We Are All Trying Here Ep 4 [ English Sub ]

JoyfulHorizons

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00:00:16To be continued...

00:00:53I'm not sure what you're doing.

00:00:55I'm not sure what you're doing.

00:00:57There you go, just a little bit.

00:00:58What's that?

00:00:59I'm gonna go back to college.

00:01:03I went back to college school.

00:01:03I'm already there!

00:01:04Boy, at that time, she had a birthday club.

00:01:15When I was a kid, I had a birthday party.

00:01:27Don't forget to rely on your love.

00:01:29I feel like you're in love.

00:01:32When I was first having a friend, I was ready to stay inside.

00:01:33I was just spending my life.

00:01:36I was pregnant.

00:01:37That's it.

00:02:22What are you talking about?

00:02:25You're talking about yourself.

00:02:28You're talking about yourself.

00:02:29I can't sleep.

00:02:31Why?

00:02:33I'm going to have a scenario.

00:02:37I have any contact.

00:02:40I'm going to have a problem.

00:02:42I have no contact...

00:02:43I'm going to have a phone call.

00:02:45I'm going to have a phone call.

00:02:56I have a phone call.

00:02:59Hi.

00:02:59How are you, Eunha?

00:03:00Yes, Eunha.

00:03:03Eunha, you're going to be late.

00:03:05I haven't got it all yet.

00:03:11Eunha, you're late.

00:03:14I have a promise.

00:03:18I'll send you mail.

00:03:38It's not okay.

00:03:40I'm not...

00:03:42I'm not...

00:03:45I'm not...

00:03:46I'm not...

00:03:59Yes.

00:04:00Yes.

00:04:01See you later.

00:04:10Okay.

00:04:12Okay.

00:04:13Okay, okay.

00:04:14Thank you so much for joining us.

00:04:38I want to tell you what I want to tell you about.

00:04:49It's the same pattern of the same pattern I can't remember.

00:04:56Here.

00:04:59It's the same time when the coffee comes to coffee.

00:05:29I can't wait to see it, but I can't wait to see it, but I can't wait to see it.

00:05:46Yeah, boy.

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00:05:5920 years old.

00:06:01What is it?

00:06:02I'm not saying it.

00:06:05I'm not saying it.

00:06:07I'm not saying it's an idea.

00:06:08I'm not saying it's an idea.

00:06:10It's a funny feeling.

00:06:13I love it.

00:06:15I love it.

00:06:16I love it.

00:06:17I can't believe it.

00:06:20When I was a kid,

00:06:21I was a kid.

00:06:24I don't know what you're saying.

00:06:27Coffee...

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00:06:46What's your name?

00:06:47It's a lot of blood.

00:06:52It's a lot of blood.

00:06:53It's a lot of blood.

00:06:55It's a lot of blood.

00:06:56It's a lot of blood.

00:06:56What's your name?

00:07:01I want to take a look at it.

00:07:13This is a lot of blood.

00:07:16I want to take a look at it.

00:07:18I'm afraid to cut a look at it.

00:07:19It's a lot of blood.

00:07:23I'll have to take a look at it.

00:07:24It's not a lot of blood.

00:07:25It's like I can't eat it.

00:07:27I'm glad it's not that I can take a look at it.

00:07:31It's funny.

00:07:32It's funny.

00:07:32I'm so angry.

00:07:35I'm so angry.

00:07:36I'm so angry.

00:07:38I'm really thankful by the words that I can't...

00:07:42I knew that I wrote.

00:07:43But you mentioned the music used to write.

00:07:45He's a yes, he's a no-book writer.

00:07:51You can 5-6-3-4.

00:07:54He has to do this.

00:07:55You can't do this.

00:07:57Than어를 이용해서 진실을 낚아내겠다는 .

00:08:01HG.

00:08:02형은 지금 뭐하세요?

00:08:06뭐...

00:08:07지금은...

00:08:09용접하면서, 술 마시면서,

00:08:13But if you dare to.

00:08:14It's not true.

00:08:16It's not true.

00:08:21I mean, you need to stay there, right?

00:08:21There is no force on him.

00:08:24You need to stay in front of him.

00:08:41I was a man alone.

00:08:42I have a dream come.

00:08:44I couldn't see it.

