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00:03Dermatomyositis.
00:04Is it as scary as it sounds?
00:06It's an autoimmune disease.
00:08It causes this rash on my hands,
00:10and it attacks muscles,
00:12so I'll get tired more easily.
00:15Now, we want to be up front with you, too.
00:17This can't get serious.
00:18But we're not gonna let it.
00:20No, we're not.
00:22So there's a cure?
00:23No, but there's treatments,
00:26and I've already started medications.
00:28Now, that's the easy part.
00:30For the rest,
00:31we're gonna need some help, okay?
00:34We're in.
00:36Tell us what you need.
00:40Well, first,
00:42there's diet.
00:43No artificial colors.
00:45No high-fructose corn syrup.
00:47No gluten. No fucking avocados are fun.
00:50Leafy greens are fun.
00:51We got cashew butter, sun butter,
00:53and your omega-3s are gonna be off the chart.
00:56Salmon, cod, hairy.
00:58Can't you just maybe be like a pumpkin loaf?
00:59Also, exercise is key.
01:01With muscle tone, you use it or you lose it.
01:04We're gonna maintain your flexibility,
01:06range of motion, and balance.
01:07So you're turning Buck's backyard into a yoga studio.
01:11Not yoga.
01:12Samba.
01:14Samba?
01:14Some patients have a hard time swallowing and get vocal problems.
01:21What the hell is that?
01:22It's called a trill, and I know that it sounds weird,
01:25but it helped me when I lost my voice.
01:27Trilling? Fix it?
01:28It didn't hurt.
01:29Dexterity is huge.
01:31Flare ups make my hands weak,
01:33so I've gotta stay nimble.
01:34One, two, three, four.
01:37Three, four.
01:37I declare thumb war.
01:39Gotcha!
01:40Come on!
01:42We're gonna throw the kitchen sink at this thing.
01:45There's no such thing as a bad idea.
01:49And you got this idea from TikTok?
01:51Apparently, it works wonders for lymphatic drainage.
01:54You first.
01:55This isn't just my fight.
01:57It's the whole family's fight.
01:59This one right here.
02:02Nobody said you couldn't have fun.
02:04You know how this came in, right?
02:06Back, forward, back.
02:11Dare I ask what's in it?
02:14Mostly sardines.
02:18Oh, yeah.
02:20Oh, yeah.
02:21One, two, three.
02:23Now you're counting.
02:25Slow and steady.
02:27Steady is the hard part.
02:29You got a hen.
02:34Like a horse.
02:37One, two, three.
02:40Wait till you try this.
02:45Ready to fly.
02:47Like Superman.
02:49Super hen.
02:50Bunny goes over the log and through the hutch.
02:53Come on, damn rabbit.
02:55No.
02:57What?
02:58What?
03:02Oh, hey, hey.
03:04Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
03:08Done.
03:09How are those lymphs?
03:10I think it's working.
03:17Oh, my God.
03:18Highlight me now.
03:20However long it takes.
03:22We're gonna kick this thing butt.
03:24You got this, Mama.
03:26We've got this.
03:43You hungry, baby?
03:46Not really.
03:46Not really.
03:49You need any help?
03:51No.
03:53I got it.
03:57I got it.
04:16You're ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
04:29You're a fox.
04:29What the hell's going on?
04:31Come on!
04:33What's the deal!
04:34Let's go!
04:35What is this guy doing?
04:36Wondering cluck-cluck combos for a small village?
04:39Damn it.
04:40It's moving!
04:41Yeah, I got it.
