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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 19: Now Departing
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:22But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:32It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14My last concern.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:31You and I find a place.
00:01:33We move in together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards
00:01:54getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:04Hey.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:07even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking,
00:02:11again, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still
00:02:18have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish she realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36It's me.
00:02:37I will.
00:02:44Reach out, fly low, when I'm thinking.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have
00:03:41some tough conversations, and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:49How hard are you going to cuddle me tonight?
00:03:54So hard to my top.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together
00:04:01in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over
00:04:07to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like,
00:04:12Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like,
00:04:24why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room, trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me,
00:04:43and you're falling for me?
00:04:43And then you bring the girls back, and disrespect me,
00:04:47and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:57The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me.
00:05:05And then leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive, and so, like,
00:05:14like, my walls are up with him, because, like,
00:05:16you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:34Oh.
00:05:35At least you're sleeping bad.
00:05:36It would be perfect.
00:05:37Oh.
00:05:43I'm stealing some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night,
00:06:00but I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room
00:06:09while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, uh, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31I'm so sorry.
00:06:32Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33You left the place and turned off your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I went to drive off the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:56That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you last night in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need another airport.
00:07:19I'm sorry.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not okay.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37She can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:40You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:47I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me.
00:08:02Do I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do?
00:08:04Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14You look like you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:34In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:12I have to go home.
00:09:14I can.
00:09:36You can be comfortable in a θαough with if not.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, so bad that it is last day.
00:09:59Yeah.
00:10:01But?
00:10:02I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:06You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track.
00:10:29And I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance,
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer.
00:10:59And my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I loved most with her is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life.
00:11:22And it's hot as balls.
00:11:24And I'm in jeans, for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:45BeerCon is so good at soccer.
00:11:46It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here, and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now, they're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:07I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:13You'll instantly...
00:12:15Instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:25Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer, if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So, yeah.
00:12:49You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself, and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:14And also, this has a meaning.
00:13:17Because, you know...
00:13:19You thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that you were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what believe is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart, it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have in our future.
00:13:43We will have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You're my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:17The left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that you have a vein goes through your heart.
00:14:33And this is why people are wearing rings on their finger.
00:14:41See?
00:14:43We have a vein that bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:50Nope.
00:14:52All we need is a spell.
00:14:57Now, now, I'm asking you, you want to bond your heart with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So, today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now, I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:03Oh.
00:16:04Oh.
00:16:05Oh.
00:16:05Oh.
00:16:06Oh.
00:16:07So, Blakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:14I've been luscious.
00:16:20So, today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:16:33I'm just going to have to wait for a few more minutes.
00:16:36And, I guess, I'm going to see all the answers to my questions.
00:16:45Okay.
00:16:47It's been a few weeks since our renewal of vows.
00:16:55It means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work so he could travel and make memories
00:17:05for me.
00:17:05He's actually been very helpful in caring, which makes me find him attractive.
00:17:12So, you know, we were very busy.
00:17:15Busy doing what?
00:17:16Oh, my God.
00:17:18Like, so many sex.
00:17:20I'm going to church on Sunday.
00:17:26по consigo.ых
00:17:41I've
00:17:41been looking at that. Well,
00:17:46I'm going to be able to talk about that. Woo!
00:17:47the best feeling I'm talking about that. So,
00:17:51w還有 Dine, I'm going to go inside.
00:17:54Is that is what I think it is?
00:17:57Yeah.
00:17:59What do you think?
00:18:03Wow, boo.
00:18:06Are we about to have a baby?
00:18:09Oh, steps.
00:18:11We're pregnant.
00:18:12Hell yeah.
00:18:14Yeah.
00:18:15Nice, boo.
00:18:16I'm very happy.
00:18:17I'm very happy, too.
00:18:19Yeah.
00:18:19Yeah.
00:18:23Thanks, boo.
00:18:25I don't even know what to feel right now.
00:18:27Part of me is happy about it.
00:18:29Another part of me is like, holy I'm about to be a dad.
00:18:34I'm scared as .
00:18:38I'm in shock, but I don't know why.
00:18:41I'm not really surprised, but I'm so nervous.
00:18:44Yeah, me too.