00:08:45It's something I never saw, my head remember.

00:08:47But the truth is that my heart was kernels that I had.

00:08:59I don't know who it was.

00:09:04I don't know.

00:09:06Here's the people who can be a name.

00:09:14Can you see me?

00:09:16I don't know.

00:09:17Here you can see me.

00:09:18I'm sorry.

00:09:21I'm sorry.

00:09:28I'm sorry.

00:09:29I'm sorry.

00:09:30지루.

00:09:35전부 다.

00:09:37감정 덩어리네.

00:09:38좋은 감정 덩어리는 별로 없어요?

00:09:42전철만 타면 사람들이 왜 그렇게 못생겼나 했는데,

00:09:47이 얼굴이 못생겼던 게 아니었어.

00:09:49이 감정이 못생겼던 거였어.

00:09:53애들이 왜 이쁘게요?

00:09:54감정이 덩어리지지 않아서.

00:09:56그렇구나.

00:09:59그럼 전...

00:10:00무슨 덩어리로 보여요?

00:10:04어...

00:10:05지금 생각난 거 바로 말하세요.

00:10:06바꾸지 말고.

00:10:12불안.

00:10:20들켰다.

00:10:22불안.

00:10:25불안.

00:10:26근데 불안은 인간의 기본값 아닌가요?

00:10:29이렇게 낱낱이 다 분리되어 있는데 어떻게 불안하지 않을 수가 있죠?

00:10:35제가 제일 좋아하는 단어.

00:10:37안온함.

00:10:39안.

00:10:40온.

00:10:42한 번도 겪어본 적은 없어요.

00:10:44근데 느낌은 있어요.

00:10:48세상 안전하고.

00:10:50세상 따뜻한.

00:10:54겨울에 이불 속에서 귤 까먹으면서 만화책 보는 느낌의 한...

00:11:00백반배쯤?

00:11:02백반배쯤?

00:11:03제가 말이 열라 많거든요.

00:11:05제가 말이 왜 많게요.

00:11:06갑자기 막 불안의 군대가 와다다다다다다다다다 쳐들어오기 시작한다 싶으면 제가 말로 막 와다다다다다다다 시끄럽게 굴어서 파락 물이 쳐요.

00:11:14침묵이 무서워요.

00:11:18침묵 속에서 갑자기 진실이 튀어나올까 봐.

00:11:23막...

00:11:26어떤 진실이요?

00:11:39조용히 있으면...

00:11:44골룸같이 생긴 악마가 나타나서...

00:11:47내 귀에 속삭일 것 같아요.

00:11:52너는 존재 가치가 없어.

00:12:02너는 존재 가치가 없어.

00:12:06너는 존재 가uned?

00:12:18I don't know.

00:12:59I don't know.

00:13:13I don't know.

00:13:15I don't know.

00:13:49I don't know.

00:14:21I don't know.

00:14:23I don't know.

00:14:25I don't know.

00:14:26I don't know.

00:14:28술은 다음에 하지.

00:14:29아, 예.

00:14:40집에서 봬요?

00:14:41어, 들어가.

00:14:41아, 예.

00:14:43아, 예.

00:14:44아, 예.

00:14:55아, 예.

00:14:56아, 예.

00:15:11그래.

00:15:14딸이 말아먹은 거 엄마가 땜빵해 주는구나.

00:15:18말아먹어서 죄송합니다.

00:15:20아이, 왜 이래.

00:15:21이 바닥 원래 열 개 말아먹고 하나 벌고.

00:15:24몰라?

00:15:25언제쯤 그 한 아이 들어볼까요?

00:15:26내 옆에 딱 붙어있어.

00:15:29나랑 붙어가는 이상 한 번은 돼.

00:15:32가는 거야.

00:15:34자, 천만.

00:15:36가자!

00:15:43박경세 감독 뭐해?

00:15:45내려와서 한 잔 하라 그래?

00:15:46그냥 드세요.

00:15:47요즘 상태 안 좋아요.

00:16:08나는 한번 또 탱탱하자.

00:16:09사실 세월이 바래를 Nada일이 50배속.

00:16:13공질도 요즘 이동이 aggrav DONDE Visual 때문에.

00:16:13어디gard볼까?

