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The Valley S03E06
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00:15Previously on the valley. They tried to make me date people last night. Wait, really? Yeah. You kiss her tonight?
00:21I will kiss somebody else another night. I swear to God. I can't, Donald. Oh my God.
00:26I kind of dig somebody and it's like when I dig somebody, everyone else just kind of disappears. I'm nervous.
00:31I haven't been making enough milk. She wouldn't nurse. She's crying. I'm crying. We're both crying. I'm sorry. I think
00:38I'm just like on the verge of burnout. I'm afraid I'm going to lose you guys over this. Can y
00:44'all just talk to each other? Every single conversation I have shouldn't be about Gina and Zach. You need to
00:51just sit down and talk at my poll party. I want to move forward.
00:56I'm sorry that what I said hurt you. That came from me being like, you know what? I always have
01:01to be right, which is something I'm personally grappling with. Thank you. This is what I wanted to hear from
01:06you. And I love this.
01:09I'm alright. I'm alright. Everything is alright. Everything's alright. I'm alright.
01:30I need to start walking tonight. Feel it. That is so good, so. Bye, girl.
01:43I think you need to burn some energy you want to practice a push-up
02:06when are you behind the bar sir do we have a table we're gonna sit in back is that cool
02:12sounds good
02:15hey we got a cape cod hey i don't even know what that is oh that's cute what's up man
02:20how are you
02:21how's it going good can you make two bloody marys thank you bro did you leave britney's house before
02:26us or after us what i left slightly before you all okay i made you guys the bloody marys is
02:34that
02:34okay yeah sorry about that i need to sabotage you although i make a wicked bloody mary but he makes
02:41he has like a signature one i thought you guys would dig i invited my friends kiana and rachel
02:46they're amazing so i met this devastatingly beautiful woman one of the last night schwartz
02:52and sandys was open but it was always just like platonic until like the past couple months she
02:58started spending more time in la and we went on a date and then ever since then it just kind
03:04of
03:04went like exponential she's a model and she lives in new york but she also has a place here she's
03:10a baller i haven't introduced kiana to my friends yet because part of me doesn't want to jinx it
03:17tom how old is your lady friend uh she's 27 man okay yeah how did you guys meet uh we
03:24bumped into each
03:24other at a bar you approached her no she approached you yeah so why are you so insecure i mean
03:30i don't know
03:30i'm just that's the way i am she's not your girlfriend she's just talking kind of yeah she's
03:35one of my favorite humans ever crushed hey hey hello do you want to drink i can't drink i have
03:47to be
03:47sober yeah she has to be sober from now until her surgery i'm getting these titties out and putting
03:52one back in oh i didn't know you're doing that yeah i'm gonna full mommy makeover are you happy
03:58with the size you want to go smaller i want to go smaller what else bothers you um my stomach
04:03okay
04:04lipo here lipo your back and flanks and the the tummy tuck i will definitely do we can get you
04:09in and
04:10out and do this really quick this is amazing i know look at my best friend in me with janet
04:15i can
04:16easily have a surface level meal with her but i don't want her thinking that one apology
04:22fixes everything words mean nothing i need to see action i know the word breakthrough strong what your
04:28guys conversation sounded healthy yeah we had the best conversation we're best friends now zach is
04:33like a fun person that can normally like take a fun joke and like play tennis with it so i'm
04:39thinking
04:39i can joke around with zach and be like all right we're best friends now like my bestie we had
04:44one
04:44conversation where we didn't try to kill each other for once that does not make us bffs i'm her bff
04:52apparently she's not mine and in san diego that means everything might be a little bit better too
04:57yes okay thank you also i am super excited about taking the train down again are we taking a train
05:01there's a train here to san diego no it's the best train the view is just crazy cool
05:13we're here i didn't even think you're real i'm real hi everyone hi i'm brittany nice to meet you
05:20nice to meet you nice to meet you all right jason nice to meet you nice to meet you too
05:24geeky look what i got you oh is that a lemon drop it's a massive
05:27okay i'll move down can i sit at the head of the table yeah all right let me sit at
05:34the head of
05:34the table love it well don't mind if i do so wait did you just get in town i'm back
05:40and forth almost
05:41once a week yeah i leave on tuesday oh nice but she's mostly from new york every other week from
05:45new york here yeah wow you have airline miles out there i gotta have status okay that's nice that's
