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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 05: Where the Hell is My Husband?
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00:00You
00:23Wow
00:50I love you so much.
00:52I wanted somebody to love me the way that I've learned to love myself.
01:04But this isn't my husband, but just somebody on the journey.
01:13I opened the door and nobody was in there.
01:18She left.
01:20She was gone.
01:21She wasn't even there.
01:24I'm sorry, brother.
01:25Thank you, bro.
01:27I'm sorry, man.
01:30You're good.
01:31You're good, bro.
01:31I love you, man.
01:34That's so fucking crazy, bro.
01:37It doesn't matter.
01:40These girls, man.
01:42Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday, I don't blame her.
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47No blaming.
02:04I know I'm ready to commit to Brittany for the rest of my life.
02:06I love her for who she is and what she stands for and what she believes in.
02:10Her faith, her loyalty, her energy.
02:13She has such a beautiful soul, and that's what I'm attracted to.
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now.
02:20Take a breath and close my eyes.
02:23I am going to be Mrs. Devonte Lee Anderson.
02:28I am in love.
02:30I bought a wedding dress for a reason.
02:33I'm gonna be a wife.
02:35We can go back.
02:37I'm engaged to Brittany Elena Wicker, and I feel amazing.
02:42We talked about popping up to the reunion with the baby, so we'll see what happens.
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like.
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic.
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps because what's exciting about all of this is looks literally had nothing to do
03:09with it.
03:09I wanted Devonte to know I am beautiful on the inside, and he fell in love with my inner person.
03:16So why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared.
03:24But I still am.
03:44Hello?
03:46That anticipation.
03:49It was so good to finally see you too.
03:52Yeah.
04:05Well, I don't want to make you wait any longer.
04:09So, Brittany, I'm going to get on my knee and I'm going to ask you if you will marry me.
04:16Yes, I will.
04:23It's beautiful.
04:25Just like you.
04:30It's so cool.
04:36What I was expecting was probably a little bit bigger.
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be.
04:44Oh, man, I started sweating when I got near an hour.
04:46I know you are so sweaty.
04:49He was definitely very sticky.
04:51I did not expect freckles, though, so that's a surprise.
04:55He's definitely not somebody that I would probably have gone for out, like, in the bar.
05:01I don't think that he's someone that I would have been like, that's the one.
05:06But I don't care.
05:08I don't care.
05:09I mean, we're all going to get fat one day anyway.
05:11Oh, man.
05:12You've got red in your beard.
05:13Yeah.
05:14I'm from my mom.
05:15Do you have gray?
05:16I do.
05:16Look at you.
05:19Like, he's still handsome.
05:21He's very handsome.
05:22I didn't know what color your eyes would be.
05:23Yes.
05:24Green, blue, whatever they want to be.
05:26Like a greenish blue.
05:27Levante's eyes are beautiful.
05:28I hope your kids have your eyes.
05:31Those are the kind of eyes that are going to get me pregnant.
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea.
05:37I fell in love with Brittany just so happened that she is a woman of color.
05:42You know, that's something I've never actually dated, let alone proposed to get engaged to.
05:48So, you know, that was something that kind of surprised me.
05:51But I fell in love with Brittany because of her heart.
05:54I literally don't think that we would have ever, like, crossed paths any other way.
05:58Yeah, that's so true.
05:59I was, like, a very, like, quiet, like, if I was out and about, like, I would just be sitting
06:04at the table with my friends, too.
06:06That's me. Yeah.
06:06Yeah.
06:07I just stay in the house.
06:08I go to work.
06:09I go to the gym.
06:09I go to church.
06:11Like, so how exactly did you expect to find a man?
06:14I was like, I don't know.
06:15Yeah, exactly.
06:16I'm so excited for you to meet my family.
06:18I'm so excited.
06:19I know.
06:20I think they're going to love you.
06:21You think so?
06:21Mm-hmm.
06:22I really do.
06:24Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More.
06:30My lips do compliment my lips.
06:31They do.
06:32They do compliment each other.
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes, I do.
06:39I get right back at you.
06:41Are you sure you want to put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life.
06:45Oh, my gosh.
06:45So happy.
06:46I know you, too.
06:48Seeing my fiancé for the first time, it honestly felt like a dream.
06:52We're going to get married.
06:53Yes, we are.
06:54We're going to have babies.
06:55I know.
06:56Babies are on the way.
06:58Well, I will set you on your way, beautiful thing.
07:06One for the road.
07:12I'm going to walk backwards so I can see you the whole time.
