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00:02:09Nice one.
00:02:10Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17Catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25Yeah, they're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:03:04You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face,
00:03:35but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:41I don't know.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Out of here.
00:03:58Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:04and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf
00:04:37and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center
00:05:10will provide essential services
00:05:12for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide
00:05:21wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people
00:05:29is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk
00:05:32because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection
00:05:41of produce than my whole food, Stacey.
00:05:43And it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips
00:05:46and chicken nuggets
00:05:47and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked and robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags,
00:06:32shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30,
00:06:36a navy sweatshirt,
00:06:38hood over his head,
00:06:39tall, tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I, I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I, I saw it for an instant,
00:07:00but yes, he looked 30,
00:07:01or maybe younger,
00:07:02but I don't want to say his race
00:07:03because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09Navy blue sweatshirt,
00:07:11two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:15Woo!
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's going to take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:46I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:07:48I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:57Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey.
00:08:02I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:08:22I love you.
00:08:24I love you.
00:09:04Just leave all that shit on the plane.
00:09:06I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:09:09Paul, I have to leave tomorrow.
00:09:12You're fishing the Big Lost tomorrow.
00:09:15You have to pack into the Big Lost, won't we?
00:09:17I fly in the smokejumpers and we can use their strip.
00:09:24Happy birthday.
00:09:30Oh, shit.
00:09:44Baby, baby, soft, soft.
00:09:49Oh, shit.
00:09:51Oh, shit.
00:09:52Oh, shit.
00:10:20Sixty-four.
00:10:21Oh, shit.
00:10:22Oh, shit.
00:10:52Oh, shit.
00:10:53Oh, shit.
00:10:54Oh, shit.
00:11:16Oh, shit.
00:11:37Oh, shit.
00:11:43Oh, shit.
00:12:06Oh, shit.
00:12:09Oh, shit.
00:12:13Oh, shit.
00:12:14The one had already passed them by.
00:12:19That's why I'm here.
00:12:21That's why I quit.
00:12:24I make a memory a day, brother.
00:12:26Sometimes more.
00:12:29but make them for who huh
00:12:34no kids no no wife you you've got nobody to share it with paul i'm sharing it with you right
00:12:42now
00:12:42once a year you share it with me then you should come more often at least get a girlfriend not
00:12:48on
00:12:49your life how about a dog they're neatier than girlfriends oh maybe a goldfish then
00:12:57maybe oh you'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers
00:13:09it's true
00:13:22thank you
00:13:32abby how was your day laser resurfacing is the most effective
00:13:35doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever i still haven't seen it you're never seeing it
00:13:39it looks like a bloody zipper i wish i had been there but so he could have hit you too
00:13:43oh you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse what's worse than getting shot i don't know but
00:13:47that's what would have happened being set on fire is worse girls please and then the police they just
00:13:52kept asking what was his race like that has anything to do with it i mean it's pretty important
00:13:57information when you're trying to find somebody whoa that's so racist
00:14:06where are you going it's your father so where are you going it is rude to talk on the phone
00:14:13in a restaurant it is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the internet
00:14:18basically what all of you are doing right now is rude rude to who it's rude to me it's rude
00:14:25to each
00:14:26other's rude to the staff just fucking rude
00:14:35it's so bright there what time is it seven full moon wow look at those stars
00:14:46my view is better well until your brother gets indoor plumbing i'll have to take your word for it
00:14:52oh there's plumbing of sorts got a sink a shower now well until the outhouse moves indoors then
00:15:01i'll have to rely on pictures you feel rested what time do you land tomorrow okay gonna have to push
00:15:08it back a day honey because paul has something very very special planned for tomorrow it's a stretch
00:15:15of river that can only be reached by pack horse takes like a week paul has permission to fly us
