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00:00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:00:12Iris! Move!
00:00:16I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
00:00:19And I want to apologize for that to your face.
00:00:21I could have done things 100% better.
00:00:24No, thank you. Thank you.
00:00:27Look at all scrumptious.
00:00:29I miss you.
00:00:30Oh, I miss you too.
00:00:32I think we should get everybody together.
00:00:35Have a good time.
00:00:35Like a big reunion.
00:00:37I've never been to Palm Springs.
00:00:38Oh, I heard really good things.
00:00:41I'm inspired to Hannah since the reunion.
00:00:44For me, the energy was just weird.
00:00:47Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
00:00:49You said Chris, for sure.
00:00:50Obviously, duh.
00:00:51Me and Chris did invite Charlie.
00:00:53Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:55over a man I knew for five days?
00:01:25It's like so overwhelming.
00:01:26It's like Christmas.
00:01:30Hannah.
00:01:31Oh, my gosh.
00:01:33Can we try this on?
00:01:35Santa.
00:01:36Oh, my gosh.
00:01:38I think you're kind of hot.
00:01:39Whoa.
00:01:40You look real.
00:01:41Oh, my God.
00:01:42I look so good.
00:01:43I look like Bob Ross.
00:01:45Give us your best Bob Ross.
00:01:47There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
00:01:51How do you want the surprise to go down, though?
00:01:53Like, what's the plan?
00:01:54Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross?
00:01:56And I'm like, TJ, go in the room so I can paint you.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59I'll distract him.
00:02:00You distract him.
00:02:01You dress up like Bob Ross.
00:02:02He will have no idea what's going on.
00:02:04I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
00:02:06because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
00:02:10Somebody call TMZ.
00:02:13I have a beard in my mouth.
00:02:15Okay, so I think that the 80s section is back here.
00:02:18What is 80s?
00:02:19TJ always has his 80s playlist on,
00:02:22so I thought it would be fun to do, like,
00:02:23an 80s-themed birthday party.
00:02:24Everybody's together,
00:02:25and it's going to be a perfect moment for him,
00:02:28and I feel like he's going to really love it.
00:02:30Well, we definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
00:02:32Oh, yeah.
00:02:32I want to get him the mullet.
00:02:34And we need to get TJ an outfit.
00:02:36Iris.
00:02:37What?
00:02:37You have to wear this.
00:02:41We could get one for Amaya and Clark, too.
00:02:43Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
00:02:45She would.
00:02:46It's perfect.
00:02:46And it's so Amaya.
00:02:47Oh, my gosh.
00:02:49You should wear that.
00:02:50You look like a Christmas tree topper.
00:02:52Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:54Yeah, the 80s.
00:02:56I forgot some people dressed so suspicious in the 80s.
00:02:58See, I wasn't born in the 80s, so I don't know.
00:03:01So, how are you feeling about Charlie
00:03:03being at Palm Springs with us?
00:03:06I don't, like, hate him,
00:03:09but what I don't like
00:03:11is that he continues to, like, go on these podcasts
00:03:14and, like, talk about our four days together.
00:03:18What was actually going through your mind
00:03:20during that whole Hannah situation?
00:03:22All right.
00:03:23You leaving and then watching her
00:03:25with another man
00:03:27after you guys were just, like, we're locked in.
00:03:29Does it feel good?
00:03:30No.
00:03:30I was completely taken out of the picture.
00:03:32Do you know what I mean?
00:03:32But then I do think, had I have stayed there,
00:03:36what about if that started going down
00:03:37while I was in the room still?
00:03:39It's, like, I feel like I'm collateral damage
00:03:41to, like, just doing what I wanted to do.
00:03:45I arrived to the island during a challenge.
00:03:54I was in a bit of a love triangle
00:03:57trying to figure out who I wanted to couple up with.
00:04:01Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
00:04:03Charlie.
00:04:06Sorry.
00:04:07But that decision was made for me
00:04:09by my fellow islanders.
00:04:10Oh, please, can I just, like...
00:04:13Somebody getting voted off the island
00:04:15felt like they were gonna die.
00:04:17And you were never gonna see him again.
00:04:20I think he really gets the sympathy
00:04:22from, like, everyone being, like,
00:04:24oh, Hannah, did you dirty.
00:04:27And he takes that
00:04:28and he fucking runs across the world with it
00:04:30because he knows that, like,
00:04:31people are gonna eat that shit up.
00:04:32But, like, I have a boyfriend.
00:04:34Why are we still talking about
00:04:36four days of fucking Fiji?
00:04:39I know.
00:04:39Like, just move on.
00:04:41There's a reason that you're 28 years old
00:04:43and never had a girlfriend.
00:04:44Like, and it's not my fault.
00:04:46You know?
00:04:46Not having a girlfriend ever
00:04:48in your existence
00:04:49is just kind of a red flag for me
00:04:51because I feel like, you know,
00:04:53you kind of have to date
00:04:54to, like, understand a woman.
00:04:57I'm very complex.
00:04:58He was just never gonna understand me.
00:05:01I wish we had someone from the 80s
00:05:03that could come and help us.
00:05:04Who is from the 80s?
00:05:15What's up, y'all?
00:05:15We're making good progress.
00:05:17You know what I'm saying?
00:05:18Glasses on.
00:05:19Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
00:05:21I'll be right back.
00:05:22Who are you?
00:05:23I mean, behind the makeup,
00:05:26mascara, and your back.
00:05:28Are all these your bikinis and stuff?
00:05:30Yes.
00:05:31I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
00:05:32It's gonna be a movie.
00:05:33I'm excited.
00:05:34I'm really excited.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:35I've been seeing you
00:05:36when kicking it with Chris a lot lately.
00:05:38How do you feel about him
00:05:40being at the house?
00:05:41I'm not gonna lie.
00:05:42Chris is, like,
00:05:42one of the coolest guys ever.
00:05:44Like, he's ridiculous.
00:05:56How many underwear do you need for two days?
00:05:59You never know.
00:06:02TJ.
00:06:03What?
00:06:03You still have your tag on your pants.
00:06:07You're in Palm Springs.
00:06:09Road trip, road trip, road trip.
00:06:12I was really happy
00:06:12when Brian brought up this idea
00:06:14to go to Palm Springs
00:06:14and invite everybody.
00:06:15We should all be able
00:06:16to be under one roof
00:06:17and have a good time,
00:06:18just like how we were in the villa.
00:06:19What's up, y'all?
00:06:20So I think this is the perfect time
00:06:21for me to get a little bit more
00:06:23of alone time with Coco.
00:06:25Jacuzzi.
00:06:26A jacuzzi.
00:06:28Jacuzzi.
00:06:29Views.
00:06:29I like that.
00:06:30It is.
00:06:31The views.
00:06:32The views are crazy.
00:06:34I'm excited for this weekend.
00:06:36Wait, I have an idea.
00:06:37I'm scared.
00:06:39Since we're going to Palm Springs,
00:06:41I want to see snow
00:06:42because I don't see
00:06:44snow ever.
00:06:45Like, come on.
00:06:46Look at what I found.
00:06:47What?
00:06:48There's like a sea limp
00:06:50and you go up the mountain.
00:06:52Look, snow.
00:06:53Now I'm more excited.
00:06:54I think if we make this small detour
00:06:57and meet up with everyone else later,
00:06:59we'll have the time of our life.
00:07:00We can build a snowman.
00:07:01It's just snow.
00:07:02That's so cute.
00:07:03I love the snow.
00:07:04I love Christmas.
00:07:06I think it will make it feel
00:07:07like Christmas in California.
00:07:08Are we going to fit
00:07:09all these suitcases
00:07:10in the car?
00:07:11We're going to make it fit
00:07:11like Jenga.
00:07:18Damn, you're out of breath.
00:07:20Fuck you.
00:07:24What the hell you got in this?
00:07:26You bringing Taylor?
00:07:27Where the hell
00:07:28is my stuff about to go?
00:07:30No, no.
00:07:30It'll fit.
00:07:31Trust me.
00:07:34I don't know why
00:07:35there are so many suitcases.
00:07:36We're only going for three days.
00:07:38Look.
00:07:39What the hell?
00:07:41It's going to fit.
00:07:41All you need to pack
00:07:42is some underwear,
00:07:43socks,
00:07:44some t-shirts,
00:07:45maybe a couple pants.
00:07:46Not maybe a couple pants.
00:07:48Pants.
