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The Summer My Heart Stopped 🍀
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack so i had surgery and
00:01:34they kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded
00:01:55that the cause of mr stephen brooks's death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed
00:02:02and both defendants are acquitted how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:20alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's a
00:02:54fireman right not a cop plus he went there with no weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to been just take it out on
00:03:38me
00:03:38take it out on you fine go die isabel
00:03:47don't worry alex you'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away
00:04:15with the murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:25i said you needed them right then lick them off
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:38to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:08of dirty
00:05:08little secrets this is hiding smile sweetheart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going
00:06:10it doesn't matter if i go you really don't know
00:06:14you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:47change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to
00:06:53justice that's the judge jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts i tried to get him to reopen the case
00:07:27that he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey lovebug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice that's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind
00:08:10you should tell alex the good news no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't
00:08:17work
00:08:17out i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own don't worry about
00:08:22me
00:08:22all right i want to get justice for alex's dad when did my little girl grow up so fast all
00:08:30right
00:08:30go get him tiger but no i love you to the moon and back i love you too mom you
00:08:39know some people
00:08:39they say they have the best mom but i really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:55i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:29whoa why did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:05so i made up my mind i'm gonna go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm gonna join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is in a mental hospital because she had
00:11:33a complete
00:11:34breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever
00:11:42happened and who do you think is responsible for that sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's
00:11:51enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies no remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:38me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:59you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be i always want you by my side
00:13:27beautiful great congratulations great
00:13:34jeez awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like like this big that's like
00:13:43wedding
00:13:44picture big for a funeral actually my funeral all right a funeral why the hell would you be having a
00:13:55funeral because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new
00:14:03line already let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy i can't my mommy
00:14:12touch my heart to win if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:37go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the
00:14:49corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's make these last few
00:14:56weeks counts and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:09um yo wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in pre-med oh you want
00:15:17to be a doctor
00:15:18how come uh i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at
00:15:44the same
00:15:44hospital together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance you guys would be perfect for each
00:16:04other forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33and mom i think it's okay if i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers
00:16:43will
00:16:43understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to
00:16:50school
00:16:51maybe alex can graduate in peace wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:27isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:32why do you care i thought you don't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:17:36not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college
00:17:48dreams out the window you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel it's time to take your medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't
00:18:21normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:28isabel
00:18:34are you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some minutes for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:12isabel are you really dropping out of school i'd lay around the hospital and everyone knows you're
00:19:18not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week
00:19:26is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying
00:19:34as if pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer was
00:20:04not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:44is
00:20:45it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:53help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:05but he lost his life
00:21:09help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:30the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross guilty of murder in the second degree
00:21:37and sentences them to 20 years in state prison see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring
00:21:46your dad's
00:21:46killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks
00:22:03no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today she said that
00:22:10i
00:22:10shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:27this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hon how you feeling
00:23:35i feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance
00:23:47no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together
00:23:52is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:24:01yes
00:24:03cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:07cool
00:24:15today's a crowd dance
00:24:17i have to go oh isabel your heart
00:24:19oh please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:38calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:03dummy
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:36alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13alex
00:26:14come on dance it this way
00:26:20i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:35i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:40go
00:26:41go
00:26:56is
00:26:56is he
00:26:58what the hell alex
00:27:01why did you call it that
00:27:02bitch's name while you're dancing with me.
00:27:03Don't call her that.
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:15I don't think that's it.
00:27:22Ms. Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Isabel!
00:28:01I mean, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No.
00:28:04No, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's my Isabel.
00:28:05That's my Isabel.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:20This can't be real.
00:28:42No.
00:28:45I need to meet you.
00:28:48I need to be in here.
00:28:48I need to see her.
00:28:49I need to be in here.
00:28:52Please, Ms. Spencer, please just pick up.
00:28:59Excuse me. Do you know what room Ismael Spencer's in?
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here. She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes.
00:29:08The kind you never forget.
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:19Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel.
00:29:24What's going on? Your mom called and said you were about to die.
00:29:28Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic. I just had a minor surgery.
00:29:34Completely fine.
00:29:38Do you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ, Isabel. What? You had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:47What's next, huh?
00:29:48You're going to invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened.
00:29:53No, no, don't call me again.
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed.
