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00:04I know death. I've seen it, felt it, fought it. I've saved some people I never really
00:14knew and lost others whose names I'll never forget. One way or another, they all haunt
00:21you. Tonight, they say the veil is thin, that the dead walk among us, if only for a little
00:30while. Is that just something we tell ourselves to ease the ache, or is it real? Do they stay
00:38with us, somehow hear us when we speak their names? Are they really gone if we still hold
00:46them in our hearts? If we remember.
01:05Hey, can you see in that thing? Uh, can you hold my head?
01:14Oh, that's better. Sure you don't want me to drive? Babe, I'm the headless horseman.
01:22Climb into my steed.
01:26Oh, okay.
01:33Can you hold me?
01:42Vance, seriously?
01:43Sorry, it's just really hard to see in this thing.
01:46Which is exactly why I told you to put it on when we got to the party.
01:49People will know it's me.
01:50Right, because you'll have no idea who you are when you walk in with your girlfriend.
01:54But you're not my girlfriend.
01:55You're a sexy vampire.
02:00Hey, headless. Not handless.
02:02Keep your paws on the wheel.
02:03I will, once I can see.
02:05Again, can you help?
02:06I can't see. Can you just pull?
02:13The bunny. The bunny. The bunny. The bunny.
02:17Can you just help me?
02:24911, what's your emergency?
02:26My boyfriend and I just got in a car accident.
02:28I think he's really hurt.
02:35All right, driver's side took the brunt of it.
02:37Buck, Ravi hit the engine.
02:41LAFD, ma'am. How are you guys doing?
02:42I'm okay.
02:43But my boyfriend, he didn't say much after the crash.
02:46I think it knocked him out for a few seconds.
02:48All right, we'll get him out. Just hold tight, okay?
02:50And Eddie, we got two injured. Both in costumes.
02:54Damn, I'm ready?
02:55So much for avoiding the costume curse this year.
03:00Buck, grab the jaws.
03:02Yeah.
03:02Ravi, keep the engine cool.
03:04You got it.
03:05Are you in any pain or discomfort? I see some blood here.
03:07I bit my lip.
03:09LAFD, sir, can you tell me your name?
03:11Van, was there an accident?
03:14Do you not remember?
03:15My costume kept slipping.
03:18Don't move.
03:19Okay, we still gotta check you out, sir.
03:21All right, can you feel your toes?
03:23No. No, I don't think so.
03:26Okay.
03:29How is he?
03:31Cervical spine trauma.
03:32I think he might be going into shock.
03:34But it's too risky to pull him out from the passenger side.
03:37Jaws flying in.
03:43Jaws are dead.
03:45Dead how?
03:46Costume curse.
03:47Costume's not a curse.
03:48It's a sea collar.
03:49Look.
03:50It's keeping traction on his neck.
03:53All right, let's get the backboard ready.
03:55Buck, shock the tires.
03:56Ravi, you're on the winch.
03:57We're pulling this door off.
03:58Got it.
04:10Okay, Ravi.
04:11Ready.
04:13Yeah.
04:14Keep falling.
04:16Almost there.
04:23Sir.
04:24Do you feel any pain?
04:25No.
04:26Just step.
04:27Feet are tingly.
04:28All right.
04:28Can you move them?
04:29Okay.
04:30Good.
04:30Good.
04:31We love to see it.
04:31How's the other person doing?
04:33You mean the other woman in the car with you?
04:35The guy in the road.
04:36The one that we hit.
04:38I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
04:40Cap!
04:41I think we got another one!
04:44L-A-F-D.
04:45Can you hear us?
04:47L-A-F-D?
04:47Does anyone need help?
04:49L-A-F-D.
04:52Fuck.
04:53Yeah.
04:57I didn't see anything before the crash.
04:59I swear.
05:00I'm telling you, there was a guy.
05:02Got him.
05:03What is that?
05:05This looked like the guy you hit.
