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00:02:09Nice one.
00:02:10Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17Catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25Yeah, they're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:03:04You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face,
00:03:35but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:41I don't know.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Out of here.
00:03:58Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:04and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf
00:04:37and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center
00:05:10will provide essential services
00:05:12for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide
00:05:21wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people
00:05:29is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk
00:05:32because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection
00:05:41of produce than my whole food, Stacey.
00:05:43And it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips
00:05:46and chicken nuggets
00:05:47and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked and robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags,
00:06:32shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30,
00:06:36a navy sweatshirt,
00:06:38hood over his head,
00:06:39tall, tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I, I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I, I saw it for an instant,
00:07:00but yes, he looked 30,
00:07:01or maybe younger,
00:07:02but I don't want to say his race
00:07:03because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09Navy blue sweatshirt,
00:07:11two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:15Woo!
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's going to take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:46I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:07:48I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:57Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey.
00:08:02I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21All right.
00:09:04Just leave all that shit on the plane.
00:09:06I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:09:09Paul, I have to leave tomorrow.
00:09:12You're fishing the Big Lost tomorrow.
00:09:15You have to pack into the Big Lost.
00:09:17I fly in the smokejumpers.
00:09:18And we can use their strip.
00:09:23Happy birthday.
00:09:30Rush.
00:09:43Baby.
00:09:45Baby.
00:09:47Soft.
00:09:48Soft.
00:09:49Yeah.
00:09:53I'm not.
00:09:54I'm not.
00:10:20Sixty-four.
00:10:27Astonishing where the time goes.
00:10:30I wonder, what do I have?
00:10:32Maybe ten, fifteen years before I'm too old to do anything more than just remember.
00:10:47I took Stacey and the kids to this resort in the Caribbean.
00:10:52Rooms are ten grand a night. Villas are thirty.
00:10:56This shit doesn't impress me.
00:10:58No, Paul, it doesn't impress me either. I'm just trying to tell you a story.
00:11:02Now, if you quantify making it by the things you can afford, then this place is making it.
00:11:09We're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by.
00:11:15We're the youngest there by like two decades.
00:11:18I mean, everyone's in their seventies and eighties.
00:11:21Barely waddle across the sand.
00:11:25All covered up in their big hats and their long-sleeved shirts.
00:11:29They'd made it.
00:11:32But their bodies were too old to enjoy it.
00:11:37We were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled.
00:11:41Swim in the water, run in the sand, make love.
00:11:44But none of it.
00:11:45They finally made it.
00:11:48They were all too old to create a single memory.
00:11:53And they knew it.
00:11:57It was on every one of their faces.
00:12:00Saw them at the restaurant.
00:12:02Same thing.
00:12:03Not a smile among them.
00:12:05Because they knew.
00:12:09They'd worked their whole lives for that moment.
00:12:13The moment had already passed them by.
00:12:19That's why I'm here.
00:12:21That's why I quit.
00:12:24I make a memory a day, brother.
00:12:26Sometimes more.
00:12:29But make them for who, huh?
00:12:34No kids.
00:12:35No.
00:12:37No wife.
00:12:38You've got nobody to share it with, Paul.
00:12:41I'm sharing it with you right now.
00:12:42Once a year, you share it with me.
00:12:44Then you should come more often.
00:12:46At least get a girlfriend.
00:12:48Not on your life.
00:12:50How about a dog?
00:12:52They're neatier than girlfriends.
00:12:54Maybe a goldfish, then.
00:12:57Maybe.
00:12:58You'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hooked streams.
00:13:02Yes.
00:13:09True.
00:13:32Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it.
00:13:38You're never seeing it.
00:13:39It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:13:40I wish I had been there.
00:13:42But so he could have hit you too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:13:48Being set on fire is worse.
00:13:50Girls, please.
00:13:51And at the police, they just kept asking, what was his race?
00:13:54Like that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody.
00:13:58Whoa.
00:14:00That's so racist.
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father.
00:14:09So where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:14:14It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the internet.
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me.
00:14:25It's rude to each other.
00:14:26It's rude to the staff.
00:14:27Just fucking rude.
00:14:35It's so bright there.
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven.
00:14:40Full moon.
00:14:42Wow.
00:14:43Look at those stars.
00:14:46My view is better.
00:14:48Oh, well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing, I'll have to take your word for it.
00:14:52Oh, there's plumbing of sorts.
00:14:54Got a sink.
00:14:56Got a shower now.
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors, then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:04What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay.
00:15:07Going to have to push it back a day, honey, because Paul has something very, very special planned for tomorrow.
