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00:02:21Hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25They're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:32Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Counterpoint to that is love what you do,
00:03:04you never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face, but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Get out of here.
00:03:57Hey.
00:03:58I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are.
00:04:01Fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:03and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:35I'm keeping it here.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 515.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center will provide essential services for New York's most underprivileged,
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection of produce than my whole foods, Stacy,
00:05:43and it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips and chicken nuggets and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:52It's dignity.
00:05:54It's dignity.
00:05:55The kind of dignity that lets someone walk through the door.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked.
00:06:29And robbed.
00:06:30Did somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags.
00:06:32Shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30.
00:06:36A navy sweatshirt.
00:06:38Hood over his head.
00:06:39Tall.
00:06:39Tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42What color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I...
00:06:45I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Or was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I saw it for an instant.
00:07:00But yes, he looked 30.
00:07:01Or maybe younger.
00:07:02But I don't want to say his race.
00:07:03Because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09A navy blue sweatshirt.
00:07:11Two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:25117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's gonna take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:45I'm gonna look like a battered spouse.
00:07:47I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on 5th Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on 5th Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:58Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey, I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:09:08I would have given him the bags.
00:09:13Tomorrow you have to pack into the big lost when I fly in the smoke jumpers and we can use
00:09:19their strip
00:09:24Happy birthday
00:09:43Baby, baby, soft, soft
00:10:20Sixty-four
00:10:27Astonishing where the time goes
00:10:30I wonder, what do I have, maybe ten, fifteen years before I'm too old to do anything more than just
00:10:38remember?
00:10:47Look, Stacy and the kids to this resort in the Caribbean
00:10:52Rooms are ten grand a night
00:10:55Villas are thirty
00:10:56This shit doesn't impress me
00:10:58No, Paul, it doesn't impress me either
00:10:59I'm just trying to tell you a story
00:11:01Now, if you quantify making it by the things you can afford, then this place is making it, yeah?
00:11:09We're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by
00:11:15We're the youngest there by like two decades
00:11:18I mean, everyone's in their seventies and eighties
00:11:22Barely waddle across the sand
00:11:25All covered up in their big hats and their long-sleeved shirts
00:11:29They'd made it
00:11:32But their bodies were too old to enjoy it
00:11:36We were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled
00:11:41Swim in the water, run in the sand, make love, none of it
00:11:45They finally made it
00:11:48They were all too old to create a single memory
00:11:54And they knew it
00:11:57It was on every one of their faces
00:12:00Saw them at the restaurant
00:12:02Same thing, not a smile among them
00:12:05Because they knew
00:12:09They'd worked their whole lives for that moment
00:12:13The moment had already passed them by
00:12:19That's why I'm here
00:12:21That's why I quit
00:12:24I make a memory a day, brother
00:12:26Sometimes more
00:12:29But make them for who, huh?
00:12:34No kids
00:12:35No
00:12:37No wife
00:12:38You've got nobody to share it with, Paul
00:12:40I'm sharing it with you right now
00:12:42Once a year you share it with me
00:12:44Then you should come more often
00:12:46At least get a girlfriend
00:12:48Not on your life
00:12:50How about a dog?
00:12:52They're needier than girlfriends
00:12:53Maybe a goldfish then
00:12:57Maybe
00:12:57Oh
00:12:58You'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hooked streamers
00:13:09True
00:13:32Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it
00:13:38You're never seeing it
00:13:39It looks like a bloody zipper
00:13:40I wish I had been there
00:13:41But so he could have hit you too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened
00:13:48Being set on fire
00:13:49It's worse
00:13:50Girls, please
00:13:51Can we just...
00:13:51And at the police, they just kept asking
00:13:52What was his race?
