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It's Not Like That S01E08 (2026) [Full Movie] [New Drama]Full EP - Full
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00:04If you were a teacher, I would fill your class, take a nap, over and over till you notice me.
00:17If you were a waiting room, I would never see a doctor, I would sit there with my first day.
00:31Here we go.
00:32I'm gonna be the power ballad that lifts you up and holds you down.
00:39I wanna be the broken love song that feeds your misery.
00:46And I can wish all that I want, but it won't bring us together.
00:54Plus, I know whatever happens to me.
00:58No, it's for the better.
01:04So.
01:07So.
01:11You learned some new tricks.
01:13Oh.
01:15I don't need to know how.
01:21So.
01:25About this.
01:27Yeah.
01:28Oh, it's Flora.
01:37Okay.
01:38Yeah.
01:39Do you need anything?
01:40Do you know how much longer it's going to be?
01:42No, it shouldn't be that long.
02:02She's gone.
02:04She's gone.
02:14Oh, thank God, you're here.
02:16They're both okay.
02:17Merit's in the back with the doctors.
02:18She has a mild concussion.
02:20Yeah.
02:20Wait, Flora?
02:21Still waiting to be seen.
02:22She's all right.
02:24Why don't you go check it?
02:24We'll be over here.
02:25Okay.
02:28Hi.
02:29Hey.
02:30Are you okay?
02:32What the hell happened?
02:33They took Jenny's car.
02:35No, that much I know.
02:35I'm sorry.
02:36Merit and I have taken the car out a couple times now, so.
02:39You knew about this?
02:41I know she has her permit, but no, not this.
02:43So what?
02:44They were just out joyriding your car?
02:46They weren't joyriding.
02:47Your son took the car with Flora in it and almost killed them both.
02:50We usually just, like, drive around, but tonight Merit was upset, and he was...
02:58He was drinking, and I didn't know, and he's been drinking a lot lately, and he was drunk
03:05at the party, and I should have told Lori, but I just didn't.
03:09I should have told her.
03:10I'm sorry.
03:11I'm so sorry.
03:12Hey.
03:13That's what happened.
03:14I'm so sorry, honey.
03:15No.
03:16I'm sorry.
03:16David.
03:17He's over here.
03:21Oh, my God.
03:23Hi.
03:23Hi.
03:24Hi.
03:27Oh, Mary.
03:30Oh, I don't even...
03:32I don't know where to start.
03:35I'm sorry.
03:37I screwed up.
03:42I'll pay Malcolm back for the car.
03:43I'll find...
03:44Mary, this goes so far beyond the car.
03:47Hey, you've been lying to us.
03:50You could have died.
03:52I know.
03:53Hey, Flora could have died.
03:55I know.
03:56I get it.
03:57You were drunk.
04:00No, I wasn't...
04:01Oh, you were legally drunk.
04:02They took your blood.
04:04You ran Jenny's car into a lake.
04:08You're going to get a TUI.
04:10Lose your license, a minimum.
04:11Do you...
04:12Do you get that?
04:13Okay, David.
04:14Please, just please.
04:15Do you get that?
04:23You have been drinking, okay?
04:25And not just at parties.
04:26So there...
04:27There is a lot...
04:28There are a lot of conversations that...
04:31We will be having.
04:33Okay, but right now...
04:36We're just so thankful that you and Flora are okay.
04:38I mean...
04:58Hey, Flora left her phone.
