.
14:04You trained most of them.
14:09Where are you going?
14:13Her husband, uh, her first husband died because of incompetent surgeons.
14:18My God, that's awful.
14:20Yeah.
14:21It really was.
14:25Hey.
14:27How's your apocalypse going?
14:29Intense.
14:30Wilson just delivered a baby.
14:31Trapped under her pelvis, feet first.
14:33And then Lincoln opens up her hip bones like he's been in metal or something.
14:36You saw it.
14:36I'm sorry.
14:37I'm coming at you hot.
14:38It's just, I get a little bit, uh, bamped when I'm stressed, so.
14:40Oh, I'm just tired.
14:41I was up late last night studying.
14:43What were you studying?
14:47Oh, wait, Lucas, um.
14:49Uh, you go ahead.
14:50I'll catch up.
14:50Okay, for sure.
14:51Hey, keep your phone on later, yeah?
14:52Yeah.
14:54You two still.
14:55Has anyone told you Marsh is here?
14:56Yeah, he had a conference.
14:58He was in the bridge collapse.
14:59Is he going to be okay?
15:01He has some internal bleeding, but his renal transplant looks stable.
15:05Look, I gotta go, but can you let me...
15:07Of course.
15:07We're taking good care of him.
15:09Thanks.
15:11Dr. Oldman, our shoulder dislocation's been reduced.
15:14He's heading upstairs for femoral splint.
15:16Do you want to take the arm injury in bed, night?
15:17Yes, thank you.
15:18And, uh, headlack in bed, too.
15:20Quan?
15:21What the hell are you doing?
15:23I asked him to help.
15:24I don't know how I can make this any clearer.
15:25You don't work here.
15:26But the ER's backed up.
15:28Well, clear out your locker, turn in your badge, and leave.
15:30We don't need your help.
15:31I do.
15:31I need his help.
15:32Don't go anywhere.
15:33He doesn't have privileges.
15:34I don't care.
15:34There are dozens of patients waiting to be seen, and more on the way.
15:37I need hands.
15:38And if he happens to inject someone with an experimental drug today,
15:41which I really don't think he'll do, you can blame me.
15:44Bed 9, go.
15:51Hey.
15:53So, it's mayhem out there.
15:54You're in here doing paperwork?
15:55I was benched from surgery.
15:57Well, that's a problem, because I need you in OR, too.
15:59Well, unless you want to return past favors and fight for my medical license.
16:03It's Nick.
16:03Nick, he was on the bridge.
16:05He's hypotensive.
16:06Needs an X-lap.
16:06He may lose his kidney.
16:08Well, you should have led with that.
16:09I need his full medical history on the way.
16:14I'm okay, buddy.
16:15I'll see you at the hospital.
16:17Don't get into trouble.
16:18Okay.
16:18Let's go.
16:29That kid won't see, right, when they lift this thing off me.
16:33I'm not an idiot.
16:34I know what might happen.
16:35Josh, you need to hold on.
16:37We're going to get you out of here.
16:41You know, I drive this bridge every day.
16:42I don't even think I'm innocent anymore.
16:46Between yelling at my kids to start fighting on my wife going over to share a calendar a hundred times.
16:55You know, hell does a share calendar in your forties, right?
17:01You got one?
17:03I do.
17:05Dr. Hunt, we're ready here.
17:09Thank you for getting my family out.
17:13They're my life.
17:14Yeah.
17:15I need you to tell them that.
17:18Josh, listen.
17:20Could you, uh, could you take my wedding ring?
17:24It is him.
17:26Please.
17:27Josh, please.
17:30Okay.
17:37Okay.
17:41Of course.
17:45Now.
17:52Damn it.
17:53Come on, Josh.
17:54Hang on.
17:55Come on, come on, come on, come on.
17:57You've reached Owen Hunt.
17:59I'm not available right now.
18:00Altman?
18:01Willie.
18:02You okay?
18:03I'm just, uh, stressed.
18:06Well, about something besides the influx of patients?