00:16:24공질도 동료기

00:16:25주장 제목은 재미없어요.

00:16:37I don't know.

00:17:17I don't know.

00:17:51I don't know.

00:18:04I don't know.

00:18:36I don't know.

00:18:40I don't know.

00:18:45I don't know.

00:19:01I don't know.

00:19:05I don't know.

00:19:11I don't know.

00:19:43I don't know.

00:20:10I don't know.

00:20:15I don't know.

00:20:18I don't know.

00:20:25I don't know.

00:20:27I don't know.

00:20:39It's just the same thing.

00:20:42It's just the same thing.

00:20:43It's just the same thing.

00:20:45It's just the same thing.

00:20:50What's this movie?

00:20:52It's about the stress of the people who are working on the job.

00:20:56I'm going to kill you.

00:20:57I'm just going to kill you.

00:21:10I'm going to kill you.

00:21:11This is a lot of the music.

00:21:12I'm going to kill you.

00:21:15Maybe I can't even use this one?

00:21:16Yeah.

00:21:23Maybe you can use this one-to-date.

00:21:23That quality is an action.

00:21:27You shouldn't use this one.

00:21:32You should use this one.

00:21:33It's so hard.

00:21:34If you're using this one-to-date,

00:21:36the guy is a movie for me,

00:21:39I'm sure you're going to get the same.

00:21:40I'm sure you're going to get the same, too.

00:21:41But when you make it, you're going to be able to get the same.

00:21:46It doesn't mean that you're going to get the same.

00:21:48It'll be the same.

00:21:52It'll be the same.

00:21:55It'll be the same.

00:21:58I need you.

00:22:282.

00:22:32펜투어 갔을 때 유명한 감독님한테 성함이 어떻게 되시냐고 물어보는 그 뻔뻔함.

00:22:37자신을 알리 만무한 사람들한테 나도 너를 모른다고 배짱 부리는 허세.

00:22:42다들 조용히 있다가 조용히 가는데 아무것도 아닌 인간이 아무것도 아닌 거 들통날까 싶어 쉼 없이 떠벌떠벌.

00:22:50마음이 불판 위에서 타들어가는 것처럼 정신없이 떠벌떠벌.

00:22:54그래서 결국 스스로 아무것도 아님을 증명해 내고야만은.

00:22:59그래서 우리가 너랑 다시 펜투어 한 걸.

00:23:01쉿.

00:23:05새는 바가지.

00:23:08밖에서까지 봐야 될 이유 없으니까.

00:23:133.

00:23:15매번 심사에 미끄러지면서 또.

00:23:20또.

00:23:35포기하지 않는 너를 보면서 이젠 그런 생각이 든다.

00:23:40그냥 이렇게 늙어 죽을 수만 있다면.

00:23:44그러고 싶은가 보다.

00:23:45이 멘트는 이 enqu 있게 하셨들만ZA.

00:23:47하하?

00:23:54아빠, 쉿.

00:23:54아유, 안녕하세요, 안녕하세요.

00:24:02어.

00:24:06야, 항동만 읽었냐?

00:24:11translation�서.

00:24:15What?

00:24:16Sorry, I'm reading it.

00:24:17I'm going to go to the back of it.

00:24:20Oh!

00:24:23I'm not going to say that.

00:24:25I'm not going to say that.

00:24:26Just go ahead and say it.

00:24:33Why?

00:24:34I've been back to the woods.

00:24:37I'm not going to go.

00:24:40I can't see you.

00:24:40I'm not sure.

00:24:42I'm not sure.

00:24:44It's 100%.

00:24:44It's 100% just before I get it.

00:24:46I think it's just something to tell you,

00:24:47whether it's something wrong with the pain.

00:24:52You see it, it doesn't look like you.

00:24:55You don't look like you, right?

00:24:56You don't look like you.

00:24:58You don't look like this.

00:24:59You're a piece of pain.

00:25:03You're a piece of pain.

00:25:04You're a piece of pain.

00:25:09I'm coming to you when I like that.

00:25:14You're not a bitch.

00:25:15I don't know if you ever get hurt.

00:25:16I don't want to know what it's like.

00:25:18I don't know what the fuck.

00:25:21What the fuck?

