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00:04I know death. I've seen it, felt it, fought it. I've saved some people I never really
00:14knew and lost others whose names I'll never forget. One way or another, they all haunt
00:21you. Tonight, they say the veil is thin, that the dead walk among us, if only for a little
00:30while. Is that just something we tell ourselves to ease the ache, or is it real? Do they stay
00:38with us, somehow hear us when we speak their names? Are they really gone if we still hold
00:46them in our hearts? If we remember.
01:05Hey, can you see in that thing? Uh, can you hold my head?
01:14Oh, that's better. Sure you don't want me to drive? Babe, I'm the headless horseman.
01:22Climb into my steed.
01:26Oh, okay.
01:33Can you hold me?
01:42Vance, seriously?
01:43Sorry, it's just really hard to see in this thing.
01:46Which is exactly why I told you to put it on when we got to the party.
01:49People will know it's me.
01:50Right, because you'll have no idea who you are when you walk in with your girlfriend.
01:54But you're not my girlfriend.
01:55You're a sexy vampire.
02:00Hey, headless. Not handless.
02:02Keep your paws on the wheel.
02:03I will, once I can see.
02:05Again, can you help?
02:06I can't see. Can you just pull?
02:13The bunny. The bunny. The bunny. The bunny.
02:17Can you just help me?
02:24911, what's your emergency?
02:26My boyfriend and I just got in a car accident.
02:28I think he's really hurt.
02:35All right, driver's side took the brunt of it.
02:37Buck, Ravi hit the engine.
02:41LAFD, ma'am. How are you guys doing?
02:42I'm okay.
02:43But my boyfriend, he didn't say much after the crash.
02:46I think it knocked him out for a few seconds.
02:48All right, we'll get him out. Just hold tight, okay?
02:50And Eddie, we got two injured. Both in costumes.
02:54Damn, I'm ready?
02:55So much for avoiding the costume curse this year.
03:00Buck, grab the jaws.
03:02Yeah.
03:02Ravi, keep the engine cool.
03:04You got it.
03:05Are you in any pain or discomfort? I see some blood here.
03:07I bit my lip.
03:09LAFD, sir, can you tell me your name?
03:11Van, was there an accident?
03:14Do you not remember?
03:15My costume kept slipping.
03:18Don't move.
03:19Okay, we still gotta check you out, sir.
03:21All right, can you feel your toes?
03:23No. No, I don't think so.
03:26Okay.
03:29How is he?
03:31Cervical spine trauma.
03:32I think he might be going into shock.
03:34But it's too risky to pull him out from the passenger side.
03:37Jaws flying in.
03:43Jaws are dead.
03:45Dead how?
03:46Costume curse.
03:47Costume's not a curse.
03:48It's a sea collar.
03:49Look.
03:50It's keeping traction on his neck.
03:53All right, let's get the backboard ready.
03:55Buck, shock the tires.
03:56Ravi, you're on the winch.
03:57We're pulling this door off.
03:58Got it.
04:10Okay, Ravi.
04:11Ready.
04:13Yeah.
04:14Keep falling.
04:16Almost there.
04:23Sir.
04:24Do you feel any pain?
04:25No.
04:26Just step.
04:27Feet are tingly.
04:28All right.
04:28Can you move them?
04:29Okay.
04:30Good.
04:30Good.
04:31We love to see it.
04:31How's the other person doing?
04:33You mean the other woman in the car with you?
04:35The guy in the road.
04:36The one that we hit.
04:38I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
04:40Cap!
04:41I think we got another one!
04:44L-A-F-D.
04:45Can you hear us?
04:47L-A-F-D?
04:47Does anyone need help?
04:49L-A-F-D.
04:52Fuck.
04:53Yeah.
04:57I didn't see anything before the crash.
04:59I swear.
05:00I'm telling you, there was a guy.
05:02Got him.
05:03What is that?
05:05This looked like the guy you hit.
05:07Oh, thank God.
05:09We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
05:11A few minor scrapes and bruises, but I think you'll live.
05:16No.
05:17A few minor scrapes.
05:17Eeeh.
05:17Ouuughh.
05:17Uh.