00:15:20into it honey this is like well it's virgin water oh now there's virgins involved nobody fishes this
00:15:29stretch honey nobody maybe a dozen people a year if that hey um some bad news uh page got mugged
00:15:39today down in the village what mugged she okay yeah she just you know she got a pretty good shiner
00:15:47and a decent cut the doctor saw her six stitches ah damn it i cannot come up with one plausible
00:15:54reason
00:15:55why we still live in that city well i'll give you two our children two more our grandchildren my parents
00:16:03make her use the car honey that's what it's for she thinks it's a garish display of wealth
00:16:09well if my money's so offensive maybe we should stop giving it to her oh honey oh serious sell her
00:16:15apartment and put her up in a house in great neck or she takes the fucking car oh my god
00:16:20i knew you
00:16:21were gonna do this what am i doing okay let's this problem will be right here when you get back
00:16:26let's deal with it then all right she's okay though huh yes in the meantime enjoy your mountains
00:16:33enjoy your brother enjoy the hole in the ground he thinks is the toilet and i'll see you monday
00:16:40monday monday i love you honey love you
00:17:04so russell anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged
00:17:12uh uh uh yeah we're uh well we're uh we're investing in a dutch cargo ship venture you know
00:17:20some of these larger vessels they uh carry over 25 000 containers like 2 000 and change per container
00:17:26that's over 50 million a load in freight i mean you have crew fees and docking fees and fuel by
00:17:31far being the largest expense so yeah nothing interesting happened excuse me um can i order a martini
00:17:41gin three olives thank you
00:17:47what's wrong with you i was the one that got punched
00:17:50honest
00:17:51of course
00:17:59you
00:18:00you
00:18:03you
00:18:04you
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah?
00:18:33You might want to grab your rod.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Oh, Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so.
00:18:44Oh, shit.
00:18:59Oh, shit.
00:19:21Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:19:55Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:20:01Hey, caddis are hatching, caddis are hatching, caddis are hatching.
00:20:30I can use one.
00:21:00Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:02I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:32No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:34No!
00:22:34Ah!
00:22:36It's a monster!
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:45Shit!
00:23:09What do you think?
00:23:10What's this telling you?
00:23:12I'm just gonna pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's gonna be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:15Yeah.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:45Nice.
00:23:58Let's go.
00:23:59AsÃ.
00:24:05I don't know.
00:24:38I don't know.
00:24:52I don't know.
00:24:53I don't know.
00:24:56I don't know.
00:24:57Big sky approach.
00:24:59This is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu.
00:25:01I need a swap.
00:25:02Copy that to Bravo Speed and altitude.
00:25:04130 knots at 8200.
00:25:06Main chains out by jetting climb to 11,000.
00:25:09Copy that.
00:25:1011,000.
00:25:10Thank you tower.
00:25:11We'll get up over this.
00:25:25Jesus!
00:25:26Fuck!
00:25:27All right.
00:25:33Take me!
00:25:34Wait.
00:25:34Where was she?
00:25:35Five blocks from here.
00:25:37Middle of the day.
00:25:41Politicians in the city have guilted us into chaos.
00:25:44Michael wants us to move to Connecticut.
00:25:46We're just staying in the Hamptons year round.
00:25:49And I'm running out of excuses.
00:25:50The kids are gone.
00:25:51We can work from anywhere these days.
00:25:53Well, why don't you?
00:25:55Because our marriage wouldn't last a month.
00:25:57Oh, stop it.
00:25:58I'd have to learn how to cook for one.
00:26:00Oh, God forbid.
00:26:01Yeah.
00:26:02And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here.
00:26:05The ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:26:07Yeah.
00:26:09Yeah.
00:26:09Hmm.
00:26:10This is my city.
00:26:11It has gone to hell before.
00:26:13It will come back.
00:26:14It always does.
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand, how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan.
00:26:20That is a trick that you must show me.
00:26:23Our daughters is the trick.
00:26:25He would never leave them.
00:26:27And he will never get the girls to leave.
00:26:30So.
00:26:31No.
00:26:31He just, as long as he gets his little escapes.
00:26:34But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:26:38Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear.
00:26:40Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online, I just,
00:26:43I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium.
00:26:46And that usually does it.
00:26:49You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:26:58It's just three hours away.
00:26:59He can go there whenever he wants.
00:27:01It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about.
