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00:00came to me around midday in the summer in my father's garden
00:10and after that I was never alone again never helpless I have nothing to fear
00:18from mankind's judgment and thus I accept the holy fire I carry in my soul
00:23and I burn gather all my ashes my heart already hears the voices of the angels
00:48it was so cool with that light hey oh my god you came sweetie I'm thrilled did you like it
00:55yes
00:55you didn't like it yes I did you thought it was garbage I really loved it really oh come on
01:01now
01:01of course she liked it she loved it just listen to what she's saying time for a beer right I'm
01:06Annie
01:07by the way I'm Adela nice to meet you all we've heard all about you okay then uh what's the
01:14plan
01:14go for drinks you coming come on come on shut I'll have one but then I get to go home
01:29this boy puts up his hand and asks me but when we take communion do we have to drink real
01:35blood miss
01:36come on up here you think that's real blood don't be stupid well I didn't actually say any of that
01:43I
01:43talked about transubstantiation in the whole works but the poor kid was even crying
01:53oh
02:05What's up to the world?
02:07What?
02:08Oh, it's just this.
02:10Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.
02:12Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.
02:17Sorry, sorry, sorry.
02:19Sari, sari, sari, sari, sari, sari, sari, sari.
02:24Let's go. Let's go.
02:47Wanna come in?
03:05Wait here. Okay.
03:07Wait here. Okay.
03:14Come here.
03:26It's an anonymous piece from the early 20th century.
03:29Wow.
03:30It's in the style of Guido Reni.
03:33It's beautiful.
03:35You see the clean areas? Almost the whole face.
03:43And what's that? Is it the real thing?
03:46Yes. They bring them here to have them restored.
03:49Really?
03:49It's kind of a tradition.
03:52Be careful. They're fragile.
03:54Okay.
03:56Watch out.
03:59Isabel, isabel, isabel, isabel.
04:04Over here.
04:05Isabel.
04:06I'll give you a stop with my girl.
04:08I'll give you a stop with my girl.
04:09Okay. Take it off now.
04:12That was a blast.
04:18What?
04:19It looks like Lucia got some makeup on you when she said goodbye.
04:28That looks very nice.
04:31It suits you.
04:38Oh, that scared me.
04:54Hello?
04:55Adela, what are you doing there so late? Are you okay? Is something wrong?
05:00Yes, everything's fine, Dad. I was just doing some work.
05:02You know who called me? Jesus, the taxi driver.
05:05I'm going. Bye.
05:05He saw the door was open and he got worried.
05:07Wait. Adela, thank you.
05:09What? What's that you said?
05:11Adela, are you there? Just come home this minute.
05:16Adela, it's already a quarter past twelve. Get up.
05:19Santiago is there with your father.
05:21He says you were supposed to meet him.
05:27Now that we've had a drink, I'll show you something that will blow your mind.
05:33No way.
05:35How did you even find this?
05:38I did the cover art myself, you know.
05:40That's amazing.
05:42The Javier Castle pilgrimage, 1988.
05:45Oh, look, that's Fran.
05:47And the one with the thermos is Maite.
05:49And this guy.
05:51And?
05:51What's his name again?
05:53That's Eusebio, Sebi.
05:54That's Sebi, of course.
05:56Oh my God.
05:58Good times.
05:59Yeah.
06:00You know the image that comes to me when I remember those days?
06:06You, at night, holding a hot drink of some sort, in the doorway of the hostel.
06:12Valerian tea.
06:13I still drink it. My grandma got me into it.
06:16I watched you from the window.
06:19You seemed twenty years older than us.
06:22I was...
06:23I was...
06:25What?
06:27Crazy about you.
06:31It would have been very nice if you'd said so, you know.
06:35I was an idiot, Adela. We all were.
06:38No, Santi.
06:40You were sweet.
06:55Oh, shit. It's raining.
06:57Oh, shit.
06:59Come on. Run, run, run.
07:02Over here.
07:06What?
07:16Adela, I'm not about you.
07:19I don't know if you feel the same.
07:21Or if you're happy about this.
07:23I don't know anything.
07:45I'm sorry.
07:47I have to go.
07:48Come on.
08:05Merry Christmas, Bella.
08:07Merry Christmas.
08:12The meat just melts in your mouth.
08:14The butcher always gives me the best piece.
08:16This is just very, very good.
08:18What's in store for us at Mass, I wonder?
08:20It's the first one from this priest, you know.
08:22He'll give us communion with a limp wrist.
08:24How on earth did that man get assigned to our church?
08:27A charming gift from the Archbishop.
08:28Right.
08:37Honey, we were joking.
08:39I don't think it was funny.
08:43That's okay, I'll do the rest.
08:45I'll finish up.
