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00:06Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, my family's been going to Susannah's beach
00:10house in Cousins every summer since I was a baby.
00:12Look who came back all grown up!
00:15Susannah told me that when I was born, she knew I was destined for one of her boys.
00:19I always hoped it would be Conrad.
00:21I wrangled Belly an invitation to be a debutante.
00:24Now, which one of you is going to be Belly's escort to the ball?
00:27Uh, so are you and Jeremiah like a thing?
00:31They're like basically related.
00:32I'm not going with either of you. I am going to find my own date.
00:35I don't know what to think about you this summer.
00:37You have new friends, you have a boyfriend.
00:39I don't even know who you are anymore.
00:41Is that why you threw yourself at my brother so that you could get back at me?
00:44My heart's beating really fast.
00:45You're having a panic attack.
00:46It's my mom.
00:48I know you said you didn't want to do chemo, but I'm not putting myself through treatment again.
00:52I'm going to tell the kids when we get back to Boston.
00:54Why are you acting so different?
00:55I mean something's going on. Just tell me.
00:57Belly, I think about you.
00:59I do.
01:00You know I do.
01:01I just can't.
01:02You're my best friend.
01:03There are times I wanted to be more.
01:05I was just waiting.
01:06I mean, how am I supposed to fully jump into something with Jeremiah
01:10if a piece of my heart still beats for his brother?
01:12Will you go with me to the temple?
01:15Hey, does my mom seem okay to you?
01:16I heard your parents talk about it and your mom seemed really upset.
01:19Hey, have you guys seen Jeremiah?
01:26Come on, Adam.
01:27We need to talk, all right?
01:28It's important.
01:29It's about mom.
01:29You've known this whole fucking time you didn't tell me.
01:32I told them I'd do the trial.
01:34It's going to work.
01:35Belly, I'm sorry for being so shitty all of a sudden.
01:38I mean, you were going through all this alone.
01:40I wish you had told me so you didn't have to.
01:42No matter what happens next, I will always come back to this place
01:46and these people.
02:17You're back.
02:18I'm back.
02:25We get it.
02:26You guys are into each other.
02:29Don't listen to him.
02:30You two are perfect together.
02:48I wasn't in Cousins.
02:51Conrad and I weren't together.
02:53And Susanna was dead.
02:55Nothing would ever be the same again.
02:57Hey, you dropped this.
03:02Conklin.
03:03What?
03:04I said you dropped this, Conklin.
03:06You're reading The Hunger Games in French.
03:10I'm trying to.
03:11I almost know the English version by heart,
03:13so it's not that difficult to follow.
03:16Very cool.
03:18Thanks.
03:21Escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories.
03:25It's the being awake that's the hard part.
03:36This almost doesn't feel real.
03:40How about now?
03:48I can't stop smiling.
03:52You know, you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
03:59Uh, there's something that I need to tell you.
04:06I don't even know how, um...
04:08Okay.
04:09What is it?
04:11You figured out?
04:15I, um...
04:17A few days ago, Jeremiah told me that she wins for me.
04:26Oh.
04:28Oh.
04:28Wow, okay.
04:32So what did you say?
04:36I kissed him a few times.
04:48So, um...
04:52So when we both came to pick you and Taylor up from the side of the road,
04:55you know, and you went with Jay, were you two already...
04:59Yeah.
05:02You know, but there were moments this summer where I thought maybe there could be something with you and me,
05:06and then, you know, you'd shut down and get really cold, and I get it, I get it.
05:10I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
05:12It's all my fault, anyway.
05:15I mean, it's mine too.
05:21Do you want to be with him?
05:25Being with you is all I've ever wanted.
05:27Okay, it's great. Be with me, then.
05:30What, is that funny?
05:33No, I'm sorry. It's just weird. I mean,
05:36everyone in our house knows that I've had a crush on you ever since, like...
05:39Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
05:41You have a crush on me?
05:43Oh, shut up.
05:44Yeah.
05:48You're it for me, pal.
05:53I don't want to hurt you.
05:54Me neither.
05:56Like, I'll talk to him.
05:58He might not even be that upset, you know?
06:00It's Jer. He never takes anything too seriously.
06:02It's not...
06:05It's not like how it is with us.
06:10Uh, I'll talk to him first. I owe him that.
06:14Okay.
06:23Shh.
06:23I'll talk to him first.
06:28I'll talk to him first.
06:36Early morning walk on the beach?
06:39Uh...
06:40Yeah.
06:41Mm-hmm.
06:46I knew it.
06:48I knew it.
06:52I'm gonna go...
06:59Sit down.
07:04So?
07:05Mom, just let me change first.
07:12All right.
07:13Enjoy your summer.
07:23No, but seriously, it's gonna be wild.
07:25It's the best team we've had in years.
07:26Oh, I made us these matching crop tops.
07:28They're pink, obviously.
