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13 Reasons Why - Season 1 Episode 12
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00:01:42You're still drinking coffee?
00:01:44You're still drinking coffee?
00:01:48Yes. I guess we just hope for more for our children.
00:01:51We'll probably live longer, if that helps.
00:01:54If your generation doesn't destroy the planet first.
00:01:57It's too late, I'm afraid.
00:01:59Clay, about the Baker trial...
00:02:01Can we just have one morning without discussion of that trial?
00:02:03The plaintiff's subpoenas go out today.
00:02:05Who's going to run besides me?
00:02:07Sorry, Clay. I'm not at liberty to discuss it.
00:02:10The other day, you asked me if a person could be prosecuted, if they hurt someone, but the victim couldn't
00:02:16come forward.
00:02:17You said it was hypothetical, but you were talking about Hannah, weren't you?
00:02:22I wasn't, actually.
00:02:25Because if something happened to her and you were involved in any way...
00:02:33You think I hurt her?
00:02:35Laney?
00:02:35I don't.
00:02:40If I did hurt her, and I admitted it, I could go to jail.
00:02:46Well, this is a civil proceeding, not criminal.
00:02:50But it is sworn testimony.
00:02:52So if I lied, it's perjury?
00:02:57Why would you need to lie?
00:03:02If I knocked down a stop sign and a kid got killed, is that manslaughter?
00:03:06Clay, what the hell are we talking about?
00:03:08I'm sorry, Mom.
00:03:11I'm not at liberty to discuss it.
00:03:17It's probably for me, don't you think?
00:03:22Morning.
00:03:23Are you the parent or guardian of Clay Jensen?
00:03:26Well, I just don't get why they're calling you to testify.
00:03:29I mean, did Hannah ever say anything to you about bullying or anything?
00:03:33What?
00:03:34No, I mean, we were friendly, but we were never really that close.
00:03:40Yeah, you know, they're probably just fishing.
00:03:42Talking to every student who knew her.
00:03:44It's probably nothing to worry about.
00:03:46You just have to tell the truth, okay?
00:03:49And you'll be fine.
00:03:51I'm surprised at Andy and Olivia.
00:03:54I'm sure they miss Anna.
00:03:56Hannah.
00:03:57Hannah, of course.
00:04:00But this is a witch hunt.
00:04:02I don't know.
00:04:03Well, they're wasting their time.
00:04:05You didn't do anything.
00:04:06You're not that kind of a kid.
00:04:07I know how kind you are.
00:04:08I see how you take care of your sister.
00:04:10You're not going to jail, are you?
00:04:12He's not going to jail.
00:04:14I mean, how well did you even know this girl?
00:04:17I asked her out once.
00:04:22So how many of these they got you doing today?
00:04:24I got another couple.
00:04:26They got three of us out.
00:04:28Something like this sure gets a community talking, huh?
00:04:30I'm sorry.
00:04:31Your kid's caught up in it.
00:04:33I know.
00:04:34Hell of a thing.
00:04:36Hell of a thing.
00:04:38Can you believe we moved here for the peace of mind?
00:04:43They're still talking.
00:04:46Jesus fucking Hannah.
00:04:49Yeah, fucking Hannah.
00:04:51Fuck her for killing herself.
00:04:52Dude, this is all going to come out now.
00:04:54Aren't you freaked?
00:04:55No.
00:04:56I'm glad.
00:04:57Seriously?
00:05:00We're all fucked now.
00:05:02We're fucked anyway.
00:05:11Hey, it's Justin.
00:05:13We have a message.
00:05:14Hey, Justin.
00:05:15It's me.
00:05:17Bryce.
00:05:19Listen, man.
00:05:19I don't know what happened last night.
00:05:22I don't know what I did to set you off all of the sudden.
00:05:26And I just...
00:05:30It's fucking killing me that she can't talk to me about it.
00:05:35So...
00:05:37Talk to me.
00:05:39Okay?
00:05:40Please?
00:05:43I love you, man.
00:05:45Call me.
00:05:46I love you, man.
00:06:02Call me.
00:06:03What's up?
00:06:05The secretaries are all talking.
00:06:07They got Porter, Bolin, and Child.
00:06:10Yeah, I talked to Ryan and Zach.
00:06:11Yes, they both.
00:06:12It has to be, Clay.
00:06:13How else did they get our names?
00:06:14He gave them the tapes.
00:06:15We don't know that.
00:06:16It could have been Hannah's phone or texts.
00:06:18We need to make a plan.
00:06:19We need to stop texting.
00:06:21Seriously, Courtney, if they get our text records, we're done.
00:06:23Oh, my God.
00:06:25I didn't even think about that.
00:06:26Spread the word.
00:06:26We all need to meet in person.
00:06:29Hey, did you guys get subpoenas, too?
00:06:31Shut up.
00:06:32Jesus, Tyler.
00:06:33What?
00:06:34It's a public record now.
00:06:35Everyone knows.
00:06:36Nobody knows about anything, and you're going to keep it that way.
00:06:39I want in on whatever you're doing.
00:06:42I know more than anyone.
00:06:44I know a lot more that is on those tapes, and I have proof.
00:06:47Proof of what?
00:06:48What do you think?
00:06:50What have you done around here you don't want anyone to know?
00:06:53I take a lot of pictures.
00:06:54Listen to me.