04:41I got it is there a problem here oh that's why you haven't ordered yet
04:52text her we've got a text her no one's asked for my order yet
05:00hello hello there's nobody working today
05:08where is everybody hell hello
05:18oh my god
05:279-1-1 what's your emergency clocking plus is seizing up
05:40dispatch this is captain 118 we're gonna need backup ra units copy 118 i'm counting eight
05:49oh 12 people buck get me readings on oxygen carbon monoxide smoke everything even spilt
05:55cleaning products roll everyone on their side no fingers and mouths unless you're looking to lose
06:00them dispatch what's our eta on those ra units we really could use some extra hands here
06:04i have two additional units six minutes out no sign of any leaks building's all queer so what the hell
06:10is this captain 118 go for 118 it looks like there was an earlier call from your location
06:199-1-1 what's your emergency hi i'm the manager over at club five someone just collapsed i think they're
06:25having a call dropped right after that copy that dispatch so one person had a seizure the others
06:33were just witnesses at first you thinking what i'm thinking uh not really psychogenic non-epileptic
06:39seizures they're pseudo seizures brought on by a traumatic event like seeing someone have a seizure
06:44one person goes down let's follow okay so if only one of them is experiencing it for real what about
06:50the rest they just think they are this has been going on for at least six minutes which means we
06:54need to find the real seizure victim before it's too late they all look the same to me but they
06:59all
06:59won't look the same to the fleur okay this has been going on for more than six minutes which means
07:10their muscle starts burning through their energy before they break down the brain's thermoregulation
07:14center goes completely haywire whoever is having the real seizure but with this much physical
07:19activity clear their body temperature should have risen drastically compared to the other people
07:25so they'll show up much hotter than everyone else exactly all right this side is clear where are you
07:32clear
07:35she's clear
07:38okay got him buck check his wallet for medical history maybe a bracelet or a dog tag
07:44rabbit pulse
07:46it's tachycardic yeah and epileptic mystery solved starting an iv let's assess the rest of our friends
07:52start with arm test to confirm it's psychogenic they're pushing four milligrams of lorazepam come on
07:58buddy there we go all right bp stabilizing nice and easy hey hey hey welcome back sir buck how's our
08:10test
08:10going everyone is passing with flying colors sorry i guess failing all right everybody let's try
08:16some box breathing exercises with them see if that helps if not maybe get them out of each other's lines
08:30of sight
08:31well you don't see that every day huh no you do not
08:36are you doing okay cap and would have loved this
08:44yeah
08:46knees up grant eyes up north never baby showboat recruits you've made it to week 12. your three-phase drill
08:56phase one forced entry gonna go for the class record wouldn't hate that i would save something for the rest
09:02of us
09:04phase two phase two advance an inch and a half hose line into the structure
09:09you will notice there's no vertical ventilation which brings us to phase three
09:14you will climb the aerial and breach the fifth floor window
09:21you got it grant
09:25there you go
09:27yeah pick that window
09:29it's not the show where do we go
09:32grant
09:39excuse me uh harry grant do you know which room he's in mom mom why is he here
09:49oh he's okay harry's okay he was drilling on the tower took a spill off the aerial the aerial ladder
09:56and luckily a mezzanine caught him before the ground did could have been a lot worse
09:59oh my god oh my god hurry mom mom i'm fine the wheelchair is protocol they're discharging me
10:09he has a mild concussion doctors ruled out anything serious i just got my bell rung that's it that's
10:14the tbi talking thank you for coming down of course i'm sorry chief i i was rushing it was a
10:21stupid mistake shake it off son accidents happen hazards come with training same as on the job
10:26you know that better than any recruits so he's still a recruit we'll place him off duty ild for 48
10:33hours he can rest at home then if he has no symptoms he'll be cleared to return i'm ready
10:37now let's go don't worry you won't lose your spot good news um okay let's get you home protocol remember
11:04no screens doctor's orders mom i feel fine well let's keep it that way oh and no salami either
11:12the last thing your brain needs is inflammation from cured meats so what am i supposed to do what
11:18your chief said rest mom it's a concussion not the flu
