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Love Island: Beyond the Villa - Season 1 - Episode 06: A Bombshell Has Entered Los Angeles
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00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:12My grandma's, like, really not doing well.
00:14She's been admitted in the hospital.
00:16I'm going to throw something maybe next week.
00:19I'm thinking about Saddle Ranch.
00:20I'm bringing this guy that I've been, like, kind of talking to.
00:23Why are you mad at me, bro?
00:26If you're the way around, you get well-pistled.
00:28Okay, girl, I'm done.
00:31The foster place is going to set up a meeting this week.
00:34Kenny has never had a dog before.
00:35He's so small.
00:37Who wants to hold my feet?
00:40The ocean.
00:41Kenny's planning a cute dinner for anniversary.
00:44Oh, my gosh, look.
00:46When Miguel and I, we went on a hike,
00:49I just mentioned just the fact that, like, we like our space.
00:52That's not true.
00:52I hope he didn't tell Miguel that we both wanted space,
00:55because that's not the case.
00:57I voiced to him, I wanted separation from you.
01:23Oh, you guys are so cute in here.
01:26Welcome.
01:27I swear we're sober.
01:29I'm Piarra.
01:29I know, we're not even here today.
01:30Glad to have you here today.
01:31So, you all excited to have a flight of wine today?
01:34We're getting crazy.
01:36Are you the driver?
01:37I'm the driver.
01:37Is there giraffes here?
01:38There was.
01:40We saw it on Google.
01:40So many people have been doing it.
01:42That was Stanley.
01:42He moved to Texas a couple years ago.
01:44He got married and had a baby.
01:46That's a flex.
01:47I'm not a giraffe's life.
01:48I'm more in track than mine.
01:49The thing about PPG is, when you get us all together, we can be a bit unhinged.
01:56Yay!
01:58Whoa!
02:00It's going to be a good fucking day.
02:03Woo!
02:04Oh, it's so pretty.
02:06All right, ladies.
02:07It is one o'clock.
02:09This is so cute, you guys.
02:11It's beautiful.
02:15All right, ladies.
02:16Rosé is up.
02:17Ooh, this is Janae's fave.
02:20Cheers.
02:21Enjoy, ladies.
02:21Cheers to Saddle Rock.
02:23Cheers!
02:24The rock is over there.
02:26Speaking of Saddle Rock, how was Saddle Ranch?
02:30I love killing you.
02:31But she brought her man.
02:32No.
02:34Torrin looks just like Aaron.
02:36Oh, shit, they do look alike.
02:38Was Kayla, like, kissing her man and stuff?
02:41Yeah.
02:42Really?
02:43Yeah, Aaron's really upset that night.
02:45They got into her in the parking lot.
02:46Who?
02:47With him and Kayla.
02:48What if we find out that Aaron's got that wife?
02:50What if they then secretly fuck it?
02:51No, they're not.
02:52No.
02:53See why I didn't go?
02:55Um, just kidding.
02:57Um, I don't think they're secretly hooking up.
02:59I think Kayla's over him.
03:00No.
03:01I don't think she would do that right now.
03:03Me either.
03:04She's not sure she really likes her.
03:05I'm not going to lie.
03:06Like, I don't feel sorry that he has to see Kayla with someone.
03:08Like, she has to watch him try to fuck somebody on national television.
03:12Te quiero dar un beso.
03:16Team Kayla.
03:19Okay, more wine.
03:20Where's VR?
03:22Are you ready for a show?
03:23You called.
03:24Here I am.
03:25You ready to roll?
03:26Are you ready for it?
03:31Are you ready for it?
03:34Are you ready for it?
03:37Oh.
03:39What?
03:45My dad got me into Muay Thai.
03:47I wasn't the most popular kid.
03:48And I used to get picked on.
03:50So my dad was like, yeah, you need to learn how to fight.
03:51Fell in love.
03:52I would love to see you in a boxing match.
03:55Technical-wise, I don't know what I'm doing.
03:57What's your dominant hand?
03:59My right hand, so this is my stance.
04:00So that's your stance.
04:01Yeah, it's a bit goofy.
04:03You need to relax a little bit.
04:04I went to a Quaker high school.
04:06Fighting not allowed at all.
04:08I don't think I've ever been to a fight before.
04:11Fighters, before they step into the octagon, they do like a ritual.
04:14They're like...
04:18Yeah.
04:19Yeah.
04:23I don't know what ritual that is.
04:25And already I'm worried for him.
04:27All right.
04:28Today I'm going to learn how to fight.
04:30It's all right.
04:30You're getting here.
04:32Yeah.
04:34Um...
04:36We're going to do a little easy warm-up.
04:38One jab, one cross, one-two, rear kick, lead kick.
04:41Cool?
04:42They're throwing me into the deep end immediately.
04:44All right, everybody.
04:44Here we go.
04:45Go!
04:46Go!
04:55I was feeling all right.
04:58He's salsering whilst fighting.
05:05It's an art.
05:06I do a little salsa before I go.
05:10That boy can't fight.
05:14That's all.
05:16You want to go grab a coffee?
05:17Yeah.
05:18Say less.
05:21All right.
05:22It is so, so cool.
05:24Yeah.
05:25Did you do this for us?
