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Love Island: Beyond the Villa - Season 1 - Episode 04: My Man, My Man, My Man -- Is Leaving!
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00:09Previously on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:11You were saying that I was fake.
00:12I fucking love you.
00:14Do you miss Kayla?
00:16Yes.
00:16Kayla, you do miss her.
00:18Yeah, I do.
00:19I love you.
00:19Yeah.
00:20We did the issue, but that hurt still remains.
00:24You do this every time to go out.
00:26Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
00:28You're so annoying.
00:30It's important for me to just have my space.
00:33Cordell's cat is coming to live with him in L.A.
00:36I am, like, deathly afraid of cats.
00:38Always have been.
00:40Maybe I'm like, oh, baby, get him.
00:42Oh, my God.
00:43I do have an appointment today to do a biopsy.
00:47I'm in sheer panic.
00:49The more you allow your thoughts to just dive into the negative of it,
00:51the worse you're going to feel.
00:53I'm going home this weekend.
00:55Are you? Same.
00:56Really?
00:57Yeah, I'm going back for you.
00:58I'm very grateful, don't get me wrong.
01:00But I was happier with my little life than this life.
01:03Yeah.
01:04I think Kayla likes the idea of this big, like, city life,
01:07but I think she's much more of a small-town country girl.
01:11I'm OK.
01:12Sure.
01:13No, I'm not really OK at all.
01:15I feel like you need a hug.
01:18Thanks.
01:41I'm a little nervous.
01:42I'm a little nervous.
01:42That's OK.
01:43I remember in third grade, my first Jackie.
01:45I was nervous.
01:45Like, what if I forget to feed it?
01:48What?
01:49No, that's what the dog bull's for.
01:52What if I forget to put the food out?
01:54Like, I'm rushing in the morning.
01:56Thank God I'm right next door.
01:59Kenny has never had a dog before.
02:00He's never had an animal growing up.
02:02So Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah
02:05and asking how the whole fostering works
02:07would be a good idea.
02:10So on the list of things that she wanted to do in LA,
02:15fostering a dog, taking care of an animal
02:17was on that list.
02:18Because you voiced it.
02:20I did not have a list.
02:22The foster place is going to set up a meeting this week.
02:24OK.
02:25So we're going to meet the dog in person at a park.
02:27Then I said, yeah, I'll add it to the list.
02:31OK.
02:32And that's how it went.
02:32I was thinking of inviting Leah and Miguel
02:35since they, this is what they do.
02:37Oh, yeah.
02:38Did you confirm that?
02:38Should we ask them?
02:39Yeah.
02:40I think they could give us, like, tips.
02:42We should check on them.
02:45Hi, beautiful people.
02:47Are you guys excited to be here?
02:49So excited.
02:50I'm so excited to be a dad.
02:52Do you feel like you've got the patience,
02:54the calm, two dogs?
02:56Look at him.
02:56He's fostered, like, one dog.
02:59Miguel's a pro.
03:00Well, you guys should come with us
03:02if you would like to meet and pick them up.
03:05Absolutely.
03:08All three of you shook hands.
03:10I did not.
03:12You're too high on the ground.
03:17All right, you guys.
03:18There are your aprons.
03:20You can go ahead and put them on,
03:21and then we'll get class started.
03:24Oh, you know what?
03:25Let's switch the aprons.
03:26I just realized that.
03:28Wait, wait.
03:29That one apron is, like, already said
03:31for someone, like, a little more petite.
03:33Oh, it's not for you.
03:34Oh, you finna get snatched.
03:36You finna get...
03:37You too big, boy.
03:39Hey.
03:39That's my big boy.
03:42You see what I'm saying?
03:44Let's get started.
03:45We are going to be making a ribeye steak
03:47with bourbon mushroom cream sauce.
03:50Me and Cordell, we love being with each other.
03:52It's a lot of play, play, a lot of fun.
03:54We're going to Salt.
03:56Atta, girl.
03:57You're not scared.
03:58Damn.
03:58All right, all right.
04:00I'm, like, wiping it off.
04:02I mean, he told me he was moving here
04:03right after the show.
04:05I was just so excited.
04:06I was so happy.
04:06Like, I have my person in L.A. with me.
04:08I couldn't imagine, like, not being with him.
04:12I'm getting a little heat on my stove here.
04:14And then you are going to stand it up.
04:17Yeah, baby.
04:18And that is going to help the olive oil
04:22withstand the higher heat.
04:23The viscosity of the oil is actually going to turn,
04:26like, a little thicker.
04:27When that happens, lay it on its side.
04:29I do like watching Cordell cook.
04:30He look real, like, sexy,
04:31and his, like, muscles be popping.
04:33Time to flip-a-roo.
04:35Look at that beautiful color.
04:36Yes.
04:37Get back.
04:38And, like, his hands be occupied
04:40so I can, like, smack that ass
04:41without him telling me to stop.
04:45That's got great color, you guys.
04:47A well done.
04:48Right here.
04:48Oh, that's well done?
04:49No, no, no, no.
04:50I'm saying so much.
04:51Oh, oh.
04:51I should have said well done
04:52when we're talking today.
04:54You bet.
04:54You guys did awesome.
04:56Where's Gordon Ramsay?
04:57Right?
05:01This the one you made.
05:03Yeah.
05:04Let's see.
05:05We made?
05:06Mm.
05:06Mm.
05:08I have a secret.
05:11What?
05:11I have a secret.
05:13You finna say something like you're pregnant?
05:22And it's not true.
05:23I know.
05:24I do be trying to tell you.
05:25No, I was just gonna say that.