00:18:47I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:48Aw, I need to love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:19:02Thank you, boo, for packing my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Uh-huh.
00:19:06Well, I am very happy.
00:19:09I just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly, but the timing is terrible because
00:19:17Jovon is leaving tomorrow, and we haven't really made any decision for the future yet.
00:19:25How do you feel?
00:19:27How do you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy?
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:31Uh-huh.
00:19:32But I'm very happy.
00:19:34We have a bonus, and I'm really excited.
00:19:39You know, you always question, like, what's the meaning of my life?
00:19:43Mm-hmm.
00:19:43And now I feel like-
00:19:45You have a reason.
00:19:46I have a reason why I'm doing what I'm doing.
00:19:50You know what I mean?
00:19:51Well, there you go.
00:19:52But a part of me feels anxious.
00:19:58Well, me too.
00:19:59Because there's a lot of things that we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:05Right now, the main focus is your health and the baby and getting things in order over here.
00:20:13Then once that's good, we will definitely look more into you coming over there.
00:20:23You know, baby alone is very expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:26You know?
00:20:27And then you add the visa on top of that.
00:20:32Yeah.
00:20:34But there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:37Like the first appointment.
00:20:38Yeah.
00:20:39To the doctor.
00:20:40You got to keep me posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:43I know it's not the same, but it's all we have for right now, so.
00:20:51Realistically, when do you think you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you an exact month because I'm not back home yet.
00:21:01But I'll be back before you even get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant, I thought he would want to work.
00:21:12Work hard to live with me in one place together.
00:21:16But I guess I was wrong.
00:21:20I know he loves me so much.
00:21:23But I can't help but feel sad that I'm going through the pregnancy alone.
00:21:29Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:32We have to finish packing and we have to get up kind of early.
00:21:38Okay.
00:21:43This time.
00:21:48Love cuckers all the pain.
00:21:55Can't keep my heart from yearning inside.
00:22:02Ready for this? Ready for some exercise?
00:22:05No.
00:22:05No? It's a beautiful day. Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really good for me. It helps me cleanse my head.
00:22:13And I really want to, you know, feel better.
00:22:16And, you know, be airy and light.
00:22:20Is that why you're blonde now?
00:22:22Why, because I'm an airhead?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:24No, I'm not an airhead.
00:22:26What does Daniel think of your blonde hair?
00:22:29He wants an African-style braid.
00:22:31He wants braids.
00:22:33He does realize, one, how expensive and time-consuming that is.
00:22:39And, two, you're a white American.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46Why do I have to say and be and act and look exactly as he chooses?
00:22:53It's hard.
00:22:54I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
00:22:58I know.
00:22:59You're working three jobs.
00:23:00You're working your ass off to pay off debt that you also added on for him.
00:23:07Why isn't he going out and getting another job?
00:23:10Where is his effort?
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:15I'm just feeling different.
00:23:17I was so sure of him.
00:23:21And so in love.
00:23:23And now I'm just insecure.
00:23:28When Mom first came back from Nigeria, she was definitely really excited.
00:23:34She was making all of these wild plans.
00:23:36She said she wanted to go back to Nigeria and stay for about a year.
00:23:40And then over the next couple weeks, she just started saying that he's not communicating with her much.
00:23:47And I wasn't liking the situation.
00:23:50I wanted to find if there was another reason why he's not communicating like he was.
00:23:56And I did find things.
00:23:59And none of them were positive things.
00:24:04It's not normal that he has four other phone numbers.
00:24:09And not even that.
00:24:11He also has a wife contact.
00:24:13That's not your number.
00:24:14No, it's weird.
00:24:16Who is this wife?
00:24:19Not you.
00:24:20You wrote her.
00:24:21She didn't deny it.
00:24:22I kept the conversation.
00:24:25Before going to Nigeria to show that I could trust Daniel, he gave me his passwords for his email account.
00:24:32Faith logged into his email and got his contacts.
00:24:35He has me listed as Liz Baby, and then he has another number listed as Wife Chat, and it's a
00:24:45Nigerian phone number.
00:24:47Faith reached out to the number and introduced herself and said,
00:24:52Do you know Daniel?