08:46You can drive.
08:54Adela, I know that we've been on edge lately.
08:58But I'm just so scared that someone will hurt you.
09:01I'm worried sick.
09:09There.
09:11Mom, I need to see a gynecologist.
09:15Darling, another time.
09:19Leave it.
09:20I'll take care of it.
09:25Do as you wish.
09:28When my spirit faints within me, it is you who watch over my way.
09:33There is no one at my right hand who is concerned for me.
09:36No refuge can be found for me.
09:38To no one does it matter whether I live or die.
09:42Thus I cry out to you, O Lord, deliver me from my persecutors, for they are stronger than I.
09:58Merry Christmas, sweetie.
10:00On New Year's Eve, we're going to the bar.
10:01We're going to wear costumes.
10:03You up for it?
10:05I really want to see you.
10:07Isabel.
10:09Good morning.
10:10It's just a matter of hours before we say goodbye to 1999.
10:14Tonight we enter the new millennium.
10:15And we finally find out what happens with the famous Y2K bug.
10:31Oh, shit.
10:40Hello?
10:41Adela, it's Jose.
10:43I need to see you.
10:47Come with me.
10:49But where are we going?
10:51I have to go home for dinner.
10:52Sure.
10:53Just come.
11:02When the loneliness gets to me, I come here, I sit down, and I watch them.
11:07I don't ever go in, of course.
11:10But it makes me feel good.
11:12It's like I'm introducing you to my family, you know?
11:16They look happy.
11:17They are happy right now, for sure.
11:19When you get to a place that feels like your own, really yours, with people who understand
11:25you, nothing's better than that.
11:28I see you.
11:29I see you.
11:30I see you.
11:30I see you.
11:31I see you.
11:31What is it?
11:32I kissed Santiago.
11:34Oh, look at this.
11:35Hey, how's it going?
11:36Hey.
11:37I liked it.
11:38I liked it very much.
11:39It was great.
11:40But as soon as I closed my eyes, the only face I could see in my head was hers.
11:45The masseuse with the big personality?
11:48Yes, Isabel.
11:53When I'm with Santiago, I feel attractive.
11:59But when I'm with Isabel, I feel so free.
12:04And it's a totally new experience.
12:08I've always tried to be invisible, Jose.
12:12Shut out the whole world.
12:14I was numb about all of it.
12:17My own body, my infertility, the medication, all the things I don't know about myself.
12:28And now, I want to live.
12:31Now, I want to be touched.
12:34I want to be touched all the time.
12:35Do you understand?
12:38It makes me want to throw up at so much I want my own life.
12:48Adela, honey, life is about passion.
12:51From Jesus Christ to Monica Naranjo.
12:54When our passions are locked up inside us, we're cut off from life itself.
12:59And the only emotion we have is resentment.
13:02You don't want to go through life feeling resentful.
13:04I already do.
13:05So get rid of it.
13:06Do it.
13:08Now.
13:09Before it's too late.
13:11The fear you feel now isn't enough.
13:13You have to feel even more fear.
13:15More desire.
13:16More everything.
13:21Listen.
13:23When Alonzo.
13:24When I lost Alonzo.
13:29It was like I had fallen into complete darkness.
13:33It was like a pit.
13:35I've never been so scared.
13:38Petrified.
13:41But what the two of us shared.
13:43What I lived through all those years before we met.
13:47The risky life I led.
13:48The risky life I led.
13:49The many sins I committed.
13:50Which made me so happy.
13:52It all wrapped around me like a blanket.
13:54And comforted me.
13:57And when I hit rock bottom, God appeared as a result of my excesses.
14:03Boom.
14:04And he was everywhere.
14:07Everywhere.
14:08It felt like I was...
14:12having sex with all the men I'd been with all at the same time.
14:20I'd be telling a lie if I said that I don't have moments when I miss Alonzo.
14:27I'm not immune to sadness, but I haven't been alone since.
14:34In the church, I serve the Lord.
14:37But when I look at the door of that club, I see Him.
14:42Happy New Year, darling.
14:45But I don't have a life full of good memories.
14:47There's no blanket.
14:49So make one.
14:51Push your boundaries.
14:52Make mistakes.
14:53Get dirty.
14:54You actually know perfectly well what you have to do.
14:57Do it.
14:58Disappoint someone.
15:00What the hell?
15:00Disappoint all of us.
15:02Leave us in the lurch and do something amazing and unexpected.
15:07Yes, honey.
15:10That's it.
15:13Happy New Year, Father.
15:16Happy New Year, my child.
15:38Happy New Year, girl.
15:52Happy New Year.
16:03Girl, cool it.
16:04What? What is it?
16:09Adela!
16:12Wait, stop! Adela, wait up!