00:27:07Well, of course we do.
00:27:08We're New Yorkers.
00:27:09What else are we gonna talk about if we can't complain about our city?
00:27:13Hmm.
00:27:16Hmm.
00:27:17Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:19Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sound Valley.
00:27:22You know, Preston didn't call me last night.
00:27:23I'm just gonna, um...
00:27:27Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clabber?
00:27:30It is?
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:27:39Yes?
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clabber?
00:27:46Yes.
00:27:47Uh-huh.
00:27:50Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:27:57Can I...
00:27:58Is...
00:27:59Can I speak to him?
00:28:00Is he all right?
00:28:02No, ma'am.
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and, uh, Paul Clabber did not survive the crash.
00:28:10Stacy?
00:28:14Oh, ma'am.
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:18What do we...
00:28:19Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:28:26Hey, this is Stacy's friend. What's happened?
00:28:32Uh...
00:28:33Uh...
00:28:35Um...
00:28:36Let me get them.
00:28:42Um...
00:28:43Idaho Falls...
00:28:45Is there an airport?
00:28:46I'm sorry...
00:28:49Okay. Okay.
00:28:52Honey...
00:28:52No. I just...
00:28:53Just, just, just...
00:28:55Just let me...
00:28:58Oh, my God.
00:29:01Oh, my God.
00:29:03Oh, my God.
00:29:04Oh, my God.
00:29:04Oh, my God.
00:29:05Oh, my God.
00:29:06Yeah.
00:29:07Oh, my God.
00:29:33I'll get the car.
00:29:40Mom, they just think it's him.
00:29:42They don't know.
00:29:44Paige.
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey.
00:29:55I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why.
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I got.
00:30:19Ahem.
00:30:48Would you like to check in?
00:30:49at the hotel, deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner, I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:54Won't take long.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:35I mean, clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:40We found a phone, ma'am.
00:32:41That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am.
00:32:49But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53You're gonna force me.
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me and he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:09If I go in there and see what happened to him, that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:27I'll do it, ma'am.
00:33:31I'll do it, ma'am.
00:34:02I'll do it, ma'am.
00:34:03Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:05I'll do it, ma'am.
00:34:24I'll do it, ma'am.
00:34:29I'll do it, ma'am.
00:34:31I'll do it, ma'am.
00:35:02I'll do it, ma'am.
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:05How dare you?
00:35:21Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:55Life insurance?
00:35:55Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch?
00:36:07Maybe?
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't...
00:36:11He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:15I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you gonna do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:58This morning just telling you they had a chase in September.
00:37:20We were thinking a slumber party.
00:37:23You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:29Well, you say it?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you.
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:55How about a river runs through it?
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:07So, in honor of him.
00:38:12We've come to the right place.
00:38:17Pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:25Thanks, friends.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56It made your father cry, too.
00:38:58Every time.
00:38:59Like, baby.
00:39:01Baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:24I mean, we, we danced right to the edge, but we both knew how precious and how rare what we
00:39:35had was.
00:39:40I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some hospital bed
00:39:52like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many could say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:25Oh.
00:40:27Oh.
00:40:31Oh.
00:40:31Oh.
00:40:40Oh.
00:40:41Oh.
00:40:41Oh.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:56I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:01Oh.
00:41:02Oh.
00:41:03Oh.
00:41:04Oh.
00:41:07Oh.
00:41:08Oh.
00:41:08Oh.
00:41:09Oh.
00:41:09Oh.
00:41:10Oh.
00:41:11Oh.
00:41:12Oh.
00:41:13Oh.
00:41:17I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:45Okay.
00:41:57This is what the nap says.
00:41:57This is what the nap says.
00:41:58This is what the nap says.
00:42:00This is what the nap says.
00:42:01This is what the nap says.
00:42:02This is what the nap says.
00:42:03This is what the nap says.
00:42:05This is what the nap says.
00:42:06This is what the nap says.
00:42:06This is what the nap says.
00:42:06This is what the nap says.
00:42:07This is what the nap says.
00:42:07This is what the nap says.
00:42:07This is what the nap says.