00:24:53I've got your number from his email, and you are listed as his wife.
00:24:58And the person answered back and said, So, what do you want?
00:25:03Faith pretty much told him my mom is also married to Daniel.
00:25:08I'm concerned about this.
00:25:09I think we should talk about it.
00:25:11And she said, Lose my number.
00:25:14Who the f***ed his wife?
00:25:16And why won't she talk?
00:25:20Daniel hasn't been giving me the attention that he was.
00:25:23I'm not getting the good morning texts anymore.
00:25:26He hasn't been calling like he used to.
00:25:30Daniel says he loves me and that he's been busy, but I'm suspicious.
00:25:36If there is a wife out there, and he put me through all this, and he has a wife out
00:25:41there, what does that mean?
00:25:46It's just too much at this point, Mom.
00:25:49What is your game plan now?
00:25:51Are you still going to go there and marry him?
00:25:55I don't know.
00:25:56I'm going to have to confront him, but I'm torn, Faith.
00:25:58I go back and forth every day thinking about this.
00:26:02I mean, he's going to gaslight you.
00:26:04You know that.
00:26:05But you also can't deny physical proof.
00:26:10I know that I need to confront Daniel, but I am afraid that he's going to gaslight me, just like
00:26:17he has in Nigeria.
00:26:19I can't remember that, but I'm in charge with an American guy.
00:26:22This is her picture.
00:26:24Do you remember her now?
00:26:25I don't know this person.
00:26:26You do know this person.
00:26:28I don't know her.
00:26:28No, no.
00:26:28You remembered last night when I brought it up.
00:26:31Now all of a sudden you're pretending you don't know her?
00:26:33I can't remember.
00:26:37Going through this has been very traumatic, and my headspace is all over the place.
00:26:42There's proof.
00:26:43She didn't say, I'm not his wife.
00:26:45She didn't say, who are you talking to?
00:26:47That answer is everything I need.
00:26:49He can't come up with an excuse for that.
00:26:52It's time.
00:26:53It's time to tell Daniel what you have found.
00:26:56It's time to ask him about this wife.
00:26:59I love him, and I miss him, but I just feel betrayed.
00:27:05I'm mentally, physically, totally exhausted.
00:27:12I'm proud of you, Mom.
00:27:14You know I always support you.
00:27:22Off we go.
00:27:24I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:27:27I love you, purple bear.
00:27:29You don't need to be worried.
00:27:30She still manipulates.
00:27:33Better than anybody I know.
00:27:37You okay?
00:27:41I don't want you to leave me.
00:28:08I mean, words can't, you know, express how I feel at this moment, having to leave Madagascar.
00:28:31I mean, it was hard not being able to be with her the last few nights, because I still love
00:28:40her.
00:28:43But I know that it's not right or fair for me to not let go of the past.
00:28:56I'm really sad with it being over between Trish and I.
00:29:06But I couldn't help the way that I felt, and I couldn't lie and say that I don't have any
00:29:13feelings for my ex.
00:29:19Because of that, I lost something that could have been really special.
00:29:28There was a lot of times when everything was good between us.
00:29:33I was really happy, and I see so many good qualities in Trish.
00:29:39I feel like she lights up the room, you know, when she's in her good moods.
00:29:48I feel like I'm, like, the luckiest man alive to be standing next to her, holding her hand.
00:30:04If my ex had never contacted me, Trish and I would definitely be in a much, much better place.
00:30:17Looking back at all these beautiful times that Trish and I shared together, I had such high hopes.
00:30:30My baby.
00:30:32Hello, Trish.
00:30:34Good morning, babe.
00:30:42Yes, you did.
00:30:53This is making me think about how much I could be missing, and then how much I'm going to be
00:31:00missing in the future with her.
00:31:08Come on, man.
00:31:12This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:17And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:24I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:44Baby.
00:31:46Baby.
00:31:49Baby.
00:32:00Baby.
00:32:02Now.
00:32:05I know.
00:32:06Now.
00:32:08I know.
00:32:10Jane, why?
00:32:13I...
00:32:15Yeah.
00:32:30This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:33Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:36They're not gonna, like, pop and explode?