00:13:54Like that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information
00:13:57When you're trying to find somebody
00:13:58Whoa
00:13:59That's so racist
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father
00:14:09So, where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant
00:14:13It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant
00:14:17And serve the internet
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now
00:14:21Is rude
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me
00:14:25It's rude to each other
00:14:26It's rude to the staff
00:14:27It's just fucking rude
00:14:35It's so bright there
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven
00:14:40Full moon
00:14:42Wow
00:14:42Look at those stars
00:14:46My view is better
00:14:47Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing
00:14:50I'll have to take your word for it
00:14:52There's plumbing of sorts
00:14:54Got a sink
00:14:55Got a shower now
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors
00:15:00Then I'll have to rely on pictures
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:04What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay
00:15:07Gonna have to push it back a day, honey
00:15:09Because Paul has something very, very special planned for tomorrow
00:15:13Mm-hmm
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse
00:15:17Takes like a week
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it
00:15:21Honey, this is like
00:15:22Well, it's virgin water
00:15:24Oh, now there's virgins involved
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey
00:15:30Nobody
00:15:30Maybe a dozen people a year
00:15:33If that
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news
00:15:37Paige got mugged today
00:15:40Down in the village
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know
00:15:45She got a pretty good shiner
00:15:47And a decent cut
00:15:48The doctor saw her
00:15:49Six stitches
00:15:50God damn it
00:15:52I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city
00:15:56Well, I'll give you two
00:15:58Our children
00:16:00Two more
00:16:01Our grandchildren
00:16:02My parents
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey
00:16:05That's what it's for
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth
00:16:09Yeah, well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her
00:16:13Oh, honey
00:16:14Oh, serious
00:16:14Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck or she takes the fucking car
00:16:19Oh, my God
00:16:20I knew you were gonna do this
00:16:21What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's
00:16:24This problem will be right here when you get back
00:16:26Let's deal with it then
00:16:28All right, she's okay, though, huh?
00:16:31Yes
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains
00:16:33Enjoy your brother
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground
00:16:36He thinks it's the toilet
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday
00:16:40Monday
00:16:42I love you, honey
00:16:44Love you
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today, besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:11It, uh, uh, yeah, we're, uh, well, we're, uh, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture
00:17:19Some of these larger vessels, they, uh, carry over 25,000 containers, like 2,000 and change per container
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense
00:17:33So, yeah, nothing interesting happened
00:17:38Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:42Thank you
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched
00:18:18I was the one that got punched
00:18:19You
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah?
00:18:33You might want to grab your rod.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so...
00:19:04I thought I'd only need my net.
00:19:23I thought I'd only need my net.
00:19:44I thought I'd only need my net.
00:20:26It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes, I can use one.
00:21:10Does that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16That storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon.
00:21:28But we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01Can't do it any better than that.
00:22:11I don't know if you want to leave.
00:22:12I don't know if you want to leave.
00:22:13I don't know if you want to leave.
00:22:32No, no, no.
00:22:36It's a monster.
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:46Shit.
00:22:52Shit.
00:23:03Shit.
00:23:04Shit.
00:23:05Shit.
00:23:09What do you think?
00:23:10What's this telling you here?
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:42It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:20It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:43It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:25:12It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:25:35It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:25:35It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:26:03It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:26:05It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:26:49It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:27:04It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:27:29It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:27:57It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:28:01It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:28:44It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:28:46It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:29:05It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:29:14It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:29:33I'll get the car
00:29:39Mom
00:29:40They just think it's him
00:29:42They don't know
00:29:43Paige
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't
00:29:46They look like pilgrims
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey
00:29:55I texted
00:29:56And I left a message
00:29:59This is a little more important than school
00:30:01Don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions
00:30:04When you do not respond
00:30:06I will tell you why
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father
00:30:08And they are my children
00:30:09When people talk about life-altering events
00:30:12They are talking about this
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel?
00:30:51Deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner
00:30:55I want to get this over with
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not
00:31:03Okay
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land
00:31:36Ma'am
00:31:38We're very sorry for your loss
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did
00:31:44The state requires that it remains
00:31:47Be positively identified
00:31:48By a relative or close friend
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity
00:31:52To make visual recognition
00:31:53Won't take long
00:31:56People ask himejalt
00:32:03Orick
00:32:03Who knew
00:32:03He was too much
00:32:17He was so fine
00:32:17Was he a big gun
00:32:17Was he a big gun
00:32:18Was that he?
