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00:00:18you want to know what it was like for me growing up in Gilead I'm ashamed to say
00:00:24that I believed in Gilead once I guess it's easier to accept a story even a
00:00:30childish one rather than believe that the people around you are monsters
00:00:41in this story I'm telling I'm not really sure what year it was sorry it's hard to
00:00:48remember actual dates because girls were forbidden to have calendars just reading
00:00:53one could cost you a finger you learn to mark time in other ways I know I still
00:01:08had my dollhouse it looked just like our real house it had my bedroom and the
00:01:15dining room a wife's parlor even an attic where the Martha slept
00:01:33I was a plum I didn't have my period yet in my world then I made all the
00:01:41difference it was all we wanted and it also terrified us
00:02:06I know what to do now that I've got a man like you
00:02:23the commander doll was always doing very important work just like my father
00:02:28keeping us safe from heretics and mayday terrorists
00:02:46the Martha dolls were always busy but at night they would let the little girl doll sit in the kitchen
00:02:51with them
00:02:52they would make her cinnamon toast and they would all talk
00:03:03there is a wife doll in blue of course
00:03:07that would be Paula who was my new stepmother then
00:03:11blessed morning Agnes dear
00:03:13Rosa how's your leg please tell me it's better
00:03:15yes ma'am it's kind of you to ask praise be his mercy
00:03:22the high dusting is catching up with us I'm afraid
00:03:25yes ma'am I'll do that after the commander's meeting
00:03:32thank you Zilla
00:03:34Zilla was new her tongue was removed as punishment before she was posted with us
00:03:40probably for blasphemy that was a big one for some wives
00:03:44well she's certainly an improvement that last one we had was a chatty Cathy
00:03:49sometimes when I was playing with the dollhouse
00:03:52I would lock the Paula doll in the attic
00:03:55which was not nice
00:03:56the Paula doll would pound on the door and scream
00:03:59but the little girl doll would pay no attention
00:04:02and sometimes she would laugh
00:04:03is that the new skirt
00:04:07up then
00:04:11well don't you look pretty as a picture
00:04:15thank you
00:04:17mother
00:04:20I was worried to make you look gawky
00:04:22but no
00:04:29praise be his mercy
00:04:31for not making me look too gawky
00:04:35I'm an irritant to Paula
00:04:39she wants me married and gone
00:04:42I was born in the sinful before world
00:04:45please keep the counter
00:04:46we don't want to get guns again
00:04:48yes ma'am
00:04:53don't slouch dear
00:04:55slouching girls get a fat husband
00:05:12what's the morning is that
00:05:17under his eye speedy
00:05:18bye rosa
00:05:35once when we were pinks
00:05:37I smiled at a boy on the playground
00:05:38the ounce taped my mouth shut
00:05:40and made me stand in the dining hall for two days
00:05:43holding the sign for a slut
00:05:44I was for smiling
00:05:46I wonder what would happen if I kissed one
00:06:03I was born in the in the middle this week
00:06:03I know what about it
00:06:07I was like
00:06:07I was moved from the middle of the window
00:06:08to the middle of the window
00:06:08I don't know if I'm not at the end of the morning
00:06:11to the middle of the window
00:06:11but then I know where to make me go
00:06:11and I did not hear what I was going to do
00:06:11but I can't hear what I was going to do
00:06:24When we became plums, we started going on the field trips.
00:06:28They were fun.
00:06:30Some parts more than others.
00:06:42I got you!
00:07:06Come on, girls.
00:07:08Come on, girls.
00:07:09We're going to have to sleep and tell you of my dreaming.
00:07:16Dreaming is free.
00:07:17Quiet, quiet, quiet.
00:07:18Dreaming.
00:07:21Dreaming is free.
00:07:23I don't want you to live on charity.
00:07:30Pleasure's free, or is it fantasy?
00:07:39Gross.
00:07:40Hold it enough.
00:07:42God's justice is beautiful.
00:07:44I'm sorry, Aunt Vidala.
00:07:47Friends.
00:07:48These men.
00:07:50Do you know what crime they committed?
00:07:54Yes, Shinamite.
00:07:56Rape.
00:07:56Aunt Vidala, that's what the red X is for.
00:07:59It's for rape.
00:08:00Praise be.
00:08:01Friends, these men.
00:08:03These horrible men.
00:08:06These...
00:08:07Rapists.
00:08:08You say rapists.
00:08:10Rapists, yes.
00:08:12Thank you, Shinamite.
00:08:14I'm not a raper.
00:08:15I didn't know that.
00:08:16Friends, it's a ghastly story.
00:08:19These men stole a young girl, much like yourselves.
00:08:23This young girl was a kind who liked being the center of attention.
00:08:26A spirited girl.
00:08:28That kind of girl often earns a violent end for herself.
00:08:32Praise be his judgment.
00:08:34Praise be his judgment.
00:08:35These men saw this girl.
00:08:37They were overcome by their urges.
00:08:40They came in the night and took her from her own bed.
00:08:45What about her guardians?
