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00:00I'm moving to Wisconsin.
00:02Does she know you're coming to Wisconsin?
00:05I really want us to be together, you know,
00:07and I really want to be up there.
00:08If I move my life and then Tegan says no,
00:12that's just a risk that I'm willing to take.
00:15A few days ago, me and Isaac ended up breaking up.
00:19I have a lot of guilt from what I did,
00:22so it's just a matter of if we can unscrew what I screwed up.
00:26I really don't know if I will get her back.
00:30That really scares me.
00:32Have you dated anyone yet?
00:35I have not dated anybody yet, right?
00:38I've been waiting for him to, like, you know,
00:40say he's going to start dating.
00:42It's like, yeah, it's about time.
00:46I'm here in Wisconsin.
00:48I drove over here yesterday, and she doesn't know I'm here.
00:51To me, if you don't tell her, the worst thing that can happen
00:54is she finds out, and then she thinks you're really weird.
00:57I would seriously consider talking to Tegan.
01:12Tegan knows you well in this car.
01:14Oh, yeah.
01:17Are you purposely not...
01:19That was her.
01:20No, was it?
01:21Yeah, it was.
01:23I don't think she saw me, though.
01:25She never took her eyes off the front of the road.
01:29I just can't believe how lucky I was that she didn't see me.
01:34I didn't tell Tegan that I was moving up here
01:37because I wanted to have action already behind it,
01:41which, like, a place that I've already found that I'm going to live,
01:44you know?
01:45Wait.
01:46It's getting in the game, pretty much.
01:48And then tell her after.
01:50Mom.
01:51I'm sure it looks impulsive, but I spent months thinking about it
01:58every day, and I couldn't let it go.
02:04Hello.
02:07Wanted to order a dozen roses.
02:09I want to get her roses, but I don't know if I just leave the roses
02:13with a note or, you know, if I'm there.
02:16I guess I haven't figured that out.
02:19I'll do this one.
02:23I'm just, of course, a little nervous because I haven't seen her
02:26in a few months now.
02:27I haven't talked to her in forever.
02:30I don't know what's going on in her life.
02:33I mean, anything could have happened.
02:37What did you do that she's no longer your girlfriend?
02:42Be pretty much summarized in putting her last on the list for, like, a year.
02:48At least that's how she felt.
02:50Yeah, not good.
02:54The ladies at the flower shop, they're asking me, you know, like, who I'm getting
02:57the roses for.
02:58And they're like, do you think these will get her back?
02:59I was like, no, I don't think getting a rose is going to get her back.
03:05I could see it in both their eyes.
03:07They're like, oh, God, another one.
03:10That's how it felt.
03:12I mean, if you run a flower shop, you probably see that every day.
03:16The dude's coming in screwed up and, you know, aren't going to apologize unless they
03:21have some flowers.
03:24She doesn't know I'm here, and I drove past her on the road this morning.
03:28Really?
03:28Yeah.
03:29And she had no idea?
03:30She didn't see me as far as I know.
03:32I love that.
03:34I think I'm just going to drop the flowers off with a note.
03:38I don't know.
03:38It's a little exciting because it could be the start of a new chapter, but it could also
03:42be a hard no if I don't know.
03:46I'll be rooting for you.
03:47You have to come back and let us know.
03:48I will.
03:49But either way, I'm just excited to get to see what happens, even if it was a no.
03:55Good luck.
03:55Thank you very much.
03:56I appreciate it.
03:57Thank you, guys.
03:58Have a great day.
03:59You, too.
04:13All right, guys.
04:14You ready?
04:15Just be ready to sweat.
04:18Today we're at the gym, and it's a HIIT class session.
04:21So it's just a lot of high-intensity workout stuff until you basically puke.
04:27We got four rounds for time.
04:29So you know that means fast as you can go, hard as you can go.
04:32We're going to get you sore today.
04:34Jason is the instructor, and he's a motivator.
04:36Right?
04:37And so he likes to push us.
04:39Let's go.
04:39Go.
04:40Come on.
04:41Nice.
04:43If your butt don't touch, it don't count.
04:45All right.
04:46Tie flips.
04:47If you're ready, 25.
04:48Go.
04:49Nice.
04:55Five years ago, I wasn't working out at all.
04:57Right?
04:58And then the divorce happened.
04:59They needed an outlet.
05:01And then all of a sudden, it became what it is today.
05:03Ready?
