Me Odeie Como Eu Você Me Ama Novo Filme
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00:00:00Caleb isn't answering his phone. La Crosse practice ended an hour ago. Could you just find him? We're waiting for
00:00:06you for dinner.
00:00:07Yeah. Fine. I'll look for him.
00:00:10Catherine can't reach her precious son, and somehow that's my problem.
00:00:14Our parents have been inseparable since childhood. Catherine is my godmother.
00:00:18They raised us side by side, convinced we'd grow up as close as they were.
00:00:23They never noticed when it all went wrong.
00:00:24Jade Richards perches on the edge of the sink, and Caleb, right there, stands between her thighs in nothing but
00:00:31a towel that hangs dangerously low on his hips.
00:00:34Caleb, someone could walk in.
00:00:37I don't give a fuck.
00:00:38I should leave. I should definitely, absolutely leave.
00:00:42Instead, I stand there like an idiot, heat flooding through my body in waves.
00:00:46This is disgusting. He is disgusting. You hate him.
00:00:50I slam the door, forcing my expression into irritation rather than the hot shame crawling up my throat.
00:00:56Your mother's been calling you for an hour, asshole!
00:00:59Our parents need us both at my house for dinner tonight. Apparently it's something important.
00:01:05I should go. Coach will kill me if I'm late.
00:01:09You could have texted.
00:01:11Catherine asked me to find you. I found you. Message delivered.
00:01:16Is that what we're calling it? Because it looked a lot like you were watching.
00:01:21Long enough to be disgusted.
00:01:23Disgusted, right?
00:01:24I'm leaving. Don't be late for dinner.
00:01:27I'll drive you home.
00:01:28I have my bike. Still not in the mood to sit on some used condoms in your car.
00:01:36Suit yourself, princess.
00:01:39Dinner passes in a blur of small talk and forced smiles.
00:01:43But something feels different tonight.
00:01:44Catherine keeps touching my father's arm.
00:01:47Not the comforting pats of a grieving friend.
00:01:50They've been spending so much time together since mom died.
00:01:53Since Caleb's father vanished with every dollar the Thorntons had.
00:01:56Kids, Catherine and I actually have something to tell you.
00:02:01So we've decided to get married.
00:02:03No. No way.
00:02:05He deserves happiness and Catherine is wonderful,
00:02:07but it's only been six months since my mother died.
00:02:10We found a new house.
00:02:12Neutral territory for everyone.
00:02:16The kids' rooms are on the same floor.
00:02:19And Serena, your room connects to Caleb's through a Jack and Jill bathroom.
00:02:23Isn't it cool?
00:02:26Come on, you guys.
00:02:28It will be nice.
00:02:30My lifelong secret crush soon to become my stepbrother.
00:02:33Yeah, dad.
00:02:34Really fucking nice.
00:02:36I set the boxes down on the unfamiliar floor,
00:02:40surveying this room that was supposed to be mine.
00:02:43Neutral territory, my father called it.
00:02:46A fresh start.
00:02:47The walls are painted a careful beige that commits to nothing.
00:02:51Now I'm here,
00:02:52in this house that holds no memories of my mother.
00:02:57Careful!
00:02:57It's just your crap.
00:03:00I'm taking a shower.
00:03:03Try not to miss me too much.
00:03:05This is what I am now.
00:03:07Sharing walls with my worst school enemy.
00:03:10But there was a time before all that.
00:03:12You're doing it wrong.
00:03:14Here.
00:03:15Like this.
00:03:17Stop.
00:03:19Stop romanticizing.
00:03:23Shit, my tampons!
00:03:25I left them on the bathroom counter this morning.
00:03:27if I'm fast enough?
00:03:35Wanted a preview of your new stepbrother, pervert?
00:03:38That's fucked up, even for you.
00:03:40I just left something on the counter.
00:03:42Not everything is about you and your abs, asshole!
00:03:46Keep telling yourself that.
00:03:50I'm not done talking.
00:03:52Well, I'm done listening.
00:03:54Let go of me, Caleb!
00:03:56Or what?
00:03:57Gonna scream, run to daddy?
00:04:01God, you're pathetic!
00:04:03Still crying over mommy?
00:04:06It's been six months, Serena.
00:04:08The rest of us have moved on.
00:04:10You are exactly like your shitty father!
00:04:13Say that again.
00:04:14I dare you.
00:04:15You heard me.
00:04:16You're just like him.
00:04:18Like Simon.
00:04:19A bully who only feels big when he's making someone else feel small.
00:04:23Keep his fucking name out of your mouth before I...
00:04:25Before you what?
00:04:27Hit me!
00:04:28Prove my point!
00:04:30Such a shame your mother won't see you graduate.
00:04:32But hey, your dad moved on quickly.
00:04:35Guess she wasn't that hard to forget.
00:04:36Don't talk about my mother!
00:04:39Don't talk about my mother!
00:04:39Why not?
00:04:41Scared you're just as forgettable as she is?
00:04:44Careful, princess.
00:04:46Do you really want to start something you can't finish?
00:04:48You know what I think?
00:04:49I think you're terrified that one day you'll be gone and no one will even notice.
00:04:53That you'll just be another ghost no one bothers to remember.
00:04:57No one will ever truly love someone as pathetic as you.
00:05:00And deep down, you know it's true.
00:05:08Serena.
00:05:09Open the fucking door!
00:05:13You just signed your death sentence, princess.
00:05:16You hear me?
00:05:17From this moment on, your life is going to be a living hell.
00:05:21There's a long silence before his footsteps retreat and I hear his bedroom door slams.
00:05:26Minutes pass.
00:05:28Maybe five.
00:05:29Maybe ten.
00:05:30Then I sink to the floor, back against my bed, and wrap my arms around my knees.
00:05:35I hate him.
00:05:36I hate that I wounded him.
00:05:38I hate that I noticed.
00:05:41I know him better now than I ever wanted to.
00:05:44He runs at six.
00:05:45I've memorized the particular weight of his footsteps on the stairs.
00:05:49Showers at 640.
00:05:51And the pipes in my bathroom sing a specific note when the water pressure changes.
00:05:56Tuesday.
00:05:57Wednesday.
00:05:57My shampoo mysteriously turned my hair traffic cone orange.
00:06:01Wednesday.
00:06:02Every single bra I own disappeared.
00:06:04reappearing frozen in blocks of ice in the freezer.
00:06:08Thursday.
00:06:09My laptop password changed itself to daddy issues 123.
00:06:13At 314 in the afternoon, I'm in the kitchen.
00:06:16He doesn't get home until 430 on Thursdays.
00:06:19I'm halfway through making the world's saddest sandwich when the front door opens an hour earlier than his schedule allows.
00:06:26My entire body goes on high alert.
00:06:28Skin prickling.
00:06:30Pulse jackknifing.
00:06:31Don't turn around.
00:06:32Don't give him the satisfaction.
00:06:35Careful.
00:06:36Wouldn't want you to hurt yourself.
00:06:38His chest presses more firmly against my back as he reaches higher, and the contact sends electricity shooting down my
00:06:45spine, pooling low and hot in my belly.
00:06:47Something wrong, princess?
00:06:49I just wanted to grab my protein bar.
00:06:53That'll be Jade.
00:06:56Hmm.
00:06:57Try not to listen too hard, sis.
00:06:59Sis.
00:07:00The word is a weapon.
00:07:02A reminder.
00:07:02A fucking power play that makes me want to throw the knife at his head.
00:07:06They'll have a drink, and then she'll leave.
00:07:09That's how these things work.
00:07:11Hot water.
00:07:12Locked door.
00:07:13The white noise of falling water drowning out everything else.
00:07:17Except...
00:07:17Oh, God, Caleb!
00:07:19Jade's voice cuts through the wall like it's made of tissue paper.
00:07:23High and desperate and absolutely not faking it.
00:07:26Her moans build in pitch and urgency, and I hear the creak of bed springs.
00:07:30The thump of a headboard against a wall.
00:07:33Heat coils between my thighs, insistent and demanding.
00:07:36My body betrays me completely.
00:07:38Nipples tightening, breath coming shorter.
00:07:40And I hate myself for the way my hand drifts down my stomach.
00:07:44I've never touched myself like this before.
00:07:46What would it feel like?
00:07:47His hands instead of water.
00:07:50His weight pressing me against the tile.
00:07:52His voice in my ear, low and commanding.
00:07:55Take it.
00:07:57Take everything I give you.
00:07:59The pressure builds impossibly fast.
00:08:01My free hand bracing against the tile as my legs shake.
00:08:04When I come, it's violent.
00:08:06Earth-shattering.
00:08:07The silence hits me first.
00:08:09No more sounds from his room.
00:08:11Nothing.
00:08:11Oh, God.
00:08:12Oh, fuck.
00:08:13Could they hear?
00:08:14I stumble toward the door, needing to confirm that barrier between my humiliation and reality.
00:08:19The door to his room is cracked open, but I checked it before I got in the shower.
00:08:23I'm certain I did.
00:08:25It was closed.
00:08:26Firmly.
00:08:27Completely closed.
00:08:28My heart stops.
00:08:29Did he open it?
00:08:31Control is an illusion I've been selling myself for 18 years.
00:08:35This is who I am.
00:08:36The girl who prepares.
00:08:38The girl who controls what she can.
00:08:40The girl with the five-year plan.
00:08:42And the girl who definitely doesn't spend every waking moment thinking about her stepbrother's hands.
00:08:48Lies.
00:08:48All lies.
00:08:49Just once more.
00:08:50Then you'll study.
00:08:52Then you'll be normal.
00:08:52Having fun?
00:08:58Going somewhere?
00:09:01Let go of me!
00:09:02Sit the fuck down, Serena.