00:29:56Because I don't care anymore.
00:29:58Not one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here? You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23What's that, Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry. I called him.
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:30:32It's okay, Mom.
00:30:33It doesn't matter.
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:37I really don't want to die.
00:30:51Hey, Alex.
00:30:52Five days till graduation.
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad, thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:10But I want you to be happy.
00:31:14And so I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here.
00:31:29It means a lot to me.
00:31:50Wait.
00:31:52Isabel, you...
00:31:53You sure you want this?
00:31:56100%.
00:31:57I don't want to die a virgin.
00:32:00Yeah, but...
00:32:02Why me?
00:32:04Because you're my best friend.
00:32:07The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15Great. Okay.
00:32:17Then, um...
00:32:19How do you want to get started?
00:32:22You tell me.
00:32:23I'm the virgin here.
00:32:25Well, uh...
00:32:26Actually, you're not the only...
00:32:29Virgin here.
00:32:30Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:32:35I'm not the hookup kind of guy.
00:32:39Actually, I've been waiting.
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:54Nothing.
00:32:55I'm ready if you are.
00:33:13I'm ready, too.
00:33:19I'll be gentle.
00:33:21I promise.
00:33:32That was my first kiss.
00:33:34Mine, too.
00:33:52Oh, my God.
00:33:54Am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:05Homework!
00:34:08This is the last thing you gave me.
00:34:14So, now it is time to give it back.
00:34:32Alex?
00:34:33Anyone home?
00:34:52So he got into Princeton, too.
00:34:58Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:35:04Playing games, building blanket forts, all kinds of stupid stuff.
00:35:11But I never come in here anymore. Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:25My eyes are up here.
00:35:28Yeah, sorry. Just, uh, people at school said you have three nipples.
00:35:35And I was just curious.
00:35:37You're not seriously listening to those rumors. You could have just asked me.
00:35:42Yeah. Sorry. You're right. Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:50You know what? Just to prove the gossip wrong. I'll show you.
00:35:56What?
00:35:57What?
00:36:02So?
00:36:04How many do I have?
00:36:07Two. Two.
00:36:09Perfect. One.
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:26Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:34Alex.
00:36:34Oh my God, Alex. You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:38Will I be the first girl who's doing it?
00:36:48Wow. I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:56Zoe, it's late. I think you should leave.
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex. I have a surprise for you.
00:37:03You know?
00:37:13Uh...
00:37:13Yes, so I... I should definitely leave.
00:37:17You sure you want me to leave?
00:37:18You said your parents are out.
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:27I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:37:30I'm yours.
00:37:35See?
00:37:37I'm already wet for you.
00:37:46Yes.
00:37:47Oh, that's it.
00:37:50Oh, that's it, baby.
00:37:53Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes, Izita wants you.
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:08I, uh...
00:38:21Isabel?
00:38:22What are you doing in my closet?
00:38:26Oh.
00:38:30Oh.
00:38:30Oh.
00:38:31Oh.
00:38:31Oh.
00:38:31Oh.
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:33Oh.
00:38:34Oh.
00:38:34What the fuck?
00:38:35Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:37What else?
00:38:37She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel?
00:38:42Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:45Alex, no.
00:38:45That's not what I was...
00:38:46I just...
00:38:47I just...
00:38:48I'm just gonna return something to you.
00:38:50It's yours.
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:55Just...
00:38:56A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, this is yours.
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:13100%.
00:39:16What?
00:39:17You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:20No.
00:39:21That's not what...
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38It means nothing to me.
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right.
00:39:52You should leave.
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:02I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:09Zoe, stop. I'm not in the mood.
00:40:11Oh, wait. We can try something else then.
00:40:14You'll love it.
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious. Stop.
00:40:19Stop resisting. It's gonna feel amazing.
00:40:22I promise.
00:40:26I said no.
00:40:27Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:28What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle.
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:41Damn it, Isabelle.
00:40:43How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:01Where is it? It should be right here.
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:14I mean, don't think it means something. Whatever.
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:36Good morning, sunshine. I made pancakes.
00:41:42Hey, Mom.
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:47Don't worry. I'll be back soon.
00:41:51Miss Brooks?
00:41:52Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:42:02Happily in love like before.
00:42:09I have missed you, my love. I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:23Gross.
00:42:25Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:42:27And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that many.
