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Self Help Nordic
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00:00:28You
00:00:30Oh
00:01:00Hi
00:01:00Hello
00:01:05Hello
00:01:07Hi
00:01:09Hello
00:01:11Special delivery
00:01:13Hello
00:01:15You guys the parents?
00:01:18Yeah
00:01:18Got that credit card for me
00:01:20Yeah, I paid already
00:01:21No comprendo muchacho
00:01:23I got an open invoice at the register
00:01:25Are you serious? Look at me
00:01:27I'm always serious
00:01:28Ah, ah, ah
00:01:31Who's your manager?
00:01:33Oh
00:01:34Ho ho
00:01:36Of course
00:01:37Brian, just give him the card
00:01:39I don't like the way he's talking to me
00:01:41This your woman, Brian?
00:01:43My wife, yes
00:01:45Punching above your weight, amigo
00:01:47What'd you say?
00:01:48Dad, can we open more presents?
00:01:50Daddy's a little busy right now, huh?
00:01:52Hey, you don't talk to her, okay?
00:01:55Brian!
00:01:55Why don't you take off the mask?
00:01:57What is wrong with you?
00:01:59Okay, you stay with me
00:02:00I am fine
00:02:02She's fine, Brian
00:02:03Let's go, where's the office?
00:02:04You stay here
00:02:10Alright, why don't you play with your toy, sweetie?
00:02:13We'll have pizza?
00:02:14Sound good?
00:02:16Dig in
00:02:18You know what?
00:02:19Yeah, we got it
00:02:20Under the wrong last name
00:02:22Hubby will be thrilled
00:02:24I am so sorry for him
00:02:27He hates his places
00:02:30Sometimes I just
00:02:31A unicorn?
00:02:32Ho ho ho ho ho!
00:02:34You know what?
00:02:37I don't know what I think
00:02:41Trouble in paradise?
00:02:44Paradise?
00:02:47You should have cut me off several glasses today
00:02:50Oh!
00:02:50Well
00:02:52I'll inform the manager
00:03:04Hey, Libby
00:03:05Have you seen your mom and wife?
00:03:07No, I have to use the bathroom
00:03:08Can you save my spot?
00:03:08Sure
00:03:55Oh, my God.
00:03:58Oh, my God.
00:04:00Mommy?
00:04:02Olivia?
00:04:05Oh, fuck.
00:04:08Hey, shut the fuck up, Keith!
00:04:34Look at me. Look at me.
00:04:38It's going to be okay.
00:04:39It's going to be okay.
00:04:42We, uh...
00:04:43We can't tell anyone about this.
00:04:49Okay?
00:04:51Olivia?
00:04:53Okay, good girl. You're such a good girl.
00:04:57Oh, my God.
00:05:01Oh, my God.
00:05:01I'm so scared.
00:05:05Oh, no.
00:05:06Oh, my God.
00:05:08Bitches.
00:05:10Oh, my God.
00:05:13Wow.
00:05:14You're, like, actually a really good kisser.
00:05:16Oh, thank you.
00:05:18Wait.
00:05:19What was your name again?
00:05:21Um, Olivia?
00:05:22Time's up, Hercules.
00:05:24Oh, shit.
00:05:25What, you got two for the price of one?
00:05:26You know I'm down.
00:05:27Oh, you wish.
00:05:28Come on, Liv. Let's go.
00:05:29Come on, what, is community college girl too good for me?
00:05:32Yes.
00:05:33And I bet money that that's the only time you'll hear a girl say that word to you tonight.
00:05:37Bye, Derek.
00:05:38No, come on.
00:05:39Come on. All right.
00:05:40You know what? Find me later.
00:05:42Girl.
00:05:42Come on. He's nice.
00:05:44Didn't you, like, just meet him?
00:05:45Yeah, but I just met you, like, a month ago and we're, like, best friends.
00:05:48That's different.
00:05:49Um, your mom says bring liars and leave early.
00:05:51What?
00:05:52How did you get my mom's number?
00:05:54She called the store last week after you popped out.
00:05:56I gave her my number because I just, because I feel like you never answer.
00:05:58She's always doing this shit.
00:05:59It's really weird.
00:05:59Honestly, I think she's just worried about the flight tomorrow.
00:06:01There's one plane, so we have to make it.
00:06:03Why are you so worried about this?
00:06:04And why are you texting my mom?
00:06:05I'm sorry.
00:06:07I'm sorry.
00:06:07I didn't think it was a big deal, okay?
00:06:09It is a big deal.
00:06:10I'm sorry.
00:06:11Honestly, I'm just trying to keep you out of your own way.
00:06:13Okay?
00:06:14Okay.
00:06:15Okay.
00:06:15Okay?
00:06:15I'm sorry.
00:06:16No, it's fine.
00:06:17I'm sorry.
00:06:17It's okay.
00:06:20Sophie!
00:06:21One more drink?
00:06:22Then bed?
00:06:23Maybe two?
00:06:23Two.
00:06:24Please.
00:06:25Okay.
00:06:25Bye!
00:06:32Call Medicaid.
00:06:35I have her location, Derek.
00:06:37I know she's in there.
00:06:38Never said that she wasn't.
00:06:39She literally leaves in an hour, Liv.
00:06:41I'm sorry, I'm coming.
00:06:43I just have to go back and-
00:06:44I already did.
00:06:45The Uber is waiting.
00:06:46Now, please.
00:06:47Ready.
00:06:50Text me?
00:06:51New match.
00:06:52What?
00:06:53New match.
00:06:54Oh.
00:06:55She's not gonna say this, so I will.
00:06:57Fuck you, Derek.
00:06:59Yeah, anytime you want.
00:07:02Wish I would've let you stop me.
00:07:05Maybe you saw something in him I didn't.
00:07:09Not to sound like your mom.
00:07:10No, no.
00:07:10Trust me, Sophie's nothing like my mother.
00:07:12She's seriously insane.
00:07:14I hope you realize that.
00:07:14Okay?
00:07:16Avoiding just makes it worse.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:18Always has for me.
00:07:21That's our car.
00:07:22Let's go.
00:07:25I swear, if this is some sort of silent meditation retreat,
00:07:28we're going right back home.
