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Made in Chelsea - Season 31 - Episode 08
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00:01You're not dating other people, no?
00:03I've been on dates, yeah.
00:04Oh.
00:05Oh.
00:05Was it just one girl?
00:06I've been on dates with multiple girls.
00:09Oh, OK.
00:10I give it a good, nah, 20 minutes.
00:12You're insane, though!
00:13I know, I know, I know.
00:14I think you're like the forbidden fruit.
00:15The one rule is you don't go there with your friends' exes.
00:17You know that rule.
00:18When you are together, is it cuddly?
00:21Is it touchy-feely?
00:22Like, we share the same bed.
00:23I don't just see you as, like, a platonic friend.
00:25It's not what you'd consider a normal platonic friendship.
00:29Mm-hmm.
00:29We have established that it's not romantic, right?
00:33Mm-hmm.
00:33Right?
00:34It just makes me think that this whole thing between us
00:37was non-existent.
00:38In a world where I was ready to date,
00:41I have no idea if whatever we had
00:43would have been stronger for me.
00:47He is literally AI.
00:48I don't need that smoke.
00:49You're, like, kissing her all over her neck.
00:51He was trying.
00:52You are very mature.
00:54Huh?
00:55It's savage.
00:56He's let himself down.
00:57She's rewriting history.
00:58I'm just frustrated because of the lying.
01:01Why are you angry?
01:01You always, like, hear what you want to hear.
01:03Behave.
01:04Something's got enough to be said.
01:05This is hurtful.
01:06I'm not leaning you on.
01:07I'm done with that.
01:08No, I'm done with that.
01:09I'm done with that.
01:09I'm done with that.
01:09I'm done with that.
01:23Oh, look at that.
01:25Hey, bro.
01:54Let's go...
01:56Ma'am.
01:59do you want to hold him i've never held a baby before you've never held a baby
02:05oh my goodness can you tell i've never held a baby
02:12so how have you been i've been good yeah i heard you had an exciting
02:15day today two days yeah with the daughter-in-law is that what it's called georgia they came two
02:21days ago on the spade of a night do you feel like philip's ready for a relationship
02:25i you know what i i think it looks like it it looks like it it's the it's the right
02:30person
02:31but he doesn't want a relationship he's told me he doesn't want a relationship
02:35i think maybe he needs to just live a little bit of time some single years yeah you never know
02:40it's very early days angus hey guys i'll be back i haven't met you hi guys how are you
02:48good how are you do you have a sister he's a child you're well nice to meet you i've got
02:53the
02:53same jumper as you lovely yeah you're right yeah good how are you very well angus is wearing the
02:57jumper that you i got recently that you hated that's the same cardigan that's my husband i love it
03:02really just the same do you know what it was is the universe kind of made me feel like i
03:05was going
03:05to bump into you yeah i knew that i needed and i love a cardigan i think it's so proper
03:09what are you
03:12i'm just seeing friends but i mean now we're here yeah yeah good to see you brother the other night
03:16was super unpleasant yeah with you and drugs it was awful i'm just frustrated because of the
03:20lying really he's he's let himself down yeah massively you know what angus i think you are very mature
03:27thank you very much very you're a very wise man well i instantly felt the connection as soon as i
03:31came in sorry this isn't even why i'm here sorry the angus finley charm you're gonna get wrapped up
03:37you're gonna be in love with him next week sorry anyway um what was i saying um do you have
03:43any
03:43friends in town actually like younger older older yeah all the women has something to give but you
03:50know just more experience they just the conversation flows a bit better and they know what they want
03:54and what they don't they do yeah i i think that's a chance there right we'll be in touch yeah
04:00she's
04:00also married to my father uh you're talking my future father in the car
04:18dangerous driving very dangerous yeah so much fun is that what driving's like unbelievable yeah
04:24it's unbelievable motivation to get your license yeah it is exactly like that it's almost like
04:28in london driving around it's so fun um how's the movement big steps by the way huge you guys look
04:34i must say you look like you're in a little happy bubble got your new nest you're still saying that
04:38don't you i know i like that analogy who's the flavor of the week this week um one to georgia
04:44have you met georgia uh philip's very briefly yeah she's fantastic is she honestly so lovely
04:53funny like a ball of energy but off the cards i mean she's quite loved up i think i mean
04:59is it
04:59loved up when like have you not heard what's what have you not heard what they're exclusive she's
05:04in love with big phil she's not in love with big phil she said the l word yeah she said
05:09the l
05:09like surely not he is literally ai honestly i'm gonna give it a max two months okay come on i
05:17think
