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Villainess No More, She Writes Her Own Story Isode Eng Mega
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00:02My maid is the chosen one, beautiful and talented.
00:04Everyone in Jorland calls her delicate, and me, the fat one.
00:08In my past lives, she stole my dresses and saw Prince Adrian behind my back.
00:11Jealous, I framed her repeatedly.
00:13In the end, my family and I died miserably.
00:16I'm back at the engagement banquet from the third reborn life.
00:18I firmly declare that.
00:19I won't marry Prince Adrian.
00:21I'll marry Eric Pierce, the city's most infamous playboy.
00:24I want to see if he can handle the chosen one.
00:26April 7th, a lovely spring day.
00:28Everything is in full bloom.
00:29Lydia Tucker rushes into my room at the Marlowe residence.
00:32Miss Marlowe, I saw Clara wearing your dress.
00:35Lydia's face is flushed with rage.
00:37The moment I wake up, I realize I am back at this moment.
00:39Lydia is fuming again and ready to face Clara.
00:42In the past, I would smash my cup, have Clara beaten, and ensure she's suffered in this house forever.
00:47But now, my hand shakes as I hold it.
00:50Damn it!
00:50I never thought I'd fear a maid.
00:52She must be some story's heroine.
00:54I only realized this after dying twice.
00:56She's born to win and destined for the top, returning stronger every time.
01:00In just a few minutes, dad arrives with Prince Adrian.
01:03Cold sweat beads on my forehead.
01:04I call for Lilywood at once.
01:06Hurry, bring Clara here now!
01:08If we cross her again, the Marlowe family is finished once she and Adrian take the throne.
01:12By now, Clara and Julian have met and fallen in love at first sight.
01:15In my previous life, I cannot control my temper.
01:17I have Clara beaten in public.
01:19It makes Adrian despise me, though he still pretends to care.
01:22He secretly makes promises to Clara.
01:24No wonder my schemes failed in my past lives.
01:26Everything backfired on me.
01:28My reputation was ruined, and everyone hated me.
01:30In the end, I lost everything, and died miserably.
01:33Forget it.
01:34It's my own fault.
01:35I was blinded by Adrian's looks.
01:36I lacked talent and beauty, and I offended Clara.
01:39The sun is blazing.
01:40The Marlowe residence is buzzing.
01:42Dad holds this banquet for my debut to secure the marriage.
01:45He bought me a gown from Somara.
01:46They say it flows with every step, as if floating on a breeze.
01:49But in both past lives, I never get to wear it.
01:51Back then, when Dad brought Adrian, I was busy humiliating Clara.
01:54Looking back, I was so wrong.
01:56Thankfully, it's not too late.
01:58Clara is dragged in and forced to kneel.
02:00This is my third life.
02:01I finally learned my lesson.
02:02I don't have Clara punished.
02:03I simply listen as she explains that it was not intentional.
02:06The tea slowly cools.
02:07Sunlight slants across the dial.
02:08Time slips away.
02:09Clara really is beautiful.
02:11She has a stubborn look in her eyes.
02:12Lydia asks her why she wore it, yet Clara refuses to beg for mercy.
02:15She stands like a fragile blossom, glowing in the spring light, young and longing for love.
02:20I've read enough novels to know this.
02:21It is my own reckless ignorance that keeps me from ever asking why Adrian would love someone like me.
02:26I foolishly think that without Clara, he'll finally choose me.
02:29I'm stupid.
02:30So stupid.
02:31Lydia waits for my order to strike.
02:32But to everyone's shock, I help Clara to her feet.
02:35I even hand her the emerald gown.
02:37Clara is so thoughtful.
02:39She knew it would not fit me, so she tried it on to check.
02:41Just then, a staff informs me that Adrian and Dad have arrived.
02:44I timed this perfectly.
02:46So Adrian sees me being kind to her.
02:48Dad looks stunned.
02:49His spoiled, headstrong daughter is suddenly being kind to a maid.
02:52He looks completely thrown off.
02:54Clearly not expecting this.
02:55Out of the corner of my eye, I catch a flicker of disappointment on Adrian's face.
02:59But he is careful.
02:59It vanishes in an instant.
03:01Adrian hates me, yet he still fakes it.
03:04He whispers,
03:04Eleanor, you are always so kind.
03:06Even so, his eyes drift back to Clara.
03:08In my last life, I begged Dad to make sure Adrian saw me in my gown first.
03:12I wanted to surprise him.
03:14I wanted him to see my joy and excitement.
03:16So Dad brought him to the parlor and left us alone.
03:18But now, the banquet is starting.
03:20And Clara is wearing my gown.
03:22Fate is already shifting.
03:23None of it was ever mine.
03:25It was decided from the start.
03:26Since Clara has the gown, I have Lydia bring a simple dress.
03:29I look in the mirror.
03:30I look plump.
03:31My makeup's too bold.
03:32Rich living has filled me out.
03:34The compliments I once believed now sound like poison wrapped in sugar.
03:37I can't help glancing at Clara.
03:40Do you think I'm pretty?
03:41I ask.
03:41She gives a faint smile.
03:42There's restraint in her eyes.
03:44True beauty comes from within.
03:45You're kind.
03:46That makes you beautiful.
03:47She pauses.
03:48Then adds firmly,
03:49I did wear your dress.
03:50I won't make excuses.
03:51Thank you for your kindness.
03:53Clara's answer is flawless.
03:54She flatters me sincerely, yet also puts me down.
03:57Compared to her, I am ignorant and spoiled.
03:59I'm always barking orders at her.
04:01If I'm honest, it's jealousy.
04:02I'm jealous of how slim and pretty she is.