05:26I did this for you.
05:28PR!
05:29That's so sweet.
05:31Thank you so much, PR.
05:33All right, ladies.
05:33Have fun.
05:34Chocolate crackers.
05:35What's a chocolate cracker?
05:36I've never in my life seen that.
05:38I thought you were calling me.
05:39Oh, that's a name for you, too.
05:44So, how's everything been with Ken the man since?
05:47Yeah.
05:49When we were at dinner, he was like, yeah, I told Miguel, because Miguel didn't know that we were living
05:52separate.
05:52I'm like, oh, that's interesting.
05:53He asked me why, and I said, I'm like, you know, we both wanted it.
05:56And I was like, well, that's weird, because we both didn't want it.
05:58But anyway, continue.
06:00It was like silence.
06:01I'm like, did I say something wrong?
06:02Silence.
06:03I'm like, wait, are you mad at me right now?
06:04And that's when he shut down.
06:11How was your anniversary?
06:15I was just not feeling it that night.
06:16Really?
06:17So, what happened was we're at dinner, and then I misspoke.
06:22I said, oh, yeah, I told Miguel, like, we wanted to live separate.
06:26And in hindsight, she really wanted to live together the whole time.
06:32It was me that was being a bit hesitant.
06:34She made it clear, like, no, that's not.
06:36Then I kind of just froze the whole night.
06:38I was just like.
06:39On your fucking anniversary date as well, you're just there like, I just want to have a nice bill.
06:43And then you're just there trying to trace, like, wait, did I say it wrong?
06:46I can see why she was frustrated in that.
06:49And I can see where you froze afterwards, because you're there like, wait, that's not actually how.
06:53I was like, fuck.
06:54I was like, bro.
06:56Part of me just being silent was like, I really don't want to have that argument.
06:59I really didn't want to have that again.
07:02He just, like, gave me, like, straight eye contact.
07:04He just, like, locked in.
07:05Like, you know when you go into a gaze thinking about something?
07:07Like, daydreaming?
07:08Yeah.
07:08It was like that.
07:08It looked like he was giving me, like, serial killer vibes.
07:11Yeah.
07:11Like, was he just, like.
07:12When he shut down, he was just like, he was locked in on me.
07:14Yes.
07:15And I was like.
07:15That's so awkward, though.
07:16I was like, are you okay?
07:17That is really awkward.
07:17I would be, I would have to go home.
07:19The next night, he came over and he's just like, yeah, like, I'm sorry, like, I shut down and stuff.
07:23And he's just like, sometimes I just shut down when I get, like, overstimulated.
07:26I feel terrible about how our dinner ended.
07:30I don't know.
07:31I feel like I said something wrong as if you were going to, like.
07:33You didn't say anything wrong.
07:35I took the wrong approach by being silent.
07:38So, I apologize.
07:39It's not about an apology.
07:41You don't need to be sorry.
07:41You just need to, like, literally communicate with me more.
07:45Yeah?
07:46Mm-hmm.
07:48I mean, technically, all this was over, moving in.
07:51I just thought two months in L.A. for the summer would be the perfect practice.
07:56Way to, like, see.
07:57Okay, we live together well.
07:59For two months.
07:59And we're good.
08:00We can handle each other in this space.
08:03Yeah.
08:03Kenny not moving in with Janae is definitely a missed opportunity because Janae has so much to offer.
08:10I would live with Janae.
08:12So.
08:13I just think that we wasted so much money on rent.
08:15Like, we really spend every day together.
08:17No, this is true.
08:18Because Lisa's ending soon in Dallas.
08:20I think it ends in, like, September.
08:21There's nothing holding him in Dallas because, like, obviously he's more than welcome to stay at my place.
08:25But, like, Vegas could also be an option.
08:27We talked about what things look like in the next few months.
08:31We've been talking about, like, Vegas.
08:33She is stuck on staying there.
08:36But I've been in Dallas for two years, no family.
08:41It's just a matter of being closer to them.
08:44It's important.
08:45Especially in the past year.
08:47I've just been on this wild ride.
08:48Mm-hmm.
08:49Like, I'm not even thinking.
08:52I can't even make plans with the people I care about, really, because it's just, like, it's hard.
08:58Like, obviously, I haven't seen my mom, dad, or sister in time.
09:02I literally have to sit down and put a lot of thought into.
09:07Different state.
09:09Where I want to be, what route I want to take.
09:12Like, obviously, considering the future in mind and, you know, just consider I'm in a relationship, too.
09:19That's important to me.
09:23I told him, don't send him to the police so quickly because he doesn't know if he wants to stay
09:26in Dallas, but there's nothing holding him in Dallas.
09:28I think after not living with each other for these two months, like, it is what it is.
09:32Like, all we can do is move forward.
09:34And, like, this time period is to, like, assess out, like, what is best for you, what's good for you.
09:40You either want to live with them or you don't.
09:43But I do understand her feelings being heard about it.
09:47Like, it's sad, but, hell, it's not my relationship.
09:51My opinion makes no difference.
09:54But I feel like you should date someone for two years and then live together for one year because once
09:59they propose, maybe be fiancé for a year.
10:01I'm not going to lie, I need six months.
10:03Me and Corda better be engaged by this time next year.