07:13Okay.
07:14Make sure I don't fall down.
07:17Now we're going to go walk it out of line.
07:19You can turn around now.
07:20All right.
07:21I'll see you.
07:22I love you.
07:23I love you.
07:25Oh, my goodness.
07:27A ring on my finger.
07:33Oh, crazy.
07:45Shut up.
07:47What am I shutting up to?
07:49The roses and the cupcakes?
07:51Yeah.
07:51Oh, my gosh.
07:52These are beautiful.
07:53I've been waiting all day to talk to you, and I've been so nervous out there.
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better, by the way.
08:02I wrote something.
08:03Oh.
08:04I'm just going to read this.
08:05Yeah.
08:06Okay.
08:06Yeah, read it.
08:07Dear Michael Christian Gibney, I thought I knew what I...
08:12I thought I...
08:13Oh, fuck.
08:14I thought I knew what I was looking for coming into this journey.
08:18I needed a strong, confident man who made me laugh, felt secure and stable, and was sure of himself.
08:25What I didn't know was I would find so much more.
08:30This journey has been crazy, emotional, life-changing, and turbulent.
08:36But the one consistency I have found is you.
08:39The consistency of your laugh.
08:42The way I know that we will always have a good day.
08:45The way you have done nothing but build me up.
08:48I've never had to push or beg or change who I am, and I've told you so many things, and
08:53it all felt so natural.
08:55I kicked myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner, but this happened so slowly than all at once.
09:00And although that made me so scared, I knew it was the right decision.
09:04You make my heart flutter.
09:06I've never felt this way before, but I just feel balanced and calm whenever I'm with you.
09:10I choose you, and I am in love with you.
09:17That was beautiful.
09:20I got a little emotional myself over here.
09:22I couldn't really be that emotional.
09:25The way that I did come up in my upbringing and the tough love, I really have never been this
09:31open with anyone else before.
09:34Talking to you, I feel safe.
09:37I feel secure.
09:38I don't feel judged.
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me and just basically tell me I want that man.
09:46Yeah.
09:47And that's all really I've ever wanted.
09:49It feels awesome.
09:51So...
09:52Oh, God.
09:54Oh, God.
09:56Take your time.
09:59Um...
10:01Oh, God.
10:02All right.
10:07Emma Leeloo Bedsinger, will you marry me?
10:19Yes.
10:20Yep.
10:21Let's go.
10:21A million times, yes.
10:22Let's go.
10:23Go.
10:24Oh, my God.
10:28I'm really, really, really, really excited.
10:31I am, too.
10:32Take me to the stars.
10:36Can't wait.
10:37Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:38I want to cut through the clouds, break the sea.
10:42I want to dance.
10:44I'll lose you and me.
10:47Oh, my God.
10:49I want to jump to the stars.
10:52Oh, my God.
10:56Oh, my God.
10:59Oh, my God.
11:03That's amazing.
11:04That's amazing.
11:06That's amazing.
11:07Oh, my God.
11:09I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday.
11:13Okay.
11:14But, of course, I also had those same feelings for Kia.
11:18Yeah.
11:19And it was flip-flopping.
11:21Tyler was fucked up because she did that.
11:24Carlos, you're a good fucking dude.
11:26He's, like, disrespectful and hurtful.
11:28I think you died as a bullet, bro.
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all, and you should not look at it from that light.
11:34Like, you did exactly what you needed to do.
11:36You loved two women.
11:37Yeah.
11:38I feel like you genuinely did.
11:40It's a big decision to choose who you want to spend the rest of your life with.
11:46I ended up in a situation where there were two women I could see a future with, and I
11:50felt pressured to make a decision.
11:52I told Tyler that I choose you, and for her to still run out after me saying that makes
12:02that look like Kia being a second option, which she's not.
12:05She's a first of the first option.
12:08She's an amazing human being.
12:10The way Kia makes me feel, I've never felt like that, honestly, in forever.
12:16Kia's still over there.
12:18Kia's over there right now?
12:19Yes.
12:20What do you want to do with Kia?
12:21We've had the connection since the beginning.
12:24Yeah.
12:24You know, we've been able to connect and bond and really just open up our feelings.
12:29Kia might be smiling ears to ears right now.
12:32Yeah, because of that.
12:33Because of that.
12:34Yeah.
12:35A good conversation with Kia, at least like a full, like, honest conversation.
12:38Mm-hmm.
12:39It could go, it could go really well.
12:42Wow.
12:43Wow, wow, wow.