05:18Eh.
05:18Uh.
05:19Oh.
05:19Uh.
05:19Uh.
05:20Uh.
05:22Uh.
05:23Uh.
05:24Uh.
05:34Uh.
05:57Is something going to happen to me when I eat this cookie?
06:00Come on, will you? Just take a bite.
06:06Well?
06:07It's good.
06:08But is it right?
06:09I don't know what that means.
06:11Something is missing.
06:12I keep trying to recreate Bobby's famous snickerdoodles from memory because I can't find the recipe.
06:16Maybe if you baked less and unpacked more, you'd be able to find things.
06:19Well, maybe you could judge less and help me look more.
06:27All right.
06:28K doesn't stand for kitchen.
06:30I think K was for kitsch.
06:33What?
06:34I thought I'd be able to remember what was in the boxes.
06:37I didn't know it was going to take me four months to find a place
06:39and then another three to get the previous tenant to move out.
06:42Yeah, I think I would have walked away.
06:44Yeah, but how about that backyard?
06:45The trees are nice.
06:47Yeah, I actually have to speak with the landlord about them.
06:50I keep hearing noises in the night.
06:52I think maybe squirrels in the attic.
06:55Squirrels, huh?
06:57Or maybe it's ghosts.
07:01It's squirrels.
07:02Or squirrel ghosts.
07:04Don't.
07:04Why are you being like this?
07:05Because it's Halloween.
07:06It's the spirit of the season.
07:08Or maybe I'm sensing some paranormal energies in here.
07:15The energies are normal, unlike you.
07:20Oh, wow.
07:22Oh, did you find the recipe?
07:27Yeah.
07:29I really miss him.
07:31I know.
07:42That's a great place for it.
07:43Maybe he'll help inspire you in the kitchen.
07:48Wait, so you didn't like the snickerdoodles?
07:56No, no.
07:57It's great.
07:58Honestly.
07:59I can even get a workout in before breakfast.
08:03Sorry.
08:04I've just been shoving everything into this room
08:06until I can figure out where it should go.
08:08And then I close the door and just kind of forget all about it
08:11until we discussed you moving in.
08:14Was it a discussion?
08:17It's really nice.
08:18Oh, I'm glad you like it.
08:19And I can definitely find another place for the bike.
08:22No, might as well leave it.
08:24He's got to stay in shape to pass his firefighter's fitness
08:26assessment, right?
08:27Hey, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
08:30I haven't even gotten called in for an interview yet.
08:33Now, this dresser is empty, so you can put all your stuff in here.
08:38But I'm afraid I may have stashed a few things in the closet.
08:49Oh, I'll find another place.
08:55They can stay.
08:57I think it'll be nice having a piece of him here.
09:03Um, I'll let you settle in and, uh, I'll order her some lunch.
09:14I didn't think Stockholm Syndrome kicked in that fast.
09:17I'm not a hostage.
09:19I agreed to move in here, and she agreed to be open to me joining the fire department.
09:23You don't need her permission, Harry.
09:26But I want it.
09:27I want her to support what I'm doing.
09:30I want her to be proud of me.
09:33It turns out that he was driving his friends while your abuelos were at work.
09:38He got a license.
09:39He didn't have a license?
09:41Our golden boy failed his driver's test twice.
09:45And yet he can get the car started without a key.
09:48Dad.
09:50Okay, he is doing his math, and I'm thinking I might want to start hiding my car keys.
09:55Maybe I'd like to hide them with ease.
10:01What are you guys doing searching through my kitchen?
10:05Sorry, I didn't know that you kept anything other than roasting pans above your refrigerator.
10:11Prayer book was a gift from Captain Nash.
10:14He was Catholic?
10:15He was.
10:17And the rosary?
10:18Those are mine.
10:21Edmundo, you're going back to church.
10:24I've only gone to a few masses, okay?
10:26Let's not make a big deal about it.
10:29Oh.
10:31It is a big deal.
10:33You are reconnecting with your faith, with your community.
10:37I don't know how connected I feel yet.
10:39I don't even know if I'm doing it for me or Bobby.
10:42How does Christopher feel about it?
10:43He doesn't know yet.
