00:01Previously on The Handmaid's Tale.
00:03For those who are truly righteous, he sometimes sends a refuge.
00:07The wheelers arranged all of this?
00:09Yeah, as soon as they knew you might be staying.
00:12Isn't it incredible? It's a full birthing suite.
00:15I'm going for a walk.
00:17Absolutely not.
00:18You need to rest. Your baby needs to rest.
00:21Go to your room.
00:23Come on, come on. Make him make it.
00:25Right there.
00:26Get him!
00:31He's not fighting you! Stop it! He's not fucking fighting you!
00:36I never gave up hope.
00:39And you never gave up hope.
00:41Because we knew that we would find each other again.
00:45June Osborn was apprehended by one of my teams in No Man's Land.
00:50They don't want him! Dump him!
00:51No, no, no! We saved it again!
00:53No, no, no! Where are you taking it?
00:55What's gonna happen to her?
00:56I'm going to send Ezra to No Man's Land
00:58and have him deal with her there.
01:01I want to go with Ezra.
01:03Bear witness.
01:09Serena, what the fuck are you doing?
01:11Just drive!
01:36Where the fuck are we going?
01:37Just keep driving.
01:38Where?
01:39To Toronto?
01:40To Gilead?
01:41Is that what you're doing so they can fucking kill me there, Serena?
01:45What about Luke, Serena?
01:47What are those guys gonna do to him?
01:54Jesus Christ!
01:56I'm sorry.
01:58I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59You're fucking sorry?!
02:01Fuck this!
02:06June.
02:07June.
02:09I'm not gonna...
02:10shoot you.
02:11June, please!
02:13June!
02:15June!
02:16June!
02:30June!
02:32June!
02:33June!
02:35June!
02:41June!
02:43June!
02:44June!
02:45June!
02:56Are you in fucking labor?
03:02Of course you are.
03:03Jesus Christ.
03:05Would you give this to me?
03:07Waving it around.
03:08When did it start?
03:09I don't know.
03:10A while ago.
03:11Has your water broken?
03:12Mm-hmm.
03:14How far apart are the contractions?
03:16Oh.
03:17Okay, close.
03:18Do you have a phone?
03:19No.
03:20Okay, get out.
03:20Come on.
03:21What?
03:22Get out of the fucking car, please.
03:24Oh, God.
03:24Why?
03:26It's bored even in here.
03:27I'm gonna try to get us out of here.
03:29Okay?
03:30Get you to a doctor.
03:31No.
03:32Yes, Selena.
03:34You're gonna have to go to a hospital.
03:35No hospital.
03:36They're gonna find me there.
03:37Who the fuck is gonna find you?
03:43Fuck.
03:44Ugh.
03:49Who the fuck was that guy?
03:50Who was that guy you shot?
03:52Oh.
03:52Who was he?
03:54Are you trying to get away or something?
03:57Okay.
04:05Okay.
04:06Okay.
04:08Oh.
04:09Okay.
04:16Come with me.
04:18We gotta get you inside.
04:19Where?
04:19We're gonna take you to that barn.
04:20A barn?
04:21Yes, a barn.
04:22You have a better idea, Serena?
04:23No, no, no, no.
04:24You think so.
04:24Okay, wait, wait.
04:26Just breathe.
04:27Okay, there you go.
04:28There you go.
04:29Okay, okay.
04:29All right.
04:30Maybe they'll have a manger.
04:31Oh.
04:32Lovely.
04:53I'm so sorry to be late.
04:55Fred needed some encouragement before his address to the council.
04:59You know how men can be.
05:02We understand completely.
05:04May I present to you our new handmaid?
05:07Offered.
05:07Blessed be the fruit.
05:10May the Lord open.
05:12This way.
05:15Push.
05:16Push.
05:17Push.
05:20Breathe.
05:23Breathe.
05:24Breathe.
05:27Push.
05:28Push.
05:30Push.
05:31Breathe.
05:33Breathe.
05:34Breathe.