00:07:29Fingers crossed for ayahuasca.
00:07:30Boarding doors for gate three are now closed.
00:07:33Shit.
00:07:37Excuse me?
00:07:38Sir?
00:07:38Hi.
00:07:39Hi.
00:07:41Hi.
00:07:42Hi.
00:07:42No, no, no, no, no.
00:07:44What you just said on the speaker, we had two minutes.
00:07:45That was-
00:07:46Three minutes ago?
00:07:47Okay, well, I can still see people boarding.
00:07:49Ma'am, I'm gonna need you to calm down.
00:07:50Please.
00:07:51Did you just swear at me, sir?
00:07:53Oh, my God.
00:07:53What?
00:07:54Can you believe this man's passing?
00:07:56Sir, I'm sorry.
00:07:57This is ridiculous.
00:07:58He's not.
00:07:58Do you want to say that again?
00:08:00Oh, my God.
00:08:00Sir, so that everybody can hear?
00:08:08It's worth a shot.
00:08:09Ugh.
00:08:10What?
00:08:12GPS says eight hours.
00:08:14Bet I can make it in seven.
00:08:15I don't want to get pulled over.
00:08:17Oh, come on, Liv.
00:08:18I have the faith for the rental.
00:08:19You have the dead dad money for speeding tickets.
00:08:27I'm sorry.
00:08:28That was-
00:08:29Uh, it's her.
00:08:34Olivia.
00:08:35Uh, just making sure you're on your way.
00:08:37I told him I wasn't going to do this unless you were here too, so, um, please be here.
00:08:44Listen, uh, I know this is supposed to be just for me, but, uh, I want it to be for
00:08:51us.
00:08:52When was the last time you saw her?
00:08:54In person?
00:08:55Yeah.
00:08:56I think when she dropped me off freshman year.
00:08:59Really?
00:09:00It was right after my dad died.
00:09:02I-
00:09:03I saw other families crying, but she just...
00:09:06Threw it away.
00:09:15This never worked for me.
00:09:18Cleansing breaths.
00:09:20My dad thinks they're bullshit.
00:09:22A lot of shrinks do.
00:09:23But they-
00:09:25Have any other suggestions?
00:09:30Tell me-
00:09:32Five things you see.
00:09:34Really?
00:09:35Don't think.
00:09:36Just say.
00:09:38Um...
00:09:42The...
00:09:43Clock.
00:09:44The steering wheel.
00:09:47That creepy building.
00:09:49Good.
00:09:50Two more?
00:09:52Uh, your necklace.
00:09:56And...
00:09:58I think that's a scarecrow.
00:10:02Three things you hear.
00:10:05Uh, the...
00:10:07Car heater.
00:10:09The radio.
00:10:09Your voice.
00:10:11One thing's-
00:10:14Orange blossom.
00:10:18It's impressive.
00:10:21How do you feel?
00:10:24I'm almost ready.
00:10:30Have the courage to have the conflict.
00:10:34You steal that one from your dad, too.
00:10:37You got it from me.
00:10:39Hm.
00:10:49Oh, shit.
00:10:52Sit.
00:10:566...
00:10:56Six months later.
00:10:584...
00:11:075...
00:11:086...
00:11:162...
00:11:17gathering and the first day of the rest of your lives you've all demonstrated
00:11:22incredible commitment and even more incredible potential but after
00:11:27traveling all this way I think it would do us all well to remember why we're
00:11:31here in the first place hey I've never really done anything like this before
00:11:38but I have something that I want to share I was depressed I was paralyzed I
00:11:43was a little down sort of in a dark place felt like I was trapped I was
00:11:48suffocating I was scared and I was looking for anything
00:11:50then I find this guy in line calls himself the truth ambassador the truth
00:11:55ambassador the truth ambassador on the internet you know I'm religious but he's
00:11:59not really religious in that sense he has this thing that can help you find your
00:12:04purpose to find out who you really are the way he reframes everything the
00:12:08generosity I know where I need to be in life my life is turned into a dip in
00:12:13this pool and it's every day like this this shit is for real yo he helped me
00:12:19find me he helped me help myself a whole different part of myself that I never knew
00:12:26existed and it's working find the truth ambassador well these people made
00:12:30tremendous strides our journey this weekend is unprecedented I implore you all
00:12:36to choose yourselves in ways you never thought possible remember I am NOT the
00:12:43Messiah you are
00:12:57you all know my alter ego and in that way you may think you already know me
00:13:06that we are here for the next three days to peel away the pretense to shed our skin my name
00:13:18is
00:13:19Curtis Clark and what a pleasure it is to meet you
00:13:29what was that
00:13:33I'm sorry there's no photography sorry I didn't turn the flash off you signed the
00:13:39agreement I know hand it to me it's okay it's okay come on
00:14:00what are you doing destroying your phone
00:14:05all right it's time to go
00:14:12what out the door do not come back you just smashed my phone there's a bus stop
00:14:18right mile down the road next one's in 14 minutes if you run you're kicking me out I'm paying you
00:14:27everything I've had I all know what you're paying I can't I can't go back what what do I do
00:14:33only you can answer
00:14:34that no no no please please I'm sorry I've never met anyone who gets it like you do I worship
00:14:45you
00:14:49that's your first mistake I am NOT God I hope you find the truth you see but it will not
00:14:58be with me
00:15:03what about them they showed up late they're not even wearing masks they are not your concern
00:15:11you made your choice
00:15:16I want my money back
00:15:22I suggest you think very carefully about your next one
00:15:30last ladies in 13
00:15:53misplaced trust
00:15:55there is nothing more dangerous but of course you all know that far too well your lives until
00:16:02now have been defined and betrayed by a school hospital family yes what about you a cult
00:16:21now as you are all aware
00:16:24we are in the midst of the witching season and while those around us may be putting their masks on