04:04Even in a maid's uniform,
04:05she still outshines me whenever she stands by my side.
04:08Every time I see her,
04:09I forget my mom's advice about grace and poise.
04:12Instead, I chase after fancy dresses and glittering jewels.
04:14Today, I finally take her hand and speak to her softly.
04:17Clara, that dress really suits you.
04:19A breeze drifts through the yard.
04:21The air feels alive.
04:22Clara's beautiful eyes shine,
04:24but with a calculating glint.
04:26At the banquet,
04:27everyone knows this birthday is just a cover for the engagement.
04:30King Edward Pierce smiles at me.
04:32Eleanor, forget that I'm king today.
04:33I'm just your uncle.
04:35You've liked Adrian since childhood.
04:36So, why don't I make it official and have you engage to him?
04:39No one expects me to turn him down firmly and decisively without a moment's hesitation.
04:42It feels like I never loved him at all.
04:44Mom thinks I am refusing out of spite,
04:46so she rushes in to smooth things over.
04:48Eleanor is just shy.
04:49But I shake my head and refuse firmly.
04:52Your majesty,
04:52it isn't Adrian I've loved all along.
04:54It's Eric.
04:55Please let me marry him.
04:57Dad's knees almost give out when he hears what I say.
04:59Eric Pierce is the most infamous playboy in Jorland.
05:01He takes nothing seriously.
05:03He only cares about having fun.
05:04He's the cautionary tale parents tell their kids.
05:06Most families want nothing to do with him.
05:08Eric's marriage is a headache for the king.
05:10It's true.
05:10If Eric marries a powerful heiress,
05:12her family may resent the king for it.
05:14But if he marries a foreign princess,
05:15it could spark a rebellion.
05:17I don't actually want to marry Eric,
05:18but he's the one choice the king can't easily refuse.
05:21And he's the one man who can keep my family safe.
05:24The king has two sons.
05:25Adrian, the consort's son, is heir.
05:27While Eric, the queen's son, is spoiled.
05:29Plenty of women fight to marry Adrian,
05:30but no one would ever choose to marry a playboy like Eric.
05:33After I speak, all eyes turn to Eric.
05:36He is busy sipping his drink.
05:37When he hears I want to marry him,
05:38he practically jumps up.
05:40What?
05:40You want to marry a playboy like me?
05:42I shoot him a look that says,
05:43do you think I have a choice?
05:44Then I smile sweetly.
05:46I do.
05:47I want to marry you.
05:48I really do.
05:49Eric's surprisingly easy to fluster.
05:50He stares at me with wide eyes and blinks a few times.
05:53He even stumbles over his words.
05:55Then I'll marry you.
05:56Queen Melissa Langley's voice trembles.
05:58Your Majesty, Your Majesty,
06:00you must consider Eric's marriage.
06:01I ignore Adrian the entire time.
06:03As the sun sets and the guests drift away,
06:05Adrian finally approaches me.
06:07I used to blush with joy just by looking at him.
06:09But today, before he can speak,
06:11I turn and walk away.
06:12He grabs my sleeve.
06:13His cold voice hints at panic.
06:15Eleanor, you gave me that wallet
06:16and said we'd be together forever.
06:18Was that all a lie?
06:19I look at his icy face
06:20and remember how he looks at Clara.
06:22It is a tenderness and devotion he has never shown me.
06:25My first life was naive.
06:26My second was bitter.
06:28That is why Adrian never loved me.
06:30The second I see him,
06:31I see soldiers storming my home.
06:33I don't know if my parents blame me,
06:34but even at the very end,
06:36they surely wondered if I was scared
06:38when I drank that poison.
06:41Now, I cannot even look at him,
06:43much less cling to him.
06:44Adrian feels like death itself.
06:46I run away from him,
06:47as if trying to outrun fate.
06:49Prince Adrian,
06:50someone better is waiting for you.
06:52I remember how Clara turned on me
06:53after my last engagement to him.
06:55At every poetry event,
06:56I stole her work as my own,
06:58just to get noticed and impress Adrian.
07:00But once the engagement was set,
07:02Clara exposed me in public.
07:03She knelt, clutching her wounds.
07:05I'm not afraid to die.
07:07You may be a noble lady,
07:08but you cannot humiliate me.
07:09Today, I will end it all here.
07:11I hope God sees my talent
07:13and knows my suffering.
07:14I hope Eleanor is punished.
07:16May she never have a happy ending
07:17in all her three lifetimes.
07:18Of course it came true.
07:20Adrian defends Clara
07:21and says the wedding is near.
07:22He tells me to avoid scandal
07:23and treat her well.
07:24As the Marlow heiress,
07:25I am a disgrace.
07:26If even a maid sees me
07:27as plain and unworthy of Adrian,
07:29but who could compete with Clara?
07:31She's been an orphan since childhood,
07:32but she's smart
07:33and gifted in literature and medicine.
07:35Her rise began by saving a duchess.
07:37People romanticize her love story with Adrian.
07:38She endured my bullying in silence.
07:41I thought I drove her out,
07:42but Adrian hid her in a villa
07:43where she became his secret advisor.
07:46In their story,
07:46I'm the foolish, vicious villain
07:48everyone despises.
07:49Even my death would seem deserved.
07:52Forget it.
07:52This time, I'll prepare for the poetry event.
07:54I'll do everything I can for my family.
07:56I have Lydia hire three tutors.
07:58Mom thinks I've lost my mind
07:59and tries to drag me to church.
08:00I quit sweets and meat
08:02and tell the kitchen
08:03to keep the meals light and plain.
08:04Dad thinks something's wrong with me,
08:06so he summons the royal doctor.
08:08They try to talk me out of it.
