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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:30I'm gonna slide that way
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03:01We are then what happens then they return to the land
03:11And their bodies become a part of it and their souls
03:18Too I guess they don't go to heaven. I
03:22Think this is their heaven
03:25Heaven is
03:29Oh, how do I explain this? Our teacher says there is no heaven
03:32You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says
03:38Heaven is your
03:41perfect place
03:43For some it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and
03:50Others it's these mountains
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And grandpa's heaven is here
04:00I
04:01think so
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone well his heaven isn't mine and
04:12I can't see him and I can't talk to him and can't hug him and he can't hug me and
04:19I I miss that
04:21Yeah, I miss it, too
04:24But that's why we have memories
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have all the talks all the laughs all the hugs and
04:37You know, it's like a movie we can
04:40We can play it over and over as many times as we want
04:46In in our minds
04:48You know what I mean?
04:50I do
04:52Not the same though
04:54As a real hug
04:55No, it's not the same
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map
05:23She marked it on a map
05:23All right
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here
05:26Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but
05:31Not sure what good that'll do us
05:32Nah, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way
05:36Yep
05:38How the hell are we gonna get the caskets here?
05:41Swinstead still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea
05:46You gonna call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run
05:49My gelding's just gonna follow ya
05:53Yank off that bridle
05:54Yeah
06:15I am aware
06:18Yes
06:18I am aware
06:20We have had a death in the family
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her
06:27Yes, you are correct
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else even a little
06:33Fucking school
06:35Is this gonna be okay?
06:38It's gonna have to do, honey, it's all you got
06:41Hey
06:45It's just us
06:46Okay, there's nobody to be offended
06:48What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament
06:53It's okay
06:55It's okay
06:57Hey
07:19Hey
07:20Hey
07:20Hey
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress
07:32I gotta say, Boseman impressed me
07:35I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karen in the mountains
07:39Found a little something for you too
07:41Yeah, Preston would prefer me in jeans
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that
07:48He deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what I got you
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54You said to walk over at noon
07:56How are they gonna get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask and they didn't say
08:01I just said it was handled
08:05About two hours
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time
08:12From the son's position, it's alarmingly accurate
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23When?
08:24Tonight
08:26Okay
08:27They need closure, honey
08:29They won't get it here
08:31They have lives and they need to go live them
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye
08:40Does he?
08:41He does
08:42And you know that
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club
08:46Okay, just
08:47How about the apartment?
08:50Have Corbon
08:51Cater
08:53He loved that place
08:55I already called
08:56You fine back too
09:01I have a very worried husband
09:03He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabombers
09:07Going to abduct me
09:08And hold me in his basement for ransom
09:10Depending on the cousin
09:12I'm not completely opposed
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No
09:31I love you
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40I know
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee
09:49Well, now you're talking
10:13I'll give her a little more
10:16Good
10:16Good
10:17Good
10:31You're welcome
10:31I'll give her some more
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:41And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08I'm coming.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:18It's all right, Miss.
12:19It's all right.
12:19It's all right.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll never know.
12:32I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
12:57I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
13:11Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:31Watch your hand.
14:18Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:24Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your hand.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
15:58We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17I'll be in.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it? That's it? That's it?
17:07He has no silence say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say. What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45But I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:19I don't know who can blame them.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:52Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you gotta go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48So can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls, you spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yeah, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:21Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:47Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:06He never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:55Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it.
27:08I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says, well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water, and say five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:51say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in
28:09it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I...
28:25It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Bacchus soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:43What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:04I'll buy the fucking book.
30:20I'll buy the fucking book.
30:20I'll buy the fucking book.
30:23I'll buy the fucking book.
30:35But then, tell me about this.
30:41Late session volatility underscoring an unsettled tone on Wall Street following a new round of warnings.
30:50The Dow managed a lot of steam from the close as well, and a hundred-finished little chains of traffic
30:56are wavering.
30:57The tension is exactly where we are.