11:31she's treating me like a child you are her child yeah but why is she so chipper about it i
11:38swear she's
11:39happy i'm injured happy she's terrified it was a bump on the head this time you didn't see her
11:47walking into the hospital she was barely holding it together yeah i know she thinks me joining the
11:54department is dangerous harry you just proved it's dangerous ten more inches to the left and she could
12:00have been at another funeral buck do not make me write you up for reheating fish in the microwave
12:10i know i know it's bad workplace etiquette but sardine loaf is better when it's warm yeah it's even
12:16better when you leave it at home listen it's good for brain and heart health and i have tons left
12:20over
12:20because hen wouldn't see me when i tried to stop by the other day i blame it on the sardine
12:26loaf but
12:27she wouldn't see me either every time i try and visit karen tells me that she's either sleeping or
12:31in the shower i usually get doctor's appointment maybe she just needs some time to herself no isolation
12:37doesn't help the healing process she needs people to support her maybe we're a reminder that she's not
12:43here doing what she loves to do might be hard for her to see us right now okay so what
12:48do we do we keep
12:54showing up athena what are you doing here how's harry desperate for me to be anywhere other than
13:00hovering over him i wasn't sure what was on hen's diet but i was thinking at least you and the
13:05kids
13:06could have something easy to reheat and eat excuse the mess things have been a little hectic around here
13:13lately so how is she because she hasn't been returning any of my calls yeah just good days
13:22and bad days which is today
13:30hen you up for a visitor athena's here she just wants to check on you it might be good for
13:40you to
13:40see a friendly face
13:54i'm sorry you came all this way for nothing i think all this has just really taken it out of
14:02her is
14:03she really sleeping or did she tell you to get rid of me she's not telling me much of anything
14:08these days
14:12you know when we got that diagnosis i had hope and i thought we were going to fight it together
14:23but nothing's worked and she's getting worse every day it's like i can feel her slipping farther away
14:29from us i try to keep her active and make sure she's taking care of herself but the more i
14:35push the more
14:36she pushes back no that's the scary part she doesn't push back she just disengages we just need
14:47to get her back in the game how do i just keep pushing her until she's mad enough at me
14:56to push back no
14:57you're a wife you do not want to become the face of the thing she's fighting
15:04so but what am i supposed to do give her another face to hate
15:30i don't know why i feel this way
15:32i don't know why i feel this way
15:53you hit me with your car
15:589-1-1 what's your emergency i swear i didn't hit him
16:08car versus pedestrian that's the question driver says he fell down on his own yeah don't they
16:14always he talk more groaning than anything we didn't want to move him without you why why did
16:21he run me over dude i didn't hit you someone did he's in rough shape sir i'm eddie can you
16:29tell me your
16:29name pult can you move your fingers and your toes yeah all right we're gonna roll you over so we
16:35can
16:35take a better look at you one two three whoa you got hit hard not by me did he break
16:47my arm arm nose
16:51probably ribs we're gonna get you to the hospital okay hey look at that his shoes are still on
17:00yeah and not a crack in his windshield either i don't know if this car did all that it didn't
17:04do
17:04any of it i did not hit him all right you said he came from that way he ran from
17:10over there
17:10and then fell in front of my car
17:12oh
17:50thank you so much for coming oh come on it's my pleasure you uh cool with me putting stuff here
17:55all right hello hey babe who's this
18:04you must be hen hi i'm adam a physical therapist and your new chief motivational officer
18:13hi hi hi
18:16my wife my wife must have forgot to mention you were coming slipped my mind adam comes very highly
18:22recommended karen can we talk about this later i'm gonna have to go out and run a few errands are
18:30you
18:30serious you two have fun bye bye what do you say we uh
18:38wake up those sleepy joints huh so how you feeling like i got hit by a truck well we both
18:47know that
18:47didn't happen so you want to tell me what really happened it's all fuzzy i think i i got jumped
18:58you got jumped yeah from behind that was a big dude big dude might even happen two of them vicious
19:12did your assailant look like this
19:31how long you been snatching purses shame on you wait for it
