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00:04I know death. I've seen it, felt it, fought it. I've saved some people I never really
00:14knew and lost others whose names I'll never forget. One way or another, they all haunt
00:21you. Tonight, they say the veil is thin, that the dead walk among us, if only for a little
00:30while. Is that just something we tell ourselves to ease the ache, or is it real? Do they stay
00:38with us, somehow hear us when we speak their names? Are they really gone if we still hold
00:46them in our hearts? If we remember.
01:05Hey, can you see in that thing? Uh, can you hold my head?
01:14Oh, that's better. Sure you don't want me to drive? Babe, I'm the headless horseman.
01:22Climb into my steed.
01:26Oh, okay.
01:33Can you hold me?
01:42Vance, seriously?
01:43Sorry, it's just really hard to see in this thing.
01:46Which is exactly why I told you to put it on when we got to the party.
01:49People will know it's me.
01:50Right, because you'll have no idea who you are when you walk in with your girlfriend.
01:54But you're not my girlfriend.
01:55You're a sexy vampire.
02:00Hey, headless. Not handless.
02:02Keep your paws on the wheel.
02:03I will, once I can see.
02:05Again, can you help?
02:06I can't see. Can you just pull?
02:13The bunny. The bunny. The bunny. The bunny.
02:17Can you just help me?
02:24911, what's your emergency?
02:26My boyfriend and I just got in a car accident.
02:28I think he's really hurt.
02:35All right, driver's side took the brunt of it.
02:37Buck, Ravi hit the engine.
02:41LAFD, ma'am. How are you guys doing?
02:42I'm okay.
02:43But my boyfriend, he didn't say much after the crash.
02:46I think it knocked him out for a few seconds.
02:48All right, we'll get him out. Just hold tight, okay?
02:50And Eddie, we got two injured. Both in costumes.
02:54Damn, I'm ready?
02:55So much for avoiding the costume curse this year.
03:00Buck, grab the jaws.
03:02Yeah.
03:02Ravi, keep the engine cool.
03:04You got it.
03:05Are you in any pain or discomfort? I see some blood here.
03:07I bit my lip.
03:09LAFD, sir, can you tell me your name?
03:11Van, was there an accident?
03:14Do you not remember?
03:15My costume kept slipping.
03:18Don't move.
03:19Okay, we still gotta check you out, sir.
03:21All right, can you feel your toes?
03:23No. No, I don't think so.
03:26Okay.
03:29How is he?
03:31Cervical spine trauma.
03:32I think he might be going into shock.
03:34But it's too risky to pull him out from the passenger side.
03:37Jaws flying in.
03:43Jaws are dead.
03:45Dead how?
03:46Costume curse.
03:47Costume's not a curse.
03:48It's a sea collar.
03:49Look.
03:50It's keeping traction on his neck.
03:53All right, let's get the backboard ready.
03:55Buck, shock the tires.
03:56Ravi, you're on the winch.
03:57We're pulling this door off.
03:58Got it.
04:10Okay, Ravi.
04:11Ready.
04:13Yeah.
04:14Keep falling.
04:16Almost there.
04:23Sir.
04:24Do you feel any pain?
04:25No.
04:26Just step.
04:27Feet are tingly.
04:28All right.
04:28Can you move them?
04:29Okay.
04:30Good.
04:30Good.
04:31We love to see it.
04:31How's the other person doing?
04:33You mean the other woman in the car with you?
04:35The guy in the road.
04:36The one that we hit.
04:38I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
04:40Cap!
04:41I think we got another one!
04:44L-A-F-D.
04:45Can you hear us?
04:47L-A-F-D?
04:47Does anyone need help?
04:49L-A-F-D.
04:52Fuck.
04:53Yeah.
04:57I didn't see anything before the crash.
04:59I swear.
05:00I'm telling you, there was a guy.
05:02Got him.
05:03What is that?
05:05This looked like the guy you hit.
05:07Oh, thank God.
05:09We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
05:11A few minor scrapes and bruises, but I think you'll live.