31:00The inflation data is due to the pressure of the product is decisively good.
31:04Is this just a cause, or does somebody want to pay for it?
31:08Why don't you think this is hell taking you off?
31:10This is going on.
31:11This is going on.
31:12This is going on.
31:17.
31:17.
31:17.
31:47And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face,
32:10pulling out those nasty boots
32:11as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:16That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction
32:22between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life,
32:26all the ways how when you buy something on sale,
32:30it saves me money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale
32:34is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense
32:41once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there,
33:10I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:46It's nice to see I still have that effect.
34:15Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:21i always assumed james madison oh the president yeah of course that would make sense
34:29i suppose they named the madison river after him as well where's the madison river montana
34:39where your husband spent time
34:45is that where he died no he died on another river actually no he died on a mountain
34:55no no river involved at all
35:03how do you feel when you tell me that
35:06how do you think i feel i don't presume to know that's why i asked
35:11isn't that your job like tell me how i feel
35:17my job is to help you understand how you feel
35:21more so my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit
35:33and how would you describe my present behavior
35:39hostile
35:42hostile
35:43hostile
35:43mistrusting
35:45which i understand
35:48you don't know me
35:51and yet here you are
35:52in theory
35:54willing to expose
35:55your most personal thoughts
35:58and intimate feelings
36:00trust me
36:02in my interpretation
36:04of those
36:05feelings and behaviors
36:08to guide your decision making in the future
36:11my decision making what what decisions are we questioning
36:15i'm not questioning anything
36:16you are the one who said it my husband died
36:19the love of my life
36:22the father of my children
36:24my center
36:25my soul
36:26is gone
36:29if you by chance
36:30have happened upon
36:32any information
36:33that might assist me
36:35in mitigating the desire
36:37to claw my eyes out
36:38with a fucking spoon
36:40to get rid of the pain
36:42i sure would appreciate that
36:46but i do not need
36:47you staring at me
36:48like i'm some bored housewife
36:50trying to justify her affair
36:52with her fucking tennis coach
36:54i know those women
36:55plenty of them
36:56i am not one of them
36:59i
37:01am hurting
37:03and i would like some help
37:06with that
37:07if you can
37:09if you can't
37:12then i'll leave early
37:15and you can keep the fucking change
37:25you care for a drink
37:29i would love one
37:38don't normally do this
37:40spend most of my time
37:42convincing my clients
37:43not to self-medicate
37:47don't mind whiskey
37:48i don't give a shit
37:49what it is
38:11what you need is this
38:13a lot of this
38:15a lot of this
38:16not this
38:17a lot of talking
38:19and yelling
38:20and crying
38:21a lot of it
38:22and often
38:25and in time
38:28those memories
38:29will become fond again
38:31they won't hurt
38:32to recall them
38:35and you'll
38:38laugh
38:41will you love again
38:43maybe
38:45i don't have any idea
38:46if that's something you want
38:50will you ever be whole again
38:51will you feel
38:53like you did before you died
38:58no
39:01but you know that
39:03but you will
39:04heal
39:05if you let yourself
39:07you will have as much life
39:08to live
39:10as you allow yourself
39:15or you'll have none
39:20you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink
39:39and let me have it
39:42seriously
39:42come on
39:43give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist
39:52you know that
39:53yeah
39:53with that
39:54smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck
39:59don't you
40:00i know
40:02i find it quite
40:06liberating at the moment
40:08good
40:09say it again
40:11fuck you
40:12are we gonna do
40:13trust falls next
40:13you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start
40:19come on
40:19keep it coming
40:20let's go
40:21i'm serious
40:27i'm
40:28thinking about it
40:29i'm considering it
40:32i know
40:32i know
40:33i know
40:33i'm running away
40:34running away from my problems
40:37this problem goes with me
40:38so i'm not
40:39running from anything
40:43would i miss my daughters
40:45honestly i don't
40:48i don't know
40:49and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them
40:52you know
40:52live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you
40:56i mean it doesn't sound like
40:58either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said
41:01my oldest daughter needs it
41:03i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off
41:07if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach
41:13sarcasm and therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapy school you mean dartmouth
41:19and yeah they kind of invented it there
41:25do you think i should
41:30not my place to say
41:31but
41:35i think you should consider it
41:37and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future