10:06You want to be engaged in six months?
10:08No, I'm saying, like, I know whether or not I want to marry someone in, like, six months, usually.
10:12I know.
10:13And, like, by the six, seven month mark, I was like, okay, yeah, like, we could go to the courthouse
10:18right now.
10:18Really?
10:19We could go to the courthouse right now and I would be like, let's elope.
10:23Yeah.
10:25Would you marry Miguel if you proposed today?
10:27Yeah.
10:28Wow.
10:29I want to get married as soon as yesterday, but I want to go about things the right way.
10:35I want to make sure that my partner and I always feel comfortable and it's more of, like, an exciting
10:40thing rather than, like, something that we just want to, like, drag along.
10:44So the timeline, what's his?
10:46He doesn't have a timeline.
10:48That definitely is, like, some shit you have to figure out.
10:52And, like, I mean, I keep saying it, but shit, bitch, if you want to live with me.
10:55The door's always open, honey.
10:57I got another year.
10:59I love you guys so much.
11:00We love you more.
11:01We can dance all forever to you.
11:14Hello.
11:15You on your way?
11:17Yes, yes, I'm on my way.
11:18Like, what's your ETA?
11:20My ETA, seven minutes.
11:22All right.
11:23Okay, all right, I'll see you soon.
11:25All right, bye.
11:27Hello.
11:29Hello.
11:32You come from.
11:33Thank you, I appreciate it.
11:36Okay.
11:36Yeah.
11:37I feel like I've been waiting.
11:38Have you been waiting for a while?
11:40Yeah, low-key.
11:41High-key, actually.
11:42Oh, okay.
11:42Yeah.
11:43So, like, if you should, like, let me know, you can.
11:45I know.
11:45I got you.
11:46Yeah.
11:46I got you.
11:47Sorry.
11:47Gosh, last thing I want is to have a bad impression on the second date.
11:52All right, here we are.
11:55So, Alana lives in Temecula, two and a half hours away, so I feel like shit showing up
12:00the way I'm, like...
12:02Okay.
12:02Mm-hmm.
12:04Oh, my God.
12:06You're kidding.
12:06Well, you got to keep going.
12:08You have to go next.
12:08It's like we switched turns.
12:12Home one.
12:13That's crazy.
12:15That was awful.
12:16Line up your feet closer to, like, here.
12:18I wish I could tell you.
12:20Oh.
12:23Oh!
12:25Bada-bing, bada-boom.
12:26So, I met Alana at the Love Island event.
12:29Oh, Kendall, by the way.
12:30I'm sorry, I have Alana.
12:30Okay, her hair was amazing.
12:32Mindsetting sparks?
12:34Mm-hmm.
12:34A little bit, a little bit.
12:35No show.
12:36But, like, I need a firework show.
12:38So, it's two-nothing.
12:40I can still catch it.
12:41I'm scared that hard you're going to hit this ball.
12:44Holy cap.
12:48It's in the water.
12:49It's in the water now.
12:51Wow.
12:52Did you say you had any ex-boyfriends?
12:54Yeah.
12:55Yeah.
12:56I do.
12:57So, tell me more about that.
12:59You know, honestly, like, my last relationship,
13:02it was not healthy.
13:04But, you know, hey.
13:06So, what about you and your exes?
13:09I've had two relationships.
13:11Okay.
13:12Like, one was technically on a freaking TV show.
13:15I've never felt like this in my life.
13:17Like, I'm legit straight falling in love with you.
13:19Nicole, I love you.
13:22What?
13:24Kendall?
13:25Okay.
13:25See, the thing is, I haven't watched the show.
13:27Yeah.
13:28I'm not planning on watching the show,
13:29so I'm giving you, like, a fair shot.
13:31Oh, I got you.
13:32Yeah.
13:32My experience with Nicole has affected my dating life to this day.
13:35Who's closer?
13:36For sure me.
13:38It's put a lot more walls up.
13:41Before then, I was just, I would kind of jump into a lot of things,
13:43and now it's taking, it takes me a while to really open up.
13:47Yikes.
13:48Well, I mean, you beat me.
13:49I mean, it was a good game.
13:51You beat me.
13:51You were close.
13:53Yeah.
13:54This is fine.
13:55Yeah, I'm glad we did this.
13:57So.
13:58You're really sweet.
13:58You're really cute.
13:59I like our vibe.
14:00Okay.
14:00So I'm down to continue things.
14:04Okay.
14:05Singing.
14:06Oh, my God.
14:08It's hard to really define, like, what is a spark?
14:11What does that even mean?
14:12There's a vibe.
14:13Yeah, yeah.
14:14I feel a vibe.
14:15You feel a vibe?
14:15I feel a vibe.
14:16I think you're...
14:17It's just something you feel.
14:18My last relationships, I felt it earlier.
14:20You want a grape?
14:26But, I don't know, maybe this is different.
14:28You know, I live, like, in Temecula.
14:31Yeah.
14:32Right?
14:32Yeah.
14:32So, like, I'm coming so far to see you.
14:35You know what I mean?
14:36But, like, I would like to see you come out.
14:39Like, I don't know.
14:40I haven't done anything like that.
14:42Yeah.
14:42So, I don't know, like...
14:43Me neither.