00:16:31we have gathered here to take ours out
00:16:36pumpkin
00:16:39pumpkin
00:16:41hello pumpkin
00:16:41please stand
00:16:47so in a moment
00:16:49I want you to please take off your mask
00:16:51share your chosen name
00:16:52and in a single word
00:16:55describe
00:16:56what you hope to glean from our time here together
00:16:58you understand
00:17:01all right on you go
00:17:12well
00:17:14my name is Andy
00:17:16now
00:17:17my word is perspective
00:17:22thank you Andy
00:17:26soon you will see
00:17:31dog
00:17:39Owen
00:17:40truth
00:17:43truth
00:17:45sit
00:17:46but not as a dog
00:17:49as Owen
00:17:51sit
00:17:53oh careful watch your step
00:18:00Owen
00:18:05truth
00:18:06ghost
00:18:08ghost
00:18:15Joanne
00:18:18courage
00:18:21it's closer than you think
00:18:27thank you Joanne
00:18:34sheep
00:18:35sheep
00:18:38when you're ready
00:18:40when you're ready
00:18:47Rebecca
00:18:48freedom
00:18:51freedom
00:18:51thank you Rebecca
00:18:55Olivia
00:18:56Olivia
00:18:56will you come join your mother and me
00:18:58up here
00:19:01um please I have to say this
00:19:05come come
00:19:07Olivia
00:19:08now
00:19:09welcome Olivia
00:19:12welcome Olivia
00:19:17there we go
00:19:18there we go
00:19:19was that so hard
00:19:22my friends it is my profound honor
00:19:24to introduce you to my
00:19:26beautiful stepdaughter
00:19:28Olivia
00:19:30I'm sorry what did you just say
00:19:32this
00:19:33this is my chosen
00:19:35oh my
00:19:47all this pageantry
00:19:49tonight
00:19:49this pageantry
00:19:51tonight
00:19:51this
00:19:53this is a symbol
00:19:55a shackle society has used
00:19:57to immobilize us
00:19:58but this weekend
00:20:01you can achieve something more
00:20:05I'm talking about
00:20:08radical
00:20:10autonomy
00:20:11none of you
00:20:13asked to be born
00:20:15no
00:20:15right
00:20:16no one has to be born
00:20:17but you can choose
00:20:18to be born again
00:20:20you can finally
00:20:21help yourselves
00:20:23you can all be gods
00:20:25no more cults
00:20:29no more cults
00:20:31no more cults
00:20:35no more cults
00:20:37no more cults
00:20:39no more cults
00:20:41no more cults
00:20:42no more cults
00:20:44no more cults
00:20:46it's a fucking cult
00:20:47not gonna lie
00:20:49stepdaddy's kinda hot
00:20:50ew
00:20:52I'm gonna kill myself
00:20:54That's, like, classic cult behavior, Liv.
00:20:58I told you I didn't want to come here.
00:21:01She's always spending my dad's money on this bullshit.
00:21:07This is weird, right?
00:21:11I was sleeping in the backyard.
00:21:16Girls, we're about to do the mask burning.
00:21:20Um, Sophie, could you give us a minute, please?
00:21:32I know you must have a lot of questions.
00:21:36Are you actually married?
00:21:39Mom?
00:21:40I know it seems unusual.
00:21:42How long have you known him?
00:21:45When your middle name's Rebecca, why are you using a fresh start?
00:21:51Settling in, all right?
00:21:56Sweetheart, I know that we have a lot to talk about,
00:22:01but I really feel good about this for both of us.
00:22:07For the first time in a very long time, it's expected of me here.
00:22:12It's pretty intense.
00:22:13Well, it's not supposed to be easy.
00:22:17You're just auditing.
00:22:18I want you to see the work he does.
00:22:20How it changes people.
00:22:23What kind of change?
00:22:26Well, it's up to them.
00:22:31Isn't that what you want?
00:22:35We all chose a mask representing a personal shortcoming.
00:22:39I chose, well, but I'm taking control now.
00:22:45Hey, what's your shortcoming?
00:22:46Sophie.
00:22:47It's a long story.
00:23:02It's not really my business, but you guys seemed surprised by the ring.
00:23:08Yeah, I didn't even know he existed, so.
00:23:11And, uh, apparently the internet doesn't either.
00:23:13I've been Googling Curtis Clarks, and there's a ton of them, but none that look like him.
00:23:20Sorry about my friend. She's paranoid.
00:23:22That's all good. Get to do your research.
00:23:25So, have you, like, met all these people before, or...?
00:23:28Hi.
00:23:30I can't. I, I, I, I...
00:23:33I don't think I can do this.
00:23:35Of course you can.
00:23:35Of course you can.
00:23:35I don't think I can do this.
00:23:36Yes, you can.
00:23:37No, no, no.
00:23:38Yes, you can.
00:23:38I have to call him. He needs to know where I am.
00:23:41Call who, who, Joanne?
00:23:42My son, Charlie.
00:23:44He had a baby. He just had one, and I wasn't there.
00:23:47My baby! He had a baby, and I wasn't there!
00:23:49Listen to me. Joanne doesn't have children.
00:23:52Joanne, she's a newborn. Herself.
00:23:54I'm Lisa.
00:23:55Now, you stop that right now. You are Joanne.
00:24:00You are joyful, joyful, Joanne.
00:24:03Beautiful, joyful, jubilant, judgment-free, Joanne.
00:24:07I have to go back! I have to go back!
00:24:09There is nowhere to go back to.
00:24:11You left all that behind.
00:24:13I made a mistake.
00:24:15Yes, you did. You made a mistake for 60 years.
00:24:18Living a lie.
00:24:20Keeping Joanne in the shadows.
00:24:21But you're free.
00:24:23Now you're free.
00:24:26Come on.
00:24:27Annie, tell her.
00:24:29You're so brave, Joanne.
00:24:31Back up.
00:24:33We see you.
00:24:34Break the cycle.
00:24:36You are seen.
00:24:38Owen.
00:24:41I want to go home.
00:24:43And you...
00:24:44You're almost there.
00:24:46You were so on your way.
00:24:49You told me yourself, right?
00:24:51What did you tell me?
00:24:52What did you tell me?
00:24:52You said you weren't abandoning anyone.
00:24:55You didn't abandon anyone.
00:24:57No.
00:24:57You wouldn't abandon anyone.
00:24:59But why? Why?
00:25:00Because of...
00:25:02Because of...
00:25:03Because of...
00:25:13They abandoned me!
00:25:24You're alone.