00:07:49My jacket's here, right?
00:07:50I'll be back.
00:07:52Okay.
00:07:52We're off to Palm Springs.
00:07:59It has been so long
00:08:01since I've been in that villa.
00:08:05So I feel like this trip
00:08:06is going to have
00:08:07a similar feeling
00:08:08to just like everybody
00:08:09in the same place
00:08:11on the same type of timing.
00:08:13So I'm looking forward to it.
00:08:14Same type of timing?
00:08:15Same type of timing
00:08:15as the villa?
00:08:17I mean...
00:08:18We're doing challenges
00:08:18in this shit now?
00:08:19What do you mean
00:08:20same type of timing?
00:08:21We're playing
00:08:22spin the bottle?
00:08:22No, no, no.
00:08:23I feel like we're all
00:08:23going to be in one place
00:08:25and we're going to have
00:08:26to talk, you know?
00:08:27I'm going to let them talk.
00:08:28I'm chilling.
00:08:35Wow.
00:08:37A mini villa
00:08:38in the meadow of Palm Springs.
00:08:40We're going to have
00:08:40so much fun.
00:08:49What are we getting the bags?
00:08:51Yes.
00:08:51Yes.
00:08:51To the 20 heavy bags
00:08:53you guys brought
00:08:54for two days.
00:08:55Ridiculous.
00:09:00Welcome to paradise.
00:09:02After you, brother.
00:09:03Wow.
00:09:07No, this is wild.
00:09:09Oh, my gosh.
00:09:11This place looks
00:09:12even more fire in person.
00:09:14I'll say that.
00:09:15Period.
00:09:15Y'all did so good.
00:09:17The jacuzzi.
00:09:19Oh, yeah.
00:09:20I'm sweating my ass off.
00:09:21Oh, my gosh.
00:09:22I feel like I'm in the villa again.
00:09:24It's so beautiful.
00:09:26The pools,
00:09:27the hot tub,
00:09:28the little hideaways.
00:09:29Like, this place is just sexy.
00:09:32I like this.
00:09:34Yo, Chris.
00:09:34I got the bed
00:09:35just for you, brother.
00:09:36For me?
00:09:37Yeah.
00:09:38Oh, my gosh.
00:09:40The bump-ins.
00:09:41Yeah, man.
00:09:41Bro, I wouldn't even fit, bro.
00:09:44That's perfect.
00:09:48Charlie,
00:09:49when's the last time
00:09:50you've seen Hannah?
00:09:52Oh, the reunion.
00:09:53Really?
00:09:54Yeah, man.
00:09:54How do you feel about
00:09:55seeing her now?
00:09:57Uh, you know,
00:09:58it's not like
00:09:59there was ever anything
00:10:00after the show.
00:10:01Just kind of ended there
00:10:02and then,
00:10:02so that whole thing's, like,
00:10:05long gone,
00:10:06do you know what I mean?
00:10:06No, for sure.
00:10:07Yeah, at the reunion with Hannah,
00:10:09I just felt like her energy
00:10:10that day was very, like,
00:10:11cold with me,
00:10:12you know,
00:10:12and I was confused by that
00:10:14because I've done
00:10:14absolutely nothing
00:10:16to warrant that type of energy.
00:10:18So I don't even know
00:10:19what it's gonna be like.
00:10:20I don't know how I'm gonna feel.
00:10:21I don't know.
00:10:22It's just a lot more like,
00:10:23we'll see when it comes,
00:10:24type thing,
00:10:25so,
00:10:26yeah, man.
00:10:27That's that, really.
00:10:28Yeah, that's that.
00:10:31Can we pull over?
00:10:32I'm having anxiety.
00:10:34You're probably a little bit nervous
00:10:36because you're about to do
00:10:37some big girl things over there.
00:10:39I know.
00:10:40But also,
00:10:41Charli is a little bit, like,
00:10:43big girl-ing, too.
00:10:44You and Brian left
00:10:45the show together
00:10:47and he doesn't still talk
00:10:48about you on podcasts.
00:10:50There's no point in talking
00:10:52and bringing extra negativity
00:10:53to us
00:10:54when we know
00:10:55all of us have gotten hate.
00:10:57So why would you
00:10:58drive more hate to someone?
00:11:00Especially when they don't deserve it
00:11:02and you know
00:11:02that I don't deserve it.
00:11:10Look at the mouthfeel!
00:11:14Beautiful.
00:11:15This is so beautiful.
00:11:29There is so much oxygen up here.
00:11:31I know.
00:11:31I can feel like I can breathe.
00:11:33Wait, I thought it was less oxygen.
00:11:35I think the air is thinner.
00:11:36Ira's coming,
00:11:38TJ coming,
00:11:39Hannah coming,
00:11:40Clark is coming,
00:11:41Amaya coming,
00:11:43Amy coming,
00:11:44AJ coming, AJ coming,
00:11:45AJ coming, AJ coming.
00:11:45AJ coming.
00:11:47I want a raccoon
00:11:48and I want to take it home
00:11:49and make it my baby.
00:11:51Being a Southern girly,
00:11:52I didn't really know
00:11:53too much about Callie.
00:11:55So, seeing the snow,
00:11:56I didn't know about all this.
00:11:58But it's cute.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:05We don't want to do that.
00:12:09Oh, my God.
00:12:10Look at the picnic table.
00:12:11I feel like it's so white.
00:12:13Cheers, guys.
00:12:15Cheers to good vibes.
00:12:15To my great cottage.
00:12:16Friends and family.
00:12:18To talking some shit.
00:12:19Right.
00:12:21Speaking of friendships,
00:12:23what do we think about Coco and Chris?
00:12:26I have to think of a famous for this.
00:12:28is I have been picking up
00:12:29that they're like possibly dating.
00:12:31I saw them at Friendsgiving
00:12:33when we were doing the prayer
00:12:34and they were going like this
00:12:35and everyone else was like this.
00:12:38Picking up.
00:12:38And they were like that.
00:12:39And so I was like, hmm.
00:12:40And then I went go-karting
00:12:43and I noticed that
00:12:44they were like all cuddled up go-karting.
00:12:47Oh.
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:48So they're really a thing.
00:12:50Yeah.
00:12:51Well, maybe her mind
00:12:52could be very accommodated with Chris.
00:12:54I also went go-karting.
00:12:55She don't drink some shit with you.
00:12:57Facts.
00:12:57And I know the last time
00:12:58that you guys spoke
00:12:59was from Friendsgiving.
00:13:01Yeah.
00:13:02Okay.
00:13:02How did that conversation
00:13:03for you end up?
00:13:04As best as it possibly could.
00:13:06Yeah.
00:13:07When we were in the villa,
00:13:08I felt like you were like,
00:13:09damn near like love bombing me.
00:13:10Like you would say like,
00:13:12Coco.
00:13:12No funny shit.
00:13:13Love bombing you.
00:13:14No, get up.
00:13:14I'm not gonna lie.
00:13:15That's not a little bit.
00:13:16Although I was understanding
00:13:18of why she would feel
00:13:19the way that she feels,
00:13:20I don't think
00:13:20she was reciprocating
00:13:22the understanding energy.
00:13:23We obviously are not
00:13:25going to be besties
00:13:26and that's fine.
00:13:27But you know,
00:13:27as long as we're respectful
00:13:28to one another,
00:13:30I'm just like,
00:13:31forgive, let it go.
00:13:32Right.
00:13:33I'm really cold.
00:13:34Let's just go to the house.
00:13:35Let's blow this popsicle stand.
00:13:40Is it cold?
00:13:42Oh my gosh, it's warm.
00:13:43Oh, we should get in.
00:13:44Who are you most excited
00:13:45to see today?
00:13:46Everyone.
00:13:47Everyone?
00:13:47Like, it's gonna be nice
00:13:48that we're all in one place.
00:13:49Yeah, I appreciate it.
00:13:50Jesus Christ.
00:13:52He seemed a little disappointed
00:13:54that y'all were in the same room.
00:13:56Let's just make this
00:13:57the guys' room.
00:13:59Okay.
00:13:59Four guys.
00:14:01Chris is like...
00:14:05Girl, it's okay, child.
00:14:06He's gonna be all right.
00:14:07I think that's cute.
00:14:09You gotta keep him
00:14:10on they toes a little bit.
00:14:11He's so silly.
00:14:12You think he's gonna
00:14:13try to sneak in?
