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The Alpha’S Regret She Never Looked Back Ep Engsub ⭐
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00:01i discovered my alpha cheating in our own bedroom with a stepmother and i pretended not to know i
00:07found out my alpha was cheating on me and i caught them right inside our shared chamber thinking i
00:12was asleep i did not move i did not speak i kept my eyes closed my breathing steady and pretended
00:19to rest even as my heart shattered i lay still in the furs every muscle coiled tight forcing calm
00:26i was wide awake every sense heightened then i heard it the soft shift of bodies ragged breath
00:32and her voice quiet and hesitant laced with thrill should we really do this here
00:42it's okay she fell asleep my blood turned to ice but i did not flinch i forced my eyelids shut
00:49imagining them no uh my mate the alpha i built pressing lydia against our bedroom stone wall
00:55his hands in her hair his mouth on hers starved she was his stepmother the late alpha's mate
01:01betraying me right beside my bed they thought i slept thought they were quiet but i heard every
01:07kiss every possessive growl every shameless sigh his hands roamed her like she was his she clung
01:13to him like she belonged in my place i swallowed down bile keeping my breathing even my face impassive
01:19i lay silent chest aching as if clawed open but gave no sign i did not scream did not confront
01:26them
01:26i just listened letting cold resolve settle the blood moon was coming and i would leave forever
01:32for now i would pretend pretend ignorance pretend the betrayal did not cut deep
01:37i would bide my time then vanish without a trace
01:44this was the man i gave up everything for but he cheated on me with his stepmother behind my back
01:50i am aria i left my entire world behind to stay in this cursed frozen wolf territory a world of
01:56frost
01:56and tradition where strength was worshipped and softness was a weakness i tilled the barren earth
02:01that had never grown crops before turning rock and snow into soil that could feed the pack
02:06i healed the sick with wild herbs i'd learned to recognize stitching wounds and calming fevers
02:12when the pack's old ways only brought suffering i built stable shelters that blocked the biting
02:17winter wind keeping their children alive through the coldest nights most of all i built noah i turned
02:23him from a reckless hot-headed warrior into a respected alpha teaching him patience wisdom and how to lead
02:30with kindness not just strength i gave him my loyalty my effort my heart and my
02:36future i thought love could outrun tradition i thought he would choose me now i knew better
02:41but i would not let him see how much he had broken me but the moment his father died everything
02:48changed the old alpha's funeral fire had barely turned to ash when noah brought lydia back to our den
02:53under the pack's ancient twisted law the son inherits his father's mate a tradition he'd once sworn to
02:59break for me he did not fight it he did not hesitate he did not even apologize he just brought
03:06her home
03:06and betrayed me where i slept that night in our chamber was not the first time and it would not
03:12be the last and every night i lay there pretending to sleep pretending not to hear the sounds of their
03:18betrayal through the thin stone walls lydia was given the chamber beside ours close enough to touch
03:24close enough to taunt every night the whispers the moans the proof that he had forgotten every vow
03:31he'd made to me drifted through the walls i did not scream i did not confront him i only carved
03:36tiny
03:37marks into the stone wall and dried beast blood counting down the days until the blood moon my silent
03:42countdown to freedom hidden from his sight the next morning i went to my seedling beds the fields i'd
03:49nurtured with my own two hands the future i built for the pack that owed me everything when i arrived
03:55my heart sank completely every plant was drowned flooded destroyed beyond any hope of saving lydia stood
04:02beside the wreckage holding a wooden bucket tears streaming down her face before i could speak
04:08noah appeared he shoved me backward with brutal unthinking force my knee crashed hard into a sharp stone
04:15and white hot pain exploded through my leg lydia lifted her cheerful face whispering softly
04:21i only wanted to help
04:25can you not even tolerate her what was the point of explaining he had already chosen chosen the woman
04:32who destroyed my work chosen to believe her lies over my pain he had chosen to break me one cruelty
04:38at a
04:39time i pushed myself up slowly from the mud and dirt my leg throbbing violently blood dripping
04:45steadily down my calf i lifted my head and looked noah directly in the eyes my voice soft but final
04:51no hint of the rage i felt i'm hurt too noah for a single heartbeat i saw hesitation a flicker
04:59of guilt
04:59a moment of regret but then lydia whimpered and pressed a hand to her stomach her voice trembling
05:05i'm bleeding a single red drop appeared on her thigh noah's face turned white he did not hesitate
05:12he lifted her in his arms and ran leaving me alone in the wreckage of the life i had built
05:17in that
05:18moment the very last thread of hope inside me snapped clean and final i no longer loved him i no
05:25longer
05:25hated him i simply did not care and i let that indifference show my face calm as i tended to
05:32my
05:32wound alone one more part of the act one more step toward freedom we gathered in the healer's small