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:15:17Takes like a week.
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it, honey.
00:15:22This is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:15:25Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:15:30Nobody.
00:15:31Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news.
00:15:37Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and a decent cut.
00:15:48The doctor saw her six stitches.
00:15:51Ah, damn it.
00:15:52I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:15:57Well, I'll give you two.
00:15:59Our children.
00:16:00Two more.
00:16:01Our grandchildren.
00:16:02My parents.
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey.
00:16:05That's what it's for.
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:16:10Well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:16:13Oh, honey.
00:16:14No, I'm serious.
00:16:15Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck or she takes the fucking car.
00:16:20Oh, my God.
00:16:20I knew you were going to do this.
00:16:22What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's...
00:16:24This problem will be right here when you get back.
00:16:26Let's deal with it then.
00:16:28All right.
00:16:29She's okay, though, huh?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:16:34Enjoy your brother.
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:16:37He thinks it's the toilet.
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday.
00:16:41Monday.
00:16:42I love you, honey.
00:16:44Love you.
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:11Uh, yeah, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:17:20Some of these larger vessels, they carry over 25,000 containers, like 2,000 and change per container.
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense.
00:17:33So, yeah, nothing interesting happened.
00:17:38Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched.
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah.
00:18:33You might want to grab your rock.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so...
00:18:44Yeah.
00:18:46Yeah.
00:19:03All right.
00:19:05Okay.
00:19:19Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:19:35Hey, caddis are hatching, caddis are hatching.
00:20:26It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes, I can use one.
00:20:47It's going to be one of those days.
00:21:10Does that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16That storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon.
00:21:28But we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01Can't do it any better than that.
00:22:02I don't know.
00:22:31No, no, no!
00:22:35It's a monster!
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:43Yeah.
00:22:46Shit!
00:23:09What do you think?
00:23:10What's this telling you?
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:30It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:23:56It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:30It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:42Jesus!
00:24:44Yep.
00:24:57Big Sky approach.
00:24:59This is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu.
00:25:01I need a swap.
00:25:02Copy that.
00:25:03Super Bravo Speed and Altitude.
00:25:04130 knots at 8,200.
00:25:07Main chains out west heading climb to 11,000.
00:25:09Copy that.
00:25:1011,000.
00:25:10Thank you, tower.
00:25:12We'll get up over this.
00:25:25Jesus.
00:25:26Jesus.
00:25:27Hold on.
00:25:30All right.
00:25:33Take me!
00:25:34Wait, where was she?
00:25:35Wait, where was she?
00:25:35Five blocks from here.
00:25:37Middle of the day.
00:25:41Politicians in the city have guilted us into chaos.
00:25:44Michael wants us to move to Connecticut.
00:25:46We're just staying in the Hamptons year-round.
00:25:49And I'm running out of excuses.
00:25:50The kids are gone.
00:25:52We can work from anywhere these days.
00:25:53Well, why don't you?
00:25:55Because our marriage wouldn't last a month.
00:25:57Oh, stop it.
00:25:58I'd have to learn how to cook for one.
00:26:00Oh, God forbid.
00:26:01Yeah.
00:26:02And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here.
00:26:05The ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:26:07Yeah.
00:26:09Hmm.
00:26:10This is my city.
00:26:11It has gone to hell before.
00:26:13It will come back.
00:26:14It always does.
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand,
00:26:17how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan.
00:26:20That is a trick that you must show me.
00:26:23Our daughters is the trick.
00:26:25He would never leave them.
00:26:27And he will never get the girls to leave.
00:26:30So, you know, he just,
00:26:32as long as he gets his little escapes.
00:26:34But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:26:38Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear.
00:26:40Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online,
00:26:43I just, I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium.
00:26:46And that usually does it.
00:26:49You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:26:58It's just three hours away.
00:26:59He can go there whenever he wants.
00:27:01It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about.
00:27:07Well, of course we do.
00:27:08We're New Yorkers.
00:27:09What else are we going to talk about if we can't complain about our city?
00:27:16Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:19Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sound Valley.
00:27:22Preston didn't call me last night.
00:27:23I'm just going to...
00:27:26Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clabber?
00:27:31It is.
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:27:39Yes?
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clabber?
00:27:46Yes.
00:27:49Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:27:56Can I...
00:27:57Is...
00:27:59Can I speak to him?
00:28:01Is he all right?
00:28:02No, ma'am.
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clabber did not survive the crash.
00:28:11Stacey?
00:28:14Oh, ma'am.
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:18What do we...
00:28:19Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:28:27This is Stacey's friend.
00:28:28What's happened?
00:28:31Oh.