00:25:27What's the fuck?

00:25:32What else?

00:25:39I can't believe it.

00:25:43I can't believe it.

00:25:51Hey, where are you?

00:25:54Ah, shit, shit, shit.

00:26:39끝까지 못 읽겠다.

00:26:43내가 당신한테 말 안 한 게 있는데.

00:26:49그 위에도 보면 그 새끼가 쓴 내역.

00:26:55내가 오죽하면.

00:26:56참, 참, 참.

00:27:02내가 황동만 갔으면 대목까지 박아가며 출입금지 시킨 게 황동만 하나 꼴보기 싫어서겠어?

00:27:09황동만 때문에 미쳐날뛰는 당신이 쪽팔여서지!

00:27:13황동만이 뭐 한마디만 하면 파르르!

00:27:16후배들 보기 안 부끄럽니?

00:27:18직원들 보기 안 부끄러워?

00:27:21한 번만 더 해.

00:27:23황동만 출입금지 떼고 박경세 출입금지 붙일 거니까.

00:27:44최단기 천만은 찍을 거 같아.

00:27:49여기서 딱 손 팔면 평생 먹고 살겠지.

00:27:53근데 그게 되냐?

00:27:54그 돈 갖고 또 찍지?

00:27:58저기, 이상한 게 하나 떴는데요.

00:28:02한번 보셔야 될 것 같은데.

00:28:05어, 내가 조금 있다가 다시 전화할게.

00:28:07오케이.

00:28:10이상한 거?

00:28:13뭔데?

00:28:18비 한 방울 안 섞인 장미란이랑...

00:28:38이거 언제 올라온 거야?

00:28:42어?

00:28:43난데, SNS 올라온 거 봤어?

00:28:46응?

00:28:58피 한 방울 안 섞인 장미란이랑 알콩달콩 모녀부심 부리는 거 보면...

00:29:04불편하다.

00:29:0623년 전 초등학교 때 개를 기억한다.

00:29:12변땡땡.

00:29:16오정이 딸이었는데 엄마 아빠 없이 혼자 살던 방치되어 있던 애.

00:29:25그때 당시 오정이는 무명이었지만 허름한 동네에 어울리지 않게 세련된 사람이었어서 이름을 정확히 기억한다.

00:29:35오정이에 비해 딸은 평범하고 조용한 아이였는데...

00:29:39그땐 몰랐는데 나이 들어서 생각하니 걔가 눈물나게 안쓰럽더라.

00:29:46걘 어떻게 살고 있으려나?

00:29:49잘 살고 있으려나?

00:29:52그만해 제발!

00:29:54저 자식 굶겨 죽이는 영화판은 안 질리고 나만 질리래?

00:29:58시공창이 그 바닥에 그렇게 안 뜬다!

00:30:01가다!

00:30:02어느 날 아빠가 나갔고...

00:30:09어느 날 엄마가 나갔고...

00:30:16아무렇지 않게 학교에 갔어요.

00:30:20가슴은 어디 붙었는지도 모르게 정신없이 두근대는데...

00:30:25아무렇지 않게 학교에 가고...

00:30:27혼자 먹고...

00:30:31혼자 자고...

00:30:35왜 아무한테도 말하지 않았어요?

00:30:40선생님한테라도 말하지 그랬어요.

00:30:44혼자라고...

00:30:48위험해질까봐 그랬나요?

00:30:50아니요.

00:30:55버려진 게 들통나면 안 되니까.

00:31:16그냥 딸이 한마디만 해주면 끝나는 거잖아.

00:31:18방치된 적 없다.

00:31:19그런 사실 없다.

00:31:20한마디만 해주면 되는 걸 구차하게 무슨 공식 입장을 낸다고!

00:31:24오정희 배우...

00:31:26젊어서 이혼한 거 모르지 않잖아요.

00:31:28애는 남편이 키웠는데 무슨 방치를 해요?

00:31:31그건 오정희 입장이고...

00:31:32지금 팩트가 중요해?

00:31:33팩트처럼 보이게 하는 게 중요하지!

00:31:36딸이 먼저 말을 해줘야...

00:31:37100% 팩트처럼 보일 거 아니야!

00:31:40오정희가 백날 얘기해봐!