00:06:55You fucking creep.
00:06:56You do not want to fuck with us.
00:06:57You saw what we did to clear that was nothing.
00:06:59Back off.
00:07:00Keep quiet.
00:07:02Hey!
00:07:04Fuck you, man!
00:07:06Fucking cut it out!
00:07:07Guys, come on.
00:07:08Hey!
00:07:09Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
00:07:09Hunter, come on.
00:07:10Back off.
00:07:11Keep your fucking hands off!
00:07:12You little freak.
00:07:13You touch me, and I'll kill you.
00:07:14Jesus, enough!
00:07:18Hey, you okay?
00:07:19No!
00:07:19Oh, fuck, man.
00:07:21I'm sick of this shit.
00:07:23Okay.
00:07:24Okay.
00:07:33Jesus.
00:07:35What the hell, Justin?
00:07:36I'm sorry.
00:07:37I needed to see you.
00:07:38I'm going to scream.
00:07:39I texted, and I called.
00:07:40I'm going to call the police.
00:07:41Jess, please.
00:07:42I was trying to protect you.
00:07:45Protect me?
00:07:47Seriously?
00:07:48I thought if you didn't know, if no one found out.
00:07:52I'd be fine?
00:07:53I'd go about my life?
00:07:54You and I would get married and live happily ever after?
00:07:57That's what I wanted, was for us to be together forever.
00:08:02You let him.
00:08:05You let him.
00:08:06I was drunk, and I was scared.
00:08:08So was I.
00:08:09Christ was just.
00:08:10Don't say that name.
00:08:11I'm sorry.
00:08:12It's just that every time I was thrown out, and my mom was fucked up, one of her boyfriends
00:08:19was fucking with me.
00:08:22He was there for me when I had no money, when I was starving.
00:08:27His folks bought me shit for school.
00:08:30And when my mom was busted for possession, he got his dad to bail her out.
00:08:35They do that shit so they can own you.
00:08:37No.
00:08:38Okay, last year, I couldn't afford new shoes for basketball.
00:08:42I went through, like, four pairs that season.
00:08:45Okay, when we got to playoffs, they just had, like, holes.
00:08:49Bryce didn't offer to buy me new shoes.
00:08:52He pretended like he already had an extra pair.
00:08:56Are you seriously trying to make excuses for what you did?
00:09:03No.
00:09:05I just want you to understand.
00:09:07And I want you to understand what it's like to be raped.
00:09:12But I truly hope you never will.
00:09:19Jessica.
00:09:26I'm going to go get that, and you're going to go back out the window.
00:09:53I'm going to go get that, and you're going to go back out the window.
00:10:09Here we are.
00:10:11Tape 12.
00:10:13If you've listened this far, and you haven't heard your name,
00:10:15well, I bet you know exactly what's coming now.
00:10:20Or maybe you don't have any idea.
00:10:22Could that be true?
00:10:24Could a person be that sick?
00:10:28Let's find out.
00:10:30But first, we have to start at the beginning of the worst day of my life.
00:10:36I guess I just thought that, I don't know,
00:10:38Mr. Jarris would be more understanding.
00:10:39Well, apparently he's not.
00:10:41This is a letter of intent to evict.
00:10:43Yes, I know.
00:10:45I mean, I don't know.
00:10:47Maybe I can get on the phone and explain to him.
00:10:50What's to explain?
00:10:50He wants our money.
00:10:51We don't have it.
00:10:51Look, you can use my college savings.
00:10:55Hannah.
00:10:55What?
00:10:56If we have money problems, I want to help.
00:10:58Hannah, these aren't your problems.
00:10:59They're not your money problems, sweetheart.
00:11:00They're ours.
00:11:01Use it now, and I can take out a loan.
00:11:02And I can take a gap year.
00:11:04Like, I'd be fine with that, and plenty of kids do it.
00:11:07It's not the worst idea.
00:11:09My brother took a year off.
00:11:11He's a dentist.
00:11:11He's got a great practice now.
00:11:12Didn't hurt him.
00:11:13Okay, I cannot even believe you're considering jeopardizing our daughter's future.
00:11:17No!
00:11:18If it's my future, don't I get a say in it?
00:11:20No.
00:11:21That money stays in the bank.
00:11:23I'm going to go over, and I'm going to talk to Mr. Jarris.
00:11:26And I'm going to convince him to put us on a payment plan.
00:11:31We have no leverage.
00:11:33We have my fucking charm.
00:11:37Hard to resist.
00:11:39Yeah.
00:11:41You're right.
00:11:42All right.
00:11:43It's worth a try.
00:11:44Oh, shit.
00:11:45I was supposed to take the bank deposit in today.
00:11:48It's due.
00:11:48It's due this afternoon.
00:11:49I can do it if you need it done today.
00:11:51That would actually be a big help.
00:11:53Are you okay with Hannah making the deposit?
00:11:56I don't see why not.
00:12:00Do I look okay?
00:12:02Yes.
00:12:03All right.
00:12:04Wish me luck.
00:12:06Good luck.
00:12:06Love you.
00:12:07Love you, too.
00:12:14Love you.
00:12:16Love you.
00:12:18Bye.
00:12:42Um, hey.
00:12:43Helmut.
00:12:46Yeah, I know.
00:12:46I just got your text.
00:12:49Well, I don't know.