05:26I grew up in your typical Southern family.
05:30I was raised that nothing should come before the ring.
05:32I don't want to have kids till I'm married.
05:35I've had an IUD going on seven years.
05:37There's no babies.
05:38The IUD set.
05:40Every time a kid comes, honey, I don't play.
05:43What you gonna be doing while I'm gone?
05:45In Atlanta.
05:46Crying.
05:47Mm.
05:47Speaking of Atlanta, when do you leave again?
05:49On 14th.
05:51It's the table read, so I'll probably be leaving on the 13th.
05:54Cordell's going to Atlanta to work on his first scripted series, Kiki Palmer's Southern Fried Rice.
06:01This is the longest we've been without each other since the villa, I believe.
06:06I'm very sad, but I'm proud.
06:10You know, we love a working man.
06:11But hopefully we're, like, busy enough to where we're not, like, oh my God.
06:16But you know I'll be waking up with, like, bad anxiety.
06:18Like, you've been helping with me waking up with that.
06:22So, like, I might have to just, like, raw dog that shit.
06:25But the thing is, we probably gonna be on Facebook.
06:28But it's not gonna hit the same.
06:30If it don't, just come up.
06:31Come see me.
06:32Yeah, I'm gonna go.
06:32Don't worry.
06:33Come see a dude, man.
06:34I've always had pretty bad anxiety, and I think the older I get and the more stressors.
06:40The worse it gets, to the point where I wake up damn near with daily anxiety attacks.
06:47But I have an amazing man who is helping me figure that out.
06:52Oh, my God.
06:54Hi.
06:55Baby, I'm gonna miss you.
07:06That's that mac and protein right there.
07:09Mama got the green bean.
07:10Healthy queen.
07:11That's me.
07:13I'm so flippin' tired.
07:15You're flippin' tired.
07:16I'm so flippin' tired.
07:18Between that dog, up at three in the morning for a poop break.
07:23We got Kiwi, our foster dog, just last week.
07:27The best way to maintain a happy relationship whilst fostering a dog would be patience.
07:33Patience.
07:36Communication.
07:38Uh-oh, someone wants in.
07:42You're gonna try and eat your food, baby.
07:43No, you're not.
07:44I'm a pro.
07:45This one's got a lot of experience, and I'm lucky enough to have learned from this one.
07:48So, I feel like the dog's gonna be happy.
07:50I think that's the main thing.
07:51And yes, I think the dog's gonna be very happy with her.
07:53Do you think you're gonna be okay leaving it at fostering?
07:58I've come to peace with it.
08:00I did very much fall for this girl.
08:02The whole beauty of fostering is literally, like, the nurturing, the taking care, the building, then back up.
08:09I do want to say thank you for, like, being here and just, like, helping me with everything.
08:17I feel like it's been uncertain and strange.
08:20But even coming to the radiologist appointment, I really appreciate it.
08:25Because you knew how freaked out I was about all of it.
08:28I still am, and I know.
08:29I've been crying, like, every three seconds.
08:32I'm literally still waiting on my arm biopsy results.
08:35But I had my blood work results come back, and my calcitonin levels were really high to a point where
08:44my doctor was concerned.
08:46So, I had to go to the radiologist to see if I have any cancerous lumps in my thyroid.
08:56I know it's a scary thing.
08:57That kind of warning is a disgusting feeling I can only imagine.
09:03I hate seeing Leah worry, especially about something like this.
09:07All I can do is make sure she's in as light spirit as I possibly can.
09:14Her weight is my weight.
09:16And the way you've been going about things, if anything, I really, like, respect and commend you because you're so
09:22fucking strong.
09:23I'm definitely a hypochondriac.
09:26I'm not going to lie.
09:27I am someone who checks in on my health a lot.
09:31I'm here for you 100%.
09:33You're my other half.
09:35Your happiness is my happiness.
09:37I am a victim of Googling and finding out that I have every disease ever.
09:44You know, who's not?
09:46But I think, like, for sure, I do worry about health things.
09:52I don't know.
09:52Maybe it's because, like, I studied cancer and cancers in the family and thyroid cancer.
09:58It's really fucking scary and it's horrible.
10:01Just take your day at a time.
10:03Yeah.
10:03And I'll go to your back for it all.
10:04I love you, baby.
10:05I love you, mama.
10:07You're going to be fine, honestly.
10:22Ready?
10:23One, two, go.
10:26Oh, yeah, that's perfect.
10:28Okay.
10:29Hi.
10:30This is, this is, I almost knocked her.
10:32Wow, this is insane.
10:33Air, fog.
10:35Beautiful.
10:37That's a wrap.
10:38Wow.
10:42Amazing.
10:43This is insane.
10:44Oh, my gosh.
10:47My sister Taylor, she's two years older and she's lived in L.A. ever since she graduated
10:53from USD.
10:54She's an artist, photographer, model.
10:56She does it all.
10:58How's life been for you?
10:59Life is good.
11:00Saturday, I've got another shoot.
11:03Booked and busy.
11:04Yeah.
11:04I'm glad I'm here in L.A.
11:05if you ever need more people to be in your shoot.
11:07Yeah.
11:08Like some, like, handsome, like, unique-looking.
11:10Right, right, right.
11:11I actually never thought that I'd actually move here, like, full-time.
11:14Like, I never thought if I moved back to California, I'd move to San Diego.
11:17What the hell is going on in San Diego?
11:19I think San Diego's where I want to raise a family, you know?
11:21Yeah, and you're not even dating anyone.
11:24So...
11:25I'm thinking long-term.
11:26So that's why you're here in L.A.?
11:28That's why...