05:14D-A-F-D.
05:23No.
05:24No.
05:42Oh...
05:57Is something going to happen to me when I eat this cookie?
06:00Come on, will you? Just take a bite.
06:06Well?
06:07It's good.
06:08But is it right?
06:09I don't know what that means.
06:11Something is missing.
06:12I keep trying to recreate Bobby's famous snickerdoodles from memory because I can't find the recipe.
06:16Maybe if you baked less and unpacked more, you'd be able to find things.
06:19Well, maybe you could judge less and help me look more.
06:27All right, K doesn't stand for kitchen.
06:30I think K was for kitsch?
06:33What?
06:34I thought I'd be able to remember what was in the boxes.
06:37I didn't know it was going to take me four months to find a place
06:39and then another three to get the previous tenant to move out.
06:42Yeah, I think I would have walked away.
06:44Yeah, but how about that backyard?
06:45The trees are nice.
06:47Yeah, I actually have to speak with the landlord about them.
06:50I keep hearing noises in the night.
06:52I think maybe squirrels in the attic.
06:55Squirrels, huh?
06:57Or maybe it's ghosts.
07:01It's squirrels.
07:02Or squirrel ghosts.
07:04Don't.
07:04Why are you being like this?
07:05Because it's Halloween.
07:06It's the spirit of the season.
07:08Or maybe I'm sensing some paranormal energies in here.
07:15The energies are normal, unlike you.
07:20Oh, wow.
07:22Oh, did you find the recipe?
07:27Yeah.
07:29I really miss him.
07:31I know.
07:42That's a great place for it.
07:43Maybe he'll help inspire you in the kitchen.
07:48Wait, so you didn't like the snickerdoodles?
07:56No, no.
07:57It's great.
07:58Honestly.
07:59I can even get a workout in before breakfast.
08:03Sorry.
08:04I've just been shoving everything into this room
08:06until I can figure out where it should go.
08:08And then I had to close the door
08:09and just kind of forget all about it
08:11until we discussed you moving in.
08:14Was it a discussion?
08:17It's really nice.
08:18Oh, I'm glad you like it.
08:19And I can definitely find another place for the bike.
08:22No, might as well leave it.
08:24He's got to stay in shape
08:25to pass his firefighter's fitness assessment, right?
08:27Hey, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
08:30I haven't even gotten called in for an interview yet.
08:33Now, this dresser is empty,
08:35so you can put all your stuff in here.
08:38But I'm afraid I may have stashed
08:40a few things in the closet.
08:50I'll find another place.
08:56They can stay.
08:57I think it'll be nice having a piece of them here.
09:03Um, I'll let you settle in,
09:05and, uh, I'll order us some lunch.
09:14I didn't think Stockholm Syndrome kicked in that fast.
09:17I'm not a hostage.
09:19I agreed to move in here,
09:20and she agreed to be open to me
09:22joining the fire department.
09:23You don't need her permission, Harry.
09:26But I want it.
09:28I want her to support what I'm doing.
09:30I want her to be proud of me.
09:33It turns out that he was driving his friends
09:36while your abuelos were at work.
09:38Is that a license?
09:39He didn't have a license?
09:41Our golden boy failed his driver's test twice,
09:45and yet he can get the car started without a key.
09:48Dad.
09:50Okay, he is doing his math,
09:52and I'm thinking I might want to start hiding my car keys.
09:56Maybe you'd like to hide them with ease.
10:01What are you guys doing searching through my kitchen?
10:05Sorry, I didn't know that you kept anything
10:08other than roasting pans above your refrigerator.
10:11The prayer book was a gift from Captain Nash.
10:14He was Catholic?
10:15He was.
10:17And the rosary?
10:18Those are mine.
10:21Edmundo, you're going back to church.
10:24I've only gone to a few masses.
10:26Let's not make a big deal about it.
10:29Oh.
10:31It is a big deal.
10:33You are reconnecting with your faith,
10:35with your community.
10:37I don't know how connected I feel yet.