00:42:08This is what the nap says.
00:42:09This is what the nap says.
00:42:09This is what the nap says.
00:42:10This is what the nap says.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Perhaps they never mentioned bears.
00:42:57They never mentioned bears.
00:42:58They never said bears.
00:42:59They never said bears.
00:43:03They never said bears.
00:43:33it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet
00:43:37toilets are outside outside there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river
00:43:43and that's why we never visited i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:43:53where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:44:01uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:44:10so
00:44:21so
00:44:27so
00:44:31so
00:44:39so
00:44:46so
00:44:51so
00:44:59so
00:45:01so
00:45:07so
00:45:15so
00:45:18so
00:45:24so
00:45:31so
00:45:33so
00:45:54i'm taking a bath
00:45:56so
00:45:59so
00:46:05so
00:46:06so
00:46:13so
00:46:14so
00:46:16so
00:46:20so
00:46:28so
00:46:30so
00:47:01you'll be up all night
00:47:30lady elk
00:48:00taste the smoke
00:48:01a bathroom
00:48:02inside the house
00:48:04so
00:48:05so
00:48:06so
00:48:17so
00:48:20so
00:48:21so
00:48:21so
00:48:22so
00:48:35so
00:48:36so
00:48:38so
00:48:39so
00:48:40so
00:48:44so
00:48:45so
00:48:52so
00:48:53so
00:48:53so
00:48:53so
00:48:53so
00:49:10so
00:49:18so
00:49:21so
00:49:25so
00:49:27so
00:49:27so
00:49:27so
00:49:31so
00:49:33so
00:49:33so
00:49:39so
00:49:47what
00:49:47what in the world
00:49:48i found a motel about an hour away
00:49:52does not look great
00:49:54you could drive into bozeman or helena
00:49:57everything seems to be about
00:49:58two hours from everything else
00:50:05how long do you think she wants to stay
00:50:07i go find out
00:50:15mom
00:50:19mom
00:50:24what's that
00:50:28coffee maker
00:50:30it is
00:50:31yeah it's done
00:50:33you want some
00:50:35why not
00:50:54he sat here and called me
00:50:58right here
00:51:02talked about fish
00:51:03talked about fish
00:51:06and i'd pretend like i cared
00:51:11he was right
00:51:15not the same in pictures
00:51:19i never came with him
00:51:21because
00:51:24i thought i'd be bored
00:51:27or
00:51:28you know
00:51:29a third wheel
00:51:29i didn't want to interrupt
00:51:31his man time
00:51:32his brother time
00:51:35i thought about bringing you two out
00:51:38when you were younger
00:51:39but then
00:51:40you know
00:51:41it's not a vacation for him
00:51:42it's a
00:51:42it's a trip
00:51:44and he's worried about
00:51:45pleasing you
00:51:46and not himself
00:51:47and
00:51:50wow
00:51:50was i wrong
00:51:53i robbed us of this
00:51:57i robbed him of sharing it with us
00:52:00please don't do that
00:52:03do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:52:08you had a loving marriage for 40 years in new york city
00:52:12i mean
00:52:13they should both statue me too
00:52:20miss him
00:52:22god knows i will
00:52:25but no
00:52:27blame
00:52:28you two did it right
00:52:34it's getting late
00:52:35motel's a hike
00:52:37i think
00:52:37we can come back in the morning
00:52:42i'm gonna stay here
00:52:46mmm
00:52:47who's right
00:52:48you can taste the smoke
00:52:52mmm
00:53:08she's just gonna stay?
00:53:10and do what?
00:53:11there's not even a bathroom here
00:53:13oh i found one
00:53:13dude
00:53:14it's outside
00:53:16spartan
00:53:17what does spartan mean?
00:53:19rustic
00:53:20yeah
00:53:20there's like a
00:53:21hornet's nest
00:53:23inside the hole
00:53:24it adds a certain degree of difficulty
00:53:26she can't stay here
00:53:28okay?
