00:01Previously on The Handmaid's Tale.
00:03For those who are truly righteous, he sometimes sends a refuge.
00:07The wheelers arranged all of this?
00:09Yeah, as soon as they knew you might be staying.
00:12Isn't it incredible? It's a full birthing suite.
00:15I'm going for a walk.
00:17Absolutely not.
00:18You need to rest. Your baby needs to rest.
00:21Go to your room.
00:23Come on, come on. Make him make it.
00:25Right there.
00:26Get him!
00:31He's not fighting you! Stop it! He's not fucking fighting you!
00:36I never gave up hope.
00:39And you never gave up hope.
00:41Because we knew that we would find each other again.
00:45June Osborn was apprehended by one of my teams in No Man's Land.
00:50They don't want him! Dump him!
00:51No, no, no! We saved it again!
00:53No, no, no! Where are you taking it?
00:55What's gonna happen to her?
00:56I'm going to send Ezra to No Man's Land
00:58and have him deal with her there.
01:01I want to go with Ezra.
01:03Bear witness.
01:09Serena, what the fuck are you doing?
01:11Just drive!
01:36Where the fuck are we going?
01:37Just keep driving.
01:38Where?
01:39To Toronto?
01:40To Gilead?
01:41Is that what you're doing so they can fucking kill me there, Serena?
01:45What about Luke, Serena?
01:47What are those guys gonna do to him?
01:54Jesus Christ!
01:56I'm sorry.
01:58I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59You're fucking sorry?!
02:01Fuck this!
02:06June.
02:07June.
02:09I'm not gonna...
02:10shoot you.
02:11June, please!
02:13June!
02:15June!
02:16June, June
02:18June.
02:28How about Luke?
02:30And Luke?
02:35What about Luke?
02:43Kimarcha?olla.
02:46As he
02:56Are you in fucking labor?
03:02Of course you are.
03:03Jesus Christ.
03:05Would you give this to me?
03:07Waving it around.
03:08When did it start?
03:09I don't know.
03:10A while ago.
03:11Has your water broken?
03:12Mm-hmm.
03:14How far apart are the contractions?
03:16Oh.
03:17Okay, close.
03:18Do you have a phone?
03:19No.
03:20Okay, get out.
03:20Come on.
03:21What?
03:22Get out of the fucking car, please.
03:24Oh, God.
03:24Why?
03:26It's bored even in here.
03:27I'm gonna try to get us out of here.
03:29Okay?
03:30Get you to a doctor.
03:31No.
03:32Yes, Selena.
03:34You're gonna have to go to a hospital.
03:35No hospital.
03:36They're gonna find me there.
03:37Who the fuck is gonna find you?
03:43Fuck.
03:44Ugh.
03:49Who the fuck was that guy?
03:50Who was that guy you shot?
03:52Oh.
03:52Who was he?
03:54Are you trying to get away or something?
03:57Okay.
04:05Okay.
04:06Okay.
04:08Oh.
04:09Okay.
04:16Come with me.
04:18We gotta get you inside.
04:19Where?
04:19We're gonna take you to that barn.
04:20A barn?
04:21Yes, a barn.
04:22You have a better idea, Serena?
04:23No, no, no, no.
04:24You think so.
04:24Okay, wait, wait.
04:26Just breathe.
04:27Okay, there you go.
04:28There you go.
04:29Okay, okay.
04:29All right.
04:30Maybe they'll have a manger.
04:31Oh.
04:32Lovely.
04:53I'm so sorry to be late.
04:55Fred needed some encouragement before his address to the council.
04:59You know how men can be.
05:02We understand completely.
05:04May I present to you our new handmaid?
05:07Offered.
05:07Blessed be the fruit.
05:10May the Lord open.
05:12This way.
05:15Push.
05:16Push.
05:17Push.
05:20Breathe.
05:23Breathe.
05:24Breathe.
05:27Push.
05:28Push.
05:30Push.
05:31Breathe.