00:12:51I just called.
00:12:53Oh, uh, actually, I can just come by and pick it up.
00:12:58I'm running errands today anyway.
00:13:00It's not a big deal.
00:13:03Okay.
00:13:19You guys got mad skills.
00:13:24I just got mad.
00:13:53Thanks.
00:13:54I could have just mailed it.
00:13:55I was going to the bank anyway.
00:13:58And I wanted to come see you.
00:14:00Why?
00:14:02Just to say hey.
00:14:05Oh.
00:14:07I mean, uh, haven't seen you in a while.
00:14:11You've seen me at school.
00:14:16Smells like someone burned the popcorn last night.
00:14:19Yeah, must have, uh, been the new girl.
00:14:23Wow, that was quick.
00:14:24They already found my replacement.
00:14:27Well, there's no replacement for Hannah Baker.
00:14:34Clay, I'm...
00:14:37I'm really sorry about Jeff.
00:14:41I heard his funeral was beautiful.
00:14:44Sounds like the whole school was there.
00:14:47I thought I might see you there.
00:14:51My, uh, my parents needed me to work.
00:14:54I wanted to tell Clay everything.
00:14:57How could I tell him anything anymore after that night at the party?
00:15:01I should go.
00:15:02I got toilets to plunge.
00:15:03Why don't you get the new girl to do it?
00:15:05I lied.
00:15:07I am the new girl.
00:15:12Well, uh, see you.
00:15:16Yeah, see ya.
00:15:21Oh, wait, uh, I'm supposed to tell you to turn in your uniform?
00:15:27Seriously?
00:15:27They really want that back?
00:15:29I know.
00:15:31I know.
00:15:43Oh, shit.
00:15:45Oh, shit.
00:15:50Oh, shit.
00:15:53Oh, shit.
00:16:03Oh, shit.
00:16:10Oh, shit.
00:16:15Oh, shit.
00:16:18Oh, shit.
00:16:26Oh, shit.
00:16:30I don't know.
00:17:00I don't know.
00:17:27I don't know.
00:17:28Seven-seventy-nine.
00:17:38Oops, sorry.
00:17:45Do I know you?
00:17:47Not really.
00:17:59I gotta tell you, the perfect disguise for Clay Jensen is not a hoodie.
00:18:05Did you bring it?
00:18:15As requested.
00:18:19I knew you'd have one.
00:18:21Mind telling me why the switch?
00:18:25I'm sorry.
00:18:27I'm not at liberty to discuss it.
00:18:30We had a deal that we would do this together.
00:18:34You said that when I got to the end of the tapes, we'll do whatever we have to do.
00:18:37Are you at the end of the tapes?
00:18:38Almost.
00:18:41Are you going to pass them on?
00:18:43Well, you and I both know Hannah wanted them to get through to number 13.
00:18:46But if I give them to number 12, and that's the end of it, just give me a day.
00:18:51I have a plan.
00:18:52Clay.
00:18:53Do you trust me?
00:18:56Yeah.
00:19:10Hi.
00:19:11Mr. Porter, do you have a minute?
00:19:12Sure, sure.
00:19:13Come in.
00:19:14Have a seat.
00:19:20What's going on, Sherry?
00:19:23I, um, I heard about people getting these subpoenas today for court.
00:19:29And I, I just, I wanted to talk to you about...
00:19:38Hannah Baker?
00:19:45Yeah, well, I just, I guess I don't, I don't really know anything about that.
00:19:52You know, I think it's just the subpoenas today.
00:19:54They just have me a little worried.
00:19:56That's all.
00:19:56Hmm.
00:19:57Okay, listen.
00:19:58Well, if you get one, what matters most is that you just tell the truth.
00:20:03Yeah.
00:20:05You're right.
00:20:05Right.
00:20:08Sherry.
00:20:10And if you remember anything or hear anything, you come tell us first, okay?
00:20:16I will.
00:20:18Thanks, Mr. Porter.
00:20:29Are you Shutterbug 1337?
00:20:31Yeah.
00:20:32You're late.
00:20:33I'm sorry about that.
00:20:35You ready to do this?
00:20:41It's all there?
00:20:42Mm-hmm.
00:20:51Jesus, not here?
00:20:54How do I know?
00:20:55Just hold it.
00:21:02That thing's got a kick.
00:21:04All right?
00:21:05You got to use the right grip.
00:21:07Yeah, I'll Google that.
00:21:09Thanks.
00:21:14The first thing we need to do is find out what they know.
00:21:17Or the first thing we need to do is tell the truth.
00:21:20I'm with Alex.
00:21:21I don't think it's as easy as you think.
00:21:22I mean, what exactly is the truth?
00:21:25Profound, Marcus.
00:21:26Truly profound.
00:21:27And bullshit.
00:21:28Oh, my God.
00:21:30How did you find us?
00:21:31I deserve to be here.
00:21:32No.
00:21:33You don't.
00:21:34What, because you don't like me, Courtney?
00:21:35Because I embarrassed you?
00:21:36I'm getting it worse than any of you.
00:21:38Just let him stay.
00:21:38Yeah, Courtney.
00:21:39And how did you get to run this meeting anyway?
00:21:41It's not the fucking dance committee.
00:21:43I see it where I start taking pictures.
00:21:46Sit down.
00:21:47And calm down.
