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Love Island: Beyond the Villa - Season 1 - Episode 02: Porta-Potty Hottie
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00:09You
00:09Previously on love island beyond the villa summer in LA have some fun
00:17You guys ready for the love island summer party is there anyone you guys are like fuck
00:23I don't want to see you, you know
00:27I just don't know if she still wants to like tear my head off. Do you have beef with anyone
00:31here? No
00:31Yeah, I feel like you're in such a good spot like you're stress-free going into this. Yeah
00:36I just feel uneasy about my friendship with live at this point. I don't trust her
00:42What are the odds? I have an issue with live the day? I'm seeing Aaron for the first time Aaron's
00:46here
00:49You want to see my friend
00:52Not gonna ask you to spend the night, babe
00:56No, is that's a bad idea. That's a stupid idea
01:01I just feel like you just just like it's your name, bro. He came up to you
01:07Yeah, we were I was talking to Aaron and then he's let me pull you for a child. Yeah, so
01:11last summer
01:11Okay, what do you want to talk about?
01:13Bro, what the fuck? Well, I've been talking to this guy this athlete and he was having a birthday party
01:18last night
01:19So I was like, hey, are you still going out for his birthday? She's like no the birthday party got
01:23rescheduled
01:23We're just gonna go out and have dinner just us
01:25Bro, I wake up though to a fucking all the snapchats of you guys all together and I feel like
01:30shit
01:30She lied to me. Now. I'm on eggshells because I'm like, I don't know what to believe in what not
01:35to believe
01:35And you're being a shitty ass friend. I'm done. Get the cameras out of my face
02:09I guess everybody got some tea to tell
02:09I'm done
02:10Oh my god, Nene
02:12Wait, you look gorgeous
02:14Wait, you look so pretty
02:16Your hair looks beautiful
02:18Thanks, I just put it on
02:20Put that on, baby
02:22Oh my god, thanks for coming
02:23Oh my gosh, this is so cute
02:25I brought snacks just in case
02:28I eat every hour on the hour
02:30So just in case I had a snack in my purse
02:33What is that? I honestly don't know
02:34Reminded me of French toast
02:36Mmm
02:40Kendall, what are you doing here?
02:42I pretty much live here, Nene
02:43Hey, how was everyone's night?
02:45What happened?
02:47Like on the very side of the night?
02:48So many things
02:49Babe, there were good things that did come out of that party though
02:51What?
02:53Oh my god, yes
02:55Oh my god, yes
02:55Wait, what was her name?
02:57Alana
02:58She's so hot
02:58She's stunning
02:59You can like get her a drink later and stuff too
03:01Yeah
03:01Or another time
03:02I doubt
03:04No, I'm excited
03:05So I haven't been on a date in a long time
03:07So I think she's the perfect girl for me to take out
03:10It's gonna be great
03:11It's gonna be great
03:12Okay, wait, but you guys
03:13I mean, she's very pretty, but
03:16She was really pretty
03:17I'm very proud of you
03:20But like, she's sweet
03:21I need somebody sweet
03:22How tall is she? She was tall
03:23She was tall
03:24But I'm 6'1", so we're good
03:266'1", with air forces
03:27Ha ha ha, 9'5'10'
03:31Did you speak to Connor?
03:33Who was there?
03:33Yeah, apparently
03:36You guys wanna know something really crazy?
03:37Kenny comes and tells me that apparently Connor, he apologized via DMs
03:42If you publicly, like, come for someone, you should publicly apologize
03:50Connor's got a long path to redemption with Nene, I'll be honest
03:53This is not a difficult decision
03:56Ouch
03:57Who is secretly two-faced?
03:593, 2, 1
04:01Serena?
04:04I don't even spell it right
04:06He's trying
04:07I just feel like it's too late, man
04:09I know he has a birthday party
04:11I don't know why he felt the need to tell Kenny and I
04:13But no, we're not going
04:16Are you gonna go to Connor's?
04:17I mean, yeah, I told him I'll go
04:21I'm just kidding, I'm just kidding
04:23You guys should go, you guys should have fun
04:25I'm like 50-50 on it because I like
04:27You should go
04:28I'm friends with Connor
04:29But also it's like I haven't seen Kay since that
04:32Oh yeah
04:32And like I don't want it to be a repeat of like the situation
04:35Did you pull her or did she pull you?
04:37She pulled me
04:38Oh, she gave it a hot
04:39I love you so much
04:40I pissed at you, why would I answer you?
04:41But you're coming at me saying I'm not replying to you
04:43That's
04:44You look at me
04:45You didn't reply to me about the situation
04:47The subject changed me
04:48When? How many days?
04:49The subject changed
04:50How many days?