00:08:47Some of them were her guardians.
00:08:49The urges of men are terrible things.
00:08:52Those urges must be curbed.
00:08:54That is the burden that God has personally laid upon each of you.
00:08:58Just by existing, we were mortally dangerous to otherwise perfectly good men.
00:09:03They were helpless to resist us.
00:09:06Even us.
00:09:08The daughters of commanders.
00:09:10The most godly of girls.
00:09:31I was a precious flower.
00:09:34Then why did I sometimes feel like a prized pig?
00:09:37I was like...
00:09:38I'm sorry.
00:09:38I'm sorry.
00:09:39I'm sorry.
00:09:53I'm sorry.
00:10:05I'm sorry.
00:10:05I'm sorry.
00:10:06I'm sorry.
00:10:08I'm sorry.
00:10:09At the Aunt Lydia school, pink dresses were for little girls.
00:10:12Plum dresses were for older girls like us.
00:10:15Predestined to marry high Gilead commanders once we became eligible, which only happened
00:10:20if God blessed us with a period.
00:10:22Then we became greens.
00:10:24And got pins.
00:10:28Unless it be the fruit.
00:10:30You're insane.
00:10:31The skirt looks fine.
00:10:32May the Lord open.
00:10:33Don't bother.
00:10:34Even God knows Paula has no taste.
00:10:36Come along friends.
00:10:40Becca was the first person I met when we moved here from Colorado.
00:10:43She was my best friend.
00:10:45Except we weren't allowed to have best friends.
00:10:47The aunt said that best friends led to keeping secrets.
00:10:49And secrets led to disobedience.
00:10:51And disobedient girls became women who were immoral.
00:10:54Obviously.
00:10:55We've been sent good weather.
00:10:57This blessing.
00:10:58You have your dress today?
00:11:00Keep moving girls.
00:11:01Let's go.
00:11:02After lunch.
00:11:03Becca was already green.
00:11:04She was getting ready to be matched.
00:11:06She was moving on without me.
00:11:08But we didn't talk about that.
00:11:10This will be our third seamstress.
00:11:12My mother thinks if she gets the bodice just right, everyone will forget my dad's a dentist.
00:11:17Maybe she dresses you too.
00:11:19Blessed day.
00:11:20Blessed day.
00:11:21We've been sent good weather.
00:11:22That I received with joy.
00:11:23Very, very cute hair.
00:11:25Yeah.
00:11:26I definitely agree.
00:11:27Thanks.
00:11:27You, Martha.
00:11:28Blessed be yours too.
00:11:29Seriously.
00:11:29My Martha's socks.
00:11:30I look like I have a bad head.
00:11:32Shunammite.
00:11:32Chitter-chatter, chitter-chatter.
00:11:34Flap your tongue around and you're likely to lose it.
00:11:37Yes.
00:11:37Have a graceful day.
00:11:39Girls.
00:11:40More haste.
00:11:41Blessed be.
00:11:44Aunt Lydia was a legend.
00:11:47She had been worshipped, then vilified.
00:11:49Thank you, Olivia.
00:11:50Then worshipped again.
00:11:52Blessed day, Olivia.
00:11:53In the four years since the war of Massachusetts, the purges had happened.
00:11:57As always, those remaining were able to shape history as they liked.
00:12:01Some people were hung.
00:12:03Some people were hung.
00:12:04And some had schools named after them.
00:12:05Some people were hung.
00:12:09At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived, and enslaved by all kinds of passions
00:12:15and envy.
00:12:16We lived in malice and envy being hated and hating one another.
00:12:20But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us.
00:12:26Not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy.
00:12:32White was for the Pearl Girls.
00:12:34They were new arrivals from outside of Gilead, converts to a godly struggle.
00:12:41Aunt Lydia and her missionaries gathered them from all over the world.
00:12:44They were mostly runaways.
00:12:46Of course they had to be young, and possibly fertile.
00:12:51Weirdos.
00:12:58The aunts said the Pearl Girls came eager for a new start.
00:13:01They were even more eager to prove their godliness by telling on you to the aunts.
00:13:06We all knew someone who had been ratted out by a Pearl Girl.
00:13:10The passion of the converted.
00:13:13What a pain in the ass.
00:13:36Nice work, Constance.
00:13:51Pretty daisies, Hilda.
00:13:53Really?
00:13:55Thank you, Aunt Estée.
00:13:56They're actually black-eyed Susan.
00:13:57Should you be thanking me?
00:14:00No.
00:14:01No.
00:14:01Thank him.
00:14:03And Estée.
00:14:03Making me able, and for the flowers he made of the thread.
00:14:09Pray forgive me.
00:14:10You are forgiven.
00:14:12Just be mindful around Alphidala.
00:14:17Aunt Gabbana!
00:14:18Blessed morning!
00:14:25Agnes, Aunt Lydia would like to speak with you.
00:14:33Come along.
00:14:35Agnes, get up, please.
00:14:37I'm sure it's good news.
00:14:39Back to work.
