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Love Island Beyond the Villa S02E04
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00:05:40a la casa
00:05:41no estoy diciendo que chris es uno de los mejores chicos
00:05:43como si es ridículo
00:05:47no
00:05:47i feel like
00:05:49oh
00:05:49i feel like i'm shining everywhere
00:05:52that i go
00:05:53oh oh
00:05:56any underwear do you need for two days
00:05:58you never know
00:06:02tj
00:06:03what
00:06:03you still have your tag on your pant
00:06:07you're in palm springs
00:06:09bro
00:06:09road trip road trip road trip
00:06:12i was really happy when brian brought this idea to go to palm springs and invite everybody
00:06:15we should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time just like how we were
00:06:19in the villa
00:06:19what's up y'all
00:06:20so i think this is the perfect time for me to get a little bit more of a long time
00:06:24with coco
00:06:25jacuzzi
00:06:27a jacuzzi
00:06:28jacuzzi
00:06:28views
00:06:31the views are crazy
00:06:34i'm excited for this weekend
00:06:35wait i have an idea i'm scared
00:07:06since we're going to palm springs
00:07:08jacuzzi
00:07:09are we going to fit all these suitcases in the car
00:07:10we're going to make it fit like jenga
00:07:18damn you're out of breath
00:07:20fuck you
00:07:24what the hell you got in this you're bringing taylor
00:07:27where the hell is my stuff about to go no no it'll fit oh trust me
00:07:34i don't know why there are so many suitcases we're only going for three days
00:07:38look who what the hell it's gonna fit all you need to pack is some underwear socks some t-shirts
00:07:45maybe a couple pants not maybe a couple pants pants
00:07:49okay my check is here right i'll be mad
00:07:52okay we're off to palm springs
00:07:59it has been so long since i've been in that villa so i feel like this trip is going to
00:08:07have a
00:08:07similar feeling to just like everybody in the same place on the same type of timing so i'm looking
00:08:14the same type of timing same type of timing as the villa i mean we're doing challenges in this
00:08:19thing what do you mean same type of timing we're playing spin the bottle no no no like we're all
00:08:23gonna be in one place and we're we're gonna have to talk you know i'm gonna let them talk i'm
00:08:28chun a mini villa in the meadow of palm springs we're gonna have so much fun
00:08:49what are we getting the bags yes to the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days ridiculous
00:09:24it's so beautiful the pools the hot tub
00:09:28the little hideaways like this place is just sexy ah like this yo chris i got the bed just for
00:09:36you
00:09:36brother for me yeah oh my gosh the bump beds bro i wouldn't even fit bro that's perfect
00:09:48charlie when's the last time you've seen hannah
00:09:51uh the reunion really yeah how do you feel about seeing her now uh you know it's not like there
00:09:59was ever anything after the show just kind of ended there and then so that that whole thing's like
00:10:05long gone do you know what i mean no for sure yeah at the reunion with hannah i just felt
00:10:09like her energy
00:10:10that day was very like cold with me you know and i was confused by that because i've done absolutely
00:10:15nothing to warrant that type of energy so i don't even know what it's going to be like i don't
00:10:20know how
00:10:20i'm going to feel i don't know it's just a lot more like we'll see when it comes type thing
00:10:24so
00:10:34you're probably a little bit nervous because you're about to do some big girl things over there
00:10:39i know but also charlie is a little bit like bickering too you and brian left the show together
00:10:47and he doesn't still talk about you on podcast there's no point in talking and bringing extra
00:10:53negativity to us when we know all of us have gotten hate so why would you drive more hate to
00:11:00someone
00:11:00especially when they don't serve it and you know that i don't deserve it
00:11:10look at the mountain
00:11:14beautiful this is so beautiful
00:11:29there is so much oxygen up here i know i can feel like i could breathe wait i thought it
00:11:34was less
00:11:34oxygen i think the air is thinner i was coming tj coming hannah coming clark is coming
00:11:41i want a raccoon and i want to take it home and make it my baby being a southern girly
00:11:52i didn't
00:11:53really know too much about cali so seeing the snow i didn't know about all this but it's cute
00:11:59oh my god
00:12:05we don't want to do that
00:12:08oh my god look at the pelvic table i feel like so white
00:12:13cheers guys cheers to good vibes great friends and family to talking some
00:12:19shit speaking of friendships what do we think about uh coco and chris
00:12:28i have been picking up that they're like possibly dating i saw them at friendsgiving
00:12:33when we were doing the prayer and they were going like this and everyone else was like this
00:12:37they're like that and so i was like hmm and then i went go-karting and i noticed that they
00:12:45were
00:12:45like all cuddled up go-karting oh yeah so they're really good things yeah well maybe her mind could be
00:12:53very accommodated with chris she don't try some shit with you and i know the last time that you guys
00:12:59spoke was from francegiving yeah okay how did that conversation for you end up as best as it possibly
00:13:06could yeah when we were in the villa i felt like you were like damn near like love bombing me
00:13:10like
00:13:10you would say like no funny love bombing no i'm not gonna lie that's not at all although i was
00:13:17understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels i don't think she was reciprocating the
00:13:22understanding energy we obviously are not going to be besties and that's fine but you know as long
00:13:28as we're respectful to one another i'm just like forgive let it go right i'm really cold let's just go
00:13:34to the house let's blow this popsicle stand
00:13:41is it cold oh my gosh it's warm but we should get in who are you most excited to see
00:13:46today
00:13:46everyone everyone like it's gonna be nice that we're all in one place yeah i appreciate it jesus christ
00:13:52he seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room let's just make this the guys room
00:13:59the guys four guys chris is like
00:14:05girl it's okay child he's gonna be all right i think that's cute you got to keep him on they
00:14:10toes a
00:14:10little bit he's so silly he's gonna try to sneak in oh heck no he better chill out this is
00:14:16gonna be so
00:14:17good for you guys like to just spend time together and like get to know each other more yeah in
00:14:20this kind
00:14:20setting too like it's just a vacation this is the life how you feel about my coming
