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00:04I know death. I've seen it, felt it, fought it. I've saved some people I never really
00:14knew and lost others whose names I'll never forget. One way or another, they all haunt
00:21you. Tonight, they say the veil is thin, that the dead walk among us, if only for a little
00:30while. Is that just something we tell ourselves to ease the ache, or is it real? Do they stay
00:38with us, somehow hear us when we speak their names? Are they really gone if we still hold
00:46them in our hearts? If we remember.
01:05Hey, can you see in that thing? Uh, can you hold my head?
01:14Oh, that's better. Sure you don't want me to drive? Babe, I'm the headless horseman.
01:22Climb into my steed.
01:26Oh, okay.
01:33Can you hold me?
01:42Vance, seriously?
01:43Sorry, it's just really hard to see in this thing.
01:46Which is exactly why I told you to put it on when we got to the party.
01:49People will know it's me.
01:50Right, because you'll have no idea who you are when you walk in with your girlfriend.
01:54But you're not my girlfriend.
01:55You're a sexy vampire.
02:00Hey, headless. Not handless.
02:02Keep your paws on the wheel.
02:03I will, once I can see.
02:05Again, can you help?
02:06I can't see. Can you just pull?
02:13The bunny. The bunny. The bunny. The bunny.
02:17Can you just help me?
02:24911, what's your emergency?
02:26My boyfriend and I just got in a car accident.
02:28I think he's really hurt.
02:35All right, driver's side took the brunt of it.
02:37Buck, Ravi hit the engine.
02:41LAFD, ma'am. How are you guys doing?
02:42I'm okay.
02:43But my boyfriend, he didn't say much after the crash.
02:46I think it knocked him out for a few seconds.
02:48All right, we'll get him out. Just hold tight, okay?
02:50And Eddie, we got two injured. Both in costumes.
02:54Damn, I'm ready?
02:55So much for avoiding the costume curse this year.
03:00Buck, grab the jaws.
03:02Yeah.
03:02Ravi, keep the engine cool.
03:04You got it.
03:05Are you in any pain or discomfort? I see some blood here.
03:07I bit my lip.
03:09LAFD, sir, can you tell me your name?
03:11Van, was there an accident?
03:14Do you not remember?
03:15My costume kept slipping.
03:18Don't move.
03:19Okay, we still gotta check you out, sir.
03:21All right, can you feel your toes?
03:23No. No, I don't think so.
03:26Okay.
03:29How is he?
03:31Cervical spine trauma.
03:32I think he might be going into shock.
03:34But it's too risky to pull him out from the passenger side.
03:37Jaws flying in.
03:43Jaws are dead.
03:45Dead how?
03:46Costume curse.
03:47Costume's not a curse.
03:48It's a sea collar.
03:49Look.
03:50It's keeping traction on his neck.
03:53All right, let's get the backboard ready.
03:55Buck, shock the tires.
03:56Ravi, you're on the winch.
03:57We're pulling this door off.
03:58Got it.
04:10Okay, Ravi.
04:11Ready.
04:13Yeah.
04:14Keep falling.
04:16Almost there.
04:23Sir.
04:24Do you feel any pain?
04:25No.
04:26Just step.
04:27Feet are tingly.
04:28All right.
04:28Can you move them?
04:29Okay.
04:30Good.
04:30Good.
04:31We love to see it.
04:31How's the other person doing?
04:33You mean the other woman in the car with you?
04:35The guy in the road.
04:36The one that we hit.
04:38I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
04:40Cap!
04:41I think we got another one!
04:44L-A-F-D.
04:45Can you hear us?
04:47L-A-F-D?
04:47Does anyone need help?
04:49L-A-F-D.
04:52Fuck.
04:53Yeah.
04:57I didn't see anything before the crash.
04:59I swear.
05:00I'm telling you, there was a guy.
05:02Got him.
05:03What is that?
05:05This looked like the guy you hit.
05:07Oh, thank God.
05:09We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
05:11A few minor scrapes and bruises, but I think you'll live.
05:14Uh, huh.
05:19Uh, huh, huh.
05:22Uh...
05:24Uh...