00:14:40What?
00:14:47We will.
00:15:09Wait, what are they?
00:15:12By tradition, only dead people are allowed to have statues.
00:15:16I have been given one while still alive.
00:15:21Praise be your works, Aunt Lydia.
00:15:23I have been prematurely petrified.
00:15:31Agnes Mackenzie, how the time goes by.
00:15:36I have been watching you for quite a while now.
00:15:40Why, Aunt Lydia?
00:15:42Soon to be eligible.
00:15:44May God make me truly worthy.
00:15:46You will be rewarded.
00:15:48If you are free of sin, of course.
00:15:51Do you know why this statue was erected?
00:15:56So you can always be watching over us.
00:15:58Yes.
00:15:59We inspire the world with our good works, Agnes.
00:16:02Do you agree?
00:16:04Yes, Aunt Lydia.
00:16:05Excellent.
00:16:06I have good work that needs doing.
00:16:08I mean, helping a new friend feel welcome.
00:16:17Agnes, this is Daisy.
00:16:19One of my precious, precious pearls recently arrived.
00:16:23Daisy may be joining your class.
00:16:27She's going to be a plum?
00:16:29Perhaps.
00:16:30I'd like you to show her around.
00:16:32Make her feel comfortable.
00:16:34Be her shepherdess.
00:16:36It's an honor for you, Agnes.
00:16:38Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
00:16:40Daisy, be a good girl and stay with Agnes.
00:16:43Lambs, don't stray.
00:16:45Yes, Aunt Lydia.
00:16:47Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
00:16:50Wonderful.
00:16:51Go in grace.
00:17:02Blessed fruit.
00:17:04May the Lord open.
00:17:14Painting and sketching.
00:17:21music classroom
00:17:29comportments this way domestic management is upstairs with aunt l'oreal hospitality
00:17:33decorating culinary arts fiber arts like embroidery lace making you can make a tablecloth
00:17:42if you dare and scripture class price be his word
00:17:49weirdo
00:17:51aunt lydia didn't tell me much about you
00:17:55did she tell you anything about me
00:17:58nothing
00:17:59miss agnes
00:18:10did she ask you to watch me
00:18:14of course
00:18:15miss agnes
00:18:18to learn how to behave properly
00:18:22discipline and corrections are in the on swing
00:18:25you only go there when you earn it
00:18:31and lunch
00:18:32blessed be his bounty
00:19:03this is the dining room
00:19:03firmly to your martha
00:19:05do you understand me girls
00:19:10friends let us give thanks to him
00:19:16and
00:19:18god is great god is good thank you god for our food
00:19:22by his blessings we are fed give us lord our daily bread amen
00:19:29girls
00:19:30you may socialize
00:19:46what is all this then
00:19:49this is daisy
00:19:51this is daisy
00:19:51aunt lydia asked me to make her feel welcome
00:19:53hey
00:19:56it's a blessing to meet you all
00:19:59get out
00:20:09we're enjoying very fine weather
00:20:11we're enjoying very fine weather
00:20:12by god's blessing
00:20:16it's a high pressure system i think
00:20:28that's a beautiful name
00:20:31it is
00:20:34i imagine canada is very different from gilead
00:20:38toronto has been forsaken by god
00:20:40and defiled by satan
00:20:42it is suffocating in sin
00:20:48so do you miss it
00:20:52i pray it will be swallowed whole by the earth
00:21:00may he hear your prayer
00:21:08daisy
00:21:10do you like soft serve ice cream
00:21:14food is one of his miracles
00:21:15they have it here
00:21:17strawberry and vanilla
00:21:18hold i will take you
00:21:20yeah i can make you a swirl cone
00:21:22i'm sort of an expert
00:21:24aunt lydia urged me to stay with miss agna
00:21:27ice cream is definitely one of his miracles
00:21:30and you wouldn't want to insult god
00:21:35you should get some
00:21:37come on
00:21:53they stuck you with the pearl girl
00:21:55what did you do wrong
00:21:56she didn't do anything
00:21:58this is unprecedented
00:22:00so what did lydia say
00:22:02she said she's new here
00:22:04i'm just supposed to be a shepherdess
00:22:06i don't like her
00:22:07she didn't seem very nice
00:22:07well you can't trust her
00:22:08she'll tell aunt lydia everything
00:22:10she's a pearl girl
00:22:13becca
00:22:13your mark is here to collect you
00:22:16yes honest day
00:22:21my fitting
00:22:22pray for me
00:22:23i wish i was green this season
00:22:26i wish we all were
00:22:27together
00:22:29it's starting to move
00:22:31very very fast
00:22:33it's a dress
00:22:34not a husband
00:22:37not yet
00:22:37well i can't wait to have a husband
00:22:39becca
00:22:40pray come along
00:22:40shake a leg
00:22:43go in grace
00:22:45in grace i go
00:23:04you should tell aunt her
00:23:05you're pearl girl
00:23:07for what
00:23:08just say that she gossips
00:23:09or has a foul tongue
00:23:11sure
00:23:11or that she ran off
00:23:12to go get ice cream
00:23:13that could be possible
00:23:14she'd be punished
00:23:15you're an awful person
00:23:17stop
00:23:18i didn't say to make her
00:23:19a gender traitor or anything
00:23:21just something small
00:23:24agnes
00:23:26i know that you are very very nice
00:23:28but it's time to plumb up
00:23:29and get her
00:23:30before she gets you
00:23:50cinnamon toast
00:23:51praise be his bounty
00:23:58is it awful
00:24:00god never sends us more than we can bear
00:24:03sometimes we just get close though
00:24:08becca had her final fitting
00:24:10she must be happy to be getting a new dress
00:24:14i'm sure she looks perfect
00:24:16she's a beautiful girl
00:24:19she could get an offer
00:24:20from a commander
00:24:21at the dance
00:24:23her dad could
00:24:26she could marry one who lives in wyoming
00:24:29or anywhere
00:24:31not maryland
00:24:33she won't move far
00:24:34if she marries a high commander
00:24:36they need to live near the capital
00:24:38she could marry one who
00:24:41doesn't let his wife have any friends
00:24:44try not to think about it
00:24:47so how did you meet your husband
00:24:51before i mean
00:24:56we met in a bookstore
00:25:00almost everyone we knew then
00:25:01was meeting online on tinder
00:25:03bumble
00:25:05we met in the cookbook section
00:25:08what's tinder?