12:44Just talk with her.
12:45Yeah.
12:46Be real.
12:46Just say this is the second time Tyler's ran on me.
12:48I think the universe is telling me something.
12:50I have had feelings for you.
12:52Yeah.
12:52I would just be honest, man.
12:53If that's what you want, too.
12:55That's what you want.
12:55This is a big decision as well.
12:57Yeah, it is.
12:58Absolutely.
12:59If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
13:00I still have time to make that decision, and the choice is mine.
13:05All right, let's get it.
13:06Good luck, brother.
13:07Good luck, brother.
13:09Good luck, brother.
13:10Good luck.
13:10Good luck, man.
13:11Good luck, man.
13:12Good luck, man.
13:12Good luck, man.
13:12I'm always going to be somebody who is going to show up and fight, and I'm never going to run.
13:20And when it comes to what I need from, you know, my wife, I just need you to just show
13:26up, even when it's not easy to show up.
13:29It's, um, Kia, she's, she's been amazing, man.
13:34She really has.
13:36Hey.
13:37Hi.
13:39How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good.
13:43Yeah, same.
13:44I've really been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on.
13:50All I know is that Kia is one of one.
13:54My heart has always been loving and caring for you.
14:01Kia, you truly are a flower that has bloomed, man.
14:09And for us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels.
14:14And then also you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you is what made me really, like, have love and
14:22feel that in my body and soul.
14:25I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my wife.
14:29Yeah.
14:29But then I met Kia.
14:33You, Kia, you truly, really opened my heart and to open my heart to find that love was just so
14:42powerful, you know?
14:45You're probably one of the most beautiful souls I've ever met in my life.
14:48You truly, truly, truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need for it to be a forever thing.
14:57It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
15:00It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
15:03Kevin, oh, my God.
15:05And I have to be accountable.
15:07Like, yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame.
15:10Like, I spoke with, you know, Tyler, and I'll be honest.
15:14Like, I asked Tyler if you want to try to make something happen and do this because she was like,
15:19I didn't want to see her go either, you know?
15:22Yeah.
15:23And I made a decision out of pressure that was stupid.
15:29Kia, you are nobody's second option.
15:33Well, I...
15:34No, go ahead, go ahead.
15:35For clarity, I never felt like a second option.
15:38Okay, okay, okay.
15:39Ever.
15:40I have to be accountable, though.
15:41Yeah.
15:42Before you hold yourself accountable, though, I feel like we've spent a lot of times with you kind of saying
15:49how you're feeling and me working through that.
15:52So, I do want to take some time for me for a second and kind of let you know what's
15:58going on in my head.
15:59Yeah, talk to me.
16:00I feel like I was put here for a purpose.
16:05And my purpose here was to be vulnerable, potentially find love.
16:12And I think you are so awesome.
16:14Like, you are such a great guy.
16:16You are kind.
16:18You are heartfelt.
16:19You are self-aware.
16:21You are empathetic.
16:22All of those things will make a great husband.
16:31Kevin, I have love for you, and you've said so many, so many kind words to me.
16:40However, I am not falling in love with you.
16:47I have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me.
16:54You are not ready for a relationship.
16:56At least at one of this magnitude.
16:59And that's okay.
17:00But you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now.
17:05And I mean that with love.
17:06Yeah, yeah.
17:09One could probably say and pass judgment that you should not have come here because you were not ready.
17:14But I think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place where you understand that
17:20you aren't ready.
17:22I felt ready.
17:23But it just was a situation where I had found different qualities with some people, and it's fucking shitty.
17:34Your heart was not even ready to be pulled in two separate ways.
17:38To be clear, Tyler deserved more too.
17:43She did.
17:44Even with you asking her to move forward, she deserved more.
17:49She did.
17:51I'm always standing on business, and I got to choose me every time.
17:54Baby, where the hell is my husband?
17:57What is it getting so long?
17:59Get your shit together, you know?
18:00Yeah.
18:01And be great.
18:02And make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check.
18:07One thousand percent, Keith.
18:09Thank you for everything.
18:22I feel phenomenal.
18:25I feel free.
18:26I feel perfect.
18:28I feel perfect.
18:32Hello, hello.
18:33There's a smile.
18:36I chose me, bitches.
18:38How was the scream?
18:40That was good.
18:40That was a good scream.
18:41That was a good scream, Pam.
18:42That was a good scream.
18:43That was a bad scream.
18:46I was not in love.
18:48I'm in love with myself.