00:28:33Uh...
00:28:35Um...
00:28:36Let me get them.
00:28:42Um...
00:28:43Idaho Falls...
00:28:45Is there an airport?
00:28:48Okay.
00:28:49Okay.
00:28:51Honey.
00:28:52No.
00:28:53I just...
00:28:53Just...
00:28:54Just...
00:28:55Just let me...
00:28:57Oh, ma'am.
00:28:59Oh, ma'am.
00:29:01Oh, ma'am.
00:29:01Oh, ma'am.
00:29:03Oh, ma'am.
00:29:04Oh, ma'am.
00:29:04Oh, ma'am.
00:29:04Oh, ma'am.
00:29:05Oh, ma'am.
00:29:05Oh, ma'am.
00:29:06Oh, ma'am.
00:29:07Oh, ma'am.
00:29:08Oh, ma'am.
00:29:18Oh, ma'am.
00:29:33I'll get the car.
00:29:40Mom, they just think it's him.
00:29:42They don't know.
00:29:44Paige.
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey.
00:29:55I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why.
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:30:19I don't know.
00:30:30I don't know.
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel?
00:30:51Deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner. I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:02I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know. Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:43I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:53Won't take long.
00:31:56I'll do it.
00:31:56Don't take long.
00:32:09It's ok.
00:32:11Don't take long.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:36Clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:39We found a phone, ma'am. That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am. But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53You're gonna force me?
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me.
00:33:05And he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:10If I go in there and see what happened to him, that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:22Forever.
00:33:27I'll do it, mom.
00:33:29No.
00:33:31No, you won't.
00:34:02Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:10Mom.
00:34:12Mom.
00:34:44Mom.
00:34:45Mom.
00:34:46Mom.
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:06How dare you?
00:35:22Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch?
00:36:07Maybe?
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't...
00:36:11He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:51Mum.
00:36:52I love you.
00:36:57I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:58Where you next morning?
00:36:59The morning's the study?
00:37:00It's in September.
00:37:02I'm ben ​​inspiratory.
00:37:05I don't know who she is.
00:37:05Are you a newly sacrificed her task at all?
00:37:07Not know why I intended to?
00:37:09Yes, my parents, the day after I fail.
00:37:10I fell.
00:37:14There you had to chase them for them in September.
00:37:20we were thinking a slumber party
00:37:28it's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town
00:37:30is there i hope so
00:37:37girls can you ninja up some netflix on the tv
00:37:41for you oh god bless you nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce
00:37:50what do you want grandma a comedy
00:37:56a river runs through it it was grandpa's favorite movie
00:38:02a river may run through it but i've never actually gotten through it
00:38:06so in honor of him
00:38:12we've come to the right place
00:38:16uh pizza can you find some pizza yeah yeah and ice cream
00:38:22what flavors dazzles with options done
00:38:25thanks
00:38:26is it gonna be sad
00:38:31oh it's about fishing and how sad can it be
00:38:47i am haunted by words
00:38:51thanks mom i sure feel better now
00:38:55jesus it made your father cry too
00:38:57every time like a big baby
00:39:03oh that and uh rudy
00:39:05only men can cry over fishing and football
00:39:10god for life to be that simple
00:39:14you know
00:39:16in 39 years of marriage
00:39:19we never fought
00:39:22not once
00:39:24i mean we
00:39:26we danced right to the edge
00:39:29but
00:39:30we both knew
00:39:31how precious and how rare
00:39:34what we had was
00:39:39i should be happy that he died out here
00:39:44doing something that he loves
00:39:47not
00:39:49tethered to some hospital bed like
00:39:52most men waiting to die
00:39:58he died living
00:40:00not
00:40:02existing
00:40:05how many can say that
00:40:08i hope you find what we had someday honey
00:40:11i really really do
00:40:12i hope you meet a man that's worth missing
00:40:18i just like want to return my call
00:40:21we can work on your standards
00:40:50do you guys have service
00:40:55are we close
00:40:56i don't know
00:40:57never been there before
00:40:58we're close i think
00:41:16i guess this is it
00:41:18this is what the nav says
00:41:20stop
00:41:42i've seen that photo
00:41:45okay
00:41:46okay
00:41:47and that
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Perhaps they never mentioned bears.
00:43:17We'd be worried about bears.
00:43:33it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:43:39there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never visited
00:43:45i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:43:53where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:44:01uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:44:17so
00:44:29so
00:45:52I'm taking a bath.
00:45:56Don't you have dinner with the girls tonight?
00:45:58No.
00:46:00Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places.
00:46:05As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby.
00:46:09And Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money.