05:07Oh, thank God.
05:09We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
05:11A few minor scrapes and bruises, but I think you'll live.
05:14Uh-uh.
05:19Uh-uh, uh…
05:21Uh-uh, uh-uh…
05:24Uh-uh…
05:31Uh…
05:32Uhh…
05:33Whaaa…
05:57Is something going to happen to me when I eat this cookie?
06:00Come on, will you? Just take a bite.
06:06Well?
06:07It's good.
06:08But is it right?
06:09I don't know what that means.
06:10Something is missing.
06:12I keep trying to recreate Bobby's famous snickerdoodles from memory because I can't find the recipe.
06:16Maybe if you baked less and unpacked more, you'd be able to find things.
06:19Well, maybe you could judge less and help me look more.
06:27All right, K doesn't stand for kitchen.
06:30I think K was for kitch.
06:33What?
06:33I thought I'd be able to remember what was in the boxes.
06:37I didn't know it was going to take me four months to find a place and then another three to
06:40get the previous tenant to move out.
06:42Yeah, I think I would have walked away.
06:44Yeah, but how about that backyard?
06:45The trees are nice.
06:47Yeah, I actually have to speak with the landlord about them.
06:50I keep hearing noises in the night.
06:52I think maybe squirrels in the attic.
06:55Squirrels, huh?
06:57Or maybe it's ghosts.
07:01It's squirrels.
07:02Or squirrel ghosts.
07:04Don't.
07:04Why are you being like this?
07:05Because it's Halloween.
07:06It's the spirit of the season.
07:08Or maybe I'm sensing some paranormal energies in here.
07:14The energies are normal, unlike you.
07:20Oh, wow.
07:22Oh, did you find the recipe?
07:27Yeah.
07:29I really miss him.
07:31I know.
07:42That's a great place for it.
07:43Maybe he'll help inspire you in the kitchen.
07:48Wait, so you didn't like the snickerdoodles?
07:56No, no.
07:57It's great.
07:58Honestly.
07:59I can even get a workout in before breakfast.
08:03Sorry.
08:04I've just been shoving everything into this room
08:06until I can figure out where it should go.
08:08And then I just close the door
08:09and just kind of forget all about it
08:11until we discuss you moving in.
08:14Was it a discussion?
08:17It's really nice.
08:18Oh, I'm glad you like it.
08:19And I can definitely find another place for the bike.
08:22No, might as well leave it.
08:24He's got to stay in shape
08:25to pass his firefighter's fitness assessment, right?
08:27Hey, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
08:30I haven't even gotten called in for an interview yet.
08:33Now, this dresser is empty,
08:35so you can put all your stuff in here.
08:38But I'm afraid I may have stashed a few things in the closet.
08:50Oh, I'll find another place.
08:56They can stay.
08:57I think it'll be nice having a piece of them here.
09:03Um, I'll let you settle in
09:05and, um, I'll order her some lunch.
09:14I didn't think Stockholm Syndrome kicked in that fast.
09:17I'm not a hostage.
09:19I agreed to move in here,
09:20and she agreed to be open to me joining the fire department.
09:23You don't need her permission, Harry.
09:25But I want it.
09:27I want her to support what I'm doing.
09:30I want her to be proud of me.
09:33It turns out that he was driving his friends
09:36while your abuelos were at work.
09:38He got a license.
09:39He didn't have a license?
09:41Our golden boy failed his driver's test twice,
09:45and yet he can get the car started without a key.
09:48Dad.
09:50Okay, he is doing his math,
09:52and I'm thinking I might want to start hiding my car keys.
09:56Maybe I'd like to hide them with ease.
10:01What are you guys doing searching through my kitchen?
10:05Sorry, I didn't know that you kept anything
10:08other than roasting pans above your refrigerator.
10:11Prayer book was a gift from Captain Nash.
10:14He was Catholic?
10:15He was.