18:50You know what's weird is I've always choose myself.
18:53So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar.
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself, and that's a testament to the amount
19:04of growth that happens in this experiment.
19:07Yesterday I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of
19:12women that want to fix men and help them get to where they need to be.
19:18Well, I'll give you some of this anyway, man.
19:20I love you guys.
19:21I love you guys.
19:22And that is not typical key at all, but I love that I was able to kind of lean into
19:29that
19:29for a second because Kevin is going to be a phenomenal husband when he understands that he has work to
19:37do to get there.
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him.
19:40You guys.
19:41And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me, but to let someone else know how they
19:48should choose them.
19:49Choose them.
19:50She can't do a challenge.
19:52And what a fucking magical woman.
19:55That is a woman.
19:57And she's my heart.
19:59Ah!
20:01I want you to me up and turn me on.
20:06Play me like your favorite song.
20:10Knowing that Mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed to starting a life with me and spend
20:16forever feels like a weight has lifted.
20:19Throughout life, I feel like there's been mental roadblocks.
20:23There's been physical roadblocks.
20:25I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me.
20:28The fact that this man knows so much about me and he's not running.
20:34He's here.
20:36That's amazing.
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together.
20:46I mean, it's a great, warming feeling, like, just knowing that that other person on the other side of the
20:51wall chose you, too.
20:53She is so caring.
20:54She's kind, compassionate, empathetic to me.
20:58I do love her.
21:02I am nervous about not being his physical type in terms of race, of height, of body type.
21:13But he makes me feel like I am enough.
21:17And I'm just so excited to start this life with him.
21:21It just feels like a dream right now.
21:25Everything fell into place.
21:27Like, Emma told me about her adoption.
21:28That doesn't matter to me.
21:29When she told me about the birthmarks, I mean, the first thing that goes to my mind is obviously how
21:34big are the birthmarks, how big are the scars.
21:37But I want to judge her based on the connection that I've made with her.
21:40And that's what I've done so far.
21:46My biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says she does not want kids.
21:52And I think she sees how passionate I am about having children.
21:56And I do think that Emma would absolutely be able to see herself having children.
22:03And I think I'm the right man for it.
22:05You do?
22:06I do.
22:07Let's do this thing.
22:08Let's get married.
22:20Hi.
22:21Hello.
22:22How are you?
22:23I'm doing good.
22:24How are you?
22:25Doing good.
22:25You look so beautiful.
22:26You look so good.
22:29Oh, my God.
22:32It's you.
22:34I know, right?
22:37This is wild.
22:38This is insane.
22:42All right, hold on.
22:43I got something for you.
22:44Do you know what I'm going to say?
22:46I hope it's yes.
22:49All right.
22:49All right.
22:50All right.
22:51All right.
22:57Emma, will you marry me?
23:00Yes.
23:03Oh, my gosh.
23:07This is so beautiful.
23:10Shut the fuck.
23:10There we go.
23:17I need you.
23:23You're so cool.
23:25I had a image in my mind of him, and it was completely wrong in the best way possible.
23:33tall dark and handsome he is a beautiful man oh it's real it's real you're real i'm real
23:43you're so handsome you look so good thank you you look beautiful i love the blue thank you
23:51emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm and how she had to get that skin graft so that wasn't
23:57a surprise to me to see that and to be honest i didn't even really acknowledge it um i was
24:02too
24:02busy looking at her smile and i think that she's absolutely gorgeous i like having heart
24:06palpitations i had no idea kind of kind of what she would look like you know i guess but i
24:13didn't
24:13mean i was gonna be right and just so happens that uh she is is asian um i never dated
24:20a different race
24:21before so to be able to fall in love with someone from a different race is is really amazing in
24:26my
24:27eyes do you want to pop open some shoes i do let's go yeah i just can't wait to to
24:31start the rest of
24:31my life with her i'm speechless i'm speechless
24:38i like literally did not know what you would look like check please
24:43you're gorgeous you look beautiful you have a beautiful smile too which i like i like a nice
24:48smell thank you i like literally just can't stop staring at you this is so wacko this is so wackadoodle
24:56who would have thought who would have thought seeing him in person i still felt so comfortable
25:02so grounded and like so light with him i didn't have to worry about like what he was going to
25:08think