08:09Sweetheart, if you are possessed,
08:11blink twice.
08:13I'm speechless.
08:14I never cared for my studies before.
08:16Choosing Eric must seem out of character.
08:17I can't blame them for thinking
08:18this is just spite over Adrian.
08:20After all,
08:21Eric and I have barely spoken.
08:22I used to look down on him
08:23and thought he wasn't as handsome as Adrian,
08:25but he's the only man
08:26who never falls for Clara.
08:28I remember Adrian kept making excuses
08:30to hide Clara away in that villa.
08:31I pushed her until she wanted to die.
08:34She was like a fading flower,
08:35fragile and broken.
08:36Eventually, she gained her freedom
08:37and began traveling as a healer.
08:39On the road,
08:39she saved a young man.
08:41That young man isn't some nobody.
08:42He's Paul Holden,
08:43a formidable general
08:44and the Marquess's heir.
08:45He once routed the enemy in victory,
08:47but he isn't the biggest name
08:48who falls for Clara.
08:49Dylan Jones,
08:50the Duke's only son,
08:51falls for her at first sight,
08:53and the Kingswell Vale heir
08:54protects her secretly.
08:55I never imagined a maid like Clara
08:56could hold such power in Yorland.
08:58In my past lives,
08:59I was arrogant enough
09:00to believe a single word from me
09:02could have her killed.
09:03Indeed,
09:04even after Adrian makes her consort,
09:05I still see her as beneath me,
09:07nowhere near Miley.
09:08I naively believe that without her,
09:10Adrian will return to me.
09:11So I provoke her openly
09:12and frame her.
09:13Jealousy nearly drives me mad,
09:14yet she remains calm and composed,
09:16as if nothing can shake her.
09:17She's poised and elegant,
09:19like snow resting on the eaves.
09:21No matter my insults or my schemes,
09:22she remains unscathed
09:23unscathed and untouchable.
09:25Everyone loves her and hates me.
09:26Adrian leaves me to rot
09:27in a deserted wing.
09:28Dylan accuses my family of crimes.
09:30Hall has my parents executed in public,
09:32and the Kingswell Vale heir
09:33personally prepares my poison.
09:35It burns bitter down my throat,
09:36keeping me conscious as I fade.
09:38In the end,
09:38I bled out and died.
09:40I remember my blood draining away.
09:41In the end,
09:42I finally understand
09:43I can never beat Clara,
09:44because I am the villain here.
09:46When I see her,
09:47I can't help but feel jealous.
09:48All I want is to destroy her.
09:50I won't let a maid outshine me.
09:51Every decent man loves her and hates me.
09:53In my first life,
09:54I was too foolish.
09:55In my second,
09:56I fought out of spite.
09:57We clash again and again.
09:58No matter what I try,
09:59it always ends the same way.
10:01In the end,
10:01I die from poison.
10:02On the day I die,
10:04Clara wears the coronation gown.
10:05She looks down at me and says,
10:07Eleanor,
10:07I was never competing with you.
10:08Yes,
10:09I wore your dress,
10:10but people love pretty things.
10:12I even knelt and begged you.
10:14You were just too cruel to listen.
10:16You kept coming after me,
10:17and you're still ugly,
10:18no matter what you wear.
10:19As a woman,
10:20I almost pity you.
10:22Eleanor,
10:22be less vicious in your next life.
10:24In every life,
10:24it comes down to the same thing.
10:27I hate that she wore my dress.
10:29It's late spring.
10:30The sky is bright,
10:30and the lake is clear.
10:32The perfect season for meeting.
10:33Mom loves poetry gatherings.
10:35She was once one of Yorlin's top talents.
10:37Then,
10:38she married Dad,
10:38who is lazy and useless.
10:40Dad picked the right side.
10:42He is loyal to the king,
10:43and stays out of political factions.
10:44When he was young,
10:45he was the heir to a count.
10:47Everyone spoiled him.
10:48One day,
10:48he lost a cricket bet to the king,
10:50and decided the king was the real deal.
10:52Mom once asked him what kind of test that was.
10:54Dad opened the cricket cage.
10:56Mom took one look,
10:57and saw three dead crickets,
10:59and the fourth was barely hanging on.
11:01If the king kept crickets strong,
11:02he would care about his people too.
11:03If he could win with crickets,
11:04he could win with people.
11:05After the king took the throne,
11:06the country stabilized,
11:07and the economy recovered.
11:08Dad was appointed chancellor,
11:09but he never cared for the title.
11:10He skipped meetings,
11:12stayed out of politics,
11:13went fishing,
11:13and enjoyed himself.
11:14It wasn't some clever strategy to avoid suspicion.
11:16He once tried reading a military strategy book.
11:18He fell asleep by page 13.
11:20He is just lazy.
11:20The king understands that anyone might turn on him,
11:23but dad never would.
11:24Dad genuinely believes that an extra second at work
11:26is a waste of his life.
11:27It doesn't matter.
11:28I take after him.
11:29In my past lives,
11:30I was the same kind of loafer.
11:31A month passes in a blur.
11:33I bury myself in books.
11:34Every day,
11:35I study and push myself to lose weight.
11:36Mom says I look slimmer,
11:37and my skin looks better.
11:39I barely leave the house.
11:40The gossip in Yorland never stops.
11:42Some say Eric is back to partying.
11:44Others say I only chose him to spite Adrian,
11:46and that I'll crawl back to him.
11:48Mom tutors me herself every single day.
11:50When she sees me overworking,
11:52her eyes fill with tears.
11:54Eleanor,
11:55I'm glad you see beauty as more than just looks,
11:58but we want you healthy and happy.
12:01You get to choose.
12:04Whoever you love or marry will support you.