18:08Like, you've mobilized this hospital in minutes.
18:11I've also seen you deal with much bigger catastrophes.
18:13Owen was on the Royer Bridge, and I haven't heard from him.
18:16Every time I call him, it goes straight to voicemail.
18:18Maybe he just forgot to charge his phone.
18:20The fire department found his truck in the water.
18:24And we had this huge fight last night over a job offer, and it just seems so dumb now.
18:31It is early.
18:32Mm-hmm.
18:33So don't give up hope.
18:36Look, if you need some time to yourself, I can hold things down here.
18:40I just, I just need to keep busy.
18:48You okay?
18:49Yeah, it's just a headache.
18:53You okay?
18:54I'm fine.
18:55You sure?
18:57That was a difficult delivery, and Mom's in rough shape.
19:04Jill, you can talk to me about this stuff.
19:06Our patient is bleeding internally after her traumatic birth, and I have to be the one to stop it.
19:10So, no, I can't actually talk about it right now, because if I start thinking about how terrifying it is,
19:14I won't be able to do my job.
19:15My job is to save this woman's life.
19:19What do we got?
19:20Sam Green, 44.
19:21Car crash in the bridge.
19:22Collapsed.
19:23Systolics in the 90s.
19:24Sats 96%.
19:25Criked on the scene.
19:26Someone did a crack in the field?
19:27Yeah, it's one of those keychain things.
19:29Some survivalist whack job probably discovered it on the internet.
19:31You have to be a medical provider to buy it.
19:33Let me in there.
19:40That's from Dr. Hunt's keychain.
19:42I have the same one.
19:43When I said survivalist whack job, I meant...
19:45All right, you know, um, let's, uh, let's get x-ray in here.
19:50We will formalize the tracheotomy once we get a better look at her other injuries.
19:56Nelson is covering for me on the floor, but depending on a patient's CT, I might be needed an OR3.
20:01Are you sure you want me up here?
20:03They can't stop the bleeding.
20:04It is maxed out on pressers.
20:05I'm not going anywhere.
20:06I need two clamps followed by a stick tie.
20:11More traction.
20:19I threatened him when you two got together.
20:22What did you say?
20:23I asked him to fill your life with love and joy.
20:26And if he didn't?
20:27The threat was implied, but trust me, he got it.
20:29Turns out I had nothing to worry about.
20:31I'm getting control over here.
20:32The way you two love and support each other.
20:35It's really beautiful.
20:37So you want me to threaten Tony?
20:40I wish she wants to be with her ex.
20:42They can't get in the way of that.
20:44They have a kid.
20:44They were married.
20:46So what if they were?
20:47They also got divorced.
20:48I've been married and I've been not married.
20:50It's not the same.
20:51The level of commitment I had with Owen compared to anyone else.
20:55It just felt more intentional.
20:58It was a choice.
21:00She has that with Celine, not me.
21:02Send a tag.
21:03Dr. Bailey.
21:06Oh, no.
21:09Their bag is empty.
21:10How long since it was placed?
21:12An hour.
21:15His kidney's shutting down.
21:17It looks like the bleeding's out of control now to figure out the aneuria.
21:22We're going to need some help out here.
21:25Josh Green, 43.
21:26What the hell happened?
21:28He needs an ED thoracotomy chest.
21:29He's pinned by the steering wheel, past passes, and it's better than I've seen.
21:32I know available trauma rooms.
21:33I can get you straight into an OR, though, but you're going to need to get that lack assessed.
21:35I'm seeing him through.
21:37Somebody pay down there.
21:40There is something simple.
21:42Would we check the Foley?
21:44No kinks and no signs of obstruction.
21:46I should be down there.
21:47No, you should not.
21:49The immunographs look healthy.
21:50On the CT, there was no sign of bleeding, no sign of trauma.
21:52I don't want to make another incision to check it, because that alone might risk injuring it.
21:56Could the decreased output be just from sustained hypotension?
21:58Well, that could have explained it before.