00:32:21He легко
00:32:23Fuck out
00:32:23Come on
00:32:32there's no other way
00:32:36clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me
00:32:39we found a phone ma'am that does not positively identify a body
00:32:44but why else would he have the phone
00:32:47i don't make the laws ma'am but i do have to enforce
00:32:52i'm gonna force me
00:33:00before he left he kissed me
00:33:03and he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind
00:33:09if i go in there and see what happened to him
00:33:16that is the last image in my mind
00:33:22forever
00:33:27i'll do it mom
00:33:29no
00:33:30no you won't
00:33:40no you won't
00:34:02which is which we don't know
00:34:58I don't know
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:06How dare you?
00:35:21Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch, maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:35Okay.
00:37:20We were thinking a slumber party.
00:37:23What?
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Is there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you.
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:54Uh, hmm, about A River Runs Through It.
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:07So, in honor of him.
00:38:12You've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:25Thanks, friends.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56It made your father cry, too.
00:38:58Every time, like a big baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:25I mean, we, we danced right to the end, but we both knew how precious and how rare what we
00:39:35had was.
00:39:39I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some hospital bed
00:39:52like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many can say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:24We can work on your standards.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:57I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:16I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:23Stop.
00:41:24Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:48Bye.
00:41:57Bye.
00:42:03Bye.
00:42:08Bye.
00:42:09Bye.
00:42:10Bye.
00:42:10Bye.
00:42:12Bye.
00:42:13Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Perhaps they never mentioned bears.
00:43:16We'd be worried about bears.
00:43:33it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:43:39there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never visited
00:43:45i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:43:53where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:44:01uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:44:17so
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:25I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:49Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity, just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river.
00:47:25Pour the coffee in the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:07Conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:35I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:43I do.
00:48:45Yeah.
00:48:53Yeah.
00:48:55Yeah.
00:48:58Yeah.
00:49:00Yeah.
00:49:03Yeah.
00:49:18Girls?
00:49:22Girls?
00:49:25Where are you going?
00:49:26We just want to check it out.
00:49:27Well, don't climb on anything.
00:49:29Watch out for snakes.
00:49:30Are there snakes?
00:49:31I don't know.
00:49:32So you probably should watch out for them.
00:49:47What in the world?
00:49:49I found a motel about an hour away.
00:49:53It does not look great.
00:49:54You could drive into Bozeman or Helena.
00:49:57Everything seems to be about two hours from everything else.
00:50:05How long do you think she wants to stay?
00:50:07I'll go find out.
00:50:15Mom?
00:50:19Mom?
00:50:23What's that?
00:50:28Coffee maker.
00:50:30It is?
00:50:31Yeah, it's done.
00:50:33You want some?
00:50:35Why not?
00:50:54He sat here and called me.
00:50:58Right here.
00:51:02Talked about fish.
00:51:03Talked about fish.
00:51:06And I'd pretend like I cared.
00:51:11He was right.
00:51:15Not the same in pictures.
00:51:19I never came with him because I thought I'd be bored.
00:51:27Or a third wheel.
00:51:30I didn't want to interrupt his man time, his brother time.
00:51:36And I thought about bringing you two out when you were younger.
00:51:39But then it's not a vacation for him.
00:51:42It's a trip.
00:51:44And he's worried about pleasing you and not himself.
00:51:48And wow, was I wrong.
00:51:53I robbed us of this.
00:51:57I robbed him of sharing it with us.
00:52:00Please don't do that.
00:52:03Do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do.
00:52:08You had a loving marriage for 40 years in New York City.
00:52:13I mean, they should both statue me too.
00:52:20Miss him.
00:52:22God knows I will.
00:52:25But no blame.
00:52:28You two did it right.
00:52:34It's getting late.
00:52:36Motel's a hike.
00:52:37We can come back in the morning.
00:52:42I'm going to stay here.
00:52:46Mmm.
00:52:47He's right.
00:52:48He can taste the smoke.
00:53:08She's just going to stay?
00:53:10And do what?
00:53:11There's not even a bathroom here.
00:53:13Oh, I found one.