25:08about like my birthmarks or like my physical characteristics like it just felt really comforting
25:15for myself what do you think the family's gonna say they're gonna be so shocked
25:22i wait till i say something to mine like yeah find out oh my god they're gonna be i you're
25:28gonna have
25:28to fly out you'll like them they're fun i'm nervous a little rowdy we do too don't worry we do
25:34too
25:35i'm i'm excited to meet your family and your friends me too they'll look you'll get along with
25:41them really yeah i was looking for marriage i was looking for a lifelong partner and i know that
25:48we will be so compatible on all like facets of physical emotional and i know that when we get old
25:56looks will fade but we'll still always have this emotional connection it is more than everything i've
26:02ever i've ever dreamed of
26:04i've never felt anything like this
26:09i've never felt anything like this
26:13i'll see you in a little bit see you soon
26:15all right bye oh man i'll watch you walk out
26:19yeah watch right watch me look at this ass all right
26:22hell yeah
26:26damn
26:31bye bye
26:51oh my god well you're beautiful after finally seeing each other for the first time i love you
26:57i love you you're gorgeous
27:00will you marry me
27:01seven couples are now headed to a romantic getaway there they will have the chance to discover
27:07if their physical connection is as strong as their emotional
27:18we're on our way to malibu we're gonna spend some quality time together
27:28all right so we're getting ready to tour the place it's day one
27:39and with their weddings only four weeks away their love is about to face some serious tests
27:46so amazing
27:48hey can we get some drinks let's go
27:50but i'm proud and i can't get the water
27:52okay we're in mexico
27:53oh no
27:54and in cabo so have you been here before
27:56no
27:57all right
27:58never even been to mexico
27:58what how was my happy place is it really yeah holy shit
28:03i don't know my hands aren't that sweaty okay yours are kind of sweaty actually now
28:07mine no because yours is coming off at me
28:10yeah don't put that on me
28:11come on
28:13hola
28:14thank you
28:15oh my gosh cheers
28:17were their looks race lifestyle or insecurities tear them apart in the real world
28:22first time in mexico actually
28:23what
28:24i know i know
28:25you have to show me around
28:26you're like i want to go to antarctica but i haven't been to mexico
28:30it's just yeah
28:31it's beautiful we got everything
28:32you
28:33i can't
28:33oh my god
28:34seriously i can't i can't i can't help it
28:40wow look at the view
28:42oh my gosh
28:44problem
28:45we made it
28:46i know
28:49is love truly enough to conquer it all
28:54i remember you're like all the girls like close their eyes and see if we sound like what we
28:58and i was like
29:00never would have got like
29:01i would have been so confused
29:02because i feel like your voice does not sound
29:04i know i was like i sound white
29:08now it's hard because i see you in person
29:10yeah
29:10it's like i don't know
29:11my dad is black and my mom's columbian
29:13okay
29:14i like that
29:15is your mom from columbia or just
29:17yeah
29:17is she
29:18my mom was adopted when she was two days old
29:21my grandpa's admission my grandparents are actually white
29:23actually my mom wanted to name me liliana
29:25oh i can see that
29:26and that that would have given it away
29:27i could see that
29:28i probably would have gone by lily
29:29i like liliana
29:30i have such little hands
29:33oh you've got clean nails
29:36oh gosh
29:37you're amazing
29:38i can see what i can
29:47you're so pretty
29:50also this is how tall i actually am
29:53it works for me
29:55because like i didn't care about like if you were like
29:57maybe you'll think i'm like really short
30:00and then you're like
30:01i was like i literally couldn't care
30:02and then you're
30:03i've never
30:04never been an issue
30:05yeah
30:07you're happy
30:07i'm so happy
30:08me too
30:10it's just like crazy
30:11you know i was thinking about the other night
30:12it's just like man i feel like she's just like perfect
30:15i'm absolutely not i was like perfect no like like the time i saw you i was like i literally
30:20couldn't have like like if you had to picture something i was like that's like literally
30:24like perfect
30:24i swear
30:25wow
30:26how about you
30:28you're gorgeous
30:29during those like pod sessions
30:31we connected so well in there
30:33where i knew like hey
30:35if we were in person
30:36like obviously we don't know what each other
30:38we don't know what each other look like
30:39but it's like at the same time it's like
30:40i felt like that just didn't matter
30:42and almost like now at this point
30:44like we've spent time with each other
30:46it's like it doesn't matter
30:48dude it's
30:51it's amazing
30:53oh i never want my phone back
30:55i know we're actually talking about that
30:56it's incredible
30:58i feel like so much more clear-headed
30:59yeah
31:00and like i don't get bombarded by like