00:25:28I'm so proud of you.
00:25:32What?
00:25:33I'm so proud of you.
00:25:36We have just witnessed something extraordinary.
00:25:40This is...
00:25:41This is an act.
00:25:43A gesture of...
00:25:44Defiance.
00:25:47Of a woman claiming herself.
00:25:50Oh, God.
00:25:57Over the course of this retreat, you two may...
00:26:01You may feel drawn to a gesture of your own.
00:26:03A moment may present itself.
00:26:05An impulse may arise.
00:26:08You follow it.
00:26:10You follow it.
00:26:12You follow it, man.
00:26:14There is nothing more pitiful...
00:26:17Than the unlived life.
00:26:20You did it.
00:26:23No one else.
00:26:25I did it.
00:26:26You did it.
00:26:28I did it.
00:26:30I did it.
00:26:33Remember, friends.
00:26:35I am only here to hold your hand as you journey to find the self you don't remember forgetting.
00:26:41Now, close your eyes.
00:26:43Breathe in.
00:26:45Venture into the shadows with me.
00:26:47And ask yourself.
00:26:49Who are you when no one is watching?
00:26:52What sound do you be in the forest when no one is there to hear it?
00:26:57Mm-hm.
00:28:29I know it was a lot tonight.
00:28:31What part?
00:28:34All of it.
00:28:37They expect a little theatricality, whether they'd admit to it or not.
00:28:43Right.
00:28:45Is that why you have a cartoon in your videos?
00:28:50Well, I'm just camera shy.
00:28:55Are you really in a cult?
00:28:59Aren't we all?
00:29:02Isn't that what all this is?
00:29:06No.
00:29:07Cults want people to stay.
00:29:08I want them to...
00:29:10I want them to move on.
00:29:14I love your mom, Olivia.
00:29:15I know it's probably hard for you to believe.
00:29:18What do you love about her?
00:29:20Her curiosity, her conviction.
00:29:22Doesn't sound like my mom.
00:29:24Well, you're just not looking at it from the right angle.
00:29:27Rebecca...
00:29:28It's not her name.
00:29:28It is now.
00:29:31She tells me that you struggle with decision paralysis.
00:29:36Is that right?
00:29:39I'd like to help you.
00:29:41Like I'm helping her.
00:29:43Is that why I'm here?
00:29:45Well, how much of your life has been chosen by you, Olivia?
00:29:48I... I don't know.
00:29:50Or are you just a bystander?
00:29:54One domino after another.
00:29:57Listen, that woman tonight...
00:29:59She made a choice.
00:30:03Sometimes you have to do whatever it takes to become who you are.
00:30:07This weekend...
00:30:09Is an opportunity for you and your mom...
00:30:12To choose...
00:30:14Who you are to each other.
00:30:18Not because you were born into it.
00:30:21But because it is born out of you.
00:30:27Alright, well...
00:30:30Think about it.
00:31:06Do it. Do it. Do it.
00:31:07What are you talking about?
00:31:13Oh, but I was and....
00:31:38I don't know.
00:31:53Sophie, do you hear that?
00:32:14And out your head, your eyes sinking, your teeth fall out.
00:32:20The icy tickle on your spine makes you want to scream and shout.
00:32:24Your stomach turns a moldy green, and the food comes out like a whipping cream.
00:32:31And me without a spoon.
00:32:33Mom?
00:32:34Mom?
00:32:35Oh, my God.
00:32:37You're alive.
00:32:40Oh, my God.
00:32:44Mom!
00:32:44What the fuck?
00:32:45Mom?
00:32:47Mom?
00:32:48Mom?
00:32:50Mom?
00:32:51Mom?
00:32:51Mom?
00:32:51Mom?
00:32:52Mom?
00:32:53Mom?
00:32:53Mom?
00:32:53Mom?
00:32:53Mom?
00:32:54Mom?
00:32:54Mom?
00:32:54Mom?
00:32:54Mom?
00:32:55Mom?
00:32:55Mom?
00:32:56Mom?
00:32:56Mom?
00:32:56Mom?
00:32:57Mom?
00:32:57Mom?
00:32:57Mom?
00:33:09Mom?
00:33:21Mom?
00:33:23Mom?
00:33:23Mom?
00:33:23Mom?
00:33:23Mom?
00:33:23Mom?
00:33:23I nowhere, eat.
00:33:28By now, you have noticed that I'm not here this morning.
00:33:32That's because this weekend isn't about me.
00:33:35It's about you.
00:33:38I'm sorry.
00:33:40Oh.
00:33:40Take your space, Rebecca.
00:33:49Today, you will all be leading the workshops yourselves.
00:33:52exerting your agency I will return tonight anticipating your progress to
00:34:01expansion and liberation Curtis Clark all right well um maybe we start with
00:34:16them setting an intention for the day something that we want to improve on
00:34:22from yesterday I am going to use my voice I'm going to lean into fear Joanne are
00:34:38you injured no healing no more reminders of before are you feeling much better thank
00:34:52you like myself girls do you want to give it a try oh no I thought we were just auditing
00:35:13so
00:35:13oh no please we'd all love to hear I think I am going to knock on doors before I open
00:35:26them
00:35:26Sophie no no she's right we should talk about it mom we're all adults here Olivia and it's
00:35:34perfectly natural please stop right Olivia walked in on Curtis having sex with me last
00:35:38night oh my god it was a power exercise an exercise in granting status and what it feels
00:35:45like to take it back for yourself sounds incredible it was it's exactly what I needed Jesus fucking
00:35:52Christ Olivia I knew this would happen I fucking called it I knew this would fucking happen where
00:36:07are you going can we drive come on no but just stop let me help you please you can't fucking
00:36:12help me
00:36:13Sophie she's been this way since I was a kid she's fucking manic you know one day she's like flirting
00:36:17with all my fucking guy friends and it's fucking weird then the next day she's like I'm gonna sell
00:36:22this skincare and this Ponzi scheme okay it'd be amazing stop hang on where are my keys just hang on
00:36:37we never really connected growing up and I kept thinking that I would just wake up one day and he
00:36:41would be the dad that I thought he should be and I just I had to be where I was
00:36:46I've tried so many times
00:36:50I know I know but but has she ever hurt you like hit me no has she ever lied to
00:36:59you
00:37:01I don't think so so what has she done um throws lies to herself and just like doesn't deal with
00:37:11her
00:37:11own shit exactly yes her shit do I still think it's kind of a cult yes absolutely but so is
00:37:23religion and the military Mary Kay big one big one I just wanted to be normal
00:37:42you think she wants
00:37:58listen to your senses you know where you're supposed to go I don't Olivia
00:38:17come on now toward the river yeah I don't I don't even know what direction I'm facing
00:38:23just feel it
00:38:25all right
00:38:33you're almost there yeah you got this a little bit more you got it
00:38:38oh yep you're good drown out all the noise listen to your voice not theirs
00:38:46right there right there
00:38:55yeah
00:39:02did you all see that that burst of self-assurance yes it was beautiful
00:39:08imagine this out in the world imagine ourselves unencumbered our voices unmuffled
00:39:16I want to go next I need to go next okay Owen uh set him up at the tree line
00:39:23and
00:39:23and we'll reset the ring on it
00:39:31how do you feel good powerful that's what I want for you
00:39:52I'm not sorry that it happened but I am sorry that you saw if you want to talk about it
00:39:58I know I'm good
00:40:00he's ready
00:40:08damn it no no don't help me no y'all no
00:40:13deal
00:40:17okay
00:40:30damn it
00:40:33am I close
00:40:35No.