05:03hey Malcolm I'm so sorry I had no idea that merit no I should have been more careful with
05:12Jenny's car I'm sorry too hey uh where are you parked I'll walk you to your car oh I came
05:21with
05:21David oh okay
05:51I'll go get Casey yeah give us a minute son listen to me right now this life isn't just yours
06:05do you hear me what you do affects everyone around you everyone that cares for you
06:10me your mom your sister your friends your girl everyone
06:16I'm telling you this from experience I've thrown away so much my damn life to alcohol
06:22the idea you will go down that same road son like I'm not you you don't have to be it's
06:27a disease
06:30yeah well you got sober and our family still fell apart so what does it matter
06:38thanks for freaking everybody out now they're never gonna let me drive dude
06:45I'm staying home today
06:58car is gonna be okay get up all you have to do is pull it out with the timeline okay
07:03bud
07:04it's really cool Justin stop we get it you know how to use google I'm sorry
07:15hey hey I'm okay I'm okay just stay away from merit promise me okay all right is everybody ready
07:32hey you sure you don't want to stay home tonight you can uh especially after last night
07:36no it's okay all right let me give you a lift come on I I'd really rather walk dad clear
07:41my head
07:43all right all right okay kiddos let's go
07:49there's their work so just check in with them
07:52hey can you take a look at this yeah of course
07:53oh shoot oh shoot oh David
07:59Malcolm
08:02oh bachelor number three well answer it woman
08:08hey you hey how are you uh what happened you said there was a family emergency
08:13yeah um I apologize for the cryptic alarmist text um my son actually got into a car accident
08:22oh my god is he yeah no no he's fine he's fine everyone is fine um it just really gave
08:28us a scare
08:28um we spent the night in the ER last night and that's why I didn't call you right away
08:34I'm so sorry Laurie I'm glad he's okay that's yeah it was intense
08:38but um it's all good now he's he's home he's he's fine
08:41good well uh if it helps I uh I missed you
08:47it does I missed you too I'll take a rain check when you come up for air
08:52great thanks for being so understanding
08:53yeah are you kidding accidents happen right
08:58um I'll call you later
09:00okay I'll talk to you soon
09:03so timeline question
09:05oh can we please not play this game
09:07why did you send this cryptic text to Joe
09:09before you slept with your ex-husband
09:13that's what I thought
09:15I don't know why I did it
09:18I don't know what it means
09:21oh my god
09:22he laked the car
09:24yep
09:25that is so cool
09:26it's not cool
09:27I mean Fleur was in the front of that car
09:29she could have played
09:30oh Angie
09:30Mika it's on
09:32Jackson said he and Eli are gonna meet us under the stands after practice
09:36okay
09:36is Eli cool
09:38well
09:39he's a freshman in high school
09:41I'm down
09:42I'm down
09:44I'm down
10:04It's coming all Christmas
10:08Cutting down trees
10:10Putting up reindeers
10:13Singing songs of joy and peace
10:16Oh, I wish I had a river
10:19And I could skate away
10:24But you know that it don't snow here
10:28You know it stays pretty green
10:31And we'll make a lot of money
10:33And I'm gonna quit this crazy scene
10:37Oh, I wish I had a river
10:39I could skate away
10:44Oh, I wish I had a river so long
10:52I would teach my feet to fly
11:02Oh, I wish I had a river
11:07I could skate away
11:20Flora?
11:23Hey, what's the matter?
11:26What is it?
11:26Is it merit?
11:28Is it about the accident?
11:29They pulled the car out
11:31It's gone
11:32Oh, honey
11:33It's gone
11:34What can I do?
11:35Nothing, nothing
11:36There's nothing you can do
11:39We'll get you a car, all right?
11:40We'll figure it out
11:41It's okay
11:43It's okay if I cry
11:46You don't always have to fix everything
11:48Okay, but
11:50No, just let me be sad
11:56It's not bad for me to feel this way
12:00I really need you to be okay with that
12:05I am, you're right
12:07I'm sorry
12:08Okay, okay, okay
12:09Okay, okay
12:15By the way, I need you to write my Little Women essay over the break
12:20It's due for a day back
12:22Seriously?
12:23Yeah
12:25Just don't make it sound like you
12:35You know what, Dakota?
12:37Write your own essay
12:41For real?
12:44Wow
12:46I don't know why I even listened to Casey
12:49What?
12:51At the thrift store
12:52She totally guilt-tripped me about you
12:55She's even more holier than thou than you are
12:58No
13:00She just doesn't care what other people think about her
13:03Penelope
13:04No, wait, it's fine
13:05No, it's not fine
13:06My sister almost died last night
13:08Do you seriously think that I care about what grade you get in English?
13:14You're not a real friend
13:18Hey coach
13:19I quit
13:33I can't believe you're going
13:35Merit's going to be there
13:36So, I'm not going for him
13:38I'm going for Lori and Casey and David
13:41It's Christmas Eve
13:42We go every year
13:43I don't care
13:43I don't want to see them
13:44I'm staying here
13:48What?