00:09:05Fuck you!
00:09:05You done?
00:09:09So, who's the lucky bastard?
00:09:11What?
00:09:12What are you talking about?
00:09:14Don't play dumb.
00:09:15It's not cute.
00:09:17You were clearly getting yourself off to someone, so who is it?
00:09:20Some SAT tutor with a hard-on for the teacher's pets?
00:09:24One of those debate nerds who follows you around like you're made of cocaine?
00:09:28I wasn't!
00:09:29Your face is the color of a fucking tomato and your breathing's all fucked up.
00:09:34So, who's got perfect little Serena all worked up?
00:09:37Must be someone truly pathetic.
00:09:39Get out of my room!
00:09:41Is it that guy from Calc?
00:09:43The one with the glasses who stares at you when you're doing board work?
00:09:47No, wait.
00:09:48You'd never go for someone that obvious.
00:09:50Too desperate.
00:09:51I said get out!
00:09:52Or maybe someone inappropriate.
00:09:55Someone you know you shouldn't want.
00:09:58Serena, who were you thinking about?
00:10:01No one!
00:10:01I wasn't!
00:10:02I was just...
00:10:03It's none of your fucking business!
00:10:06You're lying.
00:10:07I can always tell when you're lying.
00:10:08Your voice goes up at the end, your eyes dart to the left.
00:10:11And right now, you look fucking terrified.
00:10:13Which means whoever you were thinking about is someone you really don't want me to know about.
00:10:19You were thinking about me, weren't you?
00:10:21That's disgusting!
00:10:24Yeah?
00:10:25Then why is your pulse going crazy right here?
00:10:28Your body's a fucking traitor.
00:10:30You're insane!
00:10:31Then why can't you look at me?
00:10:34Why do you look like you're about to either cry or come?
00:10:37Because you're in my face!
00:10:39What were you imagining?
00:10:40My hands on you?
00:10:42Inside you?
00:10:43My mouth on your neck?
00:10:45Or your legs?
00:10:49Are you imagining how I'd touch you?
00:10:52Hard and rough until you forget your own name.
00:10:54Or maybe slow and deep.
00:10:56Until you're begging me to let you come.
00:10:58But here's the thing, princess.
00:11:00You're not even worth the effort it would take to undress you.
00:11:06You're fucking disgusting!
00:11:09You think I want any part of that?
00:11:11Fix yourself!
00:11:13You look like a cheap whore.
00:11:15Dinner's in ten.
00:11:17Try to act like a normal fucking person.
00:11:20I don't move for a long time.
00:11:22Can't move.
00:11:23My thigh still burns where he touched it.
00:11:25I stand there trying to breathe around the tightness in my chest.
00:11:29Six weeks of college,
00:11:31and I've learned that hope is just disappointment wearing a pretty dress.
00:11:34I had acceptances from everywhere.
00:11:37Places with actual seasons and zero Caleb Thorntons per square mile.
00:11:41But no.
00:11:42Dad pulled the family needs to stick together card.
00:11:45I think it's actually really nice that you and Caleb ended up here together.
00:11:49After everything, it just feels right.
00:11:52Yeah.
00:11:53Um, totally.
00:11:55Everyone's coming over soon.
00:11:56The picnic's about to start.
00:11:58The bastard had applied after me.
00:12:01After.
00:12:01Found out where I was going
00:12:03and followed like some kind of stalker.
00:12:05Even won grants and scholarships.
00:12:07Including the one from his high school presidency.
00:12:09My fresh start rotted before it even began.
00:12:12The picnic is about to start.
00:12:14I'm about to prepare a fruit plate when I hear this voice.
00:12:17That specific frequency of a woman's giggle that makes my eye twitch.
00:12:21Jade stands at the garden gate.
00:12:23Her hand threaded through Caleb's arm.
00:12:25Her sundress clings to curves I remember from the locker room.
00:12:28Curves I heard him worship in his bedroom.
00:12:30While my body betrayed every principle I claimed to hold.
00:12:34Oh, Caleb.
00:12:35You didn't mention you were bringing someone.
00:12:38Jade, sweetheart.
00:12:40Welcome.
00:12:41Thanks, Mrs. Lacken.
00:12:43Everything looks amazing.
00:12:45Did you make all this yourself?
00:12:47Most of it.
00:12:49Serena helped with the fruit platters.
00:12:51How domestic.
00:12:53Serena, so good at this stuff.
00:12:55The compliment lands like a slap wrapped in ribbons.
00:12:58This stuff.
00:12:59Like I'm some 1950s housewife in training while she's out here being decorative and touchable and everything I'm not.
00:13:05We're so proud of both of them.
00:13:07Adjusting to college life so beautifully.
00:13:12Serena's doing wonderfully.
00:13:13Dean's list material.
00:13:15Her advisor says,
00:13:17Well, she has to excel at something.
00:13:19Competition's tough when you can't coast on personality.
00:13:22Some of us prefer substance over charm.
00:13:25Kids.
00:13:26Babe, you two are hilarious.
00:13:29It's like watching real siblings bicker.
00:13:32Real siblings.
00:13:33The words land like ice water down my spine.
00:13:36We end up on the same picnic blanket because the universe has a sick sense of humor.
00:13:40Jade chatters about rush week and themed parties and other things that would require me to have a soul.
00:13:45She doesn't know him.
00:13:47Doesn't know he checks the locks three times before bed.
00:13:50Doesn't know he still has nightmares about his father.
00:13:52Doesn't know he reads Bukowski when he thinks no one's watching.
00:13:56After the neighbors evacuate and our parents disappear inside with wine that'll make them nostalgic and weepy,
00:14:01I escape to the kitchen.
00:14:03Jade left an hour ago.
00:14:04Something about a sorority emergency that sounded suspiciously like,
00:14:08I'm bored and these people are old.
00:14:11Thought you'd hide in here all night.
00:14:14I'm cleaning up.
00:14:16Some of us contribute.
00:14:18Is that what you call sulking in corners and shooting death glares at my girlfriend?
00:14:22She's not your girlfriend.
00:14:23She's a prop.
00:14:25An accessory.
00:14:27This week's validation fix.
00:14:30Jealous much?
00:14:31I'd rather be jealous of a yeast infection.
00:14:34Strong words.
00:14:36You know what I think?
00:14:38I think you can't stand watching me with her.
00:14:40I think it eats you alive.
00:14:42You followed me here.
00:14:44You could have gone anywhere.
00:14:47But you chose here.
00:14:49Maybe I just like the school.
00:14:51Maybe you're so terrified of being alone with yourself that you need me around to torture.
00:14:56Watch your fucking mouth, princess.
00:14:59You know what?
00:14:59I feel sorry for you.
00:15:01I'm serious.
00:15:02I feel sorry for the boy whose father beat him and then abandoned him.
00:15:05The boy's so desperate for approval, he'll fuck girls who don't even know his middle name.
00:15:09Because it's easier than admitting no one's ever actually loved him for who he is.
00:15:16Jade doesn't see you, Caleb.
00:15:18None of them do.
00:15:20They see the smile and the body and the charm.
00:15:23Shut the fuck up!
00:15:24And that works for you because if they saw the real you, the broken, desperate, terrified little boy under all
00:15:31that armor, they'd run.
00:15:34I'm not jealous of Jade.
00:15:35I pity her.
00:15:37And I pity you.
00:15:38The rest of the dishes are all yours.
00:15:50The library smells like anxiety and desperation with hints of stale Red Bull.
00:15:54Basically the official cologne of higher education.
00:15:57Mia sits next to me, allegedly writing her sociology paper but actually deep-stalking her TA's Instagram.
00:16:04I know because she keeps making these tiny gasping sounds every time she scrolls past a shirtless beach photo.
00:16:10Six weeks into freshman year, and Mia is the closest thing I've ever had to a real friend.
00:16:15In high school, I couldn't afford friends.
00:16:17He has a dog.
00:16:18A golden retriever named Pancake.
00:16:21Mia, focus.
00:16:23I am focused.
00:16:25Focused on how that man fills out a wetsuit.
00:16:30Ow, what?
00:16:31Look over there.
00:16:33Look, but don't make it obvious.
00:16:34Mia, if this is another guy you think has protagonist energy...
00:16:38Serena, shut up and look!
00:16:41Lucas Bennett is walking toward us, and apparently puberty decided to work overtime on him.
00:16:46The last time I saw Lucas, he was Caleb's perpetual shadow.
00:16:49Always there, but never quite there.
00:16:51Is this seat taken?
00:16:55Serena Lacken.
00:16:57I thought that was you.
00:16:59How long has it been?
00:17:01A while.
00:17:02Since high school, at least.
00:17:05Too long?
00:17:05I heard you were here.
00:17:07Pre-law, right?
00:17:08Of course you are.
00:17:10You were always terrifyingly smart.
00:17:14Pre-med for me.
00:17:17Turns out all those years of patching up lacrosse injuries gave me a taste for it.
00:17:22You patched up lacrosse injuries?
00:17:24I thought you were one of the ones causing them.
00:17:27Fair point.
00:17:28Maybe I was just atoning for my sins.
00:17:30We all have things we wish we'd done differently back then.
00:17:33I remember you from Honours English.
00:17:35You demolished everyone in that Fitzgerald debate.
00:17:38I was genuinely scared of you.
00:17:40Fear is an appropriate response to literary analysis.
00:17:45The cafe by the Humanities building is acceptable.
00:17:49Everything else tastes like it was brewed during the Reagan administration.
00:17:52A coffee snob.
00:17:54I respect that.
00:17:56Strong opinions about beverages are a green flag.
00:17:59Would you look at the time I have that thing?
00:18:02The urgent thing.
00:18:04With the people.
00:18:05At the place.