00:40:40No blindfold.
00:40:42No blindfold.
00:40:44It's not real.
00:40:45I need it to be real.
00:40:47Andy, the exercise.
00:40:49I know, but I need something else.
00:40:51Does anybody still have their masks?
00:40:52Maybe we can black out the eyes.
00:40:54No, no.
00:40:54I'm not going backwards.
00:40:56So what do you want to do?
00:41:04No more reminders of before.
00:41:13Andy?
00:41:14Wait.
00:41:15Rebecca?
00:41:16Don't interrupt.
00:41:17There's no stopping it.
00:41:19It's not a matter of if, it's a matter of when.
00:41:23Mom, you can't let him do this.
00:41:24This is not my choice.
00:41:25I decide.
00:41:26Are you sure?
00:41:27Yes!
00:41:28Then we are here for you.
00:41:29No, he can go to a doctor.
00:41:30No.
00:41:32This has put me on a list.
00:41:35I don't know what it's like.
00:41:39Nobody knows what it's like.
00:41:43No!
00:41:45Let me go!
00:41:47Let me go!
00:41:48Let me go!
00:41:49Stop!
00:41:52Stop.
00:41:53No, no, no.
00:41:56No, no, no.
00:42:04It's not there!
00:42:06It's not there!
00:42:08It's not there!
00:42:12Oh, my God!
00:42:25Andy?
00:42:27Give me your hand.
00:42:45What the fuck? What was that?
00:42:47He made a choice. That was his gesture.
00:42:49It's not our place to decide what...
00:42:51You can't actually believe that!
00:42:53Yes, I do believe that, Amelia.
00:42:54Mom, you tried to cut his fucking eyes out!
00:42:56He took control.
00:42:57Like I'm taking control of my life, of my future, of...
00:43:00You're not taking control! You're just doing whatever this creep wants you to do!
00:43:01Don't you dare talk about him like that!
00:43:04You know, at least when you cheated on Dad, it was your own decision!
00:43:18Bitch.
00:43:26Liz?
00:43:31What?
00:43:31Why did you do that?
00:43:33To what?
00:43:33At the river. You stopped me.
00:43:34I didn't want you to get hurt.
00:43:37Sophie, do you see what's happening here? What these people are doing?
00:43:41He has a disease, Olivia. He's... he's...
00:43:43Okay. Yeah. I take back whatever I said. You sound exactly like my mother.
00:43:48Well, maybe that's not such a bad thing.
00:43:56Sophie, are you okay with this?
00:44:00I don't know.
00:44:10Olivia, wait! I'm sorry! I don't want you to think that I'm...
00:44:29Being a man, you know what I'm talking about.
00:44:31I don't know what the things that people...
00:44:31I don't know what I'm talking about.
00:44:33Why are you talking about this?
00:44:33Or I can't even go to the bathroom.
00:44:41I don't know what the things I'm talking about.
00:44:42I don't know what the...
00:45:29What are you thinking?
00:45:30I don't know what it looks like.
00:45:32Is that my mom?
00:45:33Yes. Quiet. Please.
00:45:34Why are you in here?
00:45:35She's in trouble.
00:45:36How do you know that?
00:45:37You got my mom, too.
00:45:40I was still in high school.
00:45:43He called himself something else then.
00:45:46The Ascension Emissary.
00:45:49It's a different character.
00:45:51Different socials, but it's all the same shit.
00:45:59What happened to her?
00:46:04I don't know.
00:46:07One night she just never came home.
00:46:11A few weeks later, I found some burner accounts.
00:46:16Stuff like this.
00:46:25Go to the bottom.
00:46:34He drained our accounts.
00:46:36Everything my mom had her name on.
00:46:39I wanted to tell you yesterday, but I wasn't sure.
00:46:41You can trust me.
00:46:45Okay, I've been recording everything I can.
00:46:48It's all on this.
00:46:49But I don't want to get your mom in trouble.
00:46:52What do you mean?
00:46:54I saw her lacing the tea this morning.
00:46:58Before breakfast.
00:47:00Is that right?
00:47:01Yeah.
00:47:03She told us it would make us more impulsive, but I don't know if she was going to tell you
00:47:06guys.
00:47:14Porch lights are off, too.
00:47:15Looks like the whole house.
00:47:18We should get downstairs.
00:47:21What are you doing in our room?
00:47:23Oh, um...
00:47:24I was...
00:47:27Oh, I see.
00:47:29Uh, no, we were just...
00:47:30Fucking my stepdaughter.
00:47:32My marital bed is your chest, Rowland, and by all means.
00:47:36Okay.
00:47:37But we were just talking.
00:47:39Oh, right.
00:47:40Yeah, I see.
00:47:41Okay.
00:47:41Hey, Liv, are we going to go check the breaker?