10:17And a rosary?
10:18Those are mine.
10:21Edmundo, you're going back to church.
10:24I've only gone to a few masses.
10:26Let's not make a big deal about it.
10:31It is a big deal.
10:33You are reconnecting with your faith,
10:35with your community.
10:37I don't know how connected I feel yet.
10:39I don't even know if I'm doing it for me or Bobby.
10:42How does Christopher feel about it?
10:43He doesn't know yet.
10:45I'm not going to pressure him, okay?
10:47I was forced to go to church, and I hated it.
10:49But when he gets older,
10:51he can decide for himself.
11:22I'm not going to enter the house.
11:31Cream of tartar, a missing ingredient.
11:44Oh, my God.
11:45Guys, guys, oh, my God.
11:47You're not going to believe this.
11:48Okay, so, you know how I told you all
11:50I've been having trouble with the snickerdoodles?
11:57Bobby's recipe.
11:59Come on, guys.
12:00I've been working at this for weeks,
12:01trying to figure out the missing ingredient.
12:03You say so.
12:05Forget it.
12:06Just taste.
12:06Here, take it.
12:07Come on.
12:08Okay, Hen, you get one.
12:11Robbie.
12:12Come on, Jim, Cap, take a bite.
12:14Oh, damn.
12:16This is pretty good.
12:18I mean, Cap always was an excellent baker.
12:20You know what he was even better at?
12:21Not talking about baking.
12:24He's a great buck.
12:25Guess how I figured it out.
12:27Obsessively trying every spice in the cabinet
12:28in alphabetical order?
12:30No.
12:32Bobby told me.
12:33Okay, but...
12:34I know it sounds crazy.
12:36I really think he helped me.
12:38I found a picture of him and I,
12:39I put it in the kitchen,
12:41next night, bam, there it is.
12:44Cream of tartar.
12:46It's not completely crazy.
12:47I mean, people experience things
12:50they can't explain all the time.
12:53You sure is just cream of tartar?
12:56Yeah, because you are not Eddie Diaz.
12:58He is the opposite of superstitious, remember?
13:02I'm trying to keep an open mind.
13:03Leave room for the unknown.
13:05Who hurt you, shapeshifter?
13:08You know, I wouldn't say this is the craziest thing
13:10I've ever heard, though it's close.
13:12But whatever this is...
13:13It's Bobby.
13:22Tell him we miss him.
13:279-1-1, what's your emergency?
13:29We've lost her pumpkin!
13:31Sir, a missing pumpkin is not an emergency.
13:34Oh, it's about to be.
13:37Say, Tanya can, I must come down.
13:40Wait!
13:41Say, Tanya can, I must come down.
13:45You've been feeding your kin down
13:48all over this land.
13:50Say, Tanya can, I must come down.
13:54You know, the mothers, they got a break in them down.
13:58You know, the mothers, they got a break in them down.
14:02You know, the preachers, they got a break in them down.
14:06You know, the preacher, they got a break in them down.
14:09All units we advise, pumpkin is orange.
14:11Approximately 20 feet in diameter
14:13and last seen heading northwest on 8th Street.
14:15Use caution when approaching.
14:16Say, Tanya can, I must come down.
14:20Say, Tanya can, I'm showing you in the area.
14:24This is one L-70 in pursuit on foot.
14:26It just took out a food vendor in person square.
14:29Do you still have eyes on it?
14:29I lost it.
14:35Say, Tanya can, I must come down.
14:39Say, Tanya can, I must come down.
14:44Okay, so northwest on 9th, winds blowing north, northwest, 8 miles per hour,
14:48which means it's heading right for the freeway.
14:50Well, if that thing bounces down onto the 110,
14:53it'll be a new level of chaos, a mass casualty pileup.
14:55Well, we've got to cut it off before it gets there.
14:57Okay?
14:58Knights and Grand.
14:59We've got to play hard if you attack him down the ground.
