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The Real Housewives of Rhode Island S01E06
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00:31Rosa, she's always exaggerating.
00:38¡Gracias!
00:40I'm not doing this on camera, so I'm leaving, so come on, let's go.
00:43She said just...
00:44It's not me.
00:45Ryan, stop f***ing saying I'm perpetuating.
00:48It's not f***ing Instagram.
00:51I've been lucky to be a lady of leisure for ten years now.
00:55My boyfriend has allowed me to live a life of not being able to work.
00:59I'm bored in this house all by myself.
01:02Now, I'm at that crossroads where I want more for myself.
01:05I want to have kids, I want to be married,
01:07and I feel like, you know, I'll never get that where I'm at.
01:14Do you want to walk?
01:23It's so sunny today.
01:28You're dead?
01:28I'm dead.
01:33Stay, stay, stay, stay.
01:36Stay, stay, stay.
01:37Stay, stay, stay.
01:37Stay, stay, stay.
01:41Oh, Jesus.
01:42Okay.
01:43No.
01:49Tell us the story of your breakup with your boyfriend.
01:52How did it go down?
02:08Hey, Emma.
02:14Hi.
02:15Hello, Josh.
02:16How you doing?
02:17I just read your text.
02:21I'm good.
02:22You got a lot of going on.
02:24I'm good.
02:28That's always like my knee jerk reaction just to say I'm good even though I'm not.
02:32No, I know.
02:33Listen, I just feel like the relationship has like run its course.
02:38There's like nothing more that I want to get out of this relationship that's going to like change and be
02:44different than like what it is now.
02:45Mm-hmm.
02:46It wasn't just like one specific moment that was like, all right, like I'm leaving.
02:54It was just like it kept building and building and building and every time I thought it couldn't get worse,
02:59it got worse.
03:00I know in general, my relationship is very unconventional and it was like a certain way at the beginning and
03:06there was maybe one other person, but as the years went on, there was more people than I initially thought.
03:15I mean, look, I'm not surprised.
03:17I feel like I, for a long time, like I don't know what the right thing to do is.
03:22I know it's scary coming from a point of having it all to a point of making it all on
03:28your own.
03:29It's been a long time coming. Proud of you though. You know, it wasn't easy.
03:35I want real, solid relationship. Like, I have to make a move now for me.
03:44Did you leave on good terms?
03:46We were in bed and I was like, okay, I feel like the relationship has run its course.
03:50And he said that he felt like I was making the right decision.
03:56He didn't even fight it. He just...
03:59Yeah, but that told you all you needed to know, babe.
04:04He thought that I was making the right decision for myself.
04:09I mean, that's what he said, word for word.
04:11We fell asleep like hugging each other because we both knew like this was like the end.
04:18It's the beginning of the rest of your life and I'm proud of you.
04:23Well, finding a place is first and foremost.
04:27I'm here for you. I'll help you.
04:29Yeah, I mean, I want to start maybe going through some of my stuff if you can help me.
04:33Absolutely.
04:34Thank you. I appreciate that.
04:37Uh, I only have one question.
04:39Oh God, what?
04:41Who's going to de-seed the lemons?
04:43We should normally pick these lemon seeds to add up for a lemon.
04:47The first app at the house?
04:48They do.
04:50Because it ain't going to be me.
04:52I can't do the dig and flick thing.
04:55It's nasty.
05:08I got this Versace bathing suit.
05:10I love that one.
05:11I know, you know.
05:12Um, so this is like my other bathing suit option.
05:15But it's like a little skimpy.
05:17I could wear this.
05:17I think you should try that one on.
05:18I can't remember.
05:19Rich, stop.
05:20I can't remember what.
05:21This is like probably too much.
05:23I'm going to bring it depending on like if everybody else is wearing like slutty stuff.
05:28Liz and Alicia are setting up a trip for us.
05:30We're going to a Newport mansion.
05:32We're going to the largest privately owned mansion in Newport.
05:38Oh cute.
05:40Seaview Terrace.
05:41I've never been there.
05:43Newport mansions are unlike any other mansion.
05:45Like there's big houses and then there's like the Newport mansions.
05:48They're very different.
05:49I've only ever been to the mansions like The Breakers.
05:52I mean look, like I really don't care if I'm sitting in a mansion or in like a Motel 8.
05:56I don't care about that kind of stuff.
05:58Not really.
06:00Although I am feeling a pretty big house.
06:03You have to have fun on this trip.
06:05I'm actually kind of feeling good.
06:06Like I was feeling really weird after the whole sailboat thing.
06:09But then at Polo, I was like I need to course crack this.
06:13Like I'm going to be so friendly and nice.
06:15And I did that.
06:18Did she just open someone else's bottle?
06:21Do you want to come party?
06:22Let's go.
06:23Now I'm good with Liz.
06:24I'm good with Alicia.
06:25I'm good with Joellen.
06:26I'm good with Ashley.
06:27Right.
06:28You got to work on it with Kelsey.
06:29That's it.
