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Love Island Beyond the Villa - Season 2 Episode 4
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00:00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:00:12Iris! Move!
00:00:16I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
00:00:19And I want to apologize for that to your face.
00:00:21I could have done things 100% better.
00:00:24No, thank you. Thank you.
00:00:27Look at all scrumptious.
00:00:29I miss you.
00:00:30Oh, I miss you too.
00:00:32I think we should get everybody together.
00:00:35Have a good time.
00:00:35Like a big reunion.
00:00:37I've never been to Palm Springs.
00:00:38Oh, I heard really good things.
00:00:41I haven't spoken to Hana since the reunion.
00:00:44For me, the energy was just weird.
00:00:47Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
00:00:48You said Chris for sure, obviously, duh.
00:00:51Me and Chris did invite Charlie.
00:00:53Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:56over a man I knew for five days?
00:01:25It's like so overwhelming.
00:01:26It's like Christmas.
00:01:30Hannah.
00:01:32Oh my gosh.
00:01:33Can we try this on?
00:01:35Sanja.
00:01:36Oh my gosh.
00:01:38You're kind of hot.
00:01:39Whoa.
00:01:40It looks real.
00:01:41Oh my God, I look so good.
00:01:43I look like Bob Ross.
00:01:45Give us your best Bob Ross.
00:01:47There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
00:01:51How do you want the surprise to go down though?
00:01:53Like, what's the plan?
00:01:54Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross and I'm like,
00:01:57TJ, go in the room so I can paint you.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59I'll distract him.
00:02:00You distract him.
00:02:01You dress up like Bob Ross.
00:02:02He will have no idea what's going on.
00:02:04I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
00:02:06because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
00:02:10Somebody call TMZ.
00:02:13I have a beard in my mouth.
00:02:15Okay, so I think that the 80s section is back here.
00:02:18What is 80s?
00:02:19TJ always has his 80s playlist on,
00:02:22so I thought it would be fun to do like an 80s themed birthday party.
00:02:24Everybody's together and it's going to be a perfect moment for him
00:02:28and I feel like he's going to really love it.
00:02:30Well, we definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
00:02:32Oh yeah, I want to get him the mullet.
00:02:34And we need to get TJ an outfit.
00:02:36Iris.
00:02:37What?
00:02:37You have to wear this.
00:02:41We could get one for Amaya and Clark too.
00:02:43Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
00:02:45She would.
00:02:46It's perfect.
00:02:46And it's so Amaya.
00:02:47Oh my gosh.
00:02:49You should wear that.
00:02:50You look like a Christmas tree topper.
00:02:52Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:54Yeah, the 80s.
00:02:56I forgot some people dressed so suspicious in the 80s.
00:02:58See, I wasn't born in the 80s, so I don't know.
00:03:01So, how are you feeling about Charlie being at Palm Springs with us?
00:03:06I don't like hate him,
00:03:09but what I don't like is that he continues to, like, go on these podcasts
00:03:14and, like, talk about our four days together.
00:03:18What was actually going through your mind during that whole Hannah situation?
00:03:22All right.
00:03:23You leaving and then watching her with another man after you guys were just like,
00:03:28we're locked in.
00:03:29Does it feel good?
00:03:30No.
00:03:30I was completely taken out of the picture.
00:03:32Do you know what I mean?
00:03:33But then I do think, had I have stayed there,
00:03:36what about if that started going down while I was in the room still?
00:03:39It's like, I feel like I'm collateral damage to, like, just doing what I wanted to do.
00:03:45I arrived to the island during a challenge.
00:03:53I was in a bit of a love triangle trying to figure out who I wanted to couple up with.
00:04:00Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
00:04:03Charlie.
00:04:06Sorry.
00:04:07But that decision was made for me by my fellow islanders.
00:04:10Oh, please, can I just...
00:04:13Somebody getting voted off the island felt like they were gonna die.
00:04:18You were never gonna see him again.
00:04:20I think he really gets the sympathy from, like, everyone being like,
00:04:24oh, Hannah, did you dirty?
00:04:27And he takes that and he fucking runs across the world with it
00:04:30because he knows that, like, people are gonna eat that shit up.
00:04:32But, like, I have a boyfriend, why are we still talking about four days of fucking Fiji?
00:04:39I know, like, just move on.
00:04:41There's a reason that you're 28 years old and never had a girlfriend.
00:04:44Like, and it's not my fault.
00:04:45Facts.
00:04:46You know?
00:04:46Not having a girlfriend ever in your existence is just kind of a red flag for me
00:04:51because I feel like, you know, you kind of have to date to, like, understand a woman.
00:04:57I'm very complex.
00:04:58He was just never gonna understand me.
00:05:01I wish we had someone from the 80s that could come and help us.
00:05:04Who is from the 80s?
00:05:15What's up, y'all?
00:05:16We're making good progress.
00:05:18You know what I'm saying?
00:05:18Glasses on.
00:05:19Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
00:05:21I'll be right back.
00:05:22Who are you?
00:05:24I'm me behind the makeup, mascara, and your back.
00:05:28Are all these your bikinis and stuff?
00:05:30Yes.
00:05:31I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
00:05:32It's gonna be a movie.
00:05:33I'm excited.
00:05:34I'm really excited.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:35I've been seeing you when kicking it with Chris a lot lately.
00:05:38How do you feel about him being at the house?
00:05:41I'm not gonna lie.
00:05:42Chris is, like, one of the coolest guys ever.
00:05:44Like, he's ridiculous.
00:05:56How many underwear do you need for two days?
00:05:59You never know.
00:06:02TJ.
00:06:03What?
00:06:03You still have your tag on your pants.
00:06:07You're in Palm Springs.
00:06:09Road trip.
00:06:10Road trip.
00:06:11Road trip.
00:06:11Road trip.
00:06:12Road trip.
00:06:13Road trip.
00:06:13I think it's the best idea to go to Palm Springs and invite everybody.
00:06:15We should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time, just like how we were
00:06:19in the villa.
00:06:19What's up, y'all?
00:06:20So I think this is the perfect time for me to get a little bit more of alone time with
00:06:24Coco.
00:06:25Jacuzzi.
00:06:27A jacuzzi.
00:06:28Jacuzzi.
00:06:29Views.
00:06:29You like that?
00:06:31The views are crazy.
00:06:34I'm excited for this weekend.
00:06:36Wait, I have an idea.
00:06:37I'm scared.
00:06:39Since we're going to Palm Springs, I want to see snow because I don't see snow ever.
00:06:45Like, come on.
00:06:46Look at what I found.
00:06:47What?
00:06:48There's like a ski lift and you go up the mountain.
00:06:52Look, snow.
00:06:53Now I'm more excited.
00:06:54I think if we make this small detour and meet up with everyone else later, we'll have the
00:06:59time of our life.
00:07:00We can build a snowman.
00:07:01This is snow.
00:07:02That's so cute.
00:07:03I love the snow.
00:07:04I love Christmas.
00:07:06I think it will make it feel like Christmas in California.
00:07:08Are we going to fit all these suitcases in the car?
00:07:10We're going to make it fit like Jenga.
00:07:18It ate me out of breath.
00:07:20Fuck you.
00:07:24What the hell you got in this?
00:07:26You bringing Taylor?
00:07:27Where the hell is my step about to go?
00:07:30No, no.
00:07:31It'll fit.
00:07:31Trust me.
00:07:34I don't know why there are so many suitcases.
00:07:36We're only going for three days.
00:07:38Look.
00:07:39What the hell?
00:07:41It's going to fit.
00:07:41All you need to pack is some underwear, socks, some t-shirts, maybe a couple pants.
00:07:46Not maybe a couple pants.
00:07:48Pants.
00:07:49My check is here, right?
00:07:50I'll be back.
00:07:52Okay.
00:07:52We're off to Palm Springs.
00:07:59It has been so long since I've been in that villa.
00:08:05So I feel like this trip is going to have a similar feeling to just like everybody in
00:08:10the same place on the same type of timing.
00:08:13So I'm looking forward to it.
00:08:14Same type of timing?
00:08:15Same type of timing as the villa?
00:08:17I mean...
00:08:18We're doing challenges in this shit?
00:08:19No.
00:08:19What do you mean same type of timing?