15:04We've got to play hard if you attack him down the ground.
15:08We've been speeding up to you now.
15:10Dispatch, we're at Knights and Grand.
15:11No sign of the gorge yet.
15:12If I'm right, it will be there any second.
15:15Then what do we do?
15:16Stop it.
15:23I got visual.
15:24Everybody, back!
15:25Get back!
15:26Get back!
15:27Get back!
15:29Get back!
15:48Get back!
15:50Damn it!
16:04Dispatch, this is 727L30 in position to neutralize the suspect.
16:11Taser, Taser, Taser!
16:18727L30, what's your status?
16:21Dispatch, suspect has been subdued.
16:25Nice work, Sergeant.
16:28What are you smiling at?
16:32A crowd than I expected on a weekday morning.
16:37It's the only mass of the day now.
16:40Prayers can be choosers.
16:43Not my life.
16:45It's Father Bolsonaro.
16:47A funny priest.
16:49I don't remember those growing up.
16:51Maybe I wouldn't have hated mass so much.
16:54Well, you need something to rebel against.
16:57It wasn't just about rebellion, you know?
17:00Never felt that thing.
17:03God's presence or whatever you're supposed to feel.
17:05And now you're back.
17:07Whoa, I wouldn't say back.
17:09I'd say I'm testing the waters, taking the test.
17:12Coming to a mass on a Wednesday?
17:14Only for you because you're my abuela and I love you.
17:20But what is love if not a sign of God's presence?
17:25Hmm.
17:27So when I was looking for him in church...
17:30Mi niño.
17:32You were looking in the wrong place.
17:36Vámonos al mercado.
17:38Oh, God.
17:40We call upon you in the dire hour of our need.
17:45Brother Ken and sister Lydia have led a most devout line.
17:50Raising a family in the light of your almighty ways.
17:56Now, their innocent child, dear sister Abigail,
18:00has been taken by the devil.
18:04Our brothers and sisters, raise their hands and voices in praise of your power
18:09to cast out this evil soul.
18:15We beg you, release this poor child's demonic bondages.
18:20Spill Satan from her body!
18:24Free her from suffering!
18:41Sister Abigail, has the demon left you?
18:539-1-1, what's your emergency?
18:54The devil's got his teeth in Brother Isaac!
19:01Keep running everybody!
19:04What are we walking into here?
19:08LAFD, make way!
19:10Paramedics coming through, please, please, please, please.
19:13She clapped on him like a vise.
19:15Not the kind of bite I was expecting.
19:18It's not her fault, it's the demon inside her!
19:20The demon?
19:21The demon!
19:22Brother Isaac was casting it out of her body!
19:24You were doing an exorcism?
19:26Devil's in her!
19:31We must pray together!
19:32All right, great.
19:33Buck, please, set the praying up outside.
19:35Come on, guys, give him some space.
19:37Let's go, let's go, let's go.
19:38Let's go, let's go!
19:39Come on!
19:40Outside.
19:42Let's go.
19:59Does your daughter have a history of mental illness?
20:02No, nothing like that.
20:03She had any medication hit her head recently?
20:05No, she's been perfectly healthy until now.
20:07What about travel?
20:08Maybe something out of the country?
20:10I attended a pre-college program in Costa Rica last month,
20:13though she told us it was a missionary trip.
20:15Since then, we've been keeping her close.
20:19Barely.
20:21Hey, Cap.
20:23I think I know where the devil came from.
20:27Copy that, coming to you.
20:31Now, what do we got?
20:32In here, check it out.
20:44They must have been keeping her in here against her will.
20:47Probably for days.
20:49I mean, there's not great air flow back here.
20:51Maybe mold or something.
20:55No.
20:57Different toxins.
20:59BP's high.
21:00Heart's racing.
21:02Severe muscle spasms.
21:03Spasms could be from the pain.
21:04Can we start with ketamine?
