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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:06constituent man
01:06Sometimes you want to leave
01:15Maybe
01:16You still need tears
01:21If you're if you're worried, they don't take it
02:00Transcription by CastingWords
02:13CastingWords
02:32That's an elk track right there.
02:34Oh.
02:35Oh.
02:36Look, there's another one.
02:38No, that's a moose.
02:41How can you tell the difference?
02:43If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:47Oh.
02:50So, do you have any questions about today?
02:55Like what?
02:57I don't know.
02:58Asking you.
03:00Well, you're going to bury them.
03:02We are.
03:03Then what happens?
03:05Uh, then they return to the land and their bodies become a part of it and their souls too, I
03:19guess.
03:19They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven.
03:27Heaven is...
03:29Oh, how do I explain this?
03:31Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:36Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here?
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And, well, I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah.
04:21I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call.
05:48I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:22I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fuck.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I got to say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:53Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01I just said it was handled.
08:04About two hours.
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:26Okay.
08:28They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
08:46Okay, just...
08:48Have at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He loved that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You find back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
09:52Okay.
09:53Okay.
09:57Okay.
10:11I'll give you some more.
10:15Not bad.
10:17Okay.
10:30Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:34And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Coming.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:18It's all right, Miss.
12:19It's all right.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll never know.
12:47It's all right.
13:10Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:28You're lost.
13:29You're lost.
13:35Okay.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot. I didn't.
14:33Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:23Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has no say and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:44But I love you.
17:47I love you.
17:51I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:13I don't know who can blame them.
18:25I don't know who can blame them.
19:11Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move?
20:05What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile, too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:52Ah, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week.
22:30I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana trying to win back what I
22:33spent on him in October.
22:34I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay, okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until, until
23:54we can.
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we, we, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:45Bye-bye.
24:50Bye-bye.
24:54Bye-bye.
24:58Bye-bye.
25:01Bye-bye.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend some money.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
25:59You know, the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44At this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Mm-hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it.
27:08Yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says
27:13to the first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says, well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say, five Hail Mary.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say, ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I...
28:25It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Bacchus soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
29:49I'll buy the fucking book.
30:38I'll buy the fucking book.
30:39I'll buy the fucking book.
30:39I'll buy the fucking book.
30:40I'll buy the fucking book.
30:41Late session volatility underscored in an unsettled tone on Wall Street.
30:46following a new round of warnings
30:50The Dow managed a lot of steam
30:52from a close as well
30:53and a hundred-finished little chains
30:56are wavering
30:57I think that the tension is exactly where we are
30:59bringing inflation data
31:01is just a cause
31:06or something you want to be able to
31:07I don't think this is how it takes you all
31:10I just think it's going on
31:21I don't think it's going on
31:47We're doing a charcuterie board from Eadley
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol
31:53Pizzas are for Paul
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city
32:00Look at you
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children
32:05Well, this should be interesting
32:07You are! You have the same look on your face
32:10pulling out those nasty boots
32:11as an eleven-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale
32:16That's different
32:17That's me saving you money
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life
32:26All the ways how when you buy something on sale
32:29It saves me money
32:31I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what
32:33Waiting for the sale
32:34Is how much I love you
32:38That almost makes sense
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase
32:46Okay
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know
32:59I really want to know
33:02Because I lost it once
33:04Fell off in the river
33:05I spent two days looking for it
33:07But I'm not going through that shit again
33:08So if I put it right there
33:10I can't lose it
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect
33:19Oh boy
33:20Do you ever, baby?
33:22Do you ever, baby?
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison
34:24Oh
34:24The president
34:25Yeah
34:25Of course, that would make sense
34:27Yeah
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No
34:49He died on another river
34:50Actually
34:51No
34:52He died
34:52On a mountain
34:55No
34:55No river involved
34:56At all
35:03How do you feel
35:05When you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know
35:09That's why I asked
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel
35:20Hmm
35:21More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit
35:29Hmm
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting
35:45Which I understand
35:48You don't know me
35:51And yet here you are
35:52In theory
35:54Willing to expose
35:56Your most personal thoughts
35:58And intimate feelings
36:01Trust me
36:02In my interpretation
36:04Of those
36:05Feelings and behaviors
36:08To guide your decision making
36:11In the future
36:11My decision making?