05:04Go.
05:05We got a good group of people with the HIIT class.
05:08Barry, you touch that line!
05:10What?
05:12Come on, guys.
05:13What do you mean?
05:14You got to touch it?
05:15Yes, Barry, touch it.
05:16If you don't touch the ground, it won't count.
05:18Everybody's such a legalist around here this morning.
05:20Yeah, Allison's here.
05:21She's the unofficial drill instructor of the HIIT class.
05:25Everybody knows you always touch the line.
05:28We love Barry.
05:30I mean, we kid with him.
05:31We joke with him.
05:32Come on, Barry.
05:33Round two.
05:34Let's go.
05:34Come on, Barry.
05:35You're going a little slow today.
05:37You must have partied too hard last night.
05:39We've always known Barry because he kind of comes to the gym.
05:42And, you know, he didn't talk a whole lot.
05:45You know, he didn't conversate with people.
05:47And then all of a sudden, he comes in and he had on, like, a tank top.
05:51And we were like, what happened to this guy?
05:55Like, he's, like, jacked up.
05:58And, like, oh, my gosh.
06:11Barry has a nickname in our family, and he's called Plath Daddy.
06:16He is Plath Daddy.
06:18He is Plath Daddy.
06:18And he will always be Plath Daddy.
06:22Plath Daddy.
06:23Plath Daddy.
06:23Plath Daddy.
06:24He does not know that, y'all.
06:27He does not know that.
06:28He's about to find out.
06:30He's about to find out.
06:30Barry.
06:32Come over here.
06:33Do you want to know your nickname?
06:35You are officially nicknamed Plath Daddy.
06:41See?
06:41That's good.
06:44So somebody ginned up the term Plath Daddy.
06:47Maybe it came from, you know, some youngster or two or three.
06:52Who knows?
06:53Plath Daddy.
06:55Is it?
06:55There we go.
06:57Maybe give them some eye candy.
06:59Sometimes they like the bulging biceps.
07:03We got a great group, don't we?
07:05You guys are great.
07:06You killed it.
07:07Congratulations.
07:08So I was thinking of dipping my feet back in the dating pool again.
07:13That'll be good.
07:14So I think I'm about ready to try.
07:15You want to find somebody that's your best friend, right?
07:17Yeah, exactly.
07:19That we love doing like that.
07:20Mm-hmm.
07:22Would you say Barry's a catch?
07:23Yeah, he's a good-looking older guy, right?
07:26We're trying to push him about him getting out there, dating.
07:29Just do a speed date.
07:31I'm not going to do...
07:33That way you don't have to spend but a minute with each one or so.
07:37Yeah, it's like a sampler platter, right?
07:39Yeah.
07:40I think Barry's going to be picky because he was married for so long.
07:43He knows what he wants and what he don't want now.
07:46We try to keep our eye out, but, you know, in a small town, it's hard to find somebody really
07:51compatible.
07:52I mean, really, it is to me a lot about common interests.
07:55Well, you just need to find somebody that likes to work out.
07:58That would be fun.
08:00I'll keep you posted.
08:01Yeah, man!
08:02That feels good!
08:04Ugh!
08:11Since we broke up, I've just been thinking about all of this over and over and over and over again.
08:17In my heart, I didn't really know what I should do and what I shouldn't do because I didn't know
08:22how she felt.
08:23You know, I didn't know if she would think it was maybe inconsiderate to move up here.
08:30I mean, it's very possible that it's too late.
08:36But I don't know if I'll ever have an answer to us if I don't do this.
08:42You have a bunch of flowers sitting in the car.
08:47What's the next move?
08:50I don't know.
08:51I guess next move is to call her and tell her.
08:55But she's going to start asking me, well, are you here?
08:58And then I don't know what I'm going to say.
09:02I just didn't want to call her up and be like, hey, you know, I haven't talked to you in
09:05forever.
09:05I'm going to move there now.
09:07I fully realized that not telling her could backfire.
09:10And so I'm definitely nervous to call her.
09:13And part of me is hoping that she doesn't pick up.
09:29Yeah, she didn't answer it, I don't have to do it now.
09:35Damn, I feel like it's such a soap opera.
09:39Oh, she's calling you back.
09:40She's calling you back.
09:42You got this.