21:06If we can keep her still long enough.
21:10It's the devil!
21:13No, it's tetanus.
21:15They were keeping her in a room back there on a rusty bedroom.
21:18If you check her feet, I'm willing to bet there's a puncture room.
21:22Your daughter didn't need prayers.
21:23She needed antibiotics.
21:25Lockjaw.
21:27Start with midazolam.
21:28Hopefully it relaxes her enough so we can get her to the hospital.
21:31Then, if that doesn't work...
21:32We'll have to go paralytic.
21:34Prepare to intubate her, just in case she stops breathing.
21:37The devil can't take her!
21:41Respectfully, sir, I'm gonna need you to shut it.
21:44I would hate to hit the wrong patient.
21:55Give it a second.
21:58It's not working!
21:59It's not working!
22:00Going stronger.
22:02Prepare one milligram of sex.
22:03Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
22:05I think there's too much sensory input.
22:07The lights, they might be making it worse.
22:09Buck.
22:10Let's go dark.
22:29Go.
22:36Oh, thank God.
22:42All right, let's get her on a gurney.
22:45Abigail.
22:46One, two, three.
22:49It's a possession, huh?
22:52Why do you think the devil chose Abigail?
22:54She was a good girl.
22:57Sometimes those are the easiest to lead astray.
23:00Abigail was losing her faith.
23:02She wanted to leave us.
23:04Leave our way of life.
23:07Can we go with her?
23:09Uh, you can visit her at the hospital later.
23:13Assuming she still wants to see you.
23:14Why wouldn't she want to see us?
23:17You locked her in a cell.
23:19Tied her to a table.
23:20She said she was sick.
23:22And you said it was the devil.
23:24We know what's best for our daughter.
23:26Sounds like that's something for a higher power to decide.
23:29You're under arrest for false imprisonment, child abuse, and endangerment.
23:33The three of you, you have the right to remain silent.
23:55Hey, there you are.
23:56Are you and Chris doing anything for Halloween?
24:00Just ordering some pizza, watching a movie.
24:01Why?
24:02What if you and Chris came over and we tried to talk to Bobby?
24:09A Ouija born?
24:11You really think that's what my son should be doing on Halloween?
24:13It's ages eight.
24:14No, I checked.
24:16Really, Bobby?
24:17You just need to quit the whole haunted house bit.
24:20It's not real.
24:21What happened to leaving a little room for the unknown?
24:24Abigail happened.
24:26She put her faith in everything she was supposed to.
24:28And what did she get, hmm?
24:29Tetanus.
24:30Lockjaw.
24:30Maybe 30 years of therapy.
24:32It's not supernatural.
24:33It's just ordinary and ugly.
24:40I'm sorry, Buck, but God wasn't in that room, and Bobby isn't in your house.
24:56What did you get?
24:57Um, I got some sour worms.
24:59I'll treat you my peanut butter cup for your sour worms.
25:01Sure.
25:02Treat these!
25:03I'm down!
25:06You're waking the dead.
25:07Do you not read?
25:09R.I.P.
25:10Rest in peace.
25:11To send you nothing to you living beings.
25:14He's funny.
25:16What are you supposed to be?
25:21Dead.
25:28Let's totally be that next year.
25:42Where's your costume?
25:43I thought we were going to a party tonight.