10:39I don't even know if I'm doing it for me or Bobby.
10:42How does Christopher feel about it?
10:43He doesn't know yet.
10:45I'm not going to pressure him, okay?
10:47I was forced to go to church, and I hated it.
10:49But when he gets older,
10:51he can decide for himself.
10:53I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
10:57I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
10:58I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:04I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:08I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:10I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:11I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:12I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:13I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:15I don't know if I'm not going to be able to do it for him.
11:30The cream of tartar, a missing ingredient.
11:43Oh, my God.
11:45Guys, guys, oh, my God.
11:47You're not gonna believe this.
11:48Okay, so, you know how I told you all
11:50I've been having trouble with the snickerdoodles?
11:57Bobby's recipe.
11:59Come on, guys.
12:00I've been working at this for weeks,
12:01trying to figure out the missing ingredient.
12:03You say so.
12:05Forget it.
12:06Just taste.
12:06Here, take it.
12:07Come on.
12:08Okay, hen, you get one.
12:11Robbie.
12:12Come on, Jenna, cat.
12:13Take a bite.
12:14Oh, damn.
12:15This is pretty good.
12:18I mean, Cap always was an excellent baker.
12:20You know what he was even better at?
12:21Not talking about baking.
12:24He's a great buck.
12:25Guess how I figured it out.
12:27Obsessively trying every spice in the cabinet
12:28in alphabetical order?
12:30No.
12:32Bobby told me.
12:33Okay, but...
12:34I know it sounds crazy.
12:36I really think he helped me.
12:38I found a picture of him and I.
12:39I put it in the kitchen.
12:41Next night, bam.
12:42There it is.
12:44Cremantartar.
12:46It's not completely crazy.
12:47I mean...
12:48People experience things
12:50they can't explain all the time.
12:53You sure is just Cremantartar?
12:56Yeah.
12:56Because you are not Eddie Diaz.
12:58He is the opposite of superstitious.
13:01Remember?
13:02I'm trying to keep an open mind.
13:04Leave room for the unknown.
13:05Who hurt you, shapeshifter?
13:08You know, I wouldn't say
13:09this is the craziest thing
13:10I've ever heard,
13:11though it's close.
13:12But whatever this is...
13:13It's Bobby.
13:22Tell him we miss him.
13:27911, what's your emergency?
13:29We've lost her pumpkin!
13:31Sir, a missing pumpkin
13:32is not an emergency.
13:33Oh, it's about to be.
13:37Satan, your kingdom must come down.
13:40Wait!
13:41Satan, your kingdom must come down.
13:45You've been feeding your kingdom
13:47all over this land.
13:50Satan, your kingdom must come down.
13:54You know, the mothers,
13:55they're gonna break kingdom down.
13:58You know, the mothers,
13:59they're gonna break kingdom down.
14:02You're not a preacher,
14:04they're not a preacher,
14:05they're gonna break kingdom down.
14:07You're not a preacher,
14:08they're gonna break...
14:09All units we advise pumpkin
14:10is orange,
14:11approximately 20 feet in diameter,
14:13and last seen heading
14:13northwest on 8th Street.
14:15Use caution when approaching.
14:17Satan, your kingdom must come down.
14:20Satan, your kingdom must come down.
14:22One L-70,
14:23I'm showing you in the area.
14:24This is one L-70
14:25in pursuit on foot.
14:26It just took out a food vendor
14:27in person square.
14:29Do you still have eyes on it?
14:29I lost it.
14:44Okay, so northwest on 9th,
14:46winds blowing north,
14:47northwest 8 miles per hour,
14:48which means heading right
14:50for the freeway.
14:50Well, if that thing bounces
14:51down onto the 110...
14:53It'll be a new level of chaos,
14:54a mass casualty pile up.
14:55Well, we gotta cut it off
14:56before it gets there, okay?
14:589th and Grand.
14:59We gotta play hard
15:00if you attack him down the ground.
15:03We gotta play hard
15:05if you attack him down the ground.
15:08You've been speeding up to...