00:14:14Oh, heck no.
00:14:15He better chill out.
00:14:16This is gonna be so good
00:14:17for you guys
00:14:17to just spend time together
00:14:18and get to know each other more.
00:14:20Yeah.
00:14:20In this kind of setting too.
00:14:21It's just a vacation.
00:14:23Mm-hmm.
00:14:23This is the life.
00:14:25How you feeling about Maya coming?
00:14:28Not really stressing about it.
00:14:29Here for the good vibes.
00:14:31You and Coco, though.
00:14:32You haven't kissed her yet, right?
00:14:33No.
00:14:35This is usually not my MO.
00:14:38Nothing in my Love Island experience
00:14:40has shaped me to be this way.
00:14:42I think this is just kind of
00:14:43how I want to move
00:14:44outside the villa
00:14:45and going forward.
00:14:48You know what you got to do, bro?
00:14:50Get some cojones.
00:14:51And you know what you got to hit her with?
00:14:52Huh?
00:14:52When it's just y'all two,
00:14:53two words.
00:14:55Come here.
00:14:57That's all you got to say.
00:14:59That's all you got to say.
00:15:02Aim for the middle of the square.
00:15:04Yeah.
00:15:04Yeah.
00:15:06Period.
00:15:07I'm actually nice.
00:15:08Hold on.
00:15:10This place is sick.
00:15:11Yo, I like the flooring.
00:15:13Oh, my gosh.
00:15:15Yeah.
00:15:17Hold on a sec.
00:15:18Bro, what?
00:15:19Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
00:15:21Bye.
00:15:24One thing I didn't do in the villa
00:15:26was get in that pool.
00:15:27So I'm going to get in that pool.
00:15:37You want me to dunk it?
00:15:38I got you.
00:15:39This shit lowers?
00:15:40My brother.
00:15:41Bro, I'm a runner, bro.
00:15:43Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:15:43Right, right.
00:15:44Oh, there we go.
00:15:44There we go.
00:15:45That's cool.
00:15:45Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:15:50Boys, we're hungry.
00:15:52Should we cook up?
00:15:53All right.
00:15:53You know he's going to ask us to cook.
00:15:55He's going to piss me off.
00:15:57I think it's fair since the fellas
00:16:01had to cook all the meals in the villa.
00:16:04Oh, I like this.
00:16:05This sounds like a proposal.
00:16:06I think the woman should take care of the kids.
00:16:09Great idea.
00:16:11You know, I'm not opposed.
00:16:12Are we locking it in?
00:16:13Let's make it look.
00:16:14Let's make it look.
00:16:14Like, do y'all know how to make drinks?
00:16:15Yeah!
00:16:22Oh, boy!
00:16:26Welcome to the crib, man.
00:16:27Yo, this is nuts.
00:16:29It's all on Brian's carton.
00:16:30Let's go, Brian.
00:16:31Shout out, Brian.
00:16:32Wait, wait, wait.
00:16:32How many bedrooms are next to you?
00:16:34Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:16:34The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
00:16:51Miss Grace's...
00:16:51Isn't it so pretty?
00:16:52It's so, so, so cool.
00:16:54I know.
00:16:55It's gorgeous.
00:16:56It looks so nice.
00:16:57We need a whole...
00:16:58Maya?
00:16:59...expiration.
00:17:00Sorry, love.
00:17:01Good?
00:17:01Good, good.
00:17:03We gave each other a hug and everything,
00:17:05so, like, that's cleared.
00:17:06Like, that's definitely a good start
00:17:08to our Palm Springs trip.
00:17:10Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time
00:17:14at Palm Springs, I'm going to be waking up tanning.
00:17:17I'm going to be minding my business, looking cute,
00:17:19taking my pictures, and calling my boyfriend
00:17:21all the fucking time.
00:17:23Brian is not even in my thought.
00:17:25He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
00:17:29I'm hangry.
00:17:31We're making, like, ground beef and all the teams.
00:17:38Just going to check in.
00:17:40Mm-hmm.
00:17:41You straight?
00:17:41Mm-hmm.
00:17:42Oh, boy!
00:17:44It's dinner!
00:17:47How are you feeling about Charlie?
00:17:50I'm not going to acknowledge him.
00:17:51He's making it a little awkward.
00:17:53He's awkward.
00:17:54His presence just is, like, a dark cloud,
00:17:56and right now, I'm like...
00:17:57I just don't want to deal with it.
00:17:58I can't.
00:17:59I don't have the energy.
00:18:07Smooth?
00:18:08Good.
00:18:11Promise?
00:18:12Yeah, I'm all right.
00:18:14Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
00:18:16We don't know each other like that.
00:18:18We never became friends like that.
00:18:20Essentially, it's this weird situation
00:18:22because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
00:18:26So trying to understand how to go about it
00:18:29in a normal way is tricky
00:18:31because it doesn't feel normal.
00:18:33Food is ready!
00:18:36How's seeing Hannah?
00:18:37Cool?
00:18:38Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other, to be honest.
00:18:41All right.
00:18:41Do you feel like...
00:18:43like there will be a conversation tonight, or...
00:18:48Tonight?
00:18:49I don't know.
00:18:51Let's go!
00:18:52Come on, guys!
00:18:53It's Taco Tuesday!
00:18:54I'm hangry!
00:19:04Oh, my God, well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
00:19:08Bon appetito.
00:19:09Grayson and Coco killed this.
00:19:11Thank you guys so much.
00:19:12I just put things in both.
00:19:14You helped, and so did you.
00:19:15Thank you so much for doing.
00:19:17Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
00:19:18Man, it's fucking good.
00:19:20I don't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
00:19:25Mmm, tacos.
00:19:35Nothing.
00:19:37Something's not right here.
00:19:39Jesus.
00:19:40That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
00:19:44Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
00:19:47Coco's looking around, like, what's going on?
00:19:49Bella's like, is everything okay?
00:19:50I'm looking at Iris.
00:19:52Iris is looking at Hannah.
00:19:52Hannah's looking at me.
00:19:53I'm like, what's going on?
00:20:04Something's going on.
00:20:05You ready to rip off that band-aid and confront him?
00:20:08No.
00:20:10I know that I need to break the tension because it's a little awkward, but I'm scared.
00:20:19Well, guys, we're at the end of the year.
00:20:22What better way than to leave all of the tension in 2025?
00:20:27So, I just want to start.
00:20:32Charlie, we have not spoken since the reunion.
00:20:38From what I've gathered, you are not happy with me.
00:20:51From what I've gathered, you are not happy with me at the reunion.
00:20:55Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
00:20:58Yeah, I will say I was not doing well.
00:21:00I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
00:21:02I'm sorry, I was not thinking about you.
00:21:04I was thinking about how I would be okay.
00:21:06I accept your apology, you know what I mean?
00:21:08It is what it is, but you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
00:21:11And I was just like, this is a bit weird because...
00:21:14Because Iris is my best friend.
00:21:16And I think she was just being nice because, like, I was next to him, like, during the reunion.
00:21:21Yeah.
00:21:21I was just needing somebody there for me in that time, and Pepe was, like, there for me.
00:21:27And I think that just shows, like, a testament to his character.
00:21:30I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
00:21:32I just, for me, I was like, it just left an impression where I felt, is this girl genuine?
00:21:37But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
00:21:40We just, like, weren't friends.
00:21:41It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
00:21:44I literally, as soon as that reunion ended, I was fucking sobbing.
00:21:47I think that's what I struggled with a lot, is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
00:21:54I needed to go.
00:21:55I was crying.
00:21:56Brian, you were there.
00:21:57I'm fucking having a panic attack.
00:22:00I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life, but I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight
00:22:07leash, and now I feel like it's making it hard for me to want to do things more, harder for
00:22:13me to leave the house.
00:22:14I haven't really figured out how to handle it, but I will say we weren't in a relationship.
00:22:19It was five days of my life.
00:22:21I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
00:22:24I'm now in a relationship, and, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like, oh,
00:22:29why is this man on a podcast still talking about you?
00:22:32Yeah, for sure.
00:22:32I get it.
00:22:34But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
00:22:37It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey to getting on the show, and then my
00:22:41time in the show, and my time in the show involved the majority of humans, the storyline.
00:22:45They were always going to ask a question about you.
00:22:48Wait, hold on.
00:22:48Are we back in the holidays?
00:22:51Like, where's the podium?