00:31:41누가 믿나!

00:31:41딸이랑 연락이 돼야 부탁을 하든 뭘 하든 하죠.

00:31:46딸이랑 연락이 안 된다는 게 말이 돼?

00:31:49형!

00:31:50느낌 오지?

00:31:51이거 정말 안 좋은 사인인 거!

00:31:53마이마도 천만 앞두고 고꾸라지는 건 둘째치고

00:31:55까딱하다가는 오정희 배우 인생?

00:31:58여기서...

00:31:58쫑나는 수 있다.

00:32:02아, 알았어!

00:32:04네!

00:32:04일단 공식 입장 내는데!

00:32:08최대한 안타깝겠어!

00:32:09아프게!

00:32:10그거 있잖아!

00:32:11평생 아픈 손가락이고

00:32:13어려서 이혼했지만

00:32:14양육하는 동안은 정성을 다 했다!

00:32:17어!

00:32:17뭐 그런 식으로 써서

00:32:18오정희 보여줘!

00:32:19물어봐!

00:32:20이렇게 내도 되겠냐?

00:32:22본인이 할 거야!

00:32:23내도 되는지

00:32:25안 되는지

00:32:28그냥 냈다가

00:32:30아!

00:32:30딸 등판에서 방치 맞다 그러면

00:32:32오정희 인생 골로 가는 거니까

00:32:34물어보라고 좀!

00:32:40좀!

00:32:41박 대표님

00:32:43그리고 딸 찾아요

00:32:45좀 찾아!

00:32:47찾아서

00:32:48화해를 하든

00:32:49읍소를 하든

00:32:50뒤탈 없게 해야 될 거 아니야!

00:32:56그거 올린 사람한테

00:32:57DM 보내

00:32:58안 내리면

00:32:59허위사실 유포로

00:33:00법적 대응할 수도 있다

00:33:01은근히 겁줘

00:33:03어?

00:33:05아이씨!

00:33:20아이씨!

00:33:22성에 차지 않는

00:33:24볼품없는 남편과 자식을 버리고

00:33:29결국 빛나는 남편과 자식으로 갈아 끼우고

00:33:36원하는 걸 다 이뤄내는 사람도 있구나

00:33:53쇳덩이 같은 우울함에 짓눌려 일어나 앉을 수도 없을 때

00:33:59간절히 원한 건 날씨였습니다

00:34:04따뜻한 봄날이라면

00:34:06벚꽃이 날려준다면

00:34:10박경세의 이 글을

00:34:12연애편지 읽듯이 읽을 텐데요

00:34:17공룡의 문장

00:34:18이스라엘

00:37:12Why are you so happy?

00:37:13The casting...

00:37:20Docky, come here!

00:37:25Docky, you're not sure.

00:37:29Come here!

00:37:42You're a good guy.

00:37:45Who should he be?

00:37:47You're a short guy.

00:37:49Oh, you're a short guy.

00:37:58Don't you say this?

00:37:59You're a short guy.

00:38:04You're a short guy.

00:38:07You're a short guy.

00:38:10You're a short guy.

00:38:12I'm so sorry.

00:38:25I'm sorry.

00:38:26I'm sorry.

00:38:26You're too bad at all.

00:38:29I'm sorry.

00:38:32I'm sorry.

00:38:32I think it's too bad for you.

00:38:35We are going to believe who we are.

00:38:50He wants to stay home now.

00:38:51He's still here, he wants to stay home.

00:38:56They're now on a date.

00:38:58So... Why?

00:39:00I gotta guess.

00:39:04Is he not gonna go on?

00:39:15You can't...

00:39:16You are kind of cruel.

00:39:30I'm sorry.

00:39:31But I can't remember, it's a hard time.

00:39:32You didn't, just basically...

00:39:32You didn't, you just like it.

00:39:36Just a little bit, a little bit.

00:39:41That's not me, just a little bit.

00:39:42Except for someone who he's got to know.

00:39:43Yeah.

00:39:58I'm just going to get it.

00:40:10I'm going to go.

00:40:12I'm going to go.

00:40:14I'm going to go.

00:40:27Where did he go?

00:40:36I'm going to take a look at him.

00:40:43I'm going to take a look at him.