16:16Adela!
16:19Adela, stop, stop, stop!
16:20Adela, please, what's wrong?
16:22What is it?
16:22I'm gonna go, Isabel.
16:23Okay, but listen, look at me.
16:24What you saw back there, it wasn't anything.
16:27It was, no, no.
16:28I was so happy to be seeing you tonight, really.
16:34It's my fault, Isabel.
16:36That's it, leave me alone.
16:43Help me!
16:45Help me!
16:47Help me!
16:47Help me!
16:58Good evening, dear.
17:00May I?
17:01Sure, Grandma, come in.
17:09Look, this is my Aunt Marga, with my older sister, Ernestina.
17:14May she rest in peace.
17:18They call them the butchers.
17:21Neither of them could have children, and they never had periods.
17:25But they were so tall and strong.
17:28Like me?
17:29Yes, the same as you.
17:34Why'd my mother never tell me about them?
17:36Your mother adores you, Adela.
17:38But she's been paralyzed by fear ever since you were born.
17:42She does what she can, what she's been taught to do.
17:45Like me, like all of us women.
17:49Were they happy?
17:50Well, they had their ups and downs.
17:53We gave them a hard time.
17:55They didn't marry.
17:57But they had money of their own.
18:00And no men to boss them around.
18:03I'd say that's not bad.
18:07Although their beds were always empty.
18:09You're so wise, Grandma.
18:11Not wise enough.
18:13It's because of you that I understand now.
18:17I took too long.
18:26The next time you hear someone say,
18:28Horse girl, remember that you come from a family of strong mares.
18:36It's hot to spot, but if you look closely at the mucous membranes,
18:39you can see the scar.
18:41I wouldn't have noticed.
18:42It looks amazing, doesn't it?
18:45We're done, Adela.
18:46Adela, you can get up now.
18:48Let me know if you need anything else.
18:50I really appreciate your opinion.
18:52See you later.
18:52I'll keep you posted.
18:54I'll get dressed now, and I'll see you in my office, okay?
18:59I'll take you out just a minute.
19:02Okay then, Adela.
19:04I'm gonna try to explain things as clearly as possible.
19:07You don't have your period, and you can't get pregnant because you don't have a uterus.
19:12You were born without one, and without ovaries.
19:15Instead, you were born with internal gonads.
19:20Internal gonads?
19:22Testicles?
19:24Yes, but undescended.
19:26Of course, in baby boys, the testicles descend toward the end of gestation.
19:30But give me a second, doctor.
19:31You just, you said baby boys.
19:33What do you mean by that?
19:34Adela, slow down.
19:36I'm not saying you're male.
19:37You have a vagina.
19:38It's shortened, but it's there.
19:40In the examination, we confirmed that you were probably born with an unusually large clitoris.
19:46They operated to normalize the appearance of your genitals.
19:51They did a very good job.
19:53Is that the usual treatment?
19:56It can be.
19:57I assume your doctors talked to your parents, and they all made the decision.
20:02It's the recommended procedure in certain cases of intersexuality.
20:06Intersexuality?
20:07Yes.
20:09Adela, it's much more common than you think.
20:14And are those internal gonads still there?
20:18No.
20:20They must have taken them out when you were a teenager.
20:23It's usually done to prevent tumors or other pathologies, for example.
20:26The operation I had when I was 14.
20:29But my parents said it was for a hernia.
20:34It is possible that you had one.
20:36And during the operation, they also removed the gonads.
20:42But that's castration.
20:44Well, that's a very strong word for it, Adela.
20:48You should have been told the truth, and your family doctor certainly hasn't followed up much.
20:53But I wouldn't describe it that way.
20:56But that's what it is.
20:59What do I do now?
21:02The best thing is to forget it, and get on with your life.
21:08If you like, we can do your check-ups here.
21:13If I stopped taking the Mariestra, what would happen to me?
21:16I don't recommend it.
21:17Your body needs hormones.
21:18So what would I have been like now?
21:22With no operations, no treatment, no...
21:25Who would I actually be now?
21:26If you like, if you just leave it all.
21:28If you like.
21:40If you like work, I'll keep it up with you.
21:46Let's go.
22:11Never thought I'd fill with desire I know I am your home.
22:43Remember her.
22:48My sweet friend.
22:54You are the one.
23:00My sweet friend.
23:05You are the one.
23:15I think we're due for a phone call.
23:17I hope you're doing well and you own the bar now.
23:20I miss you.
23:22Jose.
23:24P.S.
23:24I have dreams that rob me of my reason.
23:27I find myself in a strange dimension surrounded by flames that are meant to burn with pleasure.
23:32An angel appears.
23:33Or an archangel.