00:22:52Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
00:22:56There's ways to, like, divert the situation, because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
00:23:00And it's like, I feel like you're fueling that, and that's, for me, what hurts.
00:23:04No, it doesn't feel good, but we all signed up for the public eye.
00:23:07Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
00:23:09Look how much damage podcasts have caused all of us.
00:23:12You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like, this villain for doing the damn thing, doing what I
00:23:18needed to do.
00:23:19And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
00:23:22Not at all, not at all.
00:23:23At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
00:23:26Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
00:23:29It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
00:23:32You know, that's, like, some kind of self.
00:23:35Like, she's annoyed with herself.
00:23:36It's clearly, like, things are being said because Austin went on a podcast and said that I'm a snake for
00:23:41how I did you.
00:23:42Hannah.
00:23:43Snake-ish.
00:23:44I don't like the way she did my boy, Charlie.
00:23:47But that's what I was doing.
00:23:49So, like, that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
00:23:51That's his opinion, and he's also my friend.
00:23:54The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her, he has an opinion
00:23:57on you for whatever reason.
00:24:00Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her, like, yo, like, TJ's too young anyway.
00:24:04Like, it wouldn't have worked.
00:24:05I'm glad you're with Pepe.
00:24:07And you're my friend, bro.
00:24:09What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying, though, that his TikToks were putting you off?
00:24:26And I said, maybe, do you know what, though?
00:24:28He's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently.
00:24:30No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks.
00:24:32I said, get your back to me.
00:24:33Yeah, that's not how it went down, the conversation.
00:24:35Yeah, how the fuck did it go down?
00:24:37They were both talking about how your TikToks were cringing them on, yeah, and putting them off.
00:24:44Well, it's not like...
00:24:45I mean, yeah, we talked about...
00:24:48That's not, like, that big of a deal.
00:24:51Let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
00:24:55We're losing the plot here.
00:24:56At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong when deep down all this time, all this
00:25:01shit was going on.
00:25:01Why didn't you just fucking end it?
00:25:03Do you know what I mean?
00:25:04Like, if that's the...
00:25:05Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
00:25:06I know if you met...
00:25:07You're trying to make her seem like she is wrong from...
00:25:09You met TJ.
00:25:10No, just stop.
00:25:10You also met...
00:25:10Because you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship where you feel manipulated and you don't
00:25:14know how to navigate that.
00:25:15So don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation that she didn't know how to get out of.
00:25:20It is not her fault.
00:25:21It's a unique situation.
00:25:22I get that it's a unique situation like that.
00:25:24I get that it's a unique situation.
00:25:26Absolutely not.
00:25:27They just keep going in circles and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig and he's digging
00:25:32himself deeper and deeper and deeper.
00:25:35And I honestly want to just, like, be like, stop.
00:25:38Shh.
00:25:38Yeah, we should focus on the initial problem and then solve that shit and then move on, bro.
00:25:43Y'all, we're just talking in circles.
00:25:44Let's just, like, drop this conversation.
00:25:47What?
00:25:47You were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story.
00:25:49Iris is a part of my story.
00:25:50So how are you going to come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
00:25:53It was them that were coming at you for the...
00:25:55But we weren't coming at him for it.
00:25:56You were saying...
00:25:57You're, like, totally going too far.
00:26:01This is intense.
00:26:03He's having a hard time explaining himself and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
00:26:08I'm just glad that this is not me and Clark.
00:26:10You know what I mean?
00:26:11Because that would have been ghetto as hell.
00:26:12You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
00:26:15I think what he's just trying to clear up is that he only said that about you because they mentioned
00:26:19you and what you were posting.
00:26:21And he said that in a way of trying to console her and make her feel like maybe she was
00:26:25possibly making the right decision.
00:26:26That's what, thank you.
00:26:27He's probably not trying to come for you and he is probably your friend for real.
00:26:31I feel like we've been lacking, like, a lot of love and, like, empathy and, like, understanding and, like, care.
00:26:38Like, I feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky and, like, it's already bad enough.
00:26:42Like, we all feel like the world is against us.
00:26:44Well, that's what I think is happening.
00:26:46I do think you were saying it to be supportive and to be a good friend.
00:26:49I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
00:26:53The world is against us.
00:26:55The public is against us.
00:26:56And so it makes us look at each other different ways when, in actuality, we were all good.
00:27:03We were all fine, you know?
00:27:05And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way.
00:27:09And it's caused a division in our entire cast.
00:27:12It's caused a division.
00:27:12And everybody's scared to do certain things.
00:27:14It's all, like, a big mind trip.
00:27:16And this is what I'm saying.
00:27:17I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform to be able to explain a bit more.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:22And it's, like, it can be frustrating because if you never speak, you're just going to have to
00:27:27set the narrative that people see.
00:27:29Exactly.
00:27:29That's so real.
00:27:30Yeah.
00:27:31I also say, going off of that, I was the first one out of the villa.
00:27:35And I was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities, you know?
00:27:40The truth of it is, like, Hannah, you were Charlie's villa experience.
00:27:45Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know, I only had one person from my villa experience, too.
00:27:50And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like, that name is always brought up because that was, like,
00:27:56my experience.
00:27:57I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts was ever in a way to, like, bring you down.
00:28:04That's taken and clipped and blown up because you are the only person he's been associated with.
00:28:10It's just, like, for me, it's hard because, like, like, I don't even want to leave my house.
00:28:17Like, I don't leave my house.
00:28:20Don't worry, babe.
00:28:21You're good.
00:28:22You're good.
00:28:22We all put ourselves out there and it can be very fucking great for us after.
00:28:26Our lives have all changed.
00:28:28We're all doing great things.
00:28:30You know what I mean?
00:28:31But it does come at a cost.
00:28:34I'm going to call my boyfriend.
00:28:41I'm just having a lot of anxiety.
00:28:47She probably just needs a breather.
00:28:49All right.
00:28:49Should we, uh, should we clean up?
00:28:52Yeah.
00:28:53Yeah.
00:28:54Yeah.
00:28:55Yeah, too.
00:28:55No, not really.
00:28:57How you doing, Chris?
00:28:58Not a peep.
00:28:59I don't want to just chime in, you know what I mean, when it's not my place.
00:29:03It's hard being away from home.
00:29:08I know.
00:29:10It's just hard when you're not here.
00:29:13Anyone there?
00:29:14Yeah.
00:29:19I'm in here.
00:29:21Where is she?
00:29:22I don't know.
00:29:24I was looking at the wrong fucking door.
00:29:28I'm just getting over wrong.
00:29:31Don't worry, you said it all in a very mature way.
00:29:35Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
00:29:38I've been left in that and no one backed me up.
00:29:41I have trouble, like, I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch,
00:29:47but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how I'm feeling.
00:29:50You're not.
00:29:51You're standing up for yourself.
00:29:58It's just massive.
00:29:59Just a mess.
00:30:04Sorry, guys, I was trying to, like, bring the mood down.
00:30:21It's a bikini slander on, right?
00:30:24All right.
00:30:24I probably need, like, five minutes.
00:30:25Me too.
00:30:28What?
00:30:29Daddy!
00:30:30Okay, I love her.
00:30:31There she is.
00:30:32Baby.
00:30:33There's nothing else I'm going to do.
00:30:36Ah!
00:30:37She dropped the egg!
00:30:41You called him white chocolate?
00:30:43Nah, this girl, she didn't call him white chocolate.
00:30:46Oh, word.
00:30:46Don't get shy now.
00:30:48I kind of like it.
00:30:49You love it.
00:30:50That's okay.
00:30:51It makes me feel cool.
00:30:53You should have came.
00:30:54You should have had finals week last week.
00:30:56It was either come and...
00:30:58And fill everything?
00:31:00You get zeros?
00:31:01Yeah, fill all my classes.
00:31:03Welcome.
00:31:04We're all ready to go shopping and get dressed and let's go.
00:31:07It's a new day.
00:31:08New energy.
00:31:10Everyone's going to split up, go their separate ways.
00:31:12I think everyone just needs time to breathe.
00:31:18Come on.
00:31:19Coco Chanel.
00:31:19Here we go.
00:31:22What are you guys doing?
00:31:24Let's go.
00:31:24We got a tee time.
00:31:26Yes.
00:31:26Tee time.
00:31:28What the hell are you guys wearing?
00:31:34I've been golfing one time.
00:31:36I don't really own no golf gear.
00:31:38You see how me and Chris showed up.
