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90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days Season 8 Episode 18

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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:25I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:40They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54I bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane,
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying the plane.
00:02:58Like,
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it,
00:03:17but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile in your face?
00:03:27You put a smile in your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end,
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk,
00:03:39Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son,
00:03:42and, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:49But in the meantime,
00:03:50I know he's adventurous,
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool,
00:04:05so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this,
00:04:09because it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of heights?
00:04:14Not really.
00:04:15I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17It'd be fun.
00:04:18Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:29Good to meet you.
00:04:30Elise.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:34Miami, wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today,
00:04:37and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet.
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged
00:04:45and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:47Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:08Yeah.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:28Am I going to do the same thing?
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50I don't want you.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:06It's scary.
00:06:08Okay.
00:06:09Left foot five.
00:06:10Jump in.
00:06:15Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One, step down.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on.
00:06:30But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:37You did!
00:06:37You did!
00:06:40Oh, my gosh!
00:06:41Oh, my gosh!
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so involved.
00:06:58Hey, what am I gonna say?
00:06:59What am I gonna say?
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Oh, yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:02Oh, .
00:07:04Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, it's so cold!
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How many years ago?
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36.
00:07:36Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now!
00:07:47Hey!
00:07:48Like, I want to get home!
00:07:49I don't want to do this!
00:07:51Hey!
00:07:52Hey!
00:07:53You have to get down now.
00:07:54Get down now.
00:07:57Throw up.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot.
00:08:17But this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this!
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:41Ah!
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:55Are the bugs Campus free.
00:09:00Ah!
00:09:02Ah!
00:09:03Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just don't want to eat space.
00:09:11forrest i'm telling you you're making a mistake you know i love her and i know we
00:09:17could do things here together i know i could live here
00:09:28i've chosen sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:34stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:39forrest telling me that he's going to move to the philippines you know i'm like in panic mode
00:09:45it's not going to work it won't work forrest can be way too optimistic at times and his autism can
00:09:54affect that because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are
00:10:01my whole point is to protect forrest to make sure that his needs are met and i don't think sheena
00:10:09can do it i know full well that if you moved here yes you'd be with sheena all that and
00:10:17then the
00:10:17whole goal of ever trying to get to the united states would just go out the window and you would
00:10:22have to accept that
00:10:24i need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:38when forrest told her our plans molly was so much explosive i felt that i was kind of bit scared
00:10:44and i wanted to take a break but i know that i need to stand up for myself and for
00:10:52forrest
00:10:54have you even factored how much it's going to cost how much the bills are where are you going to
00:11:01live
00:11:01forrest sheena and i will go get a place our some of our own i will take and pay with
00:11:06it with
00:11:07she can't pay with you all your money i am a professional i could look i could you know
00:11:12you could this you could that you could this how much is rent here how much 900 900
00:11:19no you can get places for 300 400 cheaper a month so she makes about 500 a month and that's
00:11:26right
00:11:26yes yes us dollars yes so she makes 500 a month and you're getting saying that rent is 400
00:11:37that leaves 100 to pay your bills your utilities buy food
00:11:42i have him he had me sheena i will take care of your son you don't have to worry about
00:11:48that
00:11:49you are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love and happy homemaker and being
00:11:55a little little house no no i love your son and i'll do anything my best for him doesn't pay
00:12:00the bills
00:12:00jina
00:12:05mom there's going to be lots of hurdles but how the visa works here that allows me to live here
00:12:11in the country and get employment here you've never worked here you've had one job in your life
00:12:19you are on disability i have to overcome my own challenges disability for a reason you
00:12:25do have autism and i want you to be able i want you to get a job i want you
00:12:32to better yourself
00:12:33of course you need to plan things out better do the right process where you come back to the united
00:12:41states contact social security and say that you want to start working then you go through the
00:12:49vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides see what type of job and money you can