05:50nice i do i travel a lot and then i go to london on monday guys what i'm gone are
05:56you flexing on us
05:57like that yeah i'm flexing i'm head of the table and i'm flexing i wish i could be as cool
06:03as kiana
06:03i mean i don't know if i look as good in glasses though like do i have it do i
06:09have it down who wore
06:10it better me or kiana i wish i was as skinny as her but whatever how many decks have you
06:20guys been
06:20on all right all right all right relax are you a journalist for years and just seeing him like
06:28all giddy it's just making me laugh how about you go get them drinks at the bar with with tiana
06:37take care of i got i got rachel yeah we will uh you already know tiana thank you i'm sorry
06:45why this is
06:46like lmfao the only complaint we get here wait this is very low you're supposed to be higher than
06:52me that's the only complaint we get oh actually people love the food they love the drinks they
06:56love the vibe they're like why are the seats so low get a booster seat i'm kidding wow you're like
07:02get
07:02a phone book you don't even know what that is listen listen i know let's not go there let's not
07:06go
07:06let's not go there let's not let's not go there cheers cheers eye contact thanks for coming you're
07:14welcome they're all conspiring me to set me up on dates and everything i was just like well i i
07:18i have a crush but i was like yeah oh who's your crush what's she look like she's tall funny
07:26ridiculously good looking oh she's got a rapished wit well thank you so we talked to no girl seriously
07:33uh no i haven't had this feeling in quite some time and i don't know there's part of me that's
07:40like
07:40extra precious about this one seems like we have a crush on each other i think we do as you
07:45get
07:45older i'm like i don't want to it up i don't know how many more chances i have at love
07:49i'm strict
07:49yeah you're so strict and i love that alpha i'm strict that leash is short no i like a short
07:56leash
07:56you like a short leash all right say less y'all got a short leash
08:07good old hollyhood that's not a person hi good morning i was like hi
08:14not you not you not you thank you
08:19okay let me peek around
08:24hi hi good morning oh my god good morning hello hi oh my god how are you look at those
08:33perfect you know i love wigs i wear one every day let's go pick an outfit for dada
08:41let us know if you're looking for something specific we'll find it for you right away
08:44oh she's sleeping no just protecting i just don't want to see anything
08:50this place is wild um so we're here for a special reason i thought of this fun plan in san
08:58diego to kind of pull from like my pageant days we're all gonna dress up a boy and we're gonna
09:04do
09:04like kind of like a pageant thing wigs and heels and have a contest like see who wins okay let's
09:10look
09:12we just need accessories for them to have fun with okay i could buy the whole outfit for him
09:16and he has a little corset with it that would be hot and for luke for like yes that'd be
09:22so fun
09:22i see that's lovely i think that's a win oh my gosh i'm trying to feel good about that
09:26you and then it's really pretty it's perfect very well i've worn a crown once or twice in my life
09:32everybody smile my boots are in a hot mess okay one two three and get the baby they are going
09:39to
09:39thrive not only are they competitive but they're they're pretty they're pretty i don't know if i'm
09:45going yet why what i don't like love spending time with people that i don't want to be around
09:53huh understandable like same girl same is it michelle that you don't want to be around or i find michelle
09:59fine uh-huh any issue i've had with michelle in the past really derived in my opinion from janet jesse
10:07told michelle and janet how badly it hurt my feelings and janet never attempted to apologize
10:13so i don't want to what hurt your feelings badly that she was like reaching out to people i know
10:18trying to like find things out it's weird to me when somebody has screenshots of my
10:24hoa fees and reddit threads about me and her phone i feel like she's looking for the smoking gun but
10:30my
10:30life is pretty transparent it's just more weird like you should be spending your time in a more
10:35efficient way and it's more like that mean girl mentality of like she just wanted to gang up on
10:41me lacy and i do have a lot in common i don't want to be around janet ever for the
10:49rest of my life
10:50maybe i'll go i mean i would love for you to go and hang out with me coming up don't
11:02say one thing
11:02and do another i'm not your conversation with me yesterday was polar opposite of this i told you
11:08there's consequences for all your choices and repercussions for your action say what you mean
11:12what you say that's all is this too much for san diego i think it's a little sexy what do
11:27you think
11:29yeah okay you're right
11:34we start packing i'm so glad we found safari outfits for the trip it's gonna be so cute