00:21:50I think it's clear what they know.
00:21:52I mean, look around.
00:21:53What do we all have in common?
00:21:54We don't know who all got the subpoenas.
00:21:56Sherry didn't get one.
00:21:57Or she didn't get one yet.
00:21:58I told her to come anyway.
00:21:59Maybe she's hoping she'll avoid the whole thing.
00:22:02Your dad must know something, right?
00:22:04From the other deputies?
00:22:05My dad's more of a sweeped under the rug kind of guy.
00:22:08It works for me.
00:22:09Yeah, I don't think he gives a shit about you.
00:22:24I don't think he gives a shit about you.
00:22:26I don't think he gives a shit about you.
00:22:38Then hek she walks into his friendfleet.
00:22:459-1-1.
00:22:46How can I help you?
00:22:47Yes.
00:22:47Hi.
00:22:48I would like to report it.
00:22:51Well, I would like to report something I did a few weeks ago.
00:22:58If we don't get our story straight before these depositions, it's bad for all of us.
00:23:02But what is this story exactly?
00:23:05Hannah was a liar.
00:23:06She was jealous and needy and emotionally unstable.
00:23:10She thought everyone was out to get her.
00:23:11Aren't you describing yourself?
00:23:13We tried to be her friends.
00:23:14We did.
00:23:15She blamed us when things went wrong.
00:23:17But she was the one with problems.
00:23:20That's the story?
00:23:22What would you say it is?
00:23:23I'd say it doesn't matter what I say it is.
00:23:25Because there are three people who aren't here right now who are pretty likely to say whatever the fuck they
00:23:29want.
00:23:29Where are Jessica and Justin?
00:23:31They weren't at school.
00:23:33Either of them.
00:23:39What?
00:23:47Justin went to Bryce's last night.
00:23:50He freaked because Jess was flirting with Bryce.
00:23:52So he called Bryce a rapist and told Jessica that everything on the tapes was true.
00:24:01No fucking way.
00:24:02And Monty and Jamie and a few other guys heard everything.
00:24:05Wait, wait, wait.
00:24:07They heard they know about the tapes?
00:24:09Well, Justin didn't go into fucking detail about the tapes, no.
00:24:12But they all heard him call Bryce a rapist and that Hannah was telling the truth.
00:24:23Good for Justin.
00:24:24And Bryce is a rapist.
00:24:26If you believe Hannah.
00:24:27Seriously?
00:24:28Courtney, you're the only girl here and that is the position you're going to take.
00:24:32Hannah lied.
00:24:33We know this.
00:24:34I don't know it.
00:24:34We can contain this.
00:24:36We just have to control the narrative.
00:24:37If you're deluded, the narrative is, Jess knows Bryce raped her.
00:24:41You guys would make shitty chess players.
00:24:43They're like two moves away from being checkmated.
00:24:45Not necessarily.
00:24:46Not if we bring Bryce into it with us.
00:24:48Bryce.
00:24:49The rapist.
00:24:50Alleged rapist.
00:24:51Fuck off, Courtney.
00:24:58Where'd we turn him in?
00:25:00Bryce is dangerous.
00:25:02I don't get why we're still protecting him.
00:25:04We're not.
00:25:05We're protecting ourselves.
00:25:07I applied early at MIT to Columbia.
00:25:09Zach's got scholarships.
00:25:11Ryan, I know you've got big plans.
00:25:13Courtney?
00:25:14Alex?
00:25:14I've got no plans.
00:25:16I'm good to tell the truth.
00:25:17Come on, Alex.
00:25:19Just because Hannah fucked up her life doesn't mean she has to fuck up ours, too.
00:25:21Hear me out.
00:25:23If Clay gave the lawyers our names, and Justin is running around telling everybody that everything
00:25:28on the tapes is true, then it's only a matter of time until we're all screwed.
00:25:32But if we can get ahead of it...
00:25:34What do you mean?
00:25:35What if we confirm Hannah's stories about Bryce?
00:25:39What if we give the school their scapegoat?
00:25:42They have someone to blame.
00:25:43The bakers have someone to charge with the crime.
00:25:46Then whatever we did doesn't matter as much.
00:25:48So you want to sacrifice Bryce to save your own ass?
00:25:51Yeah.
00:25:52Of course.
00:26:02The bakers are broke, right?
00:26:04And Bryce's family has the money to make this all go away.
00:26:07Nothing we did compares to what he did.
00:26:09You're fucking joking, right?
00:26:10What, are you going to defend Bryce?
00:26:12No, but aren't you?
00:26:13You've been doing it for weeks now.
00:26:15Fuck you, Alex.
00:26:16No, I haven't.
00:26:16I just didn't want this to blow up.
00:26:18Well, boom.
00:26:18Justin let Bryce do it and then he lied about it.
00:26:21So Justin will probably go to jail too.
00:26:23Justin is my best friend and you think he gives a shit about me right now?
00:26:25Don't you give a shit about him?
00:26:27What about Jessica?
00:26:28Doesn't she get a say in all this?
00:26:29She should have answered when I called.
00:26:31My God, Courtney.
00:26:32You should fucking listen to yourself sometime.
00:26:33I can't imagine Jess won't want Bryce in jail for life.
00:26:36You want to know what's worse than being a rapist?
00:26:38It's hiding behind one.