05:31Uh...
05:32Uh...
05:33Uh...
05:34Waaaaa!
05:40Uh...
05:40Uh...
05:57Is something going to happen to me when I eat this cookie?
06:00Come on, will you? Just take a bite.
06:06Well?
06:07It's good.
06:08But is it right?
06:09I don't know what that means.
06:10Something is missing.
06:12I keep trying to recreate Bobby's famous snickerdoodles from memory because I can't find the recipe.
06:16Maybe if you baked less and unpacked more, you'd be able to find things.
06:19Well, maybe you could judge less and help me look more.
06:27All right.
06:28K doesn't stand for kitchen.
06:30I think K was for kitch.
06:33What?
06:34I thought I'd be able to remember what was in the boxes.
06:37I didn't know it was going to take me four months to find a place and then another three to
06:40get the previous tenant to move out.
06:42Yeah, I think I would have walked away.
06:44Yeah, but how about that backyard?
06:45The trees are nice.
06:47Yeah, I actually have to speak with the landlord about them.
06:50I keep hearing noises in the night.
06:52I think maybe squirrels in the attic.
06:55Squirrels, huh?
06:57Or maybe it's ghosts.
07:01It's squirrels.
07:02Or squirrel ghosts.
07:04Don't.
07:04Why are you being like this?
07:05Because it's Halloween.
07:06It's the spirit of the season.
07:08Or maybe I'm sensing some paranormal energies in here.
07:15The energies are normal, unlike you.
07:20Oh, wow.
07:21Oh, did you find the recipe?
07:27Yeah.
07:29I really miss him.
07:31I know.
07:42That's a great place for it.
07:43Maybe he'll help inspire you in the kitchen.
07:48Wait, so you didn't like the snickerdoodles?
07:56No, no.
07:57It's great, honestly.
07:59I can even get a workout in before breakfast.
08:03Sorry.
08:04I've just been shoving everything into this room
08:06until I can figure out where it should go.
08:08And then I had to close the door
08:09and just kind of forget all about it
08:11until we discussed you moving in.
08:14Was it a discussion?
08:17It's really nice.
08:18Oh, I'm glad you like it.
08:19And I can definitely find another place for the bike.
08:22No, might as well leave it.
08:24He's got to stay in shape
08:25to pass his firefighter's fitness assessment, right?
08:27Hey, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
08:30I haven't even gotten called in for an interview yet.
08:33Now, this dresser is empty,
08:35so you can put all your stuff in here.
08:38But I'm afraid I may have stashed a few things in the closet.
08:50Oh, I'll find another place.
08:56They can stay.
08:57I think it'll be nice having a piece of them here.
09:03Um, I'll let you settle in
09:05and, um, I'll order her some lunch.
09:14I didn't think Stockholm Syndrome kicked in that fast.
09:17I'm not a hostage.
09:19I agreed to move in here,
09:20and she agreed to be open to me joining the fire department.
09:23You don't need her permission, Harry.
09:25But I want it.
09:27I want her to support what I'm doing.
09:30I want her to be proud of me.
09:33It turns out he was driving his friends
09:36while your abuelos were at work.
09:38He got a license.
09:39He didn't have a license?
09:41Our golden boy failed his driver's test twice,
09:45and yet he can get the car started without a key.
09:48Dad.
09:50Okay, he is doing his math,
09:52and I'm thinking I might want to start hiding my car keys.
09:55Maybe I'd like to hide them with ease.
10:01What are you guys doing searching through my kitchen?
10:05Sorry, I didn't know that you kept anything
10:08other than roasting pans above your refrigerator.
10:11The prayer book was a gift from Captain Nash.
10:14He was Catholic?
10:15He was.
10:17And the rosary?
10:18Those are mine.
10:21Edmundo, you're going back to church.
10:24I've only gone to a few masses, okay?
10:26Let's not make a big deal about it.
10:29Oh.
10:31It is a big deal.
10:33You are reconnecting with your faith,
10:35with your community.
10:37I don't know how connected I feel yet.
10:39I don't even know if I'm doing it for me or Bobby.
10:41How does Christopher feel about it?
