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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:24Right
00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:23to. But that's why we have memories. We can revisit all those times that we did have. All
04:32the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie. We can, we can
04:41play it over and over as many times as we want, you know, in our minds. You know what
04:49I mean? I do. Not the same, though, as a real hug. No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh? She marked it on a map. All right. Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down
05:26here. Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll
05:32do us. No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way. Yep. How the hell are we going
05:39to get the caskets here? Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they? That's a good idea.
05:44Yeah. You want to call or run for shovels? Nah, you call, I'll run. My gelding's just
05:51going to follow you. Yank off that bridle. Yeah.
06:16I am aware. Yes, I am aware. We have had a death in the family. I'm pretty sure the world
06:24of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her. Yes, you are correct. I am not
06:29factored in how this affects anyone else even a little. Fucking school. Is this going to be
06:36okay? This is going to have to do, honey. It's all you got. Hey. It's just us, okay? There's nobody
06:48to be offended. What did school say? You're missing a volleyball tournament. It's okay. It's okay.
07:01Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey.
07:28Where'd you find cream? Same shopping center where I found the dress. I gotta say, Bozeman
07:34impressed me. I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains. Found a little something
07:40for you, too. Yeah. Preston would prefer me in jeans. I think he would find a certain victory
07:47in that. He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you. Did the
07:53boy say when they would be ready? He said to walk over at noon. How are they going to get
07:57them out there? I didn't ask, and they didn't say. He just said it was handled. About two
08:05hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position. It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane. When? Tonight.
08:25Oh. Okay. They need closure, honey. They won't get it here. They have lives, and they need to go live
08:33them. I would very much like to plan a memorial service. He has a lot of friends that deserve a
08:39way to say goodbye. Does he? He does. And you know that. We could do it at the Explorer's
08:45Club. Okay. Just have at the apartment. Have Corbon. Cater. They love that place.
08:54I already called. You find back, too. I have a very worried husband. He's convinced some distant
09:05cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom. Depending on the
09:11cousin, I'm not completely opposed. Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily. That is how it would play out my mind after two
09:21Percocets. You think I'm joking? No.
09:31I love you. I love you. There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need
09:40me. I know. I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some blood in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13I'll give you some more. Have a breath. Okay.
10:18Bye.
10:22Bye.
10:29Bye.
10:37Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:39Bye.
10:40Bye.
10:47Bye.
10:48Bye.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:25Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry, Miss.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19No, it's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
12:30Oh, my God.
12:34Oh, my God.
12:37Oh, my God.
12:42Oh, my God.
12:46Oh, my God.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Mrs. Glabber, is a preacher coming?
14:29Mrs. Glabber, I forgot, I forgot, I forgot, uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38Mrs. Glabber, what's that mean?
14:39Mrs. Glabber, means we don't have one.
14:42Mrs. Glabber, do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46Mrs. Glabber, we, um, this is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Mrs. Glabber, well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03Mrs. Glabber, I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Mrs. Glabber, do you mind a prayer?
15:11Mrs. Glabber, I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where
15:38our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls
15:52and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:14Mrs. Glabber, if anyone would like a word.
16:23Mrs. Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28Mrs. No, ma'am.
16:30Mrs. It's a good one.
16:32Mrs. Do you care to say something?
16:35Mrs. I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:41Mrs. I guess that's it then.
16:56So what happens now?
16:59Mrs. We'll take care of everything.
17:01Mrs. Wait, that's it?
17:06That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07She doesn't need to say it and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12Mrs. I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:26I don't know who how to say it.
18:40Bye-bye.
19:12Pretty sneaky. Trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody?
19:15Oh, I... I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral. We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there. They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded. Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58Have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had. And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04Move. I said, move. What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile, too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse. Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos. Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school, and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank, and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana,
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:04From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy, and I get Bridget, and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we
23:54can?
23:55God, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:39I won't let you.
24:51Mommy, don't let me know.
24:52The situation has only got me extra dollars.
24:53It's beautiful.