05:36Blessed day Mrs. Watson.
05:37Blessed day, Maria.
05:39Indeed.
05:39The most blessed.
05:41Breathe.
05:43Breathe.
05:46Breathe.
05:47Breathe.
05:48Breathe.
05:48And push.
05:49Push.
05:51Glory be his name.
05:53We have now reached the most sacred part of the birthing process.
05:59The one in which God truly makes his glorious presence known.
06:04This vessel of God is ready to bring the fruits of his love into the world.
06:15Breathe.
06:17Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:20Breathe.
06:21Breathe.
06:21But the gates of heaven do not open without extraordinary effort, do they, girls?
06:27We must beckon this new soul forward.
06:32Support your sister in her labors.
06:34Pray for her strength and success.
06:37Oh, oh, oh, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:47ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:54ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
07:05Breathe.
07:07There you go.
07:13Was that it?
07:16No.
07:29It's so cold.
07:31Yeah, it's just gonna get colder.
07:35Ugh.
07:41It can be like this with the first one.
07:43I was in labor with Hannah for 19 hours.
07:45She almost broke my pelvis.
07:50Ugh.
07:54Nicole was faster.
07:59Of course, that time I was alone.
08:07I remember thinking that if anything went wrong,
08:11we would die.
08:13And no one would even know.
08:18No one would come looking for us.
08:22It would be like we never existed.
08:29Ugh.
08:32Ugh.
08:35Ugh.
08:36Ohhh!
08:40Ugh.
08:40Ohhh!
08:46Oh...
08:47Oh, uh.
08:51Oooh.
08:54Ah-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a
08:55-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a.
09:05Yes, you can. Breathe, Serena.
09:08There you go.
09:10Okay, I need to check something, all right?
09:12Check what?
09:13I need to check the cervix.
09:15I need to check to see if I can feel the baby's head, okay?
09:22Oh, God! Get away from me!
09:25I am trying to help her.
09:27You're trying to kill me and my baby.
09:30You're gonna kill my baby.
09:31Okay, fine. You want to do this on your own?
09:34Do it the fuck alone.
10:27Oh!
10:28Oh!
10:29Oh!
10:30Oh.
10:31Oh!
10:45I'm here with you.
11:05Gather close around your sister, girls.
11:08Be there for of Clarence in her time of need.
11:20We will recite the prayer of purification.
11:24Grant that I may never cease grieving because of it.
11:29She's ready.
11:29Never be contentious.
11:31Of course.
11:32Do what you must.
11:33It is God's will.
11:34Never think that I can reach a point of perfection.
11:45Girls?
11:59Go.
11:59Go.
11:59Go.
12:07Go.
12:08Go.
12:10Go.
12:25Go.
12:27Go.
12:30Go.
12:37Go.
12:40Go.
12:42Go.
12:52Go.
12:57Go.
12:58Be absent withlists.
13:00Go.
13:05Go.
13:08Go.
13:08Go.
13:09Go.
13:09Go.
13:09What's going on in heaven?
13:20You're going to go.
13:42Okay.
13:43Okay.
13:45Okay.
13:46Okay.
13:46Okay.
13:53Come on.
14:31Come on.
14:48Come on.
15:37Come on.
15:40Come on.
15:50You came back.
15:52Come on.
15:56Okay.
15:57Very good.
15:59I'm gonna count down from ten.
16:00Okay?
16:01Here we go.
16:03Ten, nine, eight, seven, six.
16:09Here we go.
16:10Five, eight, eight.
16:13I can see his crown.
16:14Oh, you can?
16:15Yeah.
16:17You want to feel?
16:18Oh.
16:19It's your penis head.
16:21You feel that?
16:23I can see his hair.
16:26What color is it?
16:27It's like brownish.
16:29There's some blood, but he's coming.
16:31He's got brown hair.
16:33Brown?
16:33Yeah.
16:35You're almost there, okay?
16:36Okay.
16:37I'm gonna get the head out.
16:39You can do this.