12:07Don't hurt yourself over Adrian.
12:10Don't push yourself too hard.
12:11I remember dragging Mom into my schemes against Clara.
12:15I deserved to die from poison.
12:17I hold Mom's hand to calm her.
12:19Mom always says a woman's best ornament is her character,
12:21and her foundation is independence.
12:24Mom,
12:24I finally understand what you meant.
12:27It's not about who I like or who I marry.
12:30Knowledge gives me strength.
12:32No one really knows who wins until the very end.
12:34I recall the poetry event on May 10th,
12:36the Duke's banquet in mid-May,
12:37Clara as Adrian's mistress,
12:38and becoming a healer this time.
12:40I won't ruin myself for Adrian.
12:42Once the carriage is ready,
12:43Clara walks in.
12:44She looks cold and distant,
12:45dressed in dark green.
12:47She sees me and looks surprised.
12:48Ms. Marlowe,
12:49you've changed a lot.
12:50Oh,
12:51right.
12:51Do you still need poems?
12:52I wrote a few.
12:53They're enough for today's event.
12:54You'll take first place for sure.
12:56It's been a month.
12:57I keep sending her to work in the garden.
12:59I have Lydia watch her every day.
13:00The laws here are strict.
13:02If an indentured servant is killed,
13:04there are consequences.
13:05Officials protect their own,
13:06but they care about appearances.
13:07In the past,
13:08I never feared Clara.
13:10Now,
13:11I see my life unraveled
13:12the moment she stole my dress.
13:14Lydia says Clara handles supplies,
13:15so she goes out every day.
13:17Lydia followed her,
13:18but lost her every time.
13:19I'm still too late.
13:21If I can stop her
13:22and have the dress altered in time,
13:23she won't steal it.
13:24Then,
13:24she won't run into Adrian,
13:26and they won't fall in love.
13:27Maybe then I won't need Eric
13:29to save my family.
13:30Clara,
13:30you don't need to come today.
13:31You've lost weight lately,
13:33so get some rest.
13:34But Ms. Marlowe,
13:35don't you want to see Prince Adrian?
13:36I don't mind being tired.
13:38Clara,
13:38we both know you're prettier than I am.
13:40I fear you will steal his gaze.
13:42Clara smiles
13:42and hands me a sheet of paper.
13:44Then,
13:44I'll wait here for you.
13:45If you want to win,
13:46just memorize these poems.
13:48She walks away
13:49with total confidence.
13:50In the carriage,
13:51I unfold the paper
13:52and start laughing.
13:53Lydia has no idea
13:54what's going on.
13:55She urges the driver to hurry,
13:57then asks,
13:57Ms. Marlowe,
13:58what's so funny?
13:59Look,
14:00it's an acrostic.
14:01The last word of each line
14:02spells it.
14:02Adrian is meeting Clara
14:04at three o'clock.
14:05That little bitch.
14:06Lydia is furious.
14:07Ms. Marlowe,
14:08I can't stand this.
14:09She's using her looks
14:10to seduce Prince Adrian.
14:12Why don't we sell her off
14:13or have her beaten?
14:14We can't let her outshine you.
14:15I let out a sigh and say,
14:16Don't be silly.
14:17I wish I'd listened to her
14:19and sold Clara off.
14:20But I was so certain
14:21she was just a lowly maid.
14:23I thought I could keep her
14:24and play.
14:25Now,
14:25it's too late.
14:26Adrian likely meets her in secret.
14:28He has probably made many promises
14:29and assigned guards
14:30to protect her.
14:31Fine.
14:31I'll go along with it.
14:33I tear the paper to pieces
14:34and smile.
14:34Do you remember my instructions?
14:36Lydia flashes a sly grin.
14:37Of course.
14:38Don't worry.
14:38I hired smooth-talking maids
14:40to shower Clara with praise.
14:41She won't even have to lift a finger.
14:43The carriage keeps moving.
14:45Yorlin looks the same as always.
14:46My thoughts drift elsewhere.
14:48People say those meant for greatness
14:49have to endure hardship first.
14:51I wonder if the Chosen One
14:52can still stay true to herself
14:54when everyone starts flattering her.
14:56Scholars gather at Windmere Estate.
14:57Each year,
14:58the king scouts for talent
14:59at these poetry events.
15:00Anyone can attend,
15:01regardless of their background.
15:02I used to attend these
15:03just to impress Adrian.
15:05I would recite Clara's poems
15:06and bask in the praise.
15:07But today,
15:08all anyone notices
15:09is that I've lost weight.
15:11People love noble gossip.
15:13Everyone's whispering
15:13about my engagement to Eric.
15:15The king has a queen,
15:16but everyone knows
15:17his true beloved
15:18is Adrian's mother,
15:20a consort.
15:21The king married Melissa
15:22only to keep the kingdom stable.
15:23Melissa looks plain.
15:25Without her jewels
15:25and fine gowns,
15:26she would vanish in a crowd.
15:28Adrian's mother, however,
15:29grew up with the king.
15:30She is his childhood sweetheart.
15:32Her family lacks power,
15:33but she is beautiful and gifted.
15:35Adrian takes after her.
15:36He has been favored since birth,
15:38rising all the way
15:39to crown prince.
15:40Eric was born of politics.
15:41He looks ordinary
15:42and lacks a talent for ruling.
15:43It feels like he exists
15:44only to make Adrian shine brighter.
15:46I was so obsessed with Adrian
15:47that marrying anyone else
15:48felt like misery.
15:49In my last life,
15:50I ignored Eric.
15:51He always stood in the shadows.
15:53I only remembered he existed
15:54when he appeared beside Adrian.
15:55Now, because of me,
15:56everyone is watching Eric for once.