00:14:28not really stressing about it here for the good vibes you and coco though you haven't kissed her
00:14:33yet right no this is usually not my mo um nothing in my love island experience has shaped me to
00:14:41be this
00:14:41way i think this is just kind of how i want to move outside the villa and going forward
00:14:48you know what you got to do bro get some cojones and you know you got to hit her with
00:14:52huh when it's
00:14:53just y'all two two words come here that's all you got to say that's all you gotta say
00:15:02aim for the middle of the square yeah yeah period
00:15:06yeah i'm actually nice okay hold on this place is sick yo i like the i like the flooring oh
00:15:13my gosh
00:15:17hold on a sec bro what did you get a direct flight from jamaica
00:15:24one thing i didn't do in the villa was getting that pool so i'm gonna get in that pool
00:15:36you want me to dunk it i got you this shit lowers my brother bro i'm i'm a runner bro
00:15:43oh yeah yeah
00:15:43right oh there we go there that's cool oh yeah yeah yeah
00:15:50boys we're hungry should we cook up all right all right you know he's gonna ask us he's gonna piss
00:15:56me
00:15:56off i think it's fair since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa oh i like
00:16:04this this
00:16:05sounds like a proposal i think the woman should take care yeah great idea yeah
00:16:10you know i'm not opposed are we locking it in like do y'all know how to make drinks yeah
00:16:24you know what's going on welcome to the crib man yo this is nuts it's all on brian's card let's
00:16:30go
00:16:30brian shout out brian wait wait wait how many bedrooms are nice yeah yeah yeah the master bedroom is reserved
00:16:36for iris and tj
00:16:50miss grace isn't it so pretty it's so so so cool i know it's gorgeous it looks so nice we
00:16:57need a whole
00:16:58inspiration sorry love good good good we gave each other a hug and everything so like that's cleared
00:17:06like that's definitely a good start to our palm springs trip honestly in regards to how i spend
00:17:13my time at palm springs i'm going to be waking up tanning i'm going to be minding my business looking
00:17:19cute taking my pictures and calling my boyfriend all the time brian is not even in my dot he's not
00:17:25even
00:17:25that's all for me to even look up you know i'm hangry we're making like ground beef and all the
00:17:34teams
00:17:38just gonna check on you straight
00:17:44it's dinner
00:17:47how are you feeling about charlie i'm not gonna acknowledge him he's making a little awkward
00:17:53he's awkward his presence just is like a dark cloud and right now i'm like
00:17:57i just don't want to deal with it i can't i don't have the energy
00:18:07smooth
00:18:08good
00:18:12promised yeah i'm all right
00:18:14look me and hannah are strangers we don't know each other like that we never became friends like that
00:18:19but essentially it's this weird situation because it's this girl that i had this intimate moment with
00:18:25so trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way it's tricky because it doesn't feel normal
00:18:33food is ready
00:18:36how's seeing hannah cool uh we haven't really acknowledged each other to witness
00:18:41all right do you feel like like there will be a conversation tonight or
00:18:48tonight i don't know
00:18:51let's go come on guys it's taco tuesday i'm hangry
00:19:03oh my god well thank you to everyone who cooked bon appetito grayson and coco killed this thank you guys
00:19:11so much
00:19:12i just put things in your health and so did you thank you so much for dinner
00:19:16nah coco you threw it down man it's fucking good i don't have no seasoning but we made it work
00:19:26hmm tacos
00:19:37something's not right here jesus that dinner table you could cut the tension with a knife
00:19:44everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension coco's looking around like what's going on bella's like
00:19:49is everything okay i'm looking at iris iris is looking at hannah hannah's looking at me i'm like what's
00:19:54what's going on
00:20:04something's going on you ready to rip off that band-aid and confront him
00:20:09no i know that i need to break the tension because it's a little awkward but i'm scared
00:20:19well guys we're at the end of the year what better way than to leave all the tension in 2025
00:20:27so i just want to start charlie
00:20:33we have not spoken since the reunion
00:20:38from what i've gathered you were not happy with me
00:20:51from what i've gathered you were not happy with me at the reunion yeah i just felt like your energy
00:20:57was
00:20:57really off i will say i was not doing well i was trying to handle that to the best of
00:21:01my ability
00:21:02i'm sorry i was not thinking about you i was thinking about how i would be okay i accept your
00:21:07apology
00:21:07you know i mean it is what it is but you seem to be much cooler around pepe and i
00:21:12was just like this
00:21:13is a bit weird because because iris is my best friend and i think she was just being nice because
00:21:17like
00:21:17i was next to him like during the reunion i was just needing somebody there for me in that time
00:21:24and
00:21:25pepe was like there for me and i think that just shows like a testament to his character i don't
00:21:30understand what happened at the reunion i just for me i was like it just left an impression where i
00:21:36felt
00:21:36is this girl genuine but i wasn't like bad with you we just like weren't friends it wasn't like i
00:21:42was
00:21:43trying to be harsh with you i literally as soon as that reunion ended i was fucking sobbing
00:21:47i think that's what i struggled with a lot is i just felt like there was so many unanswered
00:21:53questions i needed to go i was crying brian you were there i'm fucking having a pan attack
00:22:00i've been a pretty anxious person my whole life but i think i had my anxiety on a pretty tight
00:22:07leash
00:22:07and now i feel like it's making it hard for me to want to do things more harder for me
00:22:13to leave the
00:22:13house i haven't really figured out how to handle it but i will say we weren't in a relationship it
00:22:20was
00:22:20five days of my life i just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago i'm now in
00:22:25a
00:22:25relationship and like i don't want him to open up his phone and be like oh why is this man
00:22:29on a
00:22:30podcast still talking about you yeah for sure i get it but it was never a podcast to go on
00:22:36and talk
00:22:36about hannah it was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey yeah to getting on the show
00:22:41and then
00:22:41my time in the show and my time in this show involved majority of humans the storyline they're