00:25:11it's not something you're ever going to need to know pumpkin
00:25:15last evening ma'am
00:25:20the commander will be home thursday
00:25:22has some things for the marthas to do
00:25:25you said your leg was better
00:25:27it is ma'am
00:25:30good
00:25:32head up to the third floor
00:25:33we'll start there
00:25:37yes ma'am
00:25:46i grew up riding
00:25:49when a horse would come up late
00:25:50my father would shoot it
00:25:54it was hard
00:25:57but it was the merciful thing to do
00:26:00haven't i told you that story?
00:26:03no mother
00:26:08i learned that
00:26:10sometimes you have to be hard
00:26:13sometimes you have to cut off
00:26:14weak branches
00:26:15and bothersome ones
00:26:18you'll understand when you're running your own household
00:26:21it was sleeping
00:26:24no
00:26:25no
00:26:28no
00:26:29no
00:26:29no
00:26:29no
00:26:30no
00:26:31no
00:26:43no
00:26:44no
00:27:19Assembly time, my plums. Two lines. Two lines. Posture, Agnes. I'm sorry, Ophidala.
00:27:32Plums, please assemble in the dining hall.
00:27:35Hurry along. Thanks to your classes. Ciao, ciao.
00:28:01I'm sorry, Ophidala.
00:28:26It was a day. How was it? May the lard open. Fine. Shut up. It was fine. I feel like
00:28:37Puffy's leave.
00:28:44Blessed day, graceful friends. We need your energy because we have some difficult work to do today for him.
00:28:59Are you ready?
00:29:00Yes, Ophidala.
00:29:01Yes, Ophidala.
00:29:11Oh, someone's in trouble.
00:29:14Good. He's the gross one.
00:29:16This man is a sinner. Hidden amongst us. He was found touching himself, abusing himself, on school grounds.
00:29:26Gilead trusted him to protect you, God's most precious girls.
00:29:32Instead, he chose wickedness.
00:29:35We do not play with the power of creation.
00:29:39What are they going to do to him?
00:29:41Quiet. He deserves our judgment. Do not relish in it.
00:29:45You are not blameless, girls. Shame upon any of you that tempt a man.
00:29:53Now, this is your decision.
00:29:55You will have to make many difficult decisions when you are wives.
00:30:00So what do you say, girls?
00:30:03Should this man go unpunished?
00:30:08Or should he pay?
00:30:34I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:30:54Oh my God.
00:31:03Oh my God.
00:31:06Justice. Justice. Justice. Justice.
00:31:08Oh my god.
00:31:10Frank, are you okay?
00:31:12I'm fine.
00:31:15Please be your concern.
00:31:24Daisy?
00:31:38Daisy?
00:31:42Fuck. What the fuck was that?
00:31:45They broke the rules.
00:31:46They cut it off. I saw his arm.
00:31:49Jesus Christ, he was fucking wide awake.
00:31:51For fuck's sake.
00:31:52Jesus, what the fuck?
00:31:58I'm sorry.
00:32:00Agnes.
00:32:02Agnes. Don't...
00:32:03Don't tell.
00:32:05Oh, sweetie.
00:32:08Agnes, help Daisy get cleaned up.
00:32:26How do you feel?
00:32:32They told us about it some of these.
00:32:37I didn't think it'd be like that.
00:32:40Like what?
00:32:50Thank you for taking care of me.
00:32:56When Aunt Lydia gives you an assignment, you do it.
00:33:01Miss Agnes, I am so sorry.
00:33:03I committed blasphemy.
00:33:06You were unwell.
00:33:08I took his name in vain.