00:08:21We're playing spin the bottle?
00:08:22No, no, no.
00:08:23We're all going to be in one place.
00:08:25We're going to have to talk.
00:08:26You know?
00:08:27I'm going to let them talk.
00:08:28I'm chilling.
00:08:35Wow.
00:08:37A mini villa in the meadow of Palm Springs.
00:08:40We're going to have so much fun.
00:08:49What are we getting the bags?
00:08:51Yes.
00:08:51Yes.
00:08:52To the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days.
00:08:55Ridiculous.
00:09:00Welcome to paradise.
00:09:02After you, brother.
00:09:03Wow.
00:09:07Nah, this is wild.
00:09:09Oh my gosh.
00:09:12This place looks even more fire in person.
00:09:14I'll say that.
00:09:15Period.
00:09:16Y'all did so good.
00:09:17The jacuzzi.
00:09:19Oh yeah.
00:09:20I'm sling my ass off.
00:09:21Oh my gosh.
00:09:23I feel like I'm in the villa again.
00:09:24It's so beautiful.
00:09:26The pools, the hot tub, the little hideaways.
00:09:29Like this place is just sexy.
00:09:32I like this.
00:09:34Yo, Chris.
00:09:35I got the bed dressed for you, brother.
00:09:36For me?
00:09:37Yeah.
00:09:38Oh my gosh.
00:09:40The bump beds.
00:09:41Yeah, man.
00:09:41Bro, I wouldn't even fit, bro.
00:09:43Yes.
00:09:44That's perfect.
00:09:48Charlie, when's the last time you've seen Hannah?
00:09:52Oh, the reunion.
00:09:53Really?
00:09:54Yeah, man.
00:09:54How do you feel about seeing her now?
00:09:57Uh, you know, it's not like there was ever anything after the show.
00:10:01Just kind of ended there and then.
00:10:03So that whole thing's like long gone.
00:10:06Do you know what I mean?
00:10:06No, for sure.
00:10:07Yeah, at the reunion with Hannah, I just felt like her energy that day was very like cold
00:10:11with me, you know, and I was confused by that because I've done absolutely nothing to warrant
00:10:17that type of energy.
00:10:18So I don't even know what it's going to be like.
00:10:20I don't know how I'm going to feel.
00:10:21I don't know.
00:10:22It's just a lot more like we'll see when it comes type thing.
00:10:25So, yeah, man.
00:10:27That's not really.
00:10:28Yeah, that's not.
00:10:31Can we pull over?
00:10:32I'm having anxiety.
00:10:35You're probably a little bit nervous because you're about to do some big girl things over
00:10:38there.
00:10:39I know.
00:10:40But also, Charlie is a little bit like big girl too.
00:10:44You and Brian left the show together and he doesn't still talk about you on podcast.
00:10:49There's no point in talking and bringing extra negativity to us when we know all of us have
00:10:56gotten hate.
00:10:57So why would you drive more hate to someone, especially when they don't deserve it?
00:11:02And you know that I don't deserve it.
00:11:10Look at the mouthfeel.
00:11:14Beautiful.
00:11:15This is so beautiful.
00:11:29There is so much oxygen up here.
00:11:31I know.
00:11:31I can feel like I can breathe.
00:11:33Wait, I thought it was less oxygen.
00:11:35I think the air is thinner.
00:11:37I was coming.
00:11:38TJ coming.
00:11:39Hannah coming.
00:11:40Clark is coming.
00:11:41Amaya coming.
00:11:43JT coming.
00:11:44JT coming.
00:11:45JT coming.
00:11:47I want a raccoon and I want to take it home.
00:11:49And make it my baby.
00:11:51Being a southern girly, I didn't really know too much about Cali.
00:11:55So seeing the snow, I didn't know about all of this.
00:11:58But it's cute.
00:12:00Oh my God.
00:12:01I have to decline.
00:12:05We don't want to do that.
00:12:09Oh my God.
00:12:10Look at the pelvic table.
00:12:11I feel like snow white.
00:12:13Cheers guys.
00:12:14Cheers to good vibes, friends and family, to talking some shit.
00:12:21Speaking of friendships, what do we think about Coco and Chris?
00:12:26I have to think I'm famous for this.
00:12:28I have been picking up that they're like possibly dating.
00:12:31I saw them at Friendsgiving when we were doing the prayer and they were going like this and
00:12:36everyone else was like this.
00:12:38And they were like that.
00:12:39And so I was like, hmm.
00:12:40And then I went go-karting and I noticed that they were like all cuddled up go-karting.
00:12:47Oh.
00:12:48So they're really a thing.
00:12:50Yeah.
00:12:51Well maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris though.
00:12:55She don't drink some shit with you.
00:12:57And I know the last time that you guys spoke was from Friendsgiving.
00:13:01Yeah.
00:13:02Okay.
00:13:02How did that conversation for you end up?
00:13:04As best as it possibly could.
00:13:06Yeah.
00:13:07When we were in the villa, I felt like you were like damn near like love bombing me.
00:13:10Like you would say like, Coco.
00:13:12No funny shit.
00:13:13Love bombing you.
00:13:14No, I'm not gonna lie.
00:13:15That's not an illusion.
00:13:16Although I was understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels, I don't think
00:13:20she was reciprocating the understanding energy.
00:13:24We obviously are not going to be besties and that's fine.
00:13:27But you know, as long as we're respectful to one another, I'm just like, forgive, let it
00:13:32go.
00:13:32Right.
00:13:33I'm really cold.
00:13:34Let's just go to the house.
00:13:35Let's blow this popsicle stand.
00:13:40Is it cold?
00:13:42Oh my gosh, it's warm.
00:13:43Oh, we should get in.
00:13:44Who are you most excited to see today?
00:13:46Everyone.
00:13:47Everyone.
00:13:47Like, it's gonna be nice that we're all in one place.
00:13:49Yeah, I appreciate it.
00:13:50Jesus Christ.
00:13:52He seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room.
00:13:56Let's just make this the guys' room.
00:13:59Okay.
00:13:59Four guys.
00:14:01Chris is like...
00:14:05The girl's okay, child.
00:14:06He's gonna be all right.
00:14:08I think that's cute.
00:14:09You gotta keep him on they toes a little bit.
00:14:11He's so silly.
00:14:12You think he's gonna try to sneak in?
00:14:14Oh, heck no.
00:14:15He better chill out.
00:14:16This is gonna be so good for you guys, like, to just spend time together and, like, get
00:14:19to know each other more.
00:14:20Yeah.
00:14:20In this kind of setting, too.
00:14:21Like, it's just a vacation.
00:14:23Mm-hmm.
00:14:23This is the life.
00:14:25How you feeling about Maya coming?
00:14:28Not really stressing about it.
00:14:29Here for the good vibes.
00:14:31You and Coco, though.
00:14:32You haven't kissed her yet, right?
00:14:34No.
00:14:35This is usually not my MO.
00:14:38Nothing in my Love Island experience has shaped me to be this way.
00:14:42I think this is just kind of how I want to move outside the villa and going forward.
00:14:48You know what you gotta do, bro?
00:14:50Get some cojones.
00:14:51And you know what you gotta hit her with?
00:14:52Huh?
00:14:52When it's just y'all two, two words.
00:14:55Come here.
00:14:57That's all you gotta say.
00:14:59That's all you gotta say.
00:15:02Aim for the middle of the square.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:05Yo.
00:15:05Period.
00:15:06Period.
00:15:07I'm actually nice.
00:15:08Hold on.
00:15:10This place is sick.
00:15:11Yo, I like the flooring.
00:15:13Oh, my gosh.
00:15:15Yay.
00:15:16Yo, do you wanna leave this?
00:15:17Hold on a sec.
00:15:19Bro, what?
00:15:19Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
00:15:21Hi.
00:15:23How are you?
00:15:24One thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool.
00:15:27So I'm gonna get in that pool.
00:15:37You want me to dunk it?
00:15:38I got you.
00:15:39This shit lowers?
00:15:40My brother.
00:15:41Bro, I'm a runner, bro.
00:15:43Oh, yeah, yeah, right, right.
00:15:44Oh, there we go.
00:15:44There we go.
00:15:45That's cool.