19:44she's still going yes she is
19:53do you want to amend your statement about two big dudes
20:00i'd like to call my lawyer
20:09they'll keep him here for observation then straight to men's central you got a mean left hook
20:14am i in trouble self-defense but uh most folk would have let go of the purse
20:21what got into you i had had a day it's dollars and cents cuts cuts layoffs cuts and frankly the
20:30granola
20:30bars are doing more around here than you are you're a great gal but i've been doing a lot of
20:36work on me
20:37we're done thanks for coffee
20:46for the love of
20:57sometimes you just need to fight back
20:59yeah
21:00fair enough
21:02push out
21:05breathe breathe very good in clockwise counterclockwise how's that feeling
21:12not good there you go look at you rock star there you go breathe breathe don't you breathe
21:19two very good okay one more very good ah that was awful try one that was awesome
21:29right come on give me one more set you said that was the last set oh i'm sorry hen i
21:34lied
21:35screw you adam hen it's okay if you want to punch me i do not want to punch you adam
21:41sure i'm gonna look
21:42my face and not even look maybe a little bit
21:53morning
21:56are you going back to training today yeah it's been two days feeling pretty good no signs of a concussion
22:04i thought you were training to be a firefighter not a doctor i'm okay no headaches no nausea no
22:10sensitivity to light or noise you know it's okay to take another day if you need it i mean just
22:15to
22:15be on the safe side you want me to call your doctor and ask him to write a note a
22:22doctor's note from my
22:23mommy no thanks i'll pass love you i love you too
22:38miss me i did you're my favorite person to beat
22:42like who got cocky while i was gone okay three phase drill let's go let's start with the aerial ladder
22:48grant you're up
23:02grant you doing okay
23:08no sir i'm feeling a bit dizzy i guess okay well don't push it go home and get some rest
23:12all right
23:13we'll try again tomorrow
23:26hi honey you hungry i think karen ordered enough food to feed us for a week
23:33i think you've forgotten what it's like to feed a teenager
23:36oh pickle
23:45here honey let me help you with that
23:53i should be able to open a jar
23:55you did you loosened it for me
23:58ma don't patronize me
24:00i'm not i think working with adam is helping even if you won't admit it
24:14can i hide out here if it's your mom absolutely not
24:17mom i'm hiding from my shame
24:20what happened i thought you were back in training
24:23i was but i froze up
24:26when it was time to climb the ladder again i panicked
24:29that's the whole point in training
24:31panic there so it doesn't happen in the field
24:35here
24:36so how do you not panic everywhere
24:39i don't know you just don't
24:42that is completely underwhelming advice
24:44i'm sorry i didn't know you were coming over
24:47you get lukewarm pep talks when i'm unprepared
24:53look it it's normal
24:55to be scared
24:58what makes it brave is that you show up anyway
25:01is it brave
25:03or is it selfish
25:06selfish how
25:07if something bad happens to me
25:10what happens
25:11to them
25:12you mean your family
25:15your mom
25:16i don't want to be the reason why she has to plan another funeral
25:20you can't think like that
25:22so what do i do if that is all i can think about
25:36come on in
25:37look at you get to the door like a champ huh
25:40must be those wrist rolls he gave me
25:43i uh i can't believe i'm saying this but
25:46thanks to you
25:49i'm finally making progress
25:51that's great hen
25:52but remember
25:54progress is not always in a straight line
25:56i know
25:57i know
26:01so where you want to start today
26:05some sit to stand
26:08uh yeah it doesn't matter
26:10all right well i'll just follow your lead
26:12i don't think you should do that hen
26:17adam you all right
26:18i don't know
26:19i'll fool so good
26:20no
26:20oh
26:22adam
26:23adam
26:32dick
26:34dick
26:37dick
26:38dick
26:39dick
26:39dick
26:40dick
26:40dick
26:559-1-1 what's your emergency
26:57i need an ambulance at 1-9-6-3-Iverly place
27:00altadena
27:01i have a male mid-40s collapse
27:03no pulse possible heart attack
27:04dispatching a unit now
27:06but let's start cpr
27:07i can't do cpr
27:08it's fine
27:09i'll walk you through it
27:10i know how to do cpr
27:11i physically can't do it
27:13i'm disabled
27:14just get that ra unit here
27:16l-a-f-d
27:18jillie hang on
27:19oh
27:19oh
27:20this is adam
27:21he's our personal attorney
27:23he's been down five minutes
27:24no pulse no rest
27:25okay
27:25get him on the life pack
27:27take his blood sugar
27:28prepare to intubate
27:29what was he doing
27:30he came in
27:31he went down