15:58Lost in thought,
15:59I don't see him standing beside me.
16:00Eyes wide,
16:01Eric stares at me for a while
16:03before poking at my dimple.
16:04Missed Adrian so much
16:05that you lost weight?
16:07Even he has heard of those rumors.
16:09Clearly the king thinks the same,
16:10so he still hasn't confirmed
16:11our engagement.
16:12Since losing weight,
16:13I only put on minimal makeup.
16:14I didn't want the attention.
16:16Even the dress I'm wearing
16:17is out of fashion.
16:18This is my chance
16:18to clear up the rumors.
16:20Taking Eric's hand,
16:22I press closer to him.
16:23Actually, Eric,
16:24I've always loved you.
16:25I just felt a little insecure
16:26because I'm neither pretty
16:27nor smart.
16:28I lost weight for you.
16:29I say evenly,
16:31giving him a warm smile.
16:32Eric's ears turn red.
16:33No one has ever told him
16:35that they liked him
16:36and wanted to marry him.
16:38Blushing,
16:38he stammers in disagreement.
16:40Nonsense.
16:40Who says you're not smart?
16:41You're just chubby.
16:42That's cute.
16:43Don't listen to any of them.
16:44In response,
16:45I hand him a handkerchief,
16:46which has an embroidery
16:47of swans on one side
16:48and a pea on the other.
16:50The pea is crooked.
16:52Awkwardly,
16:52I say.
16:53My mother just started
16:54teaching me embroidery.
16:55I wanted to embroider
16:56your full name,
16:57but there are too many letters
16:58and I'm not skilled
16:59enough for that.
16:59That's why there's only a pea.
17:01Once I get better at sewing,
17:02I'll make you a new one.
17:04Eric holds it
17:04like a precious treasure.
17:06His eyes are bright.
17:07It's very nice.
17:08Affection fills the air
17:09as we talk.
17:09This is the jarring scene
17:10that Adrian sees
17:12upon his arrival.
17:13Eric and I sit
17:13at the head of the table,
17:14happily watching the guests
17:15exchange poems.
17:16In the past,
17:17if I knew Adrian would come,
17:18I would be in the middle
17:19of that crowd.
17:20But today,
17:20I am unusually quiet.
17:22I turn away
17:23when Adrian sits beside me
17:24and tries to talk to me.
17:25He says softly,
17:26Ellie, you've changed.
17:28You seem different.
17:29His head is lowered.
17:30He is startlingly handsome,
17:32like an earthbound angel.
17:34After taking a sip of his tea,
17:36he continues.
17:36You're a good poet.
17:37Why don't you share your poems?
17:39That reminds me.
17:40Clara's written him
17:41a lot of poems
17:41and I know
17:43what to do with them.
17:44For once,
17:44I look at him.
17:45He hasn't seen me in ages.
17:47Surprise flashes in his eyes,
17:48then quickly fades.
17:49He reaches out
17:50to take my hand
17:51and leads me over to the crowd.
17:52But I slip away
17:53before he can reach me.
17:54In the crowd,
17:54I read out Clara's poem loudly.
17:56It is a rather nice poem,
17:57every word meaningful
17:58and sufficiently poignant.
18:00The last verse,
18:01where she describes hope
18:02even during the bleakest sunset,
18:04is the guest's favorite.
18:05They are just praising my talent
18:06when I suddenly announce the truth.
18:08I am not educated enough
18:10to compose such a beautiful poem.
18:11This poem was written
18:12by my maid, Clara.
18:13She's the one
18:14you should be praising.
18:15Many accomplished poets
18:16have gathered at Windmere today.
18:17Murmurs ripples through the crowd.
18:19Then, I tell Lydia
18:20to bring out the other written poems.
18:21These are all Clara's best poems
18:23that I had memorized
18:23in my last life.
18:24Now, I realize that
18:25only those with true wisdom
18:27can see through
18:27the essence of human nature.
18:29All these praise and flattery
18:30are nothing but meaningless words.
18:32Everyone is talking about Clara.
18:34Some say she is Yorlin's best poet.
18:36At the high table,
18:37Adrian looks grim.
18:38He surely knows
18:39what the poems imply.
18:40The discussion grows in fervor.
18:41Those who have come from afar
18:42declare their trip worthwhile.
18:44Having savored such fine poetry,
18:46My plan is working.
18:47I slip into a corner
18:48and jot a short poem on paper.
18:50I hand it to Eric.
18:51I hope you don't mind
18:52it's not great.
18:53You're the only one
18:54who can see this.
18:54He reads it slowly,
18:55then smiles at me.
18:57Everyone says you're foolish,
18:58clumsy,
18:59and overly ambitious.
19:00But today,
19:00I see the real you.
19:01I am no poet.
19:02But if you ask me,
19:03your poems are great.
19:04In the light,
19:05I look at him.
19:06I feel a sense
19:07of mutual understanding.
19:09I know the feeling
19:09of being eclipsed,
19:11of being nothing
19:11but an afterthought.
19:12Without me,
19:13he would still be lost,
19:15ignored,
19:16unnoticed,
19:17and invisible.
19:18I lightly touch
19:18his shoulder in comfort.
19:20No one says
19:20we must be superheroes
19:21to be happy.
19:22Small weeds and giant trees
19:24have their own version
19:24of happiness.
19:25Eric,
19:26you can be your own hero
19:27just by being yourself.
19:28Clara is torn
19:29over the poetry event.
19:30She is shocked
19:31I didn't steal her work
19:32and thrilled
19:33by the praise.
19:34Nobles are already
19:35lining up to have her
19:36teach them poetry.
19:37No one is gossiping
19:38about my drama
19:38with Adrian anymore.