06:32We're friends.
06:33We're not friends.
06:34I'm trying to be your friend and you're showing me you're not a good friend.
06:38I'm feeling less anxiety because I feel like I'm in a good place with people.
06:42And I don't want to have fights with anyone.
06:43Right.
06:44But if they do give you a hard time, just be like I hear what you're saying.
06:48Really looking to have a good time.
06:50And I'm sorry you feel that way.
06:50I'm sorry you feel that way.
06:51These girls are relentless.
06:52But now everybody's yelled at me so now we can move forward.
06:55Right?
06:55Shut the up.
06:56Are you out of your mind?
06:58You've yelled and screamed.
06:59You've had your tantrum.
07:00You're a troll.
07:02Gotten it out of the way.
07:03Support people.
07:04That's it.
07:05Okay.
07:05Because I don't support people.
07:06We had fun at polo so maybe we'll have fun on this trip too.
07:09I'm like turning the other cheek like nobody's business.
07:11Like Jesus would be so proud of me.
07:13I just have to keep being myself and not freezing up and getting weird.
07:17Just don't be a weirdo.
07:18Just like don't be weird.
07:20A lot of people that have big on air personalities are actually not like that in real life.
07:24If I could stop it I would.
07:27I'm just shy and awkward and I don't know what to tell you.
07:29Like I'm trying my best.
07:30I can be fake if you want me to be like Joellen and just walk into the room.
07:33Hi everybody.
07:34I'm so happy.
07:36Like I can do it but then we won't make a genuine connection.
07:39So it's like it's up to you.
07:40Do you want fake Rosie or do you want real Rosie?
07:41Because real Rosie is a little quiet.
07:45And awkward.
07:46Honestly.
07:47I think this is going to be good.
07:48At the very least they'll be like oh she's not inauthentic.
07:51She's just awkward as .
07:53Got it.
07:55Coming up.
07:56This is like a dream.
07:57This is like our story tale.
07:59Oh my God.
08:01Stop.
08:01You were never homeless.
08:03You sold my house.
08:04We had to move back with my grandmother.
08:05You were never homeless.
08:30Hi.
08:31Welcome in honey.
08:32Thank you.
08:34Hi Sissy.
08:36How are you?
08:37Good.
08:37You look pretty.
08:38So do you.
08:38That's a cute outfit.
08:39Thank you.
08:40I could have steamed it a little bit.
08:41I did steam it actually.
08:44It's so cute in here.
08:45I know.
08:46I'm going to try this on.
08:47That's really cute.
08:49Do you like this Jen?
08:50That's pretty.
08:50I like this.
08:52Thank you.
08:53It's too hot not to have something cool.
08:55Thank you.
08:55Thank you so much.
08:56You're so sweet.
08:57Cheers Sissy.
08:58I don't drink.
09:00I'll drink it.
09:01I'm so excited for this trip.
09:03I look like very she.
09:05You look ridiculous.
09:05I would get this in a heartbeat.
09:07Oh I would.
09:08I feel like I need a vacation.
09:10And Newport is one of my favorite places to go.
09:13Especially during the summer.
09:14How have you really been since the funeral?
09:19I don't know.
09:20It's been like a lot.
09:21How do I keep on crying even though he left a hundred years?
09:25He was like a second father to me when I lost my dad.
09:28Just because people don't understand until they've been through it.
09:30That awful dead dad club.
09:32And now it just happened again with grandpa.
09:34Yeah and he was like a second dad.
09:35But like he really was always around.
09:37Like when you and I were fighting or mom.
09:40He's always like that peacekeeper.
09:42Losing my grandfather definitely brings up a lot of emotions and feelings about my childhood and my mother and our
09:48relationship.
09:49Jen and I grew up very differently.
09:51She was.
09:54I don't want to say the favorite child.
09:56But there's definitely favorites.
09:57Call a spade a spade.
09:58Like it's making me think about my kids.
10:01Like.
10:02I wish like mom felt like that.
10:04Like about me.
10:05She really does.
10:06She just doesn't show it the way that you want her to show it.
10:09But she a hundred percent feels like that about you.
10:12My relationship with my mother.
10:14You want that motherly bond.
10:15I never had that in my whole life.
10:17Hi mom.
10:18Hi mom.
10:19Thank you for watching them.
10:21I decided to fulfill my commitment.
10:23Fulfill your commitment as a grandmother.
10:25Growing up I wanted my mom's love.
10:29And instead she just pushed me away.
10:31Why can't she show love.
10:35That's just who she is.
10:37And you accept that.
10:38It's not that like.
10:39Yes I accept it because like.
10:41I'm just going to butt my head against the wall if I expect her to change.
10:45You know and you're still there.
10:46But I don't expect her to change.
10:48I just have distanced myself.
10:50I don't know how to forgive her for like our childhood.
10:54I don't know how.
10:54You have such a tough exterior that like.
10:57Inside like you're really hurting by like your relationship with her.
11:01My relationship with my mother has affected.
11:04My marriage.