10:45I'm not going to pressure him, okay?
10:47I was forced to go to church, and I hated it.
10:49But when he gets older, he can decide for himself.
11:04I don't know if he's gone to church.
11:06I don't want to go to church.
11:08I came to church.
11:08I might want to go to church.
11:08This is trouble for me to join us.
11:09I won't be afraid of the church because you are not leaving your house tonight.
11:09I don't know if I want to have only George and Anne Moflan must be forgotten
11:09That you will just walk all night after the church is just their day and they hold all night raved
11:10and then it's good to 주는 ten days and evening.
11:17Well, he ain't given us that much love.
11:18If I did get in touch with you, of course, my friends that are given me,
11:19that we had any of course if I feel more important.
11:22Action, he turns up off.
11:31Cream of tartar, a missing ingredient.
11:44Oh, my God.
11:45Guys, guys, oh, my God.
11:47You're not going to believe this.
11:48Okay, so, you know how I told you all I've been having trouble with the snickerdoodle?
11:52Yes.
11:57Bobby's recipe.
11:59Come on, guys.
12:00I've been working at this for weeks, trying to figure out the missing ingredient.
12:03You say so.
12:05Forget it.
12:06Just taste.
12:06Here, take it.
12:07Come on.
12:09Okay, Hen, you get one.
12:11Ravi.
12:12Come on, Jim, Cap, take a bite.
12:14Oh, damn.
12:16This is pretty good.
12:18I mean, Cap always was an excellent baker.
12:20You know what he was even better at?
12:21Not talking about baking.
12:24He's a great buck.
12:25Guess how I figured it out.
12:27Obsessively trying every spice in the cabinet in alphabetical order?
12:30No.
12:32Bobby told me.
12:33Okay, but...
12:34I know it sounds crazy.
12:36I really think he helped me.
12:38I found a picture of him and I, I put it in the kitchen.
12:41Next night, bam, there it is.
12:44Cream of tartar.
12:46It's not completely crazy.
12:47I mean, people experience things they can't explain all the time.
12:53You sure is just cream of tartar?
12:56Yeah, because you are not Eddie Diaz.
12:58He is the opposite of superstitious, remember?
13:02I'm trying to keep an open mind.
13:04Leave room for the unknown.
13:05Who hurt you, shapeshifter?
13:08You know, I wouldn't say this is the craziest thing I've ever heard, though it's close.
13:12But whatever this is...
13:13It's Bobby.
13:22Tell him we miss him.
13:279-1-1, what's your emergency?
13:29We've lost her pumpkin!
13:31Sir, a missing pumpkin is not an emergency.
13:34Oh, it's about to be.
13:48Oh, it's about to be.
14:08All units we advise pumpkin is orange, approximately 20 feet in diameter, and last seen heading northwest on 8th Street.
14:15Use caution when approaching.
14:17Oh, you're the one halfway.
14:221-L-70, I'm showing you in the area.
14:24This is 1-L-70 in pursuit on foot.
14:26It just took out a food vendor in person square.
14:29Do you still have eyes on it?
14:29I lost it!
14:44Okay, so northwest on 9th.
14:46Wind's blowing north, northwest 8 miles per hour, which means it's heading right for the freeway.
14:50Well, if that thing bounces down onto the 110...
14:53It'll be a new level of chaos, a mass casualty pie level.
14:55Well, we've got to cut it off before it gets there.
14:57Okay?
14:589th and Grand.
15:00We've got to pay hard if you attack him down the house.
15:04We've got to pay hard if you attack him down the house.
15:08We've been speeding up to now.
15:10Miss Vash, we're at 9th and Grand.
15:11No sign of the gorge yet.
15:12If I'm right, it will be there any second.
15:14Then what do we do?
15:16Stop it.
15:23I got visual.
15:24Everybody, back!
15:25Get back!
15:41Get back!
15:47Get back!
15:47It bounced!
15:50Damnit!
15:53Get back!
15:54Tren yoke's breaking out!
15:56You got the mothers, they got to break at hearts!
16:01Beed in, yoke in, yoke in, yoke in...
16:03Forces 727 L30 in position to neutralize the suspects.
