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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 6
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00:32Zach, I wrote you a letter
00:36I poured my heart out
00:38Opening up about personal things
00:41I hadn't had the courage to admit to anyone
00:46How hard life was getting
00:49How lonely I felt
00:54I keep to myself mostly
00:57I don't always tell people things
00:59I'm not good with
01:00Like drama
01:04You look good
01:06Very sharp
01:07You ready for this?
01:10Yeah, I'm all ready
01:12I learned pretty early on not to rock the boat
01:15You'll do great
01:16To stay in my lane
01:17You're a good boy
01:19The best son a mother could have
01:24Don't worry, Mom
01:25You'll be fine
01:28Don't worry about it
01:29Okay?
01:30He'll be back
01:31He's sick as hell
01:32He can't go to the city
01:34He's got no money, no car
01:35Clay, I'm on your side
01:37Okay?
01:38We'll figure this out
01:41Thank you
01:43Thank you
01:44Can I trust you?
01:46Always
01:54Do you have any idea where at school these might have been taken?
01:59No, I don't recognize it
02:07Wait, is that?
02:09Bryce
02:13Wow
02:16I try not to be a bully
02:19I try not to be a victim
02:21We firmly believe that our daughter deserved better
02:24And that the school, the school could have done more
02:27We don't let ourselves forget that
02:29That's how we keep ourselves going
02:31We're in this together
02:31Mr. Baker, one more question
02:34We're in this together
02:35Thank you, sir
02:36Thank you
02:40Everything okay?
02:41Stop that dumb kid
02:42Tells the truth in there today
02:43Liv, this time we have actual proof
02:45That Hannah told the school
02:46That she was hurting
02:47She wrote that note in class
02:49They did nothing
02:50We're right on this one
02:51It's a win
02:52I agree
02:53And it is so good to see you both here
02:55Though, if I may say
02:57Now that we're playing
02:58You're a united front
02:59It is helpful to hold hands for the press
03:01We're not
03:02Playing at anything
03:05It's a tough line to walk
03:08So, this bullying that you just mentioned
03:10Do you feel pressure to join in
03:12When you see it happening?
03:14Yes, sir
03:14And what type of bullying do you see?
03:16Well, sometimes it's obvious
03:18And sometimes it's not
03:20Sometimes kid gets roughed up
03:23A lot of the times, though
03:25It's
03:26It's just stuff that people say
03:28Especially athletes
03:29So
03:30What type of stuff do you say?
03:36We
03:37We
03:38We brag about things that we do with girls
03:41Like
03:43Uh
03:44Sexually
03:45Even when they're not true
03:47And sometimes that can get around
03:49And who's saying these things?
03:58Lots of kids
03:59Lots of kids
04:01It's a tough school
04:03Three weeks before you went to the hospital
04:05You received the tapes
04:06Do you remember how?
04:08At school?
04:10No
04:10They were mailed to you
04:13On tape five
04:14Hannah talks about running into you and Jessica
04:16At the winter formal
04:17Do you remember what she said about you two?
04:20That we look good together?
04:23No
04:23You weren't at the dance with Jessica
04:25You were just talking to her there
04:28Did you
04:28Have you been studying?
04:30Yes, I've been fucking studying
04:33Clay
04:33I've listened to the tapes like four times
04:35I don't even know if the doctor is going to ask me any of this today
04:38I went online
04:40Some doctors tested Marines that had TBI with dates and memory questions to see if they could continue serving
04:45I'm not a fucking Marine, Clay
04:47I shot myself in the head
04:50Mr. Porter is out this morning
04:52I'm Miss Paul
04:54And we're going to be watching a very interesting film
04:59Human Centipede?
05:01Well, no
05:02It's not a nature film
05:05It's, uh
05:07It's about life after high school
05:10And how it gets better
05:11That's great, but what the hell are we supposed to do until then?
05:19I super glued the DVD player shut
05:21So now I wait to see how long it takes her to figure it out
05:27Dude, come on, celebrate me
05:31My neighbor saw a shooting
05:32So my dad's calling your dad
05:34Shit
05:36But now he wants to take a shooting
05:38So wait, we're getting in trouble for shooting guns
05:41So they're taking us to go shoot guns?