31:02oh shit that like stressed me out
31:03and this like made me upset and whatever
31:05especially like the news
31:07that's like really nice to me
31:08it's all i'm gonna do is stop in the rest
31:10you don't have cable already thanks
31:11well i don't either
31:12but like my i'm on instagram
31:14yeah
31:14and because of like
31:17my shrunk political views
31:19a lot of the accounts i follow are like
31:21yeah i like that
31:22updates on that
31:23very very
31:24should be
31:25yeah
31:25i appreciate it
31:26i appreciate that about you
31:28thank you
31:30i think you know that though
31:32it's just so cool to just be with you
31:34and like see you and talk to you
31:35i never anticipated like being physically attracted
31:39to you before i saw you
31:41i already think that chris is hot
31:43and i haven't seen him
31:44like i was like that's a weird sensation
31:46like i just didn't anticipate that
31:48i was like that doesn't make sense jessica
31:52none of it does
31:53none of it does
31:54that's kind of the beauty of it
31:56it is right
31:57we're so lucky
31:59literally
32:05i always said this earlier
32:06you're gonna not like it
32:07uh-oh
32:08but i said this to the girl
32:10i said if i like saw you in the wild
32:13i would think that you would only want to be with like a gym rat
32:16and you would never eat pizza with me
32:18that's interesting you say that
32:20um
32:21you don't eat pizza
32:22oh i do
32:23i fucking love pizza
32:25no like i i mean i told you like i come home and i'm like
32:28even if it's not i'm that late
32:29and like it's not like super like whatever
32:31like i'll uber eats a doordash like all the time
32:33same
32:34i just love eating and i do not love working out
32:39i only think of like running as punishment
32:44it does suck the first like couple miles but i think once you get like into it it's like
32:48i would never get through two miles that's the thing
32:51yeah it's hard to get through the first two but like you don't even have to go fast
32:56like i will go on every walk with you
33:01obviously i think she's the most beautiful like human being i've ever like
33:05like been around like i love her i'm super attracted to her and like everything else like
33:10physically i didn't think like someone like her even existed for me to be honest with you
33:24you're in the gym we're in the sauna for the second time
33:27we're in the sauna for the second time
33:30and we did a jacuzzi
33:31now we did some pizza and some wine
33:34that was the gym with pizza and wine
33:43uh get in the pool i fell in love with britney but as far as like what each other look
33:48like
33:48i know she's dated white mixed black so i don't think she had like a set preference of like what
33:54she exactly she was looking for
33:58so grateful
34:02and maybe my judgment in the past it's like maybe that wouldn't have been someone i had approached
34:08and nothing against who britney is as a person like i was attracted to what i thought was my person
34:14but i definitely think love is blind and it didn't matter what race she was on the other side of
34:19the wall to me
34:20now it's like you see her and it's just like how could i walk away from this like that's my
34:24person
34:25like i'm hopeful that this moment doesn't stop but it's just like the groundwork for you know
34:30what 10 15 20 30 years looks like from now
34:34i wonder what like time you're gonna have to wake up tomorrow
34:37i don't run
34:41oh my gosh sure
34:43you're looking at the wrong person for a run
34:46yes you can't run with this
34:49no you can not comfortably
34:52i bet you do
34:55yeah no running in big titty city don't don't don't go together
35:01does it still look okay
35:02yeah it looks good
35:03i promise
35:08just look at me
35:10it's like green blue
35:12golden eyes
35:13yeah
35:16kissing britney has been like a long time coming
35:18it's like every time it's just like oh wow
35:20that takes your breath away
35:21um she has really nice lips so i'm excited to be able to kiss some more
35:27i've been drifting
35:29we'll do a little one
35:49i love the purple lights
35:52it's so pretty did you see the moon
35:55yeah that's awesome glad we get a beer together
35:58me too
36:03i you know you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old and you just kind of watch
36:10everybody else's life go and to sit here and like have a ring on my finger like it's crazy to
36:15me and it's amazing and it just feels right because it's with this like person that i laugh with and
36:22that i feel so genuine and i would actually like see that smile and see that laugh
36:27I think it's one of the most incredible experiences
36:30I have ever had in my entire life.
36:33It looks good on you.
36:37It does.
36:38I know.
36:40You got your sparkly nails, too?
36:41Mm-hmm.
36:42Did you do that for Emma?
36:44Mm-hmm.
36:44I love it.
36:45It's pleasant to be around you.
36:47It makes you feel good.
36:56Oh, my belly's just hanging out here, buttons up.
37:00It's hairy.
37:02Hush.
37:04Don't you hush me.