00:53:14It's outside.
00:53:16Spartan.
00:53:17What does Spartan mean?
00:53:19Rustic.
00:53:20There's like a hornet's nest inside the hole.
00:53:24It adds a certain degree of difficulty.
00:53:26She can't stay here, okay?
00:53:29It's selfish.
00:53:30She's acting like she's the only one who lost somebody, okay?
00:53:33He was my father.
00:53:34I fucking dare.
00:53:36She has been with him since she was 19.
00:53:39I've been with him since I was born.
00:53:41So were you.
00:53:41We were not with him.
00:53:43He was present when we needed something.
00:53:46When we needed a chauffeur or a cheerleader, a therapist, a bank.
00:53:52You want to mourn something?
00:53:54Why don't we mourn the time that we didn't give him?
00:53:56He was her lover and her best friend.
00:54:00It is not the same thing.
00:54:01You lost the idea of him, Paige.
00:54:04Which you can still have.
00:54:06Girls, go back outside now.
00:54:07We can hear you yelling.
00:54:33Oh, God bless your uncle.
00:54:38Hey, did I see a garden somewhere?
00:54:42By the barn.
00:54:43What's in it?
00:54:44We didn't check.
00:54:45Let's check.
00:54:54I'd say you nailed it.
00:54:57With me.
00:55:00But if that's all he was to you two.
00:55:05What a shame, girls.
00:55:17Kale and Swiss chard.
00:55:19I think these are scallions.
00:55:21Oh, this is time.
00:55:24This will come in handy.
00:55:27Nice, right?
00:55:28Strawberries.
00:55:30Wow.
00:55:32Wait.
00:55:32You can just grow them?
00:55:34Apparently.
00:55:35I thought they just came from farms.
00:55:38Oh, that's what this is.
00:55:39It's an itty-bitty farm.
00:55:41I think this is spinach.
00:55:46What's this?
00:55:49Oh, shit.
00:55:50That's a snake.
00:55:51Everything okay?
00:55:53We're okay.
00:55:54It's okay.
00:55:55He's more scared of you than you are of him.
00:55:57Okay, let's just go over here.
00:56:21All right.
00:56:24Lesson learned.
00:56:25Less is more with this stuff.
00:56:40When was the last time you saw one of those girls?
00:56:43One of what?
00:56:46Sunset.
00:56:49Can't remember?
00:56:52No, me neither.
00:56:57There must be a nice grocery store around here because Paul has every cheese on the planet.
00:57:01I sent a package.
00:57:02Your father likes to rough it, but he doesn't like to starve.
00:57:06Somebody grate the parmesan?
00:57:07Uh, we got it here.
00:57:14What are you making?
00:57:16Polenta.
00:57:17How are you making polenta?
00:57:19You just boil cornmeal, honey.
00:57:22I don't think polenta has corn in it.
00:57:24That's all polenta has.
00:57:26Just corn and liquid and cheese.
00:57:28I think that's grits.
00:57:30Yes.
00:57:31Grits and polenta are the same thing.
00:57:33Mother, they make grits in Alabama.
00:57:37You're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from Italy?
00:57:39It's the exact same thing.
00:57:40Just finish it with different toppings.
00:57:43If it has different ingredients, it's a different dish.
00:57:45Can somebody pour me some wine?
00:57:47Like they're making the same thing in Birmingham that they're making in Florence?
00:57:50With different cheese.
00:57:52That's the only difference.
00:57:53Okay.
00:57:53I'm not going to argue with you because you're in mourning,
00:57:56but the time will come where I will tell you how wrong you are.
00:58:06Oh, that looks great.
00:58:10Yeah, um, I don't think this is beef.
00:58:15What? It's beef.
00:58:15Yeah, it didn't cook like beef.
00:58:17It doesn't smell like...
00:58:18Look at me.
00:58:19It's beef.
00:58:20Okay?
00:58:21For tonight.
00:58:22It's beef.
00:58:24Okay.
00:58:26Um, what, what, what, what is it really?
00:58:30It said elk.
00:58:32The world doesn't need to know that.