04:50I feel like I was just like so taken back and so like blindsided
04:56Oh, so terrible
04:58It's so terrible because it's like I love her deeply
05:01So it hurts me that she has these issues which is like one of my good friends
05:05I went to dinner with the guy I'm seeing and his friends for his birthday
05:08Kayla's upset that she wasn't invited because she saw that Kendall was there with me
05:14And I explained to her I never invited Kendall
05:16We just happened to end up at the same place
05:19But like she still had a problem about it
05:21Why didn't you text Kayla?
05:23That's my thing
05:23Why didn't everyone text you like hey just letting you guys know
05:25We're all here, where you at?
05:26I mean we could have sent the text
05:28But also the thing that I get really confused about why also it's such a big deal
05:31You had a spray tan booked that night
05:34So like
05:35Oh so she can't go out when you get a spray tan?
05:38No you don't really go out with a spray tan
05:39Oh you don't go out with a spray tan?
05:40No
05:41You kind of like sticky and like gross
05:43Okay
05:45I don't know how the little spray tan thing works
05:47Like I'm just full of chocolate
05:49But the math is a mad thing
05:51I get it's like the principle behind it
05:54But that's
05:54I would feel some type of way if my two best friends went out and didn't invite me
05:57I would probably take it out on the person I'm going off on
05:59I get it's the little things and I'm the same way
06:01When you have one little thing it's just the icing on the cake
06:04But it's not fair to like take it out on me
06:09Please don't wake me up
06:11And then after the argument she could see I was upset and she's laughing at the bar
06:15You cried all summer about Erin and not once did I laugh at you
06:19I hate that we're fighting because I love Kayla and I have a lot of like gratitude and respect for
06:25Kayla
06:25I feel like I've been there for her
06:27At the end of the day what's the worst thing that's going to happen?
06:30I guess we wouldn't be together
06:32It's not the end of the world
06:33You've got to learn to shut the window and know that there will be a sunset the next day
06:38I want to make it work with her but it's also like you hurt me so much
06:42What if I wake up and never see your face again?
06:49I'm so sorry it happened
06:50You guys have to have a conversation like directly
06:53And I want to squash it
06:54Not squash it
06:55If you'd like I feel like
06:56No because I feel like she should want to do that herself
06:58Herself, you're right
06:59I know
06:59Okay
07:15Cheers guys to be back together
07:18Same
07:22Anything else I can grab for you guys?
07:24Just a quick think
07:24Yeah
07:25I think that my cousin would think you're really hot
07:28Thank you
07:29You're welcome
07:30I'm girlfriend to that
07:31Okay
07:32Oh
07:33I appreciate it
07:34This is going to be gone so quick
07:37How are you guys?
07:38I like see your posts and everything
07:40You guys look so happy and so in love
07:42And it's so cute
07:43The other night me and Cordell was like
07:46Who do you think would get married first out of our group?
07:47Who do you think?
07:48And we guessed you and Miguel
07:49I would marry him
07:51I don't know
07:52I'll always tell him like
07:53Sometimes I'm like fuck like you're too good for me
07:56Like I feel like I really have been treated like so wildly to a point where like
08:01When I am in a place of being treated so well and nicely and so lovingly that sometimes it just
08:08feels like
08:08Do I deserve it?
08:10Like
08:10Yeah
08:10And I'm
08:11I don't know
08:11You're so deserving
08:12You do deserve it
08:13You are
08:13He's like healing something he didn't break
08:16Miguel is such a good person and he has honestly the purest soul I've ever met in my life
08:24He's always the first person to say like how deserving and loving of a person I am
08:31And I think like I didn't realize how healing like words of affirmation were until I was with someone like
08:38Miguel and it's really nice to hear that
08:41Like please tell me what the fuck I'm doing wrong because like
08:46Taylor you're when I was your age honey oh brother
08:50I was doing everything
08:52Granny was doing everything the fuck wrong
08:54I was feral
08:58Honey I was outside I was feral
09:00Like I hated every man so I didn't take any of them seriously
09:03I was having a time I was getting a meal from you I was getting a meal from you and
09:07honestly that's how it should be
09:09Do you like cats?
09:10No not really
09:11Oh twins
09:13Why because you just met Cordell's cat for the first time?
09:16No I haven't
09:18Milo Cordell's cat is coming from Dallas to live with him in LA
09:22Now I knew this time would come I just wasn't ready for it
09:27I am like deathly afraid of cats always have been
09:30She got attacked by a cat that looks just like his
09:33Child it jumps up like grips to my head like the braids that I had in
09:38So it was just hanging on and I'm running so it's really like damn near in the air
09:43And the cat looked very similar to Cordell's cat
09:46They actually look like twins
09:50So probably will be triggered
09:51And this is what I'm talking about you can't control them
09:54And the thing is guess what the cat only two so still baby that motherfucker has 20 more years of
10:00life
10:00So that means I'm gonna have to live with it so I have to like get my shit together
10:06Yeah
10:07But like I'm glad that I ended up where I ended up especially like with Cordell
10:12Those men are your cheerleaders you guys are actually so in love and inspires me and I need one
10:20I'm gonna start that shit
10:23But I've been talking to this guy
10:25I think I kind of like him
10:27Ew
10:28I know I'm like I want to have a hot girl summer but I like him
10:33The one from Coachella?