07:29And I got a bunch of new knee pads.
07:30Ooh, knee pads, Taylor.
07:32Shut up.
07:33Hey, Bells.
07:34It's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp, you know?
07:37Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo!
07:38Oh, our school is over, bitches!
07:41Woo-hoo!
07:42Such a clown, Steven.
07:43Hey, if I were going to Princeton, I'd be screaming about it, too.
07:46Thank you, Evelyn.
07:48Are you going to Princeton?
07:49That's so cool, I couldn't tell.
07:51Oh, you couldn't tell?
07:52You couldn't...
07:53Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
07:54Ow, the spike, what's up, man?
07:56What time is a grab party tomorrow, man?
07:58Oh, the band comes on at 10.
07:59I'm dating the singer.
08:00Uh, yeah, the Machine Gun Kelly wannabe.
08:03I tried to veto him from playing, but I guess we couldn't find anybody cheaper, though.
08:08Wait, so, are you coming to the party?
08:12I don't know.
08:15Belly.
08:16Belly, can I talk to you for a minute, please?
08:19I gotta go.
08:22Okay.
08:23See you then.
08:24Bye.
08:24Sorry.
08:26Bye.
08:31Belly, I was reviewing your end-of-term transcripts,
08:34and I couldn't help but notice that your grades have taken a serious dive.
08:37I mean, you kept an A in French, but you won't impress colleges with just French.
08:42Is there something going on?
08:43Uh, there's a death in the family.
08:46Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that.
08:49But your grades have been dipping all year.
08:51You even got your volleyball captaincy revoked?
08:54Yeah, I choked at regionals.
08:57Okay, well, have you, um, have you thought about where you're gonna apply next year?
09:01Um, I mean, I know I'm not getting into an IV, but there's always Penn State.
09:05Well, that might be a reach at this point.
09:07Without volleyball, you'll have to focus on less competitive schools.
09:10Have you heard about Finch?
09:13Um, yeah, I know someone who's going there in the fall. A family friend.
09:17Great. Well, maybe you can visit them and grab a tour.
09:20I doubt it.
09:23Come in.
09:27Good morning, Bells.
09:29Hey.
09:30Come here.
09:35So I stayed up all night doing research on the trial my mom agreed to.
09:41And, Bellya, I'm feeling really hopeful.
09:44That's, that's great, Jer.
09:46I mean, I'm so glad that Susanna agreed to do it.
09:49Yeah, I mean, if I'm being honest, I'm still kind of pissed Conrad never told me what was going on
09:53with her.
09:54But, you know, at least it worked out, right?
09:58Right.
09:59That's kind of why I think we should tell Conrad about us as soon as possible.
10:05I don't, I don't want any more secrets.
10:06And plus, Steven already knows.
10:08Hmm.
10:12Actually, that, that's what I wanted to talk to you about.
10:18Okay.
10:19See, um, the thing is, um, last night I really couldn't sleep all night.
10:26So I went to watch the sunrise on the beach.
10:32And Conrad was there and we just started talking.
10:36And one thing led to another and, and, um, and we, we kissed.
10:48You kissed my brother.
10:51I'm sorry.
10:52I didn't think that, you know, like, he, we, I mean, we wanted to tell you right away, so, you
10:58know.
10:58You're already a we?
10:59No, no, no.
11:00I, I just didn't, I, I didn't want it to be weird.
11:04Well, yeah, Belly, it is weird, okay?
11:06No, Jer, please.
11:08No, no, you know what?
11:08Actually, it's cool.
11:09It's cool.
11:10I get it.
11:11You know, I was just the distraction to keep you busy while you waited for Conrad.
11:14I'm glad it finally happened for you, Belly.
11:17It's great timing.
11:18It's not like my mom has cancer or anything.
11:19Jer, I didn't want to hurt you.
11:21You're, you're one of my best friends.
11:23No.
11:24No, you don't, you don't get to call me that.
11:29You don't mean that.
11:31I do.
11:32Now, can you please get out?
11:38You just say no.
11:41He's gonna break your heart.
11:53We should already be in the car.
11:55Coming!
12:03Hey, is this okay?
12:04I swear I left the tickets here.
12:06I thought your dad was meeting us there.
12:08Will you, shoot, I forgot to make the reservation for lunch.
12:11Yeah, I figured, so I did it.
12:12Well, they're not gonna start without me.
12:14We've got time.
12:15I was supposed to iron that shirt for you.
12:17Take it off and I can...
12:18It's handled, it's handled, see?
12:20I use the starch spray that makes it look real smooth, eh?
12:25Oh, is that for me?
12:32Sweet, a laptop?
12:33Well, who sent this?
12:34What?
12:36Oh, my God.
12:37It's from Susanna.
12:40She must have planned it before.
12:42Classic Beck.
12:44I wish she could have been here.
12:47Yeah, Conrad and Jeremiah, too.
