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00:05Who are you, if you can't remember who you are?
00:48Crashing Yields Memory Center.
00:49Yeah, I'm here to see a patient in the Alzheimer's ward.
00:52You're a visitor?
00:53Yes.
00:54I'm sorry, but our solos aren't allowed visitors.
00:56Yeah, I know, I just...
00:59I traveled a long way.
01:01They're meant to stay as solos.
01:03Yeah, I know the rules.
01:04Can you make an exception?
01:08Just this once.
01:26Are you still in Waldo Thompson?
01:31Yes.
01:52Are you Clark Kent?
01:54Yes.
01:55Are you Mickey Mouse?
01:59Yes.
02:12Hello, Stuart.
02:17Install stem cells directly into the bloodstream.
02:22Memory regeneration should occur within four to five minutes.
02:27That's just gonna hurt.
02:31Rightfully so.
02:33Let's go.
02:37Let's go.
02:40Here we go.
02:50Okay.
02:52Phase one.
02:55Base memory.
02:57Okay.
02:58Okay.
03:02Okay.
03:06You hear me, Stuart?
03:12Fuck.
03:16Okay.
03:17Look at that light.
03:19What color is that?
03:22Green.
03:24It's green, isn't it?
03:28Green.
03:31Yeah.
03:32Not blue, not yellow, not red, not white.
03:37It's green.
03:39That's right.
03:40Green.
03:42Green like grass.
03:46Green like trees, leaves, salamanders.
03:52You're gone.
03:54Green beans, alligators, all green beans.
03:57I love green beans.
03:58Yeah.
03:59And what else is green?
04:01Green like peas and pickles and parakeets.
04:08The Incredible Hulk.
04:10The Grinch.
04:11The Grinch who stole Christmas.
04:12Mm-hmm.
04:14Mm-hmm.
04:15Woolly clothes.
04:17Craying mantis.
04:19The Emerald City.
04:21Eh?
04:22Kermit the fucking frog.
04:23Mm-hmm.
04:24It's not easy being green.
04:26It's good, Stuart.
04:27Really good.
04:29Now tell me, where are we, huh?
04:30What's this place called?
04:32This is a, uh...
04:34I know you can remember.
04:38Uh...
04:39Beach.
04:40This is a beach.
04:41That's right.
04:42Yeah.
04:42We're on a beach.
04:43All this shit here is sand.
04:45Just...
04:45Sand.
04:47And that...
04:48That's the sea.
04:50Eh?
04:50That's right.
04:51Not a river, not a pond, not a lake, not a puddle.
04:55The sea.
04:56We'll stop now.
04:58Mm.
04:58The waves.
05:00The waves.
05:02Crashing.
05:04Crashing.
05:05Like timpani drums in Beethoven's Sixth.
05:07Like, like, like fireworks on the Fourth of July.
05:13Twenty percent.
05:14You're doing so well, Stuart.
05:17Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
05:18Hey, hey, hey, hey.
05:18Look at me.
05:19Look at me, man.
05:20I can amble.
05:22I can amble.
05:23My muscles, remember.
05:24My bones, for your quaint.
05:26Ha, ha, ha, ha.
05:28Look.
05:30You dance.
05:31Soft shoe.
05:33Tap.
05:34Jazz.
05:35Macarena.
05:36Yeah.
05:37Electric slide.
05:38Oh.
05:39Oh, yeah.
05:40Hey, what did you do?
05:41Watch me whip.
05:44Oh, yeah?
05:45You watch me nae nae.
05:47Whoo!
05:47Whoo!
05:50I can sing.
05:51Oh, I love to sing.
05:53Always have.
05:53Wise men say
06:00Only fools rush in
06:04For once in my life
06:07I have someone who needs me
06:11I miss the old Kanye
06:13Straight from the gold Kanye
06:14Chop up the soul Kanye
06:16Set on his goals Kanye
06:21Yeah.