00:18:08Serena, text me everything.
00:18:12So, are you going to the Halloween party next Friday?
00:18:16It's a big one at Sigma Chi.
00:18:18Everyone goes.
00:18:19Parties aren't really my thing.
00:18:21That's exactly why you should come.
00:18:23College is about new experiences, right?
00:18:26Breaking out of old patterns.
00:18:28Three tables away, I feel the weight of Caleb's gaze like fingertips trailing down my spine.
00:18:34His eyes are locked on me with an intensity that makes my stomach flip.
00:18:38Tell me more about this party.
00:18:40What exactly makes it so unmissable?
00:18:42It's legendary, honestly.
00:18:44The costumes get competitive.
00:18:45The music is actually decent.
00:18:47Plus, I hear the punch is strong enough to make even pre-law students have fun.
00:18:52Bold assumption that I don't already know how to have fun.
00:18:56Prove me wrong, then.
00:18:57Come to the party.
00:18:59Let me buy you a drink.
00:19:01You're very confident for someone who hasn't seen me in years.
00:19:05Some things are worth being confident about.
00:19:07I'll think about it.
00:19:08I'm looking at Caleb as he stands abruptly.
00:19:10He doesn't pack up his things.
00:19:12Doesn't grab the broken pen.
00:19:13Just turns and walks out.
00:19:15Movement sharp with barely controlled violence.
00:19:18And my pulse is racing for entirely the wrong reason.
00:19:22The cruelest lies are the ones we tell ourselves about what we want.
00:19:26He texted again while I was in the shower.
00:19:28Three messages in 20 minutes.
00:19:30He's sweet.
00:19:31Persistent in a way that feels like warmth instead of pressure.
00:19:34Normal in a way I've forgotten people can be.
00:19:37This is good.
00:19:37Lucas is good.
00:19:39Lucas is exactly what you need.
00:19:41Caleb without the emotional terrorism.
00:19:43This is what normal feels like.
00:19:45This is what I deserve.
00:19:46My eyes still on my phone.
00:19:48Still composing a reply that sounds flirty without trying too hard.
00:19:52Well, fuck me sideways.
00:19:54That's a face I've never seen before.
00:19:57Texting lover boy with that dopey ass smile?
00:20:01Pathetic doesn't even begin to cover it, princess.
00:20:05What the fuck are you doing in my room?
00:20:06Get out!
00:20:08These are tragic, Serena.
00:20:10Truly, like, seek help levels of unsexy.
00:20:13I said get out!
00:20:16Are you wearing these to the party?
00:20:19Please say yes.
00:20:20I need to see Lucas' face when he discovers what's underneath.
00:20:26Give those back!
00:20:27Granny panties with fruit on them.
00:20:29Bold strategy for a girl trying to lose her B card.
00:20:32I'm not trying to.
00:20:34Oh, you're definitely trying.
00:20:36That dumb smile you just walked in with?
00:20:39The sad little hair flip in the library?
00:20:42Touching his arm like you learned flirting from a WikiHow article?
00:20:45Get off my bed!
00:20:47Lucas Bennett.
00:20:48That's your big play?
00:20:50You really think that golden retro boy is interested in you?
00:20:53Unlike some people, Lucas is actually capable of basic human decency.
00:20:58Lucas is capable of fucking anything with a pulse, sure.
00:21:02But interested?
00:21:03Serena.
00:21:05Sweetheart.
00:21:06Look at yourself.
00:21:07You used to be friends with him.
00:21:09What happened?
00:21:10People grow apart.
00:21:12It happens.
00:21:13That's not an answer.
00:21:15It's the only one you're getting.
00:21:18Ancient history isn't really my thing.
00:21:20But we're not talking about me.
00:21:22We're talking about you, and you're gonna show up in some tragic little costume.
00:21:27And follow him around all night like a stray dog.
00:21:30And he's gonna ditch you the second someone hotter walks by.
00:21:33You don't know anything about...
00:21:35I know you.
00:21:3619 years old and never been fucked.
00:21:38You think that's an accident?
00:21:40You think guys just haven't noticed you?
00:21:42They've noticed.
00:21:44They're just not interested.
00:21:46There's nothing there to want.
00:21:48Lucas asked me.
00:21:50Not the other way around.
00:21:52Lucas is working an angle.
00:21:54Probably a bet with his frat brothers.
00:21:56Go ahead.
00:21:57Prove them right.
00:21:59Make a fool of yourself in front of the whole school.
00:22:01I'd rather humiliate myself in front of everyone than spend another second with you.
00:22:05Then we're both getting what we want.
00:22:07Wear the ugly underwear.
00:22:09It'll match the rest of you.
00:22:12The door clicks shut behind him, and I don't move for a long time.
00:22:16My fingers find the strawberry underwear crumpled on the carpet, and I clutch them against my chest like armor.
00:22:22The cotton is warm from his hands, and I despise that I notice.
00:22:26What was that look?
00:22:27Right before he left, his expression shifted into territory I didn't recognize.
00:22:32Not cruel.
00:22:33Not mocking.
00:22:34Almost desperate.
00:22:35Get out of my head, Thornton.
00:22:37Get out.
00:22:38I look at myself in the mirror.
00:22:40The black bodysuit clings to curves I usually hide beneath hoodies and oversized sweaters.
00:22:45Holy fuck, Serena Lackham.
00:22:48Where have you been hiding that body?
00:22:50Lucas is going to swallow his own tongue when he sees you.
00:22:53Hell, I might switch teams.
00:22:55What if he doesn't like me?
00:22:57Oh, he'll like you.
00:22:59That boy has been eye-fucking you through every study session.
00:23:03And maybe tonight, he finally gets to do it for real.
00:23:08Okay, let's go before I change my mind.
00:23:12The party is chaos incarnate.
00:23:14Music pounds through the walls, bass so heavy the floor vibrates beneath my heels.
00:23:19Stay close!
00:23:20Lucas said he'd be wearing a skeleton mask.
00:23:23Great.
00:23:24Super helpful.
00:23:25I've already counted four skeleton masks in my immediate vicinity.
00:23:28Mia's sorority sisters descend like perfectly coordinated vultures, dragging her towards
00:23:34something called the situation on the dance floor.
00:23:37I park myself near the makeshift bar, draining my cup.
00:23:40The alcohol burns away the edges of my anxiety, making everything softer, warmer, more possible.
00:23:47That's when I see him.
00:23:49Lucas.
00:23:49Tall frame and broad shoulders I recognize.
00:23:52White mask tilted toward me from across the room.
00:23:55My pulse quickens, and I tell myself it's the alcohol.
00:23:58He doesn't wave or call out.
00:24:00He simply extends one hand in my direction, palm up, waiting.
00:24:04Probably wants to see if the pre-law princess is as frigid as everyone says.
00:24:08Fine.
00:24:09Let him see.
00:24:10Let him tell everyone afterward.
00:24:12At least I won't be untouched anymore.
00:24:14Won't be the pathetic virgin Caleb mocks at every opportunity.
00:24:17The silence feels intentional.
00:24:19Part of the costume, part of the game.
00:24:22Lucas?
00:24:23He doesn't answer.
00:24:24His hands find my waist instead.
00:24:26Thumbs tracing slow circles against my hip bones.
00:24:29And I decide that silence is answer enough.
00:24:32Oh, we're really committing to the role.
00:24:34I don't want this to be special.
00:24:36I don't want tender words or meaningful glances.
00:24:39I just want it done.
00:24:41Lucas's hands are rougher than I expected.
00:24:43Gripping my waist like he's afraid I'll disappear.
00:24:46Fuck, okay.
00:24:47I kinda like aggressive Lucas.
00:24:50Can you at least lift the mask?
00:24:53I wanna kiss you.
00:24:55He pauses.
00:24:56Then slowly, he pushes the mask up just enough to expose his mouth.
00:25:01In the darkness, I can't make out features.
00:25:03Just the outline of lips that crash into mine with bruising force.
00:25:08God, who knew Lucas had this in him?
00:25:14His fingers finally slide between my thighs.
00:25:17When he pushes finger inside me without warning, I nearly come off the bed.
00:25:21The stretch burns, but the pleasure overwhelms it.
00:25:24Especially when his thumb finds my clit and circles with practiced precision.
00:25:28My mind drifts as sensation builds.
00:25:31What if it was him?
00:25:32I imagine Caleb's hands instead of Lucas's.
00:25:35Caleb's body pressing me into the mattress.
00:25:37Caleb's breath hot against my throat.
00:25:40The fantasy builds pressure low in my belly,
00:25:43spiraling toward a release that hovers just out of reach.
00:25:46My fingers dig into shoulders that belong to one man while my mind belongs entirely to another.
00:25:51My orgasm hits like a freight train.
00:25:54Completely unexpected.
00:25:56It's over.
00:25:57It's done.
00:25:57You're not a virgin anymore.
00:26:01The girl in the mirror looks exactly as hollow as I feel.
00:26:04Congratulations, Serena.
00:26:06You're officially as pathetic as Caleb always said.
00:26:08When I finally emerge, I nearly collide with a familiar chest.
00:26:12There you are.
00:26:14I've been looking everywhere for you.
00:26:17Some dickhead in the same mask spilled his entire drink on me.
00:26:21Had to go change.
00:26:22Did you just get here?
00:26:24You look amazing, by the way.
00:26:26The floor tilts beneath me.
00:26:28He's been down here looking for me.
00:26:30Which means the man in that bedroom.
00:26:32That wasn't Lucas at all.
00:26:35I call her Princess because that's what she is.
00:26:38A girl who's never had to fight for anything.
00:26:40And I've been crawling and fighting my whole fucking life.
00:26:45The ceiling above my bed holds no answers.