05:17i think me and georgia would look great together and i would love to get to know more just try
05:21to
05:21care please sam uh nah
05:28uh
05:36sam's dad named sam's brother jack daniels was it yeah like daniels is the middle name and i don't
05:45think his mom realized for a long time after hello oh my god oh my god
05:53sorry this is not down to me by the way hi guys sorry hi sorry oh my god there's a
05:59baby there
05:59it's yours this is your baby good um hi guys hello i'm a bit distracted i had no idea look
06:09how
06:09small his finger you invited freddie no it's fine no you guys are fine right yeah like a year yeah
06:15we're
06:16fine thanks aren't we yeah we're fine wasn't all good at all the other night did you two hook up
06:21no okay
06:21he was trying yeah he was did he wish the sweet stuff
06:26freddie said to me what do you think about like getting back together until i go on holiday
06:31well okay of course you can't did you actually say exes for benefits was this sort of idea yeah you
06:37can
06:37i'm not gonna use foul language but we don't like the foul language but i think i was too honest
06:42that was a
06:42problem and i understand why you would never do that because you respect yourself but i don't want
06:47i didn't ask for any of this situation why are you getting why are you getting angry because you're
06:51annoying me it's fine we've got a baby around us that's exactly what you you walked into here
06:56don't worry about him then he's he's chilling he loves to gossip oh if you had told me he was
07:02having a
07:02baby two years ago oh my god yeah you wouldn't believe that would you no no obviously that's
07:07your husband now he's a man you told me change man from what i was always good everyone tells me
07:13i never saw my raffles every day yeah lads lads lads
07:31i've actually been fortunate enough to get a place in the marathon yes jasmine jules what i'm so
07:38excited for you and we're running for the same course i can't imagine doing that oh what's the
07:42course uh the shooting star children's hospice yeah um but have you heard about the brunch yaz is
07:48arranging tomorrow yeah she was like just a heads up like inger will be there um so as much as
07:53i want
07:53to hang out with everyone all the girls i just think i know what's good for me and i just
07:58get to sit
07:58this one out okay fine and you haven't seen inger since since she went away no yeah since she left
08:04mine
08:05like the last thing that we did was like hug and then she left and then literally radio silence and
08:11how are
08:11you feeling like now about everything there have been some hard nights where i've re-read i've gone
08:16to the very top i've re-read the messages and i'm like i definitely wasn't going crazy but i can't
08:21help
08:21but replaying moments in my head like sending me texts like i'm craving you and i'm like me too me
08:29too
08:30oh wait that wasn't romantic craving you that's yeah that's not a friendship like if i received that
08:36text from someone i would think you are into me right if you tell her how you feel and then
08:43she's
08:43still and she still acts how she's acting she's got nothing to fall back on she can't use that i
08:48had
08:48no idea that jazz felt this way as an excuse honesty is the best policy but also jack like you've
08:54also had
08:54conversations with her where you yeah say in your opinion this is what you think and then she's just
09:00like and she's like i need to hear that from jazz i've tried to set boundaries i've tried to have
09:05honest conversations with her you guys haven't had honest conversations you haven't had one honest
09:09conversation really eventually something's going to have to be said and it's just going to get worse
09:15the longer it goes on it is it is killing you here
09:36yeah this looks amazing well thank you so much for coming to help me i've done a really let me
09:41get the
09:41last bag so who's coming i just invited a bunch of the girls jazz is not coming yeah i haven't
09:48seen
09:48her name tag yeah i haven't actually spoken to her in over a week but then since being away i
09:57just i
09:57kept hearing all these like little things that just did not sit right with me like basically kind of
10:03implying that like i had you know been done romantic things with her which i know i haven't so has
10:11it
10:11ever been ever about no never so you've never seen jazz in that way no never i've never done
10:17anything sexual with her never done anything romantic with her no one thing i heard she said
10:22before i've never done anything sexual with her i've never done anything romantic with her
10:42do you know what i mean the one thing i heard she said before this is quite it's quite explicit
10:48no
10:48it's so explicit no it's not just that you said goodbye you're like kissing her all over her neck
10:55or something huh that's when she's heard oh my god i've given her kisses on the cheeks but you know
11:02like when we hug on the cheek but like this is what i mean i feel like she's something's getting