12:49They were busy.
12:51Yeah, sure.
12:59I feel awful.
13:03Right here.
13:04He was so angry at us.
13:07And he has every right to me, honestly.
13:12It's gonna be okay, Billy.
13:14I promise.
13:19How?
13:28I think maybe we should hit pause.
13:33What?
13:35No.
13:37I don't want to make things harder for you guys than they already are.
13:39You're not.
13:40I promise.
13:41The most important thing right now is that you and Jeremiah are there for each other.
13:47They're there for Susanna, and I...
13:51Us being together would make that impossible.
13:54Ellie, come on.
13:57I can't do that to him.
14:11I can't do that to him.
14:14I can't do that.
14:23Um...
14:28This was always yours.
14:32No matter what happens...
14:36we'll still be infinite.
15:03You should read this.
15:06Later, we should go.
15:07Found them.
15:09Come on.
15:14They say that everything happens for a reason.
15:18Now, who they are exactly is unclear.
15:21Maybe a theologian coined it or...
15:23I don't know, whoever configured the simulation
15:25we're clearly living in.
15:28Maybe it was Rihanna.
15:30No, no, no, Rihanna can do no wrong.
15:33Definitely not her.
15:36But we've heard it time and time again.
15:40It's supposed to convince us, you know,
15:42that everything had to happen exactly so
15:45in order to teach us something about ourselves.
15:47In order for us to grow and meet our destinies.
15:57I think that's BS.
15:58I'm sorry, Mom. Sorry.
16:02You know, breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs.
16:05Sometimes a girl dumps you after an awesome summer,
16:09and it sucks, and you learn nothing from it.
16:12But you eventually force yourself to move on anyways.
16:19But then, the unthinkable happens.
16:22And you realize it's pointless to think of life that way.
16:25Belly.
16:29Hey, I never see you in here.
16:31Your mom assigned me this room to clean.
16:33It's the easiest since I don't think she sat foot in here once
16:36to do any writing this summer.
16:39Don't you hire cleaners anyway?
16:41Shh.
16:47I love that necklace on you.
16:51Connie told me everything that happened with the three of you.
16:53You know?
16:57I'm sorry.
16:58Don't be sorry.
16:59It's not how I wanted the summer to end.
17:03Especially not.
17:08I just feel like I'm losing everyone.
17:10You're not.
17:12It just takes time.
17:14You'll find your way back to each other eventually.
17:18And this place is always here for you.
17:22Yeah, but...
17:23You've made every summer here so magical, Susanna.
17:26I mean, what happens...
17:27What happens, Belly?
17:31You love this place the same way I do.
17:36If anyone can keep the magic going here, it's you.
17:43You're my special girl.
17:48I need to call the cleaners.
17:50Please.
17:52Promise me you'll never leave me.
17:55Never.
17:59Because everything just happens.
18:02You know, good things.
18:04Bad things.
18:05All in ways that you'd never expect.
18:07All in ways that are so completely out of your control
18:10that they could just drive you insane.
18:15There are times where it feels like the world is happening to you.
18:20But remember that you are also happening to the world.
18:25So don't...
18:26Wait.
18:27Make what you want happen.
18:29Because tomorrow isn't promised.
18:30So you better make fucking sure that you are living today.
18:34Woohoo!
18:41Woohoo!
18:58so extra although he did earn it with that speech it was good yeah speech kind of pierced my soul
19:08don't laugh no no i feel like i've been in this nightmare ever since susanna died
19:14maybe it's time to wake up
19:17oh i gotta go find milo he needs my help putting together a look for tonight
19:22cool um do you want to come over after and help me with mine no fucking way are you coming
19:28yeah yeah really yeah and i'm i'm gonna sign up for a varsity volleyball camp too
19:33yes oh my god babe this party's gonna be insane like you are going to die when you see milo
19:38play
19:38uh no yeah i mean you literally might because oh man i could smell him from the podium really
19:43oh i'm sorry excuse me my man doesn't have that korean jean
19:48it's a great speech
19:50you know susanna would have loved it yeah i know
19:54you know i'm glad you guys are coming to the party tonight
19:58wow i can't believe what i'm hearing you really want me and taylor at your party
20:02wow i've never said want i just i just think it's better than moping around at home
20:10hey you should drive really i gotta read all the love in my dms for my speech anyway so
20:16all right come on
20:22yo this is dope i'm going viral on tiktok
20:25is that a good thing what millions of people around the world watching my speech on a loop
20:30yes that is a very good thing i gotta forward this to con and share man
20:39thank you so much thank you oh i i'm sorry could i get a uh box for all this yeah
20:44thank you man
20:46thank you
20:52happiness is an activity
20:54um okay
20:57okay well everyone agrees you are the best
21:00it doesn't say that no it literally says it right here