00:26:48But I stare at it anyway.
00:26:49Counting the minutes by the soft sounds filtering through the bathroom wall.
00:26:53A drawer opening.
00:26:55Water running.
00:26:56The whisper of fabric against skin.
00:26:58You're sick.
00:27:00Twisted beyond repair.
00:27:01I remember the first time I called her Princess.
00:27:04We were 12.
00:27:05She tried to skip a stone.
00:27:07Failed spectacularly.
00:27:09Her laugh bounced across the water.
00:27:11This mix of embarrassment and joy that hit me right in the chest.
00:27:16You're doing it wrong.
00:27:17Here.
00:27:18Like this.
00:27:20See?
00:27:21Perfect technique for a perfect Princess.
00:27:24Thanks, Caleb.
00:27:25Two words.
00:27:26That's all it took.
00:27:28I was done for.
00:27:29Then I went home.
00:27:31That was the summer my father discovered new hobbies.
00:27:34I learned to sleep with my eyes half open.
00:27:37To flinch at footsteps.
00:27:38To disappear into walls.
00:27:40And suddenly, Serena's perfection stopped being something beautiful.
00:27:44It became a mirror.
00:27:45If her life is so perfect, let me be the one in perfection.
00:27:54I wanted to grab her shoulders and shake her until she broke.
00:27:58Until she screamed.
00:28:00And I wanted to hold her until she felt safe enough to fall apart.
00:28:04Pick a lane, asshole.
00:28:06You can't destroy someone and save them at the same time.
00:28:09Because Serena isn't just in my head.
00:28:11She's carved into my bones.
00:28:13My phone buzzes on the nightstand.
00:28:16The racing circuit.
00:28:17The debt follows me like a second shadow.
00:28:20My father's legacy.
00:28:22I wonder how much longer I can keep buried the obsession that drives me to follow her.
00:28:26Like a satellite caught in her gravitational pull.
00:28:30I've been choking on jealousy for the past 20 minutes.
00:28:33It was just one of those moments, you know?
00:28:39Look at me like that.
00:28:40Just once.
00:28:41But she never will.
00:28:44You have the most beautiful smile.
00:28:46Lucas leans in closer, whispering something that makes her cheeks go pink.
00:28:50And I'm gripping my hands so hard my knuckles turn white.
00:28:54She doesn't pull away.
00:28:55Doesn't stiffen.
00:28:56Just tilts her head and listens like he's reciting fucking Shakespeare.
00:29:00I want to be at his place.
00:29:01I shove back from the table and walk out before I do something I can't take back.
00:29:06I try the gym first.
00:29:0845 minutes of punishing my muscles until they scream.
00:29:12But every time I close my eyes between sets, I see her hand on his arm.
00:29:16Her smile.
00:29:17The way she leant toward him like he was magnetic north.
00:29:20I last three hours.
00:29:22Three hours of telling myself I don't care who she talks to.
00:29:25But my feet carry me down the hallway.
00:29:27Her bedroom door is unlocked.
00:29:29The shower runs in the bathroom and I should leave.
00:29:32She left her underwear on the bed.
00:29:34Tiny strawberries printed across the fabric like some kind of joke.
00:29:37A laugh builded in my chest.
00:29:39But it dies before it reaches my throat.
00:29:42The water shuts off.
00:29:44The door opens.
00:29:45And...
00:29:46Jesus fucking Christ.
00:29:48She was wearing nothing but a towel that's trying its best but failing spectacularly.
00:29:53Water drops race down her collarbone.
00:29:55Her hair is plastered to her shoulders.
00:29:58Darker with moisture.
00:29:59And the way that terrycloth clings to every curve she usually hides under hoodies.
00:30:04Makes my brain short circuit.
00:30:06This is what she's been keeping from me.
00:30:08She doesn't speak.
00:30:10Her body tells me everything.
00:30:11The way she arches into my touch.
00:30:13The way her breath hitches when my thumb brushes her.
00:30:17She moves against me with increasing desperation.
00:30:20Her fingers in my chest.
00:30:22And she lowers her mouth to me.
00:30:23Her fingers find my shoulders when she climbs onto my lap.
00:30:26Straddling me.
00:30:27And the towel rides up her thighs.
00:30:29Through my jeans, I can feel the heat of her.
00:30:32And my hands find her waist like they've been waiting their whole existence for this moment.
00:30:38I wake up so hard it hurts.
00:30:40Her phantom warmth still pressed against my skin.
00:30:43Pathetic.
00:30:45You're absolutely pathetic.
00:30:46She moves against me with increasing desperation.
00:30:50Her fingers in my chest.
00:30:51And she lowers her mouth to me.
00:30:53Her phone sits on the counter.
00:30:55Screen glowing with an unread message.
00:30:57I should walk away.
00:30:58But I've never been decent where Serena is concerned.
00:31:01The screen illuminates at my touch.
00:31:03And my ex-best friend's name stares back at me.
00:31:05Lucas.
00:31:06My blood turns to lead in my veins.
00:31:09The racing circuit.
00:31:10Lucas is taking her to the fucking racing circuit.
00:31:13where I'll be competing to pay off another installment of my father's debt.
00:31:17Fuck.
00:31:18My two worlds are about to collide.
00:31:19And there's not a damn thing I can do to stop it.
00:31:25Three more races after tonight.
00:31:27And you're clear, kid.
00:31:29How does that feel?
00:31:31Like I might actually sleep again.
00:31:33Two years since I stood in our kitchen watching my mother cry over bills my father left behind.
00:31:38When the helmet goes on, I'm supposed to stop being Caleb Thornton.
00:31:42Out here, I'm Shane Lander.
00:31:4423.
00:31:45No family drama.
00:31:46Just a guy who rides fast and pays his debts on time.
00:31:50You've earned it, man.
00:31:53Fastest rider I've ever let borrow my name.
00:31:56The engine beneath me roars to life.
00:31:58Vibrating through my thighs.
00:32:00My chest.
00:32:01My teeth.
00:32:02Despite everything, freedom floods through my veins.
00:32:05This is the part I'll miss when the debt clears.
00:32:08Exhaust fumes curl through the night air.
00:32:10That's when I see them.
00:32:12No.
00:32:12Serena and Lucas.
00:32:14Walking through the crowd like tourists in a war zone.
00:32:17I'll be right there with you.
00:32:18His arm draped over her shoulders with that casual ownership that makes me want to put my fist through his
00:32:23perfect teeth.
00:32:24She really agreed to come here with him.
00:32:26She really came here.
00:32:28To this oil-stained hellscape and men with criminal records.
00:32:31Just focused.
00:33:00The starting signal flares red, then green.
00:33:02First lap.
00:33:02The ground itself has betrayed me.
00:33:04Gravel bites into my shoulder blade where the jacket rode up.
00:33:07The sky spins above me in lazy circles.
00:33:10Stars smearing into floodlights into darkness.
00:33:12You're an absolute idiot!
00:33:15What the hell were you thinking?
00:33:17I tried to answer, but my lungs have decided breathing is optional.
00:33:21Each inhale feels like swallowing fiberglass.
00:33:24Someone call 911!
00:33:26Immediately!
00:33:27No ambulances, girl.
00:33:30We can't let the police search here.
00:33:32He could be bleeding internally!
00:33:34Look at him!
00:33:36I can handle this.
00:33:38We have people who can help.
00:33:40I don't give a fuck about your people!
00:33:42Serena, maybe we should...
00:33:45Shut up!
00:33:46Just shut up and let me think!
00:33:47I gasp and pain floods through me, sharp and clarifying, radiating from my ribs to my spine.
00:33:55Caleb, here you go.
00:33:57Stay with me.
00:33:58Just stay with me, okay?
00:34:00Worth it, I think, as darkness creeps in at the edges.
00:34:04Totally fucking worth it to see her look at me that.
00:34:08Have you ever hated someone so much that watching them bleed feels like bleeding yourself?
00:34:13The fluorescent lights of the emergency room buzz overhead, casting everything in a pallid glow.
00:34:19Nurses move around Caleb, checking vitals, cleaning wounds.
00:34:23I agreed to come tonight because Lucas asked,
00:34:26and because some reckless part of me wanted to prove I could be spontaneous.
00:34:31Then the race started, and my eyes found one rider without conscious thought.
00:34:36The angle of his shoulders, the aggressive grace of his turns.
00:34:40I knew it was Caleb before I could name why.
00:34:42Come on, Serena, let's go.
00:34:45We can still salvage the night.
00:34:47No, I'll take him home.
00:34:48You go.
00:34:49I watch him disappear through the automatic doors and feel nothing.
00:34:53The only thing occupying my mind is the boy bleeding in the room behind me.
00:34:58Six years of cruelty, being called princess like a slur,
00:35:02and yet here I sit in this taxi,
00:35:05watching streetlights strobe across his damaged face,
00:35:08aching with a tenderness that has survived every wound he's ever inflicted.
00:35:13Inside, I flip on the kitchen lights and notice the dark stain spreading across his back,
00:35:18fresh blood seeping through ruined fabric.
00:35:21You're bleeding again.
00:35:24Sit down.
00:35:26The wound is on your shoulder blade.
00:35:29Unless you've developed the ability to desillocate your arms,
00:35:32you can't reach it?
00:35:35Sit.
00:35:37Down.
00:35:41Let me.
00:35:42His back is a masterpiece of destruction.
00:35:45My hands shake as I clean the wounds.
00:35:48Why do you race?
00:35:49You can't even drive.
00:35:51I can drive fine.
00:35:52I was distracted.
00:35:54Don't move.
00:35:56I know how to pay attention.
00:36:01Speaking of attention,
00:36:03you look cozy with Bennett tonight.
00:36:05We're not talking about Lucas.