00:40:45I'm going to take a look at him.

00:40:57Yeah.

00:40:58How much?

00:40:5928,000 won

00:41:28a few wings

00:41:29the

00:41:30the

00:41:30gluten

00:41:39egg

00:41:45egg

00:41:45Let's take a look.

00:42:16.

00:42:28.

00:42:32I just feel like I can't talk to you.

00:42:36I can't talk to you.

00:42:37Why don't you talk to me?

00:42:39Why don't you talk to me?

00:42:41I can't talk to you.

00:42:43I'm supposed to be a little strange.

00:42:45I've been sleeping.

00:42:47I'm sleeping.

00:42:48I was listening to him.

00:42:51But he had a little bit of a headache.

00:42:55It's just that I can't even come up again.

00:42:59It's so strange.

00:43:00I'm getting tired.

00:43:05When I'm sitting in the car,

00:43:08I can't get a drink when I wake up.

00:43:17But so...

00:43:18I don't know what he was going to do.

00:43:23I think I had to be almost like that...

00:43:27I couldn't get anything to do.

00:43:29I didn't know how to use it.

00:43:33He didn't get anything to do.

00:43:34I think he was so pissed off.

00:43:38He...

00:43:41He was alive.

00:43:44Be right!

00:43:46I came to hell!

00:43:47You're not taking it!

00:43:48I came to hell my father!

00:43:48I came to hell, right?

00:43:51I came to hell!

00:43:55Just walking in hell!

00:43:55Why not?

00:43:59Just walking in hell!

00:44:05So...

00:44:09I don't think I am going to die.

00:44:14I'm going to die.

00:44:15Anyway, I'm just going to die.

00:44:16I'm going to die.

00:44:21I'm not going to die.

00:44:23So, then you die.

00:44:25It's not what I mean.

00:44:27You know, you die.

00:44:30You die, but you don't die.

00:44:33My God.

00:44:34My God?

00:44:35I'll kill you again.

00:44:36I'll kill you again.

00:44:39I'm gonna kill you.

00:44:54I'm gonna kill you again.

00:44:57I know I have to win.

00:44:59It's not that you win, but you lose.

00:45:01Then I'll win.

00:45:03Then I'll win.

00:45:05He was a good one.

00:45:19I think it was something I could earn.

00:45:23I think it would be a good thing,

00:45:26but it would be something that would be a good thing.

00:45:29I think that it would be a good thing.

00:45:42I think it's hard to fight.

00:45:45It's not a way to fight.

00:45:49I can't get over.

00:45:50If you're not going to go back, you're going to go back to your left.

00:45:58You're not going to break it now.

00:46:02It was hard to do.

00:46:04It was hard to get out of here.

00:46:10Why did you get out of here?

00:46:34What are you doing?

00:46:47But then I'm like, why are you looking for a song?

00:46:52I'm like, why do I say that?

00:46:57Why are you looking for a movie?

00:47:00What?

00:47:09One time…

00:47:11One time…

00:47:12One time…

00:47:13I've never seen…

00:47:15I've never seen it.

00:47:17I've never seen it.

00:47:18I've never seen it.

00:47:27There…

00:47:29저기에도 내가 있구나.

00:47:37아, 난 심사 떨어진 것보다 내가 거기서 눈물을 보였다는 게 그게 지금 제일 괴로워요.

00:47:49What are they doing?

00:47:50What are they doing?

00:47:51I'm going to go to the wall?

00:48:03I'm going to go to the wall, wall, wall, wall.

00:48:04What are you doing here?

00:48:05I'm going to go.

00:48:06I'm going to get you.

00:48:08I'm going to get you.

00:48:31I can't wait for you.

00:48:45I'm so happy to speak

00:48:47I'll be here to come

00:48:50And I'll be here to come

00:48:55You will come to me

00:49:45왜 김현태 감독 시나리오가 네 손에 들려있냐고? 담당 피디도 못 본 걸 한 번만 더 뒤로 감독들 시나리오 봐주다가 걸리면

00:49:53알아서 해.

00:49:56검토해.

00:50:18내가 쓰면서 울컥하잖아? 보는 사람도 울컥해. 내가 쓰면서 웃으면 보는 사람도 웃어.