00:22:46always gonna ask a question about you wait hold on are we back in the vote days like where's the
00:22:52podium because i feel like people are standing on business tonight there's ways to like divert the
00:22:57situation because if you open the comments it's all like shitting on me and it's like i feel like
00:23:01you're fueling that and that's for me what hurts no it doesn't feel good but we all signed up for
00:23:06the
00:23:07public eye yeah but we shouldn't be adding to it like podcasts have caused all of us you are almost
00:23:13victimizing yourself and using me as like this villain for doing the damn thing doing what i
00:23:18needed to do and was i supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights not at all not at
00:23:23all at the end of
00:23:23the day some people end up looking like a villain some people end up doing things that people don't
00:23:27like it sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim you know that's like some
00:23:33kind of self like she's annoyed with herself it's clearly like things are being said because austin
00:23:39went on a podcast and said that i'm a snake for how i did you hannah snake-ish she i
00:23:45don't like the
00:23:45way she did my boy charlie but that's like that has to be something that you guys were talking about
00:23:51that's his opinion and he's also my friend the same way that you have an opinion on pepe for what
00:23:56he did
00:23:56to her he has an opinion on you for whatever reason yeah but bro you were fucking telling her like
00:24:02yo
00:24:02like tj's too young anyway like it wouldn't have worked i'm glad you're with pepe and you're my
00:24:08friend bro what when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying though that his tick tocks
00:24:13are putting you off
00:24:26and i said maybe do you know what though he's a bit younger so maybe he's doing things no pepe
00:24:31was
00:24:31bothered by the tick tocks i said get your back yeah that's not how it went down the conversation
00:24:35how the did it go down they were both talking about how your tick tocks were cringing them on
00:24:40yeah and putting them off well that's not like i mean yeah let's talk about that's not like that big
00:24:48of a deal let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation we're losing the plot here
00:24:56at the time you and pepe looked like you were going strong and deep down all this time all this
00:25:01was going on why didn't you just end it do you know what i mean like because i think you're
00:25:05thinking
00:25:05that it's super simple you're trying to make her seem like she is wrong you met tj no just not
00:25:10because
00:25:11you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship where you feel manipulated and you
00:25:14don't know how to navigate that so don't ever blame her for staying in a situation that she didn't
00:25:19know how to get out of it is not her fault it's a unique situation i get that it's a
00:25:23unique situation
00:25:24i get that it's a unique situation absolutely not they just keep going in circles and he's digging a
00:25:30hole that he doesn't need to dig and he's digging himself deeper and deeper and deeper and i honestly
00:25:36want to just like be like stop shh yeah we should focus on the initial problem and then solve that
00:25:42and then move on bro y'all we're just talking in circles let's just like drop this conversation
00:25:46point you were just explaining how hannah's a part of your story irish is a part of my story so
00:25:50how
00:25:51are you going to come at me for posting a couple of tiktoks it was them that were coming at
00:25:54you for
00:25:54that but we weren't coming at him for it you were saying you're like totally going too far
00:26:01this is intense he's having a hard time explaining himself and the girls are having a hard time
00:26:07understanding him i'm just glad that this is not me and clark you know what i mean because that would
00:26:11have been ghetto as hell you mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young i think what he's
00:26:16just
00:26:16trying to clear up is that he only said that about you because they mentioned you and what you were
00:26:20posting and he said that in a way of trying to console her and make her feel like maybe she
00:26:25was
00:26:25possibly making the right that's what thank you he's probably not trying to come for you and he is
00:26:29probably your friend for real i feel like we've been lacking like a lot of love and like empathy and
00:26:35like understanding and like care like i feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky and like
00:26:40it's already bad enough like we all feel like the world is against us well that's what i think
00:26:45is happening i do think you were saying it to be supportive and to be a good friend i don't
00:26:50i don't
00:26:51think you were trying to take shots at tj the world is against us the public is against us and
00:26:56so it makes
00:26:57us look at each other different ways when in actuality we were all good we were all fine you know
00:27:05and
00:27:05then people have infiltrated our minds in a way and it's caused a division and it's caused a division
00:27:12and everybody's scared to do certain things it's it's all like a big mind trip and this is what i'm
00:27:17saying i think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform to be able to explain a bit more
00:27:22yeah and
00:27:22it's like it can be frustrating because if you'd ever if you never speak you know you're just gonna
00:27:26have to set the narrative that people see exactly that's so real yeah i also say going off of that
00:27:33i was the first one out of the villa and i was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities
00:27:39you know the truth of it is like hannah you were charlie's villa experience like i relate in that aspect
00:27:47because you know i only had one person for my villa experience too and so whenever i do go on
00:27:52podcasts
00:27:53like that name is always brought up because that was like my experience i don't think like him going
00:27:59on those podcasts was ever in a way to like bring you down that's taken and clipped and blown up
00:28:06because
00:28:07you are the only person he's been associated with it's just like for me it's hard because like
00:28:15like i don't even want to leave my house like i don't leave my house don't worry baby you're good
00:28:22we all put ourselves out there and it can be very great for us after our life our lives have
00:28:28all
00:28:28changed we're all doing great things you know what i mean but it does come at a cost i'm gonna
00:28:34call my
00:28:34boyfriend hi i'm just having a lot of anxiety