00:36:08No?
00:36:09Maybe we should.
00:36:11Did he buy you dinner first?
00:36:14If I didn't know better,
00:36:16I'd think you were jealous.
00:36:19You think this is funny?
00:36:20Finish the damn sentence, Caleb!
00:36:23You're playing with fire, Serena.
00:36:25Good.
00:36:27Maybe Lucas will help me put it out after.
00:36:31Keep talking.
00:36:33See what happens.
00:36:35Lucas wanted to take me home tonight.
00:36:38After the race.
00:36:39He'd be nice, you know?
00:36:41Careful.
00:36:43Everything you're not.
00:36:45Want to know why I crashed?
00:36:49I saw his hands on you
00:36:53and forgot there was a fucking road.
00:36:56So you're jealous?
00:36:58Don't sound so fucking pleased about it.
00:37:00You have no right to be jealous.
00:37:03Not after everything.
00:37:04I know.
00:37:07Because you were the only beautiful thing
00:37:09I'd ever touched.
00:37:11and I only know how to bring beautiful things.
00:37:23Caleb.
00:37:26This is insane.
00:37:29I know.
00:37:31I don't care.
00:37:32I don't care.
00:37:32Her breath catching.
00:37:33This is where she belongs.
00:37:35In my hands.
00:37:36Under my mouth.
00:37:37Mine.
00:37:38If you want me to stop,
00:37:39say it now.
00:37:40I don't know.
00:37:41But we can't just...
00:37:43Dear you?
00:37:44I should want you to stop.
00:37:46I should hate this.
00:37:49Serena.
00:37:51I've been aroused by you since I was 15.
00:37:53You can read the phone book,
00:37:55but...
00:37:56I need a cold shower.
00:37:58You have no idea what you do to me.
00:38:00Then show me.
00:38:02Stop talking and show me.
00:38:03So I do.
00:38:04The bra is white lace.
00:38:06Simple.
00:38:07Devastating.
00:38:07Not strawberry lingerie.
00:38:12I also have regular underwear, idiot.
00:38:15Thank God.
00:38:17Her breathing has gone shallow.
00:38:18Chest rising and falling rapidly.
00:38:21Sensitive?
00:38:24I don't...
00:38:25Every instinct screams at me to take,
00:38:28to claim,
00:38:28to devour.
00:38:29Yet this is Serena.
00:38:30The girl I've destroyed for six years.
00:38:33But I can't stop.
00:38:34So eager for it, aren't you?
00:38:36Who would have thought that a princess
00:38:38could be so lustful?
00:38:40She goes rigid.
00:38:41Fuck.
00:38:42The word princess hangs between us
00:38:44like a blade,
00:38:45sharp with six years of history.
00:38:48Six years of using that word
00:38:50to hurt her,
00:38:51to belittle her,
00:38:52to make her feel small.
00:38:54Serena, I didn't mean...
00:38:56Don't.
00:38:58Just...
00:38:59Don't.
00:39:00It slipped out.
00:39:01Force of habit.
00:39:02I wasn't...
00:39:03I can't.
00:39:05I can't do this.
00:39:07Serena, please.
00:39:08Just wait.
00:39:10I can't look at you now.
00:39:12I can't be near you.
00:39:13Just let me explain.
00:39:16Explain what?
00:39:17That you've hated me for six years,
00:39:19and now you expect me to believe
00:39:21this is real?
00:39:22This is real.
00:39:24This is the only real feeling
00:39:25I've ever felt.
00:39:26Then why?
00:39:27Why did you try to destroy me?
00:39:34One word.
00:39:35One fucking word,
00:39:36and I destroyed everything.
00:39:39His mouth tasted like copper
00:39:41and recklessness,
00:39:42and I'm drowning in both.
00:39:44This was what I've been missing.
00:39:46This heat.
00:39:47This hunger.
00:39:48This feeling of being wanted
00:39:50so desperately.
00:39:51Princess.
00:39:52And my body went rigid,
00:39:55not from pleasure,
00:39:56from the avalanche
00:39:57of everything he's ever done to me,
00:39:59crashing through the walls
00:40:00I'd foolishly let him breach.
00:40:02Every insult lands fresh.
00:40:05Serena?
00:40:06Six years of systematic destruction
00:40:08flood back in a single devastating wave.
00:40:11I don't remember mounting the bike.
00:40:13I don't register the roads I take,
00:40:15the turns I make,
00:40:17the darkness swallowing everything
00:40:18beyond my headlights' weak beam.
00:40:20Muscle memory guides me
00:40:22through streets I've traveled
00:40:23a thousand times before.
00:40:25Our spot,
00:40:26mine and hers.
00:40:28I cry for her,
00:40:29for the mother who should be here,
00:40:30who should be the one I run to
00:40:32when boys break me open.
00:40:33I cry for the woman I'm becoming.
00:40:35The truth surfaces between sobs,
00:40:38ugly and undeniable,
00:40:39and impossible to shove back down
00:40:41where it belongs.
00:40:42I want Caleb Thornton,
00:40:44his hands,
00:40:45his mouth,
00:40:46the desperate way he looked at me
00:40:48before I ran away.
00:40:49The admission settles into my chest
00:40:51with the weight of inevitability.
00:40:54I want him.
00:40:55God help me.
00:40:56I want him.
00:40:57And that's exactly why I can't have him.
00:41:00Serena Lakin doesn't crumble for anyone,
00:41:03least of all the boy who tried hardest
00:41:05to break her.
00:41:07The neighborhood is tomb silent
00:41:09when I finally coast into our driveway,
00:41:12legs burning from pedaling through streets.
00:41:14I barely remember traveling.
00:41:16Both cars sit in their usual spots,
00:41:19dark and silent like sleeping sentinels.
00:41:22Parents came home while I was falling apart by a lake,
00:41:25and my father had no idea his daughter spent the evening
00:41:28kissing her stepbrother in their kitchen.
00:41:30The stairs creak once beneath my weight,
00:41:33and I freeze,
00:41:34heart slamming against my ribs,
00:41:36but no bedroom doors open.
00:41:38No concerned voices call out into the darkness.
00:41:41Sleep doesn't come.
00:41:42I lie on my back and stare at the ceiling,
00:41:45tracing patterns in the shadows
00:41:47that shift each time a car passes on the street below.
00:41:50His hands ghost across my skin
00:41:52in phantom touches I can't shake.
00:41:54The weight of his body between my thighs.
00:41:57The desperate sound of my name in his mouth.
00:41:59Because you were the only beautiful thing I'd ever touched.
00:42:03The confession plays on loop,
00:42:05wearing grooves into my brain
00:42:07until I can't tell if I'm remembering or inventing.
00:42:10Did he really say that?
00:42:11Did his voice really crack on the words
00:42:13like something inside him was breaking?
00:42:16I pull my pillow over my face and scream into it.
00:42:19Morning arrives with the subtlety of a sledgehammer.
00:42:22I spend 20 minutes rebuilding my face
00:42:24into something presentable.
00:42:26Each brush stroke feels like armor,
00:42:29layer after layer of pigment
00:42:30between the world and my devastation.
00:42:33You're fine.
00:42:34You're completely fine.
00:42:35My legs feel like they belong to someone else
00:42:38as I descend the stairs.
00:42:40Caleb is already at the breakfast table.
00:42:42His head lifts when I enter.
00:42:44Everything from last night crashes back.
00:42:47His mouth, his hands, his confession, my retreat.
00:42:50I look away first.
00:42:52The coffee pot becomes my entire focus
00:42:54as I pour with hands that refuse to steady.
00:42:59Good morning, sweetheart.
00:43:01You look tired.
00:43:02Late night studying.
00:43:04Something like that.
00:43:05I have some wonderful news.
00:43:07I ran into Richard Bennett at the club yesterday,
00:43:11and he mentioned that Lucas has been
00:43:15spending quite a bit of time with you lately.
00:43:18I have to say I was delighted to hear it.
00:43:21Lucas seems like a wonderful young man.
00:43:24Richard and Patricia raised him well.
00:43:27Lucas is...
00:43:29nice.
00:43:30More than nice, apparently.
00:43:32Richard seemed to think things were progressing
00:43:34rather well between you two.
00:43:36And I must say,
00:43:37I wholeheartedly approve.
00:43:40The Bennetts are good people.
00:43:42Serena.
00:43:43Solid values.
00:43:45Excellent future prospects.
00:43:47The kind of foundation any father would want for his daughter.
00:43:51Nothing's progressing.
00:43:54We're just friends, Dad.
00:43:58For now.
00:44:00I'm just so glad you're spending time with the right people.
00:44:03Quality connections are important, honey.
00:44:08I have somewhere to be.
00:44:14Well,
00:44:16I wonder what's gotten into him this morning.
00:44:19Young men.
00:44:21Probably some athletic commitment he forgot about until now.
00:44:28My phone buzzes against my thigh.
00:44:30The screen illuminates with Lucas's name,
00:44:33and I almost laugh at the cosmic timing of it all.
00:44:36The universe has a sick sense of humor.
00:44:39I should say no.
00:44:40I should create distance from everything.
00:44:43Lucas.
00:44:44Caleb.
00:44:44The entire tangled mess I've made of my carefully ordered existence.
00:44:49Getting closer to Lucas means watching Caleb's face harden every time we're in the same room.
00:44:54My thumbs hover over the keyboard for a long moment.
00:44:58Me.
00:44:58Sure.
00:44:59Because maybe normal is exactly what I need right now.
00:45:03Drowning looks different when you're doing it on dry land.
00:45:07Here's what I'm currently juggling.
00:45:08A faceless stranger who took my virginity and vanished into a sea of identical skeleton masks.