00:26:41Fucking justifying a fucking rapist.
00:26:43That's worse.
00:26:44What, you want to get the story straight?
00:26:45We all know the story.
00:26:47Everything Hannah said on the tapes is true.
00:26:49You're a gay, so what?
00:26:51Tyler, you're a stalker.
00:26:53Ryan, you're an arrogant asshole.
00:26:56Zach, you're just an entitled idiot who does cruel, stupid things even though you probably have a decent heart.
00:27:02I mean, Sherry's a fucking coward who got a kid killed.
00:27:05Okay, Alex, that's enough.
00:27:06No, Marcus.
00:27:08You'll do anything to keep up your perfect reputation.
00:27:12And yeah, I'm a fucking weak, pathetic loser who ruined the one good thing that I ever had
00:27:20because I wanted a fucking rapist to think I was just like him.
00:27:25Hannah was my friend.
00:27:28And we should tell the truth about her.
00:27:31Because I know that if I had still been friends with her,
00:27:35I mean, if any one of us would have still been friends with her, she'd be alive today.
00:27:50So we tell the truth.
00:27:54Truth doesn't just land on Bryce.
00:27:56So let the truth land on us.
00:27:58I published a poem.
00:28:00A fucking good, meaningful poem.
00:28:02Well, I didn't mean we'd tell the truth about everything.
00:28:04Why not, Tyler?
00:28:05You got more secrets you're trying to hide from somebody?
00:28:06Tyler, you can do whatever you want, and no one's going to believe you.
00:28:10Okay?
00:28:10They'll just laugh at you like they always do.
00:28:13They won't.
00:28:17Hannah's truth is not my truth.
00:28:19No way.
00:28:22No way.
00:28:41I'm so sorry.
00:28:42We should be getting more in stock soon.
00:28:44I'll check on this.
00:28:47Tony, um, thanks so much for coming in.
00:28:51Sorry I didn't come before school.
00:28:53Well, it's okay.
00:28:54Um, this is my friend Brad.
00:28:56Hi.
00:28:57Hi, how are you?
00:28:59Great.
00:29:00Uh, is everything okay?
00:29:02Yeah, yeah, everything's fine.
00:29:03I just wanted to, uh, talk to you about something.
00:29:07I wanted to show you something.
00:29:10I'll do some shopping.
00:29:14Here, uh, I found something in Hannah's closet hidden away.
00:29:23Okay.
00:29:24I thought maybe you could help me understand what it means.
00:29:32Wow.
00:29:34Um, do you know or recognize any of these names?
00:29:37I, I think they're kids at the school.
00:29:39Yeah, I mean, Clay, I think it's Clay Jensen, right?
00:29:43And some of these other names I recognize from Hannah's phone and her Facebook page.
00:29:48I mean, they're actually going to be subpoenaed for deposition.
00:29:51I think the lawyer said the papers went out this morning.
00:29:54Yeah, I heard that at, uh, at school.
00:29:56Yeah, but why, why are they all connected?
00:29:59And, and why is Bryce circled so many times?
00:30:04And why, why, why are you on there?
00:30:09I don't know.
00:30:11Bullshit, Tony.
00:30:13Look, you've been very, very kind to us.
00:30:17But I don't think you're telling us the whole truth.
00:30:19And you need to.
00:30:20Now.
00:30:24Hannah has secrets, Mrs. Baker.
00:30:27Hannah's secrets are what killed her.
00:30:30And they do not get to stay that way.
00:30:32Do you understand?
00:30:34I mean, clearly she was trying to work something out here.
00:30:37And there are names that are crossed out.
00:30:39Kat, Mrs. Bradley, Mrs. Antilly, and then you, you're on here.
00:30:42Why do you think?
00:30:45I, I, I don't know.
00:30:47Yours is the only name with a question mark, Tony.
00:30:49Why?
00:30:54I don't know why my name is on that sheet.
00:31:00I think you do.
00:31:03Well, if you won't tell me, maybe you'll tell the lawyers.
00:31:24You always introduce me as your friend.
00:31:27You are my friend.
00:31:28I'm your boyfriend.
00:31:30Yeah, my boyfriend is so...
00:31:33Gay?
00:31:35It's not what I was going to say.
00:31:38It's just...
00:31:39Ryan always used to say, this is Tony, my boyfriend.
00:31:43Like I was some sort of possession.
00:31:47I get it.
00:31:49But I'm not Ryan.
00:31:51I know.
00:31:53And I'm not going to judge you.
00:31:55But you have to tell me what's going on.
00:31:58Or I can't be your friend or boyfriend or anything.
00:32:11I had a friend.
00:32:15Her name was Hannah.
00:32:20She killed herself.
00:32:24She left a job for me.
00:32:30Secrets to keep.
00:32:33I tried.
00:32:33I tried to honor her memory.
00:32:35I tried to keep those secrets.
00:32:36But I don't, I don't think I did the right thing.
00:32:40Your parents are hurting.
00:32:44I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
00:32:49I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
00:32:50I just, I just wanted to take care of Hannah.
00:32:53Come here.
00:33:03You lost it?
00:33:04Are you sure you didn't drop it or something?
00:33:06I looked everywhere.
00:33:08I retraced my steps, but someone must have taken it.
00:33:11Well, generally, that's what people do, Hannah,
00:33:13when they find a bag full of cash laying on the street.