00:12:54make see how you can save up can't just say oh there is this magical miracle job that you haven't
00:13:00even applied for that you know nothing about that you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:04you don't know anything
00:13:07you have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here and even if you do
00:13:14how much do you think that you're gonna make working here
00:13:27no i want you to be here my long i'm it's about seven years so hard for me oh god
00:13:32lucy i i'm not
00:13:34sure oh it's so hard for the seven years i'm not even stop i can't you don't know how i
00:13:39feel it's
00:13:39hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him it's so stressful
00:13:53i don't know what to do
00:13:56so i i love sheena so much but i can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here
00:14:03in the philippines is definitely gonna be a bigger challenge than what i thought it was going to be
00:14:09what if i can't get a job here successfully i can't i can't be a burden on sheena especially
00:14:17i just can't can't do that
00:14:26sheena i feel conflicted about everything i don't want to leave you but i think
00:14:35that i might have to go home i'm gonna work makes money and then i'm gonna apply for the k
00:14:43-1 visa
00:14:46i don't know my love if things doesn't work it's the end of my story it's not the end of
00:14:55the story
00:14:55i love you that's why i gave you this ring this ring is a promise if the k-1 visa
00:15:04doesn't work out
00:15:05then i'll move back here and i'm gonna get married too i will not give up
00:15:23this is my husband juvon nice meeting you
00:15:26happy doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:28okay we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:33i'm very happy i've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:37i just i don't know what i'm gonna say for my vows
00:15:40i mean i invited my whole family and friends are going to see you
00:15:43i would really put an effort
00:15:48i brought you something
00:15:50i hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down
00:15:56i want to show him that i'm serious about our relationship
00:15:59why did you mislead me like michael made the move
00:16:02i was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:09can you do that
00:16:26okay
00:16:28hi good morning
00:16:30hey mom anna and sir juvon welcome to balay indang
00:16:34uh nasa taas na po pala yung hair in makeup
00:16:37ready yeah ready
00:16:41thank you this is a nice door
00:16:50enjoy
00:16:52hi good morning hello
00:16:56today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:01good morning hi anna
00:17:03hi nice meeting you i'm ray
00:17:04this is my husband juvon
00:17:06hello nice meeting you
00:17:07i'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:09okay
00:17:10you ready to start i'm as rare as i'm ever gonna be
00:17:16we never had a real wedding so today is very important for us
00:17:22i'm very happy i've been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:27the part of me is a little bit down when i think about the ring i don't have
00:17:34but i want to stay positive though
00:17:38it's his first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43i don't think we're gonna take it that far today
00:17:45oh no no no no i'm good
00:17:51i'm excited but i'm a bit nervous you know i feel like this is a big moment for the both
00:17:57of us
00:17:58i want to show anna how dedicated i am to make her happy and you know give her the day
00:18:04that she
00:18:05always wanted but at the same time i just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously
00:18:14me and anna have different ideas on what romance is so i really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:21i'm gonna be able to get her
00:18:24so i'm gonna be able to get her
00:18:26so i'm gonna be able to get her
00:18:28so i'm gonna be able to get her
00:18:29wait
00:18:34so
00:18:37are you excited about today
00:18:40are you kidding me of course i'm excited today very excited
00:18:44this is just like a paradise to me with the makeup the dress the center of attention yeah
00:18:52and you know the um photos uh-huh i think i should ask you that question though
00:18:59i'm okay
00:19:02nervous well you don't have to be nervous like i just don't know what i'm gonna say for my vowels
00:19:08and you know i'm not good at uh you don't have to write a long poem okay it doesn't have
00:19:16to be
00:19:16like that well it doesn't have to be i'm not a writer or a poet you don't have to be
00:19:21okay
00:19:22it's just gonna be a few things you know what i'm saying like the basics basically
00:19:30how i feel about doing my vows i'll i'm just gonna get straight to the point but you know
00:19:36and that's the opposite for me she wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:19:42what is wrong with being expressive
00:19:46sometimes i feel like i wish one day when it happens not now god will take me before him that's
00:19:52when the time he will appreciate me and he will say i miss you in your big mouth you know
00:20:03i just want you to say what's in your heart because you know this special day yeah i mean
00:20:10i invited my whole family and friends are going to see you i would really put an effort i mean
00:20:17and
00:20:18i'm here so that's it yeah i would really be the energy there okay
00:20:26i love you i love you too
00:20:33you know what you're not even supposed to be here okay you're not supposed to see my look
00:20:41my bridal look all right i feel like juvon is acting like today is any other day for him
00:20:50and that's really disappointing
00:20:53you know
00:20:54you know
00:21:19you know
00:21:21you know
00:21:21oh
00:21:31I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy, but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of
00:21:43love, something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:40Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that our
00:22:51time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:57But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:36I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face-to-face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:10stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:24To Kunguru Bekova.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me.