00:45:15A stepbrother whose mouth I can still taste when I close my eyes,
00:45:19no matter how many times I brush my teeth or child in coffee.
00:45:24The library has become my bunker, my fortress,
00:45:27my carefully constructed excuse to avoid every space where Caleb might appear.
00:45:32The complicated part that keeps me awake at night?
00:45:35I don't entirely regret it.
00:45:37You look like someone ran over your cat, resurrected it, and ran it over again.
00:45:42Thanks for that vivid imagery.
00:45:44Really appreciate the poetry you've blessed me with today.
00:45:48I'm being serious right now, Serena.
00:45:50You've been weird for days,
00:45:52and don't think I haven't noticed every single red flag you're waving.
00:45:56That's complete bullshit and you know it.
00:45:59You maintain your GPA in your sleep.
00:46:01Is this about the mystery guy from the race?
00:46:04Did something happen that night?
00:46:06I don't know what you're talking about, Mia.
00:46:09Oh, come on.
00:46:09Don't insult my intelligence.
00:46:11I saw your face that Monday.
00:46:14Even if something did happen,
00:46:15I wouldn't know how to explain it without sounding completely unhinged.
00:46:18Some things are too tangled to put into words.
00:46:21Try me.
00:46:22I've heard worse things than you can possibly imagine.
00:46:24My older sister once confessed to sleeping with her professor,
00:46:28and I kept that secret through two Thanksgivings and a family reunion.
00:46:32It's complicated.
00:46:34Complicated usually means interesting, in my experience.
00:46:37The messiest situations always make the best stories afterward.
00:46:40This isn't a story I want to tell anyone, ever.
00:46:44This is a disaster.
00:46:46Fine, I won't push you today.
00:46:48But I'm here when you're ready to spill everything.
00:47:00He took this while he was inside me,
00:47:03while I kept my eyes shut.
00:47:05Every tall frame, every athletic build
00:47:07makes me wonder with nauseating intensity.
00:47:11Was it you?
00:47:14You look incredible tonight.
00:47:17That blouse is perfect on you.
00:47:19Thank you for bringing me here.
00:47:20It's beautiful.
00:47:22Only the best for you, Serena.
00:47:25The words should make my heart flutter,
00:47:27but my mind keeps drifting to that photo on my phone.
00:47:30Who took it?
00:47:31What do they want from me?
00:47:33Is this blackmail waiting to detonate,
00:47:35or a warning shot across my bow?
00:47:37The professor sounds like some kind of weirdo.
00:47:39Did he actually throw chalk at that guy?
00:47:42Allegedly.
00:47:44The kid deserved it, though.
00:47:46Remind me never to fall asleep in your classes.
00:47:50Serena, you seem really distracted tonight.
00:47:54Sorry.
00:47:56Just school stress weighing on me.
00:47:58Anything I could help with?
00:47:59Can you tell me why my stepbrother
00:48:01makes me feel more alive in fury
00:48:04than you do in kindness?
00:48:06No.
00:48:07But thank you for asking.
00:48:14I had a really great time tonight.
00:48:16Me too.
00:48:23You should go, Bennett.
00:48:25Now.
00:48:26I was just saying goodnight to Serena, man.
00:48:28And now you're leaving.
00:48:31Immediately.
00:48:33Okay.
00:48:33I'll call you tomorrow, Serena.
00:48:34Goodnight.
00:48:40This roast chicken is truly excellent.
00:48:43Yes.
00:48:44It goes perfectly with the wine.
00:48:46The hospital charity gala is next weekend.
00:48:48I was thinking Serena should attend.
00:48:50Wonderful idea.
00:48:52The Bennets will be there, too.
00:48:54Lucas could introduce you to some partners
00:48:56at his father's firm.
00:48:58Networking is so important at your age.
00:49:00Perfect opportunity to wear that lovely dress
00:49:03we bought last month.
00:49:04Of course.
00:49:06Sure.
00:49:07I'll go with Lucas.
00:49:09May I be excused at an early morning?
00:49:11Of course, sweetheart.
00:49:13Is everything all right?
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:15Everything is perfect.
00:49:20Sorry, I...
00:49:21Well, young people in their moods, I guess.
00:49:26He's probably just tired from training.
00:49:28The season is demanding.
00:49:30When did this happen?
00:49:31When did Caleb Thornton's opinions
00:49:33start mattering more than my own piece?
00:49:42We need to talk.
00:49:45Fascinating opener.
00:49:46The answer's still no.
00:49:48Get out.
00:49:49Lucas isn't what he seems.
00:49:52You need to stay away from him.
00:49:53Oh, this is rich.
00:49:55You're giving me relationship advice now?
00:49:57You, of all people?
00:49:59This isn't about us, Serena.
00:50:01This is about him.
00:50:03There is no us, Caleb.
00:50:04There's you, trespassing in my room,
00:50:06running your mouth about things
00:50:07that don't concern you.
00:50:11You kissed him tonight.
00:50:13I did a lot of things tonight.
00:50:15Breathing, blinking, walking upright.
00:50:18Should I run those by you, too,
00:50:19or just the ones involving other men's mouths?
00:50:21On our doorstep.
00:50:23Ten feet from where I was standing.
00:50:26Proximity bothers you now?
00:50:28That's new.
00:50:29You've never had trouble performing
00:50:31with an audience before.
00:50:33Careful, Serena.
00:50:34Or what?
00:50:35You'll make my life miserable?
00:50:37Breaking news.
00:50:38You've been doing that since middle school.
00:50:40I'm immune.
00:50:41You're not immune to anything.
00:50:43Your pulse is jumping in your throat right now.
00:50:47I can see it from here.
00:50:49That's called hatred, Caleb.
00:50:50Search it.
00:50:51Hatred doesn't make your pupils dilate.
00:50:54Hatred doesn't make you breathe
00:50:56like you've been running.
00:50:57Maybe I'm allergic to bullshit.
00:50:59You're certainly giving off enough of it.
00:51:01Then why haven't you screamed for Daddy yet?
00:51:03I don't need my father to handle you.
00:51:06No?
00:51:06Then handle me yourself.
00:51:08Put your hands on my chest
00:51:10and shove me out that door.
00:51:17What's the holdup, princess?
00:51:18All that righteous anger
00:51:20and you can't even touch me long enough
00:51:21to push me away.
00:51:22Don't call me that.
00:51:24Touch me and I'll stop.
00:51:25You're terrified.
00:51:27Not of me.
00:51:29Of what happens when you stop
00:51:31pretending you don't want this.
00:51:32The only thing I want
00:51:34is for you to choke on your own ego.
00:51:36Liar.
00:51:37Your whole body's shaking.
00:51:39You're so wound up
00:51:41you can barely stand.
00:51:42You are delusional.
00:51:44Then prove it.
00:51:46Tell me to leave.
00:51:48Mean it.
00:51:48Why are you in my face again?
00:51:50What do you want from me?
00:52:02Come on, princess.
00:52:05Tell me how much you hate me now.
00:52:07I hate.
00:52:08I hate you.
00:52:10Again.
00:52:12Make me believe it this time.
00:52:14Caleb.
00:52:18Every pathetic dream
00:52:20I've tortured myself with
00:52:21dissolves into nothing
00:52:23compared to the weight of her body
00:52:25pressed against mine.
00:52:26Somehow we migrate to my room.
00:52:31You're shaking.
00:52:33No, I'm not.
00:52:40Caleb.
00:52:42Your hands are literally trembling.
00:52:44Shut up.
00:52:46I'm just saying.
00:52:47You want to analyze this?
00:52:49Write a thesis about my
00:52:51sizzy logical responses?
00:52:54Or do you want me to make you
00:52:55forget how to form sentences?
00:52:57That's what I thought.
00:52:58I'm not a virgin anymore.
00:53:01That doesn't mean it won't hurt
00:53:03the second time.
00:53:04We don't have to do this.
00:53:06if you've changed your mind.
00:53:08I haven't changed my fucking mind.
00:53:12I just...
00:53:14I need you to be sure.
00:53:16Why?
00:53:17Because I'm not a complete bastard.
00:53:20Despite popular opinion.
00:53:22Caleb, I want this.
00:53:23I want you.
00:53:27Tell me if it hurts.
00:53:29I mean it, Serena.
00:53:30One word and I stop.
00:53:35Your turn.
00:53:36Slow down.
00:53:37You've been telling me to shut up
00:53:39and take what I want for years.
00:53:42Now you want me to be patient?
00:53:44Now I want to take my time.
00:53:47I want to learn every inch of you.
00:53:49I want to hear every sound you make.
00:53:52I want to remember this
00:53:53when I'm old and broken
00:53:54and you've moved on
00:53:55to someone who deserves you.
00:53:56Caleb, you're staring.
00:53:59Don't hide from me.
00:54:00Not now.
00:54:02It's embarrassing.
00:54:03You're perfect.
00:54:05You've always been perfect
00:54:06and I've hated you for it.
00:54:07Hated how much I wanted you.
00:54:09Hated that you made me feel
00:54:10things I couldn't control.
00:54:19Caleb, what are you doing?
00:54:29Caleb.
00:54:30We go slow.
00:54:36I'll stop whenever you say.
00:54:42Caleb, please.
00:54:45Please what?
00:54:46I need you.
00:54:48Please, I need you inside me.
00:54:57Her taste, salt and sweetness
00:55:00as I drag my mouth down her throat.
00:55:03I've dreamed about this
00:55:05since my first fumbling experiences
00:55:07taught me what bodies could do together.
00:55:09Backseats of cars
00:55:11with girls whose names blurred by morning.
00:55:14Dorm rooms and parties
00:55:15and encounters
00:55:16that meant nothing beyond temporary release.
00:55:19None of them mattered
00:55:20because they weren't her.