09:48hey hey you good yeah i had something to ask you
09:55okay
10:01we get up far enough i'll let you run oh my gosh i moved to montana and now my life
10:07is perfect it's
10:08not at all perfect this is some snow being so scared of the future
10:15sometimes ends up holding you back and trust me i spent a lot of years running i would know
10:23today i'm out here to meet kaylin i never really knew how much she meant to me until she was
10:27gone
10:29she's ready to meet up so i'm really anxious and nervous
10:46i had something to ask you
10:48okay
10:52um
10:55well i have something for you
10:59uh just whenever
11:02i'm sure you're probably busy tonight
11:04yeah
11:06anyways just let me know when you go pick it up
11:13i was just wanting i can pick it up yeah at the park that we used to go to
11:21pick it up from there
11:23mm-hmm
11:27okay
11:28uh probably tomorrow night
11:31okay i'll make sure it's there by then
11:36okay
11:43all right well
11:46uh that sounds like a plan to me just let me know
11:52okay i'll call you in the morning
11:54okay that sounds good
11:56okay
11:56all right
11:59love you bye
12:01she didn't ask if i was here that's good
12:04i love her dearly and i want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her but
12:08i'm not expecting her to just pick it up right where we left it off
12:12i'm perfectly fine and happy starting from square one
12:18i think it was good because she didn't hang up or like make me tell her everything you know
12:24do you think she knows you're here
12:26she could
12:28it's not impossible
12:29i think the call was very good
12:31surprisingly she didn't push me too hard
12:34i was like i'll make sure that it's there
12:38it's so dumb
12:40definitely
12:42leaves me feeling hopeful
12:43and excited
12:58if we get up far enough i'll let you run
13:00where you're not going to run and terrorize anyone
13:03i moved to montana going on nine months ago
13:08montana has been so healing so good for me
13:13starting over really did teach me to trust myself again and have more confidence in myself
13:17knowing like i did it all alone
13:20ah blackjack loves it out here isn't this pretty jack jack well i didn't do it all alone
13:28i had god and i had people who came into my life and just looked out for me for no
13:34reason
13:34that was what i needed
13:40oh no your jacket
13:43i still have my my moments i'm not saying like oh my gosh i moved to montana and now my
13:49life is perfect
13:50it's not at all perfect
13:51this is some snow
13:55well you're being good
13:57but i remember one day i was driving home
13:59i was smiling and just like happy
14:01i was like nothing special had happened
14:04and that made me happy you know
14:06i'm just like happy
14:12it feels so good
14:13to have found a place that i realized like
14:16this isn't temporary
14:18who knows there might be a time in the future
14:20i gotta start over again
14:21but at least i know i can do it
14:23there you go honey
14:26ethan and isaac have kept their promise
14:28they're coming out to see me
14:30i was absolutely heartbroken
14:33finding out that galen and isaac broke up
14:36and called isaac and told him
14:38i was like i i don't want to tell you this
14:41but i think i think this is a bad decision
14:44i think he feels right now like he's
14:48just not
14:50in the place that he wants to be
14:53but you're never going to be ready
14:56and don't let anyone pressure you
14:58but if you wait your whole life to be ready for things
15:01you're going to regret not taking certain leaps
15:10that's just one of the ways that you end up building a great life
15:14is by taking chances and taking leaps that you don't feel ready for
15:20and i'm not saying get married now
15:22i'm not saying propose to her now
15:24but being so scared of the future
15:31sometimes ends up holding you back
15:33and trust me i spent a lot of years running
15:35i would know
15:38blackjack here you are
15:51today i'm out here to meet galen
15:53and uh just talk about you know everything that's happened lately
16:02there were a few reasons why i broke up with her that you know were running around in my head
16:08but i never really knew how much she meant to me until she was gone
16:13all i've heard from her is that she wanted to take some time
16:16i didn't know if it'd be a week a month
16:18but it's only been a few days and she's ready to meet up
16:21so i'm really anxious and nervous
16:41so isaac has been texting me
16:43and i just didn't necessarily know when would be the right time to talk
16:48just because him you know dropping me
16:52like he like out of nowhere
16:54i do kind of feel like that was a little bit
16:59yeah
17:02just wondering what the heck is going on
17:07hey kayla
17:08hey
17:11you want to sit in my truck and talk or
17:13yeah we can
17:14okay
17:29well over the past few days i've talked to a bunch of my family members and