22:00But now that he's stable, he should be putting out more urine.
22:02Look for a clot in the renal artery or vein.
22:04He had one six weeks after his transplant.
22:06I did the throne back to me myself.
22:08Okay, I need an ultrasound right now.
22:10I came as soon as I heard.
22:14Dr. Bailey, oh my God.
22:16Dr. Bailey, you're not supposed to be operating.
22:18I would have asked for permission, but there wasn't time.
22:20If the IRB gets wind of it, have them talk to me.
22:24I asked her to scrub it.
22:25I needed someone I could trust out there.
22:27Acid, not so close, must be renal artery thrombosis.
22:31So much for not wanting to make another incision.
22:34Hey, Jandougal, or anyone from Vascular, we need them in here now.
22:37I'll let this slide, but rules are rules.
22:40Even if you're an experienced surgeon, if you need anything, just say the word.
22:51Okay, I'm in.
22:53Okay.
22:54Actually, this might be my last surgery.
22:56Do you think I could do the wedge resection?
22:58Okay.
23:00All right.
23:01Demarcate where you're going to do the wedge.
23:03Mm-hmm.
23:05Good.
23:06Clamp distal to that line.
23:09Okay, GIA stapler.
23:10Right, now make sure that you staple across the lung tissue so that there's a good seal.
23:16Wait, wait, wait.
23:17There's edema.
23:19If you staple now, the line could fail and you could have air leaks.
23:22You need to wait for a few seconds for the fluid to leave the area.
23:25Okay, go ahead.
23:29Okay, staple line looks good.
23:31Saline?
23:31Inflate the lung, please.
23:37Congratulations, Dr. Kwan.
23:38You are good to close.
23:39This is OR2.
23:41Dr. Altman, they're requesting you on a case next door.
23:44I'll be right there.
23:45She'll be there shortly.
23:46Thanks.
23:46It's easy to see residents as replaceable.
23:49You are all at the same point in your training.
23:52It's hard to stand out.
23:53Tell Dr. Weber, specimen, what makes you someone he needs at this hospital.
23:59You really think that'll work?
24:00I think you've got the skills to back it up.
24:14And Dugu.
24:16All right, where are we?
24:17A clot in the renal vessels of a transplant.
24:20I need more labs.
24:41Inserting the foger to you.
24:44I didn't want to drown you.
24:48Inflating the balloon.
24:53Caught that.
24:54Suck you?
24:55Let's be proximal and distal control again.
24:58But I'm still too
25:01Full of fear and
25:06Pride
25:09I just want
25:16I just want
25:17The moment of truth.
25:18Huh?
25:18Come on, stop.
25:20Come on, man.
25:21Come on, make up.
25:22Come on, make up.
25:27Make up.
25:34Oh, God.
25:41After the flood
25:47What do we got?
25:49Dr. Altman.
25:52I think I really used him help here.
25:58Whatever you need
26:00I'm right here.
26:14What are you doing?
26:16Hiding from Adams.
26:17Why?
26:19I needed a minute.
26:21You know, today was rough.
26:26News said 13 people died.
26:28I'd love to say
26:29Days like this get easier, but
26:31Not a good liar.
26:32Still horrific.
26:33That turn here sucks.
26:34It's the hours.
26:35It's the yelling.
26:36It's the feeling stupid.
26:38The disimpactions.
26:39So many disimpactions.
26:40I just feel like this year
26:42It doesn't belong to me.
26:43Like it's being dictated
26:44By someone else
26:45And I have no say
26:46In the matter.
26:47Except for when I'm with you.
26:50Those parts I like.
26:52Me too.
26:55Let's get dinner.
26:59Let's hang out
27:00Somewhere that isn't
27:01The bed or the OR
27:02For once.
27:05Okay.
27:06Okay.
27:07I gotta go.
27:08Okay.
27:08I will text you later.
27:09Okay?
27:16Hey.
27:17Hey.
27:20So
27:21Marsh is stable.
27:24How you doing?
27:25You alright?