00:47:43Yeah, um, is there a...
00:47:45Utility shed, middle barn.
00:47:47Oh, fine.
00:47:47We'll go together.
00:47:48That's all right.
00:47:49You stay here.
00:47:49I got some lanterns on we can take down together.
00:47:52Great.
00:47:53Sure.
00:47:54All right, downstairs.
00:47:55Great.
00:47:57All right.
00:48:13How's the weekend?
00:48:14I've been working for you so far, Rowland.
00:48:16You feel like you're moving closer to your truth.
00:48:21Curtis said you freed yourselves.
00:48:24Your new lives start tonight.
00:48:26What does that mean?
00:48:29Where are we going?
00:48:30That's not our business.
00:48:31But can we choose to stay?
00:48:33Okay.
00:48:35I often wonder if your mother would have made more progress having met in person.
00:48:44You do look so much like her.
00:48:47Your brother, too.
00:48:49At least that's what I imagine he would have looked like had you not, you know.
00:48:56She never told me if you died instantly.
00:48:58It was an accident.
00:49:00But that's your truth.
00:49:00Fuck you.
00:49:02What did you say?
00:49:02Fuck you.
00:49:04It's time.
00:49:05Take a step.
00:49:05Take a step.
00:49:06It's okay.
00:49:07You go right here.
00:49:08Big step.
00:49:08Big step.
00:49:14Big step.
00:49:16What did it feel like when you realized that if you hadn't just taken a step?
00:49:20I didn't see him.
00:49:21I didn't know he'd call that mom.
00:49:22You would have crushed your baby brother's skull.
00:49:26How was that?
00:49:28I'm going to tell you how it was for your mom.
00:49:33I guided her through the grief for as long as she allowed me in.
00:49:39Until it just became too much.
00:49:46What happened to her mom?
00:49:48No, I don't know.
00:49:49Your guess is as good as mine.
00:49:51She didn't want the world to know that you were a...
00:49:58I don't think murder is fair, but...
00:50:02What would you call it?
00:50:39Don't scream.
00:50:41I mean, one move.
00:50:47Not yes.
00:50:58I figured they'd send somebody out to fix it.
00:51:03And I was hoping it'd be you.
00:51:14Who are you?
00:51:17Nobody.
00:51:20Not anymore.
00:51:24Who are you?
00:51:26And a better question, what does he want with you?
00:51:32I... I don't know.
00:51:33Cause I committed my life, my soul, to this work.
00:51:37And you just...
00:51:40Show up.
00:51:42Get a front row seat without knowing the first thing of Adam.
00:51:46What makes you so special?
00:51:48It's all bullshit.
00:51:49It's not real.
00:51:50Go on!
00:51:51That's what I'm talking about.
00:51:54See, disrespect.
00:51:57Ignorance.
00:51:58How dare you?
00:52:00You think I'm stupid.
00:52:03You think I'm crazy.
00:52:05No, I'm not.
00:52:07I'm not.
00:52:08I didn't throw my whole life away on some fucking wind.
00:52:15I believe in this.
00:52:20I believe in myself.
00:52:22Tell him, not me.
00:52:24He's right in there.
00:52:26Words don't mean shit.
00:52:30I have to show him.
00:52:33My gesture of defiance.
00:52:39Please don't, please don't.
00:52:41Please don't, please don't.
00:52:43There!
00:52:44There!
00:52:46There!
00:52:49Huh?
00:52:49There!
00:52:54There!
00:53:02There!
00:53:10I believe in his office!
00:53:10I love you!
00:53:10I love you!
00:53:14I love you!
00:53:17And I love you!
00:53:18I love you!
00:53:18Who is the most of you?
00:53:18I love you!
00:53:37This is a tent.
00:53:41It has to be.
00:54:00After everything I've ingested.
00:54:13It has to be.
00:54:24I'm special.
00:54:26I'm special.
00:54:45Help me!
00:54:49Help me, help me, help me!
00:55:06You know, I've never killed anyone before.
00:55:13Oh, my God.
00:55:20Oh, my God.
00:56:03Unbelievable. Truly. I mean, wow!
00:56:08What? Why didn't you help me?
00:56:10You had to help yourself.
00:56:12He was going to kill me.
00:56:13And look what it unleashed in you.
00:56:15I've never seen you like that.
00:56:18Sophie.
00:56:19Sweetheart.
00:56:21I'm so proud of you.
00:56:25Your dad would be too.
00:56:29Did you set this all up?
00:56:30Olivia, the world presented you with an obstacle,
00:56:32as it always will.
00:56:34And you overcame.
00:56:36Mom, listen, okay?
00:56:37I know I shouldn't have left you earlier.
00:56:40That was okay.
00:56:40No, no, no.
00:56:41That was your truth.
00:56:43We said more to each other in that moment
00:56:45than we have in years.
00:56:50Owen!
00:56:51Owen!
00:56:52Owen has elected to leave.
00:56:53No, no, no.
00:56:56No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:56:57Fuck!
00:57:14It was just a set of it.
00:57:31It was just a set of it.
00:57:32I'm out of location, Derek.
00:57:34I know she's in there.
00:57:35I never said that she wasn't.
00:57:36Please literally leave in an hour, Liv.
00:57:39You ready for round two?
00:57:41One, two, three, four.
00:57:44Do you even like me?
00:57:46What?
00:57:47Uh, yeah, yeah, you're, uh, fine.
00:57:50One, two, three, four.
00:57:51Keep asking yourself what you're feeling in your body.
00:57:55I don't have fun.
00:57:57If you're not down, I kind of got shit to do, so...
00:58:01How do you react when things don't turn out the way you want them to?
00:58:06Are you even...
00:58:07Are you here?
00:58:09Liv, are you...
00:58:10Are you even hearing me?
00:58:11Are you listening?
00:58:13Hello?
00:58:14Get out.
00:58:15Get out.
00:58:15You never wonder why you're watching what I'm supposed to talk to you.
00:58:18You never wonder why you're watching what I'm supposed to talk to you.
00:58:20What instincts are you suppressing?
00:58:29You never wonder why you're watching what I'm supposed to talk to you.
00:58:31Oh, my God, please.
00:58:33Oh, my God, please.