00:33:10Agnes, there's no excuse.
00:33:14I know I must confess.
00:33:17I know I must confess.
00:33:20Aunt Lydia is in charge of punishing pro girls.
00:33:25Okay.
00:33:28Praise be her discipline.
00:33:31I need to learn.
00:33:38Do you think she'll cut out my tongue?
00:33:43There are stories.
00:33:45I know.
00:33:46Not for this.
00:33:48Probably not.
00:33:51Okay.
00:33:54If it's God's will.
00:33:55If it's God's will.
00:33:57If it's God's will.
00:33:59If it's God's will.
00:34:00I can't. Agnes, I can't.
00:34:02It's okay.
00:34:03You don't have to.
00:34:06You don't have to.
00:34:08It was just us.
00:34:25God sees our sins.
00:34:33We'll pray together.
00:34:35We'll show contrition.
00:34:39God is merciful.
00:34:42The Aunt's not so much sometimes.
00:34:47Are you sure?
00:34:51Our secret.
00:35:00Shunemite said Daisy was dangerous.
00:35:03She was right of course.
00:35:06She said you should never ever trust a pro girl.
00:35:09But that was exactly what I did.
00:35:21Blessed night my girls.
00:35:25May God protect you.
00:35:51Is.
00:35:52I was a priest.
00:36:11I was a priest.
00:36:30This is Radio Free Boston.
00:36:32If you're hoping for some tunes, you're in the right place.
00:36:35For our May Day heroes behind the lines, tonight's messages are on channel 99.2.
00:36:40And remember folks, don't let the bastards cry at me.
00:36:45Red Dog, Green House, White Barn, you have packages waiting.
00:36:49If you're in the Paperclip Club, sit tight.
00:36:52That's it for tonight.
00:37:24Oh, my life is changing every day.
00:37:31Every person's way.
00:37:37Oh, my life is changing every day.
00:37:40Oh, my dreams was never quite as it seems.
00:37:46Never quite as it seems.
00:37:51I know I felt like this before.
00:37:55But now I've been in it even more.
00:38:00Because it came from me.
00:38:06And then I open up and see
00:38:10The person falling here is me.
00:38:14A different way to be.
00:38:39It was still cold, but I remember the nights were getting shorter.
00:38:44The shorebirds were back.
00:38:46You could hear them really high up.
00:38:48A sure sign of spring.
00:38:51I didn't know who my mom was yet.
00:38:54My real mom.
00:38:57That would come soon.
00:38:59I had no idea how much that would change things.
00:39:04Without calendars, you learn to mark time in other ways.
00:39:07It was when I became eligible.
00:39:10And when I met Daisy.
00:39:13It was when it all started.
00:39:16The aunts told us lots of girls never blossom
00:39:18because they're disobedient and prideful.
00:39:21And those girls are worthless to God.
00:39:24Getting your period was like a stamp of approval from God himself.
00:39:28I was one of the chosen ones.
00:39:31Me.
00:39:34Why me?
00:39:36There was a chance I'd be able to conceive.
00:39:39I was supposed to be ecstatic.
00:39:40And I was.
00:39:43But I was also scared to death.
00:39:46It's hard to tell one from the other sometimes.
00:39:58Agora let's go.
00:40:04Blessed morning?
00:40:09Rosa?
00:40:13Rosa!
00:40:20Rosa?
00:40:20Rosa?
00:40:25What on earth are you doing skulking around?
00:40:29Blessed morning, Mother.
00:40:32Going out for a morning ride?
00:40:35It's too early for your manipulative nonsense. What are you doing?
00:40:45Mother, as he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day.
00:40:50As he answered the prayers of Sarah, Rachel, and Rebecca, he has saved me from barrenness.
00:40:56By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
00:41:04Blessed be his miracle.
00:41:08Wait for me in the parlor.
00:41:15When Becca got her period, her mom was so happy she started laughing and crying at the same time.
00:41:21I doubt Paula has ever cried. Or laughed.
00:41:24We're not telling fibs now, are we? You know the aunts will do their inspection.
00:41:30No, I wouldn't.
00:41:36Welcome to the sacred calling of womanhood.
00:41:40There's a lot of tedious bother to the whole enterprise.
00:41:45These are called wings. They go beneath your underpants and snap shut.
00:41:49Like this, yes?
00:41:51Change the pads every few hours. Cleanliness is godliness, especially so on these days.
00:41:55You should never smell it on yourself. Understood?
00:41:58Yes, ma'am.
00:42:04I was scared my first time, too.
00:42:07Thank you for your help.
00:42:11It's a woman's duty to pass on this kind of wisdom.
00:42:16Of course, no one bothered to do it for me.
00:42:28Tabitha made this for you before she passed.
00:42:34It's a cover for your pad.
00:42:48See if you can see the reload through a little wrong.
00:42:51See the translation?
00:42:52Yeah.
00:42:53More tales. You're right.
00:42:55As I was walking along the forest, I came upon an enchanted castle.
00:43:01I saw inside there were all these little girls locked up.