06:22Yeah, yeah, the dope jams, the lip bangers, I know again, and I know that I know, but
06:49I don't know you. No? Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this for me? Hmm? I'm from
07:03the National
07:03Health Service. NHS? Well, if you think you're going to pay for this with my pension, you gotta
07:08think of... It's covered, Stuart. Memory regeneration is universal. Take stem cells, inject them
07:16into you, and regenerates total brain function, and soon after recovers all your memories.
07:24My memories? And it's free? It's free. As it should be. I know at first that they
07:35were selling this cure for Alzheimer's. Yeah. But I always said, I want to be a human, right?
07:45It's awful in there. That demented fog of dementia. And there's like being buried alive, or cast
07:55in amber, but still puttering inside. You want to roar. You wish to scream, but screams and
08:09that land. No crying. No mercy. No wishes or prayers. You cry out for your mother, or your
08:21father, or your God.
08:28But they're all gone too. They've all left in the fog. And their terror, and their fury,
08:36oh, rises in you. I exist! You would shout, I exist! I exist! But you surely do not. Not in
08:52this
08:53land. But then, you came. You burned off all the fog. And I can remember again. I'm alive,
09:09my son. And you're to blame.
09:18Phase one is complete. Brain regeneration is at 50%. Now comes the rest. Phase two, personal memory
09:28recovery. Hang on tight.
09:57What do you remember? My wife's farts in the night. Code red. Code blue.
10:11Floating in my best friend, Neil's pool. Looking up at the clouds. Watching 13 going on 30.
10:21Seeing Ming Chong in the supermarket. Flying down that blue slide into Mom's arms.
10:28The slide. Where was that? In the park. With the big trees and the duck pond. The woman. The mother.
10:43What does she look like? It's all I can remember. It can't be everything. Yeah. Yeah. It's all there is.
10:53It's all the memories?
10:56I'm afraid so. Are you sure? Of course I'm sure. I already said I'm sure. It's all there is. It's
11:05all I can remember. Okay?
11:08You remember me, Stuart. I'm afraid we just met. What is this? This is some kind of NHS thing, huh?
11:19Like a shakedown of a poor Alzheimer's patient's pension fund?
11:25Were you ever diagnosed? Of course. Alzheimer's patients exhibit identical symptoms to aging memory addicts. If you install too many
11:38recollections, over time, your neurons are destroyed. So you know what I think, Stuart?
11:49After years of stealing memories, your brain was dying, not from Alzheimer's, but from your addiction.
11:56Son, you, you, you must have the wrong man. I know who you are. Case of mistaken identity. I know
12:04what you did. I didn't do anything.
12:07I spent the past 11 years trying to find the monster who took the memories of my mom. Who started
12:18by hacking into company servers. And who graduated to violently assaulting people.
12:24Stuck an extractor right in their fucking brains. Downloaded their memories. I've long thought about this day.
12:34About the day I would find the man who took her from me. In that hospital hall by the vending
12:41machine.
12:42And stripped that little boy of every memory of the mom he just lost.
12:58What do you want? What do I want? Do you know what my earliest memory is? A dark shadow reaching
13:11out to me. I can't see her face. Or her body. She's a glitch.
13:17A blur. A pixelated buffering. A dark fog. I can't even see her. My own mother and I can't even
13:30see her. And I can't hear her. Not a laugh. Or a cry. Or...
13:39I love you sweetheart. I love you sweetheart. I can't even miss her Stuart. My own mother and I can't
13:46even miss her.
13:50But the worst part of all. Is that the only place she still exists. Is in there.
13:59And it's a shitty feeling you know.
14:01And it's a shitty feeling you know. Cause the fucked up thing is...
14:04Now I need you.
14:08So what do I want Stuart?
14:13I want what's mine.
14:16I want you to give me back what you took from me. I want her.
14:28I... can't.
14:29You give me her.
14:31And I won't tell the authorities about you. I won't bring you in. You can live out your days here.
14:47How do I know? How can I know you'll hold up your end?
14:57What choice do you have?
15:08Oh well.
15:14Blue.