10:43Doesn't know yet.
10:45I'm not going to pressure him, okay?
10:47I was forced to go to church, and I hated it.
10:49But when he gets older,
10:51he can decide for himself.
10:53I have.
10:53I don't know.
11:23I don't know.
11:30Cream of tart.
11:33A missing ingredient.
11:44Oh, my God.
11:45Guys, guys, oh, my God.
11:47You're not going to believe this.
11:48Okay, so, you know how I told you all
11:50I've been having trouble with the snickerdoodles?
11:57Bobby's recipe.
11:59Come on, guys.
12:00I've been working at this for weeks,
12:01trying to figure out the missing ingredient.
12:03You say so.
12:05Forget it.
12:06Just taste.
12:06Here, take it.
12:07Come on.
12:09Okay, Hen, you get one.
12:11Robbie.
12:12Come on, Jim, Cap, take a bite.
12:14Oh, damn.
12:15Mm-hmm.
12:15This is pretty good.
12:18I mean, Cap always was an excellent baker.
12:20You know what he was even better at?
12:21Not talking about baking.
12:24He's a great buck.
12:25Guess how I figured it out.
12:27Obsessively trying every spice in the cabinet
12:28in alphabetical order?
12:30No.
12:32Bobby told me.
12:33Okay, but...
12:34I know it sounds crazy.
12:36I really think he helped me.
12:38I found a picture of him and I,
12:39I put it in the kitchen.
12:41Next night, bam, there it is.
12:44Crematartar.
12:46It's not completely crazy.
12:47I mean, people experience things
12:50they can't explain all the time.
12:53You sure is just Crematartar?
12:56Yeah, because you are not Eddie Diaz.
12:58He is the opposite of superstitious, remember?
13:02I'm trying to keep an open mind.
13:03Leave room for the unknown.
13:05Who hurt you, shapeshifter?
13:08You know, I wouldn't say this is the craziest thing
13:10I've ever heard, though it's close.
13:12Whatever this is...
13:13It's Bobby.
13:21Tell him we missed him.
13:27911, what's your emergency?
13:29We've lost her pumpkin!
13:31Sir, a missing pumpkin is not an emergency.
13:34Oh, it's about to be.
13:37Satan, yakin, I must come down
13:41Satan, yakin, I must come down
13:44You've been feeding yakin down
13:48All over this land
13:50Satan, yakin, I must come down
13:54You know, the mothers
13:55They got a break in them down
13:58You know, the mothers
13:59They got a break in them down
14:02You know, the preachers
14:04They got a break in them down
14:06You know, the preacher
14:08All units we advise pumpkin is orange
14:11Approximately 20 feet in diameter
14:13And last seen heading northwest on 8th street
14:15Use caution when approaching
14:16Satan, yakin, I must come down
14:20Satan, yakin, I'm showing you in the area
14:24This is one L-70 in pursuit on foot
14:26It just took out a food vendor
14:27In person square
14:28Do you still have eyes on it?
14:30I lost it!
14:36Satan, yakin, I must come down
14:39Satan, yakin, I must come down
14:44Okay, so northwest on 9th
14:46Wind's blowing north, northwest 8 miles per hour
14:48Which means it's heading right for the freeway
14:50Well, if that thing bounces down onto the 110
14:53It'll be a new level of chaos
14:54A mass casualty pile up
14:55Well, we've got to cut it off before it gets there
14:57Okay, 9th and Grand
15:09We're at 9th and Grand
15:11No sign of the gorge yet
15:12If I'm right, it will be there any second
15:14Then what do we do?
15:16Stop it
15:23I got visual
15:24Everybody, back!
15:25Get back!
15:46It-it bounce
15:48It bounce
15:50Damn it!
16:03This fact, this is the 727 L-30 in position to neutralize the suspect
16:11Taser, Taser, Taser!
16:17727 L-30, what's your status?
16:21Dispatch
16:22Suspect has been subdued
16:24Nice work, sergeant
16:28What are you smiling at?