00:32:38No, I think... well...
00:32:39The air pressure's gonna be different. You might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:42No, I mean, people take their dogs on planes so you don't explode.
00:32:47Right?
00:32:48Well, we'll find out.
00:32:57Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:33:00Oh, man.
00:33:01Yes, Mom.
00:33:09I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:13We had a lot of back and forths yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:17She was hurt.
00:33:19She was upset that she wanted me to stay.
00:33:22All right.
00:33:24It was the hardest choice I ever had to make, saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:32Oh.
00:33:34Okay.
00:33:37Big ones first.
00:33:39Mountain of stuff.
00:33:40Thank you, guys.
00:33:42So, waking up this morning next to Forrest, I was really sad, because it's been hard enough to wait as
00:33:50long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:53Off we go.
00:33:58It's so hard to let him go, but his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:07I love you, Machine.
00:34:09I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:12The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having you
00:34:17cuddle the snow out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:23It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:28What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting all
00:34:34night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:37He's too good.
00:34:40You're funny, babe.
00:34:42You don't need to be worried.
00:34:44It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
00:34:48back home.
00:34:50Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:55Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:59I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:04But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:10Be here, my love.
00:35:12I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:18Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:23Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:26No, I have more questions.
00:35:29I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship when it comes to her family and
00:35:36all of that.
00:35:37She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:41That's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake of his life.
00:35:48I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:55Where Trey's the gate?
00:35:57Right here.
00:35:59Oh.
00:36:02Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:06Okay?
00:36:09I will see you again.
00:36:15It will be all right, okay?
00:36:26It will be all right, okay?
00:36:28Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really truly love each other.
00:36:32And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose them.
00:36:38It's going to be all right, okay?
00:36:41That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:47He's taking care of me again.
00:36:49We better go.
00:36:49We better go.
00:36:54We better go.
00:36:59We better go.
00:37:03We better go.
00:37:04You okay?
00:37:07This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:10This is the beginning.
00:37:15This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:17This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:20I love you, Sheena.
00:37:22Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:37I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:39It's time for me to go.
00:37:40But you got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:56I want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:59What a bear.
00:38:00It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you.
00:38:03Okay?
00:38:05I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:08And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:11I can wear it at work because my dogs might join.
00:38:14I know.
00:38:14It's okay.
00:38:16It's all right.
00:38:19I love you, baby.
00:38:20I'm going to sneak one more.
00:38:22Okay.
00:38:26Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:36But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:41I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:48end of our story.
00:38:59Thank you. Have a safe life.
00:39:01All right.
00:39:07It was heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:12It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:17I'll be with you.
00:39:23I promise.
00:39:27Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really making changes that
00:39:35I should have been doing years ago to ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:42This cannot be the end.
00:39:50I must continue moving forward.
00:40:03I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:07Oh, yeah.
00:40:08From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:13I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:16Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:20Don't cry.
00:40:21And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:41I'm asking you.
00:40:43You want to bond your heart to mine?
00:40:51Will you marry me?
00:40:52Yes.
00:40:53Yes.
00:40:54No.
00:40:54No.
00:40:56Of course I will.
00:41:07Can you believe that?
00:41:09You're engaged.
00:41:09No, it's crazy.
00:41:12Congratulations.
00:41:13You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:16I've never had an engagement string,
00:41:18so it's very cutesy.
00:41:21Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:25Probably not.
00:41:27I got everything I wanted.
00:41:29This is a win.
00:41:32Here is my trophy.
00:41:33Oh.
00:41:38Who needs a ring?
00:41:40I'm in my jeans and I play just football
00:41:42and I just got engaged.
00:41:45Who cares?
00:41:46We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:49We don't need anything.
00:41:51Only thing that matters is I love you.
00:41:54I love you too.
00:41:57I am blown away by the fact
00:42:00that Beercom proposed today.
00:42:01It was something I thought was off the table
00:42:04as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:07But I think we've both learned and grown
00:42:10as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:13And truthfully, if I had to do this over,
00:42:19I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:30I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:32That was a long road.
00:42:34That was a long road.
00:42:34Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path
00:42:36to this moment right now.
00:42:38It was.
00:42:41But all I want is you.