27:33makes me think cardiac
27:37let's shock him
27:38let's shock him
27:45there it is
27:46who got us in joe
27:47something tells me he's getting an icd today
27:50let's pack him up
27:54need a hand
27:56yeah thanks
28:03one two three
28:06it's good to see you hen
28:09we're all pulling for you
28:19brock
28:22what are you doing here
28:23is everything okay
28:25it's about harry
28:27he came to see me
28:28after his first day back
28:30actually he didn't even
28:31make it through the whole day
28:32i knew it
28:33it was too soon
28:35for him to go back
28:35look i don't think
28:36there's anything
28:38physically wrong with that
28:39but you're worried enough
28:40to show up here
28:42okay so you know
28:43that voice
28:43you get in your head
28:44uh the one that says
28:46you suck
28:47you you can't do anything
28:48i mean you probably
28:50don't have that voice
28:51everyone has that voice
28:52buck
28:53even me
28:53okay
28:54so what
28:56you think harry's
28:57gotten into his own head
28:59no i
29:00i think you have
29:03not that you did it
29:04on purpose
29:05i think the accident
29:07and your response to it
29:08scared him
29:09but not for himself
29:11scared him for you
29:16i don't want to see him
29:17give up and regret it later
29:25his office called
29:27looks like he's gonna be okay
29:30well that's great news
29:32i've been a paramedic
29:34for 15 years mom
29:37and i couldn't provide
29:38that man with basic life
29:40support
29:42my body just wouldn't let me
29:44if the actual paramedics
29:46hadn't gotten here in time
29:47but they did
29:50i started out thinking that
29:53i just wanted to get well
29:55enough so i could go back to work
29:58just get my life back
30:01what if that part of my life
30:03is over
30:04you have always been
30:07the most impatient child
30:09oh you don't understand
30:12i want to read you something
30:14oh please
30:16i'm not in the mood
30:17for some woo-woo nonsense
30:18you got from some self-help book
30:20you found in the garage
30:22it's not woo-woo it's not woo-woo it's a first-person account from someone who's been on a similar
30:30journey
30:32let's see
30:33let's see
30:34it's been three months
30:35and i'm still not okay
30:37how is that possible
30:39everyone says
30:41be patient
30:43don't lose hope
30:44eventually i'll feel like myself again
30:47but i'm starting to think everyone's been lying to me
30:51preach
30:55ma says i'm too impatient
30:57but she just doesn't understand
31:01well
31:03that certainly hasn't changed
31:08are you reading from my diary?
31:11where'd you even find that?
31:14those boxes i've been storing in your garage for the past ten years
31:18i decided to start going through them while you were napping
31:22you've been napping a lot
31:28miss dawson told me i didn't have to run
31:31but i was tired of sitting on the sidelines
31:34so i did it anyway
31:36didn't even make it a minute before i doubled over trying to catch my breath
31:42jamie tyler said it was because i had a hole in my heart from when i got shot
31:48because that's who i am now
31:52girl who got shot
31:57jamie tyler
31:58i never liked that job
32:01but the girl who wrote that diary
32:05she was a pretty cool kid
32:07a tough one too
32:10thanks
32:12but i think i had a little bit more resilience since 16 than i have now
32:17you did not
32:19you did not
32:20your recovery was painful and hard and longer than expected
32:26some days you couldn't even get out of bed
32:31but with enough time eventually you got better
32:36but it was not an easy road
32:42i guess i forgot that part
32:46most people do
32:47most people do
32:48we focus on the big moment
32:51and the victories
32:52and the victories
32:53not the blood sweat and tears that got us there
32:57but i remember
33:00and i know you're still the same fighter
33:05and if you don't believe me
33:09believe yourself
33:23don't make me take the covers
33:27what is happening right now
33:30you're getting dressed
33:31and we're going out
33:32you got 15 minutes
33:34don't make me come back in here
33:45when you said we were going out
33:46i was thinking breakfast
33:48i got you a smoothie
33:50i figured you want something light
33:52before climbing that ladder
33:53look mom i appreciate the pep talk
33:55i really do but
33:56no no no no this ain't a pep talk
33:56you want to run toward danger for a living
33:58i'm not looking to pep you
34:00into anything
34:01then what are we doing here
34:03i want you to quit
34:06excuse me
34:07i want you to turn around
34:10and stop growing older
34:15go back to being that kid
34:16who would run over to hug me
34:18after every shift
34:19that same kid
34:21who used to beg me
34:22not to go to work every morning
34:24who'd say
34:26mommy
34:26i want you to quit
34:29and i would kiss your head