25:43I lied and seriously raggedy Andy surprisingly popular with single women
25:52okay this is not not weird I can explain you want to use the Ouija board to talk
25:59to cap's ghost who you think is haunting your house great so you're in I might as
26:05well be uh turns out I have nothing else to do tonight uh lower the lights would
26:10you I don't think you have to do that for a Ouija board no but I didn't buy any candy
26:14this year and I don't want people thinking I'm home over there here we almost have a message
26:28Oh
26:35T
26:45you're an idiot really Rob it's what Bobby would say if he was here which I'm sorry Buck he's not
26:58what was that
27:06Buck
27:07it's a shelf
27:09the footprint
27:19grab that flashlight
27:23okay uh give me your boost all right
27:27okay okay on three one two three
27:39okay thank you you have a good evening
27:42his name is Dwayne Payton according to his ID and your landlord he used to live here
27:47well yeah but I thought he got evicted they served the notice and then he disappeared
27:53into my attic
27:54look we can charge you for trespassing illegal lodging vandalism is that what you want
28:02hey was it fun for you making me feel like my house was haunted the kid was right you're an
28:08idiot
28:10yeah well I'm gonna press charges how about that huh get him out of my house lock him up my
28:15house no it's
28:16not not not anymore you can't keep me out I got in before and I'll get it again right to
28:20remain silent
28:21my friends
28:22hey hey wait
28:24where's the recipe
28:27Bobby's recipe I know you took it so what did you do with it
28:30I didn't take anything
28:33so how did you know cream of tartar
28:36cookies were dull
28:38needed a tang
28:51you need some help cleaning up
28:54no
28:55I'm all good
28:59hey if you were so sure
29:02that it wasn't Bobby's ghost
29:03then why did you play along earlier
29:08you seemed like you needed it
29:22hey mom
29:23oh
29:24what are you doing
29:25I'm going to a Halloween party
29:28you like the costume
29:31you're a costume
29:33yeah I mean it's a costume tonight
29:35but once I graduated from the academy
29:38stop talking
29:43you know for a minute
29:46I really thought that I was wrong
29:48that maybe I had overreacted when you said that you would apply to join the fire department
29:53but now I see
29:55that I was right
29:58right about what
29:59that you're not ready for this
30:01because that is not a costume
30:03and the fact that you think it is
30:05tells me that you are nowhere near mature enough
30:07to do the job
30:08oh mom it's not like that
30:10I just
30:11I wanted to see how it felt
30:13now you know
30:15so you can take it off
30:17and find yourself another costume
30:28father god
30:29today we commit the soul
30:30jeremiah kamada
30:31to your loving care
30:33may perpetual light shine upon him
30:36guiding his soul to eternal peace
30:38lord let his memory be a blessing
30:40and grant that he is peacefully laid to rest
30:43in your loving and gentle hands
30:45amen
30:51hello
30:53uh excuse me
30:56this one's taken
30:57I'm in here
30:58hello
31:00jeremiah
31:02jeremiah is that the
31:04not jeremiah
31:08we were in the middle of lowering the casket when we heard a voice
31:11grave diggers removed the casket so we could see inside only for us to find
31:14well
31:17who is that
31:18not my husband
31:19is he alive
31:20no
31:21he is not
31:22he's just playing dead
31:24I am dead
31:25if he makes it out of my husband's grave
31:27he'll wish he were dead
31:29okay how about you all let us handle it from here robbie
31:31right this way father ma'am
31:33now will you beings finally leave me to rest in silence
31:38it took me forever to find this place
31:41okay what are you thinking
31:43uh psychiatric
31:44or a substance
31:45maybe he has a concussion he could have fallen in
31:48why don't we just ask him
31:50no just
31:51please leave me alone
31:54oh just want to talk
31:57doesn't anybody have any respect for the dead
32:00that gash on your forehead
32:02do you remember how you died
32:03a man in a blue car
32:05he ran me over
32:07and did you get a good look at him
32:08i never saw his face
32:09i don't think he had one
32:14he didn't have a face
32:15he didn't have a head
32:18the guy in the road
32:19the one that we hit