00:31:40Take us out the hood.
00:31:41Can't take the hood out of us.
00:31:42Let's go.
00:31:51Who's ready to golf right now?
00:31:53Let's go.
00:31:54My goal today is to get a hole in one.
00:31:57Why are you laughing?
00:31:59You want to style me?
00:32:00Yeah, I got you.
00:32:01Give me right.
00:32:02Give me right.
00:32:02I got you.
00:32:03That's yeah.
00:32:04Yeah.
00:32:04Swagger, bro.
00:32:05Like some designs, huh?
00:32:07What size is this?
00:32:08How long you been golfing?
00:32:09Since I was born.
00:32:11Oh, really?
00:32:14It's water.
00:32:15Really?
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:18Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
00:32:21You guys are good, thank you.
00:32:21No, you won't watch him.
00:32:23Peace.
00:32:23It's a new day.
00:32:24You know, Charlie, you know, went through a lot last night.
00:32:26I don't want him to feel alone or isolated.
00:32:28So it's time to check in, see what's going on, see how he's feeling and just, you know,
00:32:32try to really understand where he's at.
00:32:34And then can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
00:32:36Yeah.
00:32:40What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
00:32:42It is.
00:32:43You look amazing.
00:32:44Holy crap.
00:32:44Yeah, you look good.
00:32:45Yeah, you do look good.
00:32:46I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
00:32:49Yes.
00:32:5080's theme.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:52Back to my mommy day.
00:32:53Yes.
00:32:55I got more accessories and stuff.
00:32:57So it's at my mom's house.
00:32:58I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here because of the surprise.
00:33:01He's going to come back home.
00:33:02I'm going to blindfold him.
00:33:04I'm going to take him to the room.
00:33:06I'm going to change and then I'm going to open up the blinds and everything's going to be set up
00:33:10out here.
00:33:10Okay.
00:33:11And I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
00:33:13Oh babe, of course.
00:33:14There's no question about that.
00:33:16I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
00:33:18Okay.
00:33:18So we'll see the big.
00:33:19I will go change.
00:33:20Okay.
00:33:20Love you.
00:33:21I said hi.
00:33:22I will.
00:33:22Yes.
00:33:23Texas, you guys need anything.
00:33:24Okay.
00:33:25You guys, look who's here.
00:33:26Hello.
00:33:27Hello.
00:33:28Hello.
00:33:28I feel like I'm always late to everything.
00:33:31I'm going to get changed.
00:33:32I'll be back.
00:33:33Okay.
00:33:33Yeah, you see how beautiful this is?
00:33:35This is our castle.
00:33:36Our villa.
00:33:37This is our villa.
00:33:38This week is insane.
00:33:40I have like four photo shoots, and I'm also trying to squeeze Pounce Brams because I want
00:33:47to spend time with my people celebrating TJ.
00:33:51Hannah, you should tell me what happened.
00:33:52What happened?
00:33:54Charlie had went on a podcast and was like still talking about like our four day fucking getting
00:34:00to know each other.
00:34:01And so I just want to be like, can I set the boundary that like we don't do that anymore?
00:34:05Like, you know how the hate is.
00:34:06Like, you don't need to fuel to that.
00:34:07And he just started taking it like way too far.
00:34:11And like he started comes for Iris and TJ.
00:34:14I would never see that coming though.
00:34:16But Hannah, you did a really great job standing up for yourself yesterday.
00:34:18And the thing is, you can whatever disrespect me.
00:34:21I'll fucking take it.
00:34:22But talk about my friend.
00:34:24And that's when I be asked.
00:34:26Okay, accessories.
00:34:30How you feel?
00:34:31I'm all right, mate.
00:34:32Last night was a little bit.
00:34:36A little bit of a hand.
00:34:37Is that all right?
00:34:38That's really good, yeah.
00:34:38Is that okay?
00:34:39Is that the LA level that you used to?
00:34:42It's pretty good, honestly.
00:34:43It's unique.
00:34:44Like, I do feel like their takes on last night weren't justified really.
00:34:48I get that you don't want someone to speak about you, especially now that you've got a part.
00:34:52I completely understand that.
00:34:53But the way it sounded was that I've been, you know, going on about for the entire,
00:34:59since it's happened.
00:35:00And then the whole thing of me being trying to play victim is ridiculous.
00:35:03Yeah, I wish I could have done more to mediate it, because I see both sides.
00:35:08So I'm just like, if y'all just went point by point and said,
00:35:12okay, Charlie's not victimizing himself.
00:35:13He finally got a platform to speak.
00:35:15We understand that.
00:35:16Okay, boom.
00:35:16Moving forward, Hannah would like if you didn't talk about her on podcast.
00:35:20Okay, boom.
00:35:21Done, done.
00:35:22And you both are happy.
00:35:23Like, Hannah and Charlie arguing definitely puts me in a tough position,
00:35:26but I'm going to be there for both.
00:35:27Not playing both sides, but holding both my friends accountable in ways that I see.
00:35:32And then just, you know, being for them in any way possible after.
00:35:35As long as you feel like you squashed it and you feel heard, that's what I care about.
00:35:41I'd rather just be with people that I think give me good energy, uplift my spirit,
00:35:46and that, do you know what I mean?
00:35:51All right, here we go.
00:35:52Yeah.
00:35:53Yeah.
00:35:54Yeah.
00:35:54Good, good, good.
00:35:57Oh, shit.
00:35:59Wow.
00:36:00Yeah.
00:36:01Yes, fellas.
00:36:02We're catching air.
00:36:05Wow.
00:36:06Oh.
00:36:06Yeah.
00:36:07See that, TJ?
00:36:08Yeah, it looks good.
00:36:09It's not in the hole though.
00:36:10I love speed.
00:36:11Somebody's making this, I can feel it.
00:36:14Hey, TJ, how's your mental doing, bro, from last night?
00:36:17Good enough to putt this in one try, that's for sure.
00:36:21That was pretty game set, I'm not going to lie.
00:36:25That looks perfect.
00:36:27Everything good with you and Charlie, bro?
00:36:29You know what I'm talking about?
00:36:29Yeah, bro.
00:36:29I honestly wasn't expecting to like have a convo or like be involved.
00:36:33Yeah, but I appreciate it, you know?
00:36:34I think you kind of got looped into it because I think Charlie really wanted to have that
00:36:39conversation with just Hannah.
00:36:40Yeah.
00:36:40And Iris kind of jumped in and he kind of felt annoyed by it in a sense.
00:36:44And then obviously you got some of that.
00:36:46He acted a little out of line with some of the things he said.
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50So, you know, I'm going to say my piece, but.
00:36:53I like Charlie.
00:36:54I don't think he had like bad intentions with what he said.
00:36:58I think he felt like very attacked.
00:36:59You know, I didn't want him to, you know, say what he thought happened.
00:37:03And then the rest of y'all sitting at the table, believe like that story.
00:37:08Iris and I, we spoke to Charlie after too.
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:11Bro, you know I fuck with you, bro.
00:37:12Like, but obviously that's not a nice thing to hear.
00:37:16Do you know what I mean?
00:37:16From your perspective.
00:37:17For that, like, I apologize.
00:37:19But it was never a anti-TJ, let's bash him down type thing, bro.
00:37:25No, I appreciate it.
00:37:26So that conversation went well?
00:37:28Yeah, it was good.
00:37:29Productive.
00:37:30Yeah, rest of the trip.
00:37:31We're good.
00:37:32Um, unless he said some other bullshit.
00:37:41It's weird because, bro, so much has changed.
00:37:43We're living life so crazy right now.
00:37:45We're doing amazing things, man.
00:37:46And then at the same time, there's been so many crazy changes back home as well.
00:37:50Yeah.
00:37:50And it's like, damn, so much is going on.
00:37:52You haven't had a home in months.
00:37:53On top of that, I lost two grandparents within the space of six months, man.
00:37:57Still haven't been able to process that.
00:37:59You've been living out of your suitcase being, you know, you're not with your family.
00:38:02So it's just like, it's just tough on you.
00:38:06It's difficult.
00:38:07I lost my grandma just two months before I went into season seven.
00:38:11And then I lost my granddad a week before the violin games.
00:38:15I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents.
00:38:18And then now, like, my parents are moving out of the family home soon.
00:38:22It's not going to be like, oh, okay, you know, I'll go home.
00:38:26I just feel like I have to accept it.