16:41Here we go.
16:46Breathe deep.
16:48Breathe low.
16:53Nice and low.
16:56Nice and low.
17:03Oh, God.
17:05It burns.
17:05It burns.
17:06It burns.
17:06It burns.
17:08God.
17:09I feel so hot.
17:11I feel so hot.
17:12It's okay.
17:13Just stop.
17:17I can't.
17:18I can't.
17:19Yes, you can.
17:20You can do this.
17:21You're almost there, okay?
17:22You just gotta get his head out.
17:24He's right there.
17:26Your baby's right there.
17:34There he is.
17:36His head's out.
17:37You got his head out.
17:39His head's out.
17:41Okay?
17:42This is it, okay?
17:43You just gotta do one more, and you gotta get his shoulders out.
17:46All right?
17:47Then it's all downhill from there, okay?
17:50You can do this.
17:52Here we go.
17:53You can do this.
17:53This is it.
17:54Oh!
17:56Oh!
17:56Oh!
17:58Oh!
18:05Oh!
18:08Oh!
18:11Oh!
18:14Oh!
18:15Oh!
18:16Oh!
18:17Oh!
18:18Oh!
18:22Oh!
18:24Oh!
18:26Oh!
18:27Oh, no.
18:32Please, Mom.
18:36No.
18:37Is he okay?
18:39He's back.
18:42Is he okay?
18:47He's back.
18:48I'm back.
18:49He's back.
18:51He's back.
18:52No.
19:03No.
19:05No.
19:09No.
19:10Oh, no.
19:14Oh, no.
19:15Shh.
19:16Shh.
19:16Shh.
19:17Shh.
19:37of Clarence has fulfilled her duty in this world I know you will mourn her girls but know that she
19:46is cherished God is the true judge and she is his vessel she has pleased him and he has sent
19:59her to her
20:00final reward praise be and now let us accompany our sister home
20:40and here is what you have to see
21:28My little baby, I'm going to call you Noah.
21:40It's a nice name, the savior of humanity.
21:48Baby Noah, I can't believe you're here.
21:55I waited so long for you, I wanted you so much.
22:03Was it worth it?
22:12Right now, I think it was.
22:17How's his latch?
22:20It's strong.
22:22He's hungry.
22:23I bet.
22:28Hannah had such a hard time breastfeeding.
22:31It was a tongue tie, which we didn't know.
22:37But I would just feed her and feed her, and she was still hungry, and I felt so guilty.
22:43She used to get so many colds when she was little, and I thought that was my fault because of
22:48the nursing.
22:49But then it turned out she got colds when she got older, too.
22:52So, sometimes I'd have to stay home from work with her, and sometimes I couldn't stay home from work.
23:03Sometimes I didn't want to stay home from work.
23:27Sometimes I didn't want to stay home from work.
23:31At the information center, the protest.
23:34You had a gun.
23:38Yeah.
23:42Why didn't you kill me?
23:44Why Fred and not me?
23:56I didn't want to.
24:29I imagine this moment so many times.
24:33I always imagined that he would be here.
24:38Fred.
24:43He looks like him.
24:51They say that they always look like their dads at first.
24:57It's evolutionary.
25:00So that the dads don't kill them, you know?
25:05Evolution.
25:23Do you think he's gonna be like him?
25:28Depends.
25:30On what?
25:32On who raises him.
25:37On what kind of person they want him to become.
25:46On what you teach him.
25:53And on what you tell him is his.
25:57To take.
26:06I want him to have everything.
26:11We all want that for them, Serena.
26:21He has a son.
26:22He's a son.
26:31He has a son.
26:33He's a son.
27:05Well, is he okay?
27:07No, he's perfect.
27:12It's funny how every tiny baby you see makes you feel like you've never seen a baby before.
27:20I tried to sleep.
27:23You did sleep?
27:24I just kept worrying that I would smother him in these blankets and things.
27:30You're not supposed to have a bedding like this.
27:38We have to get you both somewhere inside, Serena, okay?