24:53Bye, response.
24:55Bye, response.
24:58Bye, response.
25:00Bye.
25:01Bye.
25:01Bye, wandering.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13It's been time, honey
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54Um, it'll be six years in April
25:56Where is he buried?
25:58Uh, my mother had him cremated
25:59You know, the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk
26:03But he never did it
26:07I don't know why
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle
26:12Which is an odd custom
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah
26:36Tell me one
26:38Oh, no, no, no
26:38Yeah, they, um
26:40Yeah, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor
26:44Yeah, well, at this point I'm pretty hard to offend
26:49Mm-hmm
26:52Okay
26:53Um
26:56Okay
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die
27:03Funny
27:04No, no, no, that's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just a setup
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah
27:08Okay
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates
27:11And St. Peter looks them over
27:12And he says to the first nun
27:14This is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter
27:21So, the first nun thinks about it
27:24And she says, well
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower
27:29Mm-hmm
27:30St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water
27:34And say five Hail Marys
27:35She does
27:37Sends her out to heaven
27:39And she says, well, on occasion
27:43I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand
27:46St. Peter just shakes his head
27:49Tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water
27:51Say ten Hail Marys
27:53So, she does
27:54Let's her into heaven
27:55Now, the third nun steps up
27:57And the fourth nun grabs her
27:59Throws her to the ground
28:00And steps up to the bowl of holy water
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl
28:08Before that bitch puts her ass in it
28:14I stand corrected, Russell
28:16I can still be offended
28:19I was very poorly chosen
28:20I'm sorry
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind
28:22I am so sorry
28:23I
28:24It's terrible
28:25Common denominator
28:27Where their problem seems to be
28:29Father Riley
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda
28:35Easy on the soda
28:37God bless you
28:38The meeting's tough and at the gym at nine
28:41If you're up for it
28:42Oh, yeah
28:44Exercise
28:44It's exactly what I need
28:49I see things
28:51Didn't end well with a cowboy
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her
29:03I'm afraid
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life
29:09To gaining the attention of one person
29:13What is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference
29:21Just one less present at Christmas
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy
29:31You're my therapist
29:34You're my best friend
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity
29:42And with zero opinion
29:43What I need is opinion
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says
29:48I'll buy the fucking book
30:19I'll buy the fucking book
30:41Late session volatility underscoring
30:44Unsettled tone on Wall Street
30:46Following a new round of warning
30:50The Dow managed a modestly
30:52As well
30:53I think that the tension is exactly where we are
30:59I think that the tension is exactly where we are
31:02I think that the inflation data
31:04Is this just a cause
31:06Or does it really want to be meaningful?
31:08Well, I don't think this is how it takes you up
31:09I just said it's going
31:27I think it's a cause
31:46Hey, we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face,
32:10pulling out those nasty boots
32:11as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction
32:22between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life,
32:26all the ways how when you buy something on sale,
32:30it saves me money.
32:32I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:37That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You wanna know?
32:58I do wanna know.
33:00I really wanna know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there,
33:10I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy.
33:21Do you ever, baby.
33:23Baby.
33:25Baby.
33:31Baby.
33:36Baby.
33:37Baby.
33:38Baby.
33:38Baby.
33:52Baby.
33:53Baby.
33:55Baby.
33:55Baby.
33:58Baby.
33:58Baby.
33:58Baby.
33:58Baby.
34:00Baby.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:11My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:19The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't,
37:13then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey.