00:24:44Misleading me.
00:24:46And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:52I wanted her to realize what is it
00:24:56going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:21I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that
00:25:40I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:13I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay.
00:26:26But the missing thing is, I think you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you.
00:27:14But like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:19I just love it.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm .
00:27:30I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Can you do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42It's a red flag.
00:28:43Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:52Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiance.
00:29:14I know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:23I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:24Mm-hmm.
00:29:26I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiance now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32And they thought Stig would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:58When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:30:01So I can come here and live here in Belize.
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the US.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone,
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What? This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away,
00:31:22but I think long-term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27True.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize,
00:31:32but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa or if I'm a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:03If you don't, then don't.
00:32:04Shucks.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here,
00:32:12and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:16So, quite the switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing,
00:32:29and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously, babe.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Just make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yup.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:33:07she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of my first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no, no.
00:34:04No, no, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:21Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport, and she changed her seats on the plane, and she got back
00:34:40to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:03in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:35:34on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:15And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trish a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:36But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:43I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say, but I have to
00:37:23give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:46Oh, my God.
00:37:50Trisha.
00:37:50Trisha.
00:37:50Trisha.
00:37:52Trisha.
00:37:52Hello.
00:37:55Sit down.
00:38:01Trisha.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:04What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just wanted to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:26That's...
00:38:28Four days. You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance, when we were in Nusibé,
00:38:51I forgive you what should be in Colombia.
00:38:54You were supposed to earn my trust back,
00:38:57not to break a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you
00:39:04and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that you would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating. This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place,
00:39:20me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good,
00:39:25so you don't know, because you cannot take it.
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:30Why? It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship,
00:39:41make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicting.
00:40:14I love you so much, but...
00:40:18I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall then.
00:40:34I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:38I get down to the bottom,
00:40:39and I see all these people surrounding Elise,
00:40:42and I start to think,
00:40:44oh, is she okay?
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love
00:41:13between Javon and Annalyn.
00:41:16We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter,
00:41:19challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn,
00:41:24it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey,
00:41:55and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:58and also learn to be more patient,
00:42:03and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows,
00:42:16and it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and like a poetry,
00:42:22but when I look at his eyes,
00:42:25I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:30I have waited so long for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:42You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again,
00:42:47and I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks
00:42:52even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect,
00:42:58because no one is.
00:43:00But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn,
00:43:13today you have renewed your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure
00:43:19to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22One second, I do have something to give up.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your new vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:56Oh, great.
00:43:57Actually.
00:43:58It was so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me,
00:44:07but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:15Yeah.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20Yes, me too.
00:44:22Nice to meet you finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Yay.
00:44:34Yay.
00:44:36Come dance, come dance.
00:44:38Yay.
00:44:38It's so pretty.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:45Go.
00:45:02For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:06Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:45:09I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship.
00:45:14But I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:25Yeah.
00:45:26Cut that cake.
00:45:27Cut that cake.
00:45:29Cut that cake.
00:45:30Yay.
00:45:32Wow.
00:45:38It's just so overwhelming, boo.
00:45:41I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:45:44I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:11Hello, Ruth.
00:46:14Here he comes in.
00:46:24Hello, Ruth.
00:46:28Great voice.
