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Every night, I look back and wonder where it all went wrong. In the shadows of Beastly Lights, I realized that some secrets are meant to stay buried forever. This is my story, my regret. Watch the Full Episode to understand the pain behind the lights.
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00:04you guys what the hell is going on with liam henderson like i get it breakups suck and joselle
00:10erickson was a baddie but bro is crashing out hard he was three hours late to his show last
00:16night and then he only sang like two songs i heard that venues are starting to cancel his tour dates
00:24sad for him meanwhile freya coleman's album is bombing didn't i predict that i said the good
00:31girl act ain't gonna cut it anymore freya's fans have grown up so why hasn't she
01:01that's my brother in there i gotta talk to him
01:09mason what the hell is going on why are all my cards declining you shouldn't be here sis
01:16what happened to your chips huh how much money have you lost now a lot
01:25and now it's even more
01:33um liam henderson wow uh your debut album kind of changed my life you look familiar
01:43aren't you that fan who uh went down on me in a broom closet a couple years ago
01:49what what you know i'm a musician freya coleman she's a pop star liam and her brother mason
02:01over here is also her manager liam's publicist lucinda
02:09i do remember you now uh you were on that uh cheesy kid show
02:17what a waste i'm sorry you think i'm the wasted one i heard about your show the other night
02:24what happened you get drunk off of all the booze from the audience or
02:31clever what else can you do with that smart mouth of yours
02:34tell you to get your head out of the gutter
02:36hey mason why don't you pay up so you and your uh boring sister can get the hell out
02:45that's a great idea
02:50you got to be kidding you can't pay
02:53mason
02:58all right everybody relax i think i know where you can settle your debt mason but freya here
03:07is going to have to help what are you talking about
03:19faster
03:22i'm talking about a little pr relationship between a virginal pop princess and america's most
03:31deborged rock star i'm not dating a prissy princess lucinda real or not not going anywhere near that pig
03:39that's fair enough no liam may i speak with you privately now
03:50thank you thank you
04:02what am i looking at oh this is the european tool everything in green those are seats
04:09that haven't sold and what you think dating a little miss purity ring will help
04:15yes liam your fans think you're a mess
04:19if you don't start selling out performances and actually performing at said performances
04:24the record label is going to sue you for breach of contract now a relationship with someone like
04:29freya coleman will gain the people's trust and not just the fans but the music execs this
04:36is insane indeed
04:42hey savannah indiana
04:47how about a date
04:51freya frere wait wait wait wait hey this isn't the worst idea this is a new low mason whoring off
04:57your own
04:58sister to some a-hole rock star to pay off your own debts it's not just the money that i've
05:03lost
05:03i leverage everything we had to launch your album our savings the house what so we don't have a place
05:12to
05:13live as your brother i know i screwed up but as your manager i think having a fake romance with
05:19liam
05:19henderson would do wonders for your career and it might even give you a place to stay while i figure
05:24everything out
05:30okay it looks like the keys worked thanks lucinda
05:35well i don't know when i
05:37see him
05:45look who it is my fake girlfriend lucinda said to check your email she sent over some dossiers
05:55also we're gonna need to set some ground rules when you put on a pair of pants oh god you
06:01are so boring
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09:07for you one of your groupies i'll relax she sent an nda no one will ever know i'm cheating
09:20got something to say yeah
09:26which room am i staying in i need to get ready for the gala there are seven spare rooms in
09:32this house
09:33be a big girl and a big one
10:07what's the matter with you i've just never hard launched a relationship before have you ever had
10:12a relationship hey you'll be okay i've done this plenty of times just follow my lead
10:26so it's true you're dating america's most famous hymen
10:33leave us alone giselle i knew you'd be sad when we broke up but i didn't think you'd
10:38swear off sex completely sorry is sex a bad word for you
10:47you've bitten off way more than you can chew princess prude we'll learn that soon enough
11:04are you okay are you
11:12i'll just get this over with
11:21how long has this been going on for
11:25um
11:29don't mind her
11:36well why don't you give us a little kiss then
11:50leah what do you say to the fans calling this a fake relationship
12:05does this look big to you
12:09I don't mind her, she's too happy to speak.