11:08lost she is i feel like she's either like flat out lying or exaggerating on some things i got the
11:15vibe
11:15that she almost felt like she's being led on by you like i don't know that well this is kind
11:21of what
11:22i've heard from but that's the vibe yeah and i just went away and i had in my head i
11:27thought that
11:28what her and i said to each other was gospel and was the truth but it sounds like she's painted
11:33a
11:34very different picture outside of what's actually happened and i think she's misunderstood a lot of
11:45things
12:03phil i hear things going very well with you and georgia mate yeah i have also heard didn't you post
12:09story of georgia the other day and then delete it straight away keep her on toes yeah but i hadn't
12:15put her on my story before you see oh that was the launch that story spurred on did some messages
12:22from certain individuals right and then you don't get rid i just thought i don't need that smoke
12:26let's um was it the other four girls you were dating messaged
12:32only three of them sorry only three of them anyway sorry that was rude what's actually going on
12:37though i did i've heard whisperings of some words being chucked about so georgia said she loves me
12:44the other day and i did say it back and i kind of woke up the next morning
12:54and i just thought did i maybe say it too early in the moment i did genuinely mean it and
13:03why in
13:04the moment do you don't mean it anymore three tequila now i'm joking um no mate i'm just a bit
13:10confused about the whole thing obviously i was in a long-term relationship and it just feels weird
13:15even saying that to yeah another girl at this stage so early on um which is which is reasonable
13:21yeah i do have very strong feelings for her but i don't want a relationship but that's kind of
13:29the crossroads i'm at right now there's nothing wrong with taking things at your own pace but there
13:34is something wrong with giving false promises yeah you have to just be honest as soon as possible
13:38because i think that's the least she deserves yeah you it will get it'll only get worse before it
13:42gets better yeah to be honest i'm not in a relationship with her yeah you kind of are mate i'll
13:48be honest
13:49like i love you to bits mate but yeah but you you're excluding you totally loves her like you you
13:53committed
13:57so do you see the pickle on me yes yes it's hard to feel sorry for you mate
14:11next to me this is so cute yeah well please look i've given my favorite people better ones
14:19no no she's not joking right so it's got all the essentials in you know the hyaluronic acid
14:27oh yeah oh my god these are great for the handbags yeah
14:41thank you thank you is everyone excited for jazz night oh yeah i love a jazz vibe julian's moved
14:53into his new place he's moved in it's really close to where i am and he's moved in yesterday actually
14:58you're gonna just like slowly move all your things in yeah he's got he's got in his bathroom
15:04he's made me a makeup station oh when i saw that i was like that's so cute exactly what's been
15:12going
15:12on with you guys how's it how's it going with philip uh yeah it's going really well met the dad
15:18last
15:18week went to the family home do you like my dad what do you love your dad love your dad
15:26he's showing
15:27me the birds in the garden my parents do love you to be honest yeah your mom honestly she's an
15:31icon
15:32i'm obsessed with her like so nice he's meeting my mom on sunday oh is it getting serious yeah
15:37boyfriend and girlfriend no not yet okay maybe one day i heard you guys like the love the love
15:47yes came out that has come out yeah who said it first me obviously oh did he he didn't respond
15:56i
15:57no because i said it and then i was like wait i'm not going to say it anymore and then
16:00he was like no
16:01no say it again so i said it again and then he said it back oh cute and i was
16:05like oh yay i was like
16:08oh okay i'm shy now
16:27charles what is going on with your eye mate you know what i'm torn i could either make a
16:30really elaborate lie or just tell you the truth i um i was playing rugby on saturday
16:35oh that's fucking boring you had a fight with almond didn't you no no no head on head annoyingly
16:41but yeah it hurts yeah i love these days i really do it's literally honestly my my favorite days
16:47because you love beer i never used to come and then i have to come otherwise he doesn't come home
16:50for
16:50like a day yeah that's my bad angus what's been going on with you i've had like a i don't
16:56want to
16:56use the word epiphany okay please continue i'm delighted so so recently i just have found myself
17:02being drawn towards sort of women on the mature end of end of things junior toy boy era yes yeah
17:09i just feel like there's a lot of excitement to be had there there's a lot of things to learn
17:13there's
17:13a lot of experience that they can share and just there's just less bs do you mean they're not playing
17:18games with you and i just think that's something i really want to explore further okay i bumped into