11:28Yeah, you're right.
11:29It's funny you say that because I did meet somebody and then I actually took her on a date.
11:34Okay, cheers.
11:35Okay, cheers.
11:37Well, hi.
11:40But I'm already kind of, like, in my head about the second date.
11:44Like, I just moved here.
11:45Do I want to jump into a relationship right away, you know?
11:48You're trying to think, like, ten steps ahead.
11:51Like, you don't need to do that.
11:52That's true.
11:53Nicole was intently in a relationship, but I feel like that was a relationship.
11:55Yeah.
11:56But that's just me.
11:57I forget that it was a real thing for you.
12:00Y'all were definitely locked in for what it was.
12:03I think if you want to do something, you should do it.
12:11Until you realize what it really was.
12:13Obviously, the video is not okay.
12:15Like, nobody deserves that.
12:16That is fucked up.
12:18That was, like, tragic.
12:19Like, it didn't even have to be like that.
12:22You think you trust somebody, and then when you get that form of betrayal, it just...
12:27It's like digging a knife into you and twisting it.
12:30No one who loves you is going to talk about you like that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34So that's why, like, going into this, like, with Alana, I'm just...
12:38It's...
12:38I want to, like, do it right and not overthink things.
12:42My experience with Nicole has affected my dating life.
12:45Like, before then, I would kind of jump into a lot of things, and now it takes me a while
12:48to really open up and get back to that vulnerable side of me.
12:54Because when I...
12:55Last time I did that, I got completely blindsided.
12:59That's the whole point of getting to know her.
13:01Like, are you someone that I can experience conflict with?
13:04But also, it's like PTSD, because, like, what we grew up with, with mom and dad was...
13:09Obviously, like, started off really good, and then it ended up so shitty.
13:11Yeah.
13:12The dream is just, like, love.
13:14Yeah.
13:14However that looks.
13:15But I'm not worried about you rushing into something, because you just don't do that.
13:21Yeah.
13:22Now, when it comes to dating, being a child of divorce automatically puts doubts in your
13:27mind, because you come from a home where that trust between your parents was shattered.
13:32I think that it feels like a lot because you don't do it.
13:35It feels like, oh, am I moving too fast?
13:37And it's like, you don't move at all.
13:38So, just...
13:39You don't move.
13:40So, like, keep moving, I guess.
13:44That's so true.
13:45Exactly.
13:45Breaking away in the city, it was lost in the night.
13:51Falling apart, but I'm feeling alive.
13:55Taking the train to the end of the line.
13:58Keep calling.
14:00Yo, bro.
14:01What's up, dude?
14:02I'm currently having a wig.
14:04Oh, damn.
14:05Nice.
14:06I'm shopping right now.
14:07You like these?
14:08Are these sick?
14:09What are you shopping for?
14:11Sweatpants, shirts, jeans.
14:13Do you go for, like, skinny jeans one?
14:15Hey, here, dude.
14:16I don't do skinny jeans anymore.
14:18Wait, when are you flying back?
14:20Next Monday.
14:21So, literally, like, six days time?
14:22All right, cool.
14:23You've got no one to chill right now?
14:24I had plans to go shopping with Liv today, and I texted her this morning, and she's like,
14:28I'm not, like, feeling super well.
14:30Well, because she's hungover or just, like, sickness ill?
14:32No, I think she has, like, food poisoning.
14:34I don't know.
14:35Not good.
14:36I know.
14:37But I feel bad.
14:39Liv's ill.
14:40Liv's ill.
14:41Kaylor's ill.
14:41Kaylor's in the hospital.
14:43Yeah, my kidney acted up this morning.
14:46I get huge kidney stones that I can't pass on my own to get surgery.
14:51Did you hear from her?
14:52No.
14:53She hasn't reached out to me.
14:55I don't know if I should or shouldn't have, but I just impulsively just, like, tried to
14:58FaceTime her.
14:59And she didn't answer, I don't know whether or not, because she was in surgery or what.
15:03But I just messaged her, I was like, oh, I hope you're good, mate.
15:07And then I hope, like, your family's next to you.
15:09Mm-hmm.
15:10I think me and Kaylor's conversation on the rooftop was the first time that we've probably
15:14been able to, like, open up to each other.
15:16I almost feel like we've just set all of our differences aside.
15:20And I was just able to give her a hug, and I think she felt better after it, which is
15:24kind of what I wanted for her.
15:26How was Liv's party?
15:28Yeah, the party was all right.
15:29We knew Kaylor talked for quite a while as well.
15:31What did you guys talk about?
15:33Just, like, the past and stuff.
15:36You know, she's not happy.
15:38Like, I think she's a cool person.
15:39And, like, I never stopped wanting her to, like, be happy, but even more so when I don't
15:45see her thriving like she was.
15:47I want Kaylor to be happy, because then it means I don't have to worry about her.
15:51Well, I'm glad you're back home with the fam, helping your mom out.
15:55Yeah.
15:56Have you ever seen, like, Star Wars with the little Wookiees?
15:58Yeah, an Ewok.
15:59Dude, that is so cute.
16:17Can I get your ride?
16:19Hop on in, darling.
16:20Thanks.
16:21Well, thanks for driving.
16:23Of course.
16:23You're kicking me up.
16:25I'm glad we got this opportunity.
16:27I was like, this is what we need.
16:28Jumpstart us.
16:29Kendall, I am so excited.
16:31Marky is, like, apparently the best of the best.
16:34Since being out here, I haven't really known what kind of avenue I want to do, you know,
16:38because, like, I was so new to all of this.
16:40But I was like, I love talking.