05:43Essentially, yeah
05:46Do adults think these things through?
05:48No
05:50No, dude, I'm there
05:51Fuck yeah
05:52Cool
05:53All right
05:54Who is good with electronics?
06:05This silent treatment gonna last all day?
06:07What do you want me to say, Kev?
06:08I was glad to bail you out of jail and wait two hours at the impound?
06:12You said that I should use the time
06:14that I have left to do the most good
06:17Take care of those kids
06:19And how is assaulting a drug dealer taking care of those kids?
06:22He all but put a price tag on Justin Foley's head
06:25And what happened to the back window?
06:27Hmm?
06:30It must have happened during the fight
06:32I mean, we'll get it fixed
06:34It's not about the car
06:37Look
06:39I'm proud of you, Kev
06:41Fighting for these kids, doing whatever you can
06:43I get it
06:44But baby, there's glass in Mason's car seat
06:48I want you to do you
06:50But what if someone from the school finds out what happened and you get fired?
06:53They won't
06:54All right
06:55And what if you get hurt next time?
06:57There won't be a next time
06:58I promise
07:00Okay?
07:02So
07:03I'm obsessed with this new life you're leading
07:07But can I ask you about your old cheerleading days?
07:10Sure
07:13Have you ever heard of a place called the clubhouse?
07:16It's a place where jocks hung out, maybe?
07:19No, it doesn't sound familiar
07:21But is there anything else you know about it?
07:24Apparently Hannah went there with an athlete, possibly Justin, long after they broke up
07:28Are you serious, Ryan?
07:31You're really trying to dig up dirt on Hannah?
07:33No, I wasn't
07:35I'm interested
07:36Yeah, well your interest tends to end up in your zine
07:38I would never
07:40I was just
07:43You're right
07:50I'll drop it
07:55It is especially tough on girls
07:58It was for Hannah
08:00To your knowledge, neither Mrs. Bradley nor any Liberty faculty took any action once this anonymous note was read aloud?
08:09Not to my knowledge, no
08:10So a note expressing interest in suicide was read aloud in class and faculty members ignored it?
08:19Objection, asked and answered
08:21Sustained
08:21No further questions, your honor
08:26Hey, Kevin
08:27How you doing, buddy?
08:29How's that new class going?
08:30It's all good
08:31Thanks
08:32Good, glad to hear it
08:34Just helps keep your head down
08:36And, you know, focus on work when things get a little messed up
08:39You know, like last night
08:44I'm sorry?
08:47I got a buddy I went to high school with
08:50And, uh, he's one of the lieutenants at the station there
08:53He called me when they brought you in
08:55It was a misunderstanding
08:57Look, we've all been there
08:58You know, and apparently they got that dealer guy there like once a week
09:03But, look, I vouched for you
09:05And he said that they'd all make it go away
09:10I see
09:11I'm just gonna keep this between us
09:26What's that?
09:27Oh, yeah, it's all meant to me
09:34I-
09:35I-
09:35I-
09:42I-
09:43So yeah, spent the entire night in my own bed and my dad only saved her half of it. Yeah,
09:48I'm mad as everything
10:02Easy to get sucked back in old shit can handle it now
10:07Do you know Mike hi hey
10:11Michael so what did your doctor say Alex?
10:13I'm sorry. I tried but they're not gonna let me testify shit
10:18Did the doctor say why
10:20I don't think so
10:42Justin.
10:55Hey, Jess.
10:56I missed you.
10:59Can we go somewhere else to talk alone?
11:02No.
11:06I came back for you.
11:10It's the only reason why I'm here.
11:13If you want me to stay,
11:17I promise you I'm here for good.
11:20Look, if you want me to go, I'll go forever this time.
11:24You said that before.
11:28I tried to go away.
11:31I tried to forget about you.
11:34I tried so fucking hard,
11:37but I can't stop thinking about you.
11:41Yeah, I think about you too.
11:45And I wish you were dead.
11:53I'm sorry.
11:56I didn't mean to hurt you more.
12:05You.
12:06I don't know if you want me to go.
12:09Justin!
12:13Justin.
12:13Justin, wake up.
12:14Wake up.
12:15Wake up, Justin.
12:17We've got to get him out of here.