00:42:35Don't cry, my dear.
00:42:37You ruined your pretty face.
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop.
00:42:41Good news. Alex got into Princeton.
00:42:45And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere.
00:42:49Ever.
00:42:50I'll probably die here.
00:42:52Be buried here.
00:42:54For all eternity.
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:01Alex, I was just visiting your mom and I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's unwanted, you know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:09Alex, I-
00:43:10Was torturing me not enough?
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:43:16Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:22Yes, Mom.
00:43:24They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:43:26Your favorite.
00:43:27Remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:34Steven.
00:43:35Steven, you're back.
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much.
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:43:46Isabel.
00:43:52I've been thinking about it.
00:43:54About my parents.
00:43:56And about us.
00:43:58And I think I figured it out.
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:03Really?
00:44:04But what happened?
00:44:06It can't be undone.
00:44:08I can't go back to how things were.
00:44:21So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:25And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:29Including you.
00:44:32Easy.
00:44:37This is a goodbye, Alex.
00:44:40Forever.
00:44:42Goodbye, my easy.
00:44:54Steven, let's go!
00:45:11I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:18He's not just brilliant.
00:45:20He's ridiculously hot.
00:45:26Hello, everybody.
00:45:27Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:45:29For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:45:34All right.
00:45:35So that's all from me.
00:45:36There are no further questions.
00:45:37You're free to go.
00:45:43Actually, I did have a question.
00:45:45Are you from after work?
00:45:48Shelly, right?
00:45:50Yeah.
00:45:50I'm sorry.
00:45:51I'm busy.
00:45:53And this is a hospital.
00:45:55Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:46:01Dude, that was harsh.
00:46:02Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04I've known you since college.
00:46:06I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:46:12I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:13Fuck off, man.
00:46:15Mind your own business for once.
00:46:19No.
00:46:20Yo, Alex.
00:46:21How you been, man?
00:46:22Our 10-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:46:25You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:46:29And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:46:32Including you.
00:46:33You see?
00:46:36Isabelle, are you going to be there?
00:47:12I think I'm going to be there?
00:47:16right back. Why? Who are you expecting to see? No one. Isabel probably doesn't want to see me
00:47:24anyways. After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her. Oh. I don't know who you're
00:47:33waiting for. Your little childhood sweetheart, Isabel. What do they call her? Little Miss,
00:47:38uh, Little Miss Emergency Room. Hey, don't call her that. Dude. Come on, man. Don't be so, I'd hurt.
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead. Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a grave yard. The fuck did you just
00:47:54-
00:47:54Whoa, whoa. Hey, whoa, whoa, hey, man. You were drunk. Back off. I ain't drunk. Shit, I've never
00:48:00been much sober in my life. Remember that one time by the swimming pool when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:06Hey, man, get your shit together. No, no, no. Let them finish.
00:48:11Attention, everyone. It's show and tell time. And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share
00:48:17with you all. See this? It's someone's precious little bucket list. Things I want to do before
00:48:23I die. Number one, travel to Paris. Number two, set off fireworks on the beach. No, no, no, no,
00:48:28that's my bucket list. Number three, go to prom with Alex. Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:48:37Everybody shut up. Alex, I- Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry. Go home and take her
00:48:44to pound town. How embarrassing. It only makes me hate you even more.
00:48:59See that? Alex hates you. And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you
00:49:06pretend to be. You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:11Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:16If I were in the pool. No, I can't swim!
00:49:27Alex, help me. God, what did I do? I could have saved her.
00:49:33Man, that was fun. I think she got sick for like a month after that, and her health just got
00:49:40worse.
00:49:41The worst, and for long, she was dead. Dunzo.
00:49:49You asshole! How could you do that? She has a heart condition!
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit!
00:49:58What the fuck? Man, you don't act like you want a part of this!
00:50:02Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:05Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:07It means nothing to me.
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die.
00:50:26You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:50:32You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabel.
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:50:40You said you invited everybody.
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude, do you really not know?
00:50:47Not know what?
00:50:50Alex, Isabel died ten years ago, right after graduation.
00:51:01No, you're messing with me, man.
00:51:02I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:05I'm not messing with you.
00:51:06All right, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:12I don't believe it.
00:51:14No, it has to be a different Isabel Spencer.
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead.
00:51:37She must have moved.
00:51:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:50The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:53The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:02No.