00:38:28I'm in my later 20s and this is life.
00:38:29When you're stressed, like, your brain literally shuts down certain parts of your brain so it can work on the
00:38:34stress.
00:38:35That ties into the swallowing food thing that I developed, man, that fear of choking on food.
00:38:39Really?
00:38:40I noticed I was just hyper-focusing on, uh, chewing on food.
00:38:44I tried to, uh, swallow my food.
00:38:47My throat just tightened up, felt like I was choking.
00:38:50But it's something that through connecting with other people,
00:38:52I've learned that it's actually way more common and it's getting on the better side.
00:38:56When I was back home and I was chilling, I was relaxed.
00:38:58It was back to normal, do you know what I mean?
00:39:00And it's going to be like that.
00:39:01It was like that when I was at Austin's, do you know what I mean?
00:39:03I haven't really spoke about that because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable
00:39:06and I'm quite embarrassed about it.
00:39:08That's real, bro.
00:39:09But, you know, things are only embarrassing if you let it be.
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12I'm glad for you to get back.
00:39:13You'll have me and Austin in L.A.
00:39:15And we'll be able to just work out together, go get food together,
00:39:17process your grief together, you know what I'm saying?
00:39:19You're going to have all that support system once you're back.
00:39:22How's that baking?
00:39:23Just wait, I'll save you one.
00:39:25Tastes going to be good, but we're going to go.
00:39:27We're going to enjoy this party.
00:39:28We're going to get some funny-ass, goofy-ass outfits, so I'm excited.
00:39:33You've been good to me, bro.
00:39:34You've been really, really good to me.
00:39:37You are, it doesn't go to notice.
00:39:55The sun is kicking my ass.
00:39:57It is.
00:39:59How's my body looking?
00:40:00Very T.
00:40:01Yeah, we knew that.
00:40:03I want to see you when I wake up in the morning.
00:40:06Hey.
00:40:08Cute.
00:40:09Okay.
00:40:10What do you think you want?
00:40:11Ooh, they're from Bali.
00:40:13You know, I wonder, like, if something like that could pass for 80s.
00:40:17No.
00:40:17No, sista.
00:40:19Oh, wow.
00:40:19These are gorgeous.
00:40:21So, um, how's it going?
00:40:23Back at the villa.
00:40:23It's going great.
00:40:24I know it's going real good, but...
00:40:26Ew.
00:40:28What do you mean by that?
00:40:30You creep.
00:40:31I know it's going real good.
00:40:33I know what I saw.
00:40:35What the fuck did you see?
00:40:36You saw nothing.
00:40:38Obviously, y'all slept in my room last night.
00:40:40Yeah.
00:40:41So, like, how was that?
00:40:42Girl, it's just like in the villa, child.
00:40:44It was chill.
00:40:45It was normal.
00:40:45We just slept and woke up.
00:40:48A little.
00:40:49No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:40:52Really?
00:40:52A kiss is very special and it's very intimate.
00:40:55It is an exchange of energy and, like, it's that gateway into, like,
00:40:58dang, do we really, like, hit it off, hit it off.
00:41:01I like that we're so attached to the hip, even right now, like...
00:41:05Emotionally.
00:41:06Emotionally, just, like, really just getting each other and, like,
00:41:08being there for one another and hearing each other out.
00:41:10And, like, he just always makes it such a safe space for me.
00:41:12Yeah.
00:41:17Oh, shit.
00:41:17Yeah, you sure left on the last one.
00:41:19Fuck.
00:41:19All right.
00:41:20TJ, how do you think we did with this trip, bro?
00:41:22For...
00:41:22You guys, we gave you and Iris the best room.
00:41:24Yeah, that's respect.
00:41:26You know what I'm saying?
00:41:28And today was great.
00:41:29Did you plan this, too?
00:41:30Yeah, man.
00:41:30Everything.
00:41:31Shit.
00:41:31We got more in plan.
00:41:33More in store?
00:41:34More.
00:41:34Shit, what are we doing?
00:41:35You'll find out.
00:41:36The fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard is the definition of free will.
00:41:45Ready?
00:41:46Yeah.
00:41:47Oh, shit.
00:41:50Do I have to keep going?
00:41:51How...
00:41:52What's the rule for mini golf?
00:41:53Yeah, you keep going until you make it.
00:41:56Okay, that's two.
00:41:59Hey, three.
00:42:00So, how are you feeling with your ex being here?
00:42:03Wait, hold on.
00:42:04Let me try to make this.
00:42:05Let me focus before we get into deep details.
00:42:10Oh, fuck.
00:42:11Oh, fuck.
00:42:13Almost.
00:42:17Like, is it weird for you, like, with all of us, like, you know, chatting it up with him?
00:42:22Or are you like...
00:42:23Oh, girl, I don't give a fuck.
00:42:25Yeah.
00:42:25There's not even a fuck to find in real for me to give.
00:42:27I still don't expect any of my girls to be buddy buddies with him, but having a conversation
00:42:33with him out of respect, I really don't care.
00:42:35The only girl I know that hangs out with him is Bella.
00:42:38If she is going to continue on building a relationship with my ex, then I don't think
00:42:43that's a girl's friend.
00:42:45The only thing that had bothered me was, like, yesterday.
00:42:48I feel like she was, like, so quick to, like, defend Charlie's, like, actions.
00:42:52I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts was ever a way to, like, bring you down.
00:42:58Don't even, like, join in the conversation if you're gonna, like, invalidate my feelings.
00:43:02Yeah, yeah, I see what you're saying.
00:43:04If you're trying to, like, validate the people who are hurting me over, like, my feelings,
00:43:09especially in a moment where I was clearly, like, not having an easy time, that kind of shows me where
00:43:17you stand.
00:43:18It's all about respect, and yeah, it's not that fucking deep, but I don't even care how deep it is.
00:43:25It could be a fucking centimeter, and if I feel a way about it, I feel a way.
00:43:29Valen.
00:43:29Did you lose the ball?
00:43:31I did.
00:43:31Damn, girl.
00:43:37What a good day of golfing, huh?
00:43:39Thank you guys so much for today.
00:43:41I felt like it was really refreshing, and honestly, like, I needed this.
00:43:47I felt like, you know, I was just a little sister here today.
00:43:50I feel like I'm kind of a little excluded sometimes by some of the girls.
00:43:56Why do you feel that way, Bella?
00:43:58I think coming out of the villa, I was friends with everybody.
00:44:02But I think wanting to be friends with everybody almost creates a division in everybody else's minds.
00:44:12For me, I'm the type of person who I will always try to make everybody feel included.
00:44:18If you guys haven't been able to tell, you know, I always want everybody there, the more the merrier.
00:44:23And I'm just never that thought for other people.
00:44:28I have a hard time there.
00:44:29And I honestly think that comes from some other deep-rooted issues that I've dealt with growing up and dealing
00:44:36with people just kind of dropping me.
00:44:41As a friend, I mean, I come from a family of eight kids.
00:44:48But it was pretty much just me and my brothers for a long time.
00:44:52I've got three other sisters, but they kind of live their own lives, so.
00:44:56Really?
00:44:57Yeah, and they kind of casted me aside a little bit, so.
00:45:02To me, like, in my eyes, of course, like, I'm a great friend.
00:45:06Like, why doesn't anybody want to be friends, you know?
00:45:10Anyways, yeah, it's just, it's tough, I guess.
00:45:14You always got to invite with him.
00:45:16Yeah, you can always kick it with us.
00:45:17I appreciate that.
00:45:19Just being included by the guys does make me feel so much better.
00:45:24I don't feel like I'm cast aside or cast away, you know?
00:45:28They let me in on their jokes.
00:45:30This helped fill my cup today, guys.
00:45:33Cheers to that.
00:45:35Bella and the boys.
00:45:38I feel like, do we need to get him a present?
00:45:41Look, lookie.
00:45:42I don't know much about girls, but I'm clearly not good at it.
00:45:46What's up, sexy ladies?
00:45:48Hi.
00:45:48Ew, ew, ew.
00:45:50Hi, guys.
00:45:51I think that we should call Iris.
00:45:53Okay.
00:45:54Because it's already getting pretty late.
00:45:56Yeah.
00:45:56I think we need to set up and she's still not bad.
00:45:58And we need to start back and read an ASAP.
00:45:59I miss her.
00:46:00I miss her for like five minutes.
00:46:02Literally.