17:34they're like
17:35well after what you just told me it sounds like you shouldn't have broken up with her
17:39and then
17:42i uh
17:46i realized i mean they were right
17:49and
17:50i'm just really sorry i put you through that
17:53you don't deserve that
17:55you said that you
17:57were overthinking
17:59about a lot of stuff
18:01about what happened with ethan
18:03and olivia and micah and veronica
18:06and that kind of got to your head and
18:09yeah i know i know that's
18:11different lives that is nothing to
18:13do directly with me other than just seeing that for the past several years just
18:18kind of scared me
18:22i try to be a very understanding person and try to see it from both sides
18:25you should have just communicated with me about it
18:28i know i should have
18:30and
18:30i don't want anybody else
18:36the thought of
18:37trying to
18:38build something with somebody else makes me sick and i don't want that
18:43the ball's in your court i'm just
18:46letting you know where i stand
18:49i don't take bullcrap
18:50i know my self-worth
18:53i know what i will and won't take
19:07i don't take bullcrap
19:09i know my self-worth
19:11i know what i will and won't take
19:13i would give anything to be able to have one more chance to make it right
19:16because i know that that's what i want
19:20what else were you like ever thinking about like
19:23because you had mentioned something about marriage
19:27like did you think that
19:29i wanted it like right away or something
19:32well not right away but with you being older and stuff that you know
19:38you know like i mean obviously marriage is on the table for me one day
19:41but i never pressured you about marriage or
19:45really anything
19:47i know i just got caught up in my head about certain things and that's what it
19:51it led to but
19:53i really got a bunch of questions and a bunch of
19:56thoughts i was having
19:57all cleared up and answered in just the past few days
20:00i just hate that i had to hurt you you know in the process
20:05the day after it happened
20:07obviously you know i was crying i was upset
20:10and he called my parents
20:12and i was like why the heck did he call you
20:14mama was like kaylin you could tell he was really confused and he was
20:18hurt and really bad and he was really upset too
20:22she was like i could tell that he kind of thought
20:24shoot what did i do
20:28there are trust issues now and it's not something that you just give away
20:34it's something that you have to earn over time with your actions
20:38i know
20:42are you even willing to earn that trust back and everything
20:48i'm willing to do whatever it takes
20:51actions over words
20:55i can tell you know just from
20:58the way she's looking at me that you know she's not here to mess around
21:01and now i've done a number on her
21:04you know it's up to her
21:05i put myself in this situation i can't
21:09i gotta be able to accept the
21:11the results
21:13and you know one conversation's not gonna
21:16obviously not
21:17yeah i don't care if it takes a year
21:20i mean it doesn't matter what i have to do
21:22all i need is one more chance
21:30i don't give second chances out easily
21:35i know in my heart that i do still love him
21:37and i you know i want to back together with him but
21:42i think right now i am just trying to set some boundaries
21:44just because i just don't want to get hurt again
21:50i'm willing to try every day
21:51to do better than i did the day before
22:03okay
22:05okay
22:10well i won't let you down i promise
22:14better not
22:15i won't
22:18better not
22:20he's my best friend
22:23and we were just so close so fast and
22:27obviously i do want to get back to that
22:30i know for a fact he sweated it out some
22:32even if it was for a short while
22:34but i'm not going to sit here and drag it on
22:36because that's not fair to me that's not fair to him
22:38and i don't want to i don't want to do that
22:41i'm just hoping it's one of those things that will end up bringing us closer
22:48i don't know i'm at a loss of words i don't know what to say
22:50i really don't deserve a second chance but
22:53that just gives me all the more you know
22:57motivation to be the man she needs
23:00what would you want to
23:02get out walk around a little bit or
23:05yeah we can
23:05it's really nice out
23:07the only thing i want is to be able to build something real with her
23:12i'm going to you know just be honest with her communicate with her and
23:16and stay true to her
23:18but it's really good to just you know
23:20be able to hold her hand again
23:22after thinking i may never see her again
23:25i mean we're not in hawaii
23:26right
23:27see that looks good
23:31you're squishing it now
23:34no it's fine
23:48i texted tegan
23:49and she texted me like 10 minutes later and said what's tomorrow about
23:53and she texted me and said
23:54okay do i get a hint about