23:34Who could possibly tell?
23:35The Wenningoff murder has come to be known in this area as the case of the killer godmother.
23:41And it has caused great indignation among those who live here.
23:44On one occasion, as Maria Dolores was escorted into the courthouse, the civil guard and the national police had their
23:50work cut out for them.
23:51They just keep lying.
23:52That poor woman is getting screwed.
23:54They're all in cahoots trying to fuck up her life.
23:56The girl's mother is constantly slinging mud at that poor woman.
23:59That mother is going mental without her daughter.
24:01Plus, she's been jilted.
24:03There's nothing scarier in this world than a broken heart.
24:05Right.
24:07What do you think, honey?
24:08Then when a raging mob looks for justice, he usually finds an innocent person that someone doesn't like.
24:14Write that down, Isadora.
24:15I've got enough to write down with all the orders.
24:18Anything else, Patricia?
24:19Nothing, honey. Thank you.
24:20What do I owe you?
24:21Tapas and a Coke.
24:23$5.50.
24:25A.D., when you're finished, come see me, okay?
24:31See you later, guys.
24:33Listen to me.
24:34How many times have I told you, bring in your ID card?
24:36I'm up for an inspection.
24:38I'm gonna be screwed.
24:39This is your last warning.
24:40Bring it tomorrow.
24:41If you don't, I'll get someone else.
24:44I'm sorry.
24:48Patricia, need a hand?
24:49No, I'll be fine.
24:51Thank you, sweetie.
24:55I'll give it to you, but it's important that you pee.
24:58And by the way, tell Antonio to wash his balls a little better.
25:01Right.
25:01Thanks a lot.
25:05Wow, I see the testosterone's making a difference.
25:09Two rounds.
25:12Sure, two little beauties.
25:14No prescription yet?
25:16I'm afraid not.
25:17Well, I'm not gonna leave you without medication, okay?
25:20But it's important for you to find a doctor and get a prescription, hun.
25:24Here you go.
25:25You boys show it right away.
25:27Hey, I've had some real studs in here, like out of a porn movie.
25:31You wouldn't believe the transformation.
25:33In two months, you'll see.
25:37See you later.
25:38See ya.
25:39Hi there, how are you?
25:41Meeting here?
25:42You know, you're a real sleazebag.
25:43That's what you are, a sleazebag.
25:45What you do me in the...
25:47You're gonna give me a frickin' smoke.
25:54Check it out, check it out.
25:56There you go.
25:57Nice talking to you.
25:59Why don't you come hang out with them?
26:10Hello?
26:11Adela?
26:12My dear, is it you?
26:13Are you okay?
26:14I just wanna know if you're doing okay.
26:16Say something.
26:17Please.
26:51If he had any idea what it's like for us...
26:53Oh, he's here.
27:01Hello.
27:02Hi.
27:03Are you okay?
27:04Yeah, sure.
27:05I'm going to bed.
27:07Hey, A.D.
27:08We'd like to talk to you.
27:10Come and sit.
27:10I'd rather do it another time, okay?
27:12I'm tired.
27:21Come on, A.D., we really tried.
27:23We all have issues, and you've got some stuff to work on.
27:26But Angela and I have the same ideas about sharing a space,
27:29and this isn't it.
27:30We can't get you to open up, A.D.,
27:32and we feel bad for you, but...
27:34maybe you're in the wrong place.
27:37If something we did offended you, tell us,
27:39but the situation is shitty.
27:41I don't want to live like this.
27:52Are you kidding me?
27:53Was that all?
27:55For almost six months, you've avoided us because of this?
27:59What the hell?
28:02No.
28:02I'm sorry.
28:03Why are you sorry, A.D.?
28:05Why are you sorry?
28:07But wait, do you really believe that my name is Gato?
28:10That my mother has eight tits and meows?
28:13No.
28:15We're pretty weird ourselves.
28:17You must have noticed me going out with guys, girls,
28:20hey, guys and girls.
28:21With anything that moves.
28:22And this one, she has no idea who the father of her baby is,
28:24for God's sake.
28:25No clue.
28:26Well, I narrowed it down to three.
28:28Two from back home and this German hippie
28:30who lived in a cave.
28:32Enough said.
28:32And I might be in the running.
28:35A.D., sweetheart.
28:37We knew about it.
28:39Well, we guessed, and we didn't care.
28:41In fact, it's why we wanted you here.
28:43Because you're the perfect addition to this little whorehouse,
28:45right, my darling?
28:47And he has all these books in his house
28:49that the church wouldn't be happy to hear about.
28:51With a voice like that, he's a priest.
28:54Well, he's very handsome.
28:55Let me at him.
28:56I just love all that stuff about the antique store.
28:59Look at him.
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