11:44i really hope i can get her on a bottle before we leave she's laughing because she thinks that's
11:49funny she's saying no no no no no safari park i'm so excited you like ripped jeans right ripped jeans
11:57are still no ripped jeans for you one hair you need to buy new jeans for this trip
12:05i got no ripped jeans
12:10kaya and i can share a suitcase diaper bag formula she has a lot of stuff babies have lots of
12:17stuff
12:17yep and then all the things to keep her entertained this is the time to where my car goes isn't
12:22it
12:22you can absolutely wear your car when my car goes yes you can i'm bringing a ton of t-shirts
12:28two one-piece bathing suits 57 adult diapers yeah i'm sorry and a cartridge and a pear tree
12:35um i'm really glad that we did not go to the tom-tom brunch did you hear any of my
12:40conversation
12:40with zach yesterday a little bit but not i was in and out okay i said like so how are
12:45you and janet and
12:46he was like oh she's totally delusional like she thinks we're like best friends now yesterday zach
12:52calls me and is like i am not friends with janet he's like i don't trust her she's crazy and
13:00it's
13:01like well zach if you're giving her an inch she's gonna take a mile like what version are you giving
13:05her but he's being very flip floppy right now michelle so told zach that she thinks she and i
13:11are good and i was like what world are you living in yeah you said she said something about peace
13:15pipe
13:15and you guys yeah there was no conversation though about anything kristin and i both wanted to smoke
13:19weed i'm like wow we had something in common for five minutes like there's no peace pipe
13:32bitch i cannot believe you have two suitcases oh my gosh i've never been here before this is cool
13:43san diego
14:04it feels kind of strange but exciting to go back to like where i grew up i have
14:10a lot of great memories with my family living in san diego so it's super cool that we all get
14:15to go
14:16where i come from and like get to see a little piece of me and why i am the way
14:20i am who's never
14:22been on a train i've been in one in canada but never this one is that her night nurse hi
14:28it's actually
14:29princess's friend but she's really good with her you should have one drink on the train like it's
14:36like can you drink on the train yeah you can do anything you want airport rules hey we're on
14:41vacation right how's it going stressed out it's just hard like with all her stuff and like making
14:48sure she's happy and she should have been down for a nap like 45 minutes ago she can't nap in
14:52the
14:52stroller she hates that stroller everyone knows i'm anxious when i travel i'm kind of a hot mess express
14:58what's going on christine's like i just want to be at home this is why i don't travel don't
15:02travel with kristen i'm over it i'm over it i'm over it i'm over it for this trip i have
15:07a baby
15:09lacy said she's coming right she will be driving uh it doesn't make sense for her to go from
15:15newport to burbank correct to train
15:21finally
15:32cheers cheers this is so fun
15:39good morning folks this is train 770 southbound pacific surf liner services san diego
15:46welcome aboard jesse it's already hot don't fall asleep yet nobody's falling asleep let him fall asleep
15:53so he doesn't talk we gotta go this is what i'm living for all vacation
16:04if you could just so yeah give me a oh man you need it oh
16:13yeah you need some work there trips have definitely changed before children
16:18when he and i would go on trips there's not much responsibility we have the freedom to do whatever
16:24we want whenever we want and that's just not the case when you have kids hold her for a little
16:31bit
16:32while i eat well i'm gonna go down and get a coffee you want to put her in the carrier
16:36i'm gonna go
16:37down and get a coffee or something then i think this weekend we should bunk up together
16:43what about a jack and jill bathroom situation oh because then we're at least in separate rooms
16:48but like we can come see each other in the morning the first thing i wake up to every morning
16:54cannot be your face how good an idea is this he wants a big birthday party it's the same week
17:00as
17:01jason danny and schwartz so we should use that and the three on eyes yeah i think that to him
17:07yeah and
17:08they need to be jesus in this situation too great yeah i love it even more than jesus do you
17:14see what
17:14she's doing yeah i'm handing her birthday see i keep telling her i'm like baby steps these are
17:20these are called baby steps and you're taking like you're like olympic jumping i didn't know that many
17:25people on this train are dying for attention do you guys want babies it's a non-negotiable for him
17:33good for you yeah well he can take care of both me and a child it's like two kids it's
17:38fine just
17:38let me know when you need a uterus stop offering your uterus out i'm sure if zach's not ready for