11:05My friends.
11:06My family.
11:06My friends are my source of love and affection and kindness.
11:11Gary also gives me the love that I never received as a child with my mom.
11:14He's always there.
11:16He's always kind and not judgmental.
11:18I never had that.
11:20Ever growing up.
11:22Tell her like why you're upset and like how you want your relationship to be in the future.
11:26I've told her.
11:26She won't take responsibility for her actions and she'll just place the blame on.
11:31Well you did this and you did this but you were supposed to love me.
11:34She just I don't know.
11:36I'm really proud of you.
11:37I mean you definitely have stopped the cycle with your kids.
11:40So I'm proud of you.
11:41Thanks Cissy.
11:42I love you.
11:43I love you.
11:43Thanks for coming to meet me.
12:08Oh thank you.
12:09I need that.
12:10How are you?
12:11Good.
12:11You doing alright?
12:13Yeah.
12:14You're gonna need a water from helping me.
12:16It's so incredibly beautiful here.
12:18Quite literally leaving the comforts of home.
12:21I know.
12:22If only it didn't look this good.
12:24Oh.
12:24I started leaving this mansion.
12:27I am terrified.
12:28I lived with my parents until I met my boyfriend.
12:33I was 20 and I went straight from my parents house to his house.
12:38So this is like the first time where I'm like taking that step and like literally I'm
12:44gonna be solo.
12:45I am a firm believer that there are no mistakes.
12:48You're at like such a pivotal point in life.
12:51You know what you want.
12:53Kelsey's ex and I have known each other since high school.
12:56I'll always consider him a friend and a great guy.
12:59But Billy has the same life goals as Kelsey.
13:03He wants kids.
13:04He wants to get married.
13:05He wants to build a life together.
13:08It's a new beginning and I know it's not easy.
13:11I know.
13:12I'm happy.
13:15I'm happy and I'm sad about it.
13:18Listen, you're willing to make that first step, babe.
13:22It's so commendable.
13:23Who would leave all of this?
13:25This is what most people aim for their entire lives.
13:28You are courageous enough to step out and forge toward your own.
13:33I actually got you something.
13:35I actually got you a little token.
13:37You know my.
13:38Stop.
13:39Ignore the bag.
13:40It's not Chanel.
13:41I don't have his money.
13:43It's you too.
13:44I know.
13:51No path is final.
13:52No light is lost.
13:53You were born to begin again and blaze your own my home.
13:56That's so sweet.
13:58Thank you.
13:59Thank you.
14:00Throughout the relationship, he was always giving me money so I didn't have to work.
14:05Now that we're not together anymore, I need to be more self-sufficient.
14:09And hair and makeup has always been a passion of mine.
14:12Now it's actually time to be an adult.
14:13Like, it's stressful.
14:17Can I keep the Chanel?
14:19Yeah, you can keep the Chanel.
14:20That's the bag.
14:20It's worth more than the compass.
14:25Coming up.
14:26Is Rula gonna come?
14:27This is wicked rude that she's not here.
14:29I feel like it's just done.
14:42What is in?
14:43Are you serious?
14:45Well, I didn't know what to bring.
14:47Ready?
14:49We got...
14:50Oh, God.
14:51Let's see.
14:51Dear God.
14:52Sorry.
14:53Thank you.
14:54I'm very excited to host this trip with Liz.
14:56Newport, Rhode Island is iconic.
14:59Luxury.
15:00Castles.
15:01Mansions.
15:02It's where everyone wants to be in the summer.
15:04It's 30 minutes from where I live.
15:05That requires an Uber driver for me.
15:08I will not drive there.
15:09Oh, my God.
15:11Can you stand it?
15:12Princess Rolls.
15:13Right back in time.
15:14We are going in style.
15:16The girls are gonna die.
15:18I thought it would be so cool to take these vintage Rolls Royces to this old spooky castle.
15:26How cute.
15:27Oh, my God.
15:28I want to go on that one.
15:29Oh, my God.
15:29I love this.
15:31Look at these cars.
15:32It's almost like we're on kind of a time machine.
15:35It's pretty Gucci.
15:36It's pretty cool.
15:37Has anyone heard from Rula?
15:39No.
15:40She can Uber herself.
15:41We'll see you there.
15:42Let's go.
15:42It's a race.
15:43Vroom, vroom.
15:49Such history to this place.
15:51It was built in the early 20s.
15:54This castle, I've been there several times.
15:56With parties.
15:57It's beautiful.
15:58It's big.
15:59It's quirky.
16:00It's wild.
16:01Not unlike us.
16:02Let me get a cracker.
16:04Hold on.
16:05You want one?
16:05Oh, thank you.
16:06Listen.
16:07Can I ask you something?
16:08How is Kelsey?
16:09She'll be okay.
16:11It'll be fine.
16:12I feel like she needs this trip for herself, you know?
16:15I love the port.
16:17Yeah, it's beautiful in here.
16:18I'm going through major life changes here.
16:20I need an eat, pray, love trip with the girls.