27:42Somewhere where they can take care of you.
27:44No.
27:45I told you I can't go to a hospital. They'll find me there.
27:48Who will find you?
27:49The wheelers.
27:53The family that I've been staying with, they were the ones looking for you.
27:59They've been controlling me.
28:02My every move, they're everywhere.
28:06It's like I'm their handmaid.
28:11It's like I'm you.
28:16As awful as that sounds.
28:18Yes.
28:19Which is why they can't find me, and I can't let them get their hands on my baby.
28:23So you understand. I know that you do.
28:25Serena, you have no water. You have no food. It's freezing.
28:29But I'm so hot.
28:30No, I know. That's because you have a fever.
28:32So we have to get you the fuck out of this barn.
28:35And take you somewhere where they can take care of you.
28:39Or you are both going to die.
28:42And it will not be quick.
28:44Do you want to watch your baby slowly starve to death in front of you?
28:49While you die of sepsis?
29:06Maybe you should take him.
29:11What are you talking about?
29:15There's nothing left for me here. I can't go to Canada.
29:20I can't go back to Gilead.
29:24It's over.
29:25I don't have a future.
29:30But you have a future. Maybe you could...
29:34take him with you.
29:36Serena, you don't know what you're saying.
29:38I know that I want what's best for him, like what you did with Nicole.
29:42With your daughter.
29:47He would be safe with you.
29:49You could care for him.
29:52You and your husband.
29:54He's a good man.
29:57He could teach Noah to be a good man.
30:01The kind of man who would never do the things that his father did.
30:11The things that I did.
30:20The things that I did.
30:22No.
30:23June, I think God sent you to me today.
30:26You came after me.
30:28What if he guided my hand to save you so that you could save my baby like an angel?
30:33Oh, shit.
30:34There are avenging angels that rain down sulfur and fire from the Lord.
30:41There are avenging angels that rain down sulfur and fire from the Lord.
31:14And when she could not hide him, she built for him an ark of bulrushes and placed this child therein.
31:30Maybe I'm the ark of the Lord.
31:34Maybe I'm the ark.
31:35Maybe I'm the vessel.
31:39I carried my baby.
31:43I delivered him.
31:47And I held him.
31:53Maybe that's all that was meant for me in this life.
32:02Maybe it's God's will.
32:45Maybe it's God's will.
32:49Maybe it's God's will.
33:00A vessel.
33:06That's what you thought I was.
33:12What we were.
33:17who we were
33:21where we came from
33:26what we wanted
33:33none of that mattered to you
33:40to any of you
33:46I'm so sorry
33:47I don't care that you're sorry
33:52we mattered
33:54we were
33:58we are
33:59people
34:03we have lives
34:15and that's why I'm gonna save yours Serena
34:22because this isn't Gilead
34:27and I am not
34:28you
34:34I don't deserve to be saved
34:36it's not for you
34:40it's for him
34:46look at him
34:49look at your baby
34:53you are the only person in the whole world that he knows
34:59you are the only familiar smell
35:01you are the only voice he recognizes
35:08you love him
35:14and you wanted him
35:16so much
35:21you are his mother
35:26and he belongs
35:28with you
35:34that
35:36is God's will
35:57do you understand me
36:13excuse me
36:15could you please help us
36:16immediate postpartum
36:18yes
36:18six hours
36:19maybe hate
36:20hate maternity and NICU
36:21let's get some fluid down
36:22it's gonna be fine
36:23they're gonna help you
36:23okay
36:24I promise
36:24it's gonna be alright
36:25okay
36:28any complications
36:29they're doing just fine
36:31June
36:31it's gonna be okay
36:32just go with them
36:33and do what they say
36:34it's gonna be fine
36:35they're gonna take care of it
36:36okay
36:37I'm gonna be right here
36:38okay