16:43We are big yappers.
16:44I do love the idea of, like, interviewing people at, like, red carpets or events.
16:49I love to talk.
16:50I love to learn something new about everyone.
16:52So, I am looking forward to seeing if that's something for me.
16:56I will wait and see.
16:57Hi.
16:58Hello.
16:59Hi.
16:59How are you?
17:00I'm Marky Costello.
17:01I'm Liv.
17:02This is Kendall.
17:03I'm so happy you reached out.
17:04Kendall, Marky Costello.
17:06Pleasure to meet you.
17:06Pleasure to meet you.
17:07We are so excited.
17:08Let's work on that handshake.
17:09As a woman, no weak handshake.
17:10I'm Marky Costello.
17:11There we go.
17:12Nice one.
17:12Yeah, give a nice one.
17:13Gotta get the firm handshake in there.
17:14Kendall's got a good one.
17:16Marky is a renowned presenter who specializes in, like, red carpets and talking on camera.
17:22Okay, obviously you were on Love Island USA.
17:25It was a huge hit.
17:26Everybody and their mother watched it.
17:27You have this huge platform.
17:29You went from maybe a couple thousand followers, half a million to a million followers.
17:34What's the game plan for you two?
17:35Since being off the show, I, like, was very grateful.
17:39I got to do a lot of brand trips and brand deals and stuff.
17:42But I haven't focused on, like, what avenue I want to go down.
17:45Do I want to do, like, posting?
17:48Do I want to do fashion?
17:50So I'm trying to get into all the fields and, like, target mainly the ones I think I would like.
17:55Right.
17:56For me, like, to diversify my content is one of my goals for this year.
18:00And I did do a little, like, just brandly on my own.
18:03This wasn't even with a brand.
18:04You did a little man on the street.
18:06Man on the street thing.
18:07And so that was my passion growing up.
18:09I went to school.
18:10I got a degree in broadcasting.
18:12So I want to host my own TV show.
18:15I want to host red carpets.
18:15I got big ambitions.
18:17You need to have those goals or else you're never going to hit them.
18:20So being a great on-camera host or personality, it's really the great balancing act.
18:25It's being able to balance your personality with that audience and then the creative.
18:29So on that note, let's see where we are starting with you, Kendall.
18:34Single shot.
18:35Lib, get up there.
18:36You can follow with the proctor.
18:37Three, two, one.
18:39Yo, what's up, lovers of love?
18:41Welcome to Vibe Check.
18:43My peeps, 2025.
18:45But here, we don't want to waste time.
18:47Our queen, Beyonce, dropped that country album and remind...
18:51I can't remember my hand.
18:52And reminded us all who runs the world behind Kendall.
18:55Let's get into it.
18:57Okay, you do a very common thing when people aren't sure of themselves.
19:00They start to trail their voice lower and lower.
19:03Maybe I'll just whisper it and no one will fucking hear me.
19:06All right.
19:07Lib, put your hand down, too.
19:09I know you want to have something physical.
19:11Everybody has a tip.
19:12The ADHD.
19:12Put it down.
19:13So, like, go straight, like...
19:15No, don't go straight down.
19:17First of all, I don't want it coming from your physicality.
19:19I want it coming from your personality.
19:21Three, two, one.
19:23Yo, what's up, lovers of love?
19:25I'm Kendall.
19:26And welcome to Vibe Check, where the drip is tight, the connections are real, and the
19:32chemistry, well, that's up to you guys, lovers of love.
19:35So much better.
19:36I think Kendall's actually pretty good at this.
19:38Maybe it will need a little bit of improvement.
19:41Don't tell him that.
19:43God, his head looks like improvement.
19:45Three, two, one.
19:48My peeps, it's heavy and it's real.
19:512025 hasn't been easy.
19:53The world keeps spinning, and so do we.
19:56Might as well count the ride.
19:58I'm your host, Liv Walker, and this is The Highs and Lows.
20:02Love you guys.
20:03I actually like this read the best from you because I felt like, towards the end, like,
20:08I really saw you.
20:09And that's all an audience wants to do is go.
20:12They want to connect.
20:13That's what a great host does.
20:16I've got that fire in me.
20:18Burn it hot like a hundred degrees.
20:22Hey!
20:25Look, we're ready.
20:26We're ready.
20:28Yeah!
20:29Where's the pop?
20:31Look at what stuff we brought, just in case.
20:33I can't wait to meet my niece or nephew.
20:35I think it's a boy.
20:36What's going on?
20:36It's a boy?
20:37His name's Juan.
20:38Hi, it's actually a baby.
20:39Hi!
20:40We're so excited!
20:42We're so excited!
20:44Do you know the name?
20:46Juan.
20:46Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:48Juan.
20:48Juan.
20:48I wonder if Juan gets along with other dogs.
20:51I know.
20:52I don't know anything.
20:53Like, what if he's, like, antisocial?
20:54What if he has anxiety?
20:55What if he gets nervous?
20:56My dog's on Prozac.
20:57Jesus, Leah.
20:58Like mother, like daughter.
21:03A squirrel!
21:06Operation Adopt Two Animals Today.
21:08I'm just coming with food.
21:11Oh, my gosh.
21:12He just yeeted.
21:12Janine, you have to piece it.
21:14They're going to choke.
21:16A whole dog biscuit to a squirrel.
21:19Squirrel.
21:21What's better than a dog?
21:24Nothing but maybe a squirrel.
21:26I have more food.
21:28Have you ever seen someone walking around with, like, a squirrel on a leash?
21:33No, but I will be the first to do it.
21:34Watch.
21:35Oh, my gosh.