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:25I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:50Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity.
00:47:10Just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river, pour the coffee in
00:47:26the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, my God.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:07Conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:36I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:43No.
00:48:48I do.
00:48:53I do.
00:48:55I do.
00:49:04I do.
00:49:18Girls?
00:49:22Girls?
00:49:25Where are you going?
00:49:26We just want to check it out.
00:49:27Well, don't climb on anything.
00:49:29Watch out for snakes.
00:49:30Are there snakes?
00:49:31I don't know.
00:49:32So you probably should watch out for them.
00:49:47What in the world?
00:49:49I found a motel about an hour away.
00:49:53It does not look great.
00:49:54It could drive into Bozeman or Helena.
00:49:57Everything seems to be about two hours from everything else.
00:50:05How long do you think she wants to stay?
00:50:07I'll go find out.
00:50:15Mom?
00:50:19Mom?
00:50:24What's that?
00:50:28Coffee maker.
00:50:30It is?
00:50:31Yeah, it's done.
00:50:33You want some?
00:50:35Why not?
00:50:54He sat here and called me.
00:50:58Right here.
00:51:02Talked about fish.
00:51:06And I'd pretend like I cared.
00:51:11He was right.
00:51:15Not the same in pictures.
00:51:19I never came with him because I thought I'd be bored.
00:51:27Or a third wheel.
00:51:30I didn't want to interrupt his man time, his brother time.
00:51:36I thought about bringing you two out when you were younger, but then it's not a vacation for him.
00:51:42It's a trip.
00:51:44And he's worried about pleasing you and not himself.
00:51:47And, wow, was I wrong.
00:51:53I robbed us of this.
00:51:57I robbed him of sharing it with us.
00:52:00Please don't do that.
00:52:02Please don't do that.
00:52:03Do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do.
00:52:07You had a loving marriage for 40 years in New York City.
00:52:12I mean, they should build a statue, you too.
00:52:20Miss him.
00:52:22God knows I will.
00:52:25But no blame.
00:52:28You two did it right.
00:52:34It's getting late.
00:52:36Motel's a hike.
00:52:37We can come back in the morning.
00:52:42I'm gonna stay here.
00:52:47It's right.
00:52:48You can taste the smoke.
00:53:08she's just gonna stay and do what there's not even a bathroom oh I found one dude it's outside
00:53:15spartan what does spartan mean rustic yeah there's like a hornet's nest inside the hole
00:53:24adds a certain degree of difficulty she can't stay here okay it's selfish she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one who lost somebody he was my father dare she has been with him since she was
00:53:3819 I've been with him since I was born so we're not with him he was present when we needed
00:53:46something
00:53:46when we needed a chauffeur or a cheerleader a therapist a bank you want to mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn the time that we didn't give him he was her lover and her best friend it
00:54:00is not
00:54:00the same thing you lost the idea of him page which you can still have girls go back outside now
00:54:07we can
00:54:07hear you yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle
00:54:38hey did I see a garden somewhere by the barn what's in it we didn't check let's check
00:54:54I'd say you nailed it with me but if that's all he was to you too
00:55:04what a shame girls
00:55:16kale and swiss shard I think these are scallions oh this is time this will come in handy nice right
00:55:30strawberries strawberries wow wait you can just grow them apparently I thought they just came from farms
00:55:37oh that's what this is it's an itty-bitty farm
00:55:41I think this is spinach what's this
00:55:49oh shit that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay it's more scared of you than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:58over here
00:56:15over here
00:56:17oh
00:56:19Go!
00:56:22Right?
00:56:24Lesson learned. Less is more with this stuff.
00:56:40When was the last time you saw one of those girls?
00:56:43One of what?
00:56:46Sunset.
00:56:49Can't remember?
00:56:52No, me neither.
00:56:57There must be a nice grocery store around here because Paul has every cheese on the planet.
00:57:01I sent a package. Your father likes to rough it, but he doesn't like to starve.
00:57:06Somebody grate the parmesan?
00:57:07Uh, we got it here.
00:57:14What are you making?
00:57:16Polenta.
00:57:17How are you making polenta?
00:57:19You just boil cornmeal, honey.
00:57:22I don't think polenta has corn in it.
00:57:24That's all polenta has. Just corn and liquid and cheese.
00:57:28I think that's grits.
00:57:30Yes.
00:57:31Grits and polenta are the same thing.
00:57:33Mother, they make grits in Alabama. You're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from Italy?
00:57:39It's the exact same thing. Just finish it with different toppings.
00:57:42If it has different ingredients, it's a different dish.
00:57:45Can somebody pour me some wine?