37:06Mm.
37:07Do you want another pillow?
37:08Or you can lay like this if you want.
37:12Your hair smells good.
37:16Freshly washed.
37:17You get a lot more hair than that.
37:18Can I do?
37:22Yours is really thick.
37:24Did you say you used to have your hair, like, red-red?
37:26Mm-hmm.
37:27I bet that was pretty hot to you, honestly.
37:32You look amazing as blonde as well.
37:43See the barriers?
37:46I'm tearing them down.
37:48Definitely can get used to this, Amber.
38:00Wait, I want to see your scars.
38:02Is this a scar?
38:04That actually might be surgery.
38:06There's like a soccer one that kind of goes in the back here.
38:10There's a scar?
38:11There's a scar?
38:11No, no, no.
38:12A tattoo.
38:13It's like a kid with a ball in his hand looking up here.
38:16Okay.
38:17It's almost like a skeleton of a dragon that kind of circles this, and then he's looking
38:21up at that.
38:22You're into dragons?
38:23Oh, no.
38:23So cool.
38:25So you like dragons?
38:25You're like, I don't like dragons.
38:27Wait, did I tell you when I was, I had to, like, read a book?
38:29I was trying to, like, read a book.
38:30But the book I had, it had, like, dragons on the side and all these kids were around me.
38:33I was like, I can't read this.
38:35It's about dragons and, like, dragon riders.
38:37What was the book?
38:39It's called Fourth Wing.
38:41Oh, is it?
38:43Yes.
38:44It's, like, smut, as the kids say.
38:47Yeah, I still don't know what that stands for if I have to explain it.
38:50It doesn't stand for anything.
38:52I know what it means.
38:53Yeah.
38:53That's what it means.
38:54I like to read.
38:56I'm a nerd, though, for sure.
38:57I like Stoicism.
38:58I like to read, like, not just, like, someone else's interpretation of it.
39:02Like, I will go in and read Letters to a Stoic by Epictetus and, like...
39:05Cliff notes?
39:06No, I actually read it.
39:07Okay.
39:07Just making sure.
39:10Goddamn, don't do that.
39:12You can see those eyes.
39:14I don't do anything.
39:16Damn.
39:18What?
39:19Eye contact throws me.
39:22Don't do that.
39:23I saw what you just did.
39:24Throwing eyes around.
39:25I haven't even done any of, like, my moves.
39:28You haven't?
39:28I haven't seen them yet.
39:29No, no.
39:30Oh.
39:31Yeah, you're dangerous.
39:33Very dangerous.
39:35Dangerous.
39:36Yeah.
39:36Dangerous.
39:40I don't bite your lip like that.
39:42I was just smiling.
39:43No, you weren't.
39:44I was just smiling.
39:45No, you weren't.
39:45No, you weren't.
39:46Yes, you were.
39:48I was just smiling.
39:49You know exactly what you're doing to me.
39:54God, stop doing that.
39:56Doing what?
39:57Throwing eyes around like that.
39:58I don't know what you're talking about.
40:00I think you might.
40:01I think you might.
40:03Just kidding.
40:04I know what I'm doing.
40:05Yeah, you do.
40:06I know.
40:07Yeah, you do.
40:10Oh, my God.
40:11You're making it difficult.
40:14Do I make it hard?
40:17Very good choice of words.
40:18Very good choice of words.
40:19The answer is yes.
40:20You finished?
40:22Only after you.
40:25It would not matter if Alex was not the hottest man alive.
40:28Fortunately for me, he is.
40:30He's fucking hot.
40:35You happy?
40:38Yeah.
40:44Oh.
40:46Connor, is your hips that bad?
40:48Oh, yeah.
40:48Connor, you can't cross your legs.
40:52I think I just, like, pulled.
40:53This is a joke.
40:54What do you mean?
40:54This is being dramatic.
40:56What do you mean?
40:56This is dramatic.
40:58So this...
40:58How do you sit?
40:59I just sit like this.
41:01Like a normal dude.
41:03Wait, I'm shocked.
41:04You can't do this.
41:06Not like that.
41:07Stop me.
41:07Go to car.
41:08Okay.
41:08Okay.
41:08I think your legs, like, should have been exposed to me.
41:10Deal breaker?
41:11That was, like, an ick I didn't know I had.
41:13Deal breaker?
41:14Watch that.
41:14I was like, please stop crossing your legs.
41:16You can fix me.
41:16How was your first day with me?
41:18I knew it was going to be comfortable, but...