12:40Well, why don't you give us a little kiss then?
12:48Liam, what do you say to the fans calling this a fake relationship?
13:01Does this look fake to you?
13:04I don't mind her, I don't mind her, I don't mind her.
13:39So, how does it feel getting Giselle's sloppy seconds, huh?
13:42You're supposed to stay back.
13:44Oh, give it up Freya, you're already giving it up for Liam.
13:46Get the hell away from-
13:48Hold on, wait, hold on.
13:49What are you doing?
13:50I'm sticking up, Rhea.
13:51My assault is on?
13:54You should be thanking me.
13:56I am not your crazy ex-girlfriend, Liam.
13:58You can't act like that with me.
14:08Freya!
14:09Freya!
14:09Are you with them?
14:10What?
14:11Don't go!
14:12Don't go!
14:13Freya!
14:15Freya!
14:16Freya!
14:17Freya!
14:18Freya!
14:18Freya!
14:27Freya!
14:28Freya!
14:29Freya!
14:29But it's a train wreck and I'm not gonna stop watching it.
14:34Choo-choo those boys and girls!
14:42That was a disaster.
14:44Really? I had so much fun.
14:51Liam, this is serious.
14:53Lucinda said that we're going to have to spend the next few days doing damage control.
14:57Look at this.
15:03House tours, interviews? I'm not doing any of that.
15:11Well, I did think of another way we can get the public to root for us.
15:17We could write a song together.
15:19You know, something about our unlikely romance.
15:23Like oil and water, fire and ice, you know, that type of thing.
15:29And you'd also be helping me out.
15:33I've hit a little bit of a writer's block.
15:40If I help you, what's in it for me?
15:46I've seen videos of your last performances.
15:52You seem a little off.
15:55Do you have stage fright, Liam?
15:57No.
15:59What would you think that?
16:01I've performed all over the world.
16:03With hundreds of different artists.
16:06You would not be the first one to get a little overwhelmed.
16:15It's new.
16:18I don't know what's wrong with me.
16:22Well, breakups can be hard.
16:25Or so I've heard.
16:28You were right about me.
16:30Never been in a relationship before.
16:33But I realized something when I was in front of those cameras.
16:36This is an opportunity for me, too.
16:39I don't want to write about innocence or purity anymore.
16:47Music should be real, intimate, and raw.
16:54I want to write about love.
16:58And sex.
17:02All the things I desire.
17:11What do you desire, Freya?
17:17Help me write some new material and maybe you'll find out.
17:22And in return, I will help you with your stage fright.
17:25And how are you going to do that?
17:28For starters, I could tell you what your problem is.
17:33Try me.
17:35You've been doing the whole bad boy rock star thing for so long that I think you've lost sight of
17:41what's important.
17:43The music.
17:46So, um...
17:48You'll help me clean up and...
17:53I'll help you get dirty.
17:58Tid for tat, Liam.
18:02First, you're going to have to show me that you can actually help me write something new.
18:07You're on.
18:10Okay.
18:15See you in the morning, partner.
18:30All right.
18:31What you got so far?
18:34Uh, just the beginning.
18:37Maybe tomorrow, maybe in time, but tonight I'm holding on to what's mine.
18:44What does that mean?
18:46Right between the lines?
18:48Holding on to what's yours.
18:51Oh.
18:52Damn.
18:54Oh.
18:56I get not being in a relationship before, but...
18:59Are you really a virgin?
19:05So the rumors are true.
19:08Doesn't matter what the rumors are.
19:10It's my brand.
19:12You have one, too.
19:14Sex.
19:16Yeah.
19:17Because sex actually sells.
19:20Tell that to my brother.
19:21And my publicist.
19:23And the label...