12:19I can't do this anymore, okay?
12:21I'm out.
12:21What do you mean you're out?
12:22There is no we, okay?
12:24What the fuck is up with you?
12:28We've got to get him out of here.
12:51Did you know he was back?
12:53No, no.
12:54We really didn't know.
12:55What does it matter to you?
12:57Why do you fucking care if Justin's back?
12:59Because clearly you do.
13:00I don't fucking care.
13:01You don't know how I feel.
13:06Yeah, you're right.
13:07I don't.
13:17Zach, isn't it true that Hannah also reached out to you
13:20to talk about her feelings?
13:22Um, yes.
13:23And did she write a note to you?
13:25A note that was not anonymous?
13:29Yes.
13:30Yeah, she wrote me a letter explaining
13:33how sad she felt about everything.
13:36How she felt really alone a lot of the time.
13:39So you told no one at Liberty High
13:42that Hannah wrote you a note
13:43telling you how alone she felt?
13:50I didn't know how to.
13:52But isn't it true that you did reach out to her off campus?
13:58Um...
13:59The summer after sophomore year?
14:01The summer after the note?
14:02Did you have contact with her?
14:06Yes.
14:07And isn't it true that you saw her more than once that summer?
14:12Um, yeah.
14:13Last summer was slow.
14:15Most people were out of town.
14:18You take them, okay?
14:20Sure thing.
14:22Can I help you?
14:23Hey, yeah.
14:24Can I get a box of Mike and Ike's,
14:26a box of hot tamales,
14:27and a Diet Coke, please?
14:28No, you cannot have fucking Mike and Ike's
14:31and hot tamales
14:31because you're not a fucking child.
14:33Actually, his mommy says he is.
14:35Okay, fuck off, you guys.
14:36Don't you ever get tired of the mama's boy jokes?
14:38Uh, no.
14:39No, we don't.
14:47So I went to a lot of movies.
14:51Can I get you?
14:54I
14:57just wanted to say that
14:58I am
14:59sorry
15:01for all of it.
15:04The thing I said about your ass,
15:06that wasn't
15:08in your compliments,
15:10and, um,
15:12I'm just
15:13really,
15:15I'm really sorry.
15:18Thanks.
15:21You're an asshole, but
15:23thanks.
15:27Mike and Ike's.
15:30Yeah.
15:32And hot tamales, too, please.
15:35And a Diet Coke.
15:48I mean, I guess I even saw movies I didn't want to see.
15:55You see a lot of movies.
15:56Yeah.
15:57Well, this 2001 thing is supposed to be a masterpiece, so...
16:00God, it's, uh, so boring.
16:02Oh, is it?
16:03Yeah, but at least it's long.
16:05You should still see it, though, you know,
16:07so at least when pretentious people talk about it,
16:08you can yawn really loudly.
16:09Okay.
16:11Okay.
16:11Cool.
16:11Yeah.
16:15So...
16:19All right.
16:21Mm-hmm.
16:23Mm-hmm.
16:41¶¶
16:58So, yeah.
17:01Yeah, it was painful.
17:05Right?
17:06You're in space. Why aren't you having fun in space?
17:09Why does nobody talk?
17:10Why is the movie so long and nobody talks about anything?
17:14I mean, at least talk about the fact that, holy shit, you're in outer space.
17:19Would you...
17:23Ever want to watch a different movie?
17:26Like...
17:26Like, with you?
17:28Yes. Yeah, I meant with me as part of the...
17:34The plan.
17:35Except not at my house. My mom doesn't let me have girls over.
17:39So, you're inviting me to watch a movie at my house?
17:45I mean, they're never going to make a movie about Cameron taking a day off.
17:50People underestimate the Camerons of the world.
17:54I mean, they can be surprising.
17:57But everyone thinks when he falls off the diving board that he wants to drown.
18:03But I think he just wanted someone to save him.
18:09I kind of get that.
18:11Actually.
18:12Yeah.
18:15Nana?
18:17Shit, my parents are home early.
18:18I...
18:20I...
18:20I...
18:22I just...
18:22Hide, like...
18:24Nana? You up?
18:30Honey?
18:31You up?
18:48No.
18:49To my knowledge, your parents never found out.