05:39quiet stone chamber later that day the healer's voice suddenly rang out with bright joy lydia was
05:45with child with the deepest lunar mark in generations a sign of great power for the pack
05:51noah's face lit up with a wild overwhelming joy i had never seen a joy he had never shown me
05:57not even
05:58on the day he became alpha then he turned to me his expression cold and calm as if he were
06:04giving a
06:04simple order not a knife to the heart you will care for her this is your duty i laughed bitterly
06:11the sound echoing in the small chamber this is not my child it's your choice i refuse the room fell
06:18silent noah's eyes turned cold enough to freeze the air and i knew in that moment that my fate was
06:24sealed for the first time i dropped the act not out of anger but out of acceptance the pretense was
06:30no
06:31longer needed my escape was near noah's face hardened instantly into cold unyielding stone he gave me an
06:39ultimatum sharp and final you must serve lydia tend to her every need or leave the alpha den forever
06:49where am i supposed to go this territory this pack this life i had built it all with my own
06:56two hands
06:56it was as much my home as his he hesitated for a long then spoke the words that felt like
07:02a death
07:02sentence the old mountain dens the place where wolves go to die the healer gasped and tried to protest
07:11it was a death sentence that no one survived the mountain dens alone but noah silenced her with a
07:17single icy look i agreed without hesitation i was not surrendering i was waiting waiting for the
07:26blood moon i'm gonna leave him with nothing just like he started out
07:33once noah had knelt before me in firelight his large hands trembling as he placed a rough wolf tooth
07:39pendant around my neck it was unpolished uneven but to me it was the most precious thing in the entire
07:46territory he swore i was his only mate his only equal he said he cared nothing for pack laws nothing
07:53for
07:53heirs nothing for the marks that defined other wolves he said i was enough i wore that pendant
07:59like a crown i believed him even when the pack whispered that a human like me could never be a
08:05true luna now it felt like a chain but i kept it around my neck one more part of the
08:10act one more way
08:12to pretend i was still the naive loving mate he once knew but after lydia arrived every gentle memory
08:18turned to poison the pendant around my neck felt like a weight a reminder of every lie he'd told
08:24every promise he'd broken i was no longer begging for his love i was waiting for my escape and the
08:31blood moon would be my ticket out and until then i would keep pretending keep hiding the rage and
08:37heartbreak that threatened to consume me one night long after he'd been with lydia noah finally came
08:47to me his skin reeked of her thick and cloying mixed with a cold impatient guilt he sat on the
08:53edge of my
08:53fur bed and reached to touch my hair as if he still had the right to comfort me as if
08:58nothing had broken
08:59between us i flinched away as if burned not out of anger but to keep up the pretense of a
09:05sleepy
09:05don't touch me unknowing mate startled by his touch avoiding his eyes so he would not see the pain there
09:12his jaw tightened his eyes hardening this is just duty aria for the pack for an heir
09:22i would send her away once she gave birth that the pup would call you mother that you were still
09:27my
09:28only luna i said nothing i closed my eyes again pretending to drift back to sleep letting him
09:35think his lies had lulled me into complacency i did not look at him i did not believe a single
09:41syllable
09:42every word was a knife twisting deeper into a wound he would never let heal duty was just an excuse
09:48an excuse to betray me without guilt and i let him believe i did not see through it
09:57that night after he left i tore the wolf tooth pendant from my neck with a single
10:02sharp movement i held it in my palm staring at the rough bone that once meant forever that had once
10:09been my most cherished treasure it was no longer a gift it was a lie i walked slowly to the
10:15hearth
10:15where the fire still glowed low and warm casting faint shadows across the stone walls i opened my
10:21fingers and let the necklace fall into the flames i watched it char black crumble into small pieces and
10:27fade silently into the ash below when it was completely gone i felt no sorrow only a quiet
10:33heavy liberating relief on my wrist i wore a smooth ancient bone ring something i had kept close and
10:41hidden since the very first day i arrived in this strange land the blood moon would rise soon i would
10:47be ready and until then the act would go on i was moved to the mountain den before sunset it
10:54was cold
10:55damp and completely empty with no fire no soft furs no warmth nothing but rough stone and howling wind
11:03that cut straight through my bones the air smelled of decay and neglect a reminder that this was where
11:08the pack left those they no longer wanted noah came once on the first day bearing a small basket of
11:14simple rations bread and dried meat barely enough to survive i shut the door in his face without a single
11:20word after that he never came back i assumed lydia needed him the unborn child needed him the pack
11:29needed him i was nothing to him now and that was fine it made my way easier my resolve stronger
11:36days
11:36passed slowly painfully the food ran out no one refilled it no one checked on me no one cared
11:44i curled up on the hard stone bed shivering uncontrollably as a dull heavy cramping began