14:43That's why I'm asking.
14:45Yikes.
14:46You know?
14:47So, let's take it one step.
14:49Right.
14:49At a time.
14:50I know, this was fun.
14:51Yeah.
14:51Yeah, thank you for inviting me.
14:52Of course, of course.
14:53All we need is a spark.
14:57All we need is a spark.
15:00All we need is a spark.
15:04All we need is a spark.
15:05All we need is something more.
15:06Hi.
15:08Hi.
15:09How cute are you?
15:11Oh, my God.
15:12I miss you.
15:13The last time I saw Ari was probably the fucking reunion.
15:16If you guys want to sit right here...
15:18Yeah.
15:19And we've been trying to link up.
15:21Oh, my God.
15:22How are you guys?
15:22Oh, my God.
15:24I was so proud of you guys.
15:27Every time that you told Amanda to fuck off.
15:32I love it.
15:33Okay, cheers to you guys.
15:35Cheers.
15:35Oh, my God.
15:37Last summer, every time I saw Ariana,
15:39it would usually be not in the best circumstance.
15:42Take a break.
15:43I'm done. I want to go home.
15:44Just take a break.
15:44I'm done.
15:45I'm so serious, Ari.
15:46I want to go home.
15:48Let's take a shot.
15:49Seeing Ari this summer, all smiles, all love.
15:53It's the best feeling ever.
15:55Okay, wait.
15:56So, I need to catch up.
15:57Well, Miguel moved here, like, literally the first month.
16:00I think the first month.
16:01Wait, so he's here here?
16:02He's here here.
16:03Oh, my God.
16:04Good.
16:05He's, like, my favorite person ever.
16:07I love that.
16:07He's the best.
16:08Are you guys getting married?
16:09We...
16:09I need to marry him.
16:12Like, this is definitely my husband.
16:14Oh, I love that.
16:14Wow.
16:15Okay, so what's Cordell doing?
16:17What's he up to?
16:18He's in Atlanta.
16:19He's doing a show with Key TV, Kiki Palmer's production company.
16:23Love.
16:23I miss him so much.
16:25It's been a week or so, but FaceTime all the time.
16:28We sleep on FaceTime like fucking teenagers.
16:32But I'm very, very proud of him, and he's actually having a blast.
16:35Wait, so how has it been, like, you and Kenny?
16:38We're good now.
16:38We just fostered a dog.
16:40I saw it online.
16:42It's been crazy.
16:43Fostering Juan was supposed to be an experience for Kenny, and now it's turning into an experience
16:49for myself.
16:51I'm picking up all the poop and pee, but I do love the little kid.
16:55He is a very unique little mammal.
16:58Oh, yes.
16:59Thanks.
16:59This is the two that I want.
17:01They're called the Diane.
17:03Ari, you're leaving us.
17:06I am leaving.
17:06I'm literally going to Fiji for, like, the next season of Love Island.
17:12This is fucking crazy.
17:14You were your first baby.
17:15Oh, yeah.
17:16We were your first baby.
17:17No, y'all are special.
17:19It's literally been so crazy, because I know for all of us, like, our lives are so different.
17:25No, I'm very grateful, and I think, like, every day, but I have a horrible anxiety.
17:31To this day, I still get, like, a fuck you, bitch.
17:34Like, you did this to this person.
17:35The amount of, you hate Cordell, you don't even like him, being like, oh, you die.
17:43I want you to die.
17:44I'm like, oh.
17:45Yeah.
17:45People are very extreme.
17:47The thing is, is that the loud ones are always the most negative ones.
17:51Yeah.
17:51But then, like, there's always so much positive, and sometimes I feel like the positive, you
17:55don't even hear as much, because people who are positive don't tend to, like, say it.
18:01Say it.
18:01Right?
18:02And I'm so, so, so proud and happy to see you guys where you're at.
18:07And if you ever need me, like, I'm fucking here.
18:10I think you guys are the absolute best.
18:12I know.
18:12We love you so much.
18:14Would you like to get added to our group chat?
18:15I'm down.
18:17Oh, my gosh.
18:18I got a text.
18:20What?
18:20You guys.
18:21What is it?
18:22I want to hear.
18:23I know who this is.
18:24Okay, it says, hi, I'm putting together a runway show for my new swim line, and I'd love for
18:28you to be there in Miami at the Hot Girl Summer Fashion Show.
18:33Hope to see you there, MTS, Meg the Salian.
18:36MTS.
18:37Isn't that Meg the Salian?
18:38That is my girl.
18:39No.
18:40That is my girl.
18:42Oh, my God.
18:43Thanks, they said, oh, Serena.
18:46The fact that the, the stallion watched our show is crazy.
18:53And are we excited for Miami?
18:56I got a text.
18:58I got a text.
18:59I got a text.
19:01We're going to Miami.
19:02It's about to get nasty.
19:04And we're beating the Queen Meg the Stallion?
19:06Yeah.
19:07I'm not here in Miami.
19:09Cordeezy.
19:10Yay.
19:15Bougie to our teeth.
19:16Don't this shit look good on me.
19:18Hearted like an angel.
19:20Diva new sensation.
19:22Take my name and put it in your book of revelations.
19:28Chocolate charcuterie board.