18:52So, you told no one else about the time you spent with Hannah. Isn't that correct?
18:57Yes.
18:58And isn't it true that you were ashamed of telling anyone?
19:00No. No, I just...
19:10That was the summer that my dad died.
19:14And I was out of my mind and I needed someone that I could talk to.
19:18Yes, but Zach, didn't you send each other hundreds of text messages?
19:24Hey...
19:25Hundreds?
19:26I mean, I...
19:27Yeah, we texted.
19:29I don't know how many times.
19:31Who is it, Zachy?
19:34No one. It's just my mom.
19:41How's she doing? She okay?
19:47She just needs me to come home.
19:50How are you doing?
19:53I'm good.
19:54I'm fine.
19:59I'm not good.
20:01My mom...
20:03My mom doesn't even want to talk about it.
20:06She's acting like life is just, like...
20:09Going on.
20:11And I mean, I know that she's destroyed and she's worried about the future and everything, but she doesn't say
20:18anything about it.
20:20My parents do the same thing.
20:21My parents do the same thing.
20:25We just...
20:26We had things in common to talk about.
20:29And things we didn't have to talk about.
20:31Things we just knew about each other.
20:34That must have been exhausting, keeping that a secret.
20:40Yeah, I guess I, uh...
20:43Just wanted to keep the friendship of ours.
20:45And in all that time you spent together, all those texts...
20:48You and Hannah never became more than friends?
20:52You never told your fellow teammates about her as you've said they do?
20:57Bragged a bit?
20:57No, I would never do that.
21:00Because there was nothing to brag about, or because you're not one to do so?
21:04Because it wasn't like that.
21:07What was it like then?
21:11Mr. Dempsey, did something happen between you and Hannah Baker the summer before she took her life?
21:32And then after that, we went on Space Mountain, and I threw up all over her, and after she broke
21:36up with me, I took a long walk through Toontown.
21:41Yeah.
21:42How about you? Any bad breakups?
21:44Kind of hard to be broken up with when you've never had a boyfriend.
21:48What?
21:50Really? I thought you and...
21:52Oh, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to...
21:55Everyone thinks I've done a lot of things with a lot of people, but...
22:01Hey, you know, because I'm a guy, people give me shit because I don't do enough.
22:05So...
22:07And what have you done?
22:09Are you seriously asking?
22:11I am.
22:14Uh, yeah. Nothing.
22:17I'm a virgin.
22:24It's weird.
22:26You know, because of my reputation, like, people calling me a slut and everything, it made sex seem bad, like,
22:33this negative thing.
22:36But I don't want it to be. I want my first time to be how I want it to be,
22:39not how everyone says it's been.
22:41Yeah. I actually get that.
22:46Feels like there's no one good left in this town to even want to do that, would they?
23:06So, um...
23:09It's just, I...
23:11It's just, you are a good person, and I like you.
23:15I like you, too.
23:19Sorry, what's happening?
23:23I want to lose my virginity, and I want it to be great.
23:27I want to do it on my terms and with someone that I like.
23:32Would you be interested in having sex?
23:36Yeah.
23:42Alright, man, so...
23:44Who is this girl?
23:47She's, uh...
23:48She's from another school.
23:50School.
23:51So, what do you want to know?
23:53Well, what exactly do I need to know?
23:56Well, I'm very happy you came to my office for this chat.
24:01No, but seriously, it's hotter when a girl likes what you're doing, and she feels good.
24:18I'm sorry, I don't know how to, um...
24:26Begin this thing that we're doing.
24:35Is that me shaking, or you?
24:37Maybe both.
24:38A little bit of both.
24:57I hate my body.
24:58What?
24:59Why?
24:59It's beautiful.
25:01Okay, you have to say that.
25:02No, I look at your body every day, and I think it's perfect.
25:06But it's such a bit.
25:10It's okay.
25:11You understand.
25:12It's all I did for tonight.
25:16All right.
25:18Mm-hmm.
25:21Mm-hmm.
25:35Uh...
25:37Okay.
25:49Does it hurt?
25:51Uh, just...
25:53Pressure.
25:55Keep going.
26:26Uh.
26:32Uh.
26:34Um.
26:40Oh.