00:43:06Sweet, godly girls.
00:43:08They were all under the spell of wicked witches.
00:43:12Luckily, I had a magic ring.
00:43:15But the ring only had the power to save one little girl.
00:43:19So I looked at all of them very carefully.
00:43:22And out of the whole bunch, I chose you.
00:43:25Is that how I'll get a baby?
00:43:30You won't need to, sweetheart.
00:43:33You are going to have a baby grow inside your tummy.
00:43:46Blessed morning.
00:43:49Agnes has blossomed.
00:43:52Praise be his mercy.
00:43:54How do you feel?
00:43:57A little sick to my stomach.
00:44:00It's a blessing to feel your body's miracle.
00:44:05Agnes will have some appointments now that she's eligible.
00:44:08Yes, ma'am.
00:44:08There's the new doctor, of course.
00:44:11And the proper tailor.
00:44:12And I'll enlist Dr. Grove for the teeth whitening.
00:44:15We need to make her as appealing as possible.
00:44:17Yes, ma'am.
00:44:18Congrats, Agnes.
00:44:26I prayed so hard.
00:44:29How about some coffee?
00:44:31Isn't that what women drink?
00:44:33Yes, please.
00:44:37Completely obvious.
00:44:39I'm walking weird.
00:44:41You're perfect.
00:44:45You're filled with his divine light.
00:44:48And then a husband.
00:44:53Yes.
00:44:54We pray a kind one.
00:45:00Mmm.
00:45:02A real young woman.
00:45:04Your mother would be so proud of you.
00:45:08Rosa took care of Tabitha when she was dying.
00:45:13She sat next to her bed and fed her ice cubes.
00:45:20I heard they're redistricting.
00:45:21Enjoy your special day.
00:45:23Under his eye, sweetie pie.
00:45:25Under his eye, Rosa.
00:45:29Would people notice the difference?
00:45:32That I was a woman now?
00:45:35Was it something you could sense?
00:45:37Like a wild animal in the grass?
00:45:40Or smell like the air before a storm?
00:45:44What's the day?
00:45:46Like a guardian walking past you in the summer heat.
00:46:06Like a man?
00:46:07Like a man?
00:46:08And my her?
00:46:09He set my feet on a rock and gave me a furnace to stand.
00:46:13Amen.
00:46:26Blessed day, Miss Agnes.
00:46:27Blessed day. Have you seen Becca?
00:46:29No, I'm sorry. I was praying while I waited for you.
00:46:32You don't have to do that. Just go inside like a normal person.
00:46:34Where are you going?
00:46:35Curiosity got Eve kicked out of the garden.
00:46:38But Aunt Lydia said I should stay with you.
00:46:41You can't come.
00:46:44Is this about yesterday?
00:46:48It's not done.
00:46:54Aunt Gabana?
00:46:55It's not done.
00:49:02Agnes Mackenzie, what a day this is.
00:49:07Aunt Vidala, as he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day.
00:49:11As he answered the prayers of Sarah and Rachel and Rebecca, he has saved me from barrenness.
00:49:17By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
00:49:21Praise be his mercy.
00:49:29Your blessing is a blessing upon us all.
00:49:39One of your own has been touched by his divine hand, girls.
00:49:43Praise be.
00:49:44Praise be.
00:49:45Praise be.
00:49:54Oh my gosh, you're so lucky.
00:50:01Take my meatloaf.
00:50:02You need iron and folic acid and bioflavonoids.
00:50:05I'm stuffed all that.
00:50:09Is your menstrual powder soaked?
00:50:13No.
00:50:14Not yet.
00:50:16Cool.
00:50:16Cool.
00:50:17You're so blessed.
00:50:20While green means more work and dancing in public and Agnes hates dancing in front of
00:50:25people, that could be a nightmare.
00:50:26Shut up, Sue.
00:50:28I'll crawl into your tights.
00:50:31I'm sure you'll be next.
00:50:34My breasts have been feeling pretty sore.
00:50:37They look bigger, don't they?
00:50:39My father always said I was blessed in that department.
00:50:44Bec, I can't ask Paul if I can come to your house today.
00:50:48I can say it's for green stuff.
00:50:50Up, girls.
00:50:51I have another fitting.
00:50:53Up, up, quick. Shake your tail feathers.
00:50:56We need you in corrections.
00:50:59Come. Pearl girl needs your guidance.
00:51:01On your special day.
00:51:03What a drag.
00:51:06Corrections were done in a separate part of the school.
00:51:09The aunt's wing.
00:51:11This room reeked of the aunt's.
00:51:13What did she do?
00:51:14I don't know.
00:51:15It smelled like boiled wool and sweat.
00:51:18It smelled of certainty.
00:51:19If certainty had a smell.
00:51:22This young woman made a confession this morning.
00:51:26She has admitted to using the Lord's name in vain.
00:51:32Agnes.
00:51:35Aunt Lydia entrusted you to guide this girl as you would your own child.
00:51:40I'm sorry, Aunt Vidala.