19:30Oh, my God.
19:31This is the world's worst spread.
19:34Hi, Azza.
19:35Honey, downstairs.
19:37Are you here?
19:38Yes.
19:38I'm coming.
19:41Hi.
19:42I love the blue shirt.
19:43Are you taking the pace?
19:43Oh, yeah, Azza.
19:44No, I really like it.
19:45I like the blue.
19:45Summery.
19:46It's actually nice and cool in there.
19:47Thanks.
19:48When I need some help, I'm going to pack for Miami now.
19:51Mate, how much stuff have you got?
19:53My relationship with Aaron has been up and down.
19:57He was a good friend of mine in the villa.
20:03Thank you so much.
20:04And then we went through a bad patch after the reunion, but he has been there for me and checked
20:10in on me.
20:11So I respect Aaron a lot and the fact that he puts his own feelings down to make sure that
20:17we're okay.
20:18What the fuck is that?
20:20Is that that baby from the other night?
20:21Yeah, I'm still looking after her.
20:23As much as everyone thinks lives like this super hard exterior shell, very, very deep down, she is soft in
20:30there.
20:32She packed everything.
20:33How many suitcases are you bringing?
20:36One.
20:37You can have, like, my other suitcases for that.
20:40I've got a few, but thank you.
20:42How do you think Miami's going to go?
20:43I think everyone's going.
20:45I'd expect so.
20:46It's the first time, what, we've all been together?
20:48Hopefully there's, like, no drama.
20:51That's like asking for a fucking miracle.
20:54When I'm coming to set, I've given up.
20:57Like, even going into the Miami trip, but are you a little bit, like, going into it, like, my only
21:01friend's corner?
21:02I mean, somewhat, yeah, like, to be honest with you.
21:05It's not going to be my thing, is it?
21:06I'm not going to be, like, jumping up and down over the moon, can't wait to go out and drink.
21:10I love you, and I think you're a good friend of mine, and I don't want you to feel excluded.
21:14I want, like, you to have fun.
21:17That's difficult.
21:18And that's also not something that you have to care about.
21:20And I respect that.
21:20No, but I do care about it.
21:22Yeah, I know, but not something you have to worry about, like.
21:24If someone comes to me and is like, I don't want to go to this Miami trip, I feel like
21:29no one has my back.
21:31Everything aside, like, I never want anyone to feel like that.
21:34Not that it's, like, my business or, like, anything to, like, ask or anything like that at all, but you
21:38and Kayla are right now, I'm not.
21:40Yeah, like, it's just, like, it's going to take time.
21:43Like, for me, it's going to take time and, like.
21:45Yeah, I just, like, I also don't want to, like, not give her grace because it's a horrible time for
21:52her.
21:53Yeah.
21:55Hey, Kayla.
21:57Hi, Rena.
21:58What's going on?
21:59Just going to the airport.
22:01My grandma's been sick for a while and she's, like, on hospice.
22:05She's not doing well.
22:06I literally got a call saying that I need to, like, come home.
22:09Oh, my God.
22:09I'm so sorry to hear that, Kayla.
22:12I'm definitely going to be keeping your family in my prayers.
22:15You know, I'm always here for you.
22:18I love you.
22:19Like, I'm being so for real right now, Serena.
22:22Like, I really don't know, like, what I would do if I didn't have, like, you, like, seriously.
22:28Throughout this whole summer, Serena especially has served as really a best friend when I'm not even as close to
22:37Serena as I am with.
22:38I'm always here, Kayla.
22:40I know it would be the same vice versa if things were switched.
22:44I think with Serena being there for me, it shows me a lot.
22:48Show me that you invited to the cookout.
22:50Oh!
22:51Oh!
22:52Thank you guys for, like, being there for me.
22:54So, I make mistakes.
22:55It's fine.
22:56You're just vibing, honestly.
22:58Yeah.
22:59You're living life.
23:00Her strength has helped me all summer be here, or I would have left.
23:05Are you still going to make it to Miami?
23:06I'll keep you posted.
23:09Hopefully, I'll be able to come to Miami and everything will be fine.
23:12Thank you so much.
23:13I love you.
23:14Love you, hostess.
23:18How are you two?
23:19Because, obviously, something went down, et cetera.
23:23I mean, her bringing the guy along, that's fine.
23:28But then, afterwards, she came outside, and she was like, what, are you being jealous or something?
23:33I was like, I know for a fact, if I would have brought a girl along, that Kayla would have
23:37flipped out within 30 seconds of seeing her.
23:38But all you're doing is burning a bridge that I think you need.
23:43It's a hard situation to be in when one of your loved ones passed away, and it's extremely difficult, and
23:48I think it adds a lot of emotion into the situation.
23:51So, I think now she's trying to fight the people that cared about the most, which is me and Liv.
23:54So, I think she is somewhat pushing us away.
23:58I should have just kept distance and said, look, I'm not here for you, and we can't be fine.
24:02But I don't think that's a bad thing, that you did that at all.
24:04Out of everyone, I know the situation about how you're like, why are you coming at me and, like, making
24:09this shit up?
24:10Like, trust me, I get it.
24:12I care so much about her that I would trade places to remove the fucking feeling she's going through, and
24:19her family's been there for me.