00:42:43I love that.
00:42:46I'm glad.
00:42:48You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:50You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:55I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:59I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:43:04So I guess I'm not.
00:43:06The distance could mix up her mind,
00:43:10but she has red string.
00:43:13So she already knows
00:43:15her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:21Am I supposed to stay tight to you forever
00:43:24or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:26Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:27You'll think about it while.
00:43:29Yeah.
00:44:03Long flight today.
00:44:05Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09That was a piece.
00:44:13Jovon is flying back home today,
00:44:15and I am so grateful
00:44:17that I got to finally spend time
00:44:19with my husband in person
00:44:21and even more grateful
00:44:23that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But, you know, like,
00:44:28I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:30I would be with my partner,
00:44:33that I'm not going to go through this alone.
00:44:35And that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Oh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Mixed emotions.
00:44:44I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:47Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:52You know?
00:44:54I know you're coming back,
00:44:56and I'll be okay here with Mama,
00:44:58but I wish you could be here
00:45:01while the baby's growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong,
00:45:12not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like
00:45:17there's a lot more pressure
00:45:19since she's pregnant
00:45:20because we have a lot more finances
00:45:23to take care of,
00:45:24and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, Mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32She's petting me on lunch?
00:45:33This is...
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:35Chicken adobo.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:41I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you, too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna
00:45:45when I'm gone.
00:45:52I promise her that you're going to come back soon
00:45:55for us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Hmm.
00:46:03Okay?
00:46:06I'm so happy when I know
00:46:08that Anna's gone.
00:46:10I'm happy because we're all over.
00:46:13I'm happy for my daughter.
00:46:16All right, Mama.
00:46:17I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, too.
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:26Okay.
00:46:26Pero masakit na lalayo na naman
00:46:28si ng dalawa.
00:46:32Huwag naman sa anong mangyari
00:46:33yung katulad namin
00:46:36na broken family
00:46:39kasi naranasan ko na
00:46:40at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:42Naranasan na ni Jibon.
00:46:43So, ang pangarap ko para sa kanila
00:46:46ay isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:48Sana lang
00:46:49yung promise ni Jibon
00:46:52huwag na huwag niyang bibiguin
00:46:54para sa kanyang mag-ina.
00:47:14Well, I know one thing I'm going to miss.
00:47:17The food.
00:47:18The food.
00:47:19I'm definitely going to miss
00:47:20traveling with you.
00:47:22Mm-hmm.
00:47:23That was really fun.
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25I'm going to miss everything,
00:47:27boo, the good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:29Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing
00:47:31to make up sex.
00:47:35Just how much
00:47:36we always find a way
00:47:38to forgive each other.
00:47:40You make all the good things
00:47:45bad
00:47:46A heavy load like
00:47:49bad
00:47:50What?
00:47:51That's just what you do
00:47:55There's no one
00:47:56who's hurt you
00:47:58All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm going to miss you
00:48:02and I love you.
00:48:04I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:06Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:12I'm going to cry.
00:48:20Looking back on the trip
00:48:21and what it meant to me,
00:48:23I've definitely learned
00:48:24a lot about Anna
00:48:27and our marriage
00:48:29as well as myself.
00:48:33Obviously, we still have
00:48:34a lot to work on,
00:48:36but regardless of all the issues
00:48:38I love her
00:48:39and I feel like
00:48:41I'm leaving a piece
00:48:42of me behind, you know?
00:48:44Wish I was there
00:48:46Wish I could stay
00:48:50But the world won't let me in
00:48:52My life's been taken away
00:48:58I feel like I learned
00:49:01that marriage
00:49:01it's not always about
00:49:03your happiness.
00:49:06It's not always fun
00:49:08You have to work
00:49:10not just on a relationship
00:49:11You have to work
00:49:12on yourself
00:49:13individually
00:49:14I definitely need
00:49:16to work on myself
00:49:17a lot
00:49:18because I know
00:49:19I have some
00:49:22I need to work
00:49:24on my temper
00:49:24but it's really hard
00:49:34But no matter what happens
00:49:36I feel totally
00:49:38100% sure
00:49:39that I made
00:49:40the right decision
00:49:41and I can't wait
00:49:43for us to be
00:49:44together as a family
00:49:45Of all the things
00:49:47we've done
00:49:49From this broken world
00:49:52we live in
00:49:53We need to stay
00:49:55and share the love
00:49:56we know
00:50:02Rolling
00:50:03When you're ready
00:50:05tell me
00:50:07what happened
00:50:08I don't even know
00:50:09where to start
00:50:10It was crazy
00:50:12You
00:50:45Rolling, and stick up.