17:46me to be planning his birthday he's probably also not ready for me to carry his child but
17:50the girl can dream are you guys friends best best friends i can feel kristen's death stare like the eye
17:59of
17:59siren on the side just staring directly at me into my soul what is happening
18:07he won't look at me just look at you don't even make iphone don't you see because he knows
18:12it's just such a different tune from the phone call i got 24 hours ago from the last year but
18:1724 hours
18:18ago he was telling me this is what i actually like you i cannot talk about you i can't okay
18:31i'm
18:32going back to work okay love you don't say one thing and do another i'm not your conversation with
18:38me yesterday was polar opposite of this you're making choices on your own
18:44you are i told you there's consequences for all your choices and repercussions for your actions
18:50it's entertaining right say what you mean mean what you say that's all
18:55coming up we're never together without our children no it's so fun okay i'm focused on
19:03being with you on the roller coaster nothing else and i feel like you're a little critical of you i'm
19:06i'm feeling it's like formative
19:16here we go y'all and we made it in santa carita
19:24jeez okay
19:45all right i'm going to get out with baby in my arms and then you can grab everything
19:49let's try to get out as quickly as possible immediately into the house did you get the gate
19:52code i got the gate code wait we got to get the groceries groceries where's the front door this is
19:58the
19:58front door oh okay this one oh my goodness where the rooms where the rooms where the rooms oh there's
20:08my room oh you
20:14where are all the rooms at i got my room cute you're not in there by yourself no hold on
20:21jesse
20:23is this the main house i guess i just walked in are you kidding me i'm not by myself lacy's
20:29coming
20:31okay i love a bathtub no no this is michelle's trip we're taking this room you're not taking
20:36this room i gave up the big room well good luck it's michelle's trip we're taking this room it's
20:40our trip it's michelle's trip i need a bad i need a bedroom that i'm accustomed to which is okay
20:46well i need
20:46a busted bedroom i'm accustomed to so yeah michelle this is great for us you're not taking this room
20:53or you'll be sleeping next to lace and i i can't wait it'll be so fun it will be fun
20:58i love this i do
20:59too i'm gonna get my stuff i'm okay let's get our not leaving this room so you guys can do
21:04whatever
21:04you want well michelle and i can't wait to be in here with you guys okay well that's great
21:11and that's our pickleball court this is actually this is really sick this is awesome i'm the
21:17greatest of all time bro isn't this great you guys this is perfect so this is the sleeping arrangement
21:27for san diego we're not all in one house which is actually really good we got kristen luke danny
21:34in the uh in the baby house say hi i'm tired but i can't wait to snuggle and play with
21:41you soon
21:43jasmine and melissa have like their little honeymoon suite in the back
21:47oh sweet okay we'll take this bye we also have the llamas outside dude you see the llama dude that's
21:55a llama yeah and then look at the little mini donkey and the goats oh god and then we have
22:00the main house
22:01so in the main house we have janet jason jesse lacy benji zach me and lala lala i don't care
22:09what
22:09you say i zoned you out a long time ago so you're wasting your breath for sure this place is
22:14way bigger
22:14on the inside than it looks on the outside i know it's like huge please come all the way in
22:19close the
22:20door hey can you put adelaide down for me what do you mean put adelaide down she's tired she's ready
22:27to
22:27sleep first of all i gave up the big room in maui so i'm taking the big room on this
22:31trip two people
22:32got engaged you should have michelle didn't act like this with him because he's probably exhausting
22:39so you just give him what he wants but i got stamina today baby oh is there a bet is
22:44there another room
22:44yeah there's two rooms back here oh i didn't even see the side of the house no stop breathe
22:49oh oh did you tell the tequila is there tequila in the yeah you guys want some a couple bottles
22:54in
22:54the freezer here okay i'll be ready to party soon let's do a shot before we go when we're all
22:59changed
23:01deal nia nia i need this oh my gosh what i need a swaddle where's your suitcases i keep getting
23:12her
23:12down i need a swaddle every time i put her down her eyes are waking up okay come on i'm
23:20wondering
23:20why nia has put me in this situation when we have a babysitter so some frustration are you eating a
23:28sandwich i'm sorry you're mad at me for eating food not checking in when i've tried to put her down
23:35three times and her eyes keep popping up when i put her down thank you baby you're welcome thank you
23:41i mean what is the point of bringing the babysitter here if we're not going to let the babysitter sit