24:21But it's also, like, that doesn't give you the right to put other people down.
24:27It's kind of a scapegoat and an excuse.
24:29It's like, I don't know why I did this.
24:31I'm sorry.
24:32I fucking shouldn't have done it.
24:44I'm sorry.
24:45Bro, a year ago I went to Fiji.
24:47A year ago?
24:48Exactly, a year ago.
24:49Let me document this.
24:50Document it.
24:51Boomerang.
24:52Boomerang.
24:54Look at that.
24:57Everything good?
24:58Everything's good.
24:59What have I done?
25:00What have you done, bruv?
25:02We've been...
25:03It's a love-hate relationship with Juan he pushed the trash can over grab the ramen spill the broth over
25:10The couch now you have a ramen couch now. I have a ramen couch it varies from day to day
25:15Sometimes he's a good boy. Everything's going well in other days
25:19Babo afuera Juan afuera
25:23Laugh he doesn't use the bathroom outside. He climbs up on the rug
25:29No, I contact with me and I'm like
25:35What needs to be trained, bro, I just feel bad we're gonna be so busy. Yeah the next two he
25:41can't stay by himself
25:42But that's when we're going to Miami
25:45Can't believe Miami Beach to bow it's like in there. We're gonna be in there
25:50How about you? How have you been great? I mean that's gone out like I haven't felt anything yet
25:57Like from like a massive spark wise
25:59But yeah, we'll see how things go with that. She's a really sweet girl and yeah a lot lot lot
26:05lot going on this week, bro
26:07Nicole is in town. What?
26:13You guys are gonna meet up. Yeah, yeah
26:24She has to have some sort of remorse, but at the same time like if she hasn't texted me since
26:28I'm like
26:29Yeah, that's a little bit all the same Nicole ended up texting me
26:33Hey, I'm in town if you're open to seeing me knowing that Nicole's here in LA gives me automatic anxiety
26:40This is hard. I really have no idea what she's doing last like eight nine months
26:45I'm in town
26:47Baby girl
26:53Oh
26:53My god
26:56You're so cute. How long have you been in LA? Oh my god. I got here today, bro. What are
27:10we single?
27:13What are we so I'm single dating around you're dating. Oh, yeah, you're having fun. Yeah, so much fun
27:20Why the motherfuckers is 610. I'm like climbing him. I'm like
27:23Oh
27:24She said update, honey
27:31Don't you dare laugh at my snort
27:33I'll come for you. No, both you hoes. I'll come for you
27:36Nicole is in town for a work trip and the last time we had seen Nicole was at the reunion
27:42Cheers to Nicole being in fucking LA are you kidding me link up we've obviously spoken on the phone and
27:50like texted and whatnot
27:51But this is our first time hanging out together in like the real world, which is kind of wild. Have
27:56you spoken to?
27:58Kayla and or live I haven't talked to either of them
28:06Why they don't follow me
28:09Is it cuz it's cuz of she knows I don't know
28:13He told them to unfollow y'all, but I talked to Kayla like she's been here with me and she's
28:18like I feel so bad
28:19Like I'm not mad at the girls for that
28:21Like I'm like sometimes friendships like ebbs and flows. Yeah. Yeah
28:26When you leaving Friday, what are you doing tomorrow?
28:33Why I don't have my I don't know. Yeah, I think I'm gonna see Kendall though. Oh
28:39Actually really really
28:51I just feel like
28:55Looking back I never thought like she would go rogue on this shit like that was even in her
29:02Yeah, literally abilities. I lied to her about something from my past and
29:08We went to the reunion and she brought it up
29:11When we were supposed to kind of talk about that privately after you lied to my face. What was the
29:16lie?
29:17Saying it's from years ago to someone you trusted an ex-girlfriend and then I find out from Janae
29:21That it was in the hotel room before you go on the show to someone on a dating app is
29:25crazy
29:26Ever since then shit just hit the fan kind of like stabbed in the back
29:30That's what it felt like but it took a couple days after a reunion there to like really like cuz
29:34I like holy shit
29:35Like I had finally the courage to end things
29:38Well, I kid you not she told me not to post her thing just so she could post it right
29:41away
29:41Let me jump the gun and announce it before he does. Yeah
29:51I mean to be honest when you guys were in there. I thought you guys would last
29:55But say I mean everyone when we were talking there
29:59You guys were number one
30:01It's one thing to like tell someone that stuff in private. It's another thing to
30:07Blast it. Did he move here? He did he did. I'm not any contact with man. He's been definitely like
30:15Partying his heart out
30:17Yes, I think had
30:20The whole thing not happened. They genuinely has so much in common. They had all the same interests like despite
30:27what people think they probably would have had a shot
30:30It's just sad
30:32Yeah, I didn't have any bad intention with like how I handled the reunion, but like
30:38It's just when he talks about it. I swear he makes it seem like the reason you didn't speak at
30:43all was like because of you
30:44Like you're definitely the villain in his story
30:47That made me feel like shit though because I did care for him at like as a person. Yeah
30:55Yeah
30:56Regardless of me and Kendall's relationship. I don't think what happened to him should have happened
31:01And I think whoever did it was traveling as fuck. How do you guys reference it? Do you guys say
31:06like the video?