34:31and leave
34:32feeling terrible
34:36and when i got to work
34:37you know what i would do
34:37with that feeling
34:38what
34:41how it set it aside
34:47family
34:48fills us
34:50it drives us
34:52but fear
34:53it makes you hesitate
34:55and hesitation
34:56gets you killed
35:02we don't put on that uniform
35:04so that we make it home
35:05we put it on
35:06so that others will
35:07and if we do that well enough
35:09without fear
35:11or self-doubt
35:14then maybe
35:15then maybe we get to make it home too
35:22i guess i didn't think about
35:23how hard this would all be
35:26for me
35:27mostly for you
35:29i'm following in the footsteps
35:31of a man whose job
35:33this job
35:33took him away from you
35:35that was his path
35:38i don't want you to worry
35:40you let me worry about
35:42what i worry about
35:43and if and when
35:45you put on that uniform
35:47you learn to set it aside
35:50the same as i did
35:52because you can't carry nobody
35:54out of the fire
35:55if i'm already on your back
36:15let winter break
36:39dear me
36:41i know i haven't written in months
36:44i haven't wanted to
36:46when i write i'm reminded of all the pain
36:49and misery i went through in the last year
36:51and who wants to think about that
36:55i was about to give up
36:56and never think about it again
36:59but then i thought
37:01if i aka you
37:03find it again years from now
37:06are those dark days really the part i'd want to remember
37:18a terrible thing happened to you henrietta wilson
37:23and that could have been the end of your story
37:27but it wasn't
37:32it was the start of a new one
37:37the world knocked you down and tried to keep you there
37:40but you refused to stay put
37:45even on the days you really wanted to
37:58even on the days you really wanted to
38:12you gave it your all
38:13yes sir
38:14came in as recruits
38:15yes sir
38:16and you're leaving as firefighters
38:18yes sir
38:18and i'm proud of each and every one of you
38:21who are you
38:22firefighters
38:24who are you
38:25firefighters
38:26who are you
38:31so yes
38:33you'll always be the girl who got shot
38:38but you'll always be the girl
38:40who lived
38:41and can do anything she sets her mind
38:52please take your seats
38:53the ceremony will begin shortly
38:58keep moving we need two more
39:05there she is
39:09just couldn't resist upstaging the kids huh
39:11hey at least we didn't show up in the middle of the ceremony
39:14well i wanted to make sure that everyone saw that i was getting better
39:19we're just glad you're here
39:23in this job i give a lot of speeches
39:25but of all the many speeches i give
39:29this is by far my favorite
39:32it doesn't look back with sorrow or wistful cheer
39:38but rather aspires forward
39:42with boundless hope
39:43and abundant pride
39:46because it knows what i know
39:49that you
39:51will save lives
39:54that men and women will walk this earth
39:56who otherwise wouldn't
39:59without you
40:00that children will be born
40:02and deathbeds far delayed
40:04for all your acts of bravery
40:07and yes
40:10for some
40:12your sacrifice
40:16you'll reunite families
40:19and return home to your own
40:21and with each shift
40:23you will clock into another family
40:25one forged in fire
40:27with bonds far stronger than any you've ever known
40:32the lives you save
40:33the worlds you make better
40:36will not just be
40:37the people we serve
40:39but also each others
40:43congratulations to you all
40:46and welcome
40:47to the family of the los angeles fire department
40:49to the family of the los angeles fire department
41:29hey this is like the welcome party to the rest of your life
41:32can you maybe get off your phone
41:33sorry
41:34i was checking the station assignments
41:36they said that they post them after the ceremony
41:38well
41:39we may have gotten an advanced look at that list
41:52are you serious
41:53all that work we put in to help raise you
41:55you didn't think we were going to let that go to some other firehouse
41:59you're stuck with us now kid
42:01welcome to the 118 probie
42:04come on
42:06congratulations
42:08come on
42:08come on
42:09all right come on in guys
42:11man you too
42:12come on
42:12oh thanks guys
42:14congratulations
42:14yeah thank you
42:16all right 118 on three
42:17one two three
42:19118
42:36we'll be right back to the next one
42:37we'll be right back to the next one
42:37we'll be right back to the next one
42:37we'll be right back to the next one
42:37we'll be right back to the next one
42:37we'll be right back to the next one
42:39we'll be right back to the next one
42:39we'll be right back to the next one
42:40we'll be right back to the next one
42:58Transcription by CastingWords
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