13:49I can't read this
13:50Okay
13:51Don't worry about it
13:54I'm doing anything for Christmas
13:56The decorating, the cookies
13:57Alright, calm down
13:59It's a special ingredient
14:01Slice, I think
14:03I can't read it
14:04Well, it can't be all that important
14:06Just make them without it
14:07I can't
14:09It's Mom's recipe
14:10They won't be hard cookies
14:14She told it to me last Christmas
14:17I can't remember what she said
14:21Forget it
14:21Oh, oh
14:24Justin
14:24Hey
14:25It's okay
14:28Anything that you bake will taste great
14:31Yeah, and we'll help you
14:33We'll make our own special ingredient
14:34Yeah
14:35That's a mom would do
14:36And you'll still have mom in them
14:39I promise
14:41Okay
14:42Let's do it
14:43Definitely flowers
14:44We have that for sure
14:49Dad's here
14:53Hi
14:54Hey, baby
14:56Merry Christmas
14:57Merry Christmas
14:59Merry Christmas
15:00Merry Christmas
15:02Hey
15:02What?
15:05Hey, buddy
15:08Merry Christmas
15:09Huh?
15:12Merit
15:13What?
15:16I can't believe you invited the Jeffreys
15:18It's like so awkward
15:20I invited them because we love them
15:22And they love us
15:23And we work through our problems
15:28I'm sorry, but this whole Christmas is just feeling super fake
15:34I know it's weird, Merit
15:36We're all trying here
15:37How's it gonna work tomorrow?
15:39We get two Christmas mornings
15:41One here and one at your crappy townhouse
15:43Hey
15:43Merit, hey
15:46Look, I'm sorry
15:47I hate that you're still this upset, son
15:52Come on, man
15:52Tell me what I can do to make things better
15:54You can stop asking me
15:55How you can make things better
15:57Figure it out yourself
15:59You know, you're the reason Flora and I broke up
16:02You're the reason she hates me now
16:03We were doing great
16:04And then you came over
16:05And you were so worried about her
16:07Not me
16:07You didn't even think about me
16:08Your own son
16:09You just assumed I'd hurt her
16:10Poor, innocent Flora
16:13Merit, I'm sorry
16:14Okay, I never meant to like
16:15Don't
16:16Don't worry about it
16:19You're right
16:27No
16:29That was wrong of me
16:31Okay, to put any of that on you
16:33To make you feel
16:38Merit, I'm so proud to be your dad
16:41I am
16:43Do you know how very special you are, son?
16:46I don't want you ever thinking any less of yourself
16:49Because you're not
16:52Mi hijo
16:54Yo te quiero con todo el alma
16:59Okay
17:03I'm sorry
17:16I'm sorry
17:17Merry Christmas
17:19Should we
17:20No, come on in
17:21Okay
17:23Hi
17:24Hi
17:25Merry Christmas
17:25Uh, where's Penn?
17:27Uh, she is
17:28She
17:29She's staying home
17:30Yeah
17:32Merry Christmas
17:33Thank you
17:34Hi, Merry Christmas to you too
17:35Hi
17:36Uh, who's hungry?
17:37I am
17:37It smells wonderful
17:38Please, come on
17:39Merry Christmas
17:39Morning pal, Merry Christmas
17:51Ok, I know things are bad between us
17:52And you don't want to talk about it
17:54And I know you're pissed at my brother
17:55I totally
17:55I am too
17:56But I don't want that to make things even worse
17:59Ok, so
17:59We are going to talk
18:01Now
18:03Ok
18:12Let's go for a walk
18:14Ok
18:21Hey, thanks for saying something to Dakota
18:23By the way
18:24You know, you didn't have to do that
18:25Well, did it help?
18:27No, of course not
18:27She's the worst
18:28Oh
18:30Yeah
18:34Penn
18:35Mm-hmm
18:36I'm really sorry
18:41About how I handled everything with your mom
18:44You know
18:44She was like my second mom
18:47That's how I think of your mom
18:50I didn't really know what to say
18:51Or do
18:53Or
18:57I blew it
19:03I'm coming in for the bear hug
19:05I'm coming in
19:06I'm coming in
19:07I'm coming in
19:09Oh, big group hug
19:11Thank you
19:12You're fine
19:18You know, I think about your mom like every day
19:24So I should have tried harder
19:26To understand what you've been going through
19:30It's okay
19:31It's okay
19:32You know, I don't even understand
19:34I kind of don't want to
19:37And uh, I've just
19:40I think I've been trying not to be me
19:43You know, it's easier to be a cool cheerleader than a sad PK
19:48You know, more fun too
19:51Or
19:52You know, I thought
19:55I'm really sorry, Penn
20:03I'm really sorry, too
20:08So I quit cheer, by the way
20:10Wait, no, you're serious
20:11Actually, you
20:13And uh, no, I don't really know what I'm going to do instead
20:15But
20:17Truth
20:18Really sucks doing it without you
20:22Well, you can always join wrestling
20:24I mean
20:24I don't know
20:25I think that's all yours
20:26Don't worry
20:27But
20:28Maybe Gilmore rewatch over Christmas break?