23:45the baby where do we become best friends you're my best friend see and you come down here
23:55they got the alpacas oh hey tom you guys come see the animals he looks exactly like that alpaca we're
24:01bonding can you hear oh look at his sad eyes i think he's got sad eyes like you
24:09he does have some sadness behind those eyes
24:14you know what i'm like deathly afraid of birds like since i was a little girl
24:18what are you afraid of um i'm afraid of mayonnaise and i am have like a phobia of it it
24:24just seems
24:25like something that would come out of a pimple or something and people put it on their sandwich and
24:29spread it around oh my god oh my oh my god thanks babe how much you want perfect this is
24:36why we ran out of
24:37mayonnaise and big bear is you oh yeah 9 30 is like best case scenario time we get back here
24:45so i
24:45think if you're fine staying with her she'll be happier in bed before then 100 yeah i think that's
24:51that's the best case for kyle it's day you what not really bleeding out throughout your life after you
24:59have a baby and you have your first period it's possible that you gush and bleed a lot and unfortunately
25:07that's exactly what's happening to me right now so it's called mommy diapers not feeling like the hottest
25:14version of myself right now you're like cool i have a diaper on so does my kid have you guys
25:19seen
25:20kristen or nia or any of them no i haven't actually like a jugging on this bloated elephant terrible
25:28crap oh hey sis just wanted you to know i'm leaving chris in a video hey sis just wanted you
25:34to know that
25:35we are leaving nia says you needed a little bit more time so we will just meet you there love
25:39you take
25:39your time feel better all right let's go guys all right let's go let's go come on gang how many
25:45people are in your own car do i need to get in yours or another one
25:52uh cars out front all right oh you're looking at my hair and my sunglasses
26:01all right yeah we can't let her in until kristen's ready to walk out the door
26:06i cannot do that to her we can and go and get set up in there no because she will
26:12start crying
26:12it has to be the very last second a lot of hair frizzy hair thank you i'll brush it i
26:17feel like
26:18there's certain times where daniel and i aren't really like attuned as much as i'd like us to be
26:24put her in do not put her in until christmas walk right and walk out the door and yeah i
26:29just i don't
26:30know i feel off with it i think our driver's ready okay stay away from me you and aunt kelly
26:35better be
26:36up when they get back okay sun's a setting do you know how to rodeo a cow my gosh called
26:45lasso dude
26:47nap please help here we go buckle up buttercup
27:04all right guys let's do it oh yeah look how cute this is that's so cute come on guys let's
27:13go
27:14isn't this fun dude wait i'm excited for me belmont park is the quintessential park you
27:20imagine or remember going to as a child so i'm really excited to share this with everyone else
27:29because i don't think anyone else has been here oh my god who's gonna do the slingshot no what is
27:34this
27:34not me hell no look at how ratchet that is that sounds like it's barely on the tracks
27:47hell no are you coming come on i'm gonna be the lone survivor wait i want to go on the
27:52front
27:53let's do it let's do it baby oh no this is awesome
28:32i'm not terrified of roller coasters i am terrified of of heights
28:38i've never been able to overcome it i don't know what it is and i don't care if you think
28:42i'm a
28:42little bitch because i'm a little bitch
28:52she do it again no no no one more time
28:56oh
29:00nia yeah yeah
29:01get the down
29:02oh
29:03please daniel okay
29:04can you take the diaper back
29:05i gotta pee
29:08i'm so excited we need to go on every single ride
29:13did you even hear me of course
29:18so would you do that hard no imagine what your boobs would be doing in that falling out
29:23i want to find the basketball game so i can win things it's the only game i'm good at thank
29:27you
29:29oh there's so much to look at can i get a tequila soda and then a bourbon hey how does
29:34kristen
29:35like her drinks a bourbon soda i'm excited we're never together without our children no
29:40it's so fun okay there was that can we start to say hi to us i didn't see him i'm
29:46focused on
29:46being with you in the roller coaster nothing else and i feel like you're a little critical of each
29:49no billy it's like performative literally this is how my natural demeanor is without children
29:56but i'm always with kids we're not doing that looking at me like i'm crazy what would you like to
30:00do
30:01i want to go on the roller coaster with you where's the roller coaster there okay where's the
30:06entrance though i'm with you hey i don't know where i'm going i was just looking for the i know
30:11but
30:11you were like running to like find to try to find it so i'm following you i've never been here