15:16Blue eyes.
15:20They have blue eyes.
15:25Blue how?
15:28Blue like the Mediterranean at twilight.
15:34Blue like a starling's feathers.
15:39Blue like an aster flower.
15:42This moment's after bloom.
15:45She had blue eyes.
15:49And clumps of mascara.
15:52Always clumps.
15:56And when she looked at you.
16:00When she looked at you.
16:02My god.
16:04Her eyes opened wide.
16:06Really?
16:07Yeah.
16:08Right.
16:09And she cooed when she saw you.
16:15Involuntarily she cooed when you walked into her room.
16:19She would gasp.
16:22As if she thought how?
16:25How could this boy be so perfect?
16:29How could I have made such a beautiful kid?
16:34How could he be mine?
16:35She gasped when she saw me.
16:38Yeah.
16:40And she smelled like lavender.
16:42It was the detergent she used.
16:47I've always loved the smell of lavender.
16:49And she would do this thing.
16:54Whenever she saw me.
16:56You.
16:58In the morning.
16:59She would.
17:01Hold out her hand.
17:03And sit for a handshake.
17:04Like we were business partners.
17:07And she would say.
17:08Nice to make you acquaintance Mr. Man.
17:15And she'd take you to the playground.
17:17Every day.
17:20To feed the ducks.
17:21And play.
17:23And there was this.
17:25Slide.
17:26Yeah.
17:27Big blue slide.
17:29It was like your Everest.
17:31You saw her growing small.
17:35And then you.
17:37Slid down.
17:39Right into her arms.
17:43And she held it tight.
17:46I don't know what came over her that day.
17:50But her eyes were watery.
17:53And her little nose.
17:56Her nose.
17:56What?
17:57What is it?
17:58Like a button.
17:59Small.
18:00Red.
18:03And she said.
18:05I will.
18:06Always.
18:07Catch you.
18:08I don't.
18:09I will never let you fall.
18:12Hmm.
18:14Hmm.
18:15Hmm.
18:16She sounds lovely.
18:18She was.
18:21She really was.
18:25And so were you.
18:28A lovely boy.
18:33Why?
18:34Why do you take the memories from that little boy in that hospital hall who just lost his mom?
18:54I had a child once.
18:59Beautiful boy.
19:02During the stay I began to make him a nuisance.
19:08An annoyance.
19:10An interruption to the screens that I loved.
19:15To the devices I cherished.
19:21I made excuses not to play with him.
19:25Not to help him with his school.
19:29Not to show him the stars or tuck him into bed at night.
19:36And then one day, one day he got sick.
19:47Byrus took him in its arms.
19:51And he ailed and glitched and begged for breath.
19:59Until he was gone.
20:03And the light left my world.
20:09And when he passed, I roamed the streets for days.
20:16Wishing to disappear.
20:19Wishing to die.
20:22Wishing to leave on a rocket ship.
20:25Or stay locked in my stay.
20:31Or travel to the future.
20:35Or be punished forever.
20:39Wishing I had seen my boy for what he was.
20:45Which was the whole world.
20:52I couldn't bear the memories of it.
20:56So I spiraled and tumbled and...
21:01That's when I started...
21:04Stealing.
21:05Bleeding.
21:09I needed to stop my heart from this god-awful bleeding.
21:18I stole the other memories to rid myself of my own.
21:22I stole from them.
21:25From hundreds of victims.
21:29From you.
21:32The sweet boy.
21:33Just like my own.
21:35And I just needed to remember a boy's love for his parents.
21:42So that I could make myself believe this is what my boy must have felt about me.
21:51So I took your memories.
21:54And I watched everyone.
21:57Over and over again.
22:01Six years ago.
22:03Of you.
22:04And her.
22:06And together.
22:12But as the dementia progressed and the fog overtook.
22:18And the memories grew dim.
22:19And I could see only dark shadows where people should be.
22:27I realized...
22:30The worst truth of all.
22:35This is what my boy must have felt when he looked at me.