00:15:45Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:15:50Boys, we're hungry.
00:15:52Should we cook up?
00:15:53All right, all right.
00:15:54You know he's gonna ask us to cook.
00:15:55He's gonna piss me off.
00:15:57I think it's fair since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa.
00:16:04Oh, I like this.
00:16:05This sounds like a proposal.
00:16:06I think the woman should take care of the kids.
00:16:08Yeah, great idea.
00:16:10Yeah.
00:16:11You know, I'm not opposed.
00:16:13Are we locking it in?
00:16:13Let's make it, let's make it.
00:16:14Like, do y'all know how to make drinks?
00:16:15Yeah!
00:16:26Welcome to the crib, man.
00:16:27Yo, this is nuts.
00:16:29It's all on Brian's carton.
00:16:30Let's go, Brian.
00:16:31Shout out, Brian.
00:16:32Wait, wait, wait.
00:16:32How many bedrooms are next here?
00:16:33Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:16:34The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
00:16:37Oh!
00:16:41Where'd you at?
00:16:42We're in the hallway.
00:16:44We're in the hallway.
00:16:45We're in the hallway.
00:16:49Oh!
00:16:50Oh!
00:16:50Miss Grace, isn't it so pretty?
00:16:52It's so, so, so cool.
00:16:54I know, it's gorgeous.
00:16:56I know, it's gorgeous.
00:16:56It looks so nice.
00:16:57We need a little inspiration.
00:16:58Maya?
00:16:59Sorry, love.
00:17:01Good?
00:17:01Good, good.
00:17:03We gave each other a hug and everything, so, like, that's cleared.
00:17:07Like, that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip.
00:17:11Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time at Palm Springs, I'm going to be waking up tanning.
00:17:17I'm going to be minding my business, looking cute, taking my pictures, and calling on my boyfriend all the fucking
00:17:22time.
00:17:23Brian is not even in my gut.
00:17:25He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
00:17:29I'm hungry.
00:17:31We're making, like, ground beef and all the teams.
00:17:35You're gonna get us a hot, yeah.
00:17:37You're gonna get us a hot, yeah.
00:17:38You're gonna get us a hot, yeah.
00:17:39Just gonna check in.
00:17:40Mm-hmm.
00:17:41You straight?
00:17:42Mm-hmm.
00:17:43Oh, boy!
00:17:44It's dinner!
00:17:47How are you feeling about Charlie?
00:17:50I'm not going to acknowledge him.
00:17:51He's making it a little awkward.
00:17:53He's, like, he's awkward.
00:17:54His presence just is, like, a dark cloud, and right now I'm, like, I just don't want to do this.
00:17:58I can't deal with it.
00:17:58I can't.
00:17:59I don't have the energy.
00:18:07Smooth?
00:18:08You good?
00:18:11Promised?
00:18:12Yeah, I'm all right.
00:18:14Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
00:18:16We don't know each other like that.
00:18:18We never became friends like that.
00:18:20Essentially, it's this weird situation because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
00:18:26So trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way is tricky because it doesn't feel normal.
00:18:33Food is ready!
00:18:34Hey!
00:18:36How's seeing Hannah?
00:18:37Cool?
00:18:38Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other to Venice.
00:18:41All right.
00:18:41Do you feel like, like, there will be a conversation tonight?
00:18:47Or...
00:18:48Tonight?
00:18:49I don't know.
00:18:51Let's go!
00:18:52Come on, guys!
00:18:53It's Taco Tuesday!
00:18:54I'm hangry!
00:19:04Oh, my God.
00:19:05Well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
00:19:08Buon appetito.
00:19:09Got blessed.
00:19:09Grayson and Coco killed this.
00:19:11Thank you guys so much.
00:19:12I just put things in both.
00:19:14You helped, and so did you.
00:19:15Thank you so much for doing.
00:19:17Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
00:19:19Nah, it's fucking good.
00:19:20I don't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
00:19:26Mmm, tacos.
00:19:32Nothing.
00:19:37Something's not right here.
00:19:39Jesus.
00:19:40That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
00:19:45Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
00:19:47Coco's looking around like, what's going on?
00:19:48Bella's like, is everything okay?
00:19:50I'm looking at Iris.
00:19:52Iris is looking at Hannah.
00:19:52Hannah's looking at me.
00:19:53I'm like, what's going on?
00:20:04Something's going on.
00:20:05You ready to rip off that bandaid and confront him?
00:20:08No.
00:20:10I know that I need to break the tension because it's a little awkward, but I'm scared.
00:20:19Well, guys, we're at the end of the year.
00:20:22What better way than to leave all the tension in 2025?
00:20:27So I just want to start.
00:20:30Charlie, we have not spoken since the reunion.
00:20:38From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me.
00:20:51From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me at the reunion.
00:20:55Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
00:20:58Yeah, I will say I was not doing well.
00:21:00I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
00:21:02I'm sorry I was not thinking about you.
00:21:04I was thinking about how I would be okay.
00:21:06I accept your apology.
00:21:08You know what I mean?
00:21:08It is what it is.
00:21:09But you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
00:21:12And I was just like, this is a bit weird because...
00:21:14Because Iris is my best friend.
00:21:16And I think she was just being nice because I was next to him during the reunion.
00:21:21Yeah.
00:21:21I was just needing somebody there for me in that time.
00:21:25And Pepe was there for me.
00:21:27And I think that just shows a testament to his character.
00:21:30I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
00:21:32I just, for me, I was like, it just left an impression where I felt, is this girl genuine?
00:21:37But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
00:21:40We just, like, weren't friends.
00:21:41It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
00:21:44I literally, as soon as that reunion ended, I was fucking sobbing.
00:21:48I think that's what I struggled with a lot, is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
00:21:54I needed to go.
00:21:55I was crying.
00:21:56Brian, you were there.
00:21:57I'm fucking having a panic attack.
00:22:00I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life.
00:22:04But I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight leash.
00:22:07And now I feel like it's making it hard for me to want to do things more.
00:22:12Harder for me to leave the house.
00:22:14I haven't really figured out how to handle it.
00:22:17But I will say, we weren't in a relationship.
00:22:19It was five days of my life.
00:22:21I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
00:22:25I'm now in a relationship.
00:22:26And, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like, oh, why is this man on
00:22:30a podcast still talking about you?
00:22:32Yeah, for sure.
00:22:33I get it.
00:22:34But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
00:22:37It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey.
00:22:39Yeah.
00:22:40To getting on the show.
00:22:41And then my time in the show.
00:22:42And my time in the show involved the majority of you was the storyline.
00:22:45They were always going to ask a question about you.
00:22:48Wait, hold on.
00:22:48Are we back in the holidays?
00:22:51Like, where's the podium?
00:22:52Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
00:22:56There's ways to, like, divert the situation.
00:22:58Because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
00:23:01And it's, like, I feel like you're fueling that.
00:23:03And that's, for me, what hurts.
00:23:04No, it doesn't feel good, but we all signed up for the public eye.
00:23:07Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
00:23:09No, no, I'm saying...
00:23:09Look at how damaged, like, podcasts have caused all of us.
00:23:11You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like, this villain.
00:23:16For doing the damn thing.
00:23:17Doing what I needed to do.
00:23:19Hang on, I said...
00:23:19And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
00:23:22Not at all, not at all.
00:23:23At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
00:23:26Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
00:23:29It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
00:23:32You know, that's, like, some kind of self.
00:23:35Like, she's annoyed with herself.
00:23:36It's clearly, like, things are being said because Austin went on a podcast
00:23:39and said that I'm a snake for how I did you.
00:23:42Hannah.
00:23:43Snake-ish.
00:23:45I don't like the way she did my boy, Charlie.
00:23:47But that's on Austin.
00:23:49But that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
00:23:51That's his opinion and he's also my friend.
00:23:53The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her,
00:23:57he has an opinion on you for whatever reason.
00:24:00Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her, like, yo,
00:24:03like, TJ's too young anyway, like, it wouldn't have worked.
00:24:05I'm glad you're with Pepe.
00:24:07And you're my friend, bro.
00:24:09What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying,
00:24:12though, that his TikToks were putting you off?
00:24:26And I said, maybe, do you know what, though?
00:24:28He's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently.