11:51deep in my stomach for years i had used wild herbs to avoid carrying a child i did not want
11:57to be tied
11:57to this world to this pack to noah by blood but fate had other crueler plans
12:05the pain grew sharper more unbearable tearing through my body like shards of ice i realized slowly coldly what
12:13was happening against all odds i was carrying his child and in this cold abandoned den with no food
12:21no care no love no warmth the small fragile life inside me could not survive warm blood spread slowly
12:29beneath me dark and sticky soaking into the thin furs i'd been given i stared up at the dark stone
12:35ceiling
12:35tears falling silently down my cheeks but i did not grieve i felt only quiet profound relief
12:42that baby deserved a father who would choose it a pack that would value it a life that would cherish
12:48it the last living link between noah and me was gone forever my bone ring slipped from my finger and
12:53clattered loudly onto the stone floor outside the sky glowed silver the blood moon had come my chance
13:00to escape was here
13:04the sky blazed silver above the mountain the blood moon hung full and bright casting an otherworldly light
13:10over the entire land turning the snow to liquid silver and the rocks to shadow my bone ring glowed
13:16softly on the stone floor humming with a quiet old power i had long kept to myself this ring was
13:22my
13:22only connection to the life i once had a life far away from wolves and packs and blood moons i
13:27was not
13:28born to this world i was pulled here unexpectedly torn away from everything i knew and loved from a modern
13:34life of warmth and safety and family from a home that never asked me to sacrifice myself for love
13:40this ring was my only way back i left the bloodstained furs spread wide on the stone bed
13:45making it clear and obvious for anyone who found me that i had perished here in the cold i took
13:50one last
13:51long final look at the territory that had broken me then stepped calmly into the glowing light of the
13:56blood moon the portal closed softly behind me i was free
14:01noah woke suddenly in the dead of night his wolf screaming inside him with a blind
14:06uncontrollable panic that made his whole body shake he did not know why he only knew something was
14:12unspeakably terribly wrong he threw off lydia without a second thought and ran rushing wildly up the mountain
14:19path his feet bleeding on the sharp stones his lungs burning with every breath the den door hung open
14:25creaking weakly in the wind he stumbled inside it was empty then he saw it the massive dark wet blood
14:33stain on the furs so large it made his breath catch the healer was summoned immediately she knelt
14:39and trembled violently pressing her fingers to the blood then looked up at him with tears streaming down
14:44her face it was the blood of a miscarriage it's hers the mighty feared alpha of the shadow pine pack
14:53collapsed helplessly to his knees he clutched the blood stained furs to his chest and let out a broken
14:58animal-like sob that echoed through the empty den he had lost me he had lost our child and he
15:04knew
15:05with every fiber of his being that it was all his fault no one never recovered from that day he
15:12drove
15:12lydia and their newborn pup far away from the pack refusing to even look at the air he had once
15:17craved so
15:17desperately the pup was a reminder of his betrayal of the child he had lost of the woman he had
15:23destroyed he wanted nothing to do with the pack the land the title the life he had fought so hard
15:30to
15:30gain he only wanted me the pack turned against him completely calling him mad you're not worthy of
15:36being our alpha they stripped him of his alpha title and locked him away in isolation fearing his grief
15:42would destroy them all he stayed in that bloody mountain den for days four weeks staring blankly
15:48at the stone walls whispering my name over and over again like a prayer he was not crazy he was
15:54repenting repenting for me for the child he never got to hold for every choice that had broken the one
16:00person who had ever loved him truly unconditionally i opened my eyes to the soft white light of a hospital
16:07room the steady beep of machines the warm familiar scent of antiseptic and home that i had missed so
16:13deeply i was back in my own world the world i had been torn away from three years ago my
16:18parents were
16:19beside me their faces lined with years of grief and overwhelming relief their hair streaked with
16:24gray from worry and searching they had searched for me every single day for three long years selling
16:30everything they owned never giving up even when the police had stopped looking even when everyone
16:35else had said i was gone forever i held them tightly and wept for the years i had lost for
16:41the pain i
16:42had put them through for the fool i had been to abandon the people who loved me unconditionally for
16:47a man who had only loved me when it was convenient i promised them i would never leave again i
16:53promised
16:53myself i would never let anyone break me like that again i lived quietly for a full year healing slowly
17:00but steadily rebuilding my life one small step at a time i stayed close to my family got a job
17:06decorated a small apartment that felt like home and learned to feel safe and calm again i put the wolf
17:12territory the blood moons the pain and noah firmly behind me i thought i was free that i would never
17:19see him again never be haunted by the past then i saw him he stood in the middle of the