00:58:34Oh, my God.
00:58:37You are enough.
00:58:40Didn't she call the story last week after you fucked out?
00:58:42I gave her my number because you, like, had her answer.
00:58:46What emotions do you suppress?
00:58:49One plan.
00:58:49We have to make it.
00:58:50What would happen if you allowed yourself...
00:58:54I'm just trying to keep you out of your own way.
00:58:56...to feel them?
00:58:57Okay?
00:59:23No!
00:59:24Oh, no.
00:59:25Hey!
00:59:27No!
00:59:28No!
00:59:29Oh, my God!
00:59:29Oh, no, no, no, no!
00:59:31What is something your younger self needed...
00:59:38...but never received?
00:59:43Mommy?
00:59:49Oh, yeah.
00:59:51Shh...
00:59:52No, it's okay!
00:59:54Oh, baby, look at me!
00:59:55Look at me!
00:59:57It's gonna be okay.
00:59:58It's gonna be...
00:59:59Okay?
01:00:00It's gonna be okay.
01:00:02We can't tell anyone about this.
01:00:04We can't tell anyone about this, okay?
01:00:09And this is going to be our big girl secret.
01:00:12It's between me and you, okay?
01:00:16Okay?
01:00:17Okay?
01:00:18Okay, okay!
01:00:19I'm okay!
01:00:19I'm okay.
01:00:24I'm okay.
01:00:32Let me see where you hurt.
01:00:36Please.
01:00:38I want to feel it too.
01:00:44What does your shadow always want?
01:00:49Tell me, Libby.
01:00:56Did you love Dad?
01:01:02No.
01:01:21Do you love me?
01:01:27I used to.
01:01:32I want to.
01:01:39This is a second chance, Olivia.
01:01:43A new father.
01:01:46A new family.
01:01:47They.
01:01:52They have been very good for us.
01:01:59You said they.
01:02:00Avoiding just makes it worse.
01:02:03Sophie and I were disconnected for a long time.
01:02:07Since she was a little girl.
01:02:09But we found common ground.
01:02:11In conning people.
01:02:12In helping people.
01:02:14Help themselves.
01:02:15You don't see it now.
01:02:17But it's a very, very good thing that he does for people.
01:02:20Oh, God.
01:02:33Whatever you need, I'll receive it.
01:02:35I want to go home.
01:02:37Liv, I'm sorry.
01:02:39Don't say anything.
01:02:39You don't mean this.
01:02:41No?
01:02:41You know better.
01:02:43Please.
01:02:43No, please.
01:02:45This is my home now, Olivia.
01:02:48It can be your home too.
01:02:50He's using you.
01:02:52This is my choice.
01:02:56You're pathetic.
01:03:01Maybe.
01:03:04But I'm working on it.
01:03:18I thought you said that you...
01:03:21You have our time.
01:03:23I'm keeping what you need
01:03:27With eyes and sharp teeth
01:03:33It's not what you need to do
01:03:38It's not what I need
01:03:44I don't wanna hide, but they bite me
01:03:50From the white to the black
01:03:53You should watch your back
01:03:56I'm running from the wolves
01:03:58When they're hungry
01:04:01I'm running from the wolves
01:04:04Till they don't call
01:04:07I don't wanna hide, but they bite me
01:04:12From the white to black
01:04:15You should watch your back
01:04:18From the white to black
01:04:21You should watch your back
01:04:23From the white to black
01:04:23From the white to black
01:04:24You should watch your back
01:04:29I'm running from the wolves
01:04:32I'm running from the wolves
01:04:34I'm running from the wolves
01:04:34I'm running from the wolves
01:04:36I'm running from the wolves
01:04:36I'm running from the wolves
01:04:45It's not what you needed, with eyes and sharp teeth, it's not what you needed, it's not
01:05:04what you needed, with eyes and sharp teeth, it's not what you needed, it's not what
01:05:33you needed or I needed, I don't wanna hide what they bite me, I'm running from the wolves when they're
01:05:46hungry, I'm running from the wolves till they don't call, I don't wanna hide birthday bright, from the white to
01:06:01black, you should
01:06:03Watch your back
01:06:05I'm running from the walls
01:06:08From there on the way
01:06:09I'm running from the walls
01:06:13Till they don't go
01:06:19Watch your back
01:06:48Can I help you?
01:06:50Jesus!
01:06:51Can you turn off the vacuum?
01:06:56Did my husband call you?
01:06:58No, this is just when I'm scheduled
01:07:00By?
01:07:01By the property owner
01:07:04Right, my husband
01:07:06Sure, if your husband's name's Patricia
01:07:09I think there must be some mistake
01:07:11Yeah, I'd say so
01:07:12Checkout's supposed to be 10 a.m.
01:07:16You have the wrong house
01:07:19Ma'am, I have been cleaning this place for Patty
01:07:23For six years
01:07:24I think you're the one who has the wrong...
01:07:27Curtis!
01:07:27Curtis?
01:07:28Oh yeah
01:07:29Curtis
01:07:30That was the name on the reservation
01:07:33Ok, for Tana
01:07:45Go on and disconnect the window
01:07:46We didn't get
01:07:47In the place
01:07:48It's a bitnica
01:07:49It's
01:07:50for u To see
01:08:00To see
01:08:01We're
01:08:29Yo.
01:08:32What are you up to on this evening?
01:08:39Okay.
01:08:41I'll text you.
01:08:44You know, you're kind of scary.
01:08:46Kind of hot.
01:09:04Jack-o-l-an-a-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i
01:09:10-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i
01:09:12-i-i-i-i-i-i.
01:09:13Trick or tree!
01:09:15Happy Halloween!
01:09:18Trick or tree!
01:09:20Take a trigger on the map.
01:09:23Everyone's taking the big one!
01:09:25Whoa!
01:09:26You scared me.
01:09:28Happy Halloween, little ones!
01:09:30Hope you'll be happy.
01:09:31Bye.
01:09:37Are you going out?
01:09:38There's a concert downtown.
01:09:40Oh, anyone I'd like?
01:09:41I don't think so, Gary.
01:09:42I thought that we could, like...
01:09:44Maybe later.
01:09:46You know, Madison, you used to...