20:31Yes
20:31Let's do it
20:31Yes
20:32Yes
20:32Yes
20:33I need more Rory
20:34Oh my gosh
20:35Me too
20:39Justin, these are so good
20:41I can really taste the love
20:42Thank you
20:46Thanks again for helping out with the gala
20:48Oh yeah
20:50And thank you
20:52For being there for Merritt
20:54Don't give up on him
21:02Hi
21:03Um
21:03Oh, um
21:05I
21:06Can come
21:06Uh
21:08I
21:10I'm sorry
21:11I, I, uh
21:11I didn't realize you were having people over
21:13I really should have thought to call for a spot
21:14No, no, it's okay
21:15Do you want to come inside?
21:16No
21:17Uh, no
21:17I, um
21:18Um, you already have enough, uh, men in your house
21:23These are for you
21:25Oh, thank you, Joe
21:26They're so beautiful
21:29Geez
21:30How much do you think those flowers cost?
21:32At least $285
21:35I don't want to keep you from your friends and family
21:37I'm just headed to my sister's
21:39Um, and I have another little something else for you
21:42Oh
21:43Uh, you can open it now
21:45Okay
21:45Oh, I'm sorry
21:46Let me
21:46Oh, thank you
21:48It is a green project house
21:50I worked on in the Outer Banks
21:53And the owners gave me a weekend stay as a thank you
21:56Oh, wow, it's gorgeous
21:58Yeah
21:58Um, I was thinking that you and I could go there together
22:02Maybe ring in the new year
22:04Uh, it's just a weekend away
22:07No cargo ships involved
22:09And then, uh, maybe in the new year you and I could be together
22:16Oh
22:18You don't have to say anything right now
22:20I know it's a big step, but
22:23Go big or go home, right?
22:25Yeah
22:26Okay
22:30Merry Christmas, Lori
22:31Merry Christmas, Joe
22:40Thank you
22:49What are you doing?
22:50What does it look like?
22:52Okay, well, everyone's gone
22:53You can come out now
22:565, 4, 3, 2, 1
22:57Whoa
22:58Oh
23:01I'm glad you're okay
23:06I don't think I screwed you out of them letting you drive
23:09If anything, I set the bar really well
23:14Yeah
23:16But, um
23:19I am sorry
23:22Don't ever do anything like that again
23:26Okay?
23:26I don't want to have to see you like I saw Dad
23:30Because we gotta stick together, man
23:31You and me
23:37Also, Mom kind of said you have to get ready for church
23:40Okay
23:40All right
23:41Get out
23:41Okay
23:41Oh, you know you love me, poor thing
23:43Yeah, I love you too
23:45I love you too
23:55What?
23:55What's up?
23:57Well, I wasn't gonna bring this up
23:58But, uh
24:00After that fun little cup of Joe drug but it just happened
24:02I thought I'd
24:05Ask, you know, what the deal is
24:07So
24:08You guys are still seeing each other?
24:10Yes
24:11But you slept with me
24:14Yes
24:15What was that?
24:18Old habits
24:20Okay
24:21Okay
24:22Well, old habits aren't all bad
24:23I mean, I like that old habit
24:25Maybe we'll make it a new habit
24:28I mean, David knew it was nice
24:31Okay, it was more than nice
24:33And it was probably necessary
24:35Lori, it doesn't mean anything
24:37Okay
24:37It happened
24:38Yeah
24:38Right?
24:38It is what it is
24:39Yeah
24:40But that wasn't just a hookup for me
24:42That was about one thing
24:43You
24:46I miss you
24:47You miss me
24:50Now you miss me
24:51My time has always sucked
24:55I'm not gonna say that there isn't a part of me
24:58That misses you
25:00Clearly, there is
25:03But I'm pretty confident that you and I sleeping together
25:06It was a step backwards, not forward
25:16I'm sorry
25:18No
25:19No, I'm sorry
25:21Okay
25:21We should go
25:28Why don't you stay here tonight?