36:13What
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything
36:16No, you are the one who said it
36:18My husband died
36:19The love of my life
36:22The father of my children
36:24My center
36:25My soul
36:26Is gone
36:29If you by chance
36:30Have happened upon
36:32Any information
36:33That might assist me
36:35In mitigating the desire
36:37To claw my eyes out
36:38With a fucking spoon
36:40To get rid of the pain
36:42I sure would appreciate that
36:46But I do not need
36:47You staring at me
36:48Like I'm some bored housewife
36:50Trying to justify her affair
36:52With her fucking tennis coach
36:54I know those women
36:55Plenty of them
36:56I am not one of them
36:59I
37:01Am hurting
37:03And I would like some help
37:06With that
37:07If you can
37:09If you can't
37:13Then I'll leave early
37:16And you can keep
37:17The fucking change
37:25You care for a drink
37:29I would love one
37:38Don't normally do this
37:40Spend most of my time
37:42Convassing my clients
37:43Not to self-medicate
37:47Don't mind whiskey
37:48I don't give a shit
37:49What it is
38:11What you need is this
38:13A lot of this
38:15Not this
38:17A lot of talking
38:19And yelling
38:20And crying
38:21A lot of it
38:22And often
38:25And in time
38:28Those memories
38:29Will become fond again
38:31They won't hurt
38:32To recall them
38:35And you'll
38:38Laugh
38:41Will you love again
38:43Maybe
38:45I don't have any idea
38:46If that's something you want
38:50Will you ever be whole again
38:51Will you feel
38:53Like you did before you died
38:58No
39:00But you know that
39:03But you will
39:04Heal
39:05If you let yourself
39:07You will have as much life
39:08To live
39:09As you allow yourself
39:16Or you'll have none
39:20You'll have no life
39:26Does that make sense
39:30Yeah
39:32Okay
39:38Why don't you finish your drink
39:39And let me have it
39:42Seriously
39:43Come on
39:43Give it your best shot
39:50You're a terrible therapist
39:52You know that
39:52Yeah
39:53With that
39:54Smug fucking sweater
39:58You really like saying fuck
39:59Don't you
40:00I know
40:02I find it
40:03Quite
40:05Liberating
40:06At the moment
40:08Good
40:08Say it again
40:11Fuck you
40:12Are we gonna do
40:12Trust falls next
40:13You fucking quack
40:17It's a really good place
40:18To start
40:19Come on
40:19Keep it coming
40:20Let's go
40:21I'm serious
40:27I'm
40:28Thinking about it
40:29I'm
40:29Considering it
40:32I know
40:32I know
40:33I know
40:33I'm running away
40:34Running away
40:36From my problems
40:37This problem
40:38Goes with me
40:38So I'm not
40:39Running
40:40From anything
40:43When I miss my daughters
40:45Honestly
40:46I don't
40:48I don't know
40:49And part of me thinks
40:50It would be better
40:51For them
40:52Live their own lives
40:54Maybe they could
40:55Move with you
40:57I mean
40:57Doesn't sound like
40:58Either of them
40:58Are bound to the city
40:59That's what I said
41:01My oldest daughter
41:02Needs it
41:03I
41:05Actually threatened
41:06To cut her off
41:07If she didn't
41:08That's not very nice
41:10Oh
41:11What do they teach
41:13Sarcasm
41:13In therapy school
41:14These days
41:16Well if by
41:17Therapist school
41:18You mean Dartmouth
41:19Then yeah
41:19They kind of
41:20Invented it there
41:26Do you think
41:26I should
41:30Not my place
41:31To say
41:31But
41:35I think
41:35You should
41:36Consider it
41:37And I'll tell you
41:38Why
41:39Because you are
41:40Actively weighing
41:40Your future
41:42And the consequences
41:43Are your choices
41:43In that future
41:44And that's healthy
41:45That's good for your soul
41:46So whether you
41:47Actually do it
41:47Is irrelevant
41:49But you should
41:50Seriously consider it
41:51You should consider
41:54Moving to Europe
41:56Spend a year traveling
41:57You got the financial means
41:59No responsibilities here
42:00Preventing it
42:01You should consider
42:03Everything
42:06Wish I could have met him
42:08Must have been
42:09A hell of a man
42:10Because you are
42:11A hell of a woman
42:12You know who you are
42:13And you're not ashamed of it
42:14And this
42:16Yelling and crying
42:17And pondering
42:18This is what you're
42:19Supposed to be doing
42:20This is grieving
42:22This is accepting
42:23An immeasurable loss
42:24In your life
42:25And racking your brain
42:26To try to find a way
42:27To survive it
42:30And you will
42:35Thank you Phil
42:38Wow this has been
42:42Pleasantly cathartic
42:43I took one look