41:20Yeah.
41:21I'm like, it's easy.
41:23Chemistry's there.
41:24Just even walking through the villa.
41:26Ooh.
41:26Ooh.
41:28I was like, yeah, this is it.
41:30This is it.
41:31This is it.
41:33That's a thought process in my brain.
41:36That's so attractive.
41:38Don't make fun of me.
41:39I'm not.
41:40That was satirical from you.
41:42Do you want me to say the opposite next time?
41:45No.
41:45Okay.
41:46Only the truth.
41:49To be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you, I'm like, oh.
41:52I know.
41:54I know.
41:55It's more intense.
41:56Nuts.
41:57I can't stop staring at you.
41:58I know.
41:59I'm not mad about it.
42:00I know you have to fly.
42:03Oh.
42:05So you can say goodbye.
42:09Oh.
42:10Oh.
42:10Oh.
42:12Oh.
42:12I think my biggest fear was like how we be physically from emotionally.
42:18Cause like we were like, we've been so good emotionally.
42:20Yeah.
42:21But I feel like I'm very comfortable with you physically.
42:23That was something that I was obviously nervous about too.
42:26Yeah.
42:26Cause I feel like.
42:30How are you laughing?
42:34I'm so sorry.
42:34I'm so sorry.
42:37I'm so sorry.
42:40I'm so sorry.
42:41I'm so sorry.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:43I'm so giggling.
42:43So sorry.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:44I love you so much.
42:45It's supposed to be bedtime, right?
42:46I know.
42:49And like, I think me.
42:50I'm sorry.
42:52I'm sorry.
42:58I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable right now I think like now like for me like we've gotten like
43:05to such no okay we've like gotten to like such an emotional level that's what I was like racking
43:12my brain around well you like me physically as much as emotionally yeah I do
43:23you've overcome my gods you told me
43:28how to love again
43:32goodnight
43:36what are you thinking about dangerous eyes
43:43just enjoying you yeah yeah
43:53I'm very excited for sex honestly I'm a very sexual person but like I'm a very loyal person
44:00and I do not give it out to just anybody so I'm very excited to share this moment with Alex
44:18I know what I like I know what I want I know how to treat a man I think it's
44:23very attractive like
44:24the confidence for a woman to have knowing exactly what she wants those things are very attractive to
44:30a man maybe happy yeah confident happy are you get used to it yes sir good answer
44:40I'm a little sexually flustered I guess right now
44:45he's just so handsome beautiful beautiful man
44:51don't look at me like that
44:52chili
45:00you getting used to my hands there
45:01yeah
45:02yeah
45:02i love you
45:04i love you too
45:05they say all good boys go to heaven but bad boys bring heaven to you
45:26you'd definitely be okay with having sex tonight for sure we'll talk about it
45:32i'd be okay to wait too sex is sex like most men will like put their dick in a chicken
45:38sandwich
45:39those things really don't matter to me as much but i mean i'd rather with the person like i
45:45love and i'm attracted to for sure being in his arms feels amazing it's kind of indescribable
45:53oh look at this bad boy what do you think
45:58hey maybe i'll let you try it if you're nice
46:00i do
46:11how do you feel about being in person together
46:14better i'm not gonna lie at first it made me like real nervous because i was like oh my god
46:19and it kind of freaked me out but i feel like we have a good base yeah to go from
46:29i feel like we're gonna be 70 dancing in our kitchen oh for sure
46:33together oh i might break my hip but that's okay as long as we're together
46:39you're right i'll take care of you i am your little nurse now
46:43your own personal nurse i love that i'm excited about like just i don't know physical connection
46:49being in person if i broke your heart
46:53the next time that i do have sex with somebody i want it to be with the person that i
46:58a hundred
46:58percent we are going to spend the rest of our lives together
47:05so i think that eventually we will have sex i feel hopeful i feel excited
47:12i feel like we have a good thing i feel like we have a very strong connection
47:30i think what i'm most hopeful for is that we're going to actually get married and build a future
47:36together and have kids and just have the life that we both always dreamed of like i feel like
47:41i could just do this forever good night love you i love you
47:53you know i hope to be with chris forever like and this is you know the first night of hopefully
48:00thousands i'm so happy ah i'm chill
48:08oh my god wow this could be the start of the rest of my life
48:17if you're gonna find somebody new
48:21because how could they love you as much as i do as much as i do
48:48as much as i do
49:27as much as i do
49:30as i do
50:00as i do
50:39as much as i t
50:44you
50:44you
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