16:32A crowd than I expected on a weekday morning
16:36It's the only mass of the day now
16:39Prayers can't be choosers
16:42Not my life
16:44It's Father Bolsonaro
16:46A funny priest
16:48I don't remember those growing up
16:51Maybe I, uh, wouldn't have hated mass so much
16:54Well, you need something to rebel against
16:57It wasn't just about rebellion, you know
17:00Never felt that thing
17:03God's presence or whatever you're supposed to feel
17:05And now you're back
17:07Whoa, I wouldn't say back
17:09I'd say, um, testing the waters
17:11Taking the test
17:11Coming to a mass on a Wednesday?
17:14Only for you, because you're my abuela and I love you
17:20But what is love if not a sign of God's presence?
17:25Hmm
17:27So when I was looking for him in church
17:31Minho
17:32You were looking in the wrong place
17:36Vámonos al mercado
17:38Oh God
17:40We call upon you in the dire hour of our need
17:45Brother Ken and sister Lydia
17:48Have led a most devout line
17:50Raising a family in the light of your almighty ways
17:55Now
17:56Their innocent child
17:58Dear sister Abigail
18:00Has been taken by the devil
18:04Our brothers and sisters
18:06Raise their hands and voices
18:08In praise of your power
18:09To cast out this evil
18:12We beg you
18:16Release this poor child's demonic bondages
18:20Spell Satan from her body
18:23Free her from suffering
18:41Sister Abigail
18:44Has the demon left you?
18:539-1-1, what's your emergency?
18:54The devil's got his teeth in Brother Isaac
19:01Keep training everybody
19:04What are we walking into here?
19:08Play FD, make way
19:10Paramedics coming too, please, please, please, please
19:13She clapped on him like a vice
19:15Not the kind of bite I was expecting
19:17It's not her fault, it's the demon inside her
19:20The demon
19:21The demon
19:21Brother Isaac was casting it out of her body
19:24You were doing an exorcism?
19:26Devil's in her
19:31We must pray together
19:32Alright, great
19:33Buck, please, set the praying up outside
19:35Come on, guys, give him some space
19:37Let's go, let's go, let's go
19:38Let's go, let's go
19:39Come on
19:40Outside
19:42Let's go
19:59Does your daughter have a history of mental illness?
20:01No, nothing like that
20:03She had any medication?
20:04Hit her head recently?
20:05No, she's been perfectly healthy until now
20:07What about travel?
20:08Maybe something out of the country?
20:10I attended a pre-college program in Costa Rica last month
20:13Though she told us it was a missionary trip
20:15Since then, we've been keeping her close
20:19Barely
20:21Hey, Cap
20:23I think I know where the devil came from
20:26Copy that, coming to you
20:31What do we got?
20:32In here, check it out
20:44They must have been keeping her in here against her will
20:47Probably for days
20:48I mean, there's not great airflow back here
20:51Maybe mold or something
20:55No
20:57Different toxin
20:59BP's high
21:00Heart's racing
21:01Severe muscle spasms
21:03Spasms could be from the pain
21:04Can we start with ketamine?
21:06If we can keep her still long enough
21:10It's the devil
21:13No, it's tetanus
21:15They were keeping her in a room back there
21:17On a rusty bedroom
21:18If you check her feet
21:19I'm willing to bet there's a puncture room
21:21Your daughter didn't need prayers
21:23She needed antibiotics
21:25Lockjaw
21:27Start with midazolam
21:28Hopefully relaxes her enough
21:29So we can get her to the hospital
21:31Then if that doesn't work
21:32Well, I have to go paralytic
21:34Prepare to intubate her
21:35Just in case she stops breathing
21:37The devil
21:39Can't take her
21:41Respectfully, sir
21:42I'm gonna need you to shut it
21:44I would hate to hit the wrong patient
21:54Give it a second
21:58It's not working
21:59Going stronger
22:02Prepare one milligram of sex
22:03Wait, wait, wait, wait
22:05I think there's too much sensory input
22:07The lights
22:07They might be making it worse
22:09Buck
22:10Let's go dark
22:28Go
22:40Oh, thank God
22:42All right, let's get her on a gurney
22:45Abigail
22:46One, two, three
22:49It's a possession, huh?