16:24As much as I would love to be on the French Riviera, I will settle for a little Newport mansion.
16:29So beautiful.
16:30I know.
16:32I haven't talked to Rula since Polo, I have to be honest.
16:35I think she needs this friggin' girls trip more than any of us right now.
16:38Should we call her?
16:39Let's call her.
16:43Oh, she's not answering.
16:45I know that Rula's been through so much stress.
16:48I think Rula really needs this trip, so I feel like we're going to have fun.
16:51I'm going to have fun.
16:52I don't know about the rest of the group, actually.
16:59Look at the windows, Liz.
17:01An actual, real-life princess.
17:05This is our life.
17:07We're celebrating today.
17:09The stud with the ship, how amazing.
17:11What do you think?
17:16Seve is one of my absolute best friends, and one of her best friends owns the mansion.
17:23Cheers.
17:24This is epic.
17:24Good to have you guys.
17:26I've known Seve 40 years.
17:28Longer than most of these girls have been on the planet.
17:31This is like a dream.
17:32This is like our story tale.
17:34The chandelier.
17:35I'm dead.
17:36It's actually the 100th anniversary of this house being built.
17:40Pieces of the house were assembled from all over Europe originally.
17:45Oh, my God.
17:47Look at this.
17:50I mean, what more could this want?
17:53The fairy room.
17:54That's why. Look at my baby dolls.
17:56This is my vibe.
17:57Liz, this reminds me of you.
17:59Yeah, I love it.
18:00I think I'm going to stay here.
18:02I'm going to take the fairy room with all the fairies.
18:04We get first dibs, and everyone else can figure out where they want to go.
18:07All these rooms are gorgeous.
18:08They should all be happy.
18:09I'm so excited for these girls to get the royal treatment.
18:12We have two butlers with champagne bottles all day long.
18:15I think Kelsey is going to feel right at home.
18:17Kelsey's used to this.
18:19Well, at least she used to be.
18:25I love this.
18:27Thank you.
18:29Oh, my God.
18:31Stop.
18:32Joe, I can't.
18:34Can I offer you some champagne?
18:35I would love one down here right now.
18:39You're welcome.
18:40We're going to let you girls pick your rooms.
18:42Okay.
18:43I am choosing a room at the exact opposite end as where Rosie is staying.
18:49So there's this room with a massive mirror.
18:51Stunning.
18:52This is cool.
18:53Are there rooms this way?
18:55Just go in the basement.
18:56We call this the queen's room.
18:59Want to do this?
18:59Yes.
19:00You and me right here.
19:00So we have like a really exciting thing.
19:04Put on like a really cute, girly dolly doll tea party outfit.
19:10A doll tea party?
19:12Oh, God.
19:13Everyone get ready.
19:14Okay.
19:14And then we'll do my eyelashes.
19:24What's up with these dolls?
19:25She probably talks to them when Billie's not home.
19:28I feel like you're going to get in trouble.
19:30I don't know why.
19:32Just think dolls are so pretty.
19:34They tell so much about a person by what doll they pick.
19:36I don't let my daughter play with you.
19:38Don't let Selena play with you.
19:40I tell her if she does very gently.
19:41As a child, I knew that I loved beauty.
19:44I loved clothes.
19:45I loved purses.
19:46I loved little high heels.
19:47I liked it probably at three years old and I like it at 41.
19:50She's just like everything.
19:51I feel like she gets it.
19:52I had to guess.
19:53Rula's going to show up eventually.
19:55I think tomorrow though.
19:56Really?
19:57You don't think today?
19:58I think I just got nail glue in my eye.
20:01So, okay.
20:02Tell me how you have been.
20:03I know you've had a couple of hard days.
20:05It's definitely hard, but I'm doing okay.
20:07To be honest with you, everything that he has taken care of for me,
20:11that's now going to be on me.
20:13I need to figure out where I'm going to live.
20:16I feel like I don't know certain parts of adulthood, I guess you can say.
20:20Bills, mortgage payments.
20:22People talk about principal payment.
20:24The principal of what?
20:26I don't know what that means.
20:28I don't know.
20:29I never even knew what my dad's career was.
20:32All I knew was that the bills were getting paid.
20:34And he bought me a car and paid for my college.
20:37Courage.
20:37Thank you.
20:38Let's go up the store.
20:42Go girl.
20:43You got this.
20:46Oh my God, this is perfect.
20:49It's like Cinderella's hearted.
20:50Like carriage, cartage.
20:53You girls look beautiful.
20:55Oh my God, look.
20:55There's little things for all the dolls.
20:57Isn't this fun?
20:59Yeah.
20:59I'm obsessed with this doll lunch.
21:01I loved my American Girl dolls growing up.
21:03Like I had all five originals.
21:05Do I have all of my NSYNC Barbies still?
21:07Yes.
21:08My Jonas Barbies, the Cape Rock era?
21:10Yes.
21:11Can we offer you some champagne?
21:12Yes, please.
21:13Thank you.