15:09Dispatch, we're at 9th and Grand.
15:11No sign of the gorge yet.
15:12If I'm right,
15:13it will be there any second.
15:15Then what do we do?
15:16Stop it.
15:23I got visual.
15:24Everybody, back!
15:25Get back!
15:26Get back!
15:49Get back!
15:50Damn it!
15:52Get back!
15:54Get back!
16:04Dispatch,
16:04this is 727L30
16:05in position to neutralize
16:07the suspect.
16:11Taser, Taser, Taser!
16:18727L30,
16:19what's your status?
16:22Dispatch,
16:22suspect has been subdued.
16:25Nice work, Sgt.
16:28What are you smiling at?
16:33A crowd than I expected
16:34on a weekday morning.
16:37It's the only mass of the day now.
16:40Prayers can't be choosers.
16:43Not my life.
16:45It's Father Bolsonaro.
16:47I'm a funny priest.
16:49I don't remember those growing up.
16:51Maybe I, uh, wouldn't have hated mass so much.
16:54Well, you need something to rebel against.
16:57It wasn't just about rebellion, you know?
17:00Never felt that thing.
17:03God's presence or whatever you're supposed to feel.
17:05And now you're back.
17:07Whoa!
17:07I wouldn't say back.
17:09I'd say, um, testing the waters.
17:11Taking the test.
17:12Coming to a mass on a Wednesday?
17:14Only for you, because you're my abuela and I love you.
17:20But what is love if not a sign of God's presence?
17:25Hmm.
17:27So when I was looking for him in church...
17:30My children, you were looking in the wrong place.
17:36Let's go to the market.
17:38Oh, God!
17:40We call upon you in the dire hour of our need.
17:46Brother Kent and sister Lydia have led a most devout life,
17:50raising a family in the light of your own life.
17:53Almighty ways.
17:56Now, your innocent child, dear sister Abigail,
18:01has been taken by the devil.
18:04Our brothers and sisters, raise their hands and voices
18:08in praise of your power to cast out this evil soul.
18:15We beg you, release this poor child's demonic bondages.
18:20You spell Satan from her body!
18:24Free her from suffering!
18:26Ah!
18:28Ah!
18:29Ah!
18:30Ah!
18:30Ah!
18:31Ah!
18:32Ah!
18:35Ah!
18:41Ah!
18:44Ah!
18:47Ah!
18:47Ah!
18:48Ah!
18:48Ah!
18:50Ah!
18:50Ah!
18:51Ah!
18:52Yeah!
18:57Ah!
18:57Ah!
19:01Ah!
19:06Ah!
19:08L-A-F-D, make way.
19:10Paramedics coming through.
19:11Please, please, please, please.
19:13She clapped on him like a vice.
19:15Not the kind of bite I was expecting.
19:18It's not her fault.
19:19It's the demon inside her.
19:20The demon?
19:21The demon.
19:22Brother Isaac was casting it out of her body.
19:24You were doing an exorcism?
19:26Devil's in her.
19:31We must pray together.
19:32All right, great.
19:33Buck, please, set the praying up outside.
19:35Come on, guys.
19:36Give him some space.
19:37Let's go.
19:37Let's go.
19:37Let's go.
19:38Let's go.
19:39Let's go.
19:39Come on.
19:40Outside.
19:42Let's go.
19:59Does your daughter have a history of mental illness?
20:02No, nothing like that.
20:03She had any medication?
20:04Hit her head recently?
20:05No, she's been perfectly healthy until now.
20:07What about travel?
20:08Maybe something out of the country?
20:10I attended a pre-college program in Costa Rica last month, though.
20:13She told us it was a missionary trip.
20:15Since then, we've been keeping her close.
20:19Clearly.
20:21Hey, Cap.
20:23I think I know it.
20:24I think I know where the devil came from.
20:25I think I know where the devil came from.
20:27I'm coming to you.
20:31What do we got?
20:32In here.
20:33Check it out.