17:22jules and tristan and jules's mum was there called siri you got a thing for siri yeah we just hit
17:28it off like straight away and she was just really confident a little bit flirtatious and i was like
17:33yeah i could get used to this anyway so i've reached out to this lady called stephanie who i
17:38met a while ago would you write her a letter telegram yeah carry a pigeon straight to straight to a
17:43nursing home and she is genuinely like very attractive and um i'm gonna take you for drinks
17:49tomorrow night i'm very excited i wish you all the best mate i hope you have a lovely day oh
17:53we will
17:54behave maybe i have to say it's quite sad that jasmine here um today i think she's finding the
18:01whole situation with you guys quite uncomfortable yeah well we haven't spoken now in like over a week
18:06which is like six days longer than we've ever not spoken for so yeah it's um it's it's been difficult
18:17i just think a lot's been said and happened behind my back that i've just not been privy to
18:21you and i just feel a bit like sorry my heart's like racing um it's just like it's just a
18:28tricky
18:28one because i've now been hearing certain things that i don't believe to be true apparently she said
18:35i've been kissing her neck like and it's all just very like i'm really taken back by her because for
18:41me it was never a romantic thing and i always said that to her straight up and she said the
18:45same thing
18:45back that's the thing she said to me yeah yeah yeah like i've not seen it a romantic way either
18:50but do you not feel it was obvious like how she felt about you like i don't think it takes
18:55like a
18:55rocket scientist to figure out like just like the way she she is with you and i i do think
18:59because
18:59i've seen how you guys are together like you do it is from what i've seen that's more than a
19:05friendship
19:05like jazz and i aren't like that like i have seen text messages between the two of you
19:11and to me some of the messages like that's not a friendship thing like but like what for example
19:16a text message i saw was like you sent her saying like i'm craving you
19:22i don't remember saying that but i really don't remember saying i'm just saying like no it's just
19:26because i've like seen the uh the messages and i think to me i think if someone said is it
19:31like
19:31i'm craving jazz time that kind of thing i'm craving you i've seen like i know how you speak though
19:37yeah like i feel like you don't maybe if it was said you don't mean it like i feel like
19:41you are
19:42but because i think the thing that's difficult is jazz is a gay woman i think this is a thing
19:46we need
19:46to remember like maybe from your side it was all innocent yeah i think from her side she's gay
19:51like she she likes females and you're obviously a beautiful girl and you guys like did have this
19:57amazing connection like i think that's what we do need to remember that's not really the issue the
20:03issue isn't like that one person has feelings and the other one doesn't so for you there was
20:07like nothing nothing ever romantic so the the thing i struggle with now is that you said to
20:14her the other day if you're in a different headspace in like three months time things could be different
20:20i said i'm not ready to date anyone because i'm still getting over someone yeah do you know what
20:25like fine i think i didn't say an exact no so maybe she's gotten her hopes i think it's little
20:30things
20:30like that that she she'll take that and hold on to that but if she had told me she doesn't
20:34have any
20:34feelings no romantic feelings why would i know any difference you know when you sometimes have
20:37like rose tinted glasses on and you you almost like hear what you want to hear yeah so maybe she
20:43like took certain things no that's legit no like as in like no she's not like she's not i don't
20:50think
20:50she's being like made this all up in her head i'm not saying she made it up all right i
20:53don't think
20:53she's made it all up in her head but i think that i need to be very careful what i
20:56say to her now
20:57because i can't give hope and obviously this is going to massively change any friendship we have
21:03which is really i'm not gonna lie guys like really sad because like we were really close oh no
21:14it's such a situation i'm really tired about it and like i felt we were so close i honestly thought
21:22we were so so close and i thought great like it's so nice to like be back and like be
21:27having fun and
21:28like i have such a close friendship with someone and create that bond with someone i just need to
21:33speak to her about it and i think we just need to put an end to all this yeah
21:53i want to find that i want to call her love to find out hello hello how you doing yeah
22:01i'm good
22:01thanks thank you thank you thank you for coming my pleasure thank you inviting me of course well
22:11i thought it was about time it's been a while hasn't it yeah i have a great one you were
22:17trying to get
22:18bex back which is good yeah you were right with that one mate i don't think you ever will i