30:16before
30:18thanks babe i'll get you a drink later no babe it's okay it's a diago should we see if they
30:23want to join
30:23us sure all right looks like they're just eating they're not eating but we've missed they're drinking
30:32what's up guys oh hey hey we did the roller coaster you're missing you
30:37that's what i want to do right now my love for your eyes i just want to reiterate my demeanor
30:47when
30:47i don't have children which you never see me i know i didn't i was very confused quite some time
30:53it can be frustrating because we have the smallest windows of time when we're kid free like it's
30:58few and far between and i feel like we're not quite on the same page energy wise and i need
31:04that so yeah
31:05it's a little disheartening when i'm just trying to connect with my man yeah i just want to let
31:10you know that that's where it's coming from because i'm happy to be with you and not have any kids
31:14attached to me for a few minutes yeah okay yes do you remember me before children yes not being extra
31:23i'm being og me i can't wait to see oh gee tonight oh stop it yeah when we stop it
31:30get a nanny we got a
31:31baby in the room no we don't she's sleeping in our room no she ain't oh so no sexy time
31:36the baby's right next door oh yes there is she's not gonna know who the baby exactly
31:46coming up you just got to the point where you love this guy you believed that he would be a
31:51good
31:51co-parent i know and you moved in together i'm so scared to get to that point and have it
31:55not work
31:56out again don't be scared you're gonna end up like me okay
32:09let's play this game right here are you gonna go on the roller coaster with me yeah yes i want
32:14to go
32:18wait me in front of the carousel so we can get on the roller coaster together
32:31let's go can you hold this it goes with your outfit
32:37okay it's just us hi girl jesse's afraid of roller coasters
32:44we're going in the front is this going to hurt my ovaries no no it's going to
33:06where are we going uh it's over here oh it's so cute wait this is romantic i'm saying
33:14shorts and the ladies should we just watch the sunset for a little bit bye bye is that too mellow
33:20no i don't think that's too mellow at all oh yeah cheers to you and congrats oh yeah thank you
33:26show us
33:26a seven million dollar house on the way here so that's amazing what great news to get i know
33:32oh michelle everything's actually going really good this is the first time that i'm on my own again
33:40since working with jesse we were a team for almost 10 years but a lot of people wouldn't work with
33:46us
33:46because they didn't like him but they liked me and so now i don't have that problem and i'm selling
33:51real estate without jesse having to drag me down so schwartzy hi are you feeling peaceful too
33:58i feel probably the most peaceful i've felt in years wait really in years yeah because of
34:06hanging out with someone i really enjoy spending time with again is really nice literally yesterday
34:11we were hanging out and she's like are you gonna still be helping other people i was like
34:17i'm not planning on doing that or maybe i did that's that's revision okay it was me okay it was
34:23me i feel i kind of felt like it was not in a needy clinging way because you know you
34:27don't want to
34:27be overbearing it naturally yes so how did you say it well i mean it was cool in the moment
34:33i don't
34:33want to ruin it okay pretend you're there right now what did you say you look so fine right now
34:39how would you say no i was like listen um i love hanging out with you i was like
34:45are you planning on it's like still dating hooking up with other people
34:50yeah we both were like coyly like i'm not if you're not i was like oh my god what does
34:54this
34:54mean are we dating okay i swear i'm smoother in person okay but it probably seems abrupt but it's
35:01actually been a year and a half since i dated anyone a lot of people said the same thing to
35:05me but i
35:06know this person for almost 20 years michelle is the one that's sticking to being single with me
35:13what is happening brit has a boyfriend and now schwartzy's got some hot 27 year old girlfriend who
35:20may or may not be like whoever she wants out in new york and her name's kiana which is even
35:26hotter
35:27it's just a bunch of hotness you're very open to getting married yeah you really want to have kids
35:33and you don't want to be an old dad yes and so when the past now two relationships have been
35:39with
35:39girls in their mid to late 20s has she given any indicators if she like uh like wants to be
35:46a mom
35:46or she was my friend before we started dating and she's a she's like yes i want to have kids
35:50by the
35:50time i'm 30. oh i believe in love i really do i'm a romantic but i'm like every relationship i've
35:57been
35:57in so far started similar didn't work out i've been surrounded by so much divorce i'm just like