00:33:16I'm so sorry, okay?
00:33:17I just convinced a landlord to work with us to pay the back rent.
00:33:20I don't even, I don't, I don't know what to say to you right now.
00:33:23I thought you were more responsible than this.
00:33:25We trusted you.
00:33:26Honey, it's a few hundred dollars.
00:33:28It's $743, Annie.
00:33:29You can have my last check from the Crestmont, okay?
00:33:32I have $200 in the bank.
00:33:33I can start babysitting on the weekend.
00:33:35Hannah!
00:33:37It's fine.
00:33:44It seemed like no matter what I did,
00:33:46I kept letting people down.
00:33:51I started thinking how everyone's lives
00:33:54would be better without me.
00:34:00And what does that feel like?
00:34:03It feels like nothing.
00:34:06Like a deep,
00:34:09endless, always blank, nothing.
00:34:17And for those of you who will now be looking for signs everywhere,
00:34:21what does it really look like?
00:34:22Hmm.
00:34:23Hey, Hannah, you still up?
00:34:25Yeah, I can sleep.
00:34:28Oh, honey.
00:34:30Here's the scary thing.
00:34:33I'm gonna take a walk.
00:34:34I can help you out, too.
00:34:37I'm gonna take your jacket,
00:34:38because it's starting to get cold out.
00:34:40It looks like nothing.
00:34:52It wasn't a short walk.
00:34:56I walked forever that night,
00:34:59through my old neighborhood,
00:35:00where the houses were nicer
00:35:01than the one we lived in now.
00:35:05All the way up to the hill,
00:35:07where the rich people live.
00:35:10Where you live.
00:35:14And from blocks away,
00:35:15I heard it.
00:35:18The music.
00:35:26The siren call of a party.
00:35:40You'd think I'd know better
00:35:42than to follow that call
00:35:43after Jessica's party.
00:35:46But my feet followed it.
00:35:49My mind and heart
00:35:51were still in the big,
00:35:52blank, nothing.
00:36:16Jensen,
00:36:17the fuck do you want?
00:36:19Hey, Bryce.
00:36:22Listen, I was wondering
00:36:24if, I mean,
00:36:26I was hoping you wouldn't mind.
00:36:28Like, I know it's weird,
00:36:29but I was hoping
00:36:30to maybe buy some weed.
00:36:33It's kind of an emergency.
00:36:38You want to buy some weed
00:36:40from me?
00:36:41Yes, I do.
00:36:44Yes, I do.
00:36:44If you wouldn't mind.
00:36:46Why would I mind?
00:36:49Come on in.
00:36:57So you need some weed, huh?
00:37:00Yeah, I do.
00:37:02Because you got yours confiscated
00:37:03the other day.
00:37:06You heard about that?
00:37:07Yeah, everybody did.
00:37:09Anytime one of the squeaky clean kids
00:37:11gets a little dirty,
00:37:12it's pretty big news.
00:37:15That's interesting.
00:37:17So listen,
00:37:17I'm going to hook you up this time
00:37:18because you seem pretty desperate
00:37:20and I happen to have a bunch of shit
00:37:21on hand right now
00:37:22and, you know,
00:37:23420 Brotherhood.
00:37:24But I'm not a dealer, okay?
00:37:26So if you need, like,
00:37:27a regular thing,
00:37:28I can hook you up with my guy.
00:37:31You keep it on the coffee table?
00:37:33Yeah, my parents are in Ibiza.
00:37:34They won't be back for another week.
00:37:36So what do you want?
00:37:36Like, uh, like an eighth?
00:37:42Yeah?
00:37:43Indica or Sativa?
00:37:47Um, hybrid.
00:37:51Hybrid, I concur.
00:37:54Gotta say, man,
00:37:54I did not take you for a stoner.
00:37:56Yeah, well,
00:37:59I guess you never know
00:38:00what's going on
00:38:00in someone else's life, right?
00:38:09I bet you have some
00:38:10great parties out here, huh?
00:38:13Fucking legendary.
00:38:27Hey, Anna.
00:38:28Hey.
00:38:40I am starving.
00:38:42Can you please grab me a slice of pizza?
00:38:45Hey, Anna?
00:38:45Oh, you do.
00:38:46What the fuck?
00:38:48Hannah!
00:38:49Hannah Baker!
00:38:51Hey, Jess.
00:38:52Can you do me a huge favor
00:38:54and grab me a slice of pepperoni?
00:38:57Sure.
00:38:58Anna!
00:38:59Me too!
00:39:00Give me, like, two slices.
00:39:02I was surprised
00:39:03to see Jessica
00:39:04at another party.
00:39:05Anna Baker
00:39:06is here to save the day!
00:39:08Woo!
00:39:08Anna!
00:39:09Anna!
00:39:10Baker pizza at your service.
00:39:12Oh, my God.
00:39:13You are amazing.
00:39:14Then, I was surprised
00:39:16to see myself
00:39:17at another party.
00:39:19Thank you, Anna.
00:39:21Oh, you're gonna get
00:39:22pizza grease in the water.
00:39:23Think of it as
00:39:24a moisturizing spa treatment.
00:39:25I read that pepperoni oil
00:39:27reduced the cellulite.
00:39:28You know, I actually read that, too,
00:39:30except it only works
00:39:30when it's, like,
00:39:31mixed with cheese.