26:44Oh.
26:45Uh.
26:50was that uh was that okay yeah it was good probably do it better if you want to try again
27:01we could try again okay yes what yes we
27:22we had sex just once no we
27:30it was all summer but it wasn't just the sex we really cared for each other
27:40it was amazing
27:43i think i don't know how hannah felt about it
27:49running like a fire burning in the wind you said you'd take me higher higher than i've been
28:03so i've been practicing
28:09practicing what figuring out what i like
28:13i had to get past the initial this is wrong god's gonna punish me and all women feeling of shame
28:20which wasn't a joke but now it's like literally the only thing i want to do
28:39holy shit right this is all starting to make sense now
28:42you know
28:44you
28:44you
28:48you
28:49you
28:52you
28:52you
28:52you
28:55you
28:57Without me
28:58Don't wanna give it all
29:00Don't wanna give it all
29:02You can't give me back
29:14I never was a dreamer
29:17Never wanted to pretend
29:20When the night comes I still feel you
29:23In my dreams you never end
29:25And I want you to be with me
29:29And I want you to be free
29:31And I want you to remember
29:34That I don't want you to fall
29:40Hey, do you think we're doing this too much?
29:43Do you think we are?
29:46No.
29:47I mean, do you think so?
29:51Are you okay with all this?
29:54I'm good.
30:00So it should be...
30:01Yes!
30:19I'm going to meet with Dennis, damage control...
30:21I'd like to come
30:24Fine, we're meeting at my house
30:27I don't want you to feel alone in this, Liv
30:30Well, that's nice, Andy
30:32I'm honored by your concern
30:34Can you not give one inch?
30:35I am trying here
30:37Is there not one goddamn ounce of forgiveness
30:39Somewhere?
30:40Some kind of understanding
30:42That not everybody else is as self-contained
30:44As you are?
30:47Forgiveness for what?
30:49For which part?
30:49The leaving?
30:50Or the not fighting?
30:52This is you, though
30:53This is our whole life together
30:54Not just this trial
30:55Not just Hannah
30:56You have never forgiven weakness
30:57Or imperfection
30:58Or struggle
31:03I forgave
31:06Every weakness
31:07Every imperfection
31:08Every mistake that we made
31:10In parenting our daughter
31:12I guess I'm just surprised
31:13That's all we had
31:17I lied to you
31:19I am living with Valerie
31:20And her daughter
31:23I know
31:53I am living with Valerie
32:09What the hell?
32:11Hey, it wasn't me
32:12Who the hell are you?
32:18The frequent is actually there
32:19Of course
32:20That's what it says
32:33I never told anyone
32:35Because
32:37Well
32:38I thought I was protecting Hannah
32:44Maybe I was just protecting myself
32:51What the fuck?
32:55I mean
32:57What gives, dimpsy?
32:58You cash in on your V-card
32:59And you don't even tell your best friend?
33:02What the fuck, Bryce?
33:03What the fuck?
33:04Lighten the fuck up
33:06What the hell is wrong with you?
33:08Hey
33:08Hey
33:08Same team
33:10Same team
33:12Chill out
33:15What's going on with you two?
33:17It's nothing, coach
33:19All right
33:21Well, if it's nothing
33:22I don't want to see that kind of behavior in here again
33:24And I don't want to see it out there either
33:25You hear me?
33:28That goes for all of us
33:29Okay?
33:30I don't care who the hell you are out there
33:32You step into this room
33:34You step across that baseline
33:36You are the Liberty Tigers
33:38The end
33:39Yeah?
33:41Yeah
33:47Olivia, I just don't think we should call him
33:50And Sonia will tear him apart
33:51They must know everything about the kid, right?
33:54And we don't
33:56Lainey did recuse herself
33:58But that's
33:58Somehow I'm not concerned about a mother
34:01Knowing her son's secrets
34:04Tends not to be the case these days, it seems
34:07With mothers
34:08Liv
34:10Her daughter
34:13I mean, she
34:16Becomes a woman
34:18And we missed it
34:19But is this the right response?
34:22We put another kid on the stand
34:23And hope for the best?
34:25I mean, there's a reason why we kept him off the list
34:27Clay was devastated
34:30When Hannah died, okay?