00:51:43You have been blessed with womanhood today.
00:51:47Is that a challenge you are ready for?
00:51:50Yes, Aunt Vidala.
00:51:51Then show me.
00:51:53Teach your strained lamb.
00:51:55Get up!
00:51:57You don't lounge around while defending his name.
00:52:04What must a sinner do?
00:52:09Pay, Aunt Vidala.
00:52:12She must pay for her sins, Aunt Vidala.
00:52:14Pay for her sins! Pay for her sins!
00:52:17Tell her what she is, Agnes.
00:52:19Dirty words come from what?
00:52:24A dirty girl.
00:52:26Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl!
00:52:29Corrections was our time to unleash, and we devoured it.
00:52:33Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl!
00:52:36I'm ashamed of how much I miss it.
00:52:38Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty girl!
00:52:48Whose fault is this?
00:52:50We understood power in rage.
00:52:52Teenage girls appreciate rage
00:52:55In Gilead, as elsewhere
00:52:57You are nothing
00:52:58You're a slut from the streets of Sodom
00:53:01A child of sinners and wars
00:53:03She was there, and she heard my blasphemy
00:53:06I swear to God
00:53:36All right, friends
00:53:37Right for cake
00:53:50Open
00:53:50Open
00:53:55A vessel unclean has no use
00:53:57In the service of the Lord
00:54:04God wants you to put your shoulder into it, Agnes
00:54:09I expected more from you
00:54:11On your special day
00:54:14Now clean up and get to class
00:54:31That soap is disgusting
00:54:32I heard the Martha's used rendered cow fat and fireplace ashes
00:54:44By his mercy
00:54:45At least, Aunt Gabbana spared our tongues
00:54:47But I've taught you how to stay silent
00:54:49Agnes
00:54:51I had to confess my sins
00:54:54I made a commitment to God
00:54:56To be a good pearl girl
00:54:57Oh, congratulations
00:54:58You're being a perfect little pearl girl
00:55:00I didn't mean to rat you out
00:55:01But when you got all up in my face
00:55:03It was a lot
00:55:05Corrections are a lot for you
00:55:07Assembly is a lot for you
00:55:08Maybe serving God is just too much for you
00:55:11I really am sorry
00:55:13Why did you come here?
00:55:15Why don't you just go back home?
00:55:19Not everyone has a home to go back to
00:55:24Some people have crappy lives
00:55:27A princess wouldn't get it
00:55:33Vice Grace
00:55:35I was granted a fresh start
00:55:36Here in Gilead
00:55:44Please give me a chance
00:55:57And on this day of all days
00:56:01I think you deserved every bit of that punishment
00:56:03Every bit
00:56:05Do you agree?
00:56:06Yes
00:56:06Thanks for coming, Mrs. Brighton
00:56:08Please do say hello to the commander for me
00:56:11I'll go see you, Mrs. McKenzie
00:56:12Agnes, will be just a moment
00:56:13Grace B
00:56:18There are changes happening in your body
00:56:20And more on the way
00:56:21Your prefrontal cortex is still developing
00:56:24And all that estrogen pumping through your body
00:56:26Will tempt you into impulsive decisions
00:56:30Dangerous ones
00:56:33Womanhood is a test, Agnes
00:56:35A lifelong test
00:56:41Leonce didn't teach us science
00:56:43My prefrontal cortex
00:56:45My prefrontal cortex had no idea what Paula was talking about
00:56:49Dr. Grove is ready for you, Agnes
00:56:57I blinked and you girls grew up
00:57:01Becca's going to be thrilled you're agreeing now
00:57:04I'm glad we're in it together
00:57:06There's a lot on Hermione today
00:57:09Becca's a worry wart
00:57:10It's just how she is
00:57:11Open
00:57:17Well, praise be
00:57:18Perfect teeth
00:57:20Just perfect
00:57:23You know, maybe you could help her through it all
00:57:27She's less anxious around you
00:57:28I mean, you've always been so mature for your age
00:57:33Thank you
00:57:35Okay
00:57:37Only an x-ray to go
00:57:38Can I get a, uh, size 2 bite wing, please?
00:57:49Now, I hope
00:57:51That this
00:57:53Isn't
00:57:55Too heavy for you
00:57:56I imagine your breasts must be
00:57:58Quite tender
00:58:04It's not too heavy
00:58:07Lovely
00:58:09You know, you really are
00:58:11Getting to be a big girl, Agnes
00:58:22And that's that
00:58:24Let's take some pictures
00:58:27Excellent
00:58:27Thank you
00:58:28Open
00:58:33And bite
00:58:34Perfect
00:58:42Still as you can be
00:59:06That's when I started having nightmares about my wedding night
00:59:10About my husband
00:59:13A dark bedroom
00:59:17And then a smell
00:59:20And then he was in front of me
00:59:21My husband
00:59:24But he had no face
00:59:27I tried to run away
00:59:28But he always caught up with me
00:59:31Wake up
00:59:34Agnes
00:59:35Aunt Lydia
00:59:36Yes
00:59:37It's time
00:59:38Come along
00:59:54It's a chilly night, dear
01:00:20Come along, dear
01:00:21Come along, dear
01:00:48We gather here tonight
01:00:50As this daughter of Gilead
01:00:52Gilead comes of age
01:00:55Seeking his divine protection
01:00:57And she will need it
01:01:00His protection
01:01:01For being a woman
01:01:03On God's green earth
01:01:04Is no easy feat
01:01:08In you go, dear
01:01:09Rub-a-dub-dub-dub
01:01:19But we needn't look so far back
01:01:21To see the suffering of women
01:01:22Do we?