00:55:23God.
00:55:24We found me
00:55:24but we're real close
00:55:26This line we crossed
00:55:28Nobody knows
00:55:30Forbidden
00:55:31Don't pray, don't cry
00:55:35Just let me drown
00:55:36in your alibi
00:55:38What if we stop pretending
00:55:42What if we just give in
00:55:51The warmth pressed against my body
00:55:53Tangible and real
00:56:02How long have you been awake?
00:56:05A while
00:56:06You talk in your sleep, you know that?
00:56:11Very entertaining
00:56:12Right, something about
00:56:14constitutional amendments
00:56:15and a certain
00:56:18Professor Henderson
00:56:19Oh God
00:56:21Please tell me you're lying
00:56:23I liked it best
00:56:24when you muttered something
00:56:24about colored markers
00:56:26Very sexy bedtime talk, Lincoln
00:56:31You're unbearable
00:56:32And yet you're here
00:56:35Still in my bed
00:56:37The morning is just beginning
00:56:39Give me time
00:56:41Take all the time you want
00:56:43I'm not going anywhere
00:56:49I should probably go get ready
00:56:52The gala is tonight
00:56:54and I need to
00:56:56A gala evening?
00:56:57Yes, the charity event
00:56:59our parents have been discussing
00:57:00for weeks
00:57:00Catherine mentioned it
00:57:02at dinner last night
00:57:02Remember?
00:57:03The hospital foundation thing
00:57:05The whole point of last night
00:57:07was that you don't go with him
00:57:09Last night had no point
00:57:11Last night was a mistake
00:57:12A mistake
00:57:14That's what you're calling him
00:57:15What else would I possibly
00:57:16call it, Caleb?
00:57:18You were screaming my name
00:57:19four hours ago
00:57:19and now it's a mistake?
00:57:21I'll wear your voice
00:57:22before someone hears it
00:57:26You let Lucas kiss you
00:57:28on our doorstep
00:57:28You're going to this gala
00:57:30on his arm tonight
00:57:33Parading around like
00:57:34nothing happened between us
00:57:35And?
00:57:37What happens in my life
00:57:38is none of your concern
00:57:40And I'm supposed to be
00:57:41fine with that?
00:57:43After everything that
00:57:44happened between us
00:57:45last night
00:57:45You don't get to be
00:57:46anything about my choices
00:57:50This doesn't give you
00:57:51rights over me
00:57:52Then
00:57:54what the hell does it
00:57:55give me, Serena?
00:57:57I need to go
00:57:58Step away
00:58:04You're really going to
00:58:05pretend this means
00:58:05nothing
00:58:06I'm not pretending
00:58:08anything
00:58:10Liar
00:58:11I know what you felt
00:58:14Let me go, Caleb
00:58:16I can't watch you with him
00:58:19I can't watch him touch you
00:58:21knowing what we
00:58:22knowing how you
00:58:24But before I can respond
00:58:26his slam on the closet
00:58:27makes us both look at the carpet
00:58:29and my whole world
00:58:30turns upside down
00:58:34I can explain
00:58:39Serena, please
00:58:41Just let me explain
00:58:42what happened
00:58:42You
00:58:44It was you
00:58:46Yes
00:58:46But it's not yoked
00:58:48You took my virginity
00:58:51You knew exactly
00:58:52who I was
00:58:52And you let me think
00:58:54I was with someone else
00:58:55I didn't plan it
00:58:56I saw you with Lucas
00:58:57followed because
00:58:58I was jealous
00:58:59and then you took my hand
00:59:00And you just went
00:59:01along with it
00:59:02You let me believe
00:59:03I was with someone else
00:59:04the entire time
00:59:05we were in that room
00:59:06You thought you were
00:59:07with Lucas
00:59:07You wanted him
00:59:08not me
00:59:08What was I supposed to do?
00:59:10Correct you mid-sduction
00:59:10Yes
00:59:12That's what a decent person
00:59:14would do, Caleb
00:59:15I'm not a decent human being
00:59:17I've never claimed to be
00:59:19And the message?
00:59:21The photo someone sent
00:59:22to my phone last week?
00:59:23That was me
00:59:26I sent it
00:59:27You photographed me
00:59:29without my consent
00:59:29and then used it
00:59:30to threaten me?
00:59:31It wasn't a threat
00:59:32It was
00:59:32I was trying to make you
00:59:34stay away from Lucas
00:59:35I panicked
00:59:36I blackmailing me?
00:59:38That was your brilliant plan?
00:59:40You kept spending
00:59:41time with him
00:59:42And I couldn't just
00:59:43tell you the truth
00:59:44without
00:59:45Without what?
00:59:46Admitting you'd already
00:59:47violated every boundary
00:59:49that exists
00:59:49between two people?
00:59:50Lucas is not
00:59:51who you think he is
00:59:53That's what I've been
00:59:54trying to tell you
00:59:54all this time
00:59:55Oh, this should be good
00:59:57Please enlighten me
00:59:58about who Lucas is
00:59:59He's dangerous, Serena
01:00:01There are things
01:00:02about him you don't know
01:00:03Things you conveniently
01:00:05couldn't mention
01:00:06until after you'd slept
01:00:07with me twice
01:00:07and gotten caught
01:00:08in your own web of lies
01:00:09The timing looks
01:00:10suspicious
01:00:11I know
01:00:12But I'm telling you
01:00:13the truth right now
01:00:14The truth?
01:00:15You don't know
01:00:16what that word means, Caleb
01:00:16You wouldn't recognize
01:00:17truth that introduced
01:00:18itself with a handshake
01:00:20Serena, wait
01:00:22You have to listen
01:00:23to me about this
01:00:26I don't have to do
01:00:27what you say
01:00:28Lucas hurt someone
01:00:30Back in high school
01:00:31there was a girl
01:00:32at a party
01:00:32after everyone else
01:00:33had left
01:00:34She is the reason
01:00:35we stop being friends
01:00:37And you expect me
01:00:39to believe this
01:00:40convenient revelation
01:00:41right now
01:00:41after everything
01:00:43you've just admitted?
01:00:44It's not convenient
01:00:45It's relevant
01:00:47Everything I've done
01:00:48has been to protect
01:00:49you from him
01:00:50Are you lying to me?
01:00:52This is thickening, Caleb
01:00:53I know what it looks like
01:00:55But all I did
01:00:57was because I
01:00:58Was because you're
01:00:59a manipulative bastard?
01:01:03Last night
01:01:03you told me
01:01:04it might hurt
01:01:05the second time
01:01:06You knew it was
01:01:07only my second time
01:01:08because you were
01:01:08my first
01:01:10Serena
01:01:10Don't
01:01:11Don't say my name
01:01:13like that
01:01:13You can't seem
01:01:14offended right now
01:01:16I'm going
01:01:18Don't follow me
01:01:19Please don't do this
01:01:21It's not like that
01:01:23Serena
01:01:23So how do I do it?
01:01:27You're exactly
01:01:28the villain
01:01:29I always knew
01:01:30you were
01:01:30I just forgot
01:01:31for a few hours
01:01:36And the party tonight?
01:01:38Are you still going
01:01:39with him
01:01:39despite everything
01:01:40I just told you?
01:01:42Your word
01:01:43means nothing
01:01:44to me anymore
01:01:46This is such
01:01:48a beautiful event
01:01:49It really is
01:01:50Cheers to that
01:01:51Charity galas exist
01:01:52so rich people
01:01:54can feel generous
01:01:55while drinking champagne
01:01:56that costs more
01:01:57than my textbooks
01:01:58You look stunning
01:02:00Every man in this room
01:02:02is jealous of me
01:02:02right now
01:02:03Flattery will get you
01:02:04everywhere
01:02:05Bennett
01:02:06That's what I'm
01:02:07counting on
01:02:09You two look
01:02:10absolutely lovely
01:02:10together
01:02:11Like something
01:02:12from a magazine
01:02:13spread
01:02:13honestly
01:02:16The Bennets
01:02:17raised a fine
01:02:17young man
01:02:18I couldn't be happier
01:02:19about you two
01:02:20spending time together
01:02:21Thank you sir
01:02:24Serena makes it
01:02:25easy to be a gentleman
01:02:37Do you want to dance?
01:02:39I wouldn't want
01:02:40anything more
01:02:44My father's partner
01:02:45wanted to meet you
01:02:46He's been asking about
01:02:47my mysterious
01:02:47pre-law girlfriend
01:02:48all evening
01:02:49I'm not your girlfriend
01:02:52Every interaction
01:02:53only reveals
01:02:54more kindness
01:02:55more evidence
01:02:56that Caleb lied
01:02:58Enjoying yourself
01:02:58princess
01:02:59Don't call me that
01:03:01Playing dress up
01:03:02with Bennett
01:03:02looks exhausting
01:03:04Blue suits you
01:03:05though
01:03:06Your mother
01:03:07would have approved
01:03:07Is there something
01:03:08you need Thornton?
01:03:10It's like it now
01:03:11actually
01:03:12Didn't you hear?
01:03:13We're one big
01:03:14happy family
01:03:15these days
01:03:16Just making
01:03:17conversation
01:03:17with my stepister
01:03:19Family obligation
01:03:20You understand
01:03:22Funny how you
01:03:23only remember
01:03:23family obligations
01:03:24when it's convenient
01:03:25Some of us
01:03:27remember when
01:03:27you couldn't
01:03:27spell the word
01:03:28And some of us
01:03:29remember things
01:03:30we probably
01:03:30shouldn't talk
01:03:31about
01:03:31at charity
01:03:32gallows
01:03:33Right Bennett
01:03:34Wouldn't want
01:03:35to ruin the evening
01:03:35with ancient
01:03:36history
01:03:37You're drunk
01:03:39Maybe you should
01:03:40find some water
01:03:41in a quiet corner
01:03:41Maybe you should
01:03:43worry less
01:03:43about my hydration
01:03:45and more about
01:03:46your own glass house
01:03:48Stones hurt
01:03:49when they come
01:03:50back around
01:03:50don't they?