00:28:47she probably just needs a breather all right should we uh should we clean up yeah yeah
00:28:55no not really how you doing chris
00:28:58it's not a piece don't want to just chime in you know what i mean when it's not my place
00:29:03it's hard being away from home
00:29:09i know it's just hard when you're not here
00:29:18i'm in here right where's she i don't know i was looking at the wrong door
00:29:27i'm just getting overwhelmed
00:29:31don't worry you you said it all in a very mature way
00:29:35koko i really appreciate you helping me articulate
00:29:38i've been left in that and no one backed me up
00:29:42i have trouble like i don't want to like seem like i'm being a
00:29:47bitch but i'm just like having trouble expressing how i'm feeling
00:29:50you're not you're standing up for yourself
00:29:58it's just massive just a mess
00:30:04sorry guys i was trying to like bring the mood down
00:30:21it's a bikini is later on right yes
00:30:23i probably need like five minutes me too
00:30:29daddy
00:30:38you call him white chocolate nah this girl she ain't called him white chocolate
00:30:46i don't get shy now i kind of like it you love it that's okay it makes me feel cool
00:30:53you should have came you should have had finals week last week
00:30:56it was either come and then fill everything you get zeros yeah fill all my classes
00:31:04welcome we've already go shopping get dressed and let's go it's a new day new energy
00:31:09everybody everyone's gonna split up go their separate ways i think everyone just needs
00:31:15time to breathe
00:31:18come on coco chanel
00:31:19here we go
00:31:22what are you guys doing let's go we got a tea time
00:31:28what the hell are you guys wearing
00:31:30bro i didn't bring no golf
00:31:34i've been golfing one time i don't really own no golf gear you see how me and chris showed up
00:31:40take
00:31:40us out the hood can't take the hood out of us let's go
00:31:51who's ready to golf right now let's go my goal today is to get a hole in one
00:31:56oh why are you laughing you want to style me yeah give me right give me right i got you
00:32:02that's yeah yeah swagger bro like some designs what size is this how long you've been golfing
00:32:09since i was born oh really oh it's water really wow maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking
00:32:23it's a new day you know charlie you know went through a lot last night i don't want him to
00:32:27feel
00:32:27alone or isolated so it's time to check in see what's going on see how he's feeling and just you
00:32:31know try to really understand where he's at and then can i get a side of bacon and a side
00:32:36avocado
00:32:36yeah thank you what a beautiful day to be beautiful it is you look amazing holy crap yeah you look
00:32:45good
00:32:45yeah you do look good i wanted to go run down the plan for tj's birthday yes 80s theme yes
00:32:51yes back
00:32:52to my mommy day about the party i got more accessories and stuff so it's at my mom's house i
00:32:58sent it there
00:32:58because i didn't want to send it here because of the surprise he's going to come back home i'm going
00:33:03to blindfold him and we'll take him to the room i'm going to change and then i'm going to open
00:33:08up the
00:33:08blinds and everything's going to be set up out here okay when i was hoping that you guys would help
00:33:12set it up oh babe of course there's no question about that i'm going to try and get back as
00:33:17soon as i can okay i will go change okay love you i said hi i will yes you guys
00:33:23need anything okay
00:33:24you guys look who's here hello hello i feel like i'm always late to everything i'm gonna get changed
00:33:32i'll be back yeah you see how beautiful this is this is our castle our villa this is our villa
00:33:38this week is
00:33:40insane i have like four photo shoots and i'm also trying to squeeze pond springs because i want to
00:33:47spend time with my people celebrating tj okay hannah you should tell me what happened yesterday what
00:33:53happened charlie had went on a podcast and was like still talking about like our four day
00:33:59fucking getting to know each other and so i just want to be like can i set the boundary that
00:34:04like we
00:34:04don't do that anymore like you know how the hate is like you don't need to fuel to that and
00:34:08he just
00:34:09started taking it like way too far and like he started comes for iris and tj i would never see
00:34:14that coming though but hannah you did a really great job standing up for yourself yesterday and the thing
00:34:19is you could whatever disrespect me i'll take it but talk about my friend and that's when i be asked
00:34:26okay accessories
00:34:30how you feel i'm all right mate last night was uh got a little bit
00:34:36about how does that all right that's really good okay is that does it cut the la la level that
00:34:41you used
00:34:41to it's pretty good honestly it's unique like i do feel like their takes on last night weren't
00:34:47justified really i get that you don't want someone to speak about you especially now that you've got
00:34:51a part i completely understand that but the way it sounded was that i've been you know going on about
00:34:57uh for the entire for since it's happened and and then the whole thing of me being trying to
00:35:02play victim is ridiculous yeah i wish i could have done more to mediate it because i can i see
00:35:07both
00:35:07sides so i'm just like if y'all just went point by point and said okay charlie's not victimizing himself
00:35:13he finally got a platform to speak we understand that okay boom moving forward hannah would like if
00:35:18you didn't talk about um her on podcast okay boom done done and you both are happy like hannah and
00:35:23charlie
00:35:24arguing definitely puts me in a tough position but i'm gonna be there for both not playing both sides
00:35:29but holding both my friends accountable in ways that i see and then just you know being for them in
00:35:33any way possible after as long as you feel like you squashed it and you feel heard that's what i
00:35:40care about
00:35:40i'd rather just be with people that i think give me good energy uplift my spirit and do you know
00:35:46what i
00:35:47mean all right here we go yeah oh good good good oh wow we're catching air
00:36:05wow oh yeah see that tj yeah it looks good it's not in the hole though somebody's making this i
00:36:12can
00:36:13feel it hey tj how's your how's your mental doing bro from last night good enough to putt this in
00:36:18one
00:36:18try that's for sure that was pretty game set i'm not gonna lie that looks perfect everything good with
00:36:28you and charlie bro from that talk yeah bro i honestly wasn't expecting to like have a convo