05:33Breathe.
05:34Breathe.
05:36Blessed day Mrs. Watson.
05:37Blessed day, Maria.
05:39Indeed.
05:39The most blessed.
05:41Breathe.
05:43Breathe.
05:46Breathe.
05:47Breathe.
05:48Breathe.
05:48And push.
05:49Push.
05:51Glory be his name.
05:53We have now reached the most sacred part of the birthing process.
05:59The one in which God truly makes his glorious presence known.
06:04This vessel of God is ready to bring the fruits of his love into the world.
06:15Breathe.
06:17Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:20Breathe.
06:21Breathe.
06:21But the gates of heaven do not open without extraordinary effort, do they, girls?
06:27We must beckon this new soul forward.
06:32Support your sister in her labors.
06:34Pray for her strength and success.
06:37Oh, oh, oh, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:47ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:54ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
07:05Breathe.
07:07There you go.
07:13Was that it?
07:16No.
07:29It's so cold.
07:31Yeah, it's just gonna get colder.
07:35Ugh.
07:41It can be like this with the first one.
07:43I was in labor with Hannah for 19 hours.
07:45She almost broke my pelvis.
07:50Ugh.
07:54Nicole was faster.
07:59Of course, that time I was alone.
08:07I remember thinking that if anything went wrong,
08:11we would die.
08:13And no one would even know.
08:18No one would come looking for us.
08:22It would be like we never existed.
08:29Ugh.
08:32Ugh.
08:35Ugh.
08:36Ugh-
08:37Ugh.
08:39Ugh-
08:52Ugh.
08:54Ugh.
08:54Ugh...
08:54Ugh.
09:00Oh, ah!
09:04Yes, you can. Yes, you can.
09:06Breathe, Serena.
09:08There you go.
09:10Okay, I need to check something, all right?
09:12Check what?
09:13I need to check the cervix.
09:15I need to check to see if I can feel the baby's head, okay?
09:22Oh, God! Get away from me!
09:25I am trying to help her.
09:27You're trying to kill me and my baby.
09:30You're gonna kill my baby.
09:31Okay, fine.
09:32You wanna do this on your own?
09:34Do it the fuck alone!
10:02Ooh!
10:27Ah!
10:29Ah!
10:45I'm here with you.
11:05Gather close around your sister, girls. Be there for of Clarence in her time of need.
11:20We will recite the prayer of purification.
11:24Grant that I may never cease grieving because of it.
11:29She's ready.
11:29Never be contentious.
11:31Of course, do what you must.
11:33It is God's will.
11:34Never think that I can reach a point of perfection.
11:45Girls?
12:25Kill my enemy.
12:27Command my tongue, trample down self.
12:33Deliver me from attachments to things unclean, from wrong associations, from the sugar of sin.
12:57Offer it.
12:59Pray.
13:01Pray for the life of the child.
13:03Farmer.
13:08How are you going to do it?
13:12That way?
13:16I want you to go out.
13:17I want you to do it.
13:22When I was concerned, what would she say?
13:27I don't want you to go out.
13:42Okay, okay, okay.
14:09Go, go, go, go, go, go.
14:31Go, go, go, go.
14:35Go, go, go.
14:49Go, go, go.
14:54Go, go, go.
15:23Go, go, go.
15:39Go, go, go.
16:08Go, go, go.
16:10Go, go, go, go.
16:11Go, go.
16:13I can see his crown.
16:14Oh, you can?
16:16Yeah.
16:17You wanna feel?
16:18Oh.
16:19It's your penis hair.
16:21You feel that?
16:24I can see his hair.
16:26What color is it?
16:27It's like brownish.
16:29There's some blood, but he's got brown hair.
16:32Brown?
16:33Yeah.
16:35We're almost there, okay?
16:37We're gonna get the head out.
16:40We can do this.
16:42Here we go.
16:46Breathe deep.
16:48Breathe a little more.
16:53Nice and low.
16:56Nice and low.
17:04God, it burns.