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11what you need is this a lot of this not this a lot of talking
38:19and yelling and crying a lot of it and often and in time those memories will become fond again
38:31they won't hurt to recall them and you'll laugh
38:41will you love again maybe i don't have any idea if that's something you want
38:50will you ever be whole again will you feel like you did before he died
39:00no but you know that but you will heal if you let yourself
39:07you will have as much life to live as you allow yourself
39:15or you'll have none
39:20you'll have no life
39:25does that make sense
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it
39:42seriously come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:02i find it quite
40:06liberating at the moment
40:08good say it again
40:11fuck you are we gonna do trust falls next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start
40:19come on keep it coming let's go
40:21i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it
40:32i know i know i know i'm running away running away from my problems
40:37this problem goes with me so i'm not running from anything
40:43would i miss my daughters
40:45honestly i don't
40:48i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better for them
40:52you know live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you
40:57i mean it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said
41:01my oldest daughter needs it
41:03i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off
41:07if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth then yeah
41:19they kind of invented it there
41:26you think i should
41:30not my place to say
41:31but
41:35i think you should consider it
41:37and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it
41:52you should consider moving to europe
41:56spend a year traveling
41:57you got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him
42:08must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman
42:12you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this
42:16yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38oh this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you
42:46but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with
43:07not begin one
43:08fine
43:09see you at happy hour
43:21around
43:27across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:30A colder air mass is settling in.
43:33Gathers no showers with a low average temperature.
43:40Who's your realtor?
43:43Yeah.
43:43No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on, hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um, Paige is in bed.
43:57And she won't talk, and she can't stop crying,
44:00and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating,
44:02and I feel like I should call an ambulance,
44:04but I don't...
44:04Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
44:06You're right, you're right.
44:07It would.
44:08I'll be there in 15 minutes.
44:09Call Abby.
44:10Okay, okay, calling her now.
44:12No!
44:39Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:45Uh, do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay, get some ice cream, Rocky Road,
44:52and buy some chocolate chips.
44:54Put three scoops in a glass of milk,
44:56put the chocolate chips on top,
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon.
44:59That sounds, uh, disgusting to start.
45:02I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road.
45:11Desperate times call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips?
45:14The shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell.
45:19Give it to her.
45:20She knows how to make it.
45:21Got it.
45:21Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay, it's okay.
45:28It's okay, it's okay.
45:30It's okay.
45:30You know what this is?
45:32It's how much you love them,
45:34and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
45:37Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere,
45:39and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gardening.
45:42In fact, one could argue that you should love them more.
45:46And here's the sad fact of life.
45:51You will feel this way again.
45:53Yeah, when I die, when your husband dies, and your friends,
45:58and someday your children will feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom.
46:04I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food.
46:11It is a drug.
46:12It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture
46:15that only your metabolism can process
46:16in a way that doesn't end up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25No, you still act five, so.
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch with the cold
46:40and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:43The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46Well, you got her.
46:49I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:02This is my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:06I know.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20Yeah.
47:21She will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar near here?
47:27Um, there's a, there's a dive bar around the corner.
47:32Well, Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:54Um, I don't know.
47:55I'm, I'm not sure it has a name.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:16Or the bar down the street.
48:17Something like that.
48:18No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:22Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay.
48:29So, the bar just doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:34What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God.
48:35I'm, uh, I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mm-hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Uh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so.
48:45True that.
48:46Um, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay.
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you want?
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Ooh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh.
49:10Apologies, Russell.
49:13This is gonna hurt.
49:17I...
49:19Great.
49:21You gotta...
49:23Yeah.
49:24Yeah.
49:32It went down the wrong pipe.
49:35I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no, I'm not, I'm, I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:46Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations.
50:02Questions might be a better word for your life, for my daughter.
50:08I mean, what, uh, you know, we, we just got the townhouse, so...
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase, not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:21You know, Paige, she just got down to a size zero, and she worked really hard for it, so...
50:26Russell, Russell, independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah, I mean, I guess I want, I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to, I want to move out of town, you know, where
50:40I can have a normal, you know, trick-or-treat, and, and, and play baseball, and run out on
50:46the street, you know?
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No, I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I, I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah, well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:29Yeah.
51:32Well, I hope you've been there.
51:45fuegasm.
51:47I don't know.
51:47I'm not.
51:47I'm not.
51:48I don't know.
51:48What have you been saying?
51:50Oh, my love.
51:50I don't know.
51:51I don't know.
51:51I don't know.
51:51I don't know.
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