00:36:32or like be involved yeah i think you kind of got looped into it because i think charlie really
00:36:38wanted to have that conversation with just hannah yeah and iris kind of jumped in and he kind of felt
00:36:43annoyed by it in a sense and then obviously you got some of that he acted a little out of
00:36:47line
00:36:47with some of the things he said yeah so you know i'm gonna say my piece but i like charlie
00:36:54i don't
00:36:54think he had like uh bad intentions with what he said i think he felt like very attacked you know
00:37:00i didn't want him to you know say what he thought happened and then the rest of y'all sitting
00:37:05at the
00:37:05table believe like that story iris and i we spoke to charlie after too yeah bro you know i felt
00:37:12with you
00:37:12bro like but obviously that's not a nice thing to hear do you know what i mean from your perspective
00:37:17and for that like i apologize but it was never a anti-tj let's bash him down type thing bro
00:37:24no i appreciate it so that conversation went well yeah it was good productive
00:37:30yeah rest of the trip we're good um unless he said some other
00:37:41it's weird because bro so much has changed we're living life so crazy right now we're doing amazing
00:37:46things man and then at the same time there's been so many crazy changes back home as well yeah and
00:37:50it's like damn so much is going on you haven't had a home in months on top of that i
00:37:54lost two
00:37:54grandparents within the space of six months man still haven't been able to process that you've been
00:38:00living out of your suitcase being you know you're not with your family so it's just like it's just tough
00:38:04on you it's difficult i lost my grandma just two months before i went into season seven and then i
00:38:11lost my
00:38:12grandad a week before love island games i'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents and then now
00:38:18like my parents are moving out of the family home soon it's not going to be like oh okay you
00:38:24know i'll
00:38:24go home i just feel like i have to accept it i'm in my later 20s and this is life
00:38:29when you're stressed
00:38:30like your brain literally shuts down certain parts of your brain so it can work on the stress that ties
00:38:35into the the swallowing food thing that i developed around that fear of choking on food really i noticed
00:38:41i was just hyper focusing on uh chewing on food i tried to uh swallow my food my throat was
00:38:48tightened
00:38:48up felt like i was choking but it's something that through connecting with other people i've learned
00:38:53that it's actually way more common and it's getting on the better side when i was back home and i
00:38:57was
00:38:57chilling i was relaxed it was it was back to normal do you know i mean it's gonna be like
00:39:01that it was like
00:39:02that when i was at austin's yeah i haven't really spoke about that because it's awkward and makes me
00:39:06feel uncomfortable and i'm quite embarrassed about it that's true but you know things are only
00:39:10embarrassing if you let it be yeah i'm glad for you to get back you'll have me and austin in
00:39:14l.a
00:39:14and we'll be able to just work out together go get food together process your grief together
00:39:18you know i'm saying you're gonna have all that support system once you're back
00:39:22how's that bacon it's really i saved one today's gonna be good but we're gonna go we're gonna enjoy
00:39:27this party we're gonna get some funny-ass goofy-ass outfits so i'm excited you've been good to me bro
00:39:34you've been really really good to me you have it doesn't go in notice
00:39:49baby we ain't like that i don't need it like that come on let it got down i wanna see
00:39:54you like that
00:39:55the sun is kicking my ass it is how's my body looking very tea yeah we knew that
00:40:08cute okay what do you think you want oh they're from bali you know i wonder like if something like
00:40:15that could pass for 80s no no sister oh wow these are gorgeous so um how's it going back at
00:40:23the villa
00:40:23it's going great i know it's going real good ew what do you mean by that you creep i know
00:40:32it's going
00:40:32real good i know what i saw what the did you say you thought nothing obviously y'all slept in
00:40:39my room
00:40:39last night yeah so like how is that girl it's just like in the village it was chill it was
00:40:45normal we just
00:40:45slept and woke up no little no we haven't even kissed yet really a kiss is very special and it's
00:40:54very intimate it is an exchange of energy and like it's that gateway into like dang do we really like
00:41:00hit it off hit it off i like that we're so attached to the hip even right now like emotionally
00:41:05emotionally just like really just getting each other and like being there for one another and
00:41:09hearing each other out and like he just always makes it such a safe space for me yeah
00:41:17oh yeah you should have left on the last one all right tj how do you think we did with
00:41:21this trip
00:41:21bro for you guys we gave you and iris the best room yeah that's respect and today was great you
00:41:29playing this too yeah man everything we got more in plan more in store more yeah what are we doing
00:41:35you'll find out the fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard is the definition of free will
00:41:45ready yeah oh do i have to keep going how what's the rule yeah you keep going until you make
00:41:54it
00:41:56okay that's two hey three so how are you feeling with your ex being here wait hold on let me
00:42:04try to
00:42:04make this let me focus before we get into deep details oh oh almost
00:42:17like is it weird for you like with all of us like you know chatting it up with him or
00:42:22are you like
00:42:22oh girl i won't give a yeah there's not even a to find in the world for me to give
00:42:27i still don't
00:42:29expect any of my girls to be buddy buddies with him but having a conversation with him out of
00:42:34respect i really don't care the only girl i know that hangs out with him is bella if she is
00:42:38going to
00:42:38continue on building a relationship with my ex then i don't think that's a girl's friend the only
00:42:46thing that had bothered me was like yesterday i feel like she was like so quick to like defend charlie's
00:42:51like actions i don't think like him going on those podcasts was ever a way to like bring you down
00:42:58don't even like join in the conversation if you're gonna like invalidate my feelings yeah yeah i see
00:43:03what you're saying if you're trying to like validate the people who are hurting me over like my feelings
00:43:09especially in a moment where i was clearly like not having a easy time that kind of shows me where