17:05It burns.
17:06It burns.
17:06I know.
17:08God.
17:09I feel so hot.
17:11I'm so hot.
17:12It's okay.
17:13It's just time.
17:17I can't.
17:18I can't.
17:19Yes, you can.
17:20You can do this.
17:21You're almost there.
17:22Okay?
17:22You just gotta get his head out.
17:24He's right there.
17:26Your baby's right there.
17:29Here we go.
17:34There he is.
17:36His head's out.
17:37You got his head out.
17:39His head's out.
17:41Okay?
17:42This is it, okay?
17:43You just gotta do one more, and you gotta get his shoulders out.
17:46All right, then it's all downhill from there, okay?
17:50You can do this.
17:52Here we go.
17:53You can do this.
17:53This is it.
18:15He's here.
18:17He's here.
18:19He's here.
18:31He's here.
18:36He's here.
18:46He's bad.
18:47No, no!
18:50I'll be back.
18:51No, no!
18:57No, no, no!
19:09Look at me.
19:14Oh, my Lord.
19:15Shh, shh, shh, shh.
19:17Oh, you're so good.
19:37Of Clarence has fulfilled her duty in this world.
19:42I know you will mourn her, girls.
19:45but know that she is cherished.
19:49God is the true judge,
19:51and she is his vessel.
19:56She has pleased him,
19:57and he has sent her to her final reward.
20:03Praise be.
20:04Praise be, Elidio.
20:06Praise be, Elidio.
20:09And now, let us accompany our sister home.
20:45Hallelujah.
20:48Amen.
20:49Let usame��.
20:50Amen.
21:06Amen.
21:28My little baby, I'm going to call you Noah.
21:40It's a nice name, the savior of humanity.
21:48Baby Noah, I can't believe you're here.
21:55I waited so long for you, I wanted you so much.
22:02Was it worth it?
22:11Right now, I think it was.
22:18How's his latch?
22:20It's strong and he's hungry.
22:23I bet.
22:28Hannah had such a hard time breastfeeding.
22:31It was a tongue tie, which we didn't know, but I would just feed her and feed her and she
22:39was still hungry.
22:41And I felt so guilty.
22:43She used to get so many colds when she was little and I thought that was my fault because of
22:48the nursing.
22:49But then it turned out she got colds when she got older too, so...
22:55Sometimes I'd have to stay home from work with her and sometimes I couldn't stay home from work.
23:03Sometimes I didn't want to stay home from work.
23:16June, why didn't you kill me?
23:28You've been the one waving the gun around.
23:29No, not today.
23:30At the information center.
23:32The protest.
23:35You had a gun.
23:37Yeah.
23:42Why didn't you kill me?
23:44Why?
23:44Fred.
23:45And not me.
23:56I didn't want to.
24:18Thank you, Karen.
24:29I imagine this moment so many times.
24:33I always imagined that he would be here.
24:38Fred.
24:43He looks like him.
24:49They...
24:52say that they always look like their dads at first.
24:56It's evolutionary.
24:59So that the dads don't kill them, you know?
25:05Evolution.
25:24Do you think he's gonna be like him?
25:28Depends.
25:30On what?
25:32On who raises him.
25:37On what kind of person they want him to become.
25:46On what you teach him.
25:53And on what you tell him is his to take.
26:06I want him to have everything.
26:11We all want that for them, Serena.
26:14Yeah.
26:29I want him to be.
27:05Is he okay?
27:07No, he's perfect.
27:12It's funny how every tiny baby you see makes you feel like you've never seen a baby before.
27:20I tried to sleep.
27:23You did sleep?
27:24I just kept worrying that I would smother him in these blankets and things.
27:30You're not supposed to have a bedding like this.
27:37We have to get you both somewhere inside, Serena, okay?
27:42Somewhere where they can take care of you.
27:44No.
27:45I told you I can't go to a hospital.
27:47They'll find me there.
27:48Who will find you?
27:49The wheelers.