20:44they must have been keeping her in here against her will probably for days
20:48i mean there's not great airflow back here maybe mold or something
20:56no different toxins people's high hearts racing severe muscle spasms spasms could be from the pain
21:04can start with ketamine if we can keep her still long enough
21:10it's the devil no it's tetanus they were keeping her in a room back there on a rusty bedroom if
21:18you
21:18check her feet i'm willing to bet there's a puncture room your daughter didn't need prayers she needed
21:24antibiotics start with midazolam hopefully relaxes her enough so we can get to the hospital
21:30then if that doesn't work we'll have to go paralytic prepare to intubate her just in case
21:36she stops breathing the devil can't take her respectfully sir i'm gonna need you to shut
21:43it i would hate to hit the wrong patient
21:54give it a second
21:58it's not working going stronger prepare one milligram of sex wait wait wait wait i think
22:05there's too much sensory input the lights they might be making it worse buck let's go dark
22:28go
22:40oh thank god all right let's get her on a gurney
22:50so possession huh why do you think the devil chose abigail she was a good girl
22:56sometimes those are the easiest to lead astray abigail was losing her faith she wanted to leave us
23:04leave our way of life
23:07can we go with her uh you can visit her at the hospital later assuming she still wants to see
23:14you why wouldn't she want to see us
23:17you locked her in a cell tied her to a table she said she was sick and you said it
23:23was the devil we
23:24know what's best for our daughter sounds like that's something for a higher power to decide
23:28you're under arrest for false imprisonment child abuse and endangerment the three of you you have the right to remain
23:36silent
23:54okay
23:55hey there you are are you chris doing anything for halloween just ordering some pizza watching a movie why what
24:03if you and chris came over
24:07and we try to talk to bobby a ouija born you really think that's what my son should be doing
24:12on halloween
24:13it's ages eight no i checked
24:16really buck just need to quit the whole haunted house bit it's not real
24:21what happened to leaving a little room for the unknown abigail happened
24:26she put her faith in everything she was supposed to and what did she get
24:29tetanus lockjaw maybe 30 years of therapy it's not supernatural it's just
24:35ordinary and ugly
24:40i'm sorry buck but god wasn't in that room
24:44and bobby isn't in your house
24:56what did you get um i got some sour worms
24:59i'll treat you my peanut butter cup for your sour worms
25:01sure
25:01treat these
25:03hide down
25:06you're waking the dead
25:07do you not read r.i.p rest in peace
25:11to send you nothing to your living beings
25:14he's funny
25:16what are you supposed to be
25:21dead
25:28let's totally be that next year
25:41where's your costume thought we're going to a party tonight
25:43i lied and seriously raggedy andy
25:48surprisingly popular with single women
25:52okay this is not
25:54not weird
25:56i can explain
25:58you want to use the ouija board to talk to cap's ghost who you think is haunting your house
26:02great so you're in
26:05i might as well be uh turns out i have nothing else to do tonight
26:08uh lower the lights would you
26:10i don't think you have to do that for a ouija board
26:12uh no but i didn't buy any candy this year and i don't want people thinking i'm home
26:16over there
26:18all right
26:23here we almost have a message
26:28oh
26:35tea
26:45you're an idiot
26:47really rob
26:48it's what bobby would say if he was here
26:51which i'm sorry buck
26:52he's not
26:58what was that
27:06buck
27:07it's a shelf
27:09the footprint
27:19grab that flashlight
27:24okay uh give me your boost
27:25all right
27:27okay okay on three
27:28one two three
27:39okay thank you
27:40you have a good evening
27:42his name is duane payton
27:43according to his id and your landlord
27:45he used to live here
27:47well yeah but i thought he got evicted
27:49they served the notice and then he disappeared
27:52into my attic
27:54look
27:55we can charge you for trespassing
27:56illegal lodging
27:57vandalism
27:58is that what you want
28:02hey was it fun for you
28:05making me feel like my house was haunted
28:07the kid was right
28:08you're an idiot
28:10yeah well i'm gonna press charges
28:12how about that
28:13huh
28:13get him out of my house
28:14lock him up
28:15my house
28:15no it's not