00:43:17you
00:43:17stand it's all about respect and yeah it's not that deep but i don't even care how deep it is
00:43:25it could
00:43:26be a centimeter and if i feel a way about it i feel a way valen did you lose the
00:43:30ball i did damn girl
00:43:37what a good day of golfing huh thank you guys so much for today i felt like it was really
00:43:43refreshing
00:43:44and honestly like i needed this i felt like you know just a little a little sister here today
00:43:50i feel like i'm kind of a little excluded sometimes by some of the girls why do you feel that
00:43:57way bill
00:43:58i think coming out of the villa i was friends with everybody but i think wanting to be friends
00:44:04with everybody almost creates a division in in everybody else's minds
00:44:12for me i'm the type of person who i will always try to make everybody feel included if you guys
00:44:18haven't been able to tell you know i always want everybody there the more the merrier and i'm just
00:44:24never that thought for other people i have a hard time there and i honestly think that comes from some
00:44:31other deep-rooted issues that i've dealt with growing up and dealing with people just kind of dropping me
00:44:41as a friend i mean i've i come from a family of eight kids but it was it was pretty
00:44:50much just me and my
00:44:50brothers for a long time i've got three other sisters but they kind of live their own lives so
00:44:56really yeah and they kind of casted me aside a little bit so to me like in my eyes of
00:45:03course like
00:45:04i'm a great friend like why why doesn't anybody want to be friends you know anyways yeah it's just
00:45:12it's tough i guess you always got to invite with me yeah you can always kick it with us
00:45:17i appreciate that just being included by the guys does make me feel so much better i don't feel
00:45:25like i'm cast aside or cast away you know they let me in on their jokes this helped fill my
00:45:31cup today
00:45:31guys cheers to that bella and the boys i feel like do we need to get him a present lookie
00:45:42i don't know
00:45:43much about golf but i'm clearly not good at it what's up sexy lady hi hi guys i think that
00:45:51we
00:45:51should call iris okay because it's already getting pretty late yeah i think we need to set up and
00:45:58she's still not bad i miss her i only saw her for like five minutes literally not even i'm gonna
00:46:03call
00:46:03her hi princess oh you look so gorgeous you look so cute right now i had to pick up the
00:46:11other stuff
00:46:12the clothes and stuff but i have it right here okay okay i'm gonna come back and help them set
00:46:17up
00:46:17the vendors i need you guys to help to like let them in and like set up okay okay it's
00:46:22gonna be freaking
00:46:23amazing and i'm so excited last thing do not let tj see anything i'm gonna be like tj what the
00:46:30are you on about you're not that special hello all right guys so are we going to start setting up
00:46:42wait i am dead girl these balloons are bigger than me this is suffocating you need help wait
00:46:58do you guys think iris is almost here oh
00:47:09this is the party decorations wait he's 42
00:47:20can you feel it can you feel it first off a w man oh your girl's waiting at the floor
00:47:30her tj radar went off yeah you guys look like you gulfed up yeah come with me all right i'll
00:47:40see you guys
00:47:40feel me safe out there hey bro see you man oh shit what the fuck is going on right now
00:47:46you have to put
00:47:46this on are you dead ass yes these are noise canceling are we doing a kissing challenge right now
00:47:54can you see anything how many fingers am i holding up uh three okay lay down this way come here
00:48:02on the
00:48:02pillow like you're going to bed wait a second what is going on there's cameras everywhere iris what are
00:48:11you doing put this on yo no tj i'm not easily satisfied
00:48:16i ain't
00:48:26iris i swear to god what are you doing just leave it
00:48:31what are you doing right now
00:48:33you don't get nothing at all
00:48:43put this on yo no tj i'm not gonna lie this is weird as
00:48:48oh my god whenever i think about the 80s i just be thinking about that
00:48:56chuggy move that buggy move just like uh uh 80s um hair hairspray eyeshadow to be honest i had to
00:49:07borrow clothes and i basically look like i was in the 90s they wore lime green thongs like i'm wearing
00:49:13right now obviously as you can tell by the swagger i'm trying to mix whatever i got going on with
00:49:18the
00:49:1880s right now i just throw in a bucket hat now i'm lost as in this 80s party don't hate
00:49:24on the
00:49:24fucking way yeah oh i'm hating for sure he's a blonde baddie man
00:49:39this is some i genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video that's what it looks like
00:49:47what is going on right now can i take this off
00:49:54what the fuck what are you wearing
00:49:59i have an outfit for you too wait what is this for i'll show you this is yours so you
00:50:05need to change
00:50:05into this yeah i don't question it guys the second we make eye contact happy birthday one two three
00:50:26oh
00:50:28Oh, shit. Is this a birthday date?
00:50:29Yeah.
00:50:30Oh, shit.
00:50:31Children be aged.
00:50:35That's what they say when we're together.
00:50:38And watch how you play.
00:50:42They don't understand.
00:50:44So we're running just as fast as we can.
00:50:47Yo, wait. Limbo, limbo, limbo.
00:50:49Pulling off to one another's head last.
00:50:52Time to get away into the night.
00:50:55And then you put your arms around me.
00:50:58And like someone's super proud.
00:50:59And then you say, I think we're alone now.
00:51:02I know, I know, I know.
00:51:03It doesn't seem to be anyone around.
00:51:08We in the villa looking like colors.
00:51:11Not Michael Jackson, but we in the thriller.
00:51:13You already know this is for TJs.
00:51:16Hey.
00:51:17TJs, there's ain't no BJs.
00:51:18Hey.
00:51:19You are the soul trainer.
00:51:20You are the soul trainer.
00:51:21I think we're alone now.
00:51:23We're alone now.
00:51:24Don't seem to be anyone around.
00:51:28Yeah.
00:51:30Yeah.
00:51:31Iris did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday.
00:51:34Yo, thank you guys for coming.
00:51:36Appreciate it, y'all.
00:51:37I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good.
00:51:40I can see you in the next Kendall movie.
00:51:42Oh, yeah?
00:51:43Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:51:43Do I look like a gangster with this shit?
00:51:45For sure, bro.
00:51:46You do.
00:51:47This is like an action film.
00:51:48You're using a chain.
00:51:49Yeah.
00:51:50A chain like Charlie's.
00:51:51Oh, yeah.
00:51:51I need a big one.
00:51:52I would like to sit down.