16:11Taser, Taser, Taser!
16:18727L30, what's your status?
16:22Dispatch, suspect has been subdued.
16:25Nice work, Sergeant.
16:28What are you smiling at?
16:33You're a crowd than I expected on a weekday morning.
16:36It's the only mass of the day now.
16:40Prayers can't be choosers.
16:43Not my life.
16:45It's Father Bolsonaro.
16:47A funny priest.
16:49I don't remember those growing up.
16:51Maybe I wouldn't have hated mass so much.
16:54Well, you need something to rebel against.
16:58It wasn't just about rebellion, you know?
17:00Never felt that thing.
17:03God's presence or whatever you're supposed to feel.
17:05And now you're back.
17:07Whoa, I wouldn't say back.
17:09I'd say I'm testing the waters, taking the test.
17:12Coming to a mass on a Wednesday?
17:14Only for you, because you're my abuela and I love you.
17:20But what is love if not a sign of God's presence?
17:27So when I was looking for him in church?
17:31Minho, you were looking in the wrong place.
17:36Vámonos al mercado.
17:38Oh God, we call upon you in the dire hour of our need.
17:45Brother Ken and sister Lydia have led a most devout line,
17:50raising a family in the light of your almighty ways.
17:55Now, their innocent child, dear sister Abigail,
18:00has been taken by the devil.
18:04Our brothers and sisters, raise their hands and voices
18:08in praise of your power to cast out this evil.
18:13Help!
18:15We beg you, release this poor child's demonic bondages.
18:21Spell Satan from her body.
18:23Free her from suffering!
18:41Sister Abigail,
18:44has the demon left you?
18:539-1-1-1, what's your emergency?
18:54The devil's got his teeth in Brother Isaac!
19:01Keep training everybody!
19:04What are we walking into here?
19:09AFD, make way!
19:10Paramedics coming through, please, please, please, please.
19:13She clapped on him like a vice.
19:15Not the kind of bite I was expecting.
19:18It's not her fault, it's the demon inside her.
19:20The demon?
19:21The demon!
19:22Brother Isaac was casting it out of her body.
19:24You were doing an exorcism?
19:26The devil's in her.
19:31We must pray together.
19:32All right, great.
19:33Buck, please, set the praying up outside.
19:35Come on, guys, give him some space.
19:37Let's go, let's go, let's go.
19:38Let's go, let's go.
19:39Let's go, let's go!
19:39Come on, outside.
19:42Let's go.
19:59Does your daughter have a history of mental illness?
20:02No, nothing like that.
20:03She had any medication hit her head recently?
20:05No, she's been perfectly healthy until now.
20:07What about travel?
20:08Maybe something out of the country?
20:10I attended a pre-college program in Costa Rica last month,
20:13though she told us it was a missionary trip.
20:15Since then, we've been keeping her close.
20:19Barely.
20:21Hey, Cap, I think I know where the devil came from.
20:27Copy that, coming to you.
20:31Now, what do we got?
20:32In here, check it out.
20:44They must have been keeping her in here against her will.
20:47Probably for days.
20:49I mean, there's not great airflow back here.
20:51Maybe mold or something.
20:55No.
20:57Different toxins.
20:59BP's high.
21:00Heart's racing.
21:02Severe muscle spasms.
21:03Spasms could be from pain.
21:04Can we start with ketamine?
21:05If we can keep her still long enough.
21:11It's the devil!
21:13No, it's tetanus.
21:15They were keeping her in a room back there on a rusty bedroom.
21:18If you check her feet, I'm willing to bet there's a puncture room.
21:21Your daughter didn't need prayers.
21:23She needed antibiotics.
21:25Lockjaw.
21:27Start with midazolam.
21:28Hopefully it relaxes her enough so we can get her to the hospital.
21:30Then, if that doesn't work...
21:32Well, I have to go paralytic.
21:34Prepare to intubate her, just in case she stops breathing.
21:37The devil can't take her.
21:41Respectfully, sir, I'm gonna need you to shut it.
21:43I would hate to hit the wrong patient.
21:54Give it a second.
21:58It's not working.
21:59Going stronger.