25:30Not with me
25:31I mean on the couch
25:34And then you could be here in the morning
25:36For the kids
25:39Thank you
25:41That'd be amazing
25:49For God so loved the world that he gave his only son
25:53So that everyone who believes in him
25:54May not perish
25:55That may not perish
25:56But may have eternal life
25:59Thank you, Pastor Harris
26:03John 3
26:04This year my heart brings me to this
26:07This simple verse
26:09This humble
26:09Beautiful sacrifice
26:11That God
26:11Would send his only son
26:14So that we could have eternal life with him
26:18What a gift
26:19In such a small package
26:21What hope and peace and joy and love
26:28You know, I've been thinking
26:29You know, I've been thinking about all the packages under the Jeffrey's tree
26:32All the
26:33Wrapped gifts
26:34Piled up there this year
26:35I'm guessing
26:36I'm guessing your trees are probably the same
26:39And how tomorrow morning
26:40We will be sitting there surrounded
26:42By a sea of wrapping paper
26:44And open gifts
26:47But Christ's gift to us
26:49The real gift of Christmas
26:51Is eternal
26:53Unwrapped not once
26:54But over and over again
26:56Opened not just tomorrow morning
26:58But every day
27:00Friends, Christmas is holy
27:03About God's love
27:04I encourage you to celebrate his gift to us
27:08God sacrificed his only son for us
27:11Live in honor of that gift
27:13That sacrifice
27:14Put love and care for others ahead of self
27:18Live that gift
27:19Live that sacrifice
27:21Amen
27:37Amen
27:38What are you, what are you, what are you doing here?
27:39Where are you going?
27:41I, uh
27:44Can't
27:46I can't, I can't listen
27:48Um
27:50I, I
27:53I feel
27:56So awful
27:59That night
28:02When you asked me to come over
28:05The reason I didn't
28:09I was, I was drunk
28:12I wanted to be with you
28:13I, I, I really, I really did
28:16I, I'm like
28:18I'm like
28:23I got scared
28:31And I ruined everything
28:32I'm so sorry
28:34Oh, hey, hey, hey
28:37It's, it's good that you feel awful
28:40I mean, it's, it's, it's good to feel awful
28:45It is
28:46Yeah, hey, trust me
28:48Feeling something is so much better than feeling nothing
28:56And you're not alone
28:57And you're not alone
28:57I, I'm, I'm your friend
29:01I, I do want you in my life, Larry
29:10I'm sorry
29:13With our families, it's not like you really have a choice
29:17Yeah
29:19Yeah
29:21I mean, you know
29:27Oh
29:37What a holy night
29:39How blessed we are with these gifts of Christmas
29:43Hope
29:44And peace
29:48And joy
29:50And love
30:04Merry Christmas, dad
30:06Merry Christmas, Laura
30:08Thank you
30:21Oh, holy night
30:24The stars are brightly shining
30:29It is the night
30:32Of our dear Savior's birth
30:39Long lay the world
30:43With sin and error pining
30:48Till he appeared
30:51And the soul felt its worth
30:55Till he appeared and the soul felt its worth
30:55A thrill of hope
31:01The weary world rejoices
31:06For yonder reigns
31:10A new and glorious morn
31:14Fall on your knees
31:20O hear
31:23O hear
31:26The angel voices
31:30O hear
31:32The angel voices
31:34Divine
31:37Divine
31:38O night
31:41When Christ
31:43was born
31:44When Christ was born
31:47O night
31:50O night
31:52O holy night
31:53O night
31:57O night
32:02Merry Christmas
32:04Merry Christmas
32:07Hey, bud
32:07Merry Christmas
32:09Merry Christmas
32:09Merry Christmas
32:13Come on, all righty
32:15All right
32:15You're coming
32:16Hey, no presents
32:17Until Coco
32:18Mom's rule
32:19Boom
32:19Got you
32:20Got you
32:21Got you
32:21There you go
32:21Careful
32:21Boom
32:23Stay hot
32:24Kind of
32:25Okay
32:27You guys
32:28You guys always used to get up so early on Christmas morning
32:32I don't know how she did it but somehow your mom always managed to beat you downstairs
32:37I have Coco waiting
32:51All right, Justin, let's open some presents, huh?
32:54Come on, show me what we got
32:57Okay
32:59Okay
32:59It's calling my name
33:00Oh
33:01Is it?
33:02Oh, you're right
33:03Okay, that's the first one
33:04You're right, okay
33:04Wait, let me take that
33:05It's a pretty good haul
33:09Actually
33:11There's one more
33:14What did you do?
33:23I didn't say anything
33:24I didn't say anything
33:27What?
