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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:46In our minds, you know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but...
05:31I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:22I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02Hey.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress i gotta say boseman
07:34impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains found a little something
07:40for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans i think he would find a certain victory
07:47in that he deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what i got you did the boy say when
07:53they would be ready he said to walk over at noon how are they going to get them out there
07:58i didn't
07:59ask and they didn't say he just said it was handled about two hours preston wrote a chapter on
08:09telling time from the sun's position it's alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when tonight
08:27okay they need closure honey they won't get it here they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service he has a lot of friends that deserve a way
08:39to say
08:39goodbye does he he does and you know that we could do it at the explorers club okay just
08:48have at the apartment have corbon cater they love that place i already called you find back too
09:02i have a very worried husband he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed of course that's
09:14my warped romance novel version of abduction i doubt that's how it would play out lily that is how it
09:20play out my mind after two percocets
09:23you think i'm joking no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some blood in that coffee
09:49oh well now you're talking
10:13i'll get some more
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11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:23And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Come.
12:09I'm coming.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19Sorry, Miss.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:32OK, I'm sorry.
12:33I'm not there.
12:43And that's all I've seen.
12:52And that's all.
12:54I'm not there.
12:55I'm not there.
12:59I can see you.
12:59I can see you.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your head.
13:28Watch it.
13:30Watch it.
13:59Watch it.
13:59Watch it.
13:59Watch it.
14:11Watch it.
14:16Watch it.
14:30Watch it.
15:00Watch it.
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where
15:38our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls
15:52and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
15:58We lean on our faith that it exists and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17I'm in.
16:20Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy.
16:25It's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:55Um, so what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:06That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07If he has a new say, then say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:25Where do I go?
18:28Yeah?
18:28I don't think so.
18:29Yeah.
18:30And what I do in there, I do have a look at all of my friends.
19:12Pretty sneaky. Trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody?
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral. We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there. They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded. Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had. And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04Move. I said, move. What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
20:25your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said, that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on outhouse. Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos. Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:51Ah, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:40But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union
21:51and I was drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:38Look, I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings, ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:31Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48So can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until, until we
23:54can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we, we, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abbey me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13It's been time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:06He never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:14Hmph.
26:15Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:32Hm.
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40Yeah, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmph.
26:52Okay.
26:55Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:21So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says,
27:24Well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says,
27:30Well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water, and say five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her out to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says,
27:41Well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head,
27:49tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up,
27:57and the fourth nun grabs her,
27:59throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says,
28:03What on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says,
28:06I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:24I...
28:24It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's tough and at the gym at nine,
28:41if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life
29:08to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity
29:42and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says,
29:48I'll buy the fucking book.
29:49I'll buy the book.
29:50I'm sorry.
30:18I'll carry the book.
30:19I don't know.
30:50I don't know.
31:28I don't know.
31:36I don't know.
32:06You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling
32:12out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:16That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:31I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39Makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:47Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You wanna know?
32:58I do wanna know.
33:00I really wanna know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it and I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:38Let's go.
33:39Start.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah. Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No.
34:49He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no.
34:52He died on a mountain.
34:55No.
34:55No river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet, here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate
35:59feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making
36:11in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire
36:37to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate
36:44that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her
36:51affair with her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that, if you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:12A lot of this.
38:15A lot of this.
38:16Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time, those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal if you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite...
40:06liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we gonna do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on, keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:28I'm serious.
40:29I'm not thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know, I know, I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me, so I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:45Honestly, I don't...
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know, live their own lives.
40:54Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapist school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but...
41:35I think you should consider it, and I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:15And this, yelling and crying and pondering,
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been...
42:42pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you...
42:48you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:37I'll see you later.
43:41Who's your realtor?
43:42Yeah.
43:44No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on.
43:49Hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um...
43:55Paige is...
43:56is in bed,
43:57and she won't talk,
43:58and she can't stop crying,
44:00and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating,
44:02and I feel like I should call an ambulance,
44:04but I don't...
44:04like, I feel like that might make her worse.
44:06You're right.
44:07You're right.
44:07It would.
44:08I'll be there in 15 minutes.
44:09Call Abby.
44:10Okay.
44:10Okay.
44:11Calling her now.
44:18Okay.
44:21Okay.
44:22Okay.
44:22Okay.
44:25Okay.
44:33Okay.