22:02Prepare one milligram of sex.
22:03Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
22:05I think there's too much sensory input.
22:07The lights, they might be making it worse.
22:10Buck, let's go dark.
22:13Run.
22:29Go.
22:39Oh, thank god.
22:42All right, let's get her on a gurney.
22:45Abigail.
22:46One, two, three.
22:49It's a possession, huh?
22:52Why do you think the devil chose Abigail?
22:54She was a good girl.
22:57Sometimes those are the easiest to lead astray.
23:00Abigail was losing her faith.
23:02She wanted to leave us.
23:04Leave our way of life.
23:07Can we go with her?
23:09Uh, you can visit her at the hospital later.
23:13Assuming she still wants to see you.
23:14Why wouldn't she want to see us?
23:17You locked her in a cell.
23:19Tied her to a table.
23:20She said she was sick.
23:22And you said it was the devil.
23:24We know what's best for our daughter.
23:26Sounds like that's something for a higher power to decide.
23:29You're under arrest for false imprisonment,
23:32child abuse, and endangerment.
23:33The three of you.
23:35You have the right to remain silent.
23:55Hey, there you are.
23:56Are you and Chris doing anything for Halloween?
24:00Just ordering some pizza, watching a movie.
24:01Why?
24:02What if you and Chris came over and we tried to talk to Bobby?
24:09A Ouija born?
24:11You really think that's what my son should be doing on Halloween?
24:13It's ages eight.
24:14No, I checked.
24:16Really, Buck?
24:17Just need to quit the whole haunted house bit.
24:20It's not real.
24:21What happened to leaving a little room for the unknown?
24:24Abigail happened.
24:26She put her faith in everything she was supposed to.
24:28And what did she get?
24:29Hmm?
24:29Tetanus.
24:30Lockjaw.
24:31Maybe 30 years of therapy.
24:32It's not supernatural.
24:33It's just ordinary and ugly.
24:40I'm sorry, Buck.
24:42But God wasn't in that room.
24:44And Bobby isn't in your house.
24:56What did you get?
24:57Um, I got some sour worms.
24:59I'll treat you my peanut butter cup for your sour worms.
25:01Sure.
25:02Treat these!
25:03I'm down!
25:06You're waking the dead.
25:08Do not read R.I.P. rest in peace.
25:11To send you nothing to your living beings.
25:14He's funny.
25:16What are you supposed to be?
25:22Dead.
25:28Let's totally be that next year.
25:42Where's your costume?
25:43Thought we were going to a party tonight.
25:44I lied.
25:44And seriously, Raggedy Andy?
25:48Surprisingly popular with single women.
25:52Okay.
25:53This is not...
25:54Not weird?
25:56I can explain.
25:58You want to use a Ouija board to talk to Cap's ghost, who you think is haunting your house.
26:02Great.
26:03So you're in.
26:05I might as well be.
26:06I might as well be.
26:06Uh, turns out I have nothing else to do tonight.
26:08Uh, lower the lights, would you?
26:10I don't think you have to do that for a Ouija board?
26:13Uh, no.
26:13But I didn't buy any candy this year, and I don't want people thinking I'm home.
26:16Over there.
26:18All right.
26:23Here we almost have a message.
26:28O.
26:45You're an idiot.
26:48Really, Rob?
26:49It's what Bobby would say if he was here.
26:51Which, I'm sorry, Buck.
26:53He's not.
26:58What was that?
27:06Buck?
27:08It's a shelf.
27:11The footprint.
27:19Grab that flashlight.
27:24Okay, uh, give me your boost.
27:25All right.
27:27Okay.
27:27Okay, on three.
27:28One, two.
27:39Okay, thank you.
27:40You have a good evening.
27:42His name is Dwayne Payton.
27:44According to his ID and your landlord, he used to live here.
27:47Well, yeah, but I thought he got evicted.
27:49They served the notice, and then he disappeared.
27:53Into my attic.
27:54Look, we can charge you for trespassing, illegal lodging, vandalism.
27:58Is that what you want?
28:02Hey, was it fun for you?
28:05Making me feel like my house was haunted.
28:07The kid was right.
28:08You're an idiot.