17:25busy modern street
17:26surrounded by cars and neon lights and crowds of people his long hair wild and unkempt his clothes
17:32strange and out of place his eyes fixed on me like i was a ghost he could not believe was
17:37real
17:37he had used my bone ring the ring i had left behind in the mountain den he had crossed worlds
17:43he had
17:44found me my chest tightened with a mix of fear and anger the old wounds aching as if they had
17:49never
17:49truly closed i thought i had escaped him but he had followed me home my blood turned to ice in
17:56my veins
17:57i grabbed his arm roughly and pulled him into a dark quiet alley away from the crowds my heart racing
18:03with
18:04fear and anger and cold disgust how did you find me leave now go back to your world and never
18:11bother me
18:12again his eyes filled with hot helpless tears a sight i had never seen from the proud alpha get out
18:17of here
18:18he begged me desperately his voice cracking please don't send me away i know i don't deserve
18:26forgiveness i just want to make it up to you let me stay let me protect you and love you
18:35the way i
18:35should then the proud powerful alpha dropped to his knees before me in the dirt and shadow of the alley
18:40humbling himself completely hit me hate me hurt me just don't leave me again i felt nothing but cold
18:50empty revulsion his apologies meant nothing his regret meant nothing he had broken me and i would never
18:58let him fix me just then i saw my cousin walking toward the alley coming to check on me after
19:04i
19:04disappeared into the crowd a sharp quiet idea flashed into my mind a way to make him leave darling i
19:11had
19:12taught him long ago that darling was for the person you loved more than anything in the world i hid
19:17behind
19:18my cousin pretending to be afraid noah's face shattered completely he knew what that word meant
19:26who are you let's go home back to our home to our son he realized i had moved on that
19:35i had built a new
19:36life a new love a new family without him he stood frozen as if the breath had been stolen from
19:43his lungs
19:43and i could see every bit of hope he had carried die in his eyes i was truly completely gone
19:49and nothing
19:49he could do would ever bring me back noah did not leave he refused to go back to his world
19:56even after
19:57i had shattered his hope he found a job near my apartment working long tiring days just to be close
20:04just to catch a single glimpse of me as i passed by he watched me from a distance silent and
20:09broken
20:10never daring to approach he learned to adapt to my world fumbling with strange tools and heavy work
20:16struggling to understand cars and phones and the busy pace of modern life all to stay within reach
20:22of the woman he had destroyed one day he stepped shakily in front of me and pulled out a small
20:28simple ring a human symbol of aria and love he had so sorry my world i want to give you
20:35forever
20:37i'll spend the rest of my life making up for every mistake i made i took the ring from his
20:43hand
20:43calmly i held it up for a long moment then threw it hard into the grass i told him his
20:48regret was
20:49pathetic your regret is pathetic your apology worthless and your presence disgusting if you
20:55ever come near me again i'll disappear forever and you'll never find me i turned and walked away never
21:02looking back
21:05a few days later a small plain package arrived quietly at my door there was no return address
21:12but i knew who it was from inside was my bone ring the key to the wolf world the key
21:18that had brought me
21:19safely home the key he had used to cross worlds and find me and there was a letter written in
21:24shaky
21:25childish but painfully careful handwriting it was from noah he wrote that he would never bother me again that he
21:32was returning the ring in case i ever wanted to go back though he knew deep in his heart i
21:37never would
21:37he wished me happiness peace a life free from pain and regret i will spend the rest of my days
21:44making
21:45up for what i've done even if you never forgive me i don't ask for your pity i don't ask
21:52for a second
21:53chance all i ask is that you be happy when i finished reading i folded the letter and set it
22:00aside
22:00he was gone truly finally gone and this time i did not feel a thing i put the bone ring
22:08away in a quiet
22:09hidden drawer closing the final chapter on wolves blood moons broken promises and the love that had
22:16destroyed me completely i did not feel anger i did not feel sadness i felt light as if a weight
22:23i had
22:23carried for years had finally been lifted i went back to my family to my quiet warm safe life to
22:30the
22:30world that had always been mine that had always loved me i learned the hardest and most important
22:36lesson of all real love should never ask you to lose yourself it should never make you small or silent
22:42or
22:42broken it should never require you to give up your home your heart or your worth i had once believed
22:49that love meant sacrifice but i now knew that true love means respect respect for who you are respect for
22:55your choices respect for your heart i chose to save myself i chose to go home i chose to live
23:02for the
23:03people who loved me and that was the bravest kindest most necessary choice i ever made i walked forward
23:10into my life open and unafraid leaving the wolf the pack and the pain far behind me i would never
23:17again
23:17give up my world for someone who would not fight for me
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