21:35He's coming.
21:37I can definitely see myself adopting a squirrel.
21:40He's eating it.
21:41You guys, he's eating it.
21:42He's eating it.
21:43Right now, the top of my list, though, is, like, a turkey.
21:48Do you want to adopt a turkey?
21:50Really badly.
21:51They're the cutest things in the world.
21:53And they purr when you pet them, and they like to get cuddled.
21:57I see him.
21:58I see him.
21:59I see Juan.
22:00I see him.
22:00No way.
22:02Am I blind?
22:04Look, he's right there.
22:05He's right there.
22:05He's right there.
22:06Oh, my gosh, you guys.
22:08It's Juan.
22:08Juan!
22:09You know, I give up.
22:10My eyes aren't working.
22:12Look at this guy.
22:14Juan!
22:15It's our kid.
22:15Babe, it's our kid.
22:16It's our kid.
22:16He's so small.
22:18So small.
22:19Oh, my gosh.
22:21How are you?
22:22Thank you so much for coming.
22:24He's really cute.
22:25Who wants to hold my feet?
22:28He's a little puggle.
22:29Oh, my gosh.
22:30You're so big.
22:31How you doing, man?
22:32Nice to meet you.
22:33Nice to meet you.
22:34He's so cute.
22:35You ready?
22:36He's never had a dog before.
22:38Really?
22:38And we're fostering together.
22:40Oh, my gosh.
22:40Shea, you want to hold him?
22:41Yeah, you can hold him for now.
22:43I don't think I'm there yet.
22:44What do you mean, Kenny?
22:46Do you see what I mean?
22:48I think Kenny is one of those people
22:50who got to push him a little bit
22:51when it comes to doing new things.
22:53Like, yeah, you're scared of holding the dog now,
22:55but you're not going to kill the little homie
22:56because if you can't hold a dog,
22:58then how you can hold a baby?
22:59And four of them.
23:01Weird.
23:02We'll cuddle in bed later.
23:04Okay, I'll hold him for now.
23:06This is my first dog.
23:08I don't really encounter dogs frequently.
23:10Maybe he does bite.
23:11He has an underbite.
23:12He looks kind of evil to me.
23:14Is this a lot of change for Kenny or Juan?
23:16A lot of change for Juan.
23:18I'm approaching him with caution
23:20one step at a time, maybe tomorrow.
23:22Should we go make sure he has his shots and everything?
23:24They come fully vaccinated.
23:25He's already neutered.
23:26When they're at the shelter, they make sure.
23:28Okay.
23:30He's very calm.
23:31He's like me, very calm.
23:33And the underbite, too.
23:35I don't have an underbite.
23:36Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
23:40Oh, ooh, ooh, I'm still in the night.
23:44Hey, how's your workout?
23:45How's the lights in here?
23:47Hey.
23:48Hey, hey.
23:48Why do you look so cute?
23:50What's up on us?
23:51What's up, man?
23:51You look banging.
23:52What's up?
23:52You look cute.
23:53I am throwing a party to send my man off.
23:57I rented out the ring to celebrate with him.
24:00All righty.
24:01Yeah, this isn't gonna be great.
24:03And I only wanted PPG and PPGM there.
24:07Cordell does not like drama at all.
24:09And I feel like when you get everyone together,
24:10something's bound to like happen now.
24:13Y'all are cute.
24:14I'm a size 12, she's a size six.
24:20I have to put these on right now.
24:23I don't even remember the last time I went roller skating.
24:27I'm basically waiting to fall.
24:29Well, change your mindset and you won't.
24:31I've never been roller skating before.
24:33I've been ice skating.
24:35How do you move off?
24:36Yeah, so I'm a millennial.
24:38This is like not really my type of vibe.
24:40Okay.
24:41You gotta move right here.
24:43Oh, oh, oh.
24:45But I'm about to teach them a few tricks.
24:48You guys ready?
24:52You're my little boo thing.
24:53So I don't give a hoot what you do.
24:55Say, girl, I ain't no.
24:56Look at that!
24:57I might fall on top of you.
24:59Okay.
25:01Wait, how do you stop, baby?
25:03Wait, no!
25:04Do not take me down with you!
25:06I need to get off of here!
25:08Yeah!
25:09Serena, the bitch, obviously should own a roller skating ring.
25:13Oh, you're zooming!
25:16Yeah!
25:17Hey!
25:18I got you.
25:19Junae.
25:19Come on.
25:20Junae.
25:21Junae!
25:22Junae!
25:23Look at the foot worker.
25:24Ah, ah, ah, ah.
25:26Skating is more about elegance.
25:28It's about finesse than about speed.
25:31Yeah!
25:33Kenny is too damn big to be moving that bad!
25:36Ken?
25:38Kenny?
25:38Fuck!
25:41Do not hurt yourself!
25:44I'm thinking about not getting up.
25:47We did good.
25:56There he is.
25:57What's up, dog?
25:59What's up, brother?
26:01How are you living?
26:02Good.
26:03Busy.
26:03All over the place right now.
26:04That looks tough.
26:06I might have beat you for once.
26:08For once.
26:09Bro, I just got back from Pilates, bro.
26:11You're busy?
26:12What you been doing?
26:13Cheers, man.
26:14Yeah.
26:14There we go.
26:17Um...
26:17Oh, that's a spot.
26:18It's been interesting having everybody back here, too.
26:20Yeah.
26:21Yeah.
26:22It's just, like, the energies have been kind of weird lately.
26:24Really?
26:24Like, in what way?
26:25I don't know.
26:26I just feel like everyone's kind of, like, tense.
26:29Tense?