00:46:02Not even.
00:46:02I'm going to call her.
00:46:05Hi, princess.
00:46:06Oh, you look so gorgeous.
00:46:08You look so cute.
00:46:09I'm tied up right now because I had to pick up the other stuff,
00:46:12the clothes and stuff, but I have it right here.
00:46:14Okay.
00:46:15I'm going to come back and help them set up.
00:46:18The vendors?
00:46:18I need you guys to help to like let them in and like set up.
00:46:21Okay, okay.
00:46:22It's going to be freaking amazing and I'm so excited.
00:46:25Last thing, do not let TJ see anything.
00:46:29I'm going to be like, TJ, what the fuck are you on about?
00:46:31You're not that special.
00:46:35Hello.
00:46:37All right, guys.
00:46:38So are we going to start setting up?
00:46:42Wait, I am dead.
00:46:44Girl, these balloons are bigger than me.
00:46:46This is suffocating.
00:46:48You need help?
00:46:50Wait, Hannah, make sure you're in the bottom.
00:46:52You got the knife?
00:46:52Yeah.
00:46:59Do you guys think Iris is almost here?
00:47:02Oh!
00:47:03Oh!
00:47:04Oh!
00:47:05Oh my God!
00:47:06Oh my God!
00:47:06We missed you!
00:47:07Oh my God!
00:47:08Wait, wait, wait, okay.
00:47:10This is the party decorations.
00:47:12Wait, he's 42?
00:47:19Can you feel it, can you feel it?
00:47:23Fresh off a W, man.
00:47:25Oh, your girl's waiting at the front door.
00:47:27Oh my God, she's very good.
00:47:30Her TJ radar went off.
00:47:32Yeah, I love it.
00:47:33Can I have the first hug?
00:47:34What the heck?
00:47:35Wow, you guys look like you gulped up.
00:47:38Yeah.
00:47:38Come with me.
00:47:39All right, I'll see you guys.
00:47:41I'll be safe out there.
00:47:42Bye!
00:47:42Shit, bro, see you, man.
00:47:44Oh, shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
00:47:46You have to put this on.
00:47:47Are you dead ass?
00:47:48Yes.
00:47:49And these are noise canceling.
00:47:50Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
00:47:52Just put them on.
00:47:55Can you see anything?
00:47:56How many fingers are we holding up?
00:47:58Uh, three.
00:47:59Okay, lay down this way.
00:48:01Come here, on the pillow, like you're going to bed.
00:48:06Wait a second, what is going on?
00:48:08There's cameras everywhere.
00:48:10Iris, what are you doing?
00:48:12Put this on.
00:48:13Yo.
00:48:14No, TJ.
00:48:14I'm not easily satisfied.
00:48:26Iris, I swear to God, what are you doing?
00:48:28Just leave it.
00:48:31What are you doing right now?
00:48:51Oh my God, whenever I think about the 80s, I just be thinking about that chuggy move,
00:48:56that buggy move, just like, uh, uh.
00:49:0180s, um, hair, hairspray, eye shadow.
00:49:06To be honest, I had to borrow clothes and I basically looked like I was in the 90s.
00:49:10They wore lime green thongs, like I'm wearing right now.
00:49:14Obviously, as you can tell by the swagger, I'm trying to mix whatever I got going on with the 80s
00:49:18right now.
00:49:19I'm just throwing a bucket hat.
00:49:20Now I'm lost as shit in this 80s party.
00:49:24Don't hate on the fucking way.
00:49:25Yeah.
00:49:25Oh, I'm hating for sure.
00:49:27He's a blonde baddie, man.
00:49:29Yeah.
00:49:32You guys are ready to go online.
00:49:34Let's go.
00:49:39This is some bullshit.
00:49:41I genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video.
00:49:44That's what it looks like.
00:49:46It's so TJ Brandon.
00:49:47What is going on right now?
00:49:50Can I take this off?
00:49:54What the fuck?
00:49:56What are you wearing?
00:49:59I have an outfit for you too.
00:50:01Wait, what is this for?
00:50:03I'll show you.
00:50:03This is yours, so you need to change into this.
00:50:07Yeah, don't question it.
00:50:09Guys, the second we make eye contact, happy birthday.
00:50:12It's good.
00:50:13One, two, three.
00:50:23Oh, shit.
00:50:28Is this a birthday thing?
00:50:29Yeah.
00:50:30Oh, shit.
00:50:35Yeah, I'm going to be a little shit.
00:50:35That's what they say when we're together.
00:50:38And watch how you play.
00:50:40Yeah, oh, shit.
00:50:42Get around the sand and so we're running just as fast as we can.
00:50:47No, wait, limbo, limbo, limbo.
00:50:49Pulling off to one another's head.
00:50:52It's time to get away into the night.
00:50:56And then you put your arms around me and I'm talking to the crowd,
00:50:59and then you say I think we're alone.
00:51:02Oh, shit.
00:51:02Oh, shit.
00:51:03It doesn't seem to be anyone around.
00:51:07We in the villa, looking like colors.
00:51:11Not Michael Jackson, but we in a thriller.
00:51:13You already know this is for TJs.
00:51:16TJs, there's ain't no BJs.
00:51:18Hey!
00:51:30Iris did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday.
00:51:34Yo, thank you guys for coming.
00:51:37I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good.
00:51:40I can see you in the next Ken doll movie.
00:51:42Yeah?
00:51:43That looks like a gangster with this shit.
00:51:45For sure, bro. This is like an action film.
00:51:48You're missing a chain, a chain like Charlie's.
00:51:51Oh yeah, I need a big one.
00:51:52I would like to sit down.
00:51:53Let's go.
00:51:58Can you hold me?
00:51:59I can hold you.
00:52:13My 5'5 ass is like...
00:52:15You snort?
00:52:16Sometimes.
00:52:17You know that already.
00:52:18That was cute.
00:52:19I didn't take the time to kiss Coco or go after her because there's a time and place for everything.
00:52:24And when you have that first kiss, you want to feel it like going into it.
00:52:28When you look into somebody's eyes, you're like, okay, I'm about to kiss her.
00:52:30Like, I didn't get that yet.
00:52:31Like, I can tell we're almost there, but we're not there yet.
00:52:40Can I sit here with you guys?
00:52:42Of course.
00:52:42Yes, baby.
00:52:43We all are three girls that just need to be proposed to.
00:52:47Oh, that we are.
00:52:48So, you know that thing where you are scared about marrying the wrong person?
00:52:53Mm-hmm.
00:52:53Like, you know that's an actual phobia?
00:52:55Yeah.
00:52:55I feel like I had that phobia.
00:52:59Oh, steal that air guitar.
00:53:01But with TJ, I feel like he's actually like the guy that I've been looking for and been wanting.
00:53:10See, that's good because I don't have that fear because I think being an ex-wife is kind of, like,
00:53:14chic.
00:53:15Ex-wife is kind of fire.
00:53:16It's kind of chic.
00:53:17Yeah, that's my ex-husband.
00:53:18Fuck you, ex-husband.
00:53:26You know what?
00:53:27I actually like how rough that was.
00:53:29I know.
00:53:29It just feels authentic.
00:53:31Bella is such a sweetheart, but she's also, like, not a pushover.
00:53:34I like that about her.
00:53:35And I feel like we recently have, like, gotten a little closer.
00:53:39So, I was one of the boys for the day.
00:53:41Period.
00:53:42Yeah.
00:53:43And I'm telling you, the energy.
00:53:46Yeah.
00:53:46It wasn't, like, there was no feeling of exclusion in the air at all.
00:53:51Yeah.
00:53:52I'm like, where's all my friends?
00:53:54You look good as fuck.
00:53:55Good outfit choice.
00:53:57I wish there was more room on this.
00:54:01Hey.
00:54:01Hi, love.
00:54:02Hey, so good.
00:54:04Yeah.
00:54:04What's going on with y'all?
00:54:06You can't need to help me.
00:54:07Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about not feeling as included
00:54:13in this whole group dynamic.
00:54:16Yeah.
00:54:17Oh, gosh.
00:54:17No.
00:54:18No, don't.
00:54:19No, she's not.
00:54:21Delilah Kendall.
00:54:23Oh, my.
00:54:25I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time.
00:54:30I'm feeling the same thing.
00:54:32I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:54:34I mean, they're having a group conversation right now, and none of them are asking where
00:54:38we are or for us to join.
00:54:41Will you marry her?