10:35This one you made out with in a port-a-potty?
10:40Yeah
10:41Guys it's day two at Coachella and I already made out with a guy in a port-a-potty
10:46Caleb is this guy I've been talking to
10:48He's from the Montana boys
10:49They are this group of guys that just do like thirst trap TikToks
10:54And the girls go crazy about it because they're good looking
10:56Liv and I met him months ago because he's friends with Kendall
10:59We do events together
11:00And I don't really know where things stand with him and I
11:03Just having fun and living life, yeah
11:07Life really does go on
11:09It really does
11:10How do you feel about Aaron?
11:15At the end of my conversation with Aaron
11:16I was like do you want to go back to my place to have a conversation?
11:19He goes no
11:20He thought she was trying to
11:22Why would he ever think that I'm trying to hook up with him?
11:26Cause y'all would be getting it on for more
11:31Shut up, no he weren't
11:32He's like she want to spend a vlog
11:34Like you have to be specific
11:37Like baby no
11:37Has he messaged you since y'all spoke at the party?
11:39Hell no
11:40Do you think there's any
11:42No!
11:43You don't even want it?
11:44No, I really don't
11:46At this point like shit
11:48Like I actually have to talk to him
11:50Like part of my life is in the magazine
11:52You don't have to see him that much, right?
11:54No but now Connor's birthday party is coming up
11:57Are you guys going?
11:59I think we're probably going to sit it out for Janae
12:03Yeah
12:03Is Liv going?
12:04Have you spoken to Liv?
12:06You guys really haven't spoken?
12:08None
12:08Like friends are people you choose to have in your life
12:10They shouldn't be difficult
12:11You know what I mean?
12:13But
12:13So you feel like you're not being told the truth
12:15Right!
12:16Exactly
12:16Do you think it'll go back to normal?
12:19Never ever ever ever
12:19You don't think so?
12:20Never ever ever ever
12:22No
12:22You think it's been tarnished?
12:23Yeah
12:24Yeah
12:52I do
12:56No
13:01No
13:04No
13:05No
13:06No
13:06No
13:06No
13:21No
13:22No
13:22No
13:2325% of you
13:23Well I almost died then
13:25Flipping hell
13:26How are you man?
13:27Pretty good to be fair
13:27I think I've had two days where I haven't got in the water
13:30So that's pretty good
13:31You've been surfing
13:32Yes
13:32We should go surfing this week
13:34I did see dolphins today though
13:35I love dolphins so much
13:36Yeah
13:37But you met any girls?
13:39Nah not at all
13:40Just been keeping your head down
13:41Do you feel like you're like open to dating?
13:43I don't know I feel like I'm probably like still dealing with like the last bit
13:46So you're just like still reeling from like the Kayla situation?
13:49Have you talked to any girls since?
13:50I just get too like paranoid and stuff bro
13:52I just don't like that sort of stuff anymore
13:54It's not like I don't trust relationships
13:56I just feel like I just needed like time for myself
13:59And it's been really great just to be able to like focus on myself
14:03And just almost like help with my mental health really
14:07I don't know what could it hurt to just talk to somebody
14:10You look like a young Brendan Fraser
14:12Have you seen The Mummy?
14:14Yeah
14:15You look like Brendan Fraser in The Mummy
14:16I'll kind of take that
14:17How many reps are you going for?
14:19Let's go for eight
14:21Probably get twelve
14:25How was it seeing Kayla?
14:27Like what did you guys talk about?
14:28Did you talk about the reunion?
14:30Did you just shoot the shit?
14:32Just say like I apologize
14:35Then she was trying to get me back to hers
14:36Which was kind of weird
14:37And I was like that's not happening
14:39The implication of asking somebody back to your place is like
14:42What do you just want to talk?
14:44But I like to think that all she wanted to do was talk
14:47Look it went generally quite well
14:49She didn't stab me or shoot me
14:50So with Kayla
14:51I still care for her obviously quite a lot
14:53But I'd just rather hold her arms distance away
14:55And just like care from her from a distance
14:57It was just cool at the end of it
14:59It was almost like seeing an old friend I guess
15:00So have you invited everyone to your birthday party?
15:04Yeah I invited everybody on Thursday
15:06Like I wanted to make sure everybody knew that they were invited
15:09I don't think
15:09Did everyone say they were coming?