00:46:30Thank you, Nicole.
00:46:34I don't want to go home!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:02I'm having the best time of my life. I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:31I'm sorry.
00:47:36That's not how I know it was scary.
00:47:37It's all over.
00:47:38Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see you.
00:47:41I can hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was gonna die.
00:48:03Mmm.
00:48:06You made it?
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for
00:48:38me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06Why?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16I just don't worry about it, it's okay.
00:49:29Elyse really went above and beyond for me today, so I'm going to do something nice for her and stop
00:49:33by Anchor Point.
00:49:34it's supposed to have these stunning views but unfortunately I just got a
00:49:39text with some bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to a
00:49:43lease without a freaking out I am yeah I'm nervous stunning pretty amazing
00:49:53I'm where I've never been here checking things off your bucket list huh yeah
00:50:06listen I have to tell you something are you okay baby um
00:50:13we're not going to be able to talk to my son
00:50:17why it's just not possible today
00:50:21there's other people to consider as well you know him his mother sorry
00:50:32wow
00:50:33I let you down I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry
00:50:41well that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is
00:50:46I told you I want to meet people in your life I want to see into your world I'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe I'm just good at disappointing you good at disappointing people so maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise the fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able
00:51:06to meet his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life and you should
00:51:14be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son like maybe
00:51:20he doesn't think I'm good enough like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight
00:51:25for us you just say it so nonchalantly like I let you down like remember what else I'm disappointed
00:51:31I'm upset I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:51:42so you're like okay to walk away I didn't say I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold
00:51:54so do you want me to run and get your jumper I'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened he just said to me he basically I can walk away and it's just not
00:52:12going to happen I'm not going to meet his son and like I'm trying to be so nice and help
00:52:16him
00:52:16out and like I do care about him a lot like I do I like him but if he's like
00:52:20so easy for me to walk
00:52:22away and then what is it going to be on the other side of the world what's going on what's
00:52:32going on
00:52:33why are you disrespecting me you just told me I could walk away I said I wouldn't blame you if
00:52:36you walked away I don't want you to walk away I don't want you to walk away I don't want
00:52:41you to walk
00:52:41away I'm not perfect I keep dropping the ball but I will try and be better for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations you say you drop the ball like I'm falling for
00:52:59someone that's like what do you want me to do like I'm scared yeah I'm really sorry I'm it means
00:53:05a lot
00:53:06that you're upset about this because I'm upset about it but I don't want you to think that I
00:53:10didn't want you to speak to him it will happen you guys will play a big big part in each
00:53:14other's lives
00:53:19I'm in love with you
00:53:27that's crazy yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that I do
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment I literally nearly died today he just told me it's
00:53:43okay if I walk away from him and now he's telling me he's in love with me I've never heard
00:53:48that
00:53:48from him before and like of course it's so nice to hear but I mean he's telling me this right
00:53:54after
00:53:54giving me the bad news
00:53:57it's like does he really mean he loves me
00:54:00please don't get angry let's figure it out
00:54:03sorry it didn't happen right now
00:54:05if I want him as my husband I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly
00:54:10but I don't feel like I can trust him right now and that sucks
00:54:22so once I leave really gonna trust each other
00:54:27when it comes to stuff like that
00:54:28don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29I have a fiance now what are you talking about
00:54:32you trust me babe
00:54:37why are you so emotional
00:54:56you ready?
00:54:58I guess not really
00:54:59but now the path is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I miss you too
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25really?
00:55:26yeah
00:55:26like I mean well I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this violent situation
00:55:31I wanna do some research first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I wanna just completely dish release
00:55:49and never come back you know?
00:55:51yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the states though
00:55:55for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:55:59getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional?
00:56:33yeah so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really gotta trust each other
00:56:53I gotta do
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I gotta do
00:56:56I have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you talking about?
00:56:59you trust me babe?
00:57:00what are you talking about?
00:57:02hi Joe
00:57:04hi Joe
00:57:05hi Joe
00:57:06what happened?