00:24:30No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks.
00:24:32I said, get your back together.
00:24:33Yeah, that's not how it went down the conversation.
00:24:35I didn't...
00:24:35Yeah, how the fuck did it go down?
00:24:37They were both talking about how your TikToks were cringing them on,
00:24:40yeah, and putting them off.
00:24:44Well, that's not like...
00:24:45I mean, yeah, we talked about...
00:24:48That's not, like, that big of a deal.
00:24:51Let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
00:24:54We're losing the plot here.
00:24:56At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong,
00:24:59when deep down all this time, all this shit was going on,
00:25:02why didn't you just fucking end it?
00:25:03Do you know what I mean?
00:25:04Like...
00:25:04Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
00:25:06You're trying to make her seem like she is wrong for...
00:25:08You met TJ.
00:25:10No, just stop.
00:25:11Because you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship
00:25:13where you feel manipulated and you don't know how to navigate that,
00:25:15so don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation
00:25:18that she didn't know how to get out of.
00:25:20It is not her fault.
00:25:21It's a unique situation.
00:25:22I get that it's a unique situation like that.
00:25:24I get that it's a unique situation.
00:25:26Absolutely not.
00:25:27They just keep going in circles,
00:25:29and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig,
00:25:32and he's digging himself deeper and deeper and deeper,
00:25:34and I honestly want to just, like, be like, stop.
00:25:38Shh.
00:25:39Yeah, we should focus on the initial problem
00:25:41and then solve that shit and then move on, bro.
00:25:43Y'all, we're just talking in circles.
00:25:44Let's just, like, drop this conversation.
00:25:47What?
00:25:47You were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story.
00:25:49Iris is a part of my story.
00:25:50So how are you gonna come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
00:25:53It was them that were coming at you for the...
00:25:55But we weren't coming at him for it.
00:25:56You were saying...
00:25:57You're, like, totally going too far.
00:26:01This is intense.
00:26:03He's having a hard time explaining himself,
00:26:05and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
00:26:08I'm just glad that this is not me and Clark,
00:26:10you know what I mean?
00:26:11Because that would have been ghetto as hell.
00:26:12You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
00:26:15I think what he's just trying to clear up is that
00:26:17he only said that about you because they mentioned you
00:26:20in what you were posting.
00:26:21And he said that in a way of trying to console her
00:26:23and make her feel like maybe she was possibly making
00:26:25the right decision.
00:26:26That's what going to be.
00:26:27He's probably not trying to come for you,
00:26:28and he is probably your friend for real.
00:26:31I feel like we've been lacking, like, a lot of love
00:26:34and, like, empathy and, like, understanding and, like, care.
00:26:38Like, I feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky.
00:26:40Like, it's already bad enough.
00:26:42Like, we all feel like the world is against us.
00:26:44Well, that's what I think is happening.
00:26:46I do think you were saying it to be supportive
00:26:48and to be a good friend.
00:26:49I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
00:26:53The world is against us.
00:26:55The public is against us.
00:26:56And so it makes us look at each other different ways.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:00When, in actuality, we were all good.
00:27:03We were all fine, you know?
00:27:05And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way.
00:27:09And...
00:27:10It's caused a division in our entire cast.
00:27:11It's caused a division.
00:27:12And everybody's scared to do certain things.
00:27:14It's all, like, a big mind trip.
00:27:16And this is what I'm saying.
00:27:17I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform
00:27:20to be able to explain a bit more.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:22And it's, like, it can be frustrating
00:27:24because if you never speak, you're just gonna have to accept
00:27:27the narrative that people see.
00:27:29Exactly.
00:27:30That's so real.
00:27:30Yeah.
00:27:31I also say, going off of that,
00:27:33I was the first one out of the villa
00:27:35and I was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities,
00:27:39you know?
00:27:40The truth of it is, like, Hannah,
00:27:42you were Charlie's villa experience.
00:27:45Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know,
00:27:48I only had one person from my villa experience, too.
00:27:51And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like,
00:27:53that name is always brought up
00:27:55because that was, like, my experience.
00:27:57I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts
00:28:00was ever in a way to, like, bring you down.
00:28:04That's taken and clipped and blown up
00:28:06because you are the only person he's been associated with.
00:28:10It's just, like, for me, it's hard because, like,
00:28:15like, I don't even want to leave my house.
00:28:18Like, I don't leave my house.
00:28:20Don't worry about it.
00:28:21Don't worry about it.
00:28:22Don't worry about it.
00:28:22We all put ourselves out there
00:28:24and it can be very fucking great for us after.
00:28:27Our lives have all changed.
00:28:28We're all doing great things.
00:28:30You know what I mean?
00:28:31But it does come at a cost.
00:28:34I'm going to call my boyfriend.
00:28:38Hi.
00:28:41I'm just having a lot of anxiety.
00:28:47She probably just needs a breather.
00:28:49All right.
00:28:49Should we, uh, should we clean up?
00:28:52Yeah.
00:28:53Yeah.
00:28:54Yeah.
00:28:55No, not really.
00:28:57How you doing, Chris?
00:28:58Not a peep.
00:28:59Don't want to just chime in, you know what I mean,
00:29:01when it's not my place.
00:29:03It's hard being away from home.
00:29:09I know.
00:29:10It's just hard when you're not here.
00:29:13Hang in there?
00:29:18Hannah?
00:29:19I'm in here.
00:29:21Where is she?
00:29:22I don't know.
00:29:23I was looking at the wrong fucking door.
00:29:28I'm just getting overwhelmed.
00:29:31Don't worry.
00:29:32You said it all in a very mature way.
00:29:35Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
00:29:38Of course.
00:29:38I've been left in that, and no one backed me up.
00:29:42I have trouble.
00:29:43Like, I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch,
00:29:47but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how I'm feeling.
00:29:50You're not. You're standing up for yourself.
00:29:58It's just massive.
00:29:59Just a mess.
00:30:04Sorry, guys. I wasn't trying to, like, bring the mood down.
00:30:21Bikini's later on, are you?
00:30:23Yes, Mary.
00:30:24I probably need like five more minutes.
00:30:25Me too.
00:30:26Oh, yeah.
00:30:29Daddy!
00:30:30There you go.
00:30:31There she is.
00:30:32It's a baby!
00:30:33Is there anything else I'm gonna do?
00:30:37Did you drop the egg?
00:30:41You call him white chocolate?
00:30:43Nah, this girl, she didn't call him white chocolate.
00:30:46Don't get shy now.
00:30:48I kind of like it.
00:30:49You love it. That's okay.
00:30:51It makes me feel cool.
00:30:53You should have came. You should have had finals week last week.
00:30:56It was either come and...
00:30:58And fail everything? You get zeroes?
00:31:01Yeah, fail all my classes.
00:31:03Welcome.
00:31:04We're all ready to go shopping, get dressed, and let's go.
00:31:07It's a new day.
00:31:08New energy.
00:31:10Everyone's gonna split up, go their separate ways.
00:31:12I think everyone just needs time to breathe.
00:31:18Come on, Coco Chanel.
00:31:19Here we go.
00:31:23What are you guys doing? Let's go.
00:31:24We got a tea time.
00:31:26Tea time.
00:31:28What the hell are you guys wearing?
00:31:30Bro, I didn't bring no golf books.
00:31:32Bro, do you like the one with that golf?
00:31:34I've been golfing one time.
00:31:36I don't really own no golf gear.
00:31:38You see how me and Chris showed up.
00:31:40Take us out the hood, can't take the hood out of us.
00:31:42Let's go!
00:31:51Who's ready to golf right now?
00:31:53Let's go.
00:31:54My goal today is to get a hole in one.
00:31:57Why are you laughing?
00:31:59You want to style me?
00:32:00Yeah, I got you.
00:32:01Give me right, give me right.
00:32:02I got you.
00:32:03That's very, yeah.
00:32:04Swagger, bro.
00:32:05Like some design, son.
00:32:07What size is this?
00:32:08How long you been golfing?
00:32:09Since I was born.
00:32:11Oh, really?
00:32:12What?
00:32:14It's water.
00:32:15Really?
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:18Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
00:32:21No, you won't.
00:32:22Matcha, please.