26:29Everything feels a little, like, sectioned off and, like...
26:33Yeah.
26:33It feels like there's times when we should probably all be, like, getting together.
26:37Yeah.
26:37And it just, and then sometimes it just feels like there's just, like, a split.
26:41Yeah.
26:41We all came out here to L.A., all of us.
26:43People get closer with other people, and they certainly, like, have different...
26:48I don't want to say cliques, but...
26:50I feel like everything is just a little bit different.
26:52Us at PBG.
26:55Yeah, it's...
26:55I'm just gonna hit up Cordell and be like, yo, we'll love to see you before.
26:58Yeah.
26:59Because we were talking about that.
26:59That lives in house.
27:00Yeah, when's he leave?
27:01Like, really, like, I think it's either, like, Thursday.
27:04Yeah, he's gonna be gone for a couple weeks.
27:06I think if I was really close with somebody, and they had a going-away party,
27:09and they were leaving town, and I didn't get invited,
27:11and I would be a little hurt by that, for sure.
27:15Kendall's always got a smile on his face,
27:17but I think there's a small part of him that's a little bit, you know, stung
27:21by not being able to go to that party.
27:24Yeah.
27:24I'm not gonna cry myself to sleep that I'm not invited to what they're doing.
27:28Yeah, that's their thing.
27:30Like, they invited me.
27:30It just would've been a cool thing to go to, you know?
27:32Yeah.
27:32Of course.
27:33Yeah.
27:34Yeah.
27:35I know, like, Janae didn't want to come to Liv's party if I was gonna come there.
27:39Yeah.
27:40And, like, that, you know?
27:42I probably definitely could've done a few things a little differently,
27:45and said some things differently, for sure, but, you know...
27:50Like, would you do an apology right now?
27:52Yeah, for sure.
27:53Would you actually?
27:54For sure.
27:55Like, I didn't want her to think I was, like, ducking her.
27:57Okay.
27:58I wanted to at the reunion.
27:59Yeah.
27:59That just didn't happen.
28:00That conversation will happen.
28:02I'm gonna throw something probably next, maybe next week.
28:05I want to think about Saddle Ranch.
28:06Oh, some mechanical bull, dude?
28:08Yeah.
28:09What if we all went there?
28:11That's a good spot.
28:12Like, I feel like I never host anything.
28:13I'm always the one who wants to just make sure to keep the peace, so...
28:17I feel like if I host this party, it could be a good thing to get everybody back together again
28:24and, like, just vibe, have a good time, ride the bull, drink, and just lay it off.
28:30People can invite whoever the fuck they want to invite.
28:31Everybody come, come one, come all, and the whole fucking farm.
28:35Nice.
28:35Dude, farm puns?
28:37Saddle Ranch?
28:37Invite the whole farm.
28:39Yeah.
28:39This is cool.
28:44I heard you got a puppy, man.
28:45How's Juan?
28:46Oh, yeah!
28:47Yeah!
28:48How's Juan?
28:48You're twin, man.
28:51He's great.
28:51Man, that's your son, bro.
28:53The first few days were rough.
28:54Do y'all have any adoption inquiries?
28:57What?
28:57One person reached out to show interest.
28:59Only one?
28:59We could just get them to suit an application.
29:01Only one.
29:02I just really want to get him adopted so we can do the next one and then the next one.
29:07Jenae jumped the gun when she said that.
29:10No, I'm pretty...
29:11I'm far removed from adopting more animals.
29:15I'm struggling with the one I have right now.
29:18Guys, I was rubbing on Myla last night.
29:21I fed him like four treats.
29:23Wow!
29:25Give it up.
29:26I did.
29:27Do I hear marriage material?
29:29She's been doing real good.
29:31Yeah, yeah.
29:31He's not gonna leave me.
29:34Now that Cordell is gonna be gone, it's important to be close with Mylo.
29:38Me and Mylo, man.
29:41Oh my God, he's looking at me.
29:43Wait, I don't think I can do this.
29:44Look.
29:45Say what's up, man.
29:48We...
29:49We're coming.
29:49It's a...
29:51A building relationship.
29:52We're building it, you know?
29:54We gonna see.
29:56Who's taking care of Mylo while you're gone?
29:58My god sister.
29:59I was thinking about taking him to Atlanta for a little bit with me too though.
30:02Are you excited to be going to Atlanta?
30:03Yeah, man.
30:04I'm so ready for it to start.
30:06This is so exciting.
30:07I know.
30:07Who knows when he's coming back?
30:08He keeps getting more.
30:09They keep extending it.
30:10Yeah, that's another one right after we come back.
30:12After we...
30:12I might not even be able to celebrate my birthday anymore.
30:15I know.
30:15Aw.
30:16Congrats, that's huge.
30:17My hands tease you.
30:18We'll FaceTime you on your birthday.
30:20I'm happy to support Serena.
30:22Whatever she wants to do, I'm down.
30:24I'm here to distract her while Cordell is gone.
30:27I think I'm a good replacement.
30:30Surprise!
30:30I know what it is.
30:31Woo!
30:33Here's the cake for my babies going away.
30:37Yay!
30:39Woo!
30:39Woo!
30:40Woo!
30:40So proud of you.
30:42For booking your first role and many more to come.
30:46Yay!
30:48Woo!
30:49Woo!
30:51Woo!
30:51Woo!
30:52Woo!
30:53Woo!
30:54Woo!
30:55Woo!
30:55Woo!
30:57Woo!
30:59Woo!
31:04Woo!
31:05Woo!
31:06Woo!
31:06Woo!
31:07Woo!
31:09Woo!