21:15Are you kidding with this carriage?
21:16I love Liz's outfit.
21:18No, look.
21:18Ah!
21:19She fell.
21:20No, she didn't.
21:21Holy .
21:22I didn't even look at the side of these shoes.
21:24Are you okay?
21:25All right.
21:26We try again.
21:27That's a graceful entrance.
21:29Goodness, you guys look so cute.
21:31Rosie.
21:31You look like a stripper.
21:34That was the plan.
21:37I should have just said, you don't look good.
21:39Okay, so let me introduce you to the bitches.
21:41They're going to come sit with us and eat this gorgeous meal.
21:43I want to know what these dolls mean to you.
21:45So like with dolls, right?
21:47Like throughout the entire world for centuries or billions of years ago.
21:50Billions.
21:51Every girl, most of them, just connects to a baby doll.
21:54Where'd you get that statistic?
21:56From billions of years.
22:00We're going to have lunch.
22:02But everyone take their dolls and they're going to sit next to us, okay?
22:04I remember my very first doll was Snow White.
22:07I love Snow White so much.
22:09If a hair was out of place, I would have a breakdown and throw the doll and cry.
22:13Mental.
22:14No.
22:15It was really psychotic.
22:16They go right here.
22:17Look.
22:18So easy.
22:19You good?
22:20You a little hot?
22:21We got to cool you down, girlfriend.
22:23What are their names?
22:24Whatever you feel.
22:25That's the beauty part of it.
22:27I play with dolls with my three-year-old.
22:29And that's it.
22:30You're not putting your doll in your chair though.
22:31She deserves to be on a pedestal.
22:33The way Alicia likes dolls is the way I like Botox.
22:37Excuse me ladies.
22:38Would you like some tea?
22:39Sure.
22:39Thank you so much.
22:40It looks great.
22:41Is Rula going to come?
22:42I have not talked to Rula.
22:44Did you cry to call her?
22:46I did.
22:48This is wicked rude that she's not here.
22:51I just think she was kind of like beat down, choosing to believe Ryan and she's like,
22:57that's it.
22:57Like, we're working on marriage and I don't think she wants to hear anything anymore.
23:01She needs to stop blaming me.
23:02I'm actually trying to be there for you and have your back.
23:04I'm going to hurt you.
23:06Don't.
23:07Don't.
23:08And if you want, please, I'll figure it out.
23:10Well, I think that she questions your motives.
23:13What's the motive?
23:14I don't want her to lose her husband.
23:16I feel bad and I think that you guys should feel bad.
23:19I totally feel bad.
23:20Do you feel bad though, really, Jo?
23:22I do feel bad.
23:23I do.
23:24I don't believe Joan feels bad.
23:26So it's funny to me when she says it.
23:28I'm just like, okay, who are you?
23:31Well, who the, who are you?
23:33No one needs to remind her that he's a scumbag anymore.
23:36It's done.
23:36She thinks it's from a year and a half ago, Alicia.
23:39Done.
23:41Let's save it for when she's here.
23:43I agree.
23:45So, listen, tonight we're going to have a night.
23:48Black tie.
23:48You can relax a little bit.
23:50We'll see you down at dinner.
23:51Let's get our dolls.
23:53Everyone, they'll watch us get ready.
23:54She really looked like legit lost her leg.
23:57See what it's like getting old.
23:59She feels it.
24:01Coming up.
24:02Do you still talk to your ex at all?
24:04Like as friends?
24:05He still, he's her things.
24:08Now he's just a real sugar daddy.
24:10Before she could at least pretend he was her boyfriend.
24:11He's the one who's on the run.
24:12He's the one who's on the run.
24:21Hey.
24:23Watch the pass.
24:24Watch the pass.
24:25Am I at practice?
24:26Yeah.
24:26Let's go, G.
24:27Let's go.
24:28I'm like in a swing right now.
24:30Like, just like swinging back and forth.
24:31¿Qué?
24:32¿Qué?
24:34Sí, estoy swinging.
24:36Sí, estoy swinging.
24:40Es una gran granja.
24:41Tiene que ser como un diálogo ahí.
24:43No hay nada.
24:45¿Quién ha hecho esto antes?
24:50¿Ten cents?
24:51No hay jugos ahí.
24:52Ok.
25:01¿Cómo in?
25:04Robert, I want to deliver these to all the girls.
25:07I have a nice pillow.
25:08That's awesome.
25:09And then you'll deliver them for me?
25:11Exactly.
25:12Planning this masquerade dinner, we all kind of bring into life, you know, this mask.
25:18So, everyone revealing something about themselves, it would bring us closer together.
25:23It's like an exercise in camaraderie, or I am hoping for it to be anyway.