31:08I don't say nothing
31:17Like you had you know, you felt home. Yeah, like like I told her I loved her like what the
31:21hell bro looking back
31:22I'm like holy shit Kada. I
31:25Just feel like
31:27The switch-up is crazy to me like that. I love you. I don't know if it was calculated when
31:32he said it. Yeah
31:39Yeah
31:40Yeah, I thought being vulnerable was gonna get me the girl that I wanted but
31:45It ends up biting me in the fucking ass with
31:49That was shit
31:53Even after she's so telling me she loves me
31:56You want to speak that negatively about someone you're supposed to love
32:04You cry
32:07I feel like I opened up to him and then literally like once the reunion aired and never heard from
32:11him again
32:27I
32:30Spent about 15 minutes trying to work out how to put these blinds up
32:35But I want to get it to the dock
32:38No, like
32:42Your focus at the gym should be way more about building muscle and less about burning calories because that increases
32:48your basal metabolic rate and
32:50Your increased muscle mass benefits you later in life
32:55Look at this wild woman
32:58We're filling up the mud bar for you guys good. All right. Love you guys. Bye
33:13Hi
33:14Are you Marshall? Hi. Yes. Oh, hi. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. Hi Janae. Hi
33:20This is obviously our guy. Have you met Juan? Yeah, I actually pulled him from the shelter. Oh nice
33:27Since we have a trip to Miami coming up
33:29It's time to give Juan to another foster and it is breaking our hearts
33:34But we know it's only best that you know, he goes and flops his wings
33:39His paws
33:39He's been really good. Yeah
33:42I'm sad. It was my first time taking care of a dog. Yeah
33:47I knew I was gonna fall in love with Juan because I just love dogs. They're my favorite
33:52He's going to a foster over in Thousand Oaks. I think we've got a pretty good person lined up for
33:56him. Okay. Thank you
33:57But if we could just say goodbye one more time
34:03I love you so much, okay
34:09Be good
34:10Let me give this to him. Thank you. Oh my gosh. I'm like really sad. I know it's always hard,
34:16isn't it? We'll stay connected
34:18You have no idea what's happening right now. Oh my gosh, even though you have the meanest underbite
34:25Okay, please get on the way before I cry. All right
34:28Come on, buddy. Come on. Come on. Yeah, I know
34:32I didn't expect to be as sad as I am right now and I didn't think Juan would grow this
34:38much on us
34:38But my apartment's not gonna be a litter box anymore. Yeah, are you really saying you're not gonna miss him?
34:45I'll miss him a little bit
34:49A lot of it. There you go. That's how much we'll miss him. Bye Juan
34:56I grew to appreciate our night walks and the conversations that nay and I would have on our walks. I
35:02think
35:03Just having him created those moments. We're out. We're getting our steps in, but we're also talking about our day
35:08So it brought us together also in that sense. It's not one walk we did and I like projectile vomited
35:14Yeah, yeah, but like you were there for me. Mm-hmm
35:18Your hoodie smells like Juan. Oh fuck. That smells so bad
35:23It's all right, dude. No crying. I'm not gonna cry. You gotta stay strong. Really bad. Stay strong, dude. He's
35:28a great dog
35:29He'll find his home
35:31It's forever home
35:36I'll keep this hoodie. I'll keep this hoodie. You should wash it immediately
35:40You gotta let go sometimes
35:45You know, but that one was hard. It's like when our children grow up. We gotta let them out the
35:48Oh my god out the house. I'm very happy that Juan found a home
35:54That he won't be staying with us any longer is this recording
36:07What's going on, baby, where are you at I am in route to see nicole
36:17So yeah, this is happening this is happening
36:27How do you feel about it you ready? That's a mix of emotions, but I'm honestly gonna be curious on
36:33like what she's going to say to start
36:35I don't know what she's feeling if she still has
36:38an animosity or
36:41Like resentment towards me
36:44Like leave it out on better terms than
36:46The reunion we had something real at least I thought we had something real, so
36:51Right, you said that cheese never apologize to you. Have you apologized to her?
36:55I apologize hundreds of times if she does
36:59Say that she wants to apologize for
37:02How she handled herself at the reunion that would mean a lot to me because she's never said sorry about
37:07those things
37:08All right, just give me a shout, bro. Remember cool calm and collected
37:12After she reached out to me. I decided to meet up with her because
37:16I feel like this is a better opportunity for us to end on better terms
37:21Instead of that toxic hatred resentment feeling
37:24But I love nicole. I'm not gonna say something. I don't mean and honestly. I do wonder if nicole ever
37:29loved me
37:30I don't think this is a better opportunity for the other people, so I don't know if there is any
38:00time here.
38:00Just like gravity.
38:02Holy shit.
38:05Hey. Oh, boy.
38:07How are you?
38:09Oh, my God. Good to see you.
38:11You, too.
38:15I've always laughed in awkward situations.
38:21I know, I know.
38:22I feel awkward, too.
38:25But, um, it's been a long time.
38:28How are you? Good.
38:30You moved to LA? Yeah.
38:32For ever? Yeah, for real.
38:34Oh, shit. No.
38:35You still in the sack? Mm-hmm.
38:38Yeah, I was gonna move, but
38:40just stay there for a little bit longer for work.