21:03it literally says it right there i don't know what you want you want to see it yeah you want
21:05to see it
21:06look i don't know what you want from me it says it right there
21:08i know what you're telling you we're so proud of you you're gonna have the time of your life at
21:13princeton right lord yeah i love college that's where i met susanna my publisher is hounding me to
21:18do this meet and greet event with booksellers i said no
21:23why because it's not necessary
21:27okay uh well it's time for me to go get ready for the party mom dad
21:32thank you for lunch i'm gonna go with him uh it was delicious thank you
21:37all right have fun kids see you at home yep
21:45so you're not trying to promote your book
21:48i'm not gonna have schmoozy conversations about susanna just to get prime placement in bookstores
21:52well you did write a whole book about her it might feel cathartic
21:57i wrote the book in a fugue state i have no interest in dissecting it just to come up with
22:02pithy insights on grief
22:05okay
22:08glad the whole not going to therapy thing is working out for you
22:14thank you
22:18look you wrote a beautiful book
22:23i think susanna would want you to share it with the world
22:29she was always my biggest cheerleader
22:32guess now i have to be my own
22:37i'll wear the skirt but i draw the line at pom poms
22:45i am so excited that you're finally here this summer
22:48can we do like everything that we never got to do together
22:50like parties pool mall
22:52we have to get you a fake id
22:55let's start by figuring out what i'm gonna wear tonight
22:57okay
22:58okay
22:59okay
23:02susanna's earrings
23:04they're perfect
23:09okay
23:11since my man is playing tonight i'm gonna need you to be the super hot friend standing next to his
23:16super hot girlfriend
23:17yeah let's get super hot
23:19i love it when you agree with me
23:23um i'm thinking this
23:26that's what you call super hot
23:28this looks so good on you
23:30no no i've got to have something better
23:32okay
23:43no
23:44no
23:53the call came the second week of september
23:55three weeks since the last time i'd seen him
23:58it felt like a dream
24:01unreal
24:06hey
24:07hey
24:09i uh i didn't expect to hear from you
24:12yeah is it okay that i'm that i'm calling i shouldn't have called this was dumb i'm sorry
24:15no no no no it's okay um
24:18we're still friends right
24:20yeah
24:20yeah
24:21we're friends yeah
24:22yeah and um
24:26friends can talk on the phone
24:27yeah
24:28yeah nothing
24:29weird about friends talking on the phone
24:35uh so how's how's college life
24:38um it's cool it's cool my roommate snores even louder than you do which
24:44oh come on i don't snore
24:46yes you do you a thousand percent do
24:48i've heard you through the walls for years
24:50only when you're really tired though
24:54how's school for you
24:56boring painful
24:58i mean like no no who invented trig and why do they torture innocent high school students with it
25:05can't be that bad
25:06no oh it's it's bad it's it's it's really bad
25:09i mean i can't keep up with all the letters
25:11well you know the first thing you gotta do is determine if it's a right angle triangle
25:15badly have you seen my uh big kettlebell the twenty pound one
25:18steven i'm on the phone
25:19well tell taylor to go to bed
25:20hi steven
25:25hey conrad
25:29it's not in here go away
25:34sorry about that
25:35no
25:36okay um what were you saying about triangles again
25:39uh
25:41so if it's not a running control
25:43uh we're not gonna worry about here
25:44yeah
25:45just
25:45okay if you want to wear the t-shirt you know we should at least crop it
25:53but
25:53it was conrad's
25:55you know every time i think of him i still
25:58get this like pain in my chest
26:01mm-hmm
26:02i know
26:04sucks babe
26:04but eventually you're gonna have to let him go
26:08yeah i just wish i knew how
26:11it's like my meemaw always used to say
26:12the best way to get over a man is to get under a new one
26:22heading to a grad party
26:25yeah mine
26:26me and the guys are throwing it remember
26:29oh right
26:30well have fun
26:31and don't drink and drive
26:33oh don't worry i promised steven i'd be the sober driver
26:36oh and i ordered you a pizza okay so please eat it
26:39ugh
26:39don't worry about me
26:40go
26:41all right i love you
26:42bye
26:42love you
26:43be safe
26:44bye i love you
26:45bye
26:50bye
27:01oh my god
27:04milo
27:06hi
27:07thank god you're here
27:15Oh, my God.
27:16Hey, so I need to be able to see you when I'm up on stage.
27:19Yeah.
27:19All right, so stay up close.
27:20Okay, yeah.
27:21Yeah?
27:21My boy!
27:23Yeah!
27:24It's fun!
27:25You call this a party?
27:26Where are all the hot ladies, you promised?
27:29We're literally standing right here.
27:31Oh!
27:32No offense, I'm into older women.
27:35Personal preference.
27:36Yeah.
27:36Hey, babe, I'm gonna go help the guys finish setting up, all right?
27:39All right.
27:41Bye.
27:45Okay.
27:46Well, have fun, everybody.