00:53:29it's selfish
00:53:30she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one who lost somebody
00:53:33he was my father
00:53:34fucking dare
00:53:36she has been with him
00:53:37since she was 19
00:53:39i've been with him since i was born
00:53:41so were you
00:53:41we were not with him
00:53:43he was present
00:53:45when we needed something
00:53:46when we needed a
00:53:47chauffeur
00:53:48or a cheerleader
00:53:49a therapist
00:53:51a bank
00:53:52you wanna mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn the time
00:53:55that we didn't give him
00:53:56he was her lover
00:53:58and her best friend
00:53:59it is not the same thing
00:54:01you lost the idea of him page
00:54:03which you can still have
00:54:06girls go back outside now
00:54:07we can hear you yelling
00:54:33oh
00:54:34god bless your uncle
00:54:36oh
00:54:38hey
00:54:38did i see a
00:54:40a garden
00:54:41somewhere
00:54:42by the barn
00:54:43what's in it
00:54:44we didn't check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54i'd say you nailed it
00:54:57with me
00:54:59but
00:55:00if that's all he was
00:55:02to you two
00:55:05what a shame girls
00:55:16kale
00:55:17and swiss shard
00:55:19i think these are scallions
00:55:20oh this is time
00:55:23this
00:55:25will come in handy
00:55:26nice right
00:55:29strawberries
00:55:31wow
00:55:31wait
00:55:32you can just grow them
00:55:34apparently
00:55:35i thought they just came from farms
00:55:38that's what this is
00:55:39it's an
00:55:40itty bitty farm
00:55:41ah
00:55:41i think
00:55:43this is spinach
00:55:46what's this
00:55:49oh shit
00:55:50that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay
00:55:55he's more scared of you than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:59over here
00:56:03okay
00:56:18whoa
00:56:22right
00:56:24lesson learned
00:56:25less
00:56:26is more
00:56:26with this stuff
00:56:40when was the last time you saw one of those girls
00:56:43one of what?
00:56:46sunset
00:56:49can't
00:56:50can't remember?
00:56:52no me neither
00:56:57there must be a nice grocery store around here
00:56:59because Paul has every cheese on the planet
00:57:01i sent a package
00:57:02your father likes to rough it but
00:57:03he doesn't like to starve
00:57:05somebody grate the parmesan?
00:57:07uh we got it here
00:57:14what are you making?
00:57:16polenta
00:57:17how are you making polenta?
00:57:19you just boil cornmeal honey
00:57:22i i don't think polenta has corn in it
00:57:24that's all polenta has
00:57:26just corn and liquid and cheese
00:57:28i think that's grits
00:57:30yes
00:57:30grits and polenta are the same thing
00:57:33mother
00:57:35they make grits in alabama
00:57:36you're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from italy?
00:57:39it's the exact same thing
00:57:40just finish it with different toppings
00:57:42if it has different ingredients it's a different dish
00:57:45somebody pour me some wine
00:57:46like they're making the same thing in birmingham that they're making in florence?
00:57:50with different cheese
00:57:52that's the only difference
00:57:53okay
00:57:53i'm not gonna argue with you because you're in mourning
00:57:56but the time will come where i will tell you how wrong you are
00:58:06um
00:58:07oh that looks great
00:58:10yeah um
00:58:11i don't think this is beef
00:58:14what? it's beef
00:58:15yeah it didn't cook like beef
00:58:17it doesn't smell like
00:58:18look at me
00:58:19it's beef
00:58:20okay? for tonight
00:58:21it's beef
00:58:24okay
00:58:26um
00:58:26what what what
00:58:27what is it really?
00:58:30it said elk
00:58:32but the world doesn't need to know that
00:58:35why?
00:58:36do you think the uh
00:58:37you think the world would uh
00:58:38re-rebold?
00:58:40how do you think your wife would react?
00:58:43um
00:58:43yeah not uh
00:58:44not good?
00:58:46multiply that by four
00:58:47right
00:58:47okay so should i slice it?
00:58:49no i think you should just do whatever
00:58:51you think
00:58:52will make it look more like beef
00:58:53yeah yeah yeah got it
00:58:56can i have more on the steak?