19:24Well...
19:26Maybe this purity crap worked for your first album.
19:30But...
19:30You need to evolve.
19:35What are you doing?
19:36Helping you evolve.
19:41No, thanks.
19:42Um...
19:43I don't really drink much.
19:44And especially not while I'm working.
19:47Well...
19:48First rule of getting dirty for you.
19:50Try everything once.
19:54You're not listening to me.
19:57Artists have been using liquid creativity since the dawn of time.
20:01Maybe I'll help you out, too.
20:03I don't want to drink.
20:05What's the big deal?
20:06You're not trying to clean up.
20:08You're just trying to make me do whatever you want.
20:12You're just trying to make me do whatever you want.
20:14Is this what you think of me?
20:16Might as well.
20:18It's how you treat every woman that you come across.
20:21You know what, Freya?
20:22You want to write a sexy new song?
20:25Do it yourself.
20:27I'm out.
20:34I'm out.
20:47Hey, what is all this?
20:49It's redecorating for the 83 questions interview with Poise.
20:53Well, Liam's gonna hate it.
20:55Too bad.
20:56This place needs a reflector brand, too.
21:02Mason, it's a better lay for that.
21:05I'm fine.
21:06Focus on yourself.
21:10Does anyone have eyes on Liam?
21:12We should have started this bloody interview ten minutes ago.
21:15I'm here.
21:19Why does my house look like it was decorated by a girl named Ashlyn?
21:22Her name is Madison.
21:24She has a show on HGTV, and she's doing us a favor.
21:26We don't have time for this.
21:28Let's put you through the works, yeah?
21:31Let's give him a good show.
21:43Oh, hello, Poise.
21:44Welcome to our home.
21:46Come on in.
21:46We're so happy to have you here.
21:48Yeah.
21:49Whatever.
21:50Freya, how long have you lived here?
21:53Uh, two months.
21:54It's been our little secret.
21:56What's your favorite room in the house?
21:58Ooh, that's hard.
21:59There's so many good rooms.
22:00The bedroom.
22:01We basically never leave it, if you know what I mean.
22:05Liam, overhead lighting or ambient?
22:08We mostly keep the lights off.
22:10We don't want God to see what we do.
22:12What are you doing?
22:14Just being who you think I am, dear.
22:17Liam, what's something that Freya does that already feels like home?
22:21Oh, she does this crazy thing with her tongue, actually.
22:25Oh, he's just joking.
22:26We're actually not having sex until marriage.
22:29His idea.
22:31What do you think is going to be able to?
22:33Freya, what's something no one else knows about living with Liam?
22:36His confidence is all an act.
22:38He needs constant pep talks, and he travels with the blankie.
22:41Like a baby.
22:43So cute.
22:44Who's responsible for the decorating?
22:46Liam is.
22:47Especially these softer touches.
22:49He's really in touch with the sensitive side lately.
22:54But I think it's time for a change.
22:56Don't you?
23:03Out with the old.
23:05In with the new.
23:07Cut!
23:09Liam.
23:11Oh, he's so clumsy.
23:12Oh, excuse me.
23:13That's actually, that's enough for today.
23:22Can't remember the last time I signed real pictures.
23:25Old school.
23:27What do you usually sign?
23:30Boobs?
23:32Are you offering?
23:37We tanked that interview.
23:40You are unbelievable.
23:42You act like you get some kind of award if you show the world that you've corrupted me.
23:47Well, screw that.
23:48I'm not doing another public appearance with you until you grow up.
23:51Oh, come on, Freya.
23:52Don't be like that.
23:54Don't tell me what to do.
23:56Lucinda's got us front row seats for the watcher on Friday.
24:00As much as I hate to admit it, it'll be good for the both of us if we'll show up
24:05there together.
24:07I'll behave.
24:09Promise.
24:13Fine.
24:14But this is your last chance, Liam.
24:19I'm...
24:20Want to sign me next?