27:30Watching Dr. Gray
27:31Stand there
27:32While we had Dr. Marsh's
27:33Life in our hands.
27:35If something were to happen
27:36To either one of us
27:37No one would know
27:39That we meant anything
27:40To each other
27:41And
27:42We don't know
27:43When we'll call
27:45And
27:48I would want them
27:49To call me
27:51If something happened to you
27:53I feel the same way
27:59You knew I pulled Bailey off surgery
28:01I was angry too
28:02But it's what Meredith wanted
28:04The residency program
28:06Is fairly back on its feet
28:07We can't have
28:08Management decisions
28:09Just to make
28:09Meredith Gray feel better
28:11Let me handle the IRB
28:12I can be very persuasive
28:13Dr. Weber
28:14May I have a word
28:16Dr. Fox
28:18I am sorry for putting the program in jeopardy
28:21But until then
28:21My record has been impeccable
28:23I'm quick under pressure
28:24And I'm technically skilled
28:25Beyond my year
28:25Your badge
28:30That patient might still be alive
28:32Because of me
28:33Today patients are alive
28:34Because of me
28:35Isn't that why we're here
28:37To
28:37To save lives
28:38What you did today
28:39Doesn't change what you did before
28:41If I see you again
28:42I'll call security
28:43Telling me what to think
28:47I just want to go
28:50But I can't remember
29:03Coffee this way?
29:06Steak out
29:16I didn't take the Creole
29:23That's okay
29:25Take it next time
29:26You know
29:26More time to study
29:30I don't know if there's gonna be next time
29:34I don't even know if I can
29:36Practice medicine anymore
29:44It's okay
29:44It's okay
29:44It's okay
29:45Alright
29:48Whatever decision you make
29:49I will support you
29:52If you don't want to be an OB
29:53If you don't want to be a surgeon
29:56If you want to take more time off
29:58Whatever it is
30:00I will
30:01Take care of us iPods
30:05Can we go home now?
30:06Of course
30:07We'll meet back here in 10
30:08What?
30:11I can't remember the way
30:15I'll be back to your way.
30:28I'll be back to your way.
30:38I'll be back to you.
30:55Oh, you are not going to believe what I just saw.
30:58And you're not going to like it.
30:59Oh, well, can I wait until tomorrow?
31:02Are you okay?
31:04Richard benched me from surgery, and I operated anyway on Nick Marsh.
31:11And this all happened today?
31:12Amidst the bridge collapse.
31:16SFD said that that bridge was supposed to be under repair, but, you know, funding fell
31:20through.
31:21You know, does every generation look back at the one before and wonder what the hell
31:25were they thinking?
31:25Mm-hmm.
31:26Where's the foresight?
31:27Where's the common sense?
31:29It would be a much better place if there were more Miranda Bailey's in charge.
31:33Now having a voice in hospital policy and change requires more expertise than I have to give.
31:39Well, you're a surgeon.
31:40I don't have the background in public policy, communication, epidemiology.
31:45What?
31:46You're supposed to run out and get a master's in public health?
31:50What if I did get a master's in public health?
31:54You want to go back to school?
31:56If it's what I need to get a seat at the table, I just, I can't keep doing things the
32:00way they've always been done.
32:14The mom and the daughter are stable in the ICU and Hank's grandmother just arrived.
32:18They're all going to be okay.
32:19Thanks to you.
32:24I choose us.
32:27I needed some time to figure out what I wanted for myself and what I want is you.
32:31And our kids.
32:32I want us.
32:34I'm not going to go to Paris.
32:36I have lived all over the world and the only thing, the only thing that makes me feel like
32:41home is you.
32:44It's a great opportunity.
32:45There will be others.
32:50You're going to Paris.
32:52You are taking that job.
32:54Oh.
32:56Oh.
32:56Oh.
32:57Okay.
32:57I guess I misread.
32:59No.
33:02Because we're coming with you.
33:03Oh, God.
33:04You have a concussion?
33:05I've never been clearer.