00:39:32And tomato sauce.
00:39:36Have you been here all night?
00:39:38No, I, uh,
00:39:39I just got here.
00:39:40Oh, just when everyone's leaving.
00:39:42I'm not going anywhere.
00:39:43Yeah, this party
00:39:45is far from over.
00:39:47Anna, don't you stand there.
00:39:48Get in.
00:39:49I, uh,
00:39:49I didn't bring a bathing suit.
00:39:51No!
00:39:51Where's your underwear?
00:39:53Everybody else's.
00:39:54Just like up in the kitchen.
00:39:57Oh, my God.
00:39:58Don't be such a pussy.
00:39:59Get in.
00:40:00Whoa, no, okay.
00:40:01Okay, okay, stop.
00:40:03Hey.
00:40:03Yes!
00:40:05Whoa!
00:40:09And I can't explain it.
00:40:13But sitting there
00:40:14under the stars,
00:40:16I felt at peace
00:40:19for the first time in days.
00:40:22Oh, my God.
00:40:23Are they going to do it
00:40:24right in here?
00:40:25Nah, there's, like,
00:40:26eight rooms in the house.
00:40:29Oh, sorry!
00:40:30Oh, sorry!
00:40:31No worries.
00:40:33Oh.
00:40:34Wait, are you guys leaving?
00:40:36Oh, sorry.
00:40:40Oh, sorry.
00:40:42Oh, sorry.
00:40:42Oh, sorry.
00:40:43Oh, sorry.
00:40:44Yeah.
00:40:45Looks like a great house
00:40:46for a party.
00:40:52Oh, let me get my cash.
00:40:55How much is it?
00:40:56Uh, most people pay
00:40:5760 bucks for an eighth.
00:40:59I pay 40.
00:41:12You know what, buddy?
00:41:13Fuck it.
00:41:13Just bring some
00:41:14to my next party.
00:41:16We'll call it even.
00:41:17Yeah.
00:41:18Sure.
00:41:25Hannah Baker
00:41:26told me about
00:41:26one of your parties.
00:41:29Hannah Baker?
00:41:31Sucks what happened
00:41:32to her.
00:41:34Yeah.
00:41:36She was such
00:41:37a beautiful girl.
00:41:41Hey, Zach,
00:41:42remind me
00:41:43which way
00:41:43to the bathroom?
00:41:44Uh, here.
00:41:45Why don't I just
00:41:46show you myself?
00:41:46It's like a maze
00:41:47there, you know?
00:41:48Yeah.
00:41:54.
00:42:25I can't believe Hannah Baker finally came to one of my parties.
00:42:30Well, it looks like it's almost over.
00:42:33Well, not at all.
00:42:33This is the best time of night.
00:42:35The drunks are all passed out.
00:42:37Posers are gone.
00:42:39Only the cool people are left.
00:42:42Do I qualify as cool people?
00:42:45Hell yeah, you do.
00:42:47Coolest chick in the junior class.
00:42:49And the hottest.
00:42:52Well, uh, I better get going.
00:42:54You know, my parents are probably, like, super worried right now.
00:42:56We just got here.
00:43:07Sorry, I gotta go.
00:43:09Don't go.
00:43:11You just told me to fuck.
00:43:12Twice.
00:43:18You and Hannah, you had sex with her that night.
00:43:23Did I?
00:43:24Yeah, I might have.
00:43:26I mean, did she want you to?
00:43:30I assume so.
00:43:32Hannah and I, well, she was a very special girl.
00:43:37We had a thing off and on.
00:43:43You raped her.
00:43:46What?
00:43:48You fucking raped her.
00:43:51Dude.
00:43:53Clay, don't talk about what you don't know about.
00:43:55Why did you do it?
00:43:56Thank you for coming.
00:43:57Now get the fuck out of my house.
00:43:59I'm not going to admit it.
00:44:00Seriously, Jensen.
00:44:01Say what you did.
00:44:02Say it.
00:44:03What the fuck business is it of yours?
00:44:04She was my friend.
00:44:04She's dead.
00:44:05So what does it matter?
00:44:06Just say it.
00:44:07You need to calm the fuck down.
00:44:08No, I need what I need.
00:44:09Which is for you to admit what you did.
00:44:11Here.
00:44:11Right out there.
00:44:13A week before she fucking slit her wrists and died at home.
00:44:16You raped her.
00:44:16She came to my party.
00:44:19Mine.
00:44:19She got in the hot tub with me without a suit on, right?
00:44:21And she fucking, she made eyes.
00:44:25I know that's hard for you to hear, that your little crush wasn't pure and clean.
00:44:30She fucking wanted it.
00:44:42Now why'd you have to do that?
00:44:53Alright.
00:44:54Jensen, come on.
00:44:55You're okay.
00:44:56You're okay.
00:44:57Come here.
00:44:59Come here.
00:45:03No.
00:45:04I don't want to.
00:45:06No.
00:45:07No.
00:45:07No.
00:45:08No.
00:45:08No.
00:45:09No.
00:45:12I don't want to.
00:45:13No.
00:45:13No.
00:45:14And no.
00:45:16What are you feeling?