28:16not anymore
28:17you can't keep me out
28:18i got in before and i'll get in again
28:20right to remain silent my friends
28:22hey hey wait
28:24where's the recipe
28:27bobby's recipe i know you took it so what did you do with it
28:30i didn't take anything
28:33so how did you know cream of tartar
28:36cookies were dull
28:38needed a tang
28:51you need some help cleaning up
28:54no
28:55i'm all good
28:59hey if you were so sure
29:02that it wasn't bobby's ghost
29:03then why did you play along earlier
29:08you seemed like you needed it
29:22hey mom
29:23oh
29:24what are you doing
29:25i'm going to a halloween party
29:28you like the costume
29:31you have a costume
29:33well
29:33yeah i mean it's a costume tonight
29:35but once i graduated from the academy
29:38stop talking
29:43you know
29:44for a minute
29:46i really thought that i was wrong
29:48that maybe i had overreacted when you said that you would apply to join the fire department
29:53but now i see
29:55that i was right
29:58right about what
29:59that you're not ready for this
30:01because that is not a costume
30:03and the fact that you think it is tells me that you are nowhere near mature enough
30:07to do the job
30:08oh mom it's not like that
30:10i just
30:11i wanted to see how it felt
30:13no now you know
30:15so you can take it off
30:17and find yourself another costume
30:28father god
30:29today we commit the soul
30:30jeremiah kamada
30:31to your loving care
30:33may perpetual light shine upon him
30:36guiding his soul to eternal peace
30:38lord let his memory be a blessing
30:40and grant that he is peacefully laid to rest
30:43in your loving and gentle hands
30:45amen
30:51hello
30:53uh excuse me
30:55this one's taken
30:57i'm in here
30:58hello
30:59jeremiah
31:02jeremiah is that the
31:04not jeremiah
31:08we were in the middle of lowering the casket when we heard a voice
31:11grave diggers removed the casket so we could see inside
31:13only for us to find well
31:17who is that
31:18not my husband
31:19is he alive
31:20no
31:21he is not
31:22he's just playing dead
31:24i am dead
31:25if he makes it out of my husband's grave
31:27he'll wish he were dead
31:29okay how about you all let us handle it from here
31:31robbie
31:31right this way father ma'am
31:33now will you beings finally leave me to rest in silence
31:38it took me forever to find this place
31:41okay what are you thinking
31:43uh psychiatric or a substance
31:45maybe he has a concussion he could have fallen in
31:48why don't we just ask him
31:50no just please leave me alone
31:54i just want to talk
31:57doesn't anybody have any respect for the dead
32:00that gash on your forehead
32:02do you remember how you died
32:03a man in a blue car
32:05he ran me over
32:07and did you get a good look at him
32:08i never saw his face
32:09i don't think he had one
32:13he didn't have a face
32:15he didn't have a head
32:18the guy in the road
32:19the one that we hit
32:20i think they were dressed as a scarecrow
32:22this looks like the guy you hit
32:23we're starting to worry
32:24i might have killed someone
32:27a man without a head
32:29i'm starting to hit a man we couldn't find
32:31eddie
32:32what side is the injury on
32:35right
32:35right frontal lobe
32:40cotard syndrome
32:41uh who's syndrome
32:42it's a neuropsychiatric disorder
32:44it's walking corpse syndrome
32:46damaged regions of the brain
32:47that involve self-awareness
32:49perception
32:49leading a person to believe that they're dead
32:51or they don't even exist at all
32:53is that even something we can cure
32:55sir do you mind if i check something out
33:00oh no
33:03uh guys
33:05i can't find a pulse
33:08what is he doing
33:09he's bringing him back to life
33:11anything eddie
33:13no pulse
33:14pulse i uh i think he's gone
33:16not if we can help it
33:18hen
33:19the defibrillator
33:20yeah
33:31all right starting compressions
33:35all right
33:37pulse check
33:39come on
33:42okay claire
33:46we've got a pulse
33:50and it's a pretty strong one too
33:57we almost lost you there
33:59but you made it
34:00welcome back
34:03i'm back
34:04he is so bad
34:09i'm really back
34:10from the dead
34:13my family's gonna be so happy to hear about this
34:17you're so bad
34:21do you think we can bury my husband now
34:24uh-huh
34:25yeah
34:25yeah
34:26yeah
34:26coming up
34:27yeah yeah yeah we should
34:28come on
34:29yeah
34:29okay
34:30yeah
34:30yeah
34:30yeah
34:30hi jeremiah
34:32uh-huh
34:33don't listen
34:42seriously
34:46duane
34:50duane
34:51No.