00:32:23It's a new day.
00:32:24You know, Charlie, you know, went through a lot last night.
00:32:26I don't want him to feel alone or isolated.
00:32:28So it's time to check in, see what's going on, see how he's feeling and just, you know,
00:32:32try to really understand where he's at.
00:32:34And then can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
00:32:36Yeah.
00:32:39What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
00:32:42It is.
00:32:42You look amazing.
00:32:44Holy crap.
00:32:45Yeah, you look good.
00:32:45Yeah, you do look good.
00:32:46I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
00:32:49Yes.
00:32:50Edie's theme.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:52Back to my mommy day.
00:32:53I got more accessories and stuff.
00:32:57So it's at my mom's house.
00:32:58I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here because of the surprise.
00:33:01He's going to come back home.
00:33:02I'm going to blindfold him.
00:33:04I'm going to take him to the room.
00:33:06I'm going to change.
00:33:07And then I'm going to open up the blinds and everything's going to be set up out here.
00:33:10Okay.
00:33:11And I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
00:33:13Babe, of course.
00:33:14There's no question about that.
00:33:16I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
00:33:18Okay.
00:33:18I will go change.
00:33:20Okay.
00:33:21Love you.
00:33:21I said hi.
00:33:22I will.
00:33:22You guys need anything.
00:33:24Okay.
00:33:25You guys, look who's here.
00:33:26Hello.
00:33:27Hello.
00:33:28I feel like I'm always late to everything.
00:33:31I'm going to take a chance.
00:33:32I'll be back.
00:33:33Okay.
00:33:33Yeah.
00:33:33You see how beautiful this is?
00:33:35This is our castle.
00:33:36Our villa.
00:33:37This is our villa.
00:33:38This week is insane.
00:33:41I have like four photo shoots.
00:33:43And I'm also trying to squeeze Pounce Brams because I want to spend time with my people
00:33:49celebrating TJ.
00:33:51Hannah, you should tell me what happened yesterday.
00:33:53What happened?
00:33:54Charlie had went on a podcast and was like still talking about like our four day fucking
00:34:00getting to know each other.
00:34:01And so I just want to be like, can I set the boundary that like we don't do that anymore?
00:34:05Like, you know how the hate is like, you don't need to fuel to that.
00:34:08And he just started taking it like way too far.
00:34:11And like he started comes for Iris and TJ.
00:34:14I would never see that coming though.
00:34:16But Hannah, you did a really great job standing up for yourself yesterday.
00:34:18And the thing is you can, whatever, disrespect me.
00:34:21I'll fucking take it.
00:34:22But talk about my friend.
00:34:24And that's when I be asked.
00:34:26Okay.
00:34:27Accessories.
00:34:30How you feel?
00:34:31I'm all right, mate.
00:34:33Last night was quite a little bit.
00:34:36Mmm.
00:34:37Is that all right?
00:34:38That's really good.
00:34:38Yeah.
00:34:39Okay.
00:34:39Is that the LA level that you used to?
00:34:42It's pretty good honestly.
00:34:43It's unique.
00:34:44Like I do feel like their takes on last night weren't justified really.
00:34:48I get that you don't want someone to speak about you, especially now that you've got
00:34:51a part.
00:34:52I completely understand that.
00:34:53But the way it sounded was that I've been, you know, going on about a first time
00:34:58for the entire, for since it's happened.
00:35:00And then the whole thing of me being, trying to play victim is ridiculous.
00:35:04Yeah.
00:35:04I wish I could have done more to mediate it.
00:35:06Cause I can, I see both sides.
00:35:08So I'm just like, if y'all just went point by point and said, okay, Charlie's not victimizing
00:35:13himself.
00:35:13He finally got a platform to speak.
00:35:15We understand that.
00:35:16Okay.
00:35:16Boom.
00:35:16Moving forward.
00:35:17Hannah would like, if you didn't talk about her on podcast.
00:35:20Okay.
00:35:21Boom.
00:35:21Done, done.
00:35:22And you both are happy.
00:35:23Like Hannah and Charlie arguing definitely puts me in a tough position, but I'm going to be
00:35:26there for both.
00:35:27Not playing both sides, but holding both my friends accountable in ways that I see.
00:35:32And then just, you know, being for them in any way possible after.
00:35:35As long as you feel like you squashed it and you feel heard.
00:35:39That's what I care about.
00:35:41I'd rather just be with people that I think give me good energy, uplift my spirit.
00:35:46That's fair.
00:35:46Do you know what I mean?
00:35:51All right, here we go.
00:35:52Yeah.
00:35:53Whoa.
00:35:54Good, good, good.
00:35:57Good.
00:35:58Good.
00:35:58Oh shit.
00:35:59Wow.
00:36:00Yeah.
00:36:00Yeah.
00:36:02We're catching air.
00:36:05Wow.
00:36:06Oh.
00:36:06Yeah.
00:36:07See that TJ?
00:36:08Yeah, it looks good.
00:36:09It's not in the hole though.
00:36:11Somebody's making this.
00:36:12I can feel it.
00:36:14Hey TJ, how's your mental doing bro.
00:36:16From last night.
00:36:16Good enough to putt this in one try.
00:36:19That's for sure.
00:36:21That was pretty game set.
00:36:22I'm not going to lie.
00:36:25That looks perfect.
00:36:27Everything good with you and Charlie, bro?
00:36:29Yeah, bro.
00:36:29I honestly wasn't expecting to have a convo
00:36:32or be involved in it.
00:36:34I think you kind of got looped into it
00:36:36because I think Charlie really wanted to have
00:36:38that conversation with just Hannah.
00:36:40And Iris kind of jumped in
00:36:42and he kind of felt annoyed by it in a sense.
00:36:44And then obviously you got some of that.
00:36:46He acted a little out of line
00:36:47with some of the things he said.
00:36:50So, you know, I'm going to say my piece.
00:36:53I like Charlie.
00:36:54I don't think he had, like,
00:36:56bad intentions with what he said.
00:36:57I think he felt, like, very attacked.
00:37:00I didn't want him to, you know,
00:37:01say what he thought happened
00:37:03and then the rest of you all sitting at the table
00:37:05believe, like, that story.
00:37:08Iris and I, we spoke to Charlie after, too.
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:11Bro, you know I felt poofy, bro, like,
00:37:13but obviously that's not a nice thing to hear.
00:37:16Do you know what I mean?
00:37:16From your perspective.
00:37:17For that, like, I apologise.
00:37:19But it was never a anti-TJ,
00:37:23let's bash him down type thing, bro.
00:37:25No, I appreciate it.
00:37:26So that conversation went well?
00:37:28Yeah, it was good.
00:37:29Productive.
00:37:30Yeah, rest of the trip, we're good.
00:37:33Unless he said some other bullshit.
00:37:41It's weird because, bro, so much has changed.
00:37:43We're living life so crazy right now.
00:37:45We're doing amazing things, man.
00:37:46And then at the same time,
00:37:47there's been so many crazy changes back home as well.
00:37:50Yeah.
00:37:50And it's like, damn, so much is going on.
00:37:52You haven't had a home in months.
00:37:53On top of that, I lost two grandparents
00:37:55within the space of six months, man.
00:37:57Still haven't been able to process that.
00:37:59You've been living out of your suitcase being,
00:38:01you know, you're not with your family,
00:38:02so it's just like, it's just tough on you.
00:38:06It's difficult.
00:38:07I lost my grandma just two months
00:38:09before I went into season seven.
00:38:11And then I lost my granddad a week
00:38:13before the violin games.
00:38:15I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents.
00:38:18And then now, like, my parents are moving out
00:38:20of the family home.
00:38:22Soon, it's not going to be like,
00:38:23oh, okay, do you know what, I'll go home.
00:38:26I just feel like I have to accept it.
00:38:28I'm in my later 20s, and this is life.
00:38:30When you're stressed, like, your brain literally
00:38:31shuts down certain parts of your brain
00:38:34so it can work on the stress.
00:38:35That ties into the swallowing food thing
00:38:37that I developed, man, that fear of choking on food.
00:38:39Really?
00:38:40I noticed I was just hyper-focusing on chewing on food.
00:38:44I tried to swallow my food.