28:10Yeah, well, I'm going to press charges.
28:12Yeah, well, I'm going to press charges.
28:12How about that, huh?
28:13Get him out of my house and lock him up.
28:15My house.
28:15No, it's not.
28:16Not anymore.
28:17You can't keep me out.
28:18I got in before, and I'll get in again.
28:20Right to remain silent, my friend.
28:22Hey, hey, wait.
28:24Where's the recipe?
28:27Bobby's recipe.
28:28I know you took it, so what did you do with it?
28:30I didn't take anything.
28:33So how did you know cream of tartar?
28:36Cookies were dull.
28:38Needed a tang.
28:51You need some help cleaning up?
28:54No.
28:55I'm all good.
28:59Hey, if you were so sure that it wasn't Bobby's ghost,
29:03then why did you play along earlier?
29:08You seemed like you needed it.
29:22Hey, Mom.
29:24Oh, what are you doing?
29:26I'm going to a Halloween party.
29:28You like the costume?
29:31You have a costume.
29:33Well, yeah, I mean, it's a costume tonight.
29:36But once I graduated from the Academy...
29:38Stop talking.
29:43You know, for a minute,
29:46I really thought that I was wrong.
29:48That maybe I had overreacted when you said
29:51that you would apply to join the fire department.
29:53But now I see
29:55that I was right.
29:58Right about what?
29:59That you're not ready for this.
30:02Because that is not a costume.
30:04And the fact that you think it is
30:05tells me that you are nowhere near mature enough
30:07to do the job.
30:09No, Mom, it's not like that.
30:10I just wanted to see how it felt.
30:13Do it now, you know.
30:15So you can take it off
30:17and find yourself another costume.
30:28Father God, today we commit the soul,
30:31Jeremiah Kamada, to your loving care.
30:33May perpetual light shine upon him,
30:36guiding his soul to eternal peace.
30:38Lord, let his memory be a blessing
30:40and grant that he is peacefully laid to rest
30:43in your loving and gentle hands.
30:45Amen.
30:51Hello?
30:53Uh, excuse me.
30:55This one's taken.
30:57I'm in here.
30:58Hello?
30:59Jeremiah?
31:02Jeremiah, is that the...
31:05Not Jeremiah.
31:08We were in the middle of lowering the casket
31:10when we heard a voice.
31:11Gravediggers removed the casket
31:12so we could see inside,
31:13only for us to find, well...
31:17Who is that?
31:18Not my husband.
31:19Is he alive?
31:20No, he is not.
31:23He's just playing dead.
31:24I am dead.
31:26If he makes it out of my husband's grave,
31:28he'll wish he were dead.
31:29Okay, how about you all let us handle it from here, Robbie?
31:32Right this way, Father.
31:32Ma'am?
31:33Now will you beings finally leave me
31:36to rest in silence?
31:38It took me forever to find this place.
31:41Okay, what are you thinking?
31:43Uh, psychiatric?
31:44Or a substance?
31:45Maybe he has a concussion.
31:47He could have fallen in.
31:48Why don't we just ask him?
31:50No, just...
31:51Please leave me alone!
31:54Oh, I just want to talk.
31:57Doesn't anybody have any respect for the dead?
31:59That gash on your forehead.
32:02Do you remember how you died?
32:03A man in a blue car.
32:05He ran me over.
32:07And did you get a good look at him?
32:08I never saw his face.
32:10I...
32:11I don't think he had one.
32:14He didn't have a face.
32:15He didn't have a head.
32:18The guy in the road, the one that we hit.
32:21I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
32:22This looks like the guy you hit.
32:23We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
32:27A man without a head.
32:29I'm starting to hit a man we couldn't find.
32:31Eddie, what side is the injury on?
32:35Right.
32:35Right frontal lobe.
32:39Cotard syndrome.
32:41Uh, who's syndrome?
32:43It's a neuropsychiatric disorder.
32:44It's walking corpse syndrome.
32:46Damaged regions of the brain that involve self-awareness, perception.
32:49And leading a person to believe that they're dead.
32:52Or if they don't even exist at all.
32:54Is that even something we can cure?