00:57:47Like they're making the same thing in Birmingham that they're making in Florence?
00:57:50With different cheese. That's the only difference.
00:57:53Okay. I'm not gonna argue with you because you're in mourning, but the time will come where I will tell
00:57:58you how wrong you are.
00:58:07Oh, that looks great.
00:58:10Yeah, um, I don't think this is beef.
00:58:14What? It's beef.
00:58:15Yeah, it didn't cook like beef. It doesn't smell like beef.
00:58:18Look at me. It's beef. Okay? For tonight. It's beef.
00:58:24Okay. Um, what, what, what, what is it really?
00:58:30It said elk. The world doesn't need to know that.
00:58:35Why? Do you think the, uh, you think the world would, uh, ripple?
00:58:40How do you think your wife would react?
00:58:43Um, yeah, not, uh, not good.
00:58:46Multiply that by four.
00:58:47Right. Okay, so should I slice it?
00:58:49No, I think you should just do whatever you think will make it look more like beef.
00:58:53Yeah, yeah, yeah, got it, got it.
00:58:57Can I have more of the steak?
00:58:59You bet, honey.
00:59:01Oh, thank you, babe. You're a really good cup.
00:59:03Thanks.
00:59:05Steak's really good, honey.
00:59:12Do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13It's not grits. It's polenta.
00:59:15You and I can agree to disagree, but I'm not lying to my children.
00:59:18They're my children.
00:59:19They're my nieces.
00:59:21You know what I mean? They're basically my children.
00:59:23They're not even kind of your children, but if you want them to be your children,
00:59:27you can get them to dance on Tuesday and Thursday and then take them to fucking parameters at 8 in
00:59:32the morning for gymnastics.
00:59:33Fine. The children. I'm not lying to the children.
00:59:37I don't see why not. I'm lying to mine.
00:59:41Are you enjoying the elk, Paige?
00:59:44The what?
00:59:46It's elk.
00:59:52Elk.
00:59:53Elk.
00:59:53Like the deer?
00:59:54No, no. Not a deer.
00:59:56The big deer.
00:59:56No, it's a different species.
00:59:58It's kind of like grits and polenta, according to your logic.
01:00:02It has big horns and hooves, and it was roaming around freely until your brother-in-law shot it.
01:00:08That's what I'm eating?
01:00:09I'm not sure that they have hooves.
01:00:11Did you know?
01:00:13You knew. I can fucking tell.
01:00:15You knew, and you cooked it, and you're just going to let me eat it?
01:00:18I think it's really good.
01:00:21Mom, what do you think is going to happen to all the food in this house, Paige?
01:00:25It's going to get eaten, or it's going to rot.
01:00:28I didn't kill the thing.
01:00:29Your uncle will never kill another one.
01:00:31I suppose we could throw it all away,
01:00:33and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or...
01:00:38I guess.
01:00:39Or it can nourish us.
01:00:41Which is what it's doing.
01:00:45When's the last time you cooked a meal, Paige?
01:00:47Not reheated one, not microwaved one.
01:00:50We picked that from a garden.
01:00:51Your uncle took that from somewhere around here.
01:00:54The cornmeal is in a jar.
01:00:57Did he make that? Maybe.
01:00:58Everything we ate came from this little world that your father adored.
01:01:05We made a meal from this place together.
01:01:10I think it's beautiful.
01:01:12I think it's perfect.
01:01:14And I know your father would, too.
01:01:20I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
01:01:27Good night.
01:01:27Good night.
01:01:29I don't know.
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess.
01:02:18So long as the wind is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:29A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river.
01:02:46And then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in a wind.
01:02:51And there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:57It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:01Then there's this about me.
01:03:10There's a spot upriver.
01:03:17And he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall and it's yellow and it reminds him
01:03:28of my hair.
01:03:37I need to know his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
01:03:59So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up and I'm going to find this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring your father here.
01:04:22And I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:04:37You can say I need to move on.
01:04:39I have a whole life ahead of me and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old.
01:04:44I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:46I have a very small window to be reckless.
01:04:50To make decisions that feed this and never factor this into the equation.
01:04:57And that's what I'm going to do.
01:04:58I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm going to finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:17I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:35Hey.
01:06:37Hey.
01:06:44I personally, for the record, feel that we are underdressed, unarmed, and just generally unprepared for any kind of exploratory
01:06:53venture afoot.
01:06:56Afoot. I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:06:59Well, they do. I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist.
01:07:03And the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
01:07:59Let's go find this spot.
01:08:37Let's go find this spot.
01:08:37Let's go find this spot.
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