00:57:10you wanna miss me?
00:57:12you're so tall
00:57:19I hate crying
00:57:22it's ok
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times
00:57:44but also a lot of hurdles
00:57:46you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance
00:57:52a plane can't fly without resistance
00:57:52we had a lot of resistance
00:57:54and we still made it true that
00:57:57a plane can't fly without resistance
00:58:03I think this has been a good trip
00:58:06in love with you
00:58:09I'm gonna miss you
00:58:22it's sad leaving Stig
00:58:24but the trip was amazing
00:58:25I can just see us living in Arizona
00:58:28having a little family
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future
00:58:34and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now
00:58:38give me just a second now to catch my breath
00:58:41I better catch my flight
00:58:43don't ask us baby
00:58:46I love you
00:58:47I love you
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married
00:59:04in America there's a lot more opportunities
00:59:06for me as an artist
00:59:07for me to make good money
00:59:09real money
00:59:09I could network with people
00:59:11I could network with other big dancehall artists
00:59:14bigger than myself
00:59:15and I know people
00:59:16not in Arizona
00:59:17I don't know nobody
00:59:21actually I'm more down to go to Houston
00:59:24there's more opportunity for me in Houston
00:59:26you know my brothers are in Houston
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends
00:59:30producer friends
00:59:31I'm a man who goes right and easily
00:59:33who else has engaged you?
00:59:36my ex is in Houston
00:59:37but they are
00:59:41we ain't worried about her
00:59:43I don't have a ring on but
00:59:44hey
00:59:50nah come on
00:59:52I'm playing
00:59:53I'm engaging
00:59:54you know what I mean?
01:00:02we had our plans
01:00:04this is the best way
01:00:06for us to be together faster together
01:00:09you can't let mom change your mind
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling
01:00:15than he even would realize
01:00:18he's been manipulated
01:00:20please
01:00:21I really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better?
01:00:35if I just cut him out of my life
01:00:39can you do that?
01:00:54can you do that?
01:00:55if that's what it's gonna take to fix this
01:00:59and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah
01:01:03I would do that
01:01:07okay
01:01:11this is exactly
01:01:12what I was worried about
01:01:14the possibility
01:01:15that I would eventually have to choose
01:01:18between my best friend
01:01:20and the love of my life
01:01:22but BeerCon truly
01:01:24genuinely loves me
01:01:25and I think having the opportunity
01:01:27to be fully loved by someone
01:01:29is worth giving up my friendship
01:01:31with Michael over
01:01:37you know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44we can still be friends
01:01:47he's a good guy
01:01:48he proved
01:01:50he's worthy of being friends
01:01:51I'm okay with that
01:01:53but friends
01:01:55not best friend
01:01:56not that
01:01:58weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something
01:02:07to save this relationship
01:02:08she's trying to do something
01:02:09and I appreciate that
01:02:11because
01:02:12once that relationship
01:02:13gets into the dead end
01:02:15nobody can get it out
01:02:17we're good
01:02:19we will be good
01:02:21but we gotta work on
01:02:22I know
01:02:26it is always bad
01:02:29to lose people
01:02:30it is always bad
01:02:31I lost a lot of people
01:02:33and
01:02:34I don't want her to cut relationship
01:02:37with her friend
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one
01:02:40who breaks them apart
01:02:41you know?
01:02:43thanks for talking to me
01:02:46thanks for trying to make up
01:02:51I love Laura
01:02:52I love Laura
01:02:53because she has a pure heart
01:02:54and she makes me love life
01:02:58so I want her to be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe?
01:03:25I don't know babe
01:03:27I don't know babe
01:03:30I don't know
01:03:32but her son
01:03:36I don't know
01:03:37our last day in this beautiful apartment
01:03:40I know honey
01:03:42it's fine
01:03:43me
01:03:44yes
01:03:44me
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena, and my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right, because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her, but at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will
01:04:22have
01:04:22a bright future, and I hope that she understands.