24:24I was joking.
24:29I didn't know how good it feels
24:36To be a rumor in real time
24:41Cause it seems I'm stepping
24:44In a world that knows your name
24:51And not mine
24:55Oh my gosh
24:57You scared me
25:00Did you write that?
25:02It's just a work in progress
25:04Is it about me?
25:05Yeah
25:06Of course you think it's about you
25:09No, it's actually about how I felt the other night at the Cala
25:13About being seen in a new light
25:17This is the Freya Coleman I've been wanting to see
25:27This is amazing
25:30I don't think you have a writer's block
25:33I think you keep doubting yourself
25:35And you shouldn't
25:37It doesn't matter
25:40If I gave that to the label, they'd exit immediately
25:44They don't like anything that's dark or
25:47Real
25:48Or
25:51Sexy
25:53I get it
25:55Attaining an image can be hell
25:57Says the professional partier
26:00Do you think my songs reflect my life?
26:04If I really partied that hard
26:06I'd be dead
26:12Let's try this for the first verse
26:20You okay?
26:23Yeah
26:25Go ahead
26:29Whenever you're ready
26:33I see you standing still
26:37Like you're daring to say
26:39The big way lights flashing up in front of my face
26:45Tonight
26:49Let them burn their questions out in your eyes
27:06Something wrong?
27:08No
27:09Everything's fine
27:11It's just a little
27:14Weird
27:16For me to be so vulnerable
27:19But it feels good too
27:20Right?
27:24Feels good to me
27:29We should get to bed
27:33Should we?
27:43Have a good night, Priya
27:48Right
27:51Good night
27:53Uh, I will see you in the morning then
28:17What's all this?
28:19Brain food
28:20Luciana's got a packed day for us
28:22Peep the schedule
28:25Refilm our interview
28:27Fitting for tonight's award show
28:29Three hours of studio time
28:32How come this last one's crossed out?
28:34My team thought it'd be cool for us to sing my song
28:36Neon Sin
28:37At the after party
28:39Is that something you're up for?
28:41Performing in front of a bunch of the biggest music people?
28:44With you by my side
28:45I think I can
28:48But, um
28:48I told them no
28:50The song's too spicy for you
28:54No
28:55I want to do it
28:57Your brother will be pissed
28:59If you perform a song that dirty
29:00Maybe it's time I stand up to my brother
29:04And the label
29:05Do you even know the words?
29:07Yeah
29:08Everyone knows the words
29:12Neon Sin in the bathroom white
29:16Bite marks
29:17Whiskey
29:17Last call fights
29:20Bloodshot saints
29:21In a midnight spin
29:25Fuck you like I'm gonna cave you in
29:30I don't know the words
29:32Weird
29:33No
29:36It was hot
29:38I like hearing this side of you
29:42Same to rest
29:54Rhea?
29:56Anyone home?
29:59Mason, what are you doing here?
30:03After your dumpster fire interview with Poise
30:06I figured I'd spend some more time monitoring you
30:09Actively
30:10I don't think that's necessary
30:12Well, you're not a manager
30:13No
30:14I'm the guy you owe a few cool G's to
30:16Mmm
30:19Have you seen the charts?
30:22Your album cracked top ten
30:23It did?
30:24Oh my god
30:25And I know this whole fake relationship thing's been rocky
30:28But I guess all press is good press
30:31Just as long as we keep preserving your image
30:37Right, my image
30:39Actually, we were just talking about that
30:42Go ahead
30:44Tell them
30:48Tell me what
30:51Nothing
30:53It's fine
30:55We have a lot to do today
30:56So you should get going
31:04You chickened out
31:06It wasn't time yet
31:07Why'd you listen to him anyway?
31:10He's just a stubborn drunk
31:12Think that's a little hypocritical, don't you?