01:01:24That's why Gilead was created
01:01:27To bring women back
01:01:29To their rightful place
01:01:38The world would be lost without you
01:01:40Who can bring forth God's children?
01:01:43Who will populate this world
01:01:45So his divine presence can be multiplied?
01:01:50Who
01:01:52But you
01:01:57You join your sisters now
01:01:59In this holy endeavor
01:02:29Agnes
01:02:30Bless Mackenzie
01:02:31Jettison all that came before this moment
01:02:34And embrace your new role
01:02:36May the generations born to your womb
01:02:39Be worthy in his eyes
01:02:42Blessed be the fruit
01:02:44Blessed be the fruit
01:02:48May the Lord open
01:02:59A token of your passage
01:03:01May he bless your new path
01:03:04Under his eye
01:03:07Under his eye
01:03:08May he bless you
01:03:11May he bless you
01:03:15May he bless you
01:03:18May he bless you
01:03:20May he bless you
01:03:25May he bless you
01:03:26May he bless you
01:03:26May he bless you
01:03:26May he bless you
01:03:26May he bless you
01:03:27May he bless you
01:03:27May he bless you
01:03:27May he bless you
01:03:28May he bless you
01:03:28May he bless you
01:03:28May he bless you
01:03:29May he bless you
01:03:32May he bless you
01:03:33May he bless you
01:03:35May he bless you
01:03:39I feel like I'm still drowning.
01:03:43It's better that you're here now.
01:03:48Praise be.
01:03:51I thought you were mad.
01:03:56This was your season, and I was ruining it.
01:04:01I thought you didn't want me to be a green.
01:04:08I didn't.
01:04:11I didn't want this for either of us.
01:04:19I don't want to get married.
01:04:23I don't want a husband.
01:04:35But what else would you do?
01:04:41I don't know.
01:04:48Aunt Lydia said we get to leave everything behind.
01:04:54Everything that happened before tonight.
01:04:58Do you think that's real?
01:05:02Well, what would you want to leave behind?
01:05:16It will be great.
01:05:19Pushing strollers together.
01:05:21No, aunts following us around.
01:05:26That does sound nice.
01:05:29All will be well, Rebecca.
01:05:32All manner of things will be well.
01:05:38I'm freezing.
01:05:43Yeah.
01:05:44Come on.
01:05:46Let's go home.
01:05:47Good.
01:05:53Come on.
01:05:54Come on.
01:06:09Come on.
01:06:16So I'm gonna go go in and put some green.
01:06:24So I can't see it.
01:06:25I'm gonna go, this is a little bit.
01:06:25I can't just go in.
01:06:28So it's a little bit.
01:06:33I got to do this.
01:06:35I was gonna go in.
01:06:37I was gonna go in and do this.
01:06:37So apparently I was gonna go in and do it.
01:06:37I got to do this.
01:06:39I'm going to go in and do it.
01:06:39Let's go.
01:07:09Let's go.
01:07:40Let's go.
01:08:10Let's go.
01:08:42Let's go.
01:08:44Let's go.
01:08:52It made no sense to say you didn't want to get married.
01:08:56It was going to happen.
01:08:57Want had nothing to do with it.
01:09:01There were things to be wanted.
01:09:06Even in Gilead.
01:09:08Even if there were consequences.
01:09:17Blessed morning.
01:09:19Blessed morning.
01:09:22Blessed morning.
01:09:29Pray you know smoking is not allowed, right?
01:09:36Yes, Miss Agnes.
01:09:39My apologies.
01:09:46Congratulations on your initiation.
01:09:55I better get inside, Miss Agnes.
01:10:05Sometimes you couldn't help but one.
01:10:08Even if you tried your best to stop it.
01:10:14But there is no point to it.
01:10:18All that wanting.
01:10:26Agnes.
01:10:27Finally.
01:10:33Your father is home.
01:10:34You'll be pleased to hear of your development.
01:10:56You look so pretty this morning.
01:11:01He's in the parlor.
01:11:11He's in the parlor.
01:11:55He's in the parlor.
01:11:57As he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day
01:12:01As he answered the prayers of Sarah, Rachel, and Rebecca
01:12:04He has saved me from barrenness
01:12:08By his hand, he will make me fruitful
01:12:11I know he will
01:12:18Blessed be the fruit, Agnes
01:12:20May the Lord open, God he
01:12:24Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married
01:12:31Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married
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