22:23think
22:23i've got a better chance for bex thinking about that well unfortunately that might be true yes i
22:29had a baby the other day you held a baby yeah duke come on have you have you have you
22:33seen him
22:34yeah i haven't had much contact with sam band but they've had a baby he's very exciting
22:44georgia alias oh georgia georgia is just i think i wonder if she's done to me yeah what about this
22:52yeah georgia's don't feel gotta keep your voice down mate i don't know if she knows about this
22:57yeah philip told me yesterday that he used the l-bomb to georgia but he didn't mean yeah i have
23:05to
23:05read tequila shots do you know what that implies like oh my god this is a mistake honestly you've
23:09made my fucking day girls hello hello good to see you hey you look well how are you good how
23:17are you
23:17so good thank you well you guys brought the whole shop with you yeah it's filming i hope so
23:37how are you elise i'm good thanks how are you
23:41it's still all right aren't we we're still mates yeah of course how are you i'm good good yeah it's
23:46been going well going well yeah how are things with uh philip your favorite person not really no
23:52how is he yeah he's good is there trouble in paradise or is it really no no it's been pretty
23:59smooth sailing um oh okay it's been good that's good that's good really i feel like it's actually
24:08really good are you okay because i'm happy but it's just because
24:13i don't know freddie said something oh my god
24:16said what wait have you guys said i love you and stuff oh my god yeah i've said it and
24:22he said it
24:22back he said that yeah phil did
24:27freddie what did you say why why what's happened philip
24:33philip said he doesn't mean it oh my god doesn't mean what he said it in the moment
24:38after three tequila shots your joke you said it i didn't say it i didn't say it what he said
24:44those words to you that should have come from philip not this idiot right every time i find out
24:53something it's from someone else this shouldn't have been this is my mistake telling you sam but i
24:58just feel stupid in front of everyone when i can be told about it it's a good thing that you're
25:05exclusive but you need to get to the bottom of does he see it becoming a relationship in the future
25:10we were the plan philip's plan was to tell you first well he hasn't he told you first please
25:15something under like philip's spell i think he's just embarrassing you again like how many times
25:36i'm curious about you you are yes
25:40i met you years and years ago and i think many many moons ago and i think there's always been
25:45a spark there i mean i'm sort of this is part of the kind of new thing that i'm trying
25:50i'm sort of
25:51really a bit older because i just i feel like there's there's so much sort of potential when it
25:57comes to dating older so what do you what do you want with an older woman i like the maturity
26:03i like
26:04the confidence i think you're very very confident uh and i also like the sort of you know what you
26:10want and what you don't want what do you like to do for fun i live in london like a
26:14tourist really
26:15yeah so you like getting out ballet i go to the off room go to art shows so very cultured
26:21i'm not
26:22much of like a art gallery or like museum person but maybe you can like teach me some things
26:28maybe you could teach me some things i i know that i can yeah i really and what would they
26:33be i could
26:34write you a poem really yeah do you want to i can't just i'm not a rapper i can't just
26:39do it on
26:40demand when you give michelangelo a slab of rock he can't just riff and just smash out like an
26:46amazing piece that i mean the statue of david took years but like basically it's just a huge penis in
26:52the in florence now i can relate i know i know all about that really
27:02okay now i'm running out of conversation oh really you are you no i'll be fine are you just
27:07give me a second let me just really nervous not quite
27:32you all right i've got your message to meet not really no what's wrong i just
27:40had to hear from sam that you've been with the boys yesterday saying that you don't mean it when
27:46you say you love me that you never have okay so i don't know why they thought it was their
27:56job to
27:56tell you that but anyway i care for you loads you know that i'm just not ready to say it
28:04if you think
28:05that's too soon and you don't mean it or you don't feel it then say it stop talking to the
28:12boys about
28:12okay i'm saying it now say it then say what you feel i've just said it well say it again
28:23um say that you don't mean it
28:29okay i don't know what you want me to say i've said it well now you have yeah okay well
28:40i've said it
28:40now bye it's a big thing to say like if you don't mean it then don't say it yeah but
28:45it's hurtful not to
28:46say it back this is hurtful be honest that's all i ever ask from you is honesty that is all
28:53i ask