22:52Why do you think the devil chose Abigail?
22:54She was a good girl
22:56Sometimes those are the easiest to lead astray
23:00Abigail was losing her faith
23:02She wanted to leave us
23:04Leave our way of life
23:07Can we go with her?
23:09I
23:10You can visit her at the hospital later
23:13Assuming she still wants to see you
23:14Why wouldn't she want to see us?
23:17You locked her in a cell
23:19Tied her to a table
23:20She said she was sick
23:22And you said it was the devil
23:23We know what's best for our daughter
23:26Sounds like that's something for a higher power to decide
23:29You're under arrest
23:30For false imprisonment, child abuse, and endangerment
23:33The three of you
23:34You have the right to remain silent
23:54Hey
23:55There you are
23:56Are you and Chris doing anything for Halloween?
24:00Just ordering some pizza, watching a movie, why?
24:02What if you and Chris came over
24:07And we try to talk to Bobby?
24:09A Ouija born?
24:10You really think that's what my son should be doing on Halloween?
24:13It's ages eight, no, I checked
24:16Really, Buck?
24:17Just need to quit the whole haunted house bit
24:20It's not real
24:21What happened to leaving a little room for the unknown?
24:24Abigail happened
24:25She put her faith in everything she was supposed to
24:28And what did she get?
24:29Tetanus
24:30Lockjaw
24:30Maybe 30 years of therapy
24:32It's not supernatural
24:33It's just
24:35Ordinary
24:35And ugly
24:40I'm sorry, Buck
24:42But God wasn't in that room
24:44And Bobby isn't in your house
24:56What did you get?
24:57Um, I got some sour worms
24:58I'll treat you my peanut butter cup for your sour worms
25:01Sure
25:01Changes
25:03I'm down
25:06You're waking the dead
25:08Do not read R.I.P. rest in peace
25:11To send you nothing to your living beings
25:14He's funny
25:16What are you supposed to be?
25:21Dead
25:28Let's totally be that next year
25:41Where's your costume?
25:43Thought we were going to a party tonight
25:43I lied
25:44And seriously, raggedy Andy?
25:48Surprisingly popular with single women
25:52Okay
25:52This is not
25:55Not weird
25:56I can explain
25:58You want to use the Ouija board to talk to Cap's ghost
26:00Who you think is haunting your house
26:02Great, so you're right
26:05I might as well be
26:06Turns out I have nothing else to do tonight
26:08Lower the lights, would you?
26:10I don't think you have to do that for a Ouija board?
26:13No, but I didn't buy any candy this year
26:15And I don't want people thinking I'm home
26:16Over there
26:18All right
26:22Here we almost have a message
26:27O
26:35T
26:45You're an idiot
26:47Really, Rob?
26:49It's what Bobby would say if he was here
26:51Which I'm sorry, Buck
26:53He's not
26:58What was that?
27:05Buck
27:07It's a shelf
27:09The footprint
27:17Grab that flashlight
27:24Okay, uh, give me your boost
27:25All right
27:27Okay
27:27Okay, on three
27:28One, two, three
27:39Okay, thank you
27:40You have a good evening
27:42His name is Dwayne Payton
27:43According to his ID and your landlord
27:45He used to live here
27:47Well, yeah, but I thought he got evicted
27:49They served the notice
27:50And then he disappeared
27:53Into my attic
27:54Look, we can charge you for trespassing
27:56Illegal lodging
27:57Vandalism
27:58Is that what you want?
28:02Hey, was it fun for you?
28:05Making me feel like my house was haunted
28:07The kid was right
28:08You're an idiot
28:10Yeah, well, I'm gonna press charges
28:12How about that, huh?
28:13Get him out of my house
28:14Lock him up
28:15My house
28:15No, it's not
28:16Not anymore
28:17You can't keep me out
28:18I got in before
28:19And I'll get in again
28:20Right to remain silent, my friend
28:22Hey, hey, wait
28:24Where's the recipe?
28:27Bobby's recipe
28:28I know you took it
28:29So what did you do with it?
28:30I didn't take anything
28:33So how did you know cream of tartar?