01:04:31Please, I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't let mom change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:42Well, Sheena, honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years, even a pandemic.
01:04:58We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here, and I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10That's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18She and I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up, thinking about being away from you, but I think mom was kind
01:05:27of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:37And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything
01:05:45stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 against 9, then I can come back here and stay here if
01:06:37things
01:06:37don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother.
01:06:54It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:07:09That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:07:14But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:35It's just...
01:07:40Oh, it's hard.
01:07:51Holy f***, holy f***, holy f***.
01:07:55Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise.
01:07:58She's cold.
01:07:59My God.
01:08:00Thank you so much.
01:08:02Take that away.
01:08:02She's a pain in the arse, but it's in a cute way.
01:08:05You know?
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:11I...
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning.
01:08:31Good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping.
01:08:35I was.
01:08:36I just woke up.
01:08:44Time to get back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It was a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We were driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like, he told me he loved me, and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:09:22son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me, and maybe your wife, like,
01:09:30the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just, like, scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow, and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:46Hmm.
01:09:48My book just sent my nose tonight.
01:09:51In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:09:59Yeah.
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:10:09This has never happened before.
01:10:12But saying I love you, and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at.
01:10:17You know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:21I've been gone for too long, finding my way home.
01:10:34No way I've been gone for too long.
01:10:36So good for her, babe.
01:10:38It's nice in this city.
01:10:46All right, guys, this is your table.
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:56So cold.
01:10:57But you're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they have blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise.
01:11:06She's cold.
01:11:07Holy, holy, holy, holy.
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's, like, the slightest breeze, all the sun's down, she's cold.
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys.
01:11:19Whoa.
01:11:19Don't mind me.
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:23It's not that cold.
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:24Oh.
01:11:26Wow, turn on the car.
01:11:27I'm so cold.
01:11:29Holy camoly, I'm cold.
01:11:31You think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh, God, it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning, as always, aren't you?
01:11:51All righty, I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:52Oh, my God, thank you so much.
01:11:55Take that away for you.
01:11:57Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, have you got it?
01:12:02Tahin, we do.
01:12:03Oh, I do.
01:12:04How lovely.
01:12:05Thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you, guys.
01:12:15How do you feel?
01:12:18About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean, like, I'm falling for you.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:12:49Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like, getting married and having kids, but
01:13:00then there's this other side of me that's like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:07And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:11I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:23Mm-hmm.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40How are, okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place, you and I find a place together.
01:13:46We live, we move in together.
01:13:50Okay, but, like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53Whoa.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:58Look, I'm confident I can call this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can, I don't know.
01:14:09So am I, but you've just got to let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just, like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you, you will stay.
01:14:22But wanting to and doing so.
01:14:23Of course, I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:14:37You've had a hard year.
01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're going to be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know, I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:50Because you are so many...
01:14:51Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:52Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:59That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously throws you out in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere.
01:15:31Trish, don't do that.
01:15:32I will, even now.
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:15:36Just, this is my phone.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:41I will just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:57I love you so much, but I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do, because it's, I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings
01:16:33for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no, you don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, then you made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her, after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go, totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um, I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:49I mean, it's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:17:59I wasted my time.
01:18:03I don't look at it as a waste.
01:18:07I still, I'm still willing to try to make it, but I...
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, but please, I didn't...
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27Just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't...
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You plan a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59And my feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:06I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:21Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a...
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:40It's true.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:06I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:19I wish she realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together.
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track, and I'm worried that as we go back to long distance,
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Makey, I'm in no shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:25Javon, boo.
01:21:27That is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy ****, I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:33You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
01:21:38back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01It hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I, and I'm leaving with no hope at
01:22:09all.
01:22:14Oh!
01:22:19I'm leaving for that airport in one hour, and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me, and then you bring the ****
01:22:32girls back in disrespect to me?
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him, and now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why, and I did find things.
01:23:00Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:07So, who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:17Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
01:23:27Tell me.
01:23:28Tell me.
01:23:29Tell me.
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