00:45:20she wanted me me she was practically begging me to fuck her that's rape then every girl at this
00:45:28school wants to be raped the way I see it there are two different kinds of death
00:45:44if you're lucky you live a long life and one day your body stops working and it's over
00:45:59but if you're not lucky you die a little bit
00:46:06over and over until you realize it's too late
00:46:57I know some of you listening might think there was more I could have done
00:47:01or should have done
00:47:05but I'd lost control and in that moment it felt like
00:47:12it felt like I was already dead
00:47:19so
00:47:29so
00:47:37Oh, my God.
00:48:03Respect. Jesus, Jensen. Respect.
00:48:57Jesus, Jensen.
00:49:01So she wanted it.
00:49:04She got in the hot tub with you.
00:49:07And that means she wanted it.
00:49:09Yeah. She did.
00:49:11But she didn't tell you so.
00:49:13She didn't have to.
00:49:15Girls play games.
00:49:18She didn't say that she wanted you to fuck her.
00:49:21She never said no.
00:49:23And that's not rape?
00:49:24Why do you care so much about this?
00:49:26I just need to hear you say it.
00:49:29Jesus, Clay.
00:49:32I mean, are you a virgin?
00:49:37Why does that matter?
00:49:38I'll take that as my answer.
00:49:40Go get yourself laid a few times.
00:49:42Or try.
00:49:44And then come back to me.
00:49:45And we'll talk like grown-ups.
00:49:50Did you rape Hannah Baker?
00:50:02You want to call it rape, call it rape.
00:50:05Same difference.
00:50:19Oh, fuck.
00:50:24Fuck!
00:50:28Woo!
00:50:48Jesus.
00:50:50What the hell is this?
00:50:55None of your fucking business.
00:50:57This is my fucking business.
00:50:58I got commerce to do here.
00:51:00Which does not work with the goddamn sheriff's department banging on my door.
00:51:04You understand me?
00:51:05No.
00:51:06No, I don't understand you because that's not your fucking door.
00:51:11You are no fucking good for anybody.
00:51:13You hear me?
00:51:16You act like you're above it all.
00:51:19You're in deeper than anybody, it seems like.
00:51:21No good for your mother.
00:51:23Not for a girl of yours.
00:51:24Not anybody.
00:51:25Fact.
00:51:27So take your shit and go live with that rich buddy of yours or else.
00:51:31Seth, please, the woman next door will call the cops.
00:51:39We're done.
00:51:48Mom.
00:51:50Mom.
00:51:51Mom.
00:52:03I don't know.
00:52:34I don't know.
00:52:59I thought maybe I could forget about what had happened.
00:53:08But thanks to you, Bryce,
00:53:13I'd finally lived up to my reputation.
00:53:19And I knew there was no way I could ever live that down.
00:53:26But I thought at least maybe I could set the record straight.
00:53:30So I started making a list.
00:53:33Trying to piece together just exactly how my life had gone so wrong.
00:53:39And the names that came out.
00:53:51Life is unpredictable.
00:53:53And control is just an illusion.
00:53:55I don't know.
00:53:59I don't know.
00:54:15I don't know.
00:54:18Once I saw you, so cruelly you kissed me.
00:54:25Your lips a magic world.
00:54:29Your sky all hung with jewels.
00:54:34The killing moon will come too soon.
00:54:45Fate up against your wheel
00:54:49Through the thick and thin
00:54:54You will wait until
00:55:15And sometimes all that unpredictability is overwhelming.
00:55:23Dad, there's something you should know.
00:55:27It's about Hannah.
00:55:33It's about me and Hannah.
00:55:36Okay, tell me.
00:55:39And it makes us feel small and powerless.
00:56:00Who was it?
00:56:02No one.
00:56:02It must be the killing time.
00:56:08I'm a power willingly man.
00:56:15Fate up against your wheel.
00:56:21Through the sick and thin.
00:56:25You will wait until you give yourself to him.
00:56:41Room's looking good, kid.
00:56:44Thank you, sir.
00:56:46Yeah.
00:56:47So, uh, I was talking to a lawyer friend of mine about these depositions and he seems
00:56:52to think, well, we'll know more on Monday, but he seems to think that, uh, we may be able
00:56:57to get you out of having to go.
00:56:59And it's not that I don't have sympathy for these parents, kiddo, but you didn't have
00:57:03anything to do with this and you shouldn't have to be put through it.
00:57:07Thank you, sir.
00:57:10You're a good kid, Alex.
00:57:12Proud of you.
00:57:13Thanks, Dad.
00:57:15Good work.
00:57:45Bye.
00:57:48Yeah, so happy.
00:57:52Bye, everyone.
00:57:59I love you.
00:57:59Be careful.
00:58:02I love you.
00:58:03I love you.
00:58:09I love you.
00:58:11Bye, everyone.
00:58:12I love you.
00:58:23Matt?
00:58:24Matt, wake up!
00:58:26Matt!
00:58:27What?
00:58:29What is it?
00:58:30Clay's not here.
00:58:31He never came home.
00:58:36Mercy One, unit 3 to repeat.
00:58:37We are en route.
00:58:38We've got a 17-year-old gunshot wound to the head.
00:58:40Heart rate 120, respirations 40, BP 90, over 60, and falling.
00:58:59And once I took a look back...
00:59:06And I finally understood how everything happened.
00:59:11I decided that no one would ever hurt me again.
00:59:35I know that no one would ever hurt you.
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