00:58:35Why?
00:58:36Do you think the, uh, you think the world would, uh, rep, rep, hold?
00:58:40How do you think your wife would, Ria?
00:58:43Um, yeah, not, uh, not good.
00:58:46Multiply that by four.
00:58:47Right.
00:58:47Okay, so should I slice it?
00:58:49No, I think you should just do whatever you think will make it look more like beef.
00:58:53Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:58:54Got it, got it.
00:58:57Can I have more of the steak?
00:58:59You bet, honey.
00:59:01Oh, thank you, Grace.
00:59:02You're a really good cook.
00:59:03Thanks.
00:59:05Steak's really good, honey.
00:59:12Do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13It's not grits, it's polenta.
00:59:15You and I can agree to disagree, but I'm not lying to my children.
00:59:18They're my children.
00:59:19They're my nieces.
00:59:21You know what I mean?
00:59:22They're basically my children.
00:59:23They're not even kind of your children, but if you want them to be your children, you
00:59:28can get them to dance on Tuesday and Thursday and then take them to fucking Paramusay in
00:59:32the morning for gymnastics.
00:59:33Fine.
00:59:34The children.
00:59:35I'm not lying to the children.
00:59:37I don't see why not.
00:59:38I'm lying to mine.
00:59:41Are you enjoying the elk, Paige?
00:59:44The what?
00:59:46It's elk.
00:59:52Elk.
00:59:53Like the deer?
00:59:54No, no, not a deer.
00:59:56The big deer?
00:59:56No, it's a different species.
00:59:58It's kind of like grits and polenta, according to your logic.
01:00:02It has big horns and hooves, and it was roaming around freely until your brother-in-law
01:00:07shot it.
01:00:08That's what I'm eating?
01:00:09I'm not sure that they have hooves.
01:00:11Did you know?
01:00:13You knew.
01:00:14I can fucking tell.
01:00:15You knew, and you cooked it, and you're just going to let me eat it?
01:00:18I think it's really good.
01:00:21Mom, what do you think is going to happen?
01:00:23All the food in this house, Paige.
01:00:25It's going to get eaten, or it's going to rot.
01:00:28I didn't kill the thing.
01:00:29Your uncle will never kill another one.
01:00:31I suppose we could throw it all away, and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or
01:00:38a gas, or it can nourish us, which is what it's doing.
01:00:45When's the last time you cooked a meal, Paige?
01:00:47Not reheated one, not microwaved one.
01:00:50We picked that from a garden.
01:00:51Your uncle took that from somewhere around here.
01:00:54The cornmeal is in a jar.
01:00:57Did he make that?
01:00:58Maybe.
01:00:58Everything we ate came from this little world that your father adored.
01:01:05We made a meal from this place together.
01:01:10I think it's beautiful.
01:01:12I think it's perfect.
01:01:14And I know your father would, too.
01:01:20I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
01:01:26Good night.
01:02:14I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess, so long as the wound is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:29A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42Talks about, um, which river, and then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in a wind,
01:02:52uh, there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:56It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:04Then there's this.
01:03:07About me.
01:03:10There's a, um, spot upriver.
01:03:17And he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall and it's yellow, and it reminds him
01:03:28of my hair.
01:03:37I, I need to know his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
01:03:52I...
01:03:59So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up, and I'm going to find this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring your father here.
01:04:22And I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book, and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy, you can say, I need to move on, I have a whole life
01:04:40ahead of me, and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old.
01:04:44I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window to be reckless.
01:04:51To make decisions that feed this, and never factor this into the equation.
01:04:56And that's what I'm going to do.
01:04:58I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm going to finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:22Okay.
01:05:56I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:00Correct?
01:06:02Correct.
01:06:44I personally for the record feel that we are underdressed unarmed and just generally unprepared
01:06:51for any kind of exploratory venture afoot afoot I didn't know they taught the queen's English at
01:06:58Brown well they do I mean I didn't actually study it but the course does exist and the world is
01:07:04a better
01:07:04place for it Russell let's go find this spot
01:07:28I'm
01:07:29I'm
01:07:42I'm
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