28:54but yet again we're in this position because you're not being honest and you don't communicate
29:00think about my feelings not just your own stop making me feel and look like an idiot
29:04i feel like i'm really sorry and i'll improve i believe it when i see it hello hey
29:34you're right yeah i'm good how are you not great okay why have you called me here all gone so
29:44messy jaz
29:46and i just
29:49don't understand how so much has been said and done like behind my back without me knowing and like
29:56i'm just so like baffled at like everything that's happened but i just don't get like
30:03what i'm the one that's being made out to be a liar and i'm this and i'm being told that
30:08i'm
30:09leading you on and like i'm all these horrible things and
30:13for why like when i thought we had such
30:17clarity and like an honest conversation between both of us so that's your issue right now is that
30:23my issue is that you're being made to you feel like you look bad is that what you care about
30:28i'm just i'm kidding i'm just asking you a question my issue is that no one knows
30:33the truth of what was said between us which i'm assuming can only have come from you
30:37no apparently i've done all these things that have led you on to making you feel the way that
30:42you feel you told me you didn't even have feelings for me that's not what everyone else has said
30:45for me yes i have been confused by certain things from post scotland until we established that it
30:54wasn't going to be romantic i think that is the gray area that people are talking about that it
30:58wasn't normal you've said that it wasn't normal and then as soon as we were like okay let's yeah
31:02i thought it was pure though i thought it was great i thought it was so lovely that two people
31:06could meet and like have such a close bond i thought that was a wonderful thing point is that gray
31:10area
31:10has been confusing for me and i can't actually wrap my head around it and for you and i think
31:15that's what hurts me and probably surprised other people is the fact that you can still to this day
31:20be like it was so pure it was all of this and like friendship and all of that exactly why
31:24does that
31:25upset you why does it upset you that we i thought we had a close friendship because i just feel
31:30like
31:30sometimes i feel like you get upset the fact that i think it's just friendship that's what it feels like
31:35okay but i'm asking you now what you genuinely think of that situation then i'm genuinely giving
31:39and i've told you it was it's for me it wasn't romantic okay and that's when you said the moment
31:44you said let's set in boundaries i said yes let's do it stop talking about i'm talking about before
31:48inga why is that because that's what i've been confused about that's the whole thing but i'm
31:53clarifying for you it was nothing for me romantic i've said that over and over again okay so what was
31:58that what was that for you then a very close bond that now i'm not gonna lie i'm sort of
32:04fucking regretting because now to me it was not pure absolutely not pure like i was so so
32:11protective of you i thought we were so close i was calling you like my soul mate i was literally
32:16saying
32:16like i'm so close with you and now i don't even know you why i literally yeah it's just based
32:21on
32:22then i'm hearing all these other things that you've said to other people
32:25you said that i was kissing your neck you did come up hug me and like kissed on the cheek
32:32yeah but the way that it's been related to me is that like i was like kissing your neck and
32:37stuff
32:37in a romantic way and we both know i wasn't doing that i have said to people both of us
32:43no i didn't
32:44say that but now i do i now i think you have because now now now hearing that you think
32:49i've
32:49led you on you said it to my face but like right now i don't even know how we can
32:54be friends at this
32:54point neither do i i've asked you it's changed honestly a lot has changed yeah like and this has
33:00been ruined like so no i'm done with it now i'm not listening i'm not leading you on i'm not
33:05i'm
33:05done with it i'm done with that i'm good no i'm done with it i'm done with it i'm so
33:09confused like
33:10inge if you do you generally like you don't you don't want to face the facts as soon as i
33:14say that
33:15what you've done is not normal you can't take it you can't stand here and and take it because you
33:19know for a fact that it was wrong
33:58do you come here often did you know that um jazz is actually the music of love and sex
34:02so you know what's fine and wearing red it's giving me a lot of messages tonight
34:06do you like this dress i do like this cute isn't it i know it's um i picked out it's
34:12a separate tone
34:13hi philip and georgia are here and like it's it's savage it's like it really is savage i mean i
34:21can't sit here and say it's not like she's an amazing girl but like he's my brother yeah you
34:27know and i i want to protect him i really do you know so that's what i'm battling yeah i
34:32get it