00:54:42I knew it.
00:54:48Keep my wife's name out your goddamn mouth.
00:54:53Yeah, I hope you saw that.
00:54:55The motion of the ocean, baby.
00:55:00She said yes!
00:55:02Yeah!
00:55:03Woo!
00:55:04I'm not trying to, like, start something that's not there, but it's hard to see them laughing
00:55:09and, like, they're literally, like, laughing and having a really good time, and, like, I
00:55:12wish we could all share that together.
00:55:14It's difficult because, you know, every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you
00:55:18closest with?
00:55:19Amaya, Hannah, Iris.
00:55:21I am.
00:55:22And if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they would ever, like, mention
00:55:28my name at all.
00:55:45Right.
00:55:54For a long time, I was only close with
00:55:57Anna. When we left the villa, I thought we had a really good friendship. Then, you know, Anna,
00:56:03her and Iris got really close. They would go and hang out. We're all in LA, and I would never
00:56:07get
00:56:08a call to hang out with them. It definitely doesn't feel good. And I always try to include
00:56:12them, and it just hasn't been reciprocated. Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa.
00:56:19I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off, but it does make me really sad,
00:56:26and I feel like there's been just a stop to it. Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot
00:56:33of
00:56:33other people. Like, I wonder if she's even noticed. I thought that this trip would kind of, like, feel
00:56:38like summer camp. I had high hopes, like, bring us all back together, and it's hard to see. The fact
00:56:45that we're CASA girls, I don't think that we share the same relationship. Like, we all want to be cool
00:56:53girls. We are cool girls. So to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're
00:57:00cooler, it doesn't feel good. I just think, like, they've got each other, and they're good,
00:57:04and they don't, they're not looking to, like, build more friendships, but it's hard because,
00:57:10like, we already had that, like, those friendships. Right. They already insisted,
00:57:14especially with you. Yeah. And the vibe I get from them is, like, you can't sit with us.
00:57:19Yes, that's how it feels. Exactly. Oh, I had a really deep talk with Charlie. Just about everything
00:57:25he's been going through and, you know, trying to get a visa and his grandparents and the journey
00:57:29he's been on. I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that.
00:57:33So I just gave him grace. Wait, he, he, his grandparents? He lost two of his, he lost,
00:57:38um, two of his grandparents within six months. No way. Yeah. I'll give Charlie grace because I
00:57:44understand it could be difficult, especially when everything's chaotic and a mess, but we all go
00:57:51through things. I just don't think it's an excuse to be, like, a shit person.
00:57:58Happy birthday to you. I'll bring happy birthday to you.
00:58:06I just killed it tonight, but it means a lot when everyone could come together and we could
00:58:10celebrate something. Like, just being in this house alone with everyone, you know,
00:58:14bring some, some good times and memories back. I'm just grateful that we could all be
00:58:19together and celebrate. It means a lot. So cute.
00:58:23Silly face.
00:58:28Come on, come on. Let's go. All right. Bye, girl.
00:58:31Have a good night, bro. See you tomorrow.
00:58:33Bye, bye. See you tomorrow.
00:58:34Bye, bye. I'm gonna get you tomorrow.
00:58:36Yeah.
00:58:36Do you want to come? Okay, I'll do it.
00:58:39Good night, love.
00:58:41Good night, love.
00:58:43Put your love on me.
00:58:45Watch me, baby.
00:58:47Watch me.
00:58:49Watch me, baby.
00:58:51Watch me, baby.
00:58:55Watch me, baby.
00:58:59Watch me, baby.
00:59:01Watch me, baby.
00:59:02Watch me, baby.
00:59:03Watch me, watch me, baby.
00:59:07Put your love on me.
00:59:13You okay?
00:59:15Yeah, yeah, good.
00:59:16You good?
00:59:17Yeah.
00:59:18I'm sad.
00:59:18I'll be leaving you today.
00:59:20It's our last day here.
00:59:22Ass out, son's out.
00:59:26Let's do it.
00:59:28I just want to get that drive home, didn't we, man?
00:59:31It might be traffic.
00:59:36Hello.
00:59:37Hi, babe.
00:59:38Hi, sugar.
00:59:39What are you doing?
00:59:40Chillin' in the floatie.
00:59:42Word.
00:59:43I wanted to give you an update.
00:59:45Have you been a busy girl?
00:59:46Busy woman.
00:59:48So, at dinner, I told Charlie, like, not to go on podcasts talking about me anymore.
00:59:52And I felt like maybe there was, like, some resolve.
00:59:55At least, like, you know, obviously we're not gonna be, like, best buds, but, like, cordial,
01:00:01you know?
01:00:01Especially if I'm gonna have to be in situations where he's around.
01:00:04I don't hold grudges once it's, like, done and it's spoken about.
01:00:08There's no reason for me to, like, loiter on it and, like, try to be, like, make myself
01:00:13more upset.
01:00:14I think that does not help my anxiety.
01:00:16The past is in the past.
01:00:18Let it go.
01:00:18I don't have to see you ever again in my life if I don't want to.
01:00:21And that's all.
01:00:23I will say, by the end of the night, I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs.
01:00:27It's less awkward.
01:00:29Will you marry me?
01:00:30I knew it.
01:00:33I knew it.
01:00:34I saw that in the motion of the ocean, baby.
01:00:37But, like, also, I don't need to be friends with him.
01:00:40I don't really care, but, like, I don't want to feel, like, awkward every time he's around,
01:00:46you know?
01:00:46Yeah, so you don't need to be his friend, but you don't need to be his enemy either.
01:00:49Yeah.
01:00:53Today is the last day.
01:00:55We're all together.
01:00:56Wait, that's so sad.
01:00:56I know.
01:01:02Y'all ready to go?
01:01:03It's like hurting turtles.
01:01:04Come on.
01:01:05Take my baby.
01:01:06Flirt game.
01:01:06Flirt.
01:01:07Drop safe.
01:01:12I want to have a baby.
01:01:14You want to have a baby?
01:01:15Yeah.
01:01:16I just want to hold one.
01:01:18I am going to.
01:01:20That's OK.
01:01:20I'm manifesting.
01:01:24Right, people.
01:01:25I'm going to bounce.
01:01:26The difficult conversations, they've got to be had.
01:01:29If you can communicate the uncomfortable stuff, then you're obviously making progress.
01:01:34You're breaking through.
01:01:35No bad blood.
01:01:38I'll see you tomorrow.
01:01:39Yeah.
01:01:40I'll see you tomorrow.
01:01:41Thank you for being here.
01:01:43Drive safe, bye.
01:01:44No worries, no worries.
01:01:45It was really, really nice seeing you.
01:01:47We'll see you soon, OK?
01:01:50Bye, Charlie.
01:01:51Take care of you tonight.
01:01:52Take care of you.
01:01:52Aw.
01:01:54Charlie's safe.
01:01:55It brings me so much joy.
01:01:56Not to see them on good terms, but to just be like, yo, a lot of shit happened.
01:02:00It's good.
01:02:01There's still respect for each other because of what we went through together.
01:02:04So they hug and he leaves.
01:02:06I'm just like, you know what I'm saying?
01:02:07I felt a little proud.
01:02:08I helped out a little bit.
01:02:10Have fun.
01:02:11Be safe.
01:02:11I feel that me and Charlie can be civil.
01:02:14I don't want to be his best friend, but be in a room together.
01:02:17It doesn't have to be weird.
01:02:19That's it.
01:02:20London man is out.
01:02:21You know, it was rough before it got smooth.
01:02:25But seeing Hannah and Charlie hug goodbye on the last day is exactly what this is about.
01:02:32Charlie has left the villa.
01:02:37Keep the faith.
01:02:43Next time on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
01:02:46I thought, why not bring a white Christmas to LA?
01:02:54I just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
01:02:57Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party.
01:03:01I'm going to walk away.
01:03:02This is too much.
01:03:03I just don't want to do this anymore.
01:03:06How you liking LA?
01:03:08I like it a lot.
01:03:09I definitely feel me in court compromising.
01:03:12You know, me wanting to be country, her wanting to be city.
01:03:14I'm really close with Austin.
01:03:16I don't know what's going on with us right now.
01:03:19Wait, has you not been talking to Rave since July?
01:03:23I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe.
01:03:25I know.
01:03:25I've said that multiple times.
01:03:30Why are you making it so hard?
01:03:31.
01:03:31.
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