00:00But I truly am my parents' child
00:05Can we talk about your family?
00:07There isn't a lot to say.
00:09How is your father?
00:10He's the kind of person who never talked much.
00:13He would just take a walk around the block
00:16until all his anger took hold of him.
00:20Did you repeat this?
00:21No.
00:23I mean, I don't talk much either, but I never let my anger out.
00:29And do you think that's better?
00:31I don't know.
00:34But that's who I am.
00:35And your mum...
00:40She...
00:42She took my dad's punches.
00:44And she never fell back.
00:47Until one day...
00:48I don't know, something changed.
00:51She said, I'm leaving and I take the kids.
00:56And she did.
00:57How did that feel?
01:00Was it hard or...
01:02Or was it relieving?
01:04At first, it was a relief.
01:07But sometimes I miss him.
01:10I...
01:11I missed dad.
01:13I...
01:15I wish I'd had.
01:16I watched fathers with the little girls and...
01:21Wonder what I did to deserve this.
01:23How could you hurt a little kid?
01:26Do you think you can forgive him?
01:29No, I can't.
01:31I can't forget and I can't forgive.
01:35Because now I'm just scared that everyone I love would just leave me.
01:37Now tell me.
01:39Are you scared of repeating your family's pattern?
01:43Yeah.
01:44I mean...
01:48I'm good at telling lies that comes from my mother's side.
01:53I have my father's eyes but my sister's when I cry.
01:58I'm like them.
02:00Through and through.
02:04I always say they're just the one who gave me life but...
02:07Oh my god.
02:10I truly and my parents died.
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