28:36Cookies were dull
28:38Needed a tang
28:51You need some help cleaning up?
28:54No
28:55I'm all good
28:59Hey, if you were so sure
29:02That it wasn't Bobby's ghost
29:03Then why did you play along earlier?
29:08You seemed like you needed it
29:22Hey, Mom
29:24Oh, what are you doing?
29:26I'm going to a Halloween party
29:28You like the costume?
29:31You're a costume
29:33Yeah, I mean, it's a costume tonight
29:35But once I graduated from the academy
29:38Stop talking
29:43You know, for a minute
29:46I really thought that I was wrong
29:48That maybe I had overreacted
29:50When you said that you would apply
29:51To join the fire department
29:53But now I see
29:55That I was right
29:58Right about what?
29:59That you're not ready for this
30:01Because that is not a costume
30:03And the fact that you think it is
30:05Tells me that you are nowhere near mature enough
30:07To do the job
30:08Oh, Mom, it's not like that
30:10I just
30:11I wanted to see how it felt
30:13Well, now you know
30:15So you can take it off
30:17And find yourself another costume
30:28Father God
30:29Today we commit the soul
30:30Jeremiah Kamada
30:31To your loving care
30:33May perpetual light shine upon him
30:36Guiding his soul to eternal peace
30:38Lord, let his memory be a blessing
30:40And grant that he is peacefully laid to rest
30:43In your loving and gentle hands
30:45Amen
30:51Hello
30:53Uh, excuse me
30:56This one's taken
30:57I'm in here
30:58Hello
31:00Jeremiah?
31:02Jeremiah, is that the...
31:05Not Jeremiah
31:08We were in the middle of lowering the casket
31:10When we heard a voice
31:11Gravediggers removed the casket
31:12So we could see inside
31:13Only for us to find
31:14Well
31:17Who is that?
31:18Not my husband
31:19Is he alive?
31:20No
31:21He is not
31:22He's just playing dead
31:24I am dead
31:25If he makes it out of my husband's grave
31:27He'll wish he were dead
31:29Okay, how about you all
31:30Let us handle it from here
31:31Robbie
31:31Right this way, Father
31:32Ma'am
31:33Now will you beings
31:35Finally leave me to rest in silence?
31:38It took me forever to find this place
31:42Okay, what are you thinking?
31:43Uh, psychiatric?
31:44Or a substance?
31:45Maybe he has a concussion
31:47He could have fallen in
31:48Why don't we just ask him?
31:50No, just
31:51Please leave me alone
31:55I just want to talk
31:57Doesn't anybody have any respect for the dead?
32:00That gash on your forehead
32:02Do you remember how you died?
32:03A man in a blue car
32:05He ran me over
32:07And did you get a good look at him?
32:08I never saw his face
32:11I don't think he had one
32:14He didn't have a face
32:15He didn't have a head
32:18The guy in the road
32:19The one that we hit
32:20I think they were dressed as a scarecrow
32:22This looks like the guy you hit
32:23We're starting to worry
32:24I might have killed someone
32:27A man without a head
32:29I'm starting to hit a man we couldn't find
32:31Eddie
32:32What side is the injury on?
32:35Right
32:35Right frontal lobe
32:39Cotard syndrome
32:41Uh, who's syndrome?
32:43It's a neuropsychiatric disorder
32:44It's walking corpse syndrome
32:46Damaged regions of the brain
32:47That involve self-awareness
32:49Perception
32:49Leading a person to believe that they're dead
32:51Or they don't even exist at all
32:53Is that even something we can cure?
32:55Sir, do you mind if I check something out?
33:00Oh, no
33:02Uh, guys
33:04I can't find a pulse
33:08What is he doing?
33:10He's bringing him back to life
33:11Anything, Eddie?
33:13Uh, no pulse
33:14I, uh
33:14I think he's gone
33:16Not if we can help it
33:18Hen
33:19The defibrillator
33:20Yeah
33:31All right
33:32Starting compressions
33:35All right
33:36Pulse check
33:38Come on
33:41Okay, Claire
33:46We've got a pulse
33:50And it's a pretty strong one, too
33:55It is
33:56We almost lost you there
33:59But you made it
34:00Welcome back
34:03I'm back
34:04You're so back
34:09I'm really back
34:10From the dead
34:12My family's gonna be so happy to hear about this
34:17You're so back
34:22Do you think we can bury my husband now?