32:20i think they were dressed as a scarecrow
32:22this looks like the guy you hit
32:23we're starting to worry i might have killed someone
32:27a man without a head
32:29i'm starting to hit a man we couldn't find
32:31eddie
32:32what side is the injury on
32:34right
32:35right frontal lobe
32:39cotard syndrome
32:41uh who's syndrome
32:42it's a neuropsychiatric disorder
32:44it's walking corpse syndrome
32:46damaged regions of the brain
32:47that involve self-awareness
32:49perception
32:49leading a person to believe that they're dead
32:51or they don't even exist at all
32:53is that even something we can cure
32:55sir do you mind if i check something out
33:00oh no
33:03uh guys
33:04i can't find a pulse
33:07what is he doing
33:09he's bringing him back to life
33:11anything eddie
33:13uh no pulse i uh
33:14i think he's gone
33:16not if we can help it
33:18hen
33:19the defibrillator
33:20yeah
33:31all right starting compressions
33:35all right
33:37pulse check
33:39come on
33:42okay claire
33:46we've got a pulse
33:50and it's a pretty strong one too
33:57we almost lost you there
33:59but you made it
34:00welcome back
34:03i'm back
34:04he is so bad
34:13my family's gonna be so happy to hear about this
34:17you so
34:21do you think we can bury my husband now
34:24uh-huh
34:25uh-huh
34:25yeah yeah
34:26yeah yeah
34:27coming up
34:27yeah yeah yeah we should
34:28come on
34:29yeah
34:29okay
34:31hi jeremiah
34:33come on
34:33you know this is
34:42seriously
34:43seriously
34:45duane
34:50duane
34:51you know this is
34:54you know this is
35:24a sobriety chip hey cap
35:38morning dad hey kiddo you're up early i thought maybe abalo was cooking she's not here but i can
35:45make you something but i saw her last night she was in my room she told me not to be
35:51afraid
35:52and that she loved me i think you were dreaming bud
35:59get you something to eat
36:03hey tia guess everyone's getting an early start today
36:10what's wrong it's your abuela and she's gone
36:35i came to pick her up for church
36:39and when she didn't answer i let myself in
36:45they say that they look like they're sleeping
36:50but i knew the second i saw her
36:57she was gone
37:14i thought that maybe one of the officers would
37:22help me but they said that i needed to be the one to call
37:27for someone to come get her
37:30funeral home
37:35they said it would be a few hours
37:40i don't know what we'll do until then
37:46what if we prayed
37:50i think she would like that
37:53okay
38:10you said you dropped the charges
38:13well you didn't actually do any damage
38:16and you did help with the whole cookie thing so i figured i'd repay the favor
38:23thanks man
38:25but uh
38:26not sure where i'm supposed to go now
38:28well
38:30how about a meeting
38:32there's one a few blocks from here
38:35you're a friend of bill w
38:37i'm a friend of a friend
38:42you sure left your mark
38:45you're a good man
38:48good husband
38:51you loved and inspired my kids
38:57i'm not sure i'll ever forgive you for that
39:00it's not his fault
39:06bobby was a good guy
39:07and i loved him
39:09but i was the son of a first responder
39:11long before i ever met him
39:15it's not about being like him
39:17mom
39:19it's about being like you
39:37the first day of a loss isn't the hardest
39:40there's too damn much to do
39:43people to call
39:45arrangements to make
39:46too busy to remember
39:48too overwhelmed to let go
40:17sadness is for tomorrow
40:18when finally you're alone
40:21heartbroken and angry and the quiet and the silence
40:24until
40:27until you realize
40:30you're never really alone at all
40:32you are
40:33you
40:34you
40:49you
40:50you
40:52Dicen que no tengo duelo, llorona, porque no me ven llorar
41:03Hay muertos que no hacen ruido, llorona y es más grande su pena
41:26Maybe we have to be the ghosts of the people we love, haunting the world with their memory
41:32And the lessons they left behind, maybe there are no specters, no spirits, just us, celebrating,
41:41dancing, remembering, alive, together, and maybe that's enough
41:51We should do this every year
41:57Does it make you too sad?
42:00No, it's that you're still here, you know
42:12Yeah, I know
42:54No, it's that you're still here
42:54Yeah, I know
43:05You
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