27:48I gotta go make the rounds, entertain the people.
27:50You know, post shit.
27:52Okay.
27:53Come on, Spike.
27:55You were so cute tonight, you know that?
27:57Come on, let's go get some drinks.
27:58I can't drink.
27:59I tried.
28:00Okay.
28:03What?
28:04Oh my God, but camp is gonna be so much fun.
28:07I bought us all matching PJs.
28:09Oh, you are going to need to buy one more set.
28:12Guess who finally decided to join us?
28:14The killer B is gonna have her captaincy back from Donna in like no time.
28:18You know what I mean?
28:19Yeah, right?
28:20But Coach Shaw, he's okay with it.
28:22You know, you can come back.
28:24I actually haven't talked to Coach yet.
28:26I wanted to talk to you guys first.
28:29I mean, after last season, I totally don't blame you if you don't want me back on the team.
28:34Oh, shut up.
28:35You're always one of us.
28:36Yes!
28:37Right answer.
28:39Bump, set, hit, swipe.
28:40That's the way we like to fight.
28:43Come on.
28:44Come on, team.
28:45Let's hear you scream.
28:48Here.
28:49And for you.
28:50There we go.
28:51Oh my God.
28:53Wait.
28:54Holy shit.
28:55Fuck.
28:59It's game point, Ms. Conklin.
29:02Bye-bye, Conrad.
29:04Hey, you still there?
29:07So, my roommate, Trusky.
29:09Oh, did he sleepwalk in his underwear again?
29:12No, he didn't.
29:12He didn't, thankfully.
29:13But we were talking and it turns out he's a 5G conspiracist.
29:17So, apparently, that guy that Katie was seeing had a girlfriend the whole time.
29:22I mean, it just sucks.
29:23Like, he didn't really seem like the type, you know?
29:32Did you know my dad cheated?
29:36Adam cheated on Susanna.
29:38Yeah, the first time my mom was sick, he had an affair with his secretary, Kaylee.
29:46I found out about it last spring.
29:48I mean, like, the same day I found out of my mom's cancer coming back.
29:54How'd you find out?
29:55Um, I came home early from school one day and heard them fighting.
30:05She was crying so much, Belly.
30:07She, I've never heard her cry like that before.
30:12So, I left.
30:14I went back out.
30:15I drove around town for two hours and came back and pretended not to know anything.
30:20I'm so sorry.
30:22It sucks that you had to carry that secret for so long.
30:27Yeah, it's just exhausting.
30:29Like, I couldn't turn my brain off.
30:33It was like, if you do that, then this horrible thing is gonna happen.
30:37But if you do this, then, you know, just this catastrophic thing will happen.
30:42Oh, my God.
30:43That sounds so stressful.
30:50Oh, God damn it.
30:51It's two o'clock.
30:52You said you had practice early.
30:54I should let you go.
30:55Oh.
30:57Yeah.
30:59Um, off-season workouts suck.
31:01But, uh, there's a rumor that a college scout from Finch is coming to watch our club team play this
31:06weekend.
31:07And there's a chance coach might make me captain.
31:09What?
31:10That's crazy.
31:11I'll definitely let you go.
31:13I didn't know that.
31:15Five more minutes?
31:18Yes.
31:19Yeah, okay.
31:20Yeah.
31:21I'll do it.
31:22I'm gonna do it.
31:23Yeah.
31:24Oh, yeah.
31:25Yeah.
31:26What are you waiting for?
31:28Good luck.
31:35Wow, you're, uh, really good at operating a keg.
31:40Wow.
31:40Hi, Conklin.
31:41Oh, um,
31:42How are you doing?
31:45Uh, in Paris Immortal, as usual.
31:49Yeah, good, yeah.
31:50I didn't know you took French.
31:52Yes.
31:53Want one?
31:54No, no, I'm okay, thanks.
31:56Uh, I'm the Didi tonight.
31:58Cheers.
32:03I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
32:10I could stay lost in this moment forever.
32:16And every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
32:25I don't wanna close my eyes.
32:29I don't wanna fall asleep cause I miss you, baby.
32:34And I don't wanna miss a thing.
32:36Do you wanna know something so romantic?
32:39Milo wrote this song for me.
32:41It's a cover.
32:44You love that song from the movie Armageddon?
32:47Oh.
32:48Well, it's still romantic.
32:50Okay, wait, don't make me beg you for details.
32:52What did you and Cory talk about?
32:54Uh, the book I'm reading.
32:58I'm sorry, you suck at talking to guys.
33:00Okay, I'm Rusty and also he's the one who brought it up.
33:04And he spoke to me in French.
33:05Bitch, what?
33:06In French?
33:07Okay, that's so hot.
33:09Like, he sounds obsessed with you.
33:11Yeah, I don't know.
33:12I mean, that combo took so much effort.
33:15Like, is it supposed to be that hard?