00:52:03No, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:05I'm gonna find her.
00:52:07Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:33Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:44Message me back when you see this.
00:52:54Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, Mom.
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:02Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:23It's for a funeral, actually.
00:53:25My funeral.
00:53:26A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:312016?
00:53:33Isabel sent me this 10 years ago.
00:54:00Hi, Alex.
00:54:03I am recording a scene.
00:54:04I'm going to make a special video series for you.
00:54:07Gosh, I look so pale.
00:54:08Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation, and I'm going to make you a video
00:54:14every single day.
00:54:15And then on graduation, I will give them all to you and tell you I have a crush on you.
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:54:29What the hell is going to show up here?
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:54:37Isabel.
00:54:40I like you.
00:54:44I know.
00:54:45We've been saying that since you were like fire.
00:54:47No, I mean...
00:54:52Who's there?
00:54:59Oh my god, is he hard right now?
00:55:16Got you now, you brats.
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:55:27I didn't let you drown.
00:55:29I let you down.
00:55:31If I'd been a little bit braver,
00:55:34just a little bit more persistent,
00:55:37I could have told you how I felt.
00:55:40Hi Alex, 275 days till graduation.
00:55:45I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:55:48So, what's this?
00:55:50Come on.
00:55:52And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:55:56Hi Alex, it is now 211 days until graduation.
00:56:01Today, I snuck in tears for me and I saw Zoey.
00:56:05She just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress.
00:56:09And to make matters worse,
00:56:11you hugged her back.
00:56:12I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:15But then, you gave me your trophy,
00:56:18so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:20Admit it.
00:56:21You like me too.
00:56:26Hey Alex.
00:56:27Hey Alex.
00:56:28Hey Alex.
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me.
00:56:40I mean, it's my fault he died.
00:56:43And I know I'll let him into you.
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead.
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00You were invited.
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:10You're not welcome here.
00:57:11My dad saved your life.
00:57:14And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself,
00:57:18it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:21I swear.
00:57:24Just fucking leave.
00:57:26Go!
00:57:28It's been so hard.
00:57:35Fuck!
00:57:37Fuck!
00:57:37I was so stupid as a bell.
00:57:39Fuck!
00:57:40Fuck!
00:57:41Fuck!
00:57:44When you were rushing to the hospital for a heart attack,
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table,
00:57:49I didn't believe you!
00:57:53I told you to go die!
00:57:58I'm so sorry.
00:58:07Hi, Alex.
00:58:09One date to graduation.
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:58:14I tried to do my makeup,
00:58:15but I couldn't even look at the brush.
00:58:20But I mean,
00:58:21I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest,
00:58:23so it's...
00:58:24It's whatever.
00:58:27Alex, I'm scared.
00:58:29I don't want to die.
00:58:31I want to go to college with you.
00:58:33It's not really up to me.
00:58:35Maybe God just hates me.
00:58:38Like you do.
00:58:40Alex,
00:58:40I don't know if there's an afterlife,
00:58:43but if there is,
00:58:44I really hope to see you there.
00:58:45That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:59:02Hi, Alex.
00:59:04Happy graduation.
00:59:06This is my last video.
00:59:08You left town today.
00:59:10I saw you packing up.
00:59:13Um,
00:59:14that I know you didn't want to see me.
00:59:16So I hid behind the curtains.
00:59:19And then you looked up at me.
00:59:21You almost thought,
00:59:23hey, you're going to come and say goodbye.
00:59:26But then you drove away.
00:59:29At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:59:32It's okay.
00:59:33Okay.
00:59:37Isabel.
00:59:39Isabel.
00:59:41No,
00:59:42Isabel,
00:59:43you can't be dead.
00:59:44You can't be dead.
00:59:45You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:59:48Isabel.
00:59:55Zoe?
00:59:58Oh my God,
01:00:00Alex,
01:00:01it's been forever.
01:00:02I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town.
01:00:11Yikes.
01:00:12Looks like a haunted house in here.
01:00:15Don't worry.
01:00:15I can help you spruce it up.
01:00:17What are you doing here?
01:00:19Why so cold,
01:00:20Alex?
01:00:21Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:23We just hooked up.
01:00:24Okay,
01:00:24we were never official.
01:00:26It's still a heartbreaker,
01:00:28I see.