01:09:47Don't take him personally.
01:10:00I don't think so.
01:10:02I don't think so.
01:10:03I don't think so.
01:10:08I don't think so.
01:10:12I don't think so.
01:10:26Come on!
01:10:28Zombie!
01:10:30heheheh
01:10:31they gave me some kind of drag
01:10:36it makes me feel that I'm alive
01:10:39we have
01:11:00and
01:11:11and
01:11:13and
01:11:14and
01:11:14and
01:11:15and
01:11:55I'm sorry.
01:11:57Did that hurt?
01:11:58Okay, let's breathe, breathe.
01:12:01Oh, yeah.
01:12:02Okay.
01:12:03It's an idiot, right?
01:12:04All right.
01:12:06Hey, listen.
01:12:07Listen, I want to...
01:12:08Oh, fuck!
01:12:10It's just a sedative.
01:12:13Okay, oh, yes.
01:12:14All right, okay.
01:12:15Hello, Olivia.
01:12:17Hello, Olivia.
01:12:19I gather you're not here on behalf of your mother.
01:12:23You two still married?
01:12:24Oh, we never were.
01:12:26You know how credulous she can be?
01:12:30I just wanted to help.
01:12:32Bullshit.
01:12:35I told you they want theatricality.
01:12:38Do I lie?
01:12:39Yes, I have to.
01:12:40That's the only way they find it.
01:12:42Ow!
01:12:42Ow!
01:12:43God damn it, Olivia.
01:12:44Will you knock that off?
01:12:46These people need a stake in it so that they can subscribe to their new selves.
01:12:51They are better off for being gotten the better of.
01:12:56It's not work I can do in my practice, but I believe in it.
01:13:02Candidly, Olivia, I was so thrilled with the work we did together.
01:13:08A few things take me by surprise, but you did.
01:13:13And that final gesture, the child abandoning the mother, that is true autonomy.
01:13:28I don't know.
01:13:28Where's the money?
01:13:33Huh.
01:13:35How much do you want?
01:13:37All of it.
01:13:38That's a little selfish, don't you think?
01:13:40Isn't that what you preach?
01:13:43Well, it's a little more complicated than you think.
01:13:46There are accounts.
01:13:47Trancers take time.
01:13:48You seem like the kind of guy who would have cash in the house.
01:13:51Five duffel bags, that's a lot to launder in a couple days.
01:13:55You murdered someone.
01:13:56I was a witness, so now you're kidnapped.
01:13:59You know what? I completely forgot to show you
01:14:02the video that's gonna be posted when all this is live.
01:14:07Over the course of this retreat, you're gonna feel gone to a gesture.
01:14:14It's only some of it, but you get the point.
01:14:18The world has presented you with an obstacle, as it always will.
01:14:24How do you react when things don't turn out the way you want it?
01:14:34Upstairs.
01:14:37Kiss room to the left, safe in the closet. Passcode 8261.
01:14:45Turn it off.
01:14:46Turn it off. Turn it off, Olivia. Turn it off. I made my choice.
01:14:53Choice?
01:14:56Five seconds until you're live.
01:15:05Olivia!
01:15:08Olivia!
01:15:16How did you find us?
01:15:23I still have your location.
01:15:28You know, I forgot something.
01:15:30Thought you were going downtown.
01:15:34I saw the rental car parked at the gas station.
01:15:38Thought you would have returned that by now.
01:15:43You know, I forgot something.
01:15:47Did you get what you came for?
01:15:51Mostly.
01:15:57Were we ever really friends?
01:16:03I think we got it in.
01:16:09What's next?
01:16:17Um...
01:16:18Take another workshop after Christmas.
01:16:23New year, new you.
01:16:27I'm sorry you contracted for this.
01:16:30I'm not.
01:16:33I think I made it out better than anyone.
01:16:41You don't need him.
01:16:47It's not that easy, Olivia.
01:16:54Could be.
01:17:01Just...
01:17:02Trying to get you out of your own way.
01:17:11Hey, Liv.
01:17:17Happy birthday.
01:17:29Wishbest.
01:17:31Wishbestos.
01:17:32Wishbestos.
01:17:32In the air.
01:17:34Oh, wishbestos.
01:17:36I'm teaming up to make it all night.
01:17:40To make our love last a long, long time.
01:17:44When I get my heart when you...
01:17:47I'mæ°—ed up to make it all night.
01:17:48I'm gonna make you love me too
01:17:50Cause there's witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:17:54I'm witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:17:57Trying to let you do
01:18:00Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:18:05My, my, it's going around now
01:18:09My mind's a little sharper now
01:18:13Just supporting you is my sin
01:18:17But I swear I'll get you in the end
01:18:20There's witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:18:23One witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:18:27Trying to let you do
01:18:29Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:18:58When your heart starts to leave
01:19:02And when at night you think you just can't sleep
01:19:05While you cry, you just don't know
01:19:09There's a sign and that's for sure
01:19:12There's witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:19:15One witchcraft in the air somewhere
01:19:19Trying to let you do
01:19:22Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:19:27Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:19:30Cause I got a thing put up for your daddy
01:19:35You're just so happy
01:19:36Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:19:37Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:19:51Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:19:55Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:00Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:02Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:03Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:03Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:04Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:04Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:04Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:04Oh yeah, you're falling for me too
01:20:06I can't be what you need with eyes and sighting
01:20:12It's not what you needed, it's not what I need
01:20:20I don't wanna hide but they bite me
01:20:23From the white to black, you should watch your back
01:20:26I'm running from a rooche and they haunt me
01:20:30I'm running from a rooche till they turn me off
01:20:34I don't wanna hide but they bite me
01:20:38From the white to black, you should watch your back
01:20:41From the white to black, you should watch your back
01:20:45From the white to black, you should watch your back
01:21:01It's not what you needed with eyes and sighting
01:21:09It's not what you needed, it's not what I need
01:21:17I don't wanna hide but they bite me
01:21:20From the white to black, you should watch your back
01:21:23I'm running from a rooche and they haunt me
01:21:27I'm running from a rooche till they turn me off
01:21:30I don't wanna hide but they bite me
01:21:34From the white to black, you should watch your back
01:21:45Take care.
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