00:50:27내가 쓰면서 아프면 보는 사람도 아파.

00:50:32이거 쓰면서 울컥했어? 웃었어?

00:50:38기억, 네은, 디귿, 엮으면 그리야? 느끼게 해달라고 느끼게.

00:50:43우리 어렸을 때 다 이러고 다녔어, 어? 이러고.

00:50:47기억나? 지금 그러고 다니는 어른 있어? 그렇게 신난 어른 있어?

00:50:51너? 없어.

00:50:53그래서 영화관에 가는 거야.

00:50:57느껴보려고.

00:50:59울컥하고, 눈물 나고, 낄낄대고.

00:51:03죽은 감정을 확 한 번 살려내보겠다고.

00:51:06그러니까 말로 스토리만 꾸역꾸역 엮지 말고, 톡톡톡 진전시켜, 톡톡톡.

00:51:11감정이 느껴지게, 톡톡톡.

00:51:13어떻게 톡톡톡 진전시키는데요?

00:51:19천 개의 문을 열어.

00:51:22그래서 톡톡톡톡톡 가.

00:51:24그리고 BGM은 역시 기타.

00:51:28BGM!

00:51:31What's that?

00:52:14공포 자책과 마주하기도 합니다.

00:52:19공포.

00:52:25왜?

00:52:28뭐?

00:52:32저한테 함부로 하는 사람들 만날 때마다 고민이었어요.

00:52:38피해갈까 꺾고 갈까.

00:52:42늘 피해가자는 쪽이었어요.

00:52:44근데 이번엔 꺾고 가볼까 하고요.

00:52:51전 한 번도 대표님이 파워 있다고 생각해 본 적 없어요.

00:52:56지랄맞다고는 생각해요.

00:52:59그거 헷갈리지 않으셨으면 해요.

00:53:02그리고 저는 얌전한 아이예요.

00:53:06만만하고 약한 애가 아니고.

00:53:08이것도 헷갈리지 않으셨으면 해요.

00:53:15혹시나 사편을 생각으로 막판에 질러보는 거라고 생각하지 마세요.

00:53:20그만두지 않을 거예요.

00:53:33신날 거예요.

00:53:34누구 하나 도태되는 거 보는 거.

00:53:38신나죠.

00:53:40인정해요 나도 그런 적 있으니까.

00:53:42차라리 황동만처럼 대놓고 신나해 주세요.

00:53:47네가 최 대표의 총회를 잃어버려서 너무너무 통쾌해.

00:53:53그럼 귀엽기라도 하겠어요.

00:53:56뭐 하는 거니?

00:54:05조퇴할게요.

00:54:07아니면 뭐 앉아서 견뎌요?

00:54:10이 어색한 분위기?

00:54:12나 견디는 건 자신 있는데.

00:54:15아홉 살 때부터 책상에 내리발 묶여서 견뎠던 애라 나는 견딜 수 있는데.

00:54:21다들 견딜 수 있어요?

00:54:45여기 무슨 전염병도냐?

00:54:48왜 이렇게 쩌리들이 설쳐?

00:54:52어디야?

00:54:54아지트.

00:54:56봐야지.

00:54:57나와.

00:55:13동만인데?

00:55:22동만인데?

00:55:28어떻게?

00:55:30꼭꼭 잘 씹어 삼켰냐?

00:55:37내가 끝까지 소리내 읽느라 점목던 힘까지 다 쓰고 가위까지 눌렸다.

00:55:42아주 글자 하나하나가 아프게 아프게 살에 박히는 게 생으로 문신 뜨는 줄 알았다.

00:55:54시나리오로 그렇게 쓰지?

00:55:56개새가...

00:56:00아주 진심이 뚝뚝 떨어져.

00:56:04여태까지 형이 썼던 글 중에 제일 재밌더라.

00:56:07시나리오로 그렇게 쓰지?

00:56:08개새 미쳤어.

00:56:11내가 제일 열받는 거.

00:56:13내가 엄청 불행할 거라는 착각.

00:56:15안 풀리는 놈이면 안 풀리는 놈답게 불행해 하면서 찌그러져 있지.

00:56:19왜 주제 파악 못하나 싶지?

00:56:23진짜 충격적인 얘기 하나 해 줄까?