33:18I mean, like, look at you and Milo.
33:19You guys just make sense.
33:21I don't wanna close my eyes.
33:24Well, Milo and I are soulmates.
33:26I don't wanna fall asleep cause I miss you, baby.
33:29And I don't wanna miss a thing.
33:32Cause even when I dream of you.
33:36The sweetest dream would never do.
33:38I still miss you, baby.
33:40And I don't wanna miss a thing.
33:51WHOA!
34:08Yeah!
34:09Yeah!
34:10Yeah!
34:11Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk?
34:17I didn't mean to call you that.
34:21I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me.
34:27Please tell me, please tell me why.
34:35Belly, I'm in the crowd, sir!
34:37Hold my shirt for a second and make sure no one spills anything on it!
34:39Ew!
34:40Steven, no, I don't want to hold your bloody people!
34:42Woo!
34:44Yeah!
34:45Ah!
34:45What the hell?
34:46Are you okay?
34:47Ow.
34:48Uh, Belly, I'm sorry.
34:50No, yeah, no.
34:50I'm good.
34:51I'm totally fine.
34:52I'm just, um, I'm gonna go get a drink.
34:56Well, you're my sober driver, Belly Bells.
34:59Don't let me down!
35:00Steven!
35:05I had this weird thought today.
35:10Yeah?
35:12I love weird thoughts.
35:13I was thinking, if my dad had cheated on my mom, she probably wouldn't have even cared.
35:22Is that harsh?
35:24No, but you really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction?
35:27I mean, kinda.
35:28Like, nothing about my dad ever excited her.
35:31You know?
35:32They were, like, never romantic around each other.
35:35And you want to see your parents being romantic?
35:39Maybe.
35:40I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
35:46You know, like electric jolts every time I saw them.
35:52Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
35:55Uh, yes and no.
35:57I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting, you know?
36:01And there was none of that.
36:02I mean, they were cold for a little while, but, um...
36:06Everything's kind of back to normal.
36:10In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand.
36:15Exactly.
36:18Oh, wow.
36:20What?
36:21I don't know.
36:23I've just never sent any of this to anyone before.
36:27Me either.
36:31Hey, can I ask you something?
36:34Anything.
36:37Um, how's...
36:38How's JR?
36:39Is he...
36:39Is he doing okay?
36:40Um, yeah.
36:41Yeah, he seems good.
36:42Why?
36:43I don't know.
36:44I've texted him a few times since summer ended, and, uh...
36:48He never writes back.
36:49Yeah, no, I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff.
36:52Right, right, right.
36:53Or, you know, it's that he'll never get over what I did and hold it against me for the rest
36:56of our lives.
36:57Belly.
36:57I learned something kind of cool.
37:10Tell me.
37:11Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year, and then it disappears
37:20from the sky for 50 days before returning as a morning star for another 263 days?
37:26I did not know that.
37:28That is very cool.
37:29And right now it's an evening star.
37:31It's really bright next to the moon.
37:34I'm actually looking at it right now.
37:39It's probably, uh, against the rules to say this, but, um...
37:45I wish we were looking at it together.
37:51Me too.
38:00And Billy?
38:02Yes, Comet?
38:05I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either.
38:11I had my arm, we're standing there.
38:15I said, now I've been a kicker, the living shit out of me.
38:20Can we forget about the days I said when I was drunk?
38:25I didn't mean to call you that.
38:29Yeah.
38:33Hey.
38:34Hey, Conklin.
38:36Hey.
38:36Long time no see, huh?
38:38Yeah.
38:38No, I know.
38:39It's been ages, right?
38:40Yeah.
38:41Is that seat-taking?
38:43Uh, nope.
38:44Nope.
38:44I'm right ahead.
38:45Yeah.
38:53I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight.
38:57I think Venus is a planet.
38:59No, actually, uh, ancient astronomers, um...
39:04You know what?
39:05Never mind.
39:06Okay.
39:07It's dumb.
39:09You know, you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway.
39:13It's a lot more by the beach.
39:18I, uh, used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts.
39:22Hmm.
39:24Are you going this summer?
39:26Uh, no.
39:27No, I'm not.
39:29So then you'll be here for the 4th, huh?
39:31Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:33Well, my folks are going to be out of town, and I'll just think about having a few people
39:36over.
39:37You and your friends should totally come.
39:39That-that sounds cool.
39:41All right.
39:41Cool.
39:45Come here.
39:47You kind of have something.
39:48Is it going?
39:49Yeah.
39:52Uh, Belly, no, I was just...
39:54Oh, my God!
39:55No, I was just...
39:56You had something in your...
39:56I have something in your...
39:57Yeah.
39:58You know why?
39:58Because I just...
39:59It's crap.
39:59Because I just got kicked in the head.
40:00That's right.
40:01Holy shit.
40:01But no, no, no, I'm totally fine.