35:24A sobriety chip.
35:27Hey, Cap.
35:38Morning, Dad.
35:39Hey, kiddo. You're up early.
35:42I thought maybe Ebola was cooking.
35:44She's not here, but I can make you something.
35:46But I saw her last night.
35:48She was in my room.
35:49She told me not to be afraid.
35:52And that she loved me.
35:56I think you were dreaming, bud.
35:59Get you something to eat.
36:03Hey, Tia.
36:04Guess everyone's getting an early start today.
36:07Eddie.
36:08Tia?
36:09Eddie.
36:10What's wrong?
36:13It's your abuela.
36:17She's gone.
36:35I came to pick her up for church.
36:39And when she didn't answer, I let myself in.
36:45They say that they look like they're sleeping.
36:50But I knew the second I saw her, she was gone.
37:14I thought that maybe one of the officers would help me.
37:23But they said that I needed to be the one to call for someone to come get her.
37:30Funeral home.
37:35They said it would be a few hours.
37:40I don't know what we'll do until then.
37:45I don't know what we'll do until then.
37:46What if we prayed?
37:50I think she would like that.
37:53Okay.
38:11You said you dropped the charges.
38:13Well, you didn't actually do any damage.
38:16And you did help with the whole cookie thing, so I figured I'd repay the favor.
38:23Thanks, man.
38:26But, uh...
38:26Not sure where I'm supposed to go now.
38:29Well...
38:30How about a meeting?
38:32It's one a few blocks from here.
38:35You're a friend of Bill W.
38:37I'm a friend of a friend.
38:42You sure left your mark.
38:46You were a good man.
38:49Good husband.
38:51You loved and inspired my kids.
38:57I'm not sure I'll ever forgive you for that.
39:00That's not his fault.
39:06Bobby was a good guy, and I loved him.
39:09But I was the son of a first responder long before I ever met him.
39:15It's not about being like him, Mom.
39:19It's about being like you.
39:37The first day of a loss isn't the hardest.
39:40There's too damn much to do.
39:42People to call.
39:45Arrangements to make.
39:47Too busy to remember.
39:49Too overwhelmed to let go.
40:17Sadness is for tomorrow.
40:18When finally you're alone.
40:21heartbroken and angry in the quiet and the silence
40:24until
40:27until you realize
40:30you're never really alone at all
40:52you
40:53say
40:53no
40:54you're not
40:57you're not
41:01you're not
41:02I'm
41:04those
41:05who are
41:08you're not
41:10you're not
41:16I'm
41:17I'm
41:26maybe we have to be the ghosts of the people we love
41:29haunting the world with their memory
41:32and the lessons they left behind
41:35maybe there are no specters
41:37no spirits
41:38just us
41:41celebrating
41:41dancing
41:44remembering
41:44alive
41:46together
41:48and maybe
41:50that's enough
41:52we should do this every year
41:57does it make you too sad?
42:00no
42:00it's that you're still here
42:04you know
42:12yeah
42:13I know
42:15yeah
42:16yeah
42:16yeah
42:32I know
42:36yeah
42:36yeah
42:36yeah
42:36I know
42:36they shall make mud
42:36yeah
42:42yeah
42:42yeah
42:42yeah
42:43yeah
42:43yeah
42:45yeah
42:47yeah
42:47yeah
42:47yeah
42:48yeah
43:02Transcription by CastingWords
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