25:30i'm going to send this one to rosie because she was this big larger than life facade but what's
25:36deeper i'm going to send this to ashley because i think that she tends to subdue joellen she's
25:44the jester but i think that there's some heavier stuff kelsey people see this dark closed off
25:52side and those who really know her see this brighter side alicia puts out to the world
25:59everything's great and then i think that there's this other side that's not always perfect
26:06oh my god i love this wear this mask to the ball where secrets rise and facades facades
26:15facades may fall but truth begins when masks are gone reveal yourself before the dawn what do we need
26:20reveal like i don't have any secrets neither do i oh she's gorgeous though this bitch
26:39what the heck am i walking into what does liz have in store for us i feel like we're in
26:46the movie
26:46eyes wide shut and there's like an orgy downstairs waiting for us
26:52i can't worry about here you don't get to take it off i don't think actually what am i supposed
26:57to do
26:57not eat and drink this is never not gonna be funny
27:04your mask sucks dude you can't even breathe through that it doesn't even have a mouth
27:09poor girl hello hello oh my god that is unbelievable liz
27:15perhaps what they see is the big bad wolf but what they don't know is behind this mask is someone
27:23who
27:23is crazy sensitive i'm not the wolf in sheep's clothing i'm actually the sheep in wolf's clothing
27:30what a great job you did picking out these masks is it uncomfortable are they uncomfortable
27:36no i really enjoy this i'm hoping we can shed the masks show a little bit more of our other
27:43side
27:43the one that we're trying not to show all right jojo i can go first i know that most of
27:51you know me
27:51well there's definitely good and bad to me i think a lot of the bad comes from trauma as a
27:58child
27:59my mom sent me away to a behavioral program i remember that yeah it was hard these behavioral
28:05programs they were for really bad kids like children convicts and arsonists and
28:11stabbers i don't feel like my behavior in in high school was outrageous but my mother's behavior to me
28:19as a child just felt like she didn't love me i don't want to be like her so i'm definitely
28:24trying
28:24do you feel like sometimes you hurt people as well like i don't think i'm usually the one that starts
28:30it i think i'm the one that continues it and that's also like a really bad trait of me i
28:36think
28:37that i don't want to be betrayed and when somebody calls me out on something that's not true that i'm
28:42lying i need to prove you're wrong and what you're saying about me is not true because i didn't do
28:57that
28:57as a kid
29:00my mask is off
29:01liz what makes lizzie so hard
29:05i think it's kind of stems from having such incredible loss at such a super young age
29:12i think that i'm afraid to let anyone in because i'm afraid to lose this is like something i don't
29:18share ever with anyone i've experienced loss from my mom passing at such a young age who got sick when
29:26i was 12. she died when i was 15. i have abandonment issues
29:33it's not that i'm big and scary it's that like i'm probably more afraid of them than they are me
29:40i'm hard to get to know i'm very tough
29:45do you want to go next ashley oh boy
29:50i think that when i was going on the bachelor i was always like oh i don't have a sob
29:54story i have no
29:54idea what i'm going to talk about and i think that stresses me out because i'm always like
29:57that will happen one day
30:01you know because you can't like skate by because somebody will like die you know
30:06that's petrifying that like that's always like to come
30:12okay
30:13all right then there you go
30:16ashley's crying that she has nothing to cry about
30:18just put the mask back on
30:20rosie you can go
30:21a lot of people don't know that like i have really bad anxiety
30:24i'm actually like really shy in real life
30:27when i'm being bigger it's more for like tv stuff instagram stuff
30:30because i learned to pretend and i learned to be bigger and i learned to be
30:33what everybody wants me to be
30:36something i felt a lot growing up
30:38i was so used to having to just do whatever my mom said all the time to make her happy
30:42and you don't want to upset her you just do it
30:44and just make everybody happy
30:46so i still kind of feel selfish choosing myself sometimes
30:49so i'm just i'm working on it
30:52you know someday i'm gonna be super selfish
30:54and you guys are gonna be like whoa you took it too far
30:56you don't think people want to see your genuine self
30:59once i get comfortable i like
31:00open up so it's just different
31:02thank you
31:05next
31:05next
31:06kelsey
31:07me oh god
31:08i think i have a very tough exterior
31:12when it comes to my relationship
31:14that is like the only thing i'm mega sensitive with
31:17yeah
31:18yeah
31:20kelsey not to bring it up but like how are you doing after the breakup
31:26i'm hanging in there it's for the best though
31:29at the end of the day there was a standstill with my ex and it lasted 10 years so
31:33it's like how many more years am i going to do the same thing
31:37yeah she cries though
31:39i actually had no idea that kelsey broke up with her sugar daddy
31:42last i had heard she was seeing numerous people
31:44i am dating
31:45and i love the both of them
31:47she's already been bringing the new boyfriend around
31:50why should i be surprised she's not with the old boyfriend anymore
31:52like it's very confusing this whole relationship