34:32i'm like is this is difficult like a difficult situation for me yeah god it's a full-time job
34:38looking after your brother you're telling me okay i've dealt with it for 23 years i'm exhausted
34:44cheers for that i'm absolutely exhausted oh just just the man i wanted to see
34:50i can't believe in cracking on with jules's mum i mean i don't want to say that it was like
34:55inspired
34:55by siri but i left there and i was like okay i could get used to this you know this
35:00tinder out
35:00changes age range from 35 plus mate i'm not going for whippersnappers thank you very much and then i
35:07just thought you know what this girl had kind of been on the radar this lady yeah this mature
35:11woman had been on the radar for a while and i was like well let's just go for drinks do
35:15you see
35:15yourself like falling for her or i think we'll keep hanging out and have fun but i just don't
35:20think like a relationship would ever work well i do have to say my mum she couldn't stop going on
35:24about you honestly it's not my fault i'm like catnip to the older woman i i can see that has
35:29she
35:29been talking about me a little bit she likes an older man sadly yeah you know when siri's ready she
35:33knows
35:34oh god
35:50i've got something to tell you oh do tell philip's been a naughty boy oh yes two weeks we were
35:57correct
35:57about yeah just about two weeks he is she know he's been saying he loves georgia i heard the
36:03love bomb was dropped the love bomb was dropped and he's now said to the boys not to georgia
36:08said that i didn't mean that i said it off the cuff do you know no i've told her you've
36:12told her
36:13yeah i had to tell her there's definitely emotional immaturity but also saying all this is the farm
36:17going so big let's be exclusive and then what two weeks later i think he did it to get himself
36:21out of a
36:21hole a hole yeah i mean the hole is getting big and you know what i'm in the hole digging
36:25come on you'll do what hey good to see you how are you you too you okay do you mind
36:33if i am yes
36:34bye guys in a bit jack i genuinely feel like she's rewriting history like and it like i feel so
36:45confused by it because i said did i misread the signs she was like clearly now yes and it's like
36:50okay but you i must have misread like spooning every single night it's the text it's the craving
36:57you of course yes she needs to take accountability yeah but like what do you want from this now where
37:02do you want this to go do you want to try salvage something i think i'm in shock in disbelief
37:08at how
37:09insensitive she's been and i'm really hurt by how she's downplayed the situation minimum like it it
37:18makes me feel really invalidated and that's why she's hurt me and that's why i can't speak to her right
37:26now
37:39oh houdini how are we you all right good how are you i'm good hello hello you're right i'm good
37:46how are
37:46you okay very well i heard you've been stirring the pot again how am i stirring the pot no please
37:51want to hear it i hear all the things you've been telling georgia but you've got absolutely no place
37:57i've recited what you said yeah to georgia yeah but i wasn't telling you i had a conversation
38:02i was getting advice from other boys you had a conversation with other people in our group
38:06saying that you're not in love with her is that correct i said that i regret saying love you so
38:11soon
38:12that is correct so you've been dropping love bombs sam you're bringing up all my mistakes okay
38:17okay i'm a single guy i was in a relationship yes i'm single but you're exclusive but you're
38:23single yes that's how you're dropping love bombs as well you can be exclusive with someone and be
38:28single i never knew that how you never knew that but so how many times did you say i love
38:31you before you were like no i don't know i wasn't counting uh okay well that sounds great
38:36i feel i feel sorry for georgia sam you're hiding behind chivalry okay i'm standing right here
38:41mate are you telling okay you're telling her all of this out of the kindness of your heart because
38:46you care for her yes because i see a lovely person she's under this phil spell but when she gets
38:51out
38:52of it she's gonna be so much happier you are just you would she be happy with you listen it's
38:57not
38:57about me well yeah we look good together for sure sorry i just can't stop looking at your suit it's
39:01so
39:01big it's tailored mate is it yeah you're literally tripping over your trousers i'm just not right
39:07this is gonna go back and forward for so long listen it's been a pleasure listen i think you should
39:11just
39:11stay out of my business okay well just treat georgia right because everyone's talking about not
39:15just me so you're just embarrassing georgia everything embarrassing julia and i i wish you
39:19all the best because it's the worst way to start a relationship but anyway film it's the best way
39:24to start a relationship i'll see you later oh okay don't trip any trousers
39:31hi how are you i'm good how are you good i'm glad i've caught you