22:40A glitching father whose face he hardly saw.
22:46Whose embrace he never knew.
22:53Whose love.
22:58Whose love he never felt.
23:05I see now that I've committed this same crime twice.
23:12To you.
23:14And to him.
23:19Robbing the child of his parent.
23:23Tell me about that last day.
23:28My last day with her.
23:31Son.
23:32Tell me I want to know.
23:40It was cold.
23:43You had on a sweater.
23:47And you went in to see her.
23:50And she was lying in bed.
23:54Bald and pale.
23:58Her nose was...
23:59Red.
24:00And small.
24:01Like a bun.
24:03You crept toward her and...
24:06As soon as she saw you.
24:08Her blue eyes.
24:10Open wide.
24:13Her eyelashes.
24:15Caked with mascara.
24:16Wide like this.
24:18She reached out her hand to you.
24:21To shake it.
24:22As if we were business partners.
24:24Which...
24:25In a way we were.
24:26Her and me.
24:28And she said...
24:29Pleasure to make your acquaintance, Mr. Mann.
24:32Exactly so.
24:34Exactly so.
24:37And she held you tight.
24:41Only now it was final.
24:43But you smelled of lavender.
24:46But you smelled great.
24:50She pulled you close.
24:52Like that day on there.
24:54Big blue slide.
24:57She said she'd always be there to catch me.
25:01Even if she was gone.
25:02That's right.
25:04And her breath grew fainter.
25:07She pulled you close.
25:12She held you tight.
25:15And she said...
25:19Tell me what she said.
25:23She said, my boy.
25:26It has been the privilege of my life to be your mom.
25:31I'm sorry we've had such a short visit together.
25:37And as the years go on.
25:40These moments together may fade.
25:42But it's okay.
25:44It's okay.
25:45If you forget me.
25:48It's okay if you forget me, Otto.
25:51Because you never can.
25:53You are literally made up of me.
25:58I'm in every fiber of you.
26:00Every eyelash and follicle and cell.
26:03Like the stars in the sky and the sand and the sea.
26:07I'll always be with you.
26:10And you don't need to remember for it to be true.
26:15For I will for you.
26:22And as you held her close, you looked at the respirator beside her bed.
26:28The machine that hung and glowed with a...
26:32Green light?
26:33Yeah.
26:35Until her breath ceased.
26:39And she grew still.
26:43And the green light, too brief, went out.
26:53A memory isn't simply a thing you have.
26:58It's a promise.
27:02It's a vow to the one you love.
27:05Remembering is a search.
27:08And you found her again, son.
27:17She would be so proud.
27:27I am sorry.
27:31I'm so sorry for what I've taken from you.
27:37For what I've done.
27:52It's time, Stuart.
27:56For what?
27:58I have to take it with me.
28:00What?
28:01What?
28:01The memories?
28:04The green light?
28:06That's right.
28:07Oh, you, you, you, you said...
28:09I said I wouldn't tell the authorities about you.
28:15No.
28:17No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
28:20No, no, please, please.
28:21Don't, don't, don't take them.
28:23Don't send me back there.
28:26Please.
28:28I have to, Stuart.
28:30Please.
28:30You know I do.
28:36Can I ask just one small favor?
28:41You don't deserve a favor, however small.
28:45No.
28:50You've hurt so many people.
28:52I know.
28:54But can't you just leave me one, one memory?
29:00Just one.
29:02Please.
29:07Which memory?
29:10Of your boy?
29:12Those memories are all corrupted, I'm afraid.
29:16So which one?
29:22I don't know.
29:24I know.
29:40I know.
29:41Hey, Stuart.
29:42Yeah.
29:46Would you show me what it felt like?
29:49What?
29:52For a hug.
30:15You know, Stuart.
30:20I imagine this is what your boy must have thought your hugs felt like, too.
30:28How about this one, Stuart?
30:32How about this memory?
30:33You know what I am Pamela?
30:35You know or Mary first?ed
30:35the family? That'sぜ.
31:02I won't
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