31:15Um, in case you haven't noticed
31:18I haven't touched a drink all week
31:26Wow
31:29You look perfect
31:33Listen to Got Me
31:34I don't know
31:37I feel like it's
31:38A little much
31:41A little much
31:42Is what boring people tell themselves to feel superior
31:50Tie me up
31:53It's fine
32:17And look
32:19I'm going to see you
32:38um that's probably mason he said he'd try and see us offer the awards
32:45you think he'll flip when he sees this dress
32:49maybe we should try and sneak out and leave without him
32:54wow so naughty don't make it weird
33:01okay finish getting ready i'll shout when nicole's is clear
33:07come in
33:12hi baby
33:17need a plus one for tonight how'd you get past security
33:20you know i've always had a way with the guards
33:24you're blasted go home
33:27i'm worried about you liam
33:29seeing you with that walking chastity belt
33:32it's just wrong and i know you miss us
33:37you left me giselle you cheated or have you forgotten
33:42it doesn't count when you're high
33:45maybe you just need a little bump of something
33:48hmm to loosen up
33:56i heard you've been having a hard time on stage
33:59freaking out
34:01let me help you relax
34:05okay
34:06we're done giselle i mean it leave
34:12baby come on we belong together we make sense you and i are so alike
34:29fine
34:32then you will never perform on stage again you know that right
34:35without me
34:37you're nothing
34:38you're worthless
34:40you deserve to be alone
34:42that's enough
34:44liam told you to leave so i think you should do that
34:47unless you want me to call the cops
34:50and i know you don't want to get searched right now girl
34:53wow
34:54you let a guy pop your cherry and suddenly you're a big bitch
34:57yeah that's right giselle
35:01because unlike you i don't need to beg for it
35:12make sure to drink some water on your bender tonight
35:22what
35:23what
35:24freya coleman
35:25you have never been hotter
35:37that was the sexiest thing i've ever seen
35:41isn't that what you say to yourself in the mirror every morning
35:43i mean it
35:44freya
35:45no one's ever stuck up for me like you did
35:47i hardly believe that you need protecting
35:50maybe not but
35:52having someone in my corner for once felt
35:56nice
35:59performing has been hard
36:01not because the breakup was hard
36:03not because i thought giselle and i were good together
36:07but
36:11people
36:11keep
36:14leaving me
36:15giselle did it
36:16my mom
36:17did it to me and my dad
36:25that's just how it always goes
36:30it's hard
36:31to sing about love when everyone keeps leaving you
36:37i don't want to leave you liam
36:43i mean as friends
36:45or whatever it is we are
36:54we should probably get going we're gonna be really late
36:59what if we ditched it
37:03and just didn't go to the awards show
37:05why not
37:06i mean our whole life's been about those events
37:09press junkets meet and greets
37:12there's always something
37:14you said it'd be good for us
37:16i think it'd be even better if we stayed
37:21is that what you want
37:26i want you
37:29frail
37:33you've been addicted to me liam
37:36i know
37:37and i'm sorry
37:39i had to fight it because
37:42i didn't know how to feel about you
37:44but i do now
37:52and uh
37:54what would we do if we stayed
37:59um
38:01collaborate
38:03on music
38:06that too
38:10i know what your next song could be about
38:15losing yourself to someone
38:19giving every inch of yourself to them
38:26how long have you felt this way
38:28since the moment we kissed
38:33why don't you kiss me again then
38:59now
39:00this is a view i can get used to
39:03how's the writing going along
39:05i think i found our melody
39:09i just
39:10i've never written anything so
39:13risque before
39:16i've been going against everyone
39:19my brother
39:21the label
39:22let me talk to mason for you
39:24i think i can uh
39:26get him on board with your lyrics
39:29maybe a whole new brand too
39:32please
39:35i want to be able to do things for you
39:50we're calling it beastly lights
39:53she came up with the title
39:56it's good
39:57the song's good
40:00but i'll never see the light of day
40:03this fake relationship's over