33:30You said you always wanted one
33:32Oh
33:33Oh my gosh, David
33:37There's a lot of things I should have done a long time ago, Lori
33:40But it's not too late for me to start doing them now
33:44It's not too late for us
33:47Um, this is very sweet
33:50But
33:54I'm not the same person I used to be, Lori
33:57David
33:57You are barely two months sober
34:04I'll always be an alcoholic
34:08I'm always going to be in recovery
34:12You know, my sponsor said
34:14Shame doesn't help anything
34:17He's right
34:19I don't want to beat myself up anymore
34:22I don't want to go backwards
34:25Living alone these last few months
34:26I've realized I've taken everything
34:28I took the kids, I took you, I took it all for granted
34:32I'm not going to do that again, no matter what happens here
34:35Listen to me
34:36Listen to me
34:39I can be happy again, Lori
34:42We can be together again, we just need to decide to do it
34:48It's not that simple
34:52Isn't it?
34:57Why didn't you say all this stuff a year ago?
35:01I wasn't here a year ago
35:06I am now
35:24What's, what's this one?
35:26I don't know
35:27Oh, um, that was under the Christmas decorations and stuff
35:31I thought it was from you, Dad
35:32No, not from me
35:34Let's see
35:41Why don't you open it?
35:42Why don't you open it?
35:54Thanks
35:55Thanks
36:05Merry Christmas
36:06Love, Mom
36:21There's something for everyone
36:23Hey, did you know about this?
36:35It's Mom's jewelry box
36:51It's Mom's jewelry box
36:53Except for me
36:55Thank you
37:11Here, let me
37:14There we go
37:15Come on
37:24Thank you
37:31It's you
37:32It's me
37:34It's me
37:36To the sky
37:36Look down
37:37Where he lay
37:40The little Jesus
37:42I sleep on my hay
37:47I think he likes Christmas better
37:51Say hi to Daddy, Justin
37:53Say hi to Daddy
37:55Say hi to Daddy
37:56Say hi to Daddy
38:00I know
38:00I know
38:01I know
38:01It's okay
38:02Look at how happy you made her
38:11It's from my mom
38:14Pan
38:26Bye
38:27to the car
38:28Bye
38:52Oh, dear.
39:24Hi, Mommy.
39:25Mommy.
40:02My dearest Malcolm, Merry Christmas.
40:07How I wish I was there to celebrate with our beautiful children, with you.
40:15My gift for you is my hope for your future.
40:20A hope that you find love again.
40:25Someone who loves our kids as much as we do.
40:32Someone who shares your faith, who loves God as we do.
40:38Someone who truly, deeply cares for you.
40:44Someone you love.
40:47Someone who loves you.
40:51My dearest Malcolm, this is my hope, and my peace, and my joy, my love.
40:59I love you.
40:59I love you.
41:03I love you.
41:05I love you.
41:15I love you.
41:44Hi.
41:45Hi.
41:45I mean, I was just thinking.
41:47I mean, I can't believe you're here.
41:50oh i need to talk to you i need to talk to you i am so confused malcolm well i'm
41:56not not anymore
41:58you know the other day a few weeks ago uh you said that we aren't good for each other
42:03but that couldn't be further from the truth you're nothing but good for me
42:10i love you laurie and i know that scares you to hear so before you run back inside i just
42:17i want to say it's not because i'm lonely or because i'm grieving or because i'm frightened
42:22of the future or that we're easy i mean come on who are we kidding you and i are definitely
42:27not
42:28easy it's because you are the person you're the person that i want to spend every day and every
42:36night with are you going to say something
43:09i am so confused malcolm
43:12um i don't know what to do like because on the one hand i have this new guy joe and
43:19he's totally
43:20into me and you know i'm pretty into him too and he wants to like take me away on vacations
43:26and
43:26spend all the time with me that i'll let him and he's like all potential you know like an unknown
43:37but i slept with david the other night david uh i thought you know i know i know it was
43:49totally
43:49fear-based and probably like self-destructive you know but then welcome he wants back in and he's
43:58saying all these things if he had said them sooner but he didn't and i know that but
44:06he's the father of my children right and he is a known quantity like i woke up this morning and
44:13i saw them with him
44:15and i don't know maybe he's right maybe it's not too late for us
44:24to be a family again
44:30laurie i can't i can't tell you what to do
44:33well i know
44:36who could you anyway
44:40uh trust yourself you know you'll find your way forward
44:47oh i'm sorry i'm doing all the talking you came to me what did you want to talk about
44:53i just uh i wanted to say merry christmas
44:59merry christmas you want to come in no no no i should get back okay good night get in there
45:14no it's
45:15no it's for me
45:20no it's for the better
45:23no it's for the better
45:27no it's for the better
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