23:56what it's about
23:58because i'm mildly stressed out
24:00with a
24:01sweating emoji
24:04i don't know what to say
24:13i kind of need somebody to talk to like
24:16if there's something seriously wrong
24:18that's a flag i'm not seeing to tell me
24:23hi
24:24hey
24:25i was just asking a question
24:27i got some roses for tegan
24:29and
24:30i'm gonna meet her tomorrow
24:32and give her the roses and tell her what my plans are
24:35but
24:35i asked her if she could
24:37come to the park
24:38at some point
24:39because i had a surprise for her
24:40but now she's all stressed out about
24:42what the surprise is
24:43and she wants a hint
24:44i don't know what to tell her
24:47you could just say
24:48i'm in town visiting
24:49and i just wanted to see you
24:52does she know you're in town
24:53no
24:56she knows you're gonna be in town tomorrow
24:59no
25:02she's
25:03knows she's meeting you
25:04at the park
25:05no
25:09you're gonna tell her
25:10that you're gonna meet her
25:11at the park
25:13no i wasn't going to
25:14i was just gonna surprise her
25:17just tell her
25:18you're having flowers
25:19delivered to the park
25:20tomorrow
25:20okay
25:21and then she knows
25:23that it's headed in a direction
25:24of something sweet
25:26you know
25:27but then when she sees
25:28you're the one delivering the flowers
25:30that'll be her surprise
25:32to me
25:33it's important to not lie
25:34yeah
25:35you know
25:36and that's something that you could say
25:38that is true
25:40what do you think
25:40i'll just read you what i wrote
25:42and i haven't sent it yet
25:43but you tell me if it's good
25:44well i don't want you to be stressed out
25:46or anxious
25:46so i'll give you a hint
25:47i'm having flowers delivered to the park
25:49on the bench we sat on in july
25:52along with something else i think you'll like
25:53do you think that's good or no
25:54yeah
25:56my mom
25:57bless her heart
25:58she's been very supportive
26:00it means a lot to me
26:02that she's there
26:02just for like a woman's perspective
26:05you know
26:06let me know how it goes
26:07i will
26:08okay
26:09i've waited for many months
26:11you know
26:11it's not like
26:12waiting another day
26:13is gonna
26:15kill anything
26:16but
26:16i am like pretty
26:19nervous
26:20so i'm gonna have to
26:21sit with that nervousness
26:22for another day
26:24but that's okay
26:26thanks
26:33the plan is i'll just stay
26:35you know in my car
26:36why not just get a hotel
26:38you can afford it
26:38no
26:39yeah but
26:41that's the thing
26:42like
26:43even if you have money
26:44if you get a hotel
26:45that's still
26:46money you could keep
26:47which why not
26:48what i really want to do
26:50with my money is
26:50be able to
26:52very comfortably
26:53take care of
26:55the person i love
26:56and have you know
26:58family and all that
26:59i just stay dressed
27:00wrap up in a blanket
27:01it's very comfortable
27:02i just can't stretch out
27:04you're asleep anyway
27:05so you don't know
27:06if you're in a hotel
27:07or if you're in a car
27:11i feel a little anxious
27:12about tomorrow
27:13it's not easy
27:14but i'm definitely
27:17willing to meet her
27:18where she's at
27:19and just see
27:20where things go
27:25kaylin says she wants me
27:26to prove to her
27:27with my actions
27:27i am kind of nervous
27:29you know
27:33i've had
27:34a few of my
27:36close friends
27:37tell me you know
27:38just move on
27:39and remember it
27:40for what it was
27:42but
27:44i just can't
28:01kaylin's gonna be here soon
28:02i got a lot of flowers
28:04i got some candles as well
28:07tonight i'm here at my mom's apartment
28:08that she uses as a vacation rental
28:11to do something
28:12a little nice for kaylin
28:13i think she definitely deserves it
28:15i am kind of nervous
28:16you know
28:17kaylin said she wants me
28:18to prove to her
28:20with my actions
28:20part of me is doing this
28:22because i said i would
28:23but making her happy
28:24makes me happy
28:25probably even more so than her
28:27so the least i can do
28:29is something like this for her
28:37hey honey
28:39there you go
28:40oh my god
28:44i uh
28:45spent a little time
28:47putting stuff up
28:51Isaac he's always been a romantic
28:52but i would say
28:54you know
28:55him building back that trust
28:57it's a work in progress
28:58you know
28:58it's not something that you can have
29:00overnight
29:00it's something that you have to work on
29:02but honestly i've never had somebody
29:04do something like this for me
29:06so i think it's like
29:07very very sweet
29:19what do you think baby
29:20oh i love it
29:22it is a portrait of us
29:26and you paint it with numbers and stuff like that
29:29and that's actually what i had gotten him before we broke up so
29:33well where's that painting now that you got home
29:38in the dumpster
29:41i know the story of you getting the other one and why you threw it out and everything but