01:00:29Well,
01:00:30I was super into you back then.
01:00:32Okay.
01:00:33I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:38Hmm.
01:00:39What's that?
01:00:43No.
01:00:45Nothing.
01:00:47Oh.
01:00:48So,
01:00:49even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then,
01:00:52huh?
01:00:53I get it.
01:00:54You've been single for all these years.
01:00:56You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:01:00Now,
01:01:01I haven't forgotten about you,
01:01:02Alex.
01:01:03You don't need to do everything by yourself.
01:01:05Let me fill those needs.
01:01:09Get out!
01:01:11Seriously,
01:01:12Alex?
01:01:13Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:23So,
01:01:23you came back for Isabel?
01:01:25I
01:01:27seriously don't understand.
01:01:28Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:31She's not dead.
01:01:33Stop spreading lies about her.
01:01:34You're crazy.
01:01:35Isi!
01:01:36Let me get your head fucking checked.
01:01:42Why
01:01:43does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:45They're lying.
01:01:47Right?
01:01:47And where are you,
01:01:48Isi?
01:01:54So,
01:01:54that's where you are.
01:01:56I'm coming,
01:01:57Isi.
01:02:06Hello,
01:02:07Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:08Alex?
01:02:13Thanks.
01:02:14It's been ages.
01:02:15What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon.
01:02:19A heart surgeon?
01:02:21That's fantastic.
01:02:22You found a great career.
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:28If she was still around,
01:02:29I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:33If
01:02:34she was still around,
01:02:37holy shit,
01:02:38is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:40Is she helping?
01:02:41Is he hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer,
01:02:44do you know where Isabel's living now?
01:02:47I
01:02:48have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:52Isabel?
01:02:52Are you in there?
01:03:12Sorry, Mrs. Spencer.
01:03:14I gotta get going.
01:03:16We'll see you again soon.
01:03:20No.
01:03:21No, it's a lie.
01:03:22She can't be dead.
01:03:23I promised I would become a doctor and I'd fix her heart.
01:03:26I'm gonna find her doctor from before.
01:03:28He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:30Yes, Isabel Spencer.
01:03:32How could I forget her?
01:03:34It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39She was a stubborn girl.
01:03:40She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:44Is that something about needing to testify in court for a friend?
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:54You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:57Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick.
01:04:04But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end?
01:04:08You're four of us, too.
01:04:13It's not true.
01:04:14It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:04:17You can't be dead.
01:04:19Alex.
01:04:39Hilary.
01:05:02how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution
01:05:09what's that
01:05:14well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:05:26maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:05:33isabel
01:05:35isabel
01:05:44isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:05:48alex
01:05:50one time to see
01:05:57why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:01i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:06:09hey ended up back here in the end
01:06:12alex have you forgiven me i told you i don't hate you anymore listen i was so young and dumb
01:06:19back
01:06:19then okay the last 10 years i have thought about you every day hell every minute every second
01:06:25me too
01:06:27it's not too late isabel we can start over i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:06:44how are you how's your heart i've been good
01:06:48yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect
01:06:51my mom moved in with my grandma
01:06:53and then i left for college came back after graduation
01:06:57so why didn't you just move back into your old house
01:07:00or because it
01:07:02is it because you didn't want to see me
01:07:04i just needed somewhere close to work
01:07:08why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:17so you know everything
01:07:18i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you
01:07:23been there for you
01:07:25but i treated you terribly
01:07:26do you hate me
01:07:28i could never hate you
01:07:37sorry
01:07:39just really excited to see you
01:07:41it's fine
01:07:42it's okay don't worry about it
01:07:45i just got back to it's pretty empty in here
01:07:48how about we go get something to eat
01:07:51yeah
01:07:52okay
01:07:59what can i get you sir
01:08:02pancakes
01:08:03definitely pancakes
01:08:04you're probably craving them as usual
01:08:06it's been 10 years
01:08:07surprised you remember
01:08:09how could i forget
01:08:11i'll take a burger
01:08:12and pancakes for the lady
01:08:22hey there handsome
01:08:24i'm alone too
01:08:26you mind if i slide in
01:08:28uh yeah
01:08:29we do mind
01:08:31we
01:08:32me and the beautiful girl
01:08:34sitting right in front of me
01:08:36she's the only girl i like
01:08:38and that's how it's been for a long
01:08:39long time
01:08:42weirdo
01:08:43could have just said no
01:08:48it's crazy
01:08:50i also like the guy sitting across from me
01:08:53and i have for a long long time
01:09:00your total for today comes out to 5543
01:09:04you want to get that to go
01:09:05it'll make a good midnight time
01:09:09sir i don't mean to pry but
01:09:10who exactly are you speaking to
01:09:13uh
01:09:15my girlfriend
01:09:18but sir there's no one there
01:09:22what do you mean
01:09:32there she is
01:09:39be right back