00:38:47My throat was tightened up, felt like I was choking.
00:38:50But it's something that, through connecting
00:38:52with other people, I've learned that it's actually
00:38:53way more common, and it's getting on the better side.
00:38:56When I was back home and I was chilling,
00:38:57I was relaxed, it was back to normal,
00:39:00do you know what I mean?
00:39:00And it's going to be like that.
00:39:01It was like that when I was at Austin's,
00:39:03you know what I mean?
00:39:03I haven't really spoke about that
00:39:05because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable
00:39:06and I'm quite embarrassed about it.
00:39:08That's real, bro.
00:39:09But, you know, things are only embarrassing
00:39:10if you let it be.
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12I'm glad for you to get back.
00:39:13You'll have me and Austin in L.A.,
00:39:15and we'll be able to just work out together,
00:39:16go get food together, process your grief together,
00:39:19you know what I'm saying?
00:39:19You're going to have all that support system
00:39:20once you're back.
00:39:22How's that baking?
00:39:23I saved one.
00:39:25Today's going to be good, but we're going to go.
00:39:27We're going to enjoy this party.
00:39:28We're going to get some funny-ass, goofy-ass outfits.
00:39:30So I'm excited.
00:39:33You've been good to me, bro.
00:39:34You've been really, really good to me.
00:39:37You have.
00:39:38It doesn't go in notice.
00:39:55The sun is kicking my ass.
00:39:57It is.
00:39:59How's my body looking?
00:40:00Very T.
00:40:01Yeah, we knew that.
00:40:03I want to see you
00:40:03when I wake up in the morning.
00:40:06Hey.
00:40:08Cute.
00:40:09Okay.
00:40:10What do you think you want?
00:40:11Oh, they're from Bali.
00:40:13You know, I wonder, like,
00:40:14if something like that could pass for 80s.
00:40:17No.
00:40:17No, sister.
00:40:19Oh, wow.
00:40:19These are gorgeous.
00:40:21So, um, how's it going?
00:40:23Back at the villa.
00:40:24It's going great.
00:40:25I know it's going real good.
00:40:26Ew.
00:40:28What do you mean by that?
00:40:30You creep.
00:40:31I know it's going real good.
00:40:33I know what I saw.
00:40:35What the fuck did you say?
00:40:36You saw nothing.
00:40:38Obviously, y'all slept in my room last night.
00:40:40Yeah.
00:40:41So, like, how was that?
00:40:42Girl, it's just like in the villa, child.
00:40:44It was chill.
00:40:45It was normal.
00:40:45We just slept and woke up.
00:40:48A little.
00:40:49No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:40:52Really?
00:40:52A kiss is very special
00:40:53and it's very intimate.
00:40:55It is an exchange of energy
00:40:56and, like, it's that gateway
00:40:58into, like, dang,
00:40:59do we really, like, hit it off, hit it off.
00:41:01I like that we're so attached to the hip
00:41:04even right now, like.
00:41:05Emotionally.
00:41:06Emotionally.
00:41:06Just, like, really just getting each other
00:41:08and, like, being there for one another
00:41:09and hearing each other out
00:41:10and, like, he just always makes it
00:41:11such a safe space for me.
00:41:12Yeah.
00:41:17Oh, shit.
00:41:17Yeah, you should have left on the last one.
00:41:19Fuck.
00:41:19All right.
00:41:20TJ, how do you think we did with this trip, bro?
00:41:22For real?
00:41:22You guys, we gave you and Iris the best room.
00:41:24Yeah, I have to respect.
00:41:26He's really going to win.
00:41:27Oh, my God.
00:41:28And today was great.
00:41:29Did you plan this, too?
00:41:30Yeah, man.
00:41:30Everything.
00:41:31Shit.
00:41:32We got more in plan.
00:41:33More in store?
00:41:34More.
00:41:34Shit, what are we doing?
00:41:35You'll find out.
00:41:37The fact that they have a mini golf
00:41:38in their backyard
00:41:40is the definition of free will.
00:41:45Ready?
00:41:46Yeah.
00:41:48Oh, shit.
00:41:50Do I have to keep going?
00:41:52What's the rule of a mini golf?
00:41:53Yeah, you keep going until you make it.
00:41:56Okay, that's two.
00:41:59Hey, three.
00:42:00So how are you feeling
00:42:01with your ex being here?
00:42:03Wait, hold on.
00:42:04Let me try to make this.
00:42:05Let me focus
00:42:06before we get into deep details.
00:42:10Oh, fuck.
00:42:11Oh, fuck.
00:42:12Oh.
00:42:13Almost.
00:42:15Almost.
00:42:17Like, is it weird for you,
00:42:18like, with all of us,
00:42:19like, you know,
00:42:21chatting it up with him?
00:42:22Or are you, like...
00:42:23Oh, girl, I don't give a fuck.
00:42:25Yeah.
00:42:25There's not even a fuck
00:42:26to find in the world
00:42:27for me to give.
00:42:28I still don't expect
00:42:29any of my girls
00:42:30to be buddy buddies with him,
00:42:32but having a conversation with him,
00:42:34out of respect,
00:42:35I really don't care.
00:42:36The only girl I know
00:42:37that hangs out with him
00:42:37is Bella.
00:42:38If she is going to continue
00:42:39on building a relationship
00:42:41with my ex,
00:42:42then I don't think
00:42:43that's a girl's friend.
00:42:45The only thing
00:42:46that had bothered me
00:42:47was, like, yesterday.
00:42:48I feel like she was, like,
00:42:49so quick to, like,
00:42:50defend Charlie's, like, actions.
00:42:52I don't think, like,
00:42:53him going on those podcasts
00:42:55was ever a way
00:42:57to, like, bring you down.
00:42:58Don't even, like,
00:42:59join in the conversation
00:43:00if you're gonna, like,
00:43:01invalidate my feelings.
00:43:02Yeah, yeah, I see
00:43:03what you're saying.
00:43:04If you're trying to, like,
00:43:05validate the people
00:43:06who are hurting me
00:43:08over, like, my feelings,
00:43:09especially in a moment
00:43:10where I was clearly, like,
00:43:12not having an easy time,
00:43:16that kind of shows me
00:43:17where you stand.
00:43:18It's all about respect
00:43:20and, yeah,
00:43:21it's not that fucking deep,
00:43:23but I don't even care
00:43:25how deep it is.
00:43:25It could be a fucking centimeter
00:43:26and if I feel a way about it,
00:43:28I feel a way.
00:43:29Valen.
00:43:29Did you lose the ball?
00:43:31I did.
00:43:31Damn, girl.
00:43:37What a good day
00:43:38of golfing, huh?
00:43:39Thank you guys
00:43:40so much for today.
00:43:42I felt like
00:43:42it was really refreshing
00:43:43and, honestly,
00:43:46like, I needed this.
00:43:47I felt like, you know,
00:43:48I was just a little,
00:43:49a little sister here today.
00:43:50I feel like
00:43:51I'm kind of a little excluded
00:43:53sometimes
00:43:54by some of the girls.
00:43:56Why do you feel that way, Bella?
00:43:58I think coming out of the Bella,
00:44:00I was friends with everybody,
00:44:02but I think wanting
00:44:04to be friends with everybody
00:44:05almost creates
00:44:07a division
00:44:09in everybody else's minds.
00:44:12For me,
00:44:13I'm the type of person
00:44:14who I will always
00:44:15try to make
00:44:16everybody feel included.
00:44:18If you guys haven't
00:44:18been able to tell,
00:44:19you know,
00:44:20I always want
00:44:20everybody there,
00:44:21the more the merrier
00:44:22and I'm just
00:44:24never that thought
00:44:26for other people.
00:44:28I have a hard time there
00:44:29and I honestly think
00:44:30that comes from
00:44:31some other
00:44:32deep-rooted issues
00:44:33that I've dealt with
00:44:34growing up
00:44:35and dealing with people
00:44:37just kind of dropping me
00:44:41as a friend.
00:44:43I mean,
00:44:44I come from
00:44:46a family of eight kids,
00:44:48but it was pretty much
00:44:50just me and my brothers
00:44:51for a long time.
00:44:52I've got three other sisters,
00:44:54but they kind of
00:44:55live their own lives.