36:39it's gonna be okay
36:51excuse me
36:51can I please
36:52use your phone
36:53I'm fine
36:54can I just please
36:54use your phone
36:55please
36:56down mine first
37:07June
37:16hi
37:19they took Noah
37:20to the NICU
37:23that's okay
37:32look
37:32you had a fever
37:33right
37:34so
37:35he's fine
37:36it's standard
37:36they just
37:37they
37:37they need to keep
37:38an eye on him
37:39right
37:40that's what they said
37:40it's just observation
37:42except he didn't have a fever
37:43he just was having
37:44trouble regulating
37:45his
37:46his temperature
37:47and they said
37:47that he might have a
37:50that he might have a
37:51jaundice
37:51but they're not sure
37:52so
37:53they have to run some tests
37:55yeah
37:55that's all very normal
37:56that's what they keep saying
37:58it's just all so
38:02impersonal and
38:03very medical
38:09how are you feeling
38:11how are you feeling
38:26they need him
38:29they're waiting for us both to be fully hydrated again
38:32that's good
38:33they're giving him formula
38:35he'll be fine
38:39I promise
38:50I just want to go home
38:58there's no home
39:00Serena
39:03there's just wherever you are
39:11no man's land
39:15yeah
39:29June
39:31thank you
39:48you're welcome
39:50you're welcome
39:50you're welcome
39:50you're welcome
39:56you're welcome
39:59you're welcome
40:00you're welcome
40:01you're welcome
40:02you're welcome
40:04you're welcome
40:05you're welcome
40:06you're welcome
40:07you're welcome
40:07you're welcome
40:08you're welcome
40:34Luke, you're here.
40:35Moira said they let you go.
40:38At the border.
40:46I'm so happy to see your face.
40:48Jenna, we did it.
40:50Joao's got the USB.
40:52He's working on it.
40:55Oh, thank you.
40:57Oh, thank you.
40:59Are you okay?
41:00Did she hurt you?
41:03No, she...
41:05She had her baby.
41:07While you were there?
41:09Yeah.
41:11It's a boy, and he's healthy.
41:14Well, healthy enough.
41:16He may have jaundice, but that's, you know, that's completely normal for babies, right?
41:21So they may just put him under one of those little lamps, and then he'll just...
41:25All right, June, June, June, June, what's going on with Serena?
41:29She's fine.
41:32She's...
41:33She's fine.
41:36Yeah, let's, um, I'll tell you later.
41:38Let's go.
41:39Oh, hold on.
41:41Give me a Serena Waterford's room.
41:432-11, down the hall.
41:47What's going on?
41:50Don't worry.
41:52They're not here for us.
41:54Come on.
41:58What's...
42:03Serena Waterford, we are Canadian Immigration. You are being detained.
42:08Detained.
42:08Detained?
42:09No.
42:09Hey!
42:13I'd like to speak with a lawyer.
42:15As an undocumented person, you have no immediate right to counsel.
42:19What is going on?
42:20Illegal border crossing.
42:22Lack of immigration status.
42:24I mean, there must be some mistakes.
42:26You called them?
42:27She gave up her diplomatic reason when she left that little visitor center.
42:33What about my baby?
42:37The detention facility has no infant care.
42:53What?
42:54What does that mean?
42:57Where is my baby right now?
43:00Child Protection Unit is already here.
43:02They'll oversee his care.
43:04That's all I can tell you.
43:05No, you can't do that.
43:07No, please.
43:08Please.
43:08Wait, wait.
43:09Oh, please.
43:11Don't...
43:11At last.
43:13She knows what it feels like.
43:15Oh, please.
43:16Don't.
43:17Please.
43:19Please.
43:21Just...
43:21Just don't let them take my baby, please.
43:25Justice.
43:26Right?
43:28Hey.
43:28Help me.
43:30Please.
43:31Please.
43:32Don't let them take you from me.
43:34Please.
43:34Stop.
43:35Please.
43:37Help me.
43:38Yeah.
43:39Please.
43:40Help me.
43:41Just.
43:42Just help me.
43:44Jump, please.
43:45Leave.
43:46He?
44:00In the way...
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