41:44and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it
41:47is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it
41:51you should consider
41:54moving to europe
41:55spend a year traveling
41:57you got the financial means
41:59no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider
42:03everything
42:06wish i could have met him
42:08must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman
42:12you know who you are
42:13and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this
42:16yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38wow this has been
42:42pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater
42:45and i had very little faith in you
42:46but you
42:48you overcame it
42:50turns out
42:50you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients
43:04and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with
43:07not begin one
43:08fine
43:08see you at happy hour
43:23and i'm not going to go
43:26across the northern plains
43:29and into the upper midwest
43:40who's your realtor
43:42yeah
43:43no matter what i do
43:44i can't stay here
43:45lily
43:46i can smell him
43:48hold on
43:49hold on
43:52is everything okay
43:53so um
43:55page is
43:56is in bed
43:57and she won't
43:58talk
43:58and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's
44:00well she's hyperventilating
44:02and i feel like i should call an ambulance
44:03but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse
44:06you're right
44:07you're right
44:07it would
44:08i'll be there in 15 minutes
44:09call abby
44:10okay
44:10okay
44:11calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom
44:39yeah
44:46do you have any sweets
44:48sweets
44:49okay get some ice cream
44:50rocky road
44:52and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk
44:56put the chocolate chips on top
44:57and
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon
44:59that sounds uh disgusting
45:01i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road
45:10desperate times call for desperate measures
45:13wrapped chocolate chips
45:14shitty ones like she likes
45:16well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how to
45:20make it
45:21got it okay
45:26it's okay
45:27don't care
45:28what's this is
45:30i think you know what this is
45:32how much you love them
45:34and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now okay you don't have to put it
45:38anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone in fact one could argue that you
45:45should love them more and here's a sad fact of life you will feel this way again yeah when i
45:54die
45:55when your husband dies and your friends and and someday your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better i come bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a
46:11drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism process in a way that
46:17doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five no you still are five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch
46:39with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream
46:43the explanation doesn't sell it page no you got her i got her but i cannot stay the night i
46:51can stay the
47:02it was my favorite thing ever i know
47:17is she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well soho's version of a dive bar
47:51what's this place called um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street
48:17something like that no name not that i'm aware of no what does your paycheck say uh xt enterprises llc
48:25or some
48:25okay so bar just doesn't have a name no name what can i get you oh god i'm uh i
48:37am not in the mood to make
48:38any decisions martini oh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so
48:45true that uh how about an irish car bomb i have no idea what that is trust me okay what
48:53about you
48:53well what kind of amber ales do you that'll be two irish car bombs yeah like your style two irish
48:58car
48:58bombs i have to work in the morning it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell this is gonna hurt
49:17all right all right great you gotta yeah
49:31it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a bad gag reflex no no i'm not i'm i'm not laughing at that what then
49:44oh life
49:47not a choices people make don't get me wrong she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams or aspirations might be a better word for your life for my daughter i mean what uh you know
50:09we we just got the townhouse so yeah well that's a purchase not a dream
50:16have you two talked about starting a family you know page she just got down to a size zero and
50:24she worked really hard for it russell russell independent thoughts do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids okay i don't want to raise them and
50:36i want to
50:38i want to move out of town you know where they can have a normal you know trick-or-treat
50:43and and and
50:44play baseball and run out on the street you know no i don't know no i don't know i raised
50:50mine here
50:52well that would be my dream what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then i don't know i don't know i i haven't gotten that far yeah well then
51:04you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:40yeah
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