00:44:56Really?
00:44:57Yeah, and they kind of
00:44:58casted me aside
00:44:59a little bit.
00:45:02To me,
00:45:03in my eyes,
00:45:03of course,
00:45:04I'm a great friend.
00:45:05Like, why doesn't
00:45:07anybody want to be friends,
00:45:09you know?
00:45:10Anyways,
00:45:11yeah,
00:45:12it's just,
00:45:12it's tough,
00:45:13I guess.
00:45:14You always got
00:45:15to invite with me.
00:45:16You can always
00:45:16kick it with us.
00:45:17I appreciate that.
00:45:19Just being included
00:45:20by the guys
00:45:21does make me feel
00:45:22so much better.
00:45:24I don't feel like
00:45:25I'm cast aside
00:45:26or cast away.
00:45:27You know,
00:45:28they let me in
00:45:29on their jokes.
00:45:30This helped
00:45:30fill my cup today, guys.
00:45:33Cheers to that.
00:45:35Bella and the boys.
00:45:38I feel like,
00:45:39do we need to get him
00:45:40a present?
00:45:41Lookie.
00:45:42I don't know much
00:45:43about golf,
00:45:44but I'm clearly
00:45:44not good at it.
00:45:46What's up,
00:45:47sexy lady?
00:45:48Hi.
00:45:48Ew, ew, ew.
00:45:50Hi, guys.
00:45:51I think that we
00:45:52should call Iris.
00:45:53Okay.
00:45:54Because it's already
00:45:55getting pretty late.
00:45:56Yeah.
00:45:56I think we need to set up
00:45:57and she's still not back.
00:45:58And we need to start back
00:45:58and we even think that.
00:45:59I miss her.
00:46:00I only saw her for, like,
00:46:01five minutes.
00:46:02Literally.
00:46:02No even.
00:46:02I'm going to call her.
00:46:05Hi, princess.
00:46:06Aw, you look so gorgeous.
00:46:08You look so cute.
00:46:09I'm tied up right now
00:46:10because I had to pick up
00:46:11the other stuff,
00:46:12the clothes and stuff,
00:46:13but I have it right here.
00:46:14Okay.
00:46:15I'm going to come back
00:46:16and help them set up.
00:46:18The vendors?
00:46:18I need you guys to help
00:46:19to, like, let them in
00:46:20and, like, set up.
00:46:21Okay, good.
00:46:22It's going to be
00:46:22freaking amazing
00:46:23and I'm so excited.
00:46:25Last thing,
00:46:26do not let TJ
00:46:27see anything.
00:46:29I'm going to be like,
00:46:29TJ,
00:46:30what the fuck
00:46:31are you on about?
00:46:32You're not that special.
00:46:35Hello?
00:46:37All right, guys,
00:46:38so are we going
00:46:39to start setting up?
00:46:42Wait, I am dead.
00:46:44Girl,
00:46:44these balloons are bigger
00:46:45than me.
00:46:46They want you to, like,
00:46:46they're just suffocating.
00:46:48You need help?
00:46:50Wait,
00:46:51Hannah,
00:46:51make sure you know
00:46:52about them.
00:46:52You got the knife?
00:46:53Yeah.
00:46:59Do you guys think
00:47:00Iris is almost here?
00:47:05But you missed him.
00:47:08Wait, what?
00:47:09Is all of this?
00:47:10This is the party decoration.
00:47:12Wait, he's 42?
00:47:12I do.
00:47:23First off a W, man.
00:47:25Oh, your girl's waiting at the floor.
00:47:27Oh, Lord.
00:47:28Girl, she's so good.
00:47:30Her TJ radar went off.
00:47:32Yeah, I love it.
00:47:33Can I have the first hug?
00:47:34What the hell?
00:47:35Wow, you guys look like you gulped up.
00:47:38Yeah.
00:47:38Come with me.
00:47:39All right, I'll see you guys.
00:47:41Feel me safe out there.
00:47:42Hey, bro, see you, man.
00:47:44Oh, shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
00:47:46You need to put this on.
00:47:47Are you dead ass?
00:47:48Yes.
00:47:49These are noise canceling.
00:47:50Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
00:47:52Just put them on.
00:47:55Can you see anything?
00:47:56How many fingers are we holding up?
00:47:58Uh, three.
00:47:59Okay.
00:48:00Lay down this way.
00:48:01Come here, on the pillow, like you're going to bed.
00:48:06Wait a second, what is going on?
00:48:08There's cameras everywhere.
00:48:10Iris, what are you doing?
00:48:12Put this on.
00:48:13Yo.
00:48:14No, TJ.
00:48:14I'm not easily satisfied.
00:48:18Put this on.
00:48:26Iris, I swear to God, what are you doing?
00:48:28Just leave it.
00:48:31What are you doing right now?
00:48:33You won't get nothing at all.
00:48:44Put this on.
00:48:45Yo.
00:48:45No, TJ.
00:48:46I'm not going to lie, this is weird as fuck.
00:48:52Oh my God, whenever I think about the 80s, I just be thinking about that chuggy move,
00:48:57that buggy move.
00:48:58Just like up, up.
00:49:13Oh my God.
00:49:32You guys are ready to go.
00:49:34Let's go.
00:49:35Let's go.
00:49:39This is some bullshit.
00:49:41I genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video.
00:49:44That's what it looks like.
00:49:46It's so TJ Brandon.
00:49:47What is going on right now?
00:49:50Can I take this off?
00:49:54What the fuck?
00:49:56What are you wearing?
00:49:59I have an outfit for you too.
00:50:01Wait, what is this for?
00:50:03I'll show you.
00:50:04This is yours, so you need to change into this.
00:50:07Don't question it.
00:50:09Guys, the second we make eye contact, happy birthday.
00:50:12It's good.
00:50:13One, two, three.
00:50:27Holy shit.
00:50:28Is this a birthday date?
00:50:29Yeah.
00:50:30Holy shit.
00:50:31Children V.A.
00:50:35That's what they say when we're together.
00:50:38And watch how you play.
00:50:40Yeah.
00:50:41Bring it in in.
00:50:43Let's go.
00:50:43Okay.
00:50:44Good.
00:50:44Go.
00:50:48Ah yes.
00:50:48Throw them in couple days in the meantime.
00:50:52All right.
00:50:53Let this spring.
00:50:53Get ready.
00:50:55Let this storm out.
00:50:59Let this dry.
00:51:02Yeah.
00:51:03The Harrison Brown mujeres song the Legal Readersダmand.
00:51:08We in the villa, looking like colors, not Michael Jackson, but we in a thriller.
00:51:13You already know this is for TJs, TJs, there's ain't no BJs, ayy.
00:51:21I think we'll know we got all of them now, it doesn't seem to be anyone around.
00:51:30Iris did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday.
00:51:34Yo, thank you guys for coming.
00:51:37I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good.
00:51:40I can see you in the next Kendo movie.
00:51:42Yeah, yeah?
00:51:43Yeah, yeah.
00:51:43Do I look like a gangster with this shit?
00:51:45For sure, bruh.
00:51:47This is like an action film.
00:51:48You're missing a chain, a chain like Charlie's.
00:51:51Oh yeah, I need a big one.
00:51:52I would like to sit down.
00:51:53Let's go.
00:51:58Can you hold me?
00:51:59I can hold you.
00:52:12My five five ass is like...
00:52:15Do you snort?
00:52:16Sometimes.
00:52:17You know that already.
00:52:18That was cute.
00:52:19I didn't take the time to kiss Coco or go after her because there's a time and place for
00:52:23everything.
00:52:24And when you have that first kiss, you want to feel it like going into it.
00:52:28When you look into somebody's eyes and you're like, okay, I'm about to kiss her.
00:52:30Like, I didn't get that yet.
00:52:31Like, I can tell we're almost there, but we're not there yet.
00:52:40Can I sit here with you guys?
00:52:42Of course.
00:52:42Yes, baby, baby.
00:52:44We all are three girls that just need to be proposed to.
00:52:47Oh, that we are.
00:52:49So, you know that thing where you are scared about marrying the wrong person?
00:52:53Like, you know, that's an actual phobia?
00:52:55Yeah.
00:52:55I feel like I had that phobia.