40:05we can't keep compromising freya's brand
40:07she doesn't want that brand anymore
40:11there's a check for what i owe you
40:12freya's bookings have been on fire
40:14you're paying me back using money from her bookings
40:17freya's booking money is my money
40:19you sold her off to me
40:23you exploit her
40:24and then use the money she earns
40:27you're right
40:31this is over
40:33now get the hell out of here
40:34liam what are you doing
40:36this guy thinks he's your goddamn savior or something
40:39you're a fucking drunk asshole
40:42you know when you said you were gonna help me out liam
40:44this is nothing like what i had in mind
40:46how can you defend him
40:47he's my brother
40:48he's been the only one to ever care about me
40:51the only person
40:58where are you going
40:59out
41:02what an asshole
41:05mason
41:08this isn't working
41:09i know we should have never got involved with him in the first place
41:11nope
41:12i'm not talking about liam
41:15i'm talking about me and you
41:18i've been changing
41:19for a while now
41:20i'm growing up
41:22mason
41:23i want to grow
41:25and if you're not gonna grow with me then
41:28then we're done here
41:29freya come on
41:30don't don't
41:31sober up
41:32get your shit together
41:35get on board with the brand
41:37or i'm firing you
41:38now i know
41:39i don't need you
41:41you
41:42i don't need you
41:45you
41:47i don't need you
41:50yikes
41:51looks like liam
41:52back to his old ways
41:53get the fuck out
41:54come on
41:55move
41:56fuck you
41:57fuck you
41:58little miss goody two shoes
42:00freya couldn't clean liam up
42:02i guess liam learned nothing from freya's good girl act
42:17freya's good girl act
42:20freya's good girl act
42:34freya's good girl act
42:36that's a much worse option
42:40i came to get her stuff
42:45must be the first useful thing you've done as our manager
42:48i am taking a leave of absence
42:50my last order of business was to play beastly lights for the label
42:59they loved it
43:01they're on board with her new brand
43:04good
43:06happy for her
43:08i was wrong about the song
43:18and maybe uh
43:19maybe i was wrong about you too
43:27you're in love with her
43:33can you stop thinking about her
43:37yep
43:39afraid she'll never talk to you again
43:42terrified
43:49you know i probably shouldn't be telling you this but um
43:53freya's pretty torn up too
43:57oops she's playing lemonade on repeat
44:02good choice
44:05well
44:08you gonna do something about it
44:11like what
44:12like get her back
44:15you want
44:17me
44:18to fight for your sister
44:23if you're gonna fight for anyone
44:26it seems like it should be for the woman you love
44:43come on
44:44lucinda i really appreciate you bringing me out but i could really use a night end
44:48okay
44:49honey
44:49trust me
44:50i know it's good for you
44:52says the woman that sold me into a fake relationship
44:54haven't i made up for that
44:55i'm letting you stay with me rent free
44:58okay
44:59okay
45:00but i
45:00i'm letting you stay with me
45:07these three lights
45:08get inside
45:11show's starting
45:15go
45:17faster
45:35ladies and gentlemen
45:37freya coleman
45:40i haven't been trying to perform in a minute but uh maybe if freya joins me we can give it
45:48a go
45:49leo
45:50leo
45:51there's no one here
45:53i know
45:55this isn't a real performance but
45:58we gotta start somewhere right
46:01besides
46:03we didn't start off as real either
46:05then uh
46:08look at us now
46:12come up
46:31i thought you leaving
46:33was gonna break me
46:36but
46:37then i realized
46:39i needed to be someone
46:41who was worthy of you staying
46:49i do want to stay
46:57sing this next part with me
47:03i see you standing still
47:06like you're daring to say
47:08keep the sleet lights flashing
47:11up in front of my face
47:15tonight
47:19let them burn their questions out
47:23in your eyes
47:26i hide
47:28with every shadow
47:31in this house
47:33till i got so good
47:36know i'm the feeling
47:37out
47:41beastly lights
47:43caught me
47:44till now
47:53you
47:53you
47:54you
47:57you
47:57you
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