19:40While at Windmere,
19:40I keep my distance
19:41from Adrian,
19:42avoiding him
19:43like the plague.
19:44Everyone finally believes
19:45that I actually want Eric.
19:46Everywhere I go,
19:48Clara's name
19:48is all I hear.
19:50Even my own servants
19:51flock to her.
19:52I order them
19:52to treat her well.
19:53I support her studies
19:54and clubs
19:55so she can make
19:56her own friends.
19:56However,
19:57I remain cautious.
19:58The king hasn't approved
19:59my wedding,
20:00so I may still be stuck
20:02with Adrian.
20:02I must stay vigilant.
20:04I never thought
20:05I would regret
20:05the foolish things I did
20:06out of my obsession
20:07with Adrian.
20:08I must keep going
20:09until the truth
20:10is undeniable,
20:11especially to the king.
20:12Afternoon arrives.
20:14The spies Lydia
20:15set on Clara
20:15have vanished,
20:16just as I expected.
20:17Hidden guards
20:18protect Clara
20:19in my home.
20:19In my last life,
20:20I only found them
20:21when I tried to kill her.
20:22I was devastated.
20:24I didn't get why
20:25Adrian would protect her.
20:26I believed his excuses
20:27about keeping Clara safe
20:28because I couldn't admit
20:30he loved her
20:31and not me.
20:32It is late afternoon
20:32when Clara returns
20:33from her errands.
20:34She looks troubled,
20:35her eyes wet with tears.
20:37Lydia is perplexed.
20:38Miss Eleanor,
20:39why does she look so sad?
20:40Everyone is praising her now,
20:42saying her talent
20:42rivals the nobles.
20:43She should be happy.
20:44If I were her,
20:45I'd be overjoyed.
20:46You're so silly.
20:47I pinch Lydia's cheek,
20:49taking in her
20:50innocent expression.
20:51I remember how
20:51in my past life,
20:52she took the fall
20:53for my crimes.
20:54I won't let her
20:55risk herself again.
20:56I make up an excuse.
20:57She probably has
20:58other troubles.
20:59Right now,
21:00Adrian needs the Marlowe's
21:01prestige to gain
21:01the support of the nobles.
21:02He is not born of the queen,
21:04thus illegitimate.
21:05He is only the crown prince
21:06because the king
21:07loves his mother.
21:08Should that change,
21:09he fears he will lose everything.
21:11He needs dad's support.
21:12Dad is no longer
21:13active in politics,
21:14but the king still
21:15trusts him deeply.
21:16When troubled,
21:17the king plays chess with dad
21:18or goes fishing with him
21:19in the countryside.
21:20My disdain,
21:21combined with those poems,
21:23is flusteringly obvious.
21:24I wonder if Clara has the power
21:25to oppose royalty.
21:27Then again,
21:27her tears are enough.
21:29May 15th
21:30is the duke's birthday.
21:31We are invited
21:32to the banquet.
21:32In my past life,
21:33the duchess nearly drowned then.
21:35Clara saved her,
21:36and in return,
21:37asked for her freedom
21:39from me.
21:40I had to let her go,
21:42which made things easier
21:43for Adrian.
21:44For two weeks,
21:44I pestered dad
21:45to teach me to swim.
21:46He builds me a pool
21:47at great cost
21:48and hires a teacher,
21:49despite his confusion.
21:51Sweetheart,
21:51why do you want
21:52to learn how to swim?
21:53Since your debut,
21:55you have been studying
21:56non-stop.
21:57Before this,
21:58your laziness saved me
21:59from your mom's scolding.
22:01She can barely hide
22:03her disdain
22:03from me now.
22:05Mischievously,
22:06I tease him.
22:07Yeah,
22:07she's been drifting off.
22:08Could she be thinking
22:09of a childhood crush?
22:11If you don't start
22:12working out,
22:12dad,
22:13mom might really fall
22:14for someone else.
22:15This scares dad
22:16into working out
22:17for the next fortnight.
22:18Mom is pleased
22:19as she watches
22:19our family thrive,
22:21free of its old gloom.
22:22She returns to her old hobby
22:24and takes up dance classes.
22:25I write to Eric every day.
22:26The queen takes
22:27a special interest to me,
22:28sending gifts
22:29to my house every other day,
22:31even teaching Eric
22:32how to win my favor.
22:33She fears that if Adrian
22:34takes the throne,
22:35Eric will lose everything.
22:36But if he marries me,
22:38dad's political connections
22:39will ensure his safety.
22:40In my past life,
22:41my recklessness
22:42got my parents executed.
22:43Dad had to plead
22:44with the king for my life
22:45and mom had been implicated
22:47in my actions.
22:48This time around,
22:48I won't repeat my mistakes.
22:50I want dad, mom, Lily,
22:51and the rest of my family
22:52to live a happy life.
22:53Lydia tries every excuse
22:55to keep Clara at home,
22:56but she insists
22:57on attending the banquet with me.
22:58She kneels before me
22:59despite her pride.
23:00Don't worry.
23:01I just want an answer,
23:02Miss Eleanor.
23:02I won't steal your spotlight.
23:04Clara says that she hasn't
23:05left the house since that day.
23:06What she seeks
23:07is simply whether
23:07Adrian loves her.
23:09My plan is working as intended.
23:10I look at Clara's beautiful,
23:12flawless face
23:12and laugh.
23:13Sure,
23:14you can wear that dress
23:15that I gave you.
23:16I have rarely faced Clara directly
23:18since my rebirth.
23:19To be honest,
23:19I am afraid of her.
23:20I avoid her
23:21and everything around her.