31:53or relationships i should say
31:56how do you think bill's different than rex
31:58like he cares he listens
31:59have you thought about marriage with him or anything like that
32:02there's marriage material yeah
32:03do you still talk to your ex at all like as friends
32:05yeah we have a good relationship
32:08there's still a lot of things that connect the two of us
32:12he still pays for things
32:27pays my health insurance pays for my car insurance and i'm getting a place of my own and my ex
32:37like agreed to pay the rent just so that i get on my feet good for you
32:42i'm taking what i'm entitled to has nothing to do with being independent or still being on his nipple
32:47like if he said whatever i can do to help you i will
32:50if i was actually married to him for 10 years i would be walking away with a lot more
32:54why does he do it just because he like loves you so much
32:57it's the least he can do
32:58if anyone believes it's like wrong for him to pay for that stuff
33:03just has clearly not been with the right person
33:06leaving after 10 years and you get nothing
33:08he's like i'll pay for your apartment
33:09yeah
33:10and it's like a divorce
33:13he still pays all your bills now he's just a real sugar daddy
33:16before she could at least pretend he was her boyfriend
33:19alicia
33:20you next my doll
33:22well i guess i've seen like really dark things that no kid should have seen
33:26what kind of like dark things was it like with your dad
33:29yeah i just think that like
33:32like my life was not easy
33:33from what i remember my father left us homeless
33:38i had moved like a lot
33:40you were homeless
33:41you were never homeless
33:42no he did he sold my house
33:44he left he took my home as a child
33:48that's a stretch you're never homeless babe
33:50you have a big beautiful family
33:52no one would ever allow you to be homeless
33:55you kind of went with your grandparents for a little while
33:58which was a very nice place
34:00am i trying to protect her from coming across as privileged
34:05yeah
34:05he sold my house we had to move back with my grandmother
34:07i will never hear you say you were homeless
34:11you were never homeless in your life
34:15i think that liz is trying to protect my family
34:17but don't diminish like what i've been through
34:19when i first moved into my grandparents i was thrilled
34:23because i was like oh my god i get to be with my grandparents
34:25but as time went on
34:27they're like where's my house
34:28i was sharing a room with my mom
34:29what happened to my bedroom that was
34:31i had this beautiful car bed it was like a corvette
34:33so in my mind we had no home
34:36and if it wasn't my grandparents we would have been homeless
34:39take it off your face is too beautiful
34:41oh perfect time for dessert
34:43i want to thank you all for tonight
34:45i loved it
34:45i loved it
34:46i love the most
34:47rosie i think this that was the first genuine thing that came out of your mouth
34:52and i'm saying that in a nice way not a mean way
34:54i actually felt for a second that you were telling the truth
34:59what have i not told the truth about
35:03i'm actually trying to give you a compliment
35:05i genuinely am meaning this
35:07this is what i've been like trying to convey to her
35:09like you haven't been honest
35:11this moment i feel like you are
35:14she's giving you a compliment
35:15and you just went right on the defensive
35:16so she's telling you like hey i thought you were being genuine
35:20we say thank you
35:21when her saying this refreshing would insinuate that she's never been honest
35:30no i i do appreciate it
35:32i'm glad you feel that way
35:35oh backhand it was backhanded
35:37we got so close
35:39you were so close
35:39being in the pageant world i know a bull when i see one
35:43there's a lot of fake girls around
35:44in between her talking about me
35:46never have i ever had a polygamist
35:48could you imagine
35:49i thought kelsey was that
35:50not supporting me
35:52i appreciated you asking me to do a haircut
35:55you never posted anything
35:57oh my god
35:58i can't keep up with the ever-changing personalities
36:01who is rose mary
36:04i think you guys aren't giving rosie enough grace
36:07because there was a little bit of sass in this air
36:12i actually think the sass came from rosie
36:17she got a crazy backhanded compliment
36:19it made it seem like she's never been genuine before
36:23like she's always been lying
36:24you guys think that she's always been lying
36:26that's how i felt
36:28rosie has mentioned that she would like for me to stick up for her more in this group
36:32i never expect anyone to stick up for me
36:34and that's just like been like my whole life
36:36after the whole alicia thing
36:37it actually bothered me that you didn't stick up for me
36:39i'd have been nice
36:39i'm sorry for not sticking up for you
36:42kelsey's reaction to rosie
36:44it was such a blatant backhanded compliment
36:47that even i felt comfortable being like
36:51excuse me that was
36:52that wasn't fully nice
36:54there was an ingenuineness that i felt
36:58i'm sorry if you feel like i'm not
37:00genuine or that i lie or anything
37:02you know
37:04okay
37:06it's okay
37:07you know
37:08we get it
37:08you know what's it called when the horse is dead
37:11beating a dead horse
37:12when the horse is dead
37:14i don't know
37:17i want to thank you all for joining me on my little masquerade dinner
37:21i loved it
37:22i loved it
37:22thank you for being open and shedding the masks
37:25whatever we want to do tonight
37:27have fun in the castle
37:29and let's reconvene in the morning