31:09You feeling good, buddy?
31:11How about your octopus?
31:12Let's play with your octopus.
31:14Not interested...
31:16with an octopus.
31:18I'm learning how to deal with Juan.
31:21He does seem a little bit uncertain about his surroundings.
31:25This is your bed.
31:27You're good if you...
31:28Good boy.
31:30we're warming up to each other yeah he wags his tail when he sees me now and
31:36brings me his toys he likes to bite my shoes and bring it to his bed and you
31:43ultimately you know fall in love with him
32:01hi you look so cute thank you thank you for having me these are for you
32:06i know but i didn't want to come in two-handed how are you and i bought some cookies thank
32:11you
32:11that's the place is so clean how are you feeling feeling fine i just had a killer uti are you
32:17on
32:17meds for it yeah i'm on like five different medications yeah my kidney acted up this
32:23morning i go home for my best friend's bridal shower wake up the morning of and i'm in the
32:28worst pain ever had a kidney infection i was on the verge of sepsis so i stayed there for four
32:35nights i'm so glad that i was in pa with my family so yeah fuck kidney stones i have a
32:43stent in my
32:44kidney so it's like a tube basically that's like allow like helping me like pee wait what you pee
32:51through a poem i pee through a tube can you see it no oh no you can't it doesn't like
32:58just hang out no but i've had one of those two before i am a little bit like lost for
33:04words and
33:05i feel like i have a lot of words but it sounds very serious especially in your young years but
33:10no matter what we're going through i'm here for her this is what i need to catch you up on
33:15so tauren the guy that i'm talking to i was at stagecoach with kaylee kendall everyone that's
33:23where i met this kid so who was he friends with he's friends with louie caleb that's where it's
33:32messy but i promise you it's not as bad as it sounds did i hear that right he didn't know
33:41caleb and i's like history and i didn't know that he was friends with caleb okay run that
33:47shoot back what were you saying so how do they know the boy well he works for their agency oh
33:53then caleb found out caleb was like what the and like freaked out what the is what's going
34:00through my brain hey don't hate the play i hate the game i didn't do it out of like maliciousness
34:09i didn't know you would have gone one of his better friends yeah rule number one to be a boss
34:16ass bitch okay what's the new guy think of it he feels like the biggest piece of in the world
34:23has he spoken to caleb yeah and they're cool yeah or if he's cool with him he has to be
34:30cool with you
34:31no what did he want you to do call him and give him a heads up hey mate back to
34:37just
34:37your friend and get my back blown hope you're good good night this is so messy so is touring
34:44gonna come on thursday like have you invited him to set around yeah i think i should invite him
34:49aaron's gonna be there too that's gonna be so weird it's only as weird as you make it like
34:54bringing a guy around aaron may feel weird i don't know but why do i even care it was nice
35:00to talk to
35:00aaron at love's party i think we had a good conversation but that door was closed last summer
35:06we're both over it done we'll move on
35:20hi pretty girl hey pookie bud we come bringing gifts
35:25hey hey i brought some goodies that looks so good they're slow roasting right now so when it's
35:35closed it's like soaking up the heat you want me to bite one and make sure like it's doing good
35:40no
35:40i don't think you should okay did you make her vegan dogs yeah they're on them maybe we should start
35:46eating vegan dogs they're honestly pretty good i'm gonna start tomorrow though here you go wow
35:54all righty bottoms up cheers to getting the gang back together you know we just saw each other
36:03no we cannot be what the hell are we cheersing to can we cheers to juan
36:11no okay i'm sorry sorry no man canary good i like to see how he takes care of juan
36:20howdy how is it he's obsessed with juan really he's like you know what this is what i signed up
36:25for i'm gonna do it and like his whole mentality everything changed i just told him like hey since
36:29he's staying at your place so he can see what it feels like to have 24 7 a dog near
36:32you i will come
36:33every morning why did y'all decide to like live next door instead of like yeah oh my gosh no
36:38um good
36:39question i ask myself that every day and at first we were gonna live together and like last minute he's
36:43like is it okay if we live separate and i was just like that's weird i think he just asked
36:47me if we
36:48want to live separate like did i hear what i thought i heard and he was like yeah like i
36:52don't know i'm
36:53crying in a grocery store so i don't even get to hear oh i remember this i called leah like
36:56i'm like i'm
36:57tripping like yes i found out that kenny would rather live separate rather than together for the summer
37:05when i was grocery shopping i was so confused and like maybe like humiliated and embarrassed
37:11i had dreams of what the summer would be of us living together everything but without the ring
37:18silly me and then like i don't know it's definitely just like my ego for sure because
37:22it's not your ego though janae well his reasoning was like valid enough for me to humble myself
37:30it was like we're doing i know no i'm trying i felt so sad for janae because janae is like
37:37the most
37:39loving and giving person and i know janae would be there like taking proper care of him
37:46and so it's like you're missing out if he's gonna renew another lease in dallas like are y'all gonna
37:52keep i don't know because that's the thing he has a one bedroom in dallas and a one bedroom in
37:59new
38:04york makes it very interesting of how our future is going to play out i live in vegas and long
38:13distance relationships should be illegal i don't understand how people do it not for me his lease
38:19ends at our one year mark so it's like would you move in with someone out there dating them for
38:24one
38:24year yeah if that's what you want to do and you're talking to someone who is like fully against living
38:31with someone else i'm like right now while i'm not engaged or married let me get my motherfucking
38:36alone time because forever forever yeah that sounds beautiful to me i am the only one out of ppg right
38:46now who wouldn't want to live with a partner until we're married but if i told a man i want
38:54to move in
38:55with you for two months and he told me no it would hurt my feelings too i don't think i
39:01could marry