29:46i hope you like this one and this picture because i picked a different picture but i did like this
29:50picture of us
29:51i do like that picture too
29:53oh i just saw that
29:56that's cute
29:57what
29:58where it says i love you
29:59i thought you would have noticed
30:01no i didn't
30:02until now
30:04haylon's really happy and that makes me feel like i've done a good job and i'm glad she appreciates it
30:08she sees and appreciates what i do and that's why i continue to do it
30:13are you excited to go to montana
30:15i'm very excited i've always wanted to go to montana
30:18definitely looking forward to seeing mariah and ethan in the big skies
30:23isaac invited me on a trip to see mariah in montana a few months ago
30:28and i am so excited because it feels like it's been forever since i've seen her
30:34i'm sure you heard ethan's moving to wisconsin
30:36yeah
30:38they're gonna try to work stuff out again or something because he's going back but
30:42were you surprised when you heard that ethan was gonna be moving back up there
30:46a little bit but i also figured it
30:48he would at some point since he didn't seem to be able to move on from her
30:52i am you know a little worried because olivia was the whole
30:55over several years and then it kind of got rough with tegan
30:59after olivia and then they broke up i want him to be able to stand up for
31:03himself yeah i'm gonna miss ethan him being
31:06around so much but you never know he may move back
31:09i do think that ethan's been a little bummed out
31:11i know that he does love tegan and he wants things to work out
31:15but i do have sympathy for tegan with everything that's going on
31:20but certain things that have been said and done i don't agree with
31:23that she has done i just want to make sure that
31:28you know like motives are what they should be and that
31:31everything works out the way she wants them to and how ethan wants them to and
31:35that they're both
31:36going to be good
31:38i guess he has to go shoot his shot and see
31:40he's doing what he thinks is right and following his heart
31:44i am very glad that you did this it was really really sweet
31:48you're welcome
31:49it turned out beautifully
31:52well i tried can't say i didn't try
31:55that does remind me i do have
32:03something for me
32:06oh that is a huge
32:08there's two of them
32:08two
32:09uh-huh
32:10figured i'd get two so that's one for you and one for you
32:13i would say this date night is a 10 out of 10
32:16he gets a lot of brownie points for this one
32:18i just hope that this makes our relationship even stronger
32:23and i'm looking forward to a lot more dates just like this
32:38i'm gonna go to the park
32:45hopefully
32:47see tegan in a minute
32:50i haven't seen her in a long time so i'm just really excited
32:53i don't even know what i'm saying
32:56i'll say something
32:59yeah i was just gonna drop the roses on the bench when
33:01she says she's coming over and then
33:04i'll pull away so she doesn't see me there right away
33:07and then i'll wait for
33:10to get there and pick them up and then i'll
33:13pull up and get out and say hi
33:17what do you think she's thinking
33:20well i think she's thinking he's probably here and is up to something
33:27i think tegan may
33:29maybe just not say much or
33:31be really happy and excited or
33:36i don't know i feel like i'm invading her
33:38personal space i don't know
33:41i really really hope
33:44with everything that i am that there's a little something left
33:46i could maybe give it another shot and do it better you know be
33:50who tegan needs in a relationship be there for
33:54mentally emotionally physically
34:02i hope that she is open to hear what i have to say and
34:07let me just go from there that's about all that i'm hoping for
34:21there's an option that i could do all this and you know that door is closed the chapter is over
34:27i mean that's a very real possibility but i certainly hope and pray that that's not the case
34:35if she called me i was like okay i thought about it this just isn't going to work don't come
34:42i still would you know
34:46just to show her like
34:48at least for once i was serious and i did do what i said i was going to do
35:16i've had a few of my
35:18close friends tell me you know
35:22just move on and remember it for what it was
35:25but i just can't
35:32and if nothing ever happens
35:34then i guess that's my answer
35:39but i'll never know unless i try
36:05it's mic is not on
36:28feel the air go cold
36:33on this empty road
36:35oh no way i can turn around
36:41this is crazy
36:44in a good way hopefully
36:47last night i was a nervous wreck
36:50we went to my car and we started talking
36:53after not talking to each other seeing each other for so long
36:56it was good to have a deep conversation about
36:58where both of us are at and me moving there