00:58:59you bet honey
00:59:01oh thank you boys
00:59:02you're a really good cup
00:59:03thanks
00:59:05steak's really good honey
00:59:10thank you
00:59:12do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13it's not grits
00:59:14it's polenta
00:59:15you and i can agree to disagree
00:59:16but i'm not lying to my children
00:59:18they're my children
00:59:19they're my nieces
00:59:20you know what i mean
00:59:22they're basically my children
00:59:23they're not even kind of your children
00:59:25but if you want them to be your children
00:59:27you can get them to dance on tuesday and thursday
00:59:30and then take them to fucking paramecy
00:59:32in the morning for gymnastics
00:59:33fine
00:59:34the children
00:59:35i'm not lying to the children
00:59:37i don't see why not
00:59:38i'm lying to mine
00:59:40are you enjoying the elk page?
00:59:44the what?
00:59:46it's elk
00:59:52elk
00:59:52like the deer?
00:59:54no no
00:59:55not a deer
00:59:55the big deer?
00:59:56no it's a different species
00:59:57it's kind of like grits and polenta according to your logic
01:00:01it has big horns
01:00:03and hooves
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely until your brother-in-law shot it
01:00:08that's what i'm eating?
01:00:09i'm not sure that they have hooves
01:00:11did you know?
01:00:13you knew i can fucking tell
01:00:15you knew and you cooked it and you're just gonna let me eat it?
01:00:18i think it's really good
01:00:21mom
01:00:21what do you think is gonna happen to all the food in this house page?
01:00:25it's gonna get eaten or it's gonna rot
01:00:28i didn't kill the thing
01:00:29your uncle will never kill another one
01:00:31i suppose we could throw it all away
01:00:33and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or...
01:00:38i guess
01:00:39or it can nourish us
01:00:42which is what it's doing
01:00:45when's the last time you cooked a meal page?
01:00:47not reheated one, not microwaved one
01:00:49we picked that from a garden
01:00:51your uncle took that from somewhere around here
01:00:54the corn meal is in a jar
01:00:56did he make that? maybe
01:00:59everything we ate
01:01:00came from this
01:01:02this little world that your father adored
01:01:06we made a meal from this place together
01:01:10i think it's beautiful
01:01:12i think it's perfect
01:01:14and i know your father would too
01:01:19i wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together
01:01:27goodnight
01:01:45i wonder if you want to eat
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess so long as the wound is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:29A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river,
01:02:46and then it says to crack a window
01:02:49and lighting the stove in a wind
01:02:51and there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:57It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:04Then there's this about me.
01:03:10There's a, um, spot upriver,
01:03:17and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason,
01:03:23so the grass grows tall and it's yellow,
01:03:26and it reminds him of my hair.
01:03:37I, I need to know
01:03:41his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye
01:03:48when there's still
01:03:50more to know?
01:03:52I...
01:03:59so tomorrow morning
01:04:00I'm gonna get up
01:04:04and I'm gonna find
01:04:06this little valley.
01:04:17and then I'm gonna bring
01:04:18your father here
01:04:22and I'm gonna bury him there
01:04:26and then I'm gonna take this book
01:04:27and I'm gonna visit
01:04:30every place
01:04:32he wrote about.
01:04:35And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:04:37You can say I need to move on.
01:04:39I have a whole life ahead of me
01:04:41and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old.
01:04:44I don't have
01:04:44a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window
01:04:49to be reckless.
01:04:51To make decisions
01:04:53that feed this
01:04:54and never factor this
01:04:56into the equation.
01:04:57And that's what I'm gonna do.
01:04:58I'm gonna do what he begged me to do
01:05:01for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm gonna finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:22Okay.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:16I'll see you in the morning.
01:06:44I personally, for the record, feel that we are underdressed, unarmed, and just generally unprepared
01:06:51for any kind of exploratory venture afoot. Afoot. I didn't know they taught the Queen's English
01:06:58at Brown. Oh, they do. I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist. And the
01:07:03world is a better place for it, Russell. Let's go find this spot.
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