39:01someone that i didn't live with what about house hunting how's that going oh yeah how's that house
39:06hunting dude there was this house that i love love but we didn't get it that's the only house i've
39:13liked and now i'm like i hate every house i've ever seen since so for right now i feel like
39:18that's on
39:18pause unfortunately sadly like my brain has been so preoccupied preoccupied i've literally been
39:26having to go to doctor's appointments like every day this past week that's crazy jenae last week was
39:33the craziest day of my life yeah it was crazy like i was at the skin doctor like and they
39:40and they
39:40cut off a piece of my skin to do biops before to see what that was and i was really
39:45worried about
39:45that and then i had to go to my other doctor this is a separate doctor from the skin one
39:50um and he's
39:52like yeah like something's going on with your calcitonin levels and he said we need to send you
39:57to a radiologist to check for like your thyroid to see if anything's going on with it and like i'm
40:02thinking obviously like radiologists like that's people that like you know the c word and then i go
40:10in the office it's like all old people i really freak myself out very easily over any health problems
40:17so to hear like the c word i was like oh my god my mind is filled with a lot
40:23of what ifs
40:25and i feel like what ifs are just the worst like you're just thinking of like all the what ifs
40:30don't you dare drop a tear you're okay girl we're gonna be here to support you at all times it
40:35just
40:35like stresses me out because like because you're human and that's a scary thing at the radiology
40:40office yesterday just like i can't believe like this is even a thing right now
40:52just like stresses me out because like because you're human and that's a scary thing at the
40:57radiology office yesterday just like i can't believe like this is even a thing right now
41:04you're okay don't you fucking cry bitch because i didn't put setting spray on like i can't i think
41:10everything that's been going on with my health it does get you thinking and when i start thinking
41:16about it too much i feel like i go down a really nasty rabbit hole it's like scary for the
41:22thyroid
41:23pictures that they took with the ultrasound um i have to wait 14 days like imagine someone tells
41:29you something's really wrong with you and they're like but you have to wait i also just have been
41:33like so unenjoyable to be around because of all like the doctor shit i feel like with how stressed
41:39and like anxious you've been about it you have not been showing it you're fine i promise you're
41:44going to be okay they're gonna your doctors seem like they're on it it's gonna be fine and it's
41:48gonna be nothing but i'm like what if it's not though don't think like that worst case scenario
41:53if it's not you have a fucking village behind you a village doesn't cancer doesn't care about a
41:59village okay well guess guess guess guess who guess who yeah guess who it should worry about
42:06no come on you're gonna be fine i'm petrified for leah that should never ever be in anyone's cards
42:13cancer is an evil evil thing i literally can't process what she just told me it's crazy
42:21i always feel bad like saying how i feel to like the people that i'm really close to because i'm
42:26like
42:26i don't want to like burden them with my problems but and that's the thing it's crazy because i love
42:30when my friends do it to me but i don't want to like feel like someone's like issue but i
42:36will say
42:37i've been feeling so bad lately why because i've been having like an anxiety attack every morning
42:45why like it's becoming like a routine it's to the point where cordell will wake up before me
42:51to anticipate the anxiety attack and then like he'll be there he'll come and he just won't go to
42:56sleep i would have never known i've always struggled with anxiety though my anxiety it was always like
43:02little things that will like trigger but it would never be bad now it's just like it's a lot different
43:07because you have i mean now millions of eyes on you granted i am an extrovert i love talking to
43:13people i love meeting new people so it's conflicting because the things that may trigger is also the
43:19things that i love i have to like cut my phone off or i'm like anxious about it i'm like
43:24oh my god
43:24like what if they hate me like anxiety to have never something that i have never experienced in my life
43:30people like tear me apart and i was never insecure of how i looked ever people have made fun of
43:36my me
43:37myself my dog they've basically insulted any and everything in my life i never thought i was like
43:44ugly or anything but i'm also like if you are making fun of somebody's appearance you need to shut the
43:52fuck up they were like oh my god bitch you need this this and that you need a nose job
43:59you need this you
44:00don't worry even if you have one you still get made fun of and that's the thing it's a lose
44:06fucking
44:07lose i struggle with finding help in the people that i love oh but i will say i kind of
44:20i feel not
44:20like depend on cordella but but he like understands it he gets it and like he knows how to like
44:26get me
44:26out of it and he's very patient yeah he's so patient and so sweet and i love that so i'm
44:32like
44:32when he's in atlanta y'all we gotta go all out i need y'all we will not let you
44:38down well you know
44:39we're right here baby mama like like i'm going straight to party city and getting a katrillion
44:44balloons what that's not what we're going for i'm sorry
44:52we're getting all the balloons and you're like no bitch jack sparrow
45:00one thing that is so crazy they can never read the rules
45:03i can never have and i have no idea what's going on half the time
45:15i'm dead
45:19next time on love island beyond the villa
45:21what it's really crying i need to know
45:26are you going on thursday what is it like kendall's birthday are you going y'all know i'm not going
45:32i was worried about you last week yeah you're the first person that texted me
45:36i honestly i'm happy for you i'm really glad that you've met like someone new
45:38i don't think she wants me to be fine with it but i'm fine with it
45:41he kind of looks like you
45:44oh road
45:44tauren looks just like an american version of erin
45:48you artificially like brought him over to piss me off
45:51no it's not like we were fucking making out before i left
45:53yeah we were fucking trying
45:55i hope you didn't tell miguel that we both wanted space because that's not the case
46:00i wanted separation
46:01from you
46:03from you
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