37:03everything
37:05i was just shocked seeing him
37:09i don't know i think just too shocked to really feel anything
37:12else you know nice seeing an old friend
37:16i don't know what to say
37:19yeah just shocked
37:21and i mean we aren't dating so
37:24he's supposed to be down in georgia not here so
37:32i told him when we broke up that i would never date him again if he wasn't living here or
37:37nearby
37:38so that was and is a deal breaker for me
37:41i also talked to him when we broke up and i reminded him last night
37:45that i don't want to date him if he's still married
37:48and so those are just the two main i guess deal breakers per se with him exactly
37:57um
37:58and is he still married
38:00uh infant is still married as far as i know
38:04this is a good rock to stand on
38:05i know but
38:07i gotta get there
38:11now that i'm here and i've told tegan everything
38:15she's waiting to see me actually move here
38:22is that right or no
38:23uh yeah i i just mean like i'll believe it when i see it and
38:27that our current relationship isn't gonna
38:31change for the time being and so if he moves here he moves here if he doesn't he doesn't
38:36move here move to minnesota stay down there
38:39move to africa like whatever you need to do
38:42move to africa
38:43yeah
38:44i am moving here
38:45okay
38:51i don't think it's a matter of believing or not i i don't think you should distrust people
38:56i think you should just trust people based on what they've showed you so
38:59like just i trust already how he is so
39:03we'll see if the patterns change i guess i don't really know
39:10that's perfectly fair
39:16i think it's just a personal choice i need to make this all happened yesterday and
39:22so i sort of need some time
39:25have you changed your mind in any way ethan or are you sticking to the plan
39:29no my plans have not changed at all i'm just very excited i can't wait
39:35regardless of whatever our future looks like i know it's what i need to do
39:39that's what i'm going to do and i want to very much
39:45okay well i should probably get going so maybe see you in montana
39:50i really hope you do come
39:52we'll see maybe
39:54ethan and i talked about going to visit mariah in montana before we broke up
39:59i've never been to montana i enjoy his family so
40:03i sort of want to go but on the other hand that's a lot of time with ethan and i
40:09know
40:09i can be friends but i'm more worried about can he be not weird and just be friends
40:17well
40:19can i hug you for a minute
40:20nope
40:22goodbye
40:23goodbye
40:24i hope you have a safe trip
40:26back down
40:27i will
40:29good
40:30goodbye
40:31goodbye
40:43yeah i think there's definitely a possibility he doesn't move it's just ethan plath so i never
40:48really know what to think you know sometimes when you get told things you know time and time
40:53again it's sort of hard to believe them so i'm just i'll believe it when i see it
41:28cheers to being back at the farm
41:30if we were a horse and a cowboy who would ride who
41:39what's a more family friendly answer all this vibrating is causing my butt to itch
41:45dad has recently started talking to ladies all i knew was you were blonde and uh very good looking
41:52keep these compliments coming
41:54i like what i see montana is gonna be fun
41:58well you know i asked tegan to come
42:02are you friends
42:03i don't like you behind me you're so close
42:06back up
42:07what do you think
42:09why come to a whole different state with your ex-boyfriend and his family if you're not gonna
42:15make that effort
42:17oh my god what am i doing here
42:21kim is definitely dealing with some guilt and some shame you've got to release it
42:26because it's time
42:28is this a bad conversation
42:31i've heard things
42:32just around you know a lot of money you've spent with her
42:36apparently you and zach have sat down people and explained to them that they weren't godly enough
42:42for whatever they're only gonna end up alienating themselves from the family and i don't want that
42:48do you know what zach told me about you
42:52i don't care that definitely pisses me off
42:56i'm experiencing something wrong and i feel the need to speak up about it
43:01we are all family so we're gonna talk about each other
43:05lydia and zach are doing what they asked us not to
43:08it's just not always pleasant when you are given a list of things that like someone doesn't approve of
43:14you're exporting your opinion into lands that don't want to import
43:17man so i'm a problem for the whole family
43:20god cool
43:21zach you're a part of the family now
43:23try to build a relationship with you
43:25and you're making it hard to do that
43:27am i supposed to just
43:29wrestle them and just
43:31i don't know
43:32i don't know what to do
43:36this is gonna be uncomfortable
43:37you
43:41you
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