39:37i'm sorry yes i've just got i just feel quite confused and it'd just be nice to get your opinion
39:45on it not even just as a sister but as like a friend as well of i think um
39:57you okay what's wrong i think no it's just a hug because i think you're so sweet so it's like
40:05i i'm struggling because obviously he's my brother and it's like i always want to like
40:10have his back of course but then also i think you're such a lovely person so it's like i'm i'm
40:16struggling a bit with like i'm wanting to give you the like the right advice as to what i would
40:20say to
40:21a friend but then at the same time i don't want to hurt him and i see how deeply you
40:26care for him
40:27so i think that's why i'm just feeling a bit like overwhelmed and i'm like struggling because
40:34like i know he doesn't want anything right now but then i think you're so amazing as
40:39so it's i don't know what to say um i don't know i think i think just girl to girl
40:47what would you do
40:48in my position don't let anyone like take you for granted and i'm not saying philip's taking
40:58you for granted at all but just yeah have your wits about you yeah
41:06yeah
41:23so how are you feeling i feel awkward it does feel slightly awkward yeah it's just weird being
41:29in the same room yeah as jaz and i don't know it just feels like it's gotten really dark and
41:37messy
41:37because it didn't go the way you wanted it to go i don't even know how i wanted it to
41:41go but it didn't
41:42go nicely went really badly have you guys even spoken tonight no i haven't even looked at each
41:47other hello oh hi hi how are you you guys look incredible you thanks jack so do you i know
41:56very
41:56jazzy it feels like very like you're in 20s sort of vibe i mean sam's in like ready for court
42:03i think he's wearing his dad he's taking the dress code seriously yeah to be fair to him yeah um
42:09i want to talk to you yeah um jaz has kind of given me the down low um which
42:17has upset her you know you say to jaz that there's never anything more than friends it was never you
42:24you know it invalidated everything to her it wasn't more than it wasn't a romantic thing
42:30for me and i didn't think it was for her either but i don't like it's like all being on
42:36jaz where
42:37it's like she's just imagine this whole thing what it's made out to seem like it hasn't jack
42:42that's the thing if anything i feel like it's the opposite i feel like i've taken the brunt of a
42:46lot of
42:46it and i feel like all of it's been put on me i've always just said the truth which was
42:51both of
42:51us admitted that neither of us felt romantic things for each other and that was it even though
42:56i come from jaz's mouth yes i know i know but like you kept but that's why i said read
43:01between
43:02the lines no but she's not going to say it she's obviously not going to say anything because she
43:05doesn't want to burst the bubble you guys have it's never good enough it's never enough it's almost
43:10like she needs me to admit that i've got full-on feelings for her to be satisfied with it and
43:13i'm
43:14not going to lie to the girl and i'm actually sick and tired of it everyone is she keeps telling
43:20people these little like nuggets of sort of like false information that i just don't agree with and
43:25that's not fair on me but do you not think i think jazz needs to be honest with ingest yes
43:29this is clearly
43:30a lot deeper like it sounds like someone's like in love with someone like this is the vibe i'm getting
43:39you need to turn nasty do you think do you think but do you see do you think she is
43:45like like
43:46hearing how everyone's like reacting around the way that she's been nasty with me no because like
43:51that's not you do to someone who you love it's not and i'm in a position where i don't know
43:56if there
43:56is a turning back point and it's a shame what she has done and what she has said to me
43:59has cut deep and
44:01it has hurt me and i don't know if i can have someone in my life that can say those
44:06sort of
44:06things to me which categorically aren't true and that's why i need to take space because i need to
44:10even i need to reflect on the fact if i can even keep her as a friend because she's not
44:15been honest to me
44:20you're both so sleep deprived that you've just got to be kind with each other i'm really struggling
44:25no one's done anything like this for me for honestly a very long time really it's very
44:31thoughtful i need to start having some fun again i can't think back and think i lost that friendship
44:37because i didn't even try there might be a huge possibility that that this friendship's over
44:42go to zayna every time we talk about her giggling and like you're doing it now it just makes it
44:47a bit
44:47more fun when it's secretive i don't like her and like i don't think she's good for you start
44:51talking about me and trying to on a situation if i don't speak about you again honestly it would be
44:55a
44:55pleasure
45:21you
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