40:03I'm just, um...
40:03Oh, my God.
40:04I'm going to go.
40:05Okay.
40:05See ya.
40:05Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:06Um, hey, hey, Belly, actually...
40:08Yes!
40:08Um, could you do me a favor?
40:10Could you put in a good word for me with, uh, your friend Marcy?
40:16Yeah, Marcy?
40:17Yes!
40:18And you...
40:19That makes sense.
40:20Yeah, I totally will.
40:20You guys...
40:21That's really good.
40:22Thank you for this.
40:23Yes.
40:23Okay, bye.
40:33Belly!
40:33Belly, come here.
40:36Hey, sis!
40:37Sis, sis, sis, check it out.
40:38Check it out.
40:38Check it out.
40:40Oh!
40:41Oh, my God!
40:44I can't believe you did that.
40:46This party sucks.
40:47Dude, it's beer, man.
40:49It'll dry.
40:50Chill.
40:51I'm leaving, okay?
40:53Wait, wait.
40:53Did something happen?
40:54No, nothing happened.
40:56Whatever.
40:56Uh, Steven, can you just get Spike to drive you home, please?
40:59Spike?
41:00No, Spike is drunk.
41:02You promised to be my sober ride tonight.
41:04Okay, well, I'm ready to go now.
41:06Okay, well, I'm not.
41:07Great thing.
41:08Can you just call an Uber or something?
41:09Why are you being such a buzzkill right now?
41:11Oh, I'm sorry.
41:12Am I ruining your fun night, Mr. Perfect Valedictorian?
41:15Kind of, yeah.
41:16Okay, well, in case you forgot, which it clearly seems like you did, Susanna just died, so I'm
41:21a little bit sad, but please don't let that stop you from having the time of your life.
41:25Fuck you.
41:26You know, I lost Susanna, too.
41:28Okay, you don't think I'm sad about that?
41:30Oh, what, were you crowd-serving the pain away?
41:32My apologies.
41:32No, you should apologize.
41:34You screwed up and now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah.
41:38I mean, they won't even text me back anymore because of you.
41:39Okay, guys, wait a second.
41:40That is not my fault.
41:42Isn't it?
41:43Hmm?
41:43I should be celebrating with them tonight, but they wouldn't come because you made things
41:48messy.
41:50You had Jeremiah, and it just wasn't enough.
41:52You had to have Conrad, too.
41:55God, you are so fucking selfish.
41:57Steven!
41:58What?
41:58Serious?
41:59I had to have Conrad?
42:01Are you kidding?
42:03I was in love, Steven.
42:04Like, out of my mind in love.
42:06What was I supposed to do?
42:09Belly.
42:11Belly.
42:12Steven.
42:17Hey.
42:19Steven is a drunk idiot right now.
42:21Please do not listen to him.
42:22No, he's right.
42:23I mean, I ruined things with both of them, and then Susanna died, and I completely ruined
42:28her funeral, and I just, I wish I hadn't started any of it.
42:30No, you don't.
42:31Yes, I do.
42:32No, you don't.
42:32Yes, I do, and I'm so tired of feeling sad all the time, and I just, I don't think I
42:37get to feel better.
42:38You think that right now, but I promise you.
42:40No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nothing is promised.
42:43You can't promise anything.
42:45Sorry.
42:46Sorry, I just, I know you're trying your best.
42:50I don't, I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm, I'm going through right now, and I
42:55think I just have to deal with it alone.
43:03I'm going to go.
43:04Okay, I'll go, I can come with you.
43:06No, no, no, no, no, you stay.
43:07I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut, and I just, I just need to go to bed.
43:13Okay.
43:15Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:16Yeah.
43:17I love you.
43:18I love you.
43:20I love you.
43:56I love you.
44:01I love you.
44:06I love you.
44:13I love you.
44:14Sorry for them, cause they'll never know you the way that I do
44:19Yet today I drove through the suburbs
44:22And pictured I was driving home to you
44:29And I know we weren't perfect
44:32But I've never felt this way for no one
44:37Oh, and I just can't imagine
44:42How you could be so okay
44:45Now that I'm gone
44:48I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
44:56You said forever, now I drive alone past your street
45:02You said forever, now I drive alone past your street
45:20Hey, happy almost Halloween
45:23Conway
45:25I know I'm not supposed to be here, but I'm
45:29Here
45:32I brought candy
45:38Do you want me to go?
45:39No, no, no, um, don't leave, just, um
45:44What, what are you doing here?
45:48Um, I wanted to see you
45:50So
45:51Yeah, yeah, um, you know, but I thought
45:54Right, no, I know, I know you
45:57You were worried about Jared, but look, I had a chance to talk to him
46:00And he's doing really good, actually
46:02He's, um, doing on dates, you know
46:05And, um, he's been on this high ever since he got made homecoming game
46:08That's great
46:09So, um, he's over?