33:07Do you even like France?
33:09I'm sorry.
33:12You were right.
33:13You moved continents for me.
33:15You have changed jobs.
33:16It's my turn to go with you.
33:18I don't want to live in a world where we're apart anymore.
33:25I have spent my whole life chasing adventure, but the best thing I've ever done is our family.
33:32I would do anything for the three of you in my life.
33:40I love you.
33:43I love you.
33:51I dreamed about you.
33:55Good dream, I hope.
33:56Very good dream.
33:57It's always a good dream when you're there.
34:00When I wake up, it's even better.
34:03That may be the cheesiest thing I ever said.
34:06I must be on a lot of drugs right now.
34:09Marry me.
34:11How badly was I hurt?
34:13Bad enough to make me think about all the people I've lost.
34:16And I really don't want to lose you.
34:19And it turns out, me not being married to you isn't protecting me from anything.
34:24And I love you and I love our life together.
34:27I don't want my fear to get in the way of them anymore.
34:31You want a wedding?
34:32You are getting carried away.
34:35No flowers or white dresses or poems.
34:40Is it okay? You still want to marry me?
34:42You're kidding.
34:44I've wanted to marry you since the last time I was in this bed.
34:55Hey, you're asleep.
34:58It's just resting my eyes.
35:02I heard Marsh is awake.
35:03I was going to pull through.
35:06For what?
35:07You've taken care of a lot of people that mean something to me.
35:10I really didn't do much today.
35:11I'm not just talking about Marsh.
35:13You opened your home to Katie and I was pretty awful to you.
35:19It's okay.
35:21I need a drink.
35:23You want to get out of here?
35:24I don't know if we should.
35:25I don't want to do anything we do regret.
35:27What if I don't regret it?
35:29Hey.
35:30Hey.
35:31You ready?
35:33Yeah.
35:34I'll see you tomorrow.
35:35Yeah.
35:36I'll see you tomorrow.
35:38Hey.
35:39You okay?
35:40Weird day.
35:50Selene wants to move to Seattle for me.
35:52For our family.
35:54Tony.
35:55This is the first time that she's ever considered what anybody else might want.
35:59I don't know what's changed, but she wants to spend her life to be with me.
36:03That's okay.
36:06To be honest, I think I knew that we went in this way.
36:08It's not even really about her.
36:10It's about Zach.
36:11He's my whole world.
36:12But it's not healthy for him to see his parents in a terrible marriage.
36:16I was miserable.
36:17I felt invisible.
36:19I felt more seen with you in the last month than I did in the last 10 years of my
36:22marriage.
36:25I told Selene it's over.
36:31I'm falling in love with you.
36:41Wow.
36:42I really got this wrong.
36:44Tony.
36:45What we find important to keep in our lives changes over time.
36:53Things break.
36:55Hoppies age.
36:57And dreams evolve.
37:08Teddy Altman.
37:09I've never heard of you.
37:10I've never heard of you either, so I guess that makes us even.
37:15So have fun!
37:18I'm not G.I. Jane.
37:19I'm attachment Barbie.
37:35So she appointed me ambassador of fun.
37:37All of this time.
37:41And you don't need to tell me you're fine.
37:48Somehow out of all this.
37:53So take your heart out of the cage you built around it so tight.
38:00You just let go.
38:02You learn from experience to narrow down what really matters.
38:08I'll give you a hug.
38:10Be not afraid to drown in them.
38:15Did you trick this guy with an ink pen?
38:17So?
38:18So have fun!
38:21And somebody for one, so don't break.
38:26Like you're tearing apart.
38:29Welcome to trauma certification.
38:41Trauma's a team sport.
38:43You don't have to be the hero.
38:44You just, you just have to go where you need it.
39:03And who you want standing by your side at all times.
39:12Hey.
39:21Let's go home.
39:22Cause it looks just like yours.
39:28And once you do, you hold on as tightly as you can.
39:33Be not afraid to drown in this life.
40:04All the way...
40:13All the way to help.
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