27:53The family that I've been staying with, they were the ones looking for you.
27:59They've been controlling me.
28:02My every move, they're everywhere.
28:06It's like I'm their handmaid.
28:11It's like I'm you.
28:16As awful as that sounds.
28:18Yes.
28:19Which is why they can't find me and I can't let them get their hands on my baby.
28:23So you understand.
28:24I know that you do.
28:25Serena, you have no water.
28:27You have no food.
28:28It's freezing.
28:29But I'm so hot.
28:30No, I know.
28:31That's because you have a fever.
28:32So we have to get you the fuck out of this barn.
28:35And take you somewhere where they can take care of you.
28:39Or you are both going to die.
28:42And it will not be quick.
28:44Do you want to watch your baby slowly starve to death in front of you while you die of sepsis?
28:56No.
29:06Maybe you should take him.
29:11What are you talking about?
29:15There's nothing left for me here.
29:17I can't go to Canada.
29:20I can't go back to Gilead.
29:23It's over.
29:25I don't have a future.
29:30But you have a future.
29:32Maybe you could take him with you.
29:36Serena, you don't know what you're saying.
29:38I know that I want what's best for him like what you did with Nicole.
29:42With your daughter.
29:47He would be safe with you.
29:49You could care for him.
29:52You and your husband.
29:54He's a good man.
29:57He could teach Noah to be a good man.
30:01The kind of man who would never do the things that his father did.
30:05No.
30:11The things that I did.
30:22No.
30:23June, I think God sent you to me today.
30:26You came after me.
30:28What if he guided my hand to save you so that you could save my baby like an angel?
30:33Oh shit.
30:34There are avenging angels that rain down sulfur and fire from the Lord.
30:41Rejoice with him.
30:42No heavens.
30:45For he will avenge the blood of his children.
30:49And take righteous vengeance on his adversaries.
30:56They're still angels.
30:59Maybe that's what you are for me.
31:08Is that what you think of me?
31:14And when she could no longer hide him, she built for him an ark of bulrushes and placed this child
31:23therein.
31:30Maybe I'm the ark, June.
31:34Maybe I'm the vessel.
31:38I...
31:41Carried my baby.
31:43I delivered him.
31:47And I held him.
31:53Maybe that's all that was meant for me in this life.
32:01Maybe it's God's will.
32:33Maybe it's God's will, maybe it's God.
32:35Maybe it's God's will
32:46God's will.
33:00A vessel.
33:06That's what you thought I was.
33:13What we were.
33:17Who we were.
33:21Where we came from.
33:26What we wanted.
33:33None of that mattered to you.
33:40To any of you.
33:46I'm so sorry.
33:48I don't care that you're sorry.
33:52We mattered.
33:54We were.
33:57We are.
34:00People.
34:03We have lives.
34:15And that's why I'm gonna save yours, Serena.
34:22Because this isn't Gilead.
34:26And I am not you.
34:34I don't deserve to be saved.
34:36It's not for you.
34:40It's for him.
34:46Look at him.
34:49Look at your baby.
34:53You are the only person in the whole world that he knows.
34:58You are the only familiar smell.
35:01You are the only voice he recognizes.
35:08You love him.
35:14And you wanted him.
35:16So much.
35:21You're his mother.
35:22God.
35:26And he belongs.
35:28With you.
35:34That.
35:36Is God's will.
35:38You are the only person in the whole world.
35:58Do you understand me?
36:14Excuse me.
36:15Could you please help us?
36:17Immediate postpartum?
36:18Yes.
36:18Um, six hours.
36:19Maybe hate.
36:20Hate maternity and NICU.
36:22Let's get some fluid down.
36:22It's gonna be fine.
36:23They're gonna help you.
36:23I promise.
36:24It's gonna be alright.
36:25Sit down.
36:28Any complications?
36:29Nope.
36:30They're doing just fine.
36:31June.
36:32It's gonna be okay.
36:33Just go with them and do what they say.