34:25Uh-huh
34:25Yeah
34:25Yeah
34:26Yeah
34:26Coming up
34:27Yeah, yeah, yeah
34:28We should
34:28Come on
34:29Okay
34:31All right, Jeremiah
34:33Ma
34:33You know this is
34:43Seriously
34:46Dwayne!
34:50Dwayne!
35:12Dwayne!
35:24Dwayne!
35:25A sobriety chip.
35:26Hey, Cap.
35:38Morning, Dad.
35:39Hey, kiddo. You're up early.
35:42I thought maybe Ebola was cooking.
35:44She's not here, but I can make you something.
35:47But I saw her last night.
35:48She was in my room.
35:50She told me not to be afraid.
35:52And that she loved me.
35:56I think you were dreaming, bud.
35:59Get you something to eat.
36:03Hey, Tia.
36:04Guess everyone's getting an early start today.
36:07Hey.
36:08Tia?
36:09Eddie.
36:10What's wrong?
36:13It's your abuela.
36:17She's gone.
36:35I came to pick her up for church.
36:39And when she didn't answer, I let myself in.
36:45They say that they look like they're sleeping.
36:50But I knew.
36:53The second I saw her,
36:57she was gone.
37:03Honey.
37:07Eddie.
37:14I thought that maybe one of the officers would...
37:21help me.
37:24But they said that I needed to be the one to call
37:27for someone to come get her.
37:30Funeral home.
37:35They said it would be a few hours.
37:40I don't know what we'll do until then.
37:46What if we prayed?
37:50I think she would like that.
37:53Okay.
38:11They said you dropped the charges.
38:13Well, you didn't actually do any damage.
38:15And you did help with the whole cookie thing,
38:18so I figured I'd repay the favor.
38:23Thanks, man.
38:25But, uh, not sure where I'm supposed to go now.
38:30Well, how about a meeting?
38:32It's one a few blocks from here.
38:35You're a friend of Bill W.
38:37Well, I'm a friend of a friend.
38:42You sure left your mark.
38:46You were a good man.
38:49Good husband.
38:51You loved and inspired my kids.
38:57I'm not sure I'll ever forgive you for that.
39:00It's not his fault.
39:06Bobby was a good guy, and I loved him.
39:09But I was the son of a first responder long before I ever met him.
39:15It's not about being like him, Mom.
39:19It's about being like you.
39:37The first day of a loss isn't the hardest.
39:40There's too damn much to do.
39:43People to call.
39:45Arrangements to make.
39:46Too busy to remember.
39:49Too overwhelmed to let go.
39:54Salías del templo un día llorona
39:59Cuando al pasar yo te vi
40:05Salías del templo un día llorona
40:11Cuando al pasar yo te vi
40:17Sadness is for tomorrow
40:18When finally you're alone
40:21Heartbroken and angry
40:22And the quiet and the silence
40:24Until...
40:27Until you realize
40:30You're never really alone at all.
40:32Sabes llorona que la Virgen te creí
40:39Dicen que no tengo duelo
40:45Llorona porque no me ven llorar
40:52Dicen que no tengo duelo
40:57Llorona porque no me ven llorar
41:03Hay muertos que no hacen ruido
41:08Llorona y es más grande su pena
41:16Hide me
41:20Diorona, diorona, diorona
41:24Diorfame el rey
41:26Maybe we have to be the ghosts of the people we love
41:29Haunting the world with their memory
41:32And the lessons they left behind
41:35Maybe there are no specters
41:37No spirits
41:38Just us
41:40Celebrating
41:41Dancing
41:44Remembering
41:45Alive
41:46Together
41:48And maybe
41:50That's enough
41:51We should do this every year
41:57Does it make you too sad?
42:00No
42:00It's that you're still here
42:04You know?
42:12Yeah
42:13I know
42:15Yeah
42:16I know
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