00:00My gut has been telling me to share this but my head has been saying no. Oh my god I
00:04don't know
00:04why I'm gonna get upset. Something that I've been like really hiding. My husband and I have been
00:09trying for a baby. It hasn't happened on month one, month two, three, four, five. According to
00:15all the amazing doctors that is completely normal. Who knew? You only ever hear the story of get
00:21pregnant on the first try or the second try or it was an accident or we've been trying for a
00:25very
00:25long time and it hasn't happened for us. We are in that really wide expansive space. I just wish
00:31someone like me had come on and spoken about it. I am in the two-week wait before. Every single
00:36symptom, sore boob, cramps in your lower tummy, they are all suggestive of two things. Number one,
00:41that you're pregnant. Two, that your period is on the way. And those are two entirely different
00:45outcomes. It is quite lonely. The craziness that I have been allowing myself to be is just not
00:51healthy. One thing I really wish I hadn't done, I kept doing the pregnancy test every month on my
00:57own. And I didn't think that was a weird thing until James walked in and was like, what are you
01:01doing? He was like, babe, you need to stop doing that on your own. We are doing this together. That
01:05shift for me has been so amazing. I could actually cry at the relief. Like the thing is, I really
01:10mean
01:10this. We are not struggling with infertility. We are two incredibly fortunate people. We are just at
01:16that weird in-between stage. I would love to hear from people in the comments that had a very
01:20similar journey to us, but ended up with this perfect like little gift at the end. Positive vibes guys.
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