37:32we'll have some breakfast
37:34this is perfect you guys
37:35lizzie this was really beautiful
37:39i thought that went well
37:42i don't know what i did
37:44that was so aggressive
37:45i don't feel like what she said was a nice thing to say
37:48like i was like
37:49what did i lie about
37:51i don't know
37:52wait i think i hear rosie talking
37:53let's go listen
37:54you made it seem like what she said
37:56wasn't a backhanded compliment at all
37:57since she basically was alluding to the fact
37:59that you've never said anything honest
38:01also went the with me and kelsey
38:03had long conversations
38:05she had all the time in the world
38:07at dinner to say these things to me
38:08yet she waits till dinner room with ashley
38:11to start talking
38:12she doesn't have balls to say it to me
38:14she sulks like a slinky
38:16conversation with her
38:17she accused me of talking
38:19at a picnic
38:20yeah
38:29she accused me of talking about her at the picnic
38:32hi
38:32yeah
38:33yeah
38:34hi
38:35hi
38:35what's up
38:36just getting changed
38:37come here
38:38you were just talking about
38:39i feel like what you were saying before
38:41was like a little bit of a backhanded compliment to her
38:44i felt bad because everybody kind of snapped at her
38:47no i don't think it was a backhanded compliment
38:49i feel like you're not being honest
38:51wait wait wait wait
38:52speed be specific
38:53what is she lying about
38:54her house
38:56why does she get away from my caribbean
38:58the issues with your job
38:59you got fired
39:00you said you left for mental health
39:02leave
39:02i went for mental health because i got colitis
39:04i did have colitis a couple years ago
39:06what
39:06yeah that's why i quit mbc 10
39:08because i had to wear diapers to work
39:09i don't know what you want me to do about that
39:13why are you so upset with me
39:14for rumors that have nothing to do with you
39:17like oh you got fired from your job
39:19i went on medical leave
39:21because i couldn't stop bleeding out of my butt
39:23why would i say that when i could say that i got fired
39:28what
39:29she makes up when you meet someone you like exaggerate things
39:32like yeah me and rich from building like an 8,000 square foot house
39:35like just like blurt out
39:36i have no idea why kelsey would actually care about the square footage
39:40or the honesty of the square footage of a house
39:42like i have never talked to my friends about the square footage of my house
39:46we're adding 5,000 square feet
39:48the current house is 1,500
39:49and when we finish the garage
39:51it's not 1,000
39:53i'm sorry if that's not a good enough answer for you
39:55the way that kelsey is delivering this accusation
39:58she's like so certain
39:59and i'm like well what's your proof bitch
40:01when there's smoke there's fire
40:03just because the answer isn't what you want
40:05doesn't mean it's not true
40:06you can believe whatever you want
40:07i'm cool with that
40:10this is like another act of rosie
40:12this is like the calm rosie
40:14she's always telling the truth
40:16i'm not buying one word that comes out of her mouth
40:20nope
40:21i really don't care about it
40:23your to be honest
40:24it seems like you really
40:25care about it
40:25i really don't
40:26maybe you just didn't want to like me
40:27and that's okay
40:28i don't think you want to like me either
40:30i'm good with this
40:31kelsey wants to discredit everything about me
40:33you're attacking my house
40:34you don't have a house
40:35you're attacking my relationship
40:37my husband
40:37you don't have a husband
40:39you're attacking my career
40:40you've had one for about a year
40:42maybe
40:43it's a lot easier
40:44to project things onto me
40:46than to possibly be a target
40:48of everyone talking about
40:49what's really going on in your life
40:50shut the f*** up
40:53thank you so much for coming in and visiting us
40:56there's the door over there
40:58goodnight
41:00good job
41:00at this point believe it or the f*** you want
41:08later this season on the real housewives of bird island
41:12this shot is to all of us
41:15to beginnings and to ends
41:19to the end of the summer
41:21the beginning of autumn
41:22to the end of strife
41:24to the beginning of others
41:25peace and war
41:35how much is the rent
41:37i'm not paying for it
41:38your ex is paying for it
41:39my ex
41:40it's awesome that's up
41:42you put me through hell for long enough
41:44i just feel like we have to decide on the lease soon
41:47if she wanted you to sell it would you
41:49sure it's gonna cry
41:50oh no no i'm not gonna cry
41:52no you're not
41:52no
41:53you should have showed me how to be like respectful and kind
41:56because now i'm not
41:58i gotta prove
42:00holy sh**
42:01this is bad
42:02joellen shows me a video
42:04being in her house i want to die
42:06i feel like i'm carrying a poster like i know
42:09i know what you did last week
42:10this shows your real colors
42:12my true colors are f***ing beautiful
42:14stop
42:15the f*** out of my face
42:17what did i do
42:18everybody f***ing in Rhode Island knows you're married men
42:21and you're a f***ing slam-pick
42:22no we're looking for a fight
42:24you're a fight
42:25who's tired of f***ing yelling and fighting all the time
42:30holy sh**
42:31do you know about the video
42:35i don't understand about a video
42:37brian was arrested
42:40for tracking me
42:42i mean obviously like really like what are you gonna do
42:45yeah
42:46what are you gonna do
42:48you know i'm gonna do
42:50uh
42:50you
42:51you
42:52Gracias.
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