36:34It's gonna be fine.
36:35They're gonna take care of it.
36:36Okay?
36:37I'm gonna be right here.
36:38Okay?
36:39It's gonna be okay.
36:40Let's get the baby to the NICU.
36:41He's on call right now.
36:42Doctor's underway.
36:45How are you feeling now?
36:51Excuse me.
36:51Can I please use your phone?
36:53I'm fine.
36:54Can I just please use your phone?
36:55Please.
36:55What?
36:57Down mine first.
36:59Yeah.
37:07June?
37:16Hi.
37:19They took Noah to the NICU.
37:21were. That's okay. Look, you had a fever, right? So he's fine. It's standard. They just,
37:37they, they need to keep an eye on him. Right. That's what they said. It's just observation,
37:41except he didn't have a fever. He just was having trouble regulating his, his temperature. And they
37:47said, um, that he might have, uh, jaundice, but they're not sure. So they have to run
37:54some tests. Yeah, that's all very normal. That's what they keep saying. It's just all
37:59so, um, impersonal and, I don't know, very medical. How are you feeling?
38:15My fever is down. They gave me antibiotics. I guess they don't trust anything to resolve
38:22naturally here. They're not letting me feed him. They're waiting for us both to be fully
38:31hydrated again. That's good. They're giving him formula. He'll be fine. I promise.
38:51I just want to go home.
38:58There is no home, Serena.
39:04There's just wherever you are.
39:10No man's land.
39:12No man's land.
39:15Yeah.
39:30June.
39:49You're welcome.
39:52You're welcome.
39:58You're welcome.
40:26You're welcome.
40:26You're welcome.
40:34Luke, we were here and Moira said they let you go.
40:38At the border.
40:46I'm so happy to see your face.
40:48Chandler, we did it.
40:50Twalo's got the USB.
40:52He's working on it.
40:55Oh, thank you.
40:57Oh, thank you.
40:59Are you okay?
41:00Did she hurt you?
41:03No, she...
41:05She had her baby.
41:07While you were there?
41:09Yeah.
41:11It's a boy and he's healthy.
41:14Well, healthy enough.
41:16He may have jaundice, but that's, you know, that's completely normal for babies, right?
41:21So they may just put him under one of those little lamps and then he'll just...
41:25What's going on with Serena?
41:29She's fine.
41:32She's...
41:33She's fine.
41:36Yeah, let's, um...
41:37I'll tell you later.
41:38Let's go.
41:39Oh, hold on.
41:41Give me a Serena Waterford's room.
41:432-11, down the hall.
41:48What's going on?
41:51Don't worry.
41:52They're not here for us.
41:54Come on.
41:56Oh, what's that?
42:03Serena Waterford, we are Canadian immigration.
42:06You are being detained.
42:08Detained?
42:09No.
42:09Hey.
42:13I'd like to speak with a lawyer.
42:15As an undocumented person, you have no immediate right to counsel.
42:19What is going on?
42:20Illegal border crossing.
42:22Lack of immigration status.
42:24I mean, there must be some mistakes.
42:26You called them?
42:27She gave up her diplomatic visa when she left that little visitor center.
42:33What about my baby?
42:37The detention facility has no infant care.
42:54What does that mean?
42:57Where is my baby right now?
42:59Child Protection Unit is already here.
43:02They'll oversee his care.
43:04That's all I can tell you.
43:05No, you can't do that.
43:07No, please.
43:08Please, wait, wait.
43:09Oh, please.
43:11Don't say...
43:11At last.
43:13She knows what it feels like.
43:15Oh, please, stop.
43:17Please.
43:18Please.
43:21Just...
43:21Just don't let them take my baby, please.
43:25Justice.
43:26Right?
43:28Hey.
43:28Help me, please.
43:31Please don't let them take you from me.
43:34Please, stop.
43:35Please, help me.
43:38Please, help me.
43:41Just don't tell me.
43:44Jump, please.
44:05I don't know what to do.
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