23:23Yet I gave her glory
23:24and built her cage,
23:25turning every twist of fate
23:26into my favor.
23:27I didn't berate her
23:28for wearing my dresses.
23:29I didn't steal her poems.
23:31But now,
23:31I cannot avoid this.
23:32I will not know peace
23:33until the king announces
23:34the betrothal.
23:35Many are invited to the banquet.
23:37My parents have prepared
23:38gifts for the event,
23:39even though my reputation
23:39is terrible.
23:40My parents are well-liked
23:42in the upper cross.
23:42Ever since I teased dad,
23:44he stopped his idol hobbies
23:45and turned to active ones instead.
23:47Adrian tries to gift him
23:48some rare parrots,
23:49but dad just set them aside
23:50after a look
23:51and turned to Eric.
23:51Hey, Eric!
23:53My future son-in-law,
23:55tell me,
23:55how did my daughter fall for you?
23:57Teach me your tricks,
23:58otherwise my wife might leave me.
24:00Ever since I admitted
24:01that I love Eric,
24:02he is no longer invisible.
24:04Gradually,
24:04people began saying that
24:05even though he isn't studious
24:07and isn't king material,
24:08he is good at fighting.
24:10He could protect the nation.
24:11Dad's smile widens
24:12when he sees the handkerchief
24:13in Eric's pocket.
24:14You even got my spoiled daughter
24:16to embroider something for you.
24:17Eric,
24:18I have much to learn from you.
24:20Dad is always the star of the show
24:22at every banquet.
24:23I check out where the duchess would fall
24:24and get Lydia to keep watch there.
24:26To calm myself,
24:27I drink some wine.
24:28I want to ask Clara to get me more,
24:30but when I turn,
24:31she is gone.
24:32Just then,
24:33Lydia rushes over.
24:34Miss Eleanor,
24:34the duchess is heading to the lakeside.
24:36Damn it,
24:37I need more wine.
24:38But the stage is set.
24:39Though it is already spring,
24:40there is still a chill in the air.
24:42I glanced over at Mom,
24:43who is chatting with the other ladies,
24:44covering her mouth in amusement
24:45at some gossip.
24:46Warmth spreads through my heart.
24:48There is nothing to fear.
24:49The narrow path is winding.
24:51I see the duchess walking from afar.
24:53I follow closely behind.
24:54When she falls into the lake,
24:55I am pushed in as well.
24:57I choke on some water,
24:58but still grab tightly onto her hand.
24:59Ma'am,
25:00calm down.
25:01I will save you.
25:02Thankfully,
25:03Lydia's scream is very loud.
25:04Everyone rushes over to the lakeside.
25:06My parents nearly leap into the lake themselves.
25:08Mom is beside herself.
25:09Ellie!
25:10Hold on.
25:11It's May,
25:11but the water is cold.
25:13My strength faded with the warmth.
25:15The duchess clings to me,
25:16weeping bitterly,
25:17and I keep comforting her.
25:18Eric is the first to jump in.
25:20He wraps his coat around my soaked dress,
25:21hands the duchess to the guards,
25:23and takes me to safety.
25:24Choking on water,
25:25I cannot speak,
25:26but my heart is as full as the warm sunlight
25:29that filters through the lush branches.
25:31Ordinary,
25:31unremarkable Eric
25:32makes my heart race.
25:34He isn't cold like Adrian,
25:36nor arrogant like Paul.
25:37He is just a quiet wallflower,
25:39never bothering anyone.
25:40The world falls silent.
25:42All I can hear is his voice.
25:43Eleanor,
25:44you'd better be okay.
25:45It's the first time he calls me by name.
25:47The duchess arranges a room for me
25:48to change out of my wet clothes.
25:50At last,
25:50I can speak with her alone.
25:52Hurriedly,
25:53I voice my suspicions.
25:54Ma'am,
25:54you didn't slip and fall.
25:56Someone pushed you.
25:57I remember it clearly.
25:58I tried to grab her before she fell,
25:59but someone pushed me from behind.
26:01The shove was quite light.
26:03Understanding dawns.
26:04The duchess frowns,
26:06her face grave.
26:07Thank you for saving me,
26:07Ellie.
26:08I will look into this matter.
26:09She leaves to speak to her staff
26:11and looks worried when she returns.
26:12My parents are badly shaken.
26:14When I come out,
26:15they refuse to let go of me.
26:17The banquet continues.
26:18My heart calms,
26:19and I focus on eating my salad.
26:21I cannot break my diet,
26:22not after all my effort.
26:24I don't see Clara for the rest of the day.
26:26If the duchess didn't tell me personally
26:27that they have found the culprit,
26:29I might have never known the truth.
26:30I should laugh.
26:31Even the main character cannot escape
26:32the follies of love and desire.
26:34She cannot escape from suffering.
26:36The duchess is from a military family.
26:37She grew up in the army
26:38and has seen her fair share of murder and schemes.
26:41When I told her we were pushed,
26:42she grew suspicious.
26:43The staff in her household are vetted,
26:45so it can't be them.
26:46It must be an outsider.
26:47She checked the guest list
26:48and questioned the attendants.
26:49Only my maid, Clara, is absent.
26:51If Clara were ordinary,
26:52she wouldn't stand out.
26:54But she was too beautiful.
26:55With the dress I gave her,
26:56she was too conspicuous.
26:58When they find her,
26:59the duchess orders her shoes examined.
27:00There is mud on the soles.
27:02Just like that,
27:03Clara is apprehended.
27:04She doesn't confess,
27:05stubborn to the end,
27:06but her coldness and defiance
27:07wins no pity from the duchness.
27:09The branding iron burns away
27:10the fabric of her dress
27:11and scorches her skin.