34:31He was in love with her
34:33He thought she was perfect
34:35The jury needs to hear that
34:37Alright, we'll have to prep him tonight
34:39Go ahead and fill out the paperwork
34:40I'll talk to him first
34:42What the fuck did you do?
34:45Why would you say all of that?
34:47You just made everything worse for her
34:49I didn't mean to
34:50Clay, I swear to God, it's not a lie
34:53I'm sorry
34:53So how come no one knew about it?
34:56You were out of town last summer
34:57It wasn't on your tape
34:58Did she put everything on your tape?
35:04You didn't deserve her
35:05I know
35:06I'm sorry
35:08Fuck you
35:09Just go to hell
35:11Clay, come on
35:12Get the fuck out of here
35:32You have something you want to say to me?
35:59I've been looking for you everywhere
36:00It's called the clubhouse
36:02Wait, what?
36:03The place in the Polaroids
36:04It's called the clubhouse
36:06Jesus, I don't care anymore
36:08What?
36:10How do you go from
36:11I don't fucking care, okay?
36:13I'm done
36:16I have to take this
36:18So
36:19I'll see you
36:42All right, put your guns down, guys
36:44Guns on the table
36:48All right, guys
36:48We're going to put in a fresh clip
36:50Okay, Cyrus
36:50Look at this
36:51We're going to eject the old clip like that
36:54By pressing that button
36:55Roll in the new clip like so
36:58Rack the slide
36:59Okay
37:05You guys try it
37:06Cool
37:07Remember, even if there's no clip in there
37:09Always treat your guns as if they're loaded
37:12Okay?
37:13All right
37:14Give it a shot
37:17I really appreciate this
37:19My wife didn't think it was appropriate to call
37:22But we don't know anybody else who we could ask
37:24And Alex has been a good friend to Tyler
37:27Oh, well, I'm happy to do it
37:29Tyler's a good kid
37:31You know, we
37:32We can't change the past
37:34But we can be better, right?
37:41Dude, what the fuck?
37:43I've been waiting outside for like
37:4430 minutes
37:46I'm plateauing
37:49Plateauing?
37:50Yeah
37:51Apparently that happens when you shoot yourself in the head
37:56After like six months
37:57No matter how much work you put in
37:59Your body just settles into being broken forever
38:01Come on, man
38:02You had a rough couple days
38:03And that's
38:04It's not a rough couple of days, Zach
38:06This is my life now
38:09My doctor said so
38:11Okay, I'm pretty sure your doctor didn't say that
38:12I can't testify
38:14I can't help Hannah
38:15I can't help Jess
38:16I'm useless
38:17Well
38:19Maybe that's for the better
38:21What is that supposed to mean?
38:23It means that after what happened to me today
38:24Maybe you don't want to testify
38:25Don't tell me what I fucking want
38:27Alex, I'm
38:28And at least you can do it
38:29And at least you can walk
38:30And fuck girls
38:32Fuck
38:33Alex
38:33Fuck you
38:34Come on, go
38:34No
38:35The fuck off of me
38:36Fuck my leg
38:38There's a fucking hole in my head
38:40And then fuck Justin for coming back for Jessica
38:43And fuck Jessica
38:44Dude, I love you
38:46Get off of me
38:48Stop
38:49Alex, stop
38:49Fight me
38:51Man, fight me
38:52Alex, just
38:53Fuck you
38:54So what's wrong?
38:57What's wrong?