00:50:48It was out.
00:50:52Zero-zero.
00:50:55Wait.
00:50:59Here.
00:51:13Sorry.
00:51:16Sorry.
00:51:17It's still so fresh, so...
00:51:21Yeah.
00:51:23All right.
00:51:23So, when you're running, tell me what happened.
00:51:32A week ago, Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:41And our relationship is over.
00:51:47There's so much that happened.
00:51:48I don't even know where it'll start.
00:51:51When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:55We had a great time.
00:51:57We traveled.
00:51:58We went to Vegas, went to Houston, and met more of his family.
00:52:03And then, once he went home,
00:52:06I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:11He...
00:52:25I don't know.
00:52:26Just some days he seemed, like, so serious.
00:52:29But then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else,
00:52:37or, like, physically cheating, but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:44And, um...
00:52:47I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:49And so then it went from, like, me basically just saying, I...
00:52:53Over and over, I would respect you so much more if you just ended things.
00:52:58Because I already, I already know what you're out there doing.
00:53:01Just...
00:53:02Just end things.
00:53:04It took him a while.
00:53:06I would say a few days.
00:53:08But then he finally texted me and was like, I can't do this.
00:53:12He blamed it all on me.
00:53:14He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:16Like, it was crazy.
00:53:20I think he's projecting.
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:35He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:38Just did it over text.
00:53:45And then seconds later, I posted videos with other girls.
00:53:51I know she got little pretty friends, so...
00:53:53More than likely you're looking beautiful, so...
00:53:57God damn God!
00:54:12Yeah.
00:54:12Yeah.
00:54:15Like, I just, like, think, oh, if I didn't do that...
00:54:17If I didn't do this, maybe if I handled this differently, like...
00:54:22It would have been a different outcome.
00:54:23But then it's like, I can't just...
00:54:25Dwell on that.
00:54:32Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:44I mean, I...
00:54:48I definitely have...
00:54:50I'm left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:54Like...
00:54:54That's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:58It's like all the unknown.
00:55:02And...
00:55:03Yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know.
00:55:26Oh!
00:55:28Baby!
00:55:34I'm here.
00:55:35I don't know.
00:55:37I don't know.
00:55:38I don't know.
00:55:38I don't know.
00:55:39Cain, why?
00:55:51What does this mean?
00:55:53I don't know.
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:03Bye-bye to matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:08Sweetheart.
00:56:12And we're gonna look cuteness together.
00:56:19Thank you, babe, bro.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah.
00:56:27And also...
00:56:31I wanna say goodbye.
00:56:37We're gonna leave.
00:56:38And we'll never see again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like,
00:56:50Trisha, I love you.
00:56:51I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:54I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:01But...
00:57:01When I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that...
00:57:07I do still love him.
00:57:11But you cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad.
00:57:18I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know...
00:57:24I still love you.
00:57:28I still wanna see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33You don't forget about your ex.
00:57:36You'll never change, so why you wanna still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm gonna get over that.
00:57:46This is gonna take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but...
00:57:52I don't know if it's...
00:57:57We can make it work, babe.
00:57:59We can make it work, babe.
00:58:00We can make it work, babe.
00:58:05We can make it work.
00:58:07We can make it work.
00:58:08Okay.
00:58:22It's not easy.
00:58:24It's not.
00:58:28It's...
00:58:29It's not easy.
00:58:36We don't have to commit to anything right now,
00:58:39but let's just continue to talk,
00:58:43and see if we can work through it, OK?
00:58:57OK.
00:59:02But I'm not promising you
00:59:05that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:09I'll take that.
00:59:11I'll take that.