46:12Yeah
46:15I think he is
46:19Ellie, I don't think I could ever get over you
46:26I mean, I'm not, I'm here
46:30Whenever I talk to you, I'm just happy
46:33And I gotta say, standing in front of you right now, it's torture
46:36Not being able to kiss you
47:07Belly, we need to talk
47:08I'm kind of tired
47:10Sit down
47:20You didn't eat?
47:21Your guidance counselor emailed me
47:24I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
47:26Or that your grades were so bad
47:28Yeah, I'm sorry
47:29I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven
47:31That's not what I'm saying
47:33You can do better than this
47:35I'm really disappointed in you
47:37Sorry, Mom, you know, Susanna died, remember?
47:39You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse
47:41This whole year has been hard for me, too
47:44You were barely here
47:46And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys
47:49They needed you
47:50But you can't blame me either for things that happened because you were away
47:53This isn't about blame
47:55This isn't about blame
47:55This is about you and the choices you made
47:58It's about taking responsibility for yourself, even when things are hard
48:01Life keeps going
48:03You can't just give up
48:05You want to talk about taking responsibility
48:07You won't even promote your book because you refuse to talk about Susanna
48:12You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball when you haven't gone to a single one of my games this
48:17year
48:18I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent
48:21You gave up way before I did
48:35You have to do that at every stop and it's kicking up my gag reflex
48:39If you'd rather walk, we can let you out right here
48:43I'd probably be safer, honestly
48:45Hey, you don't got a word, man
48:47I'm fully sober
48:49Fucking belly, man
48:51Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party
48:54Who does that?
48:56I don't know
48:57Who yells at their own sister in front of everyone for being sad?
49:00She yelled at me first
49:02So mature of you, Steven
49:04How about you try some compassion next time, asshole?
49:07Aren't you supposed to, like, come together and grieve?
49:11Life cannot be separated from death
49:13Wow
49:15So helpful
49:16Man, thank you
49:18Milo's very in touch with his emotions
49:20Which makes him a great musician
49:22Aw, thanks, babe
49:25You know
49:26I actually have a record label interested in Siamese
49:30What?
49:31Yeah, check it out
49:33Cancel Culture Records
49:37Babe
49:38They only have one post
49:40Yeah, that's what's so punk about it
49:42Yeah, dude
49:43Congrats, man
49:45Congrats
49:47Oh, it's me, man
50:06My darling Steven
50:09Congratulations on your graduation
50:11This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey
50:15I wish I could be there to watch you shine
50:18But you have an extraordinary mom
50:21Who will be with you every step of the way
50:24Remember
50:25The world is not only happening to you
50:28But you are happening to the world
50:31And don't forget to enjoy the ride
50:33Love
50:34Susanna
51:01Hey, I know it's late
51:02But about the bookseller event
51:06I changed my mind
51:07I'll do it
51:14I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually
51:20I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them
51:24In my memory
51:25The three of them will always be entwined
51:27Forever linked
51:29There can't be one without the others
51:35I still remember
51:37The look on your face
51:39Now
51:39They're all gone
51:41Through the darkness
51:42At 158
51:44The words that you whispered
51:47For just us to know
51:49You told me you loved me
51:51So why did you go
51:54Away
52:03Away
52:04Away
52:04Away
52:06Away
52:07Away
52:24Just like our last
52:30Ellie?
52:32Hi, Jeremiah. I'm so glad.
52:34Are you with Conrad?
52:37Uh, no. Why would I be with Conrad?
52:39I don't know. I just thought maybe you guys would, um...
52:43Jared, what is going on?
52:47Conrad's gone.
52:49Wait, what do you mean, gone?
52:52He's not answering my texts or picking up my calls.
52:55Since when?
52:56Yesterday.
52:58I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
52:59Maybe he pulled in all night or at the library.
53:01No, no, I don't think so.
53:03Apparently, he told this from me that everything is fucked, and then he just took off.
53:08I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning and see if I can track him down.
53:11I'll never get Susanna back.
53:13But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go, too.
53:16Okay.
53:18But I'm coming with you.
53:21I'm coming with you.
53:24Yeah.
53:26I saw you dancing in a crowded room
53:30You look so happy when I'm not with you
53:34But then you saw me caught you by surprise
53:38A single teardrop falling from your eyes
53:42I don't know why I run away
53:50I'll make you cry when I run away
53:58Take me back, cause I wanna stay
54:02Save your tears for another day
54:06Save your tears for another day
54:13Save your tears for another day
54:18Save your tears for another day
54:19Save your tears for another day
54:19Save your tears for another day
54:25Save your tears for another day
54:25Save your tears for another day
54:28Save your tears for another day
54:37Save your tears for another day
54:40Oh girl, oh girl, save your tears for another day.
54:54Save your tears for another day.
55:03Save your tears for another day.
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