44:35Okay.
44:38Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:46Do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay.
44:50Get some ice cream,
44:51Rocky Road,
44:52and buy some chocolate chips.
44:54Put three scoops in a glass of milk,
44:56put the chocolate chips on top,
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon.
44:59That sounds disgusting to start.
45:02She isn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road.
45:11Desperate times call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips.
45:14The shitty ones,
45:15like she likes.
45:16Well,
45:17looks like all we need from you
45:18is a cup, Russell.
45:19Give it to her.
45:20She knows how to make it.
45:21Got it.
45:21Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay.
45:27It's okay.
45:28It's okay.
45:29It's okay.
45:30It's okay.
45:30Do you know what this is?
45:32This is how much you love them,
45:34and your body just doesn't know
45:35where to put all that love now.
45:37Okay,
45:37but you don't have to put it anywhere,
45:39and you don't have to stop loving someone
45:41when they're gardening.
45:42In fact,
45:43one could argue
45:44that you should love them more,
45:46and
45:48here's a sad fact of life.
45:51you will feel this way again.
45:53Yeah,
45:54when I die,
45:55when your husband dies,
45:56and your friends,
45:58and
45:58and someday
45:59your children will feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom.
46:04I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food.
46:11It is a drug.
46:12It is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a mixture
46:15that only your metabolism
46:16can process in a way
46:17that doesn't end up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this
46:24when I was, like, five.
46:25No, you still act five, so...
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch
46:39with the cold
46:40and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:42Wait.
46:43The explanation
46:44doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46No.
46:47You got her.
46:49I got her,
46:50but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:00This is my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20Yeah.
47:21She will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar
47:26near here?
47:27Um, there's a...
47:29There's a dive bar
47:31around the corner.
47:32Well,
47:34Soho's version
47:35of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:45Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:53Um, I don't know.
47:55I'm not sure
47:56it has a name.
47:59Hmm.
48:10What's the name
48:11of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh, people just
48:14call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street,
48:17something like that.
48:17No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of,
48:19no.
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:22Uh,
48:23XT Enterprises LLC
48:25or some shit.
48:28Okay.
48:29So,
48:30the bar just
48:32doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:34What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God.
48:35I'm, uh,
48:37I am not in the mood
48:37to make any decisions.
48:39Hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Uh,
48:42that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place
48:44from a cocktail bar, so.
48:45True that.
48:46Uh,
48:46how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea
48:50what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay.
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales
48:55do you want?
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah,
48:57like your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink.
49:01Russell.
49:02Russell.
49:07Oh,
49:08I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh,
49:10gosh.
49:10Apologies,
49:12Russell.
49:13This is gonna hurt.
49:17I,
49:19great.
49:21You gotta,
49:22yeah,
49:23yeah.
49:32It went down the wrong pipe.
49:35I have a
49:36bad gag reflex.
49:38No,
49:39no,
49:39I'm not,
49:40I'm,
49:40I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh,
49:45life.
49:46Uh,
49:47choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Aspirations.
50:01aspirations,
50:03might be a better word,
50:05for your life,
50:06for my daughter.
50:08I mean,
50:09what,
50:09you know,
50:09we,
50:10we just got the townhouse,
50:11so.
50:12Yeah,
50:12well,
50:12that's a purchase,
50:13not a dream.
50:16Have you two
50:18talked about starting a family?
50:21You know,
50:22Paige,
50:23she just got down to a size zero,
50:24and she worked really hard for it.
50:26Russell,
50:26Russell,
50:27independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah,
50:32I mean,
50:32I guess I want,
50:32I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them,
50:36and I want to,
50:38I want to move out of town,
50:40you know,
50:40where they can have a normal,
50:41you know,
50:42trick-or-treat,
50:43and,
50:43and,
50:43and play baseball,
50:45and run out on the street,
50:47you know?
50:47Mm-hmm.
50:47No,
50:48I don't know.
50:48No,
50:49I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well,
50:52that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:59What's the dream then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I,
51:02I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Well,
51:04then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly,
51:08I always thought of you
51:09and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I,
51:15Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well,
51:24I guess we both need a new one.
51:29Yeah.
51:31Yeah.
51:39Yeah.
51:40Yeah.
51:44Yeah.
51:45Yeah.
51:56Great.
52:08To be continued...
52:38To be continued...
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