00:51:53Let's go.
00:51:58Can you hold me?
00:51:59I can hold you.
00:52:14You snort.
00:52:19I didn't take the time to kiss Coco or go after it because there's a time and place for everything.
00:52:23And when you have that first kiss, you want to feel it like going into it.
00:52:28When you look into somebody's eyes, you're like, OK, I'm about to kiss her.
00:52:30Like, I didn't get that yet.
00:52:31Like, I can tell we almost there, but we're not there yet.
00:52:41Can I sit here with you guys?
00:52:42Of course.
00:52:42Yes, baby.
00:52:43We all are three girls that just need to be proposed to.
00:52:47Oh, that we are.
00:52:48So you know that thing where you are scared about marrying the wrong person?
00:52:53Mm-hmm.
00:52:53Like, you know, that's an actual phobia?
00:52:55Yeah.
00:52:55I feel like I had that phobia.
00:52:59Oh, steal that air guitar.
00:53:01But with TJ, I feel like he's actually, like, the guy that I've been looking for and been wanting.
00:53:10See, that's good because I don't have that fear because I think being an ex-wife is kind of, like,
00:53:14chic.
00:53:15Ex-wife is kind of fire.
00:53:16It's kind of chic.
00:53:17Yeah, that's my ex-husband.
00:53:18Fuck you, ex-husband.
00:53:26You know what?
00:53:27I actually like how rough that was.
00:53:29I know.
00:53:29It just feels authentic.
00:53:31Bella is such a sweetheart, but she's also, like, not a pushover.
00:53:34I like that about her.
00:53:36And I feel like we recently have, like, gotten a little closer.
00:53:40So I was one of the boys for the day.
00:53:41Period.
00:53:42Yeah.
00:53:43And I'm telling you, the energy, it wasn't, like, there was no feeling of exclusion in the air at all.
00:53:51Yeah.
00:53:52I'm like, where's all my friends?
00:53:54You look good as fuck.
00:53:56Good outfit choice.
00:53:57I wish there was more room than this.
00:54:00Hey.
00:54:01Hi, love.
00:54:02Can you join us?
00:54:03Can you join us?
00:54:04Yeah.
00:54:04What's going on with y'all?
00:54:06She's chatting it up.
00:54:07Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about not feeling as included in this whole
00:54:15group dynamic.
00:54:16Yeah.
00:54:17Oh, gosh.
00:54:17No.
00:54:18No, don't.
00:54:19No, she's not.
00:54:21Delilah Kendall.
00:54:23Oh, my.
00:54:25I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time.
00:54:30I'm feeling the same thing.
00:54:32I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:54:34I mean, they're having a group conversation right now, and none of them are asking where we are or for
00:54:39us to join.
00:54:41Will you marry?
00:54:42Yes.
00:54:42I knew it.
00:54:48Keep my wife's name out your goddamn mouth.
00:54:53Yeah, I hope you saw that.
00:54:55The motion of the ocean, baby.
00:55:04I'm not trying to like start something that's not there, but it's hard to see them laughing and like they're
00:55:10literally like laughing and having a really good time and like I wish we could all share that together.
00:55:14It's difficult because, you know, every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you closest with?
00:55:19Who am I?
00:55:20I am.
00:55:21I am.
00:55:22I am.
00:55:22And if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they would ever mention my name at all.
00:55:41Every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you closest with?
00:55:45You know, Amaya, Hannah, Iris.
00:55:48And if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they would ever mention my name at all.
00:55:55Right.
00:55:55For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:55:57Right.
00:55:58When we left the villa, I thought we had a really good friendship.
00:56:01Yeah.
00:56:01Then, you know, Hannah, her and Iris got really close.
00:56:04They would go and hang out.
00:56:06We're all in L.A.
00:56:07And I would never get a call to go and hang out with them.
00:56:09It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:56:11And I always try to include them.
00:56:12And it just hasn't been reciprocated.
00:56:15Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa.
00:56:19I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off.
00:56:23But it does make me really sad.
00:56:26And I feel like there's been just a stop to it.
00:56:29Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people.
00:56:34Like, I wonder if she's even noticed.
00:56:36I thought that this trip would kind of, like, feel like summer camp.
00:56:40I had high hopes, like, bring us all back together.
00:56:42And it's hard to see.
00:56:44The fact that we're CASA girls, I don't think that we share the same relationship.
00:56:51Like, we all want to be cool girls.
00:56:54We are cool girls.
00:56:55So, to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler, it doesn't feel good.
00:57:02I just think, like, they've got each other and they're good and they don't, they're not looking to, like, build
00:57:07more friendships.
00:57:09But it's hard because, like, we already had that, like, those friendships.
00:57:12Right, they already insisted.
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:15Especially with you.
00:57:16Yeah.
00:57:16And the vibe I get from them is, like, you can't sit with us.
00:57:19Yes.
00:57:20Yes, that's how it feels.
00:57:21Exactly.
00:57:22Oh, I had a really deep talk with Charlie.
00:57:24Just about everything he's been going through and, you know, trying to get a visa and his grandparents and the
00:57:29journey he's been on.
00:57:30I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that.
00:57:33So, I just give him grace.
00:57:35You know what I'm saying?
00:57:35Wait, he, he, his grandparents?
00:57:37He lost two of his, he lost, um, two of his grandparents within six months.
00:57:41No way.
00:57:42Yeah.
00:57:43I'll give Charlie grace because I understand it can be difficult, especially when everything's chaotic and a mess.
00:57:49But we all go through things.
00:57:52I just don't think it's an excuse to be, like, a shit person.
00:57:58Happy birthday to you.
00:58:01Happy birthday to you.
00:58:06Iris killed it tonight, but it means a lot when everyone can come together and we can celebrate something.
00:58:11Like, just being in this house alone with everyone, you know, brings some good times and memories back.
00:58:17I'm just grateful that we can all be together and celebrate.