00:56:26나?

00:56:27니들이 생각하는 것만큼 그렇게 안 불행해.

00:56:32재벌집 도련님이 반지 앞방에 사는 사람들 보면서 저런 집에 사는 인간들은 어떻게 사나 싶지.

00:56:39엄청 불행하겠다 싶지.

00:56:41까라 그래.

00:56:42반지 앞방에서도 웃고 떠들고 다 해.

00:56:45안 불행하는 척 하는 게 아니라 진짜로 안 불행해.

00:56:49니들은 데뷔만 하면 아주 해피할 줄 알았지?

00:56:53딴 세상이 막 펼쳐질 줄 알았지?

00:56:56그러냐?

00:56:58아니지?

00:57:00똑같애.

00:57:0120년간 시나리오 14편 쓰고 데뷔 못하고 있는 나나 니들이나 똑같애.

00:57:08딱 니들만큼 불행하고 딱 니들만큼 행복해.

00:57:13아니 어쩌면 내 인생이 헐 재밌을 수도.

00:57:19그러니까 니들은 날 못 지꼈다고 잘난 척 하지 말라고.

00:57:24이건 정신 승리냐 정신병자냐.

00:57:28그리고 나한테 말 좀 줄이라는데 나 못 줄여 절대.

00:57:32내가 존재한다고 느낄 수 있는 게 드립 밖에 더 있어?

00:57:35말 끊으면 죽은 거야.

00:57:37인생이 뭐냐 스토리.

00:57:38얘기가 끝나면 죽은 거지.

00:57:40그러니까 나의 드립을 막지 말라고.

00:57:42그건 내 숨통을 끊는 거랑 똑같은 거니까.

00:57:45내일 지구가 멸망해도 난 오늘의 드립을 칠 거고.

00:57:49그게 내가 존재한다는 유일한 증거고.

00:57:52왜 자꾸 어딜 보냐 그렇게.

00:57:54아이씨.

00:58:00네.

00:58:03동생분께서 가만히 있는 게 너무너무 힘들어서요.

00:58:06내일 지구가 멸망해도 오늘의 뒷다발을 치고 오늘의 드립을 하시겠답니다.

00:58:11너희가 가만히 있지 못하는 지랄병들 걸린 것들.

00:58:15네.

00:58:15지랄쏘 하다 죽게 두시라고요.

00:58:17그래서 동생이 그러고 살재요.

00:58:33야.

00:58:34신구 신구.

00:58:35신구 형이 우선.

00:58:36내가 지낼게.

00:58:38불만 없지.

00:58:41아아.

00:58:47아아.

00:58:52아아.

00:58:53아아.

00:58:54아아.

00:58:55아아.

00:58:56아아.

00:58:58자아.

00:59:03우와.

00:59:05오.

00:59:08아아.

00:59:09Please stop.

00:59:12Please stop.

00:59:13Please stop.

00:59:29Please stop.

00:59:35The city is Seoul.

00:59:39It's 7-7.

00:59:42It's 7-7.

00:59:43It's 7-7.

00:59:47It's 7-7.

01:00:03영화감독이요.

01:00:06누구세요?

01:00:09담당 피디요.

01:00:32내 눈을 잃을 수 있던 눈빛, 난 잠든 적 없어. 꿈에서 꿈꾼네. 떠다니는 철문, 얼마나 남았나. 불안의 수치.

01:00:48말이 왜? 됐다, 난 안 할란다. 빛나는 니들끼리 해라.

01:00:54혼자 하면 지쳐요. 제가 봐줄게요. 옆에서.

01:00:59욕은 내가 해야 돼, 새끼야. 넌 훔치면 안 되는 사람 걸 훔쳤어.

01:01:04천재 걸 훔쳤어, 새끼야.

01:01:06생각보다 가까운 곳에 있더라고요. 직장이 캣필름이에요.

01:01:11하이.

01:01:12장무란이, 난 알아?

01:01:14박경세, 새끼. 개경세, 새끼.

01:01:16야, 하나 묻자. 왜 그렇게 나한테 못대께 군거냐?

01:01:19형이 먼저 나 싫어했으니까. 형은 왜 그렇게 나 싫어했던 건데?

01:01:28더 남는 것이...

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