36:03is every relationship just gonna be like three years four years five years and out i don't know
36:07probably no no don't say that i'm scared i mean i even think that too michelle i was just gonna
36:14ask
36:14you i get aren't you scared you just happened you you just got to the point where you love this
36:18guy
36:18you believe that he would be a good co-parent i know and you moved in together is that weird
36:23that
36:24like i would live here with isabella not if there's an intention to live and one day get married
36:32that's true i'm so scared to get to that point and have it not work out again but i know
36:37you can't
36:37live your life in fear you're good schwartz everybody loves you i thought you guys were about
36:41to confront me about age no she's a woman she's not we just want to see you happy and doing
36:46all
36:46the things you want in life because you deserve all the world yeah and don't be scared you're
36:50gonna end up like me okay coming up it's like really hard for me to express
37:10how hard it's been you're gonna go through a mourning process and a healing process that
37:16and it is not quick
37:30uh i'll take an airhead what one of each green purple red
37:36oh it's chilly i know and now we're gonna go down to the water this is so gorgeous
37:43oh every time i'm anywhere where i'm like planted in front of the ocean i'm like i picked the right
37:52name for my baby when i look at the ocean i think of my mom you do yeah she used
37:59to love to walk on
38:00the beach that was like her exercise we used to just like walk and talk for a long time i
38:07love that
38:08yeah how long after she got sick were you guys able to do things like that she got sick like
38:16less than
38:17two years ago and then in a year everything just kind of changed that's very quick my heart starts
38:26pounding when i think of her you really yeah because i hold a lot in and it's like really hard
38:33for me to
38:34express how hard it's been i lost my mom six months ago and you know sometimes i wake up and
38:43i forget
38:44that it happened so it's still a very surreal situation that happened in me
38:51yeah i know time is very strange
38:55i miss talking to her every day and just the fact that if i needed to go out of town
39:02or if i needed
39:03help with isabella i could always count on her and i don't have any family in la so it's a
39:08bit hard
39:09to do everything on my own she was like my ride or die and right of course and i called
39:14her about
39:15everything like literally everything i didn't have anybody else just her like i don't i know what it's
39:23like to lose a dad and that was like earth shattering
39:32i lost my dad almost seven and a half years ago and i still remember every single detail about him
39:40every wrinkle on his face the way his hands looked the way he felt when he would hug me um
39:51yeah i miss him a lot i know it's so hard to talk about i'm like learning to talk about
39:59it i think
40:00it's important that you talk about it because you're gonna go through a mourning process and a healing
40:06process but it it is not quick your heart is never going to be the same yeah
40:15wishly he was still here um
40:20because i think he could remind me that um that good men exist still like good fathers exist still
40:32because i'm very wounded by by men you know you lost someone who's supposed to guide you and you
40:38lost her way too young the thought of not having my mom who just gives me guidance like when i
40:44don't
40:44know what to do i trust her with my life i know
40:51and she was still making jokes at the end she's like i don't want to die on your birthday and
40:55i don't
40:55want it to be a sad memory so she's like please god take me after your birthday so it was
41:01my birthday
41:01i came to san diego on the third and it was the last day that she was kind of like
41:06she she was alive
41:08but she was not really present anymore and i gave her a hug and she cried and she passed that
41:16next day
41:24before my mom passed she told me she was a big believer in signs and that she would figure out
41:30a
41:30way to provide signs for me i'm gonna sound crazy but i think that sometimes she comes into my dreams
41:38to like communicate with me and i feel like ever since she's passed my life has gotten a lot better
41:46and positive and i think she's leading that way for me and helping me
42:08i love you a lot thank you i know i love you too i'm sorry that you lost your dad
42:14i'm sorry that you
42:21lost your mom
42:22next time on the valley lala i had the most intense sex stream and you were involved in it what
42:29there's
42:30only so much i can empathize with postpartum is real man this is what i'm talking about i'm gonna lose
42:35my mind there are times i feel like i'm fighting for us and she's fighting against me you guys just
42:40don't
42:40mean much to me but if i was married to you i'd cheat on you too get it done and
42:46give it a trim
42:48knock it off dog i'm i'm not with you right now
42:51you
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