27:12She is tortured,
27:14yet she stares at the doorway
27:15as if waiting for someone.
27:16I remain dazed
27:17even after the banquet ends.
27:19Clara had saved the duchess
27:20in my previous life.
27:21I wondered if she and Adrian
27:22had set this up as well
27:23in that life.
27:24Had they used the duchess
27:25to make me free, Clara?
27:27Then what about Paul?
27:28I write to Eric,
27:29asking him to keep watch
27:30at the city gates.
27:31Maybe he would be able to save Paul.
27:33Even though I hate him
27:34for killing my family,
27:35he is still the general
27:35who protects the country
27:36and its people.
27:37If Eric could save him in this life,
27:39it would be perfect.
27:40Five days pass.
27:41The duchess says that Clara
27:41still refuses to speak.
27:43Adrian acts like he doesn't know her,
27:44working,
27:45even finding the time
27:45to curry favor with my father.
27:47Love is so fragile
27:48in the face of power,
27:49scattering in the wind
27:50at the lightest breath.
27:51Pushing the duchess into the lake
27:52is considered murder.
27:53If Clara had done it,
27:54then she won't be bothering me anymore.
27:56But why did she do it?
27:57Perhaps only Clara
27:58can answer this question.
27:59The mighty General Paul Holden,
28:01who commands the army
28:02and wins wars,
28:02returns to Jorland
28:03on an old horse,
28:04covered in wounds.
28:05The first thing he says
28:06when he sees Eric is,
28:07Someone's trying to kill me.
28:09This time,
28:09I have changed too many things.
28:11It isn't Clara
28:11who saves him this time.
28:12It's me and Eric.
28:13We summoned the best doctors
28:14and gave him the best medicine,
28:16barely saving his life.
28:17And his savior
28:18in my previous life,
28:19Clara,
28:19now stands before me,
28:20covered in wounds,
28:21her limbs bound.
28:22The beautiful dress
28:23she is wearing
28:23is now ruined.
28:24She looks at my now slender figure
28:26and flawless skin
28:27with a dazed expression.
28:28Miss Eleanor,
28:29you're so pretty now.
28:30Tears wells up in her eyes.
28:32I feel conflicted too.
28:33Somehow,
28:33I sense that I am close
28:35to the truth.
28:37Clara,
28:37Adrian is getting married soon.
28:39I've never seen her look
28:39so hopeless.
28:40She looks defeated.
28:42You and Adrian
28:42are a good match.
28:44No,
28:44he's not marrying me.
28:45Then,
28:46he will marry
28:47the Duke's daughter.
28:48Eric told me this.
28:49After Paul is healed,
28:50Adrian asks to marry
28:51the Duke's daughter.
28:52Two weeks of torture
28:53has stripped Clara
28:54of all dignity.
28:55When all hope is gone,
28:57insanity follows.
28:58Bright,
28:59radiant Clara
28:59breaks down in the dark.
29:01Voice hoarse,
29:01she screams,
29:02why?
29:03I could accept it
29:04if it were you.
29:05Why her?
29:06He said that if I saved
29:07the Duchess,
29:07I could openly love him.
29:09Why didn't he save me?
29:10Why is he marrying
29:11someone else?
29:12Why?
29:13Why am I not a noble,
29:14even though I am prettier
29:15and more talented
29:16than any of you?
29:17You can marry
29:17whoever you want.
29:19I know so much.
29:20From medicine
29:20to the arts,
29:21I can debate.
29:22I can write poems.
29:24Yet I can never be you.
29:25He lied to me.
29:26How could he lie to me?
29:28I'm sorry.
29:28I misjudged him.
29:29Clara isn't a doctor
29:30in this life.
29:31She doesn't go to
29:32Kingswell Vale,
29:32so she never finds
29:33her devoted partner.
29:34She had become
29:35a political tool,
29:36just like I had been.
29:37But she had known
29:37some of Adrian's love,
29:38while I did not.
29:39I knew that I was
29:40close to the truth,
29:41but I hadn't expected this.
29:43Clara,
29:43drained of energy,
29:44curled up in the dark
29:45as she sobbed brokenly.
29:46I feel no thrill of victory.
29:48Just like in my last life,
29:49when Clara mocked me
29:50as a queen,
29:51I feel only sorrow.
29:52Clara,
29:53you were indeed wrong.
29:54You shouldn't have
29:55coveted something
29:55that did not belong to you.
29:56It was never yours,
29:57and it never would have been yours.
29:59At last,
29:59it is over.
30:00I can finally sleep.
30:02My parents will stay alive,
30:03as will the rest of my household.
30:05The Duchess puts her arms around me
30:06and leads me out of the prison.
30:07It is raining outside.
30:09Eric is kicking pebbles
30:10as he waits,
30:10holding an umbrella.
30:11When he sees me,
30:12he tells me with bright eyes,
30:14The wedding is confirmed.
30:15I can call you Ellie now.
30:16His smile is brilliant.
30:17Everyone says he's ordinary,
30:19but to me,
30:19he is precious.
30:20Soon,
30:21Clara goes mad.
30:22Adrian fails to remain crown prince.
30:24The Duchess accuses him of murder,
30:26and Paul does the same.
30:27Adrian cannot escape this.
30:28I finally see him as he is.
30:30If I hadn't been blinded by jealousy
30:32in my previous life,
30:33only seeing Clara
30:34and none of his plans,
30:35I might not have ended up as I did.
30:37No one is born as a villain.
30:38Sometimes,
30:39we just forget to live.
30:40Time will pass,
30:41and everything comes to an end eventually.
30:42In this life,
30:43I wear the world's finest dress.
30:45My wedding gown.
30:46Only mine.
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