39:07I
39:10Listen, it's probably just
39:13Like from the
39:15Physical contact
39:16and um are you okay yeah yeah I am my dick works
39:35we need you to talk about your friendship about what you two meant to
39:41each other her kindness they have to be kissing her they probably will but it
39:56was just one kiss it's important that the jury understands who Hannah really was
40:03Dennis will ask you what you two talked about the hopes and dreams that Hannah
40:10shared with you her good qualities this trial I've learned things about Hannah I
40:18guess I didn't know before I understand me too I feel like I didn't really know who
40:27she was can you put all that out of your mind though and focus on who Hannah really
40:35was to you
40:43I couldn't move he got on top of me and I couldn't move my arms or if I did he
40:52just
40:53pushed them back down he just kept pushing everywhere he wouldn't listen I can still
41:03feel his hands taking off my underwear I just feel him all the time if I kiss
41:10someone I can feel his breath if I touch someone I just remember trying to get him not to touch
41:19me
41:23God so it's really fucking stupid that I'm worried about Justin when he's one of
41:28the goddamn reasons why I'm dealing with all of this shit
41:36you fool yourself into thinking that by keeping things hidden it makes it easier for you to get by
41:47the one to the aggressors let's have them grab at the neck let's use break the grip throw the palm
41:53grab the shoulders throw the knee there you go we're going to speed it up a little bit here Lucas
41:57you can switch with Selena for a second thank you all right one more time you grab my neck we're
42:02going to break the grip we're going to throw the palm throw the knee all right we'll switch it over
42:07this is with the sound
42:16even though you know you'd feel a lot better if you just came clean
42:25don't drink it so fast it's one-way trip to barf town
42:34sounds fun
42:35and so my friend
42:41it is done
42:42you hacked
42:44Zach's iCloud account in two minutes
42:47his password was Zach attack
42:48so
42:54isn't that the girl that died
43:00yeah
43:01that's weird
43:03what's that
43:11holy shit this is incredible
43:15we have to send this everywhere
43:16no no no no
43:19no let's fuck with him first
43:22no I mean I think
43:24I think you're really brave to talk about Justin
43:28is there anyone else you want to talk about
43:32Bryce maybe Bryce
43:36what do you mean
43:40look
43:43I've been the girl who's avoided her rapist in the halls
43:48mine was a senior named Mark Perry
43:52and it's it's a story for another time but
43:56I'm choosing to say his name to you even though I didn't turn him in you want to know why
44:02because it's my fucking story to tell
44:05no one else is
44:07and
44:08you should be so proud that you told yours tonight
44:15I am
44:16I am
44:17good
44:20and I just know that you can always always talk about it with me
44:24I get it
44:32I was trying to help Hannah's case
44:35by hiding Justin here
44:37in the home of a lawyer whose firm is trying the case
44:41do you have any idea how that could look
44:43it's not just appearances we're worried about
44:46Matt I'm an officer of the court
44:48Justin failed to respond to his subpoena
44:50he's in contempt
44:51look I was hiding him here because I didn't have any other options
44:53okay
44:54what about the option of coming to talk to us
44:56that's promised
44:57I had nowhere to go
44:59that's why he had no other options
45:01my mom is a junkie
45:05and her boyfriend is
45:08he's a dealer
45:09and not a very nice guy
45:13I knew that they wouldn't take me back
45:15Clay and Tony they found me
45:18and saved me
45:21he didn't tell you guys because I was too ashamed for anyone to know
45:31and he's sick
45:33with the flu
45:34which is why we were waiting for him to testify
45:38you can stay as long as you need Justin
45:41but I will need to report you being back
45:44to the lawyers
45:45I'm sorry it's the law
45:47that's okay
45:48I understand
45:49thank you Mrs. Jensen
45:50and Mr. Jensen
45:54no
45:56who's hungry
45:57really
45:58you threw up on his favorite boots
46:03what were you guys drinking
46:04because he is out cold
46:06he said it was his special recipe
46:11what were you guys even working on
46:14oh
46:24he's gonna hate me
46:27why
46:28you know I'm not telling you what happened
46:31you don't have to either
46:32you know it could just
46:34be our secret
46:36like just me and you
46:44what are we paying the walker's lawyer for
46:47if you're just gonna keep secrets from him
46:49and this was happening all last summer
46:55no I wasn't ready
46:57and save
47:02no I'm not ready
47:06I don't want to go back to school
47:09junior year is like the only year that counts on your transcript
47:16no Bryce is back and wants to party
47:19if you want we can hang with him later
47:20I don't have plans
47:23actually
47:26look I don't want my friends to know about this
47:29us
47:31I just kind of want this to be ours you know
47:37um yeah okay
47:46why would you keep this from me
47:49because that's how we do things isn't it
47:50what does that mean
47:51I don't even know how you feel about dad dying
47:55I don't know how you feel about anything
47:57what if I felt like Hannah did
47:59because I have mom
48:01I actually have
48:03what would you do
48:04Zachary, Shanya, Dempsey
48:05that is enough
48:07don't say such things
48:08why not
48:09this trial
48:10that girl
48:11has put thoughts in your head
48:14you do not feel that way
48:16you're fine
48:21yeah
48:22exactly
48:24I'm fine
48:30what about Jessica's party
48:32I mean you didn't talk to him there
48:33he was drunk and stupid by the time I showed up
48:36so why didn't you put it on his tape
48:39maybe I was keeping it private for me and him
48:42or maybe you were protecting yourself
48:43yes
48:44maybe I was
48:47maybe it hurt that it meant something to me
48:50and not to him
49:00if I had been in town that summer
49:02if I had been in town that summer
49:05would it have been me instead
49:19thinking about Zach
49:21thinking about Zach?