00:59:18I don't want to get hurt again,
00:59:21but I'm hoping that he will change
00:59:25and not having feelings for his ex anymore.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day at a time,
00:59:35talking with him as a friend,
00:59:38and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to cope.
00:59:45I just leave it seated.
00:59:52I love you, babe.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her,
01:00:05but I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because...
01:00:24It would be like on our times that we shared together in the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship,
01:00:37I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand
01:00:42of letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had
01:00:50after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:53that's the feeling that...
01:00:57that's giving me hope
01:00:59that we can...
01:01:02that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:06Oh, love is not lost.
01:01:12I am by your side.
01:01:16I just love you.
01:01:22I feel sick to myself.
01:01:24I feel so...
01:01:28I'm sorry.
01:01:29I'm sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him.
01:01:33My heart cares for him.
01:01:34But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:37Could have handled it better.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing,
01:01:43it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to my stomach.
01:02:03I just feel so...
01:02:10I'm sorry.
01:02:11I'm sorry.
01:02:14But...
01:02:23I feel so...
01:02:23My last name was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like I'm a people pleaser and I try to make you happy.
01:02:33Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice. I didn't mean that.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you
01:02:39and then have a fight with me after when you said yes.
01:02:42Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:45But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small, and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, that wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:54And then you tried to talk your about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution or apologise, you know,
01:03:14it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:28Last night sucked.
01:03:36I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me, and we're talking
01:03:44about, like, what's going to happen between us, and then it's just, like, all unravelled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:56You still won't accept it on a day where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this, and one minute you don't, and you're so easy to
01:04:16walk away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out, turned off your location, and it...
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimising that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary, because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:27That's fair.
01:04:29I could have handled it better.
01:04:32I love Saudi.
01:04:34Can we live past that?
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:44I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work.
01:04:49So mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times, but...
01:04:57I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling, and, like...
01:05:03You can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:14I think I'm on the set.
01:05:18I'm sorry, I'm on this.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself with the service if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation, his living situation.
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad, and I want to take care of him.
01:05:48But it's not my job.
01:05:50Let me know you get home time.
01:05:54See ya.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me that you're in love with me, and then have
01:06:07no reaction when I'm breaking up with you, and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:11If he really loved me and wanted to make this work, he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:19And, like, I came here so excited to fight love, and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like, no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:43Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:49I didn't do the best, but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her, and it's not an exaggeration, but she always was hesitant.
01:06:56But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:06:59Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt, so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I'll go the other.
01:07:15I just want to let you know
01:07:19I don't want to let you go
01:07:21Maybe in another life.
01:07:22Every kiss he gave to me
01:07:24Is in my memory
01:07:26Like we were meant to be
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami
01:07:30And see my cats, and I'm going to be okay.
01:07:33But I'm really sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection.
01:07:39And I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but
01:07:45It hurts.
01:07:48I don't want to let you go
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:55Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries.
01:08:01But I'm feeling a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11Yeah, I mean
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42This sucks.
01:08:44You will be fine.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting harder than others.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:03And now I don't get to.
01:09:09Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:21After they approve that paper, fill me together.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31Yes.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has its price.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:41But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end up together.
01:09:49What if you change your mind?
01:09:51What if you change your mind?
01:09:54I believe in us.
01:09:58Yeah, I do too.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:04I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07Too late.