00:52:59Oh, steal that air guitar.
00:53:01But with TJ, I feel like he's actually, like, the guy that I've been looking for and been
00:53:09wanting.
00:53:10See, that's good because I don't have that fear because I think being an ex-wife is kind
00:53:14of, like, chic.
00:53:15Ex-wife is kind of fire.
00:53:16It's kind of chic.
00:53:17Yeah, that's my ex-husband.
00:53:18Fuck you, ex-husband.
00:53:26You know what?
00:53:27I actually like how rough that was.
00:53:29It just feels authentic.
00:53:30Bella is such a sweetheart, but she's also, like, not a pushover.
00:53:34I like that about her.
00:53:36And I feel like we recently have, like, gotten a little closer.
00:53:39So I was one of the boys for the day.
00:53:43And I'm telling you, the energy, it wasn't, like, there was no feeling of exclusion in
00:53:49the air at all.
00:53:51Yeah.
00:53:52I'm like, where's all my friends?
00:53:54You look good as fuck.
00:53:56Good outfit choice.
00:53:57I wish there was more room on this.
00:54:01Hey.
00:54:01Hi, love.
00:54:02Hey, sugar.
00:54:04Yeah.
00:54:04What's going on with y'all?
00:54:06She's chatting it up.
00:54:07Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about not feeling as included
00:54:13in this whole group dynamic.
00:54:16Yeah.
00:54:17Oh, gosh.
00:54:17No.
00:54:18No, don't.
00:54:19No, she's not.
00:54:21Delilah Kendall.
00:54:22Let's go.
00:54:23Oh, my.
00:54:25I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time.
00:54:30I'm feeling the same thing.
00:54:32I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:54:34I mean, they're having a group conversation right now.
00:54:36And none of them are asking where we are or for us to join.
00:54:41Will you marry?
00:54:42Yes.
00:54:42I knew it.
00:54:48Keep my wife's name out your goddamn mouth.
00:54:53Yeah.
00:54:54I hope you saw that.
00:54:55The motion of the ocean, baby.
00:55:00She said yes!
00:55:04I'm not trying to, like, start something that's not there.
00:55:07But it's hard to see them laughing.
00:55:09And, like, they're literally, like, laughing and having a really good time.
00:55:12And, like, I wish we could all share that together.
00:55:14It's difficult because, you know, every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you closest with?
00:55:19Amaya, Hannah, Iris.
00:55:21Yeah.
00:55:22And if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they would ever, like, mention my name at
00:55:29all.
00:55:52For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:55:57Right.
00:55:58Like, when we left the villa, I thought we had a really good friendship.
00:56:01Yeah.
00:56:01Then, you know, Hannah, her and Iris got really close.
00:56:04They would go and hang out.
00:56:06We're all in L.A.
00:56:07And I would never get a call to hang out with them.
00:56:09It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:56:11And I always try to include them.
00:56:12And it just hasn't been reciprocated.
00:56:15Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa.
00:56:19I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off, but it does make me really sad.
00:56:26And I feel like there's been just a stop to it.
00:56:29Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people.
00:56:34Like, I wonder if she's even noticed.
00:56:36I thought that this trip would kind of, like, feel like summer camp.
00:56:39I had high hopes, like, bring us all back together.
00:56:42And it's hard to see.
00:56:44The fact that we're CASA girls, I don't think that we share the same relationship.
00:56:52Like, we all want to be cool girls.
00:56:53We are cool girls.
00:56:55So, to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler, it doesn't feel good.
00:57:02I just think, like, they've got each other and they're good.
00:57:04And they don't, they're not looking to, like, build more friendships.
00:57:09But it's hard because, like, we already had that, like, those friendships.
00:57:12Right.
00:57:13They already insisted.
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:15Especially with you.
00:57:16Yeah.
00:57:16And the vibe I get from them is, like, you can't sit with us.
00:57:19Yes, that's how it feels.
00:57:20Exactly.
00:57:21Oh, I had a really deep talk with Charlie.
00:57:24Just about everything he's been going through and, you know, trying to get a visa and his grandparents
00:57:28and the journey he's been on.
00:57:30I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that.
00:57:33So, I just gave him grace.
00:57:35You know what I'm saying?
00:57:35Wait, he, he, his grandparents?
00:57:37He lost two of his, he lost, um, two of his grandparents within six months.
00:57:41No way.
00:57:42Yeah.
00:57:43I'll give Charlie grace because I understand it can be difficult, especially when everything's
00:57:48chaotic and a mess.
00:57:49But we all go through things.
00:57:51I just don't think it's an excuse to be, like, a shit person.
00:57:58Happy birthday to you.
00:58:01I'll bring happy birthday to you.
00:58:06I'll bring happy birthday to you.
00:58:06I just killed it tonight, but it means a lot when everyone can come together and we can
00:58:10celebrate something.
00:58:11Like, just being in this house alone with everyone, you know, brings some good times and memories
00:58:16back.
00:58:17I'm just grateful that we can all be together and celebrate.
00:58:21It means a lot.
00:58:22So cute.
00:58:23Silly face.
00:58:28Come on, come on.
00:58:29Let's go.
00:58:30All right.
00:58:30Bye, girl.
00:58:31Good night, bro.
00:58:32Good night, bro.
00:58:33Good night.
00:58:33Good night.
00:58:34Good night.
00:58:34I'm gonna get cheese.
00:58:36Yeah.
00:58:36Good night, love.
00:58:51Good night, bro.
00:59:06Good night, bro.
00:59:10I get fare!
00:59:18I'm sad I'll be leaving you today it's our last day here ass out sons out let's do it I
00:59:29just want
00:59:29to get that drive home good with my might be traffic hello hi sugar what are you doing
00:59:40chilling in the floaty I wanted to give you an update busy girl busy woman so at dinner I told
00:59:49Charlie like not to go on podcast talking about me anymore and I felt like maybe there was like
00:59:54some resolve at least like you know obviously it's we're not gonna be like best buds but like
01:00:00cordial you know especially I'm gonna have to be in situations where he's around I don't hold
01:00:05grudges once it's like done and it's spoken about there's no reason for me to like loiter on it and
01:00:11like try to be like make myself more upset I think that does not help my anxiety the past is
01:00:17in the
01:00:17past let it go I don't have to see you ever again in my life if I don't want to
01:00:21and that's all I will
01:00:23say by the end of the night I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs it's less
01:00:28awkward
01:00:37but like also I don't need to be friends with him I don't really care but like I don't want
01:00:43to feel
01:00:44like awkward every time he's around you know yeah today is the last day we're all together that's so
01:00:56sad I know y'all ready to go it's like hurting turtles come on I want to have a baby
01:01:14you want to
01:01:15have a baby yeah I just want to hold one I am going to I'm manifesting right people I'm about
01:01:25the difficult conversations they've got to be had if you can communicate the uncomfortable stuff
01:01:32then you're obviously making progress you're breaking through no bad blood yeah it was really
01:01:47nice seeing you we'll see you soon okay it brings me so much joy not to see them on good
01:01:57terms but
01:01:58just be like yo like a lot of shit happens like it's good there's still like respect for each other
01:02:03because of like what we went through together so they hug and he leaves I'm just like you know I'm
01:02:07saying I felt a little proud I helped out a little bit have fun be safe I feel that me
01:02:13and Charlie can
01:02:13be civil I don't want to like be his best friend but be in a room together it's not it
01:02:18doesn't have
01:02:18to be weird that's it London man is out you know it was rough before it got smooth but seeing
01:02:26Hannah and
01:02:27Charlie hug goodbye on the last day is exactly what this is about Charlie has left the villa
01:02:43next time on love island beyond the villa I thought why not bring a white Christmas to LA
01:02:54I just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name bro somebody told me that you hooked
01:02:59up
01:02:59with a couple of people at a party I'm gonna walk away this is too much I just don't want
01:03:04to do this
01:03:04anymore how you like in LA I like it a lot I'll definitely put me in for compromising you know
01:03:12me want to be country her want to be city I'm really close with Austin I don't know what's going
01:03:18on with us right now wait has you not been talking to rave since July I've kind of been a
01:03:24little bit
01:03:25of a hoe I've said that multiple times why are you making it so hard
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