38:42Yeah. I feel like another year.
38:44Crazy seeing you right now, honestly.
38:46It's bringing back memories. Yeah, I know.
38:49Cheers.
38:50First date.
38:55Welcome back to the video, Kendall.
38:57As you can see, Nicole has decided to stay loyal to you.
39:06Looking back at the moment we first met still gives me the chills.
39:11I love you, Nicole.
39:12When you were mine, turn it back again.
39:18Yes!
39:20Wow.
39:23But no, yeah, I've just been chilling.
39:26Obviously, lots happened since the last talk.
39:29What's happened?
39:30I knew you were with Rena and Leah.
39:33I heard something, and I'm gonna come to you about it.
39:35But now I feel like we're talking, and I feel like I'm hoping it wasn't malicious, but...
39:38Oh, yeah. I heard that Kaylor and Liv unfollowed me because of you.
39:44It's not because...
39:46It's not fair.
39:46You can say you talk shit about me.
39:48It's not fair.
39:48I've talked shit about you.
39:49You can say it.
39:50I know you talk shit about me.
39:51I mean, you're close with Kaylor and Liv, so if you haven't, I would be shocked.
39:56I did not ask Liv, Kaylor, anyone to unfollow Nicole.
40:00I had loyalty to Kendall because we've become close.
40:03He has said stuff like, why are you following Nicole?
40:06Like, unfollow Nicole, and I unfollowed her.
40:10Full responsibility.
40:11Shouldn't have done that.
40:12I'm not petty like that.
40:13I'm not gonna tell them to unfollow anyone.
40:14I don't care who they follow.
40:16I'll put a gun to their head and say what they gotta do.
40:18I wasn't like, do that right fucking hell.
40:20It's not about the unfollow.
40:21It's about that we were in the villa together, and I hear that people got involved.
40:25It's like collateral damage, and it sucks.
40:27Yeah, I know.
40:27Because I kind of lost, like, they were like my good friends.
40:32I'm not gonna hold it against you.
40:33I know.
40:34Like, we ended things.
40:35Like, I hated that that was like...
40:37You ended it.
40:38Yeah, but how we ended things.
40:41I wish we didn't do it over the phone, but that's just my one, but you can't change the past.
40:45You can't.
40:47Obviously, the reunion was worse I think I've ever felt in my whole life.
40:51Then having to go try to talk that out with Nicole after the fact.
40:55It was almost impossible to overcome.
40:57I said, I can't do this anymore.
40:59And I decided to end things with Nicole.
41:02So mad at you.
41:03I know.
41:04But I feel like I dissociated.
41:06I know you didn't want to talk to me.
41:08I remember when I was dealing with so much, everyone was reaching out to me.
41:13But the one person I wanted to be there for me was Nicole, and she wasn't there.
41:17Like, she wasn't there.
41:18It was, like, literally like talking to a ghost.
41:20I just wanted us to be honest, but, like, I feel like I was asking a lot of you in,
41:24like, a hard time for you.
41:25Yeah.
41:26And I wasn't giving you, like, what's the word?
41:29Empathy?
41:30Yeah, maybe that's the word.
41:31Yeah.
41:34I just was honestly just so hurt in that moment.
41:39I just didn't think you had that in you.
41:41You just felt like a betrayal.
41:44It really wasn't my intention to, like, ever hurt you.
41:47I wish I could, like, go back and talk to you more about how I was feeling.
41:51Mm-hmm.
41:52I was just like, this is so much.
41:54Like, I'm so emotional, and I feel like I kind of maybe didn't take your emotions as much into account
41:59as I should have.
42:02I appreciate that a lot.
42:03Only took me months to come to the conclusion, but...
42:06It means a lot.
42:08I was nervous coming in to see you, buddy.
42:10You mean it?
42:11I do mean it.
42:12I accept her apology, and all I could do right now in this moment is just take it in and
42:19take it for what it is.
42:20Because if I hold on to this pain and just resentment, I'm never going to feel closure.
42:27Been through some shit.
42:28I don't want to have this, like, animosity towards you. I really don't.
42:31I don't want to have that towards anyone, especially towards someone I had, like...
42:34You had, like, some of the strongest feelings ever.
42:38Say it with your trust.
42:39Some of the strongest feelings I've had is for you.
42:42I know.
42:43Feels good to be real with you again.
42:45Yeah.
42:48You deserve someone great.
42:49You do.
42:49You do, too.
42:52Yeah.
42:53Because it wasn't us.
42:54Yeah, obviously it wasn't us.
42:59I know.
43:05Yeah.
43:06Yeah.
43:10Yeah.
43:12Yeah.
43:13Welcome to Miami!
43:15Hi! Happy birthday, big dog!
43:18I'm ready for Cordell's birthday dinner tonight.
43:25You're weird as fuck for that.
43:27Okay, but you're gonna come at him.
43:28What is your loyalty to Erin?
43:30You know, I'm leaving.
43:31I really don't want to be here right now at all.
43:33That was so calculated and she knows it.
43:35That was so evil.
43:37Hi!
43:38You look so good!
43:40Hi!
43:41Hi!
43:42Hi!
43:43Hi, my turkeys, fellas!
43:44I don't think I like you, no.
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