32:55Sir, do you mind if I check something out?
33:01Oh, no.
33:03Uh, guys?
33:05I can't find a pulse.
33:08What is he doing?
33:10He's bringing him back to life.
33:12Anything, Eddie?
33:13Uh, no pulse.
33:14I, uh, I think he's gone.
33:17Not if we can help it.
33:18Hen, the defibrillator.
33:20Yeah.
33:31All right, starting compressions.
33:35All right.
33:37Pulse check.
33:39Come on.
33:42Okay, Claire.
33:46We've got a pulse.
33:50And it's a pretty strong one, too.
33:55It is.
33:57We almost lost you there.
33:59But you made it.
34:01Welcome back.
34:03I'm back.
34:05Oh, he is so back.
34:14My family's going to be so happy to hear about this.
34:17You're so back.
34:22Do you think we can bury my husband now?
34:25Uh-huh.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Yeah.
34:26Yeah.
34:27Coming up.
34:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:28We should.
34:28Come on.
34:29Yeah.
34:29Hey.
34:31Hey.
34:31Hey.
34:33Hey.
34:33Hey.
34:46Hey.
34:48Hey.
34:51Hey.
34:53Hey.
34:54Hey.
34:54Hey.
34:55Hey.
34:56Hey.
34:56Hey.
34:56Hey.
34:57Hey.
34:58Hey.
34:59Hey.
35:00Hey.
35:00Hey.
35:01Hey.
35:02Hey.
35:23a sobriety chip hey cap
35:38morning dad hey kiddo you're up early thought maybe a baller was cooking she's not here but i can
35:45make you something but i saw her last night she was in my room she told me not to be
35:51afraid
35:52and that she loved me
35:56i think you were dreaming bud
35:59get you something to eat
36:02hey tia guess everyone's getting an early start today
36:09tia what's wrong
36:13it's your abuela
36:17she's gone
36:35i came to pick her up for church and when she didn't answer i let myself in
36:45they say that they look like they're sleeping but i knew the second i saw her
36:57she was gone
37:15i thought that maybe one of the officers would help me but they said that i needed to be the
37:26one to call
37:27for someone to come get her
37:30funeral home
37:35they said
37:36it would be a few hours
37:40i don't know what we'll do until then
37:46what if we prayed
37:50i think she would like that
38:11you said you dropped the charges
38:13well you didn't actually do any damage
38:16and you did help with the whole cookie thing so i figured i'd repay the favor
38:23thanks man
38:25but uh
38:26not sure where i'm supposed to go now
38:28well
38:30how about a meeting
38:32there's one a few blocks from here
38:35you're a friend of bill w
38:37i'm a friend of a friend
38:42you sure left your mark
38:46you're a good man
38:49good husband
38:51you loved and inspired my kids
38:57i'm not sure i'll ever forgive you for that
39:00it's not his fault
39:06bobby was a good guy
39:07and i loved him
39:09but i was the son of a first responder
39:11long before i ever met him
39:15it's not about being like him
39:17mom
39:20it's about being like you
39:37the first day of a loss isn't the hardest
39:40there's too damn much to do
39:43people to call
39:45arrangements to make
39:46too busy to remember
39:48too overwhelmed to let go
40:16sadness is for tomorrow when finally you're alone
40:21heartbroken and angry and the quiet and the silence
40:24until
40:27until you realize
40:30you're never really alone at all
40:32you're not that there's no doubt
40:44but because they're not the same
40:52do you care
40:57but it goes
41:01can't see you
41:02but you're not
41:02why
41:26Maybe we have to be the ghosts of the people we love, haunting the world with their memory.
41:32And the lessons they left behind.
41:35Maybe there are no specters, no spirits, just us, celebrating, dancing, remembering, alive, together.
41:48And maybe that's enough.
41:52We should do this every year.
41:56Does it make you too sad?
42:00No.
42:01It's that you're still here.
42:04You know?
42:12Yeah.
42:14I know.
42:15I know.
42:18I know.
42:44I know.
42:45I know.
42:47I know.
43:03I know.
43:04I know.
43:05I know.
43:05I know.
43:05I'm like I'm good.had.
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