00:58:20It means a lot.
00:58:22So cute.
00:58:22Silly face.
00:58:27That is funny now.
00:58:28Come on, come on. Let's go.
00:58:30All right. Bye, girl.
00:58:32Good night, bro.
00:58:32See you later.
00:58:34I'm gonna get cheese.
00:58:36Yeah.
00:58:39Good night, love.
00:58:43Put your love on me.
00:58:45Watch me, baby.
00:58:47Watch me.
00:58:49Watch me, baby.
00:58:50Put your love on me.
00:58:53Watch me, baby.
00:58:56Watch me.
00:58:57Watch me, baby.
00:58:59Watch me.
00:59:00Put your love on me.
00:59:00Put your love on me.
00:59:01Watch me, baby.
00:59:04Watch me.
00:59:05Watch me, baby.
00:59:06Watch me, baby.
00:59:07Put your love on me.
00:59:14Watch me, baby.
00:59:16Put your love on me.
00:59:18I'm sad, I'll be leaving you today.
00:59:20It's our last stay here.
00:59:22Ass out, son's out.
00:59:26Let's do it.
00:59:28I just want to get that drive home, did we?
00:59:32Might be traffic.
00:59:36Hello.
00:59:37Hey babe.
00:59:38Hi sugar.
00:59:39What are you doing?
00:59:40Chilling in the floaty.
00:59:43I wanted to give you an update.
00:59:45Hey, you been a busy girl?
00:59:46Busy woman
00:59:47So at dinner I told Charlie
00:59:50Like not to go on podcast talking about me anymore
00:59:52And I felt like maybe
00:59:54There was like some resolve
00:59:55At least like you know obviously
00:59:57We're not gonna be like best buds but like
01:00:00Cordial you know
01:00:01Especially if I'm gonna have to be in situations where he's around
01:00:04I don't hold grudges
01:00:05Once it's like done and it's spoken about
01:00:08There's no reason for me to like
01:00:10Loiter on it and like try to be
01:00:12Like make myself more upset
01:00:14I think that does not help my anxiety
01:00:16The past is in the past let it go
01:00:18I don't have to see you ever again in my life
01:00:20If I don't want to and that's all
01:00:23I will say by the end of the night
01:00:24I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs
01:00:27It's less awkward
01:00:29Will you marry him?
01:00:31I knew it
01:00:33Yeah I hope you saw that
01:00:34The motion of the ocean baby
01:00:37But like
01:00:38Also I don't need to be friends with him
01:00:40I don't really care but
01:00:42Like I don't want to feel like awkward
01:00:44Every time he's around you know
01:00:46Yeah so you don't need to be his friend
01:00:48But you don't need to be his enemy either
01:00:49Yeah
01:00:53Today is the last day
01:00:55We're all together
01:00:55Wait that's so sad
01:00:56I know
01:01:02Y'all ready to go?
01:01:03It's like herding turtles
01:01:04Come on
01:01:12I want to have a baby
01:01:14You want to have a baby?
01:01:16Yeah
01:01:16I just want to hold one
01:01:18I am going to
01:01:20I'm manifesting
01:01:24Right people I'm about
01:01:25The difficult conversations
01:01:27They've got to be had
01:01:28If you can communicate
01:01:30The uncomfortable stuff
01:01:32Then you're obviously making progress
01:01:34You're breaking through
01:01:35No bad blood
01:01:36I'll see you tomorrow
01:01:39Yeah
01:01:40I'll see you tomorrow
01:01:41Thank you for being here
01:01:43Drive safe back
01:01:44No worries, no worries
01:01:45It was really, really nice
01:01:47And you will see you soon
01:01:48Okay
01:01:50Bye Charlie
01:01:51Take care
01:01:51Good night
01:01:52Thank you
01:01:52It brings me so much joy
01:01:56Not to see them on good terms
01:01:58But just be like
01:01:58Yo, like
01:01:59A lot of shit happened
01:02:00Like it's good
01:02:01There's still like
01:02:02Respect for each other
01:02:03Because of like
01:02:04What we went through together
01:02:04So they hug
01:02:06And he leaves
01:02:06I'm just like
01:02:07You know what I'm saying
01:02:07I felt a little proud
01:02:08I helped out a little bit
01:02:09Have fun
01:02:10Be safe
01:02:11I feel that me and Charlie
01:02:13Can be civil
01:02:14I don't want to like
01:02:15Be his best friend
01:02:16But being in a room together
01:02:17It's not
01:02:18It doesn't have to be weird
01:02:19That's it
01:02:20London man is out
01:02:22You know
01:02:22It was rough
01:02:23Before it got smooth
01:02:24But seeing Hannah and Charlie
01:02:27Hug goodbye on the last day
01:02:29Is exactly what this is about
01:02:31Charlie has left the villa
01:02:33Keep the faith
01:02:42Next time on
01:02:44Love Island Beyond the Villa
01:02:46I thought
01:02:46Why not bring a white Christmas
01:02:48To LA
01:02:54I just want to know
01:02:55Why the fuck
01:02:56You're lying on my name bro
01:02:57Somebody told me
01:02:58That you hooked up
01:02:59With a couple of people
01:03:00At a party
01:03:00I'm going to walk away
01:03:02This is too much
01:03:03I just don't want to do this anymore
01:03:06How you like in LA?
01:03:08I like it a lot
01:03:09I definitely feel me
01:03:10In compromising
01:03:11You know
01:03:12Me wanting to be country
01:03:13Her wanting to be city
01:03:14I'm really close with Austin
01:03:15I don't know
01:03:16What's going on
01:03:18With us right now
01:03:19Wait
01:03:20Has you not been talking
01:03:21To Rave since July?
01:03:23I've kind of been
01:03:24A little bit of a hoe
01:03:25I've said that multiple times
01:03:30Why are you making it so hard?
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