01:10:16that's probably michael do you want me to take the door yeah you go get the door i'll grab my
01:10:22bag
01:10:25i know that i'm gonna be an absolute emotional wreck today so i'm glad michael booked the same
01:10:31flight as me good morning my good man how are you doing well how are you yeah very good so
01:10:41you're
01:10:41all packed up and ready yep good morning and the cab downstairs excellent excellent when it comes
01:10:48to michael i'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship there's no way we can
01:10:55continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch we have to have better boundaries
01:11:03it's worth it to make beer kind of feel secure in our relationship
01:11:09but it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us
01:11:17you look a little bit emotional how's your uh last 24 hours been it's been pretty good it's
01:11:25really hard to leave i can imagine but yeah i mean i don't it's just we got engaged
01:11:46it's funny i found you engaged and uh here you are again
01:11:51it's a fascinating world it's very interesting cool it was just so sweet and sentimental like
01:12:00everything he does has so much meaning which i love you know it was great
01:12:08come in
01:12:09come in i can't there's a point
01:12:13are you taking too long
01:12:30well congratulations both of you and
01:12:32thank you man thanks yeah i appreciate that well we gotta get going those planes don't wait
01:12:38yep
01:12:40it takes time to make her mine
01:12:46she's got all she wants and doesn't
01:12:49fear com is still a mystery to me but i mean it did not take me long to figure out
01:12:54he's a good guy
01:12:55is he right for laura i mean he's still young and they just have such different lives
01:12:59and long distance relationships are very hard to navigate a lot of them end up failing
01:13:05i i don't think love is enough and right now that's what they got in my eyes that's just that's
01:13:11all they got
01:13:14i know the next 9 18 months gonna be difficult for you guys
01:13:19it feels overwhelming
01:13:24actually everything is overwhelming right now
01:13:28i feel like half of my soul is leaving me
01:13:36oh god we're here
01:13:40our struggle just began
01:13:42we have distance
01:13:44we could have problems
01:13:48but if we both want it
01:13:50it will work
01:13:52all right buddy this is where our journey ends
01:13:54yeah
01:13:56it is just the beginning
01:13:58i'll see you in the 9 18 months apparently
01:14:00okay don't say it out loud it's just sad
01:14:03all right i will uh give you your last moments here and see you on the other side girl
01:14:08thanks
01:14:08okay
01:14:13um
01:14:14oh god
01:14:17No crying, no crying, no crying.
01:14:20Oh, I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married,
01:14:44I feel like there's so many challenges that BeerCon and I
01:14:48are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him, and he loves me.
01:15:01And it's all worth it.
01:15:06Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:08I believe us, too.
01:15:11I love you, too.
01:15:22Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:27Always.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:34And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:39And I'm out.
01:15:41And I'm out.
01:15:41You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:45You're all your eyes till the end of another night.
01:15:50I'm watchin' my life.
01:15:52My mother.
01:15:54My mother.
01:15:59How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:06Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:46Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, Jennifer.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:16:59Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:01Um, yeah, so make sure you drive carefully, OK?
01:17:04All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:11He hasn't called me.
01:17:13And now he calls me.
01:17:14And now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:20And I'm trying to harden my heart.
01:17:22And I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:27It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:35Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife.
01:17:39And she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:52I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this.
01:17:55Maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel until I find out what's going
01:18:10on.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22Hi, Dara.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm okay.
01:18:30Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm going to walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:47Maybe I love your wig.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:19Maybe I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:25Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:29So, when I came back to my States, I found out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:43And I'm working three jobs and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:49I'm so sorry.
01:19:50I'm sorry about that.
01:19:51I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01Nothing will ever make me true.
01:20:04It demands the love I have for you.
01:20:05I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come, in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz baby and you have somebody listed as wife?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots.
01:20:25It is true.
01:20:32Are you being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations.
01:20:43Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:47She said, Daniel has you listed as wife.
01:20:50And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:55So who is this wife?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence.
01:21:08So don't, don't, don't, you're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:19But not this time.
01:21:22All right, I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:24And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:27Mm.
01:21:31You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:33And you lied.
01:21:34And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:40I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it.
01:21:54But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:58It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:11You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16Oh God.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it a quiz because you think I have a wife.
01:22:36This is so funny, honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out that I'm not calling?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:55You okay?
01:22:56No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:02And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me, and he broke my heart, and he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:23I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:40Shh.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiance, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:47Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, my God.
01:23:53Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:58Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:04All of the money with her family.
01:24:06Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my.
01:24:16Oh.
01:24:17I started this thinking Molly was the problem, and now I switched to making Sheena's the problem.
01:24:24Aviva and Stig.
01:24:25The engagement is broken off.
01:24:28Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh?
01:24:47Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you said to me, you're on your own .
01:24:51Oh, my God.
01:24:52I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:00Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:25:04We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no. Hold on.
01:25:05Listen.
01:25:07The situation now is complicated.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:13I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with him, I would not say I did this.
01:25:26So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:29You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:46I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:56I'm the victim.
01:25:57When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:03That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:05He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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