01:09:45what you're feeling for dinner izzy
01:09:46and don't say pancakes again
01:09:50isabel
01:10:04sorry i didn't mean to wake you
01:10:05i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:07i'll hope
01:10:10promise you'll never leave my side again
01:10:12i promise
01:10:14you saw my videos
01:10:15you know that you're my one and only
01:10:22you already missed out on a decade
01:10:24and i don't want to waste any more time
01:10:26are you saying that
01:10:27you want to be official
01:10:28if i am
01:10:30and what's your answer
01:10:31yes
01:10:33a thousand percent yes
01:10:37let's be together always
01:10:39forever
01:10:40till we get old and gray
01:11:08what are you watching
01:11:10a shiny
01:11:11are you actually really scaring
01:11:14you're so long
01:11:17jesus
01:11:20how do people watch this
01:11:22aren't you scared
01:11:23oh yes
01:11:24scared to death
01:11:27i'm sorry
01:11:31hold it any tighter
01:11:32and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:34sorry
01:11:36it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:11:39not that i don't want you to stop
01:11:40i like the way you touch me
01:11:51i want you to see you
01:12:17isabel
01:12:19isabel
01:12:34i want you to hold it in half
01:12:46want you to do it
01:12:48I almost thought you'd laugh.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:59Remember?
01:13:00Isabel.
01:13:02Let's get married.
01:13:05With nothing more.
01:13:26Hey, Alex.
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this,
01:13:29but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who was it?
01:13:48Uh, nothing.
01:13:49Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex, please.
01:14:01I'm sorry, it's nothing.
01:14:06June 23rd.
01:14:08The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah.
01:14:16I'd love that.
01:14:24Hey, Dad.
01:14:26Me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:45Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:14:55We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:11Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:20Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:24I didn't think I had to react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:35I didn't think I had to react like that.
01:15:40I didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:15:56You selfish bitch.
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:16Why don't you help me?
01:16:18I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:43Isabel?
01:16:44Isabel!
01:16:51Isabel?
01:16:55Did you hear me yelling? Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up. I can't breathe.
01:16:59Isabel, I'm sorry.
01:17:02I'm sorry I didn't hear you. What's wrong?
01:17:05Nothing. Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:11I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:16I want to marry you, Isabel. To be with you always.
01:17:20Day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay. Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great. All right, you go pick out a dress and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:33Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey, Mom. I'm getting married. To Izzy. The wedding's tomorrow. Same place you and Dad got married. Hope you can
01:17:44make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early. We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course. She's right in front of me.
01:18:23Have you been keeping up with your meds? Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Not hallucinations. What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive. She's right here in front of me. I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:54No, Mom, why would you say that? She's alive and well. Why would you say that she's-
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no. She has to be here. She scared her off. She scared her off.
01:19:15Wake up, Alex. Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:21No, no, no. She's not. She's alive. She is. She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive? I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look. What does it say?
01:19:45No.
01:19:47No.
01:19:48Oh, no. Isabel.
01:19:51No, anything. Anyone but her. Anyone but Isabel. No.
01:19:56Anyone but you. No, please, no.
01:19:58No.
01:20:17Alex, I'm here to take you. We can finally be together.
01:20:37Alex?
01:20:39Alex?
01:20:44Ms. Spencer.
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:48I'm, uh...
01:20:51I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex.
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:21:03Isabel's dead.
01:21:04She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that. You'll never accept that.
01:21:11How can I accept it? The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:17Those horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her.
01:21:30And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:36Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure?
01:21:40But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:21:54And this is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short.
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:25Love.
01:22:27Isabel.
01:22:41Need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:49It's a friendship ring.
01:22:50Dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this, all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:03I came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders.
01:23:07To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied to.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sedan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:21I love you.
01:23:23I love you.
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