01:03:52We were actually
01:03:52just leaving
01:03:53excuse us
01:04:04I didn't know
01:04:05you smoked
01:04:08There's a lot
01:04:08you don't know
01:04:09about me
01:04:10Though I suppose
01:04:11that cuts both
01:04:12ways now
01:04:12doesn't it?
01:04:14You've been avoiding
01:04:15me all night
01:04:16Serena
01:04:16I really like
01:04:18the gala
01:04:19It's not all
01:04:20about you
01:04:20Caleb
01:04:21No?
01:04:23Then why do you
01:04:24look for me
01:04:24in every room
01:04:25you enter?
01:04:25I don't
01:04:30You do
01:04:30You've been
01:04:31watching me all
01:04:32night while
01:04:32pretending not to
01:04:33and I've been
01:04:34watching you
01:04:35pretend
01:04:42Does Lucas
01:04:43know?
01:04:44Know what?
01:04:46That you're
01:04:47only with him
01:04:48because of me
01:04:49You're delusional
01:04:51I chose Lucas
01:04:53because he's
01:04:54everything you're
01:04:55not
01:04:56And what
01:04:57exactly am I
01:04:58not?
01:04:59Honest
01:05:00Attentive
01:05:01Capable of
01:05:03basic human
01:05:03decency
01:05:04without ulterior
01:05:04motives
01:05:05attach
01:05:05Sounds like
01:05:06a golden
01:05:07retriever
01:05:08Very exciting
01:05:10Excitement
01:05:11isn't everything
01:05:12Caleb
01:05:12Some of us
01:05:14prefer stability
01:05:15over chaos
01:05:16You don't want
01:05:17You don't want
01:05:19You want to feel
01:05:20safe
01:05:20One what
01:05:20terrifies you
01:05:21What terrifies me
01:05:23is your
01:05:24complete
01:05:26inability to take
01:05:27responsibility
01:05:28for anything
01:05:28you've done
01:05:29I've taken
01:05:30responsibility
01:05:32I told you the
01:05:33truth about
01:05:33Bennett
01:05:34about Halloween
01:05:35about the
01:05:36photo
01:05:36about all of it
01:05:38After I
01:05:39discovered
01:05:39after I discovered
01:05:39the mask
01:05:40in your
01:05:40closet
01:05:40That's not
01:05:41a confession
01:05:42that's
01:05:42damage control
01:05:43And yet
01:05:44here you are
01:05:46alone with me
01:05:47on a balcony
01:05:48instead of
01:05:48inside with
01:05:49your puppy
01:05:49I came out
01:05:50here for air
01:05:52not for you
01:05:53Keep telling
01:05:54yourself that
01:05:57That's a great
01:05:58story
01:05:58I remember
01:06:00the first time
01:06:00I saw the play
01:06:06Excuse me
01:06:07for a moment
01:06:10There you are
01:06:11I've been
01:06:12looking everywhere
01:06:13for you
01:06:16Just getting
01:06:16some air
01:06:17The ballroom
01:06:18was getting
01:06:18stuffy
01:06:19I can imagine
01:06:21Caleb
01:06:23Still here
01:06:24Just leaving
01:06:26The view
01:06:26got less
01:06:27interesting
01:06:27I want to
01:06:28hurt him
01:06:29the way
01:06:30he hurt me
01:06:30I want him
01:06:31to watch
01:06:32and suffer
01:06:33Lucas
01:06:36Serena
01:06:55What was that
01:06:57for?
01:06:58I just
01:06:59wanted to
01:07:03I'm not
01:07:04complaining
01:07:04Feel free
01:07:06to want that
01:07:06anytime
01:07:06We should
01:07:08go back
01:07:08inside
01:07:10People will
01:07:11talk
01:07:12Let them
01:07:21Funny how
01:07:22memory works
01:07:23My traitorous
01:07:24mind has
01:07:24other plans
01:07:25circling
01:07:26Caleb's face
01:07:27like a vulture
01:07:28like a vulture
01:07:28over carrion
01:07:29Devastated
01:07:30doesn't cover
01:07:31it
01:07:31He looked
01:07:32destroyed
01:07:32The foundation
01:07:33cracked
01:07:34and walls
01:07:35collapsed
01:07:35I tell myself
01:07:36this is what
01:07:37I wanted
01:07:38Punishment
01:07:39So why does
01:07:40victory taste
01:07:41like ash
01:07:42coating my tongue
01:07:43The clock reads
01:07:44three in the morning
01:07:45But even in dreams
01:07:47I can't escape
01:07:47the blue of his eyes
01:07:49right before
01:07:49they went hollow
01:07:52Lucas and I
01:07:53build something
01:07:54and the spaces
01:07:54between obligations
01:07:56Coffee shops
01:07:57where baristas
01:07:58know our orders
01:07:59Library corners
01:08:00we've claimed
01:08:01as territory
01:08:05His roommates
01:08:07scatter when I
01:08:08arrive
01:08:08mumbling excuses
01:08:10that sound
01:08:10rehearsed
01:08:11They're just awkward
01:08:12around new people
01:08:16He seems genuine
01:08:17Which either means
01:08:19he is
01:08:20or he's very good
01:08:21at pretending
01:08:21That's three
01:08:22Sherion
01:08:23Thank you
01:08:24I'm a realist
01:08:26not a cheerleader
01:08:27But your other
01:08:29friends like him
01:08:29So there's that
01:08:31They do like him
01:08:32The easy charm
01:08:33The remembered details
01:08:35The way he makes
01:08:36everyone feel important
01:08:37I should be grateful
01:08:38for the consensus
01:08:39Instead
01:08:40I find myself
01:08:42cataloging inconsistencies
01:08:43Like evidence
01:08:44for a trial
01:08:45I haven't decided
01:08:46to hold
01:08:47His smile
01:08:47doesn't always
01:08:48reach his eyes
01:08:49Especially when
01:08:50he thinks
01:08:51I'm not watching
01:08:51Caleb watches us
01:08:53across campus
01:08:54With the dedication
01:08:55of someone
01:08:56memorizing a crime scene
01:08:57He doesn't approach
01:08:59Doesn't speak
01:09:00Doesn't acknowledge
01:09:01my existence
01:09:02Beyond those burning
01:09:03blue eyes
01:09:04Tracking my movements
01:09:05Every time
01:09:06our gazes collide
01:09:07My chest constricts
01:09:09with an ache
01:09:09I refuse to name
01:09:10I look away first
01:09:12Because looking longer
01:09:13feels like confession
01:09:14The parade of girls
01:09:16through his bedroom
01:09:17has stopped
01:09:18Or at least
01:09:19the volume
01:09:19has dropped to silence
01:09:28You okay?
01:09:31Fine
01:09:31What happened
01:09:33between you two?
01:09:34Ancient history
01:09:35Serena
01:09:37It doesn't matter
01:09:38anymore
01:09:38Clearly it does
01:09:40You can't even
01:09:41look at his car
01:09:42without going
01:09:43full statue
01:09:43We were kids
01:09:46People grow apart
01:09:47That's not an answer
01:09:48And you know it
01:09:51It was just
01:09:52high school drama
01:09:54Stuka teenage stuff
01:09:56What kind of
01:09:56stupid teenage stuff?
01:09:59Did you steal
01:09:59his book?
01:10:01Beat him at
01:10:02lacrosse tryouts?
01:10:04Nothing like that
01:10:07Then what?
01:10:09Was there a girl
01:10:10involved?
01:10:13Maybe
01:10:15But it's complicated
01:10:16Complicated
01:10:17Complicated
01:10:17How?
01:10:20What?
01:10:21You two
01:10:22couldn't share
01:10:23her or something
01:10:23There was a girl
01:10:26Her name was
01:10:27Rachel
01:10:27And things just
01:10:30got messy
01:10:34Anyway
01:10:36What are your
01:10:36Thanksgiving plans?
01:10:38My parents
01:10:39have been asking
01:10:40about you
01:10:40I let him
01:10:41redirect
01:10:42Let him
01:10:42kiss my cheek
01:10:43and walk away
01:10:44Let the questions
01:10:45settle heavy
01:10:46in my chest
01:10:47Rachel
01:10:49A girl
01:10:50Things got messy
01:10:51The name
01:10:52circles my mind
01:10:53Three hours
01:10:55disappear
01:10:55into the black
01:10:56hole of social
01:10:57media stalking
01:10:58Rachel Weaver
01:10:59emerges from
01:11:00the digital
01:11:01excavation
01:11:02around midnight
01:11:03I scroll back
01:11:04through years
01:11:05Junior prom
01:11:06Three years ago
01:11:07Caleb on her
01:11:08left
01:11:09Lucas on her
01:11:10right
01:11:10Whatever broke
01:11:11them apart
01:11:12started with
01:11:13this girl
01:11:14in the blue
01:11:14dress
01:11:16Whatever truth
01:11:17Caleb tried
01:11:18to tell me
01:11:18has roots
01:11:19I'm only
01:11:19beginning to
01:11:20trace
01:11:20I open a new
01:11:22message window
01:11:22before doubt
01:11:23can intervene
01:11:24The cursor
01:11:25blinks
01:11:25patient
01:11:26and waiting
01:11:27I start
01:11:28typing
01:11:28screen
01:11:29to tell me
01:11:30I'll see you
01:11:31waiting for me
01:11:31to tell me
01:11:31A CIDADE NO BRASIL
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