49:23what?
49:25no
49:26I read that stupid blog
49:30I have to tell
49:32hundreds of people tomorrow
49:33what I loved about Hannah
49:36and all I can think about is how she lost her virginity to Zach
49:39I mean Zach
49:40and then like a month later she hooked up with me
49:42and then she freaked out
49:43but she didn't freak out when she hooked up with Zach
49:45I mean
49:47what the fuck are you saying Jensen?
49:50I mean
49:52do you know how many girls I've slept with?
49:56like a lot
49:57classifies me as like a player or something
50:01my best friends used to think I was the fucking best
50:04okay
50:05Hannah
50:07she sleeps with one guy
50:08she has a crush on another guy
50:11being me
50:11and she kisses a third
50:13being you
50:15and it's whatever
50:16it's all fine right?
50:18all of a sudden she's a slut
50:21all of a sudden you don't know who she is
50:24you're a dumbass
50:25I'm not a dumbass
50:27you're a dumb
50:27you're an ass
50:29dumbass
50:31I'm not the dumbass who got locked out of a house today
50:38Clay I didn't get locked out today
50:42someone broke in
50:43I didn't see who it was
50:46and I didn't tell your parents
50:48what the fuck?
50:49I mean who the fuck have you pissed off lately?
50:54Bryce
50:56it has to be Bryce
50:57did he leave anything?
50:59or did he take anything?
51:01fuck
51:02I don't know
51:03I was downstairs with your parents this whole
51:04fuck
51:27what is it?
51:30nothing
51:31it's good
51:34everything's here
51:38Hannah had nothing to be ashamed of
51:42I made her feel like she did
51:45because I don't tell people things
51:47like I said
51:51five tickets for sudden descent please
51:54hey are you still wearing that lacy black underwear?
51:57yeah come on show us
51:59oh
51:59miles and miles of skin
52:02all right ladies enough
52:05what makes me feel free
52:07I'll just keep the nice change
52:08thank you sweetheart
52:14see ya
52:19shit
52:21shit I forgot my wallet guys
52:22I'll meet you out there
52:23all right
52:31hey
52:34sorry about earlier I didn't want them to make fun of you or anything
52:37they made fun of me anyway
52:39right
52:39I'm sorry
52:40about that
52:43can I make it up to you?
52:46uh sometime
52:50you were right before
52:52maybe it's best if we just keep this thing between us
52:56you know if we end it now
52:57then it stays good
52:58not complicated
53:02yeah
53:04yeah I know that
53:05that sounds
53:06good
53:10okay
53:10cool
53:16Hannah didn't tell me how she felt either
53:19but now
53:21I guess I know
53:48and I'll be ashamed for the rest of my life
53:53and shame burns
54:14for help finding crisis resources
54:18visit 13reasonswhy.info
54:33I'm out again on my own
54:37a reflection in the chrome
54:40of an add-on machine
54:44it's been so long
54:48my mind is drawing a blank
54:52don't know if I can go back
54:56but to live out this dream
55:00it's just my love
55:03I call you on
55:07I had to hear you
55:12just to feel me you
55:15I know
55:17I know
55:17it's not true
55:19but it's been so long
55:22I know
55:24it's hard
55:26I know
55:32it's been so long
55:33it's been so long
55:34it's been so long
55:34it's been so long
55:34it's been so long
55:39it's been so long
55:41it's been so long
55:43it's been so long
55:44it's been so long
55:45it's been so long
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