42:44At that sweater
42:45And I had very little
42:46Faith in you
42:46But you
42:48You overcame it
42:49Turns out
42:50You don't suck
42:52At your job
42:53Well
42:54That
42:55Is wildly offensive
42:57Thank you
42:59Same time tomorrow
43:00I'm thinking afternoon
43:02I still got five clients
43:04And I'm pretty drunk
43:05I think you are a client
43:06To end the day with
43:07Not begin one
43:08Fine
43:08See you at happy hour
43:20Time
43:23I know
43:24How old
43:24rapproch
43:27Across the northern plains
43:29And into the upper midwest
43:30A colder air mass
43:32Is settling in
43:33It's so início
43:34No
43:34How low
43:35Any temperature
43:36Could live
43:36Inner
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him hold on
43:49hold
43:49on is everything okay so um page is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop
43:59crying and
44:00she's well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would i'll be there in 15
44:09minutes call abby okay okay calling her name
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips put
44:54three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and then just bring it to me
44:59with
44:59the spoon that sounds uh disgusting i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures
45:13wrapped chocolate chips the shitty ones like she likes
45:15well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how to
45:20make it
45:24it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay you know what this is how much you love them and your
45:34body
45:34just doesn't know where to put all that love now okay you don't have to put it anywhere and you
45:39don't
45:39have to stop loving someone when they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband dies and your friends and
45:58and someday your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better i come bearing gifts
46:08i'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only
46:15your
46:15metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five no i used to lack five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream the explanation doesn't sell it page no you got her i got her
46:49but i
46:50cannot stay the night i can stay that night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever i know
47:17is she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well soho's version of a dive bar
47:51what's this place called um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street
48:17something like that no name not that i'm aware of no what does your paycheck say uh xt enterprises llc
48:25or some okay so bar just doesn't have a name no name what can i get you oh god i'm
48:36uh i am not in
48:37the mood to make any decisions martini oh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a
48:44cocktail bar so true that uh how about an irish car bomb i have no idea what that is trust
48:51me okay
48:52what about you what kind of amber ales do you that'll be two irish car bombs yeah like your style
48:57two irish car bombs i have to work in the morning it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell this is gonna hurt
49:17all right great great you gotta yeah
49:31it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a bad gag reflex no no i'm not i'm i'm not laughing at that what then
49:44oh life
49:47not a choices people make don't get me wrong she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams or aspirations might be a better word for your life for my daughter i mean what uh you know
50:09we we just got the townhouse so yeah well that's a purchase not a dream
50:16have you two talked about starting a family you know page she just got down to a size zero and
50:24she worked really hard for it russell russell independent thoughts do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids okay i don't want to raise them and
50:36i want to
50:38i want to move out of town you know where they can have a normal you know trick-or-treat
50:43and and and
50:44play baseball and run out on the street you know no i don't know no i don't know i raised
50:50mine here
50:52well that would be my dream what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then i don't know i don't know i i haven't gotten that far yeah well then
51:04you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:40yeah
51:45yeah
51:46yeah
51:46yeah
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