15:11I mean like a few people said they were coming
15:12But like I could kind of tell that they were like being nice
15:16It would mean a lot to me if like Cordell and Miguel came
15:19I don't know if Kenny will again
15:21Cause like I feel like
15:22Like wants to be a good boyfriend to Janae
15:24And if Janae is upset with me
15:26That might be weird for him to be at my party
15:28I would love for him to come
15:29But I don't know
15:32She's clearly very upset with me
15:33Yeah I don't know
15:35I just want to sit down and talk to her
15:37So I don't know
15:39Yeah
15:40That's tough
15:41Yeah, yeah, of course
15:42Yeah
15:47Feeling like Friday
15:50Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
15:53Alright, here we go
15:54Ready
15:55And action
15:56What did I do?
15:58You tell me
15:59Who is Sarah?
16:00I heard you talking
16:01That was awesome
16:02Let's do it again
16:03Walk out the door
16:04Fingers up
16:05Say you're bouncing
16:07You've been getting on your nerves all damn way
16:09Who is Sarah?
16:10Sarah?
16:11Um, Sarah Mize
16:13I heard you talking
16:14Great
16:15Um, so on this one
16:16Try it
16:17It's not who is Sarah
16:18Just who's Sarah
16:19Who's Sarah?
16:20Okay
16:22Honestly
16:23All the work that I've done post Villa is
16:26Super, super surreal
16:28Like it's so much fun working with Cordell
16:30On this commercial shoot
16:32Because this is where we shine
16:35This is where we both have the most fun
16:37On camera and off camera
16:38And to be able to do these things
16:40Like with my boyfriend
16:42Is like a blessing in itself
16:44So, 10 out of 10
16:46I was talking to the dermatologist
16:48I gotta do something about this
16:50Great
16:51Cut
16:53Our schedules don't always align
16:55But when they do it is great
16:57And like we typically are like
16:58Yes, yes, let's do it
16:59Cause it gives us more time to like spend
17:01With each other
17:02Uh, I'll let everybody know
17:04What we're doing
17:04And hear our involvement
17:05This is fun though
17:07Working with you and stuff man
17:09You be childish
17:10You be playing teammates
17:11I know you not talking
17:12I know you not talking
17:15Hey, I think I've been pretty
17:17Nah, you be like hella goofy
17:19Nah, I do
17:20It is, hey look
17:22You gotta have fun
17:23You gotta have fun
17:23You gotta have fun
17:23You gotta have fun
17:25You gotta have fun
17:25Never let them know your next moves
17:27Boy, I used to do that water gun for real
17:29Watch this, look
17:36Oh, last night
17:37Got some bigger news
17:39Of two real big opportunities
17:40In May too
17:42Yeah
17:42So that means you're gonna be gone even longer
17:43Yeah, unfortunately
17:48Come on man, you see me everyday
17:50Don't do that
17:50But like if, um
17:51Acting all sad like you don't see me
17:53Like I don't live at your house
17:54Cordell is going to Atlanta
17:56To film a scripted series
17:57He knew he wanted to act
17:58He knew what he wanted to get into
18:00And straight out of that villa
18:01He like did any and everything to get there
18:03And he's there
18:04So I'm so proud of him
18:05Y'all barely be at home
18:06You know this
18:07He's gonna be gone for
18:09A little over a month
18:11And I'm very sad
18:13This will be the longest
18:14We've gone without seeing each other since
18:17Ever actually
18:18So I'm definitely going to be missing him
18:20I promise I won't start any arguments
18:22Because I miss him
18:23I'm pro now
18:24But
18:25Yeah
18:26We'll be on FaceTime
18:27Okay, so
18:27Where's Myla gonna be
18:28When you're in Atlanta?
18:31He probably gonna be with my sister
18:33We'll figure something out
18:35We're gonna have to
18:36We are
18:37We're gonna have to
18:38We're gonna do all baby steps
18:39Mmhmm
18:41Is that a bee?
18:42What?
18:44What are we talking about?
18:45That's it
18:46Alright guys, you ready for telling
18:47Let's slide
18:47We ready to do it
18:49We ready for your close up?
18:51I'm ready for something
18:52Yeah
18:52If and when
18:54We get engaged and married
18:56We are going to move in together
18:57And by that time
18:58I'm going to need his cat
19:01To be
19:01My friend
19:02I'm gonna need it to know me
19:04And know that
19:04You know
19:05I'm Big Mama
19:06And this is my house
19:07And you ain't about to be climbing on my damn counter
19:09Ready
19:10And action
19:12I'm glad we patched things up
19:14Me too
19:15Cut
19:17Cut
19:17Cut
19:22It's just in my nature, so take it like a taker.
19:27Baby, I'm a giver, ain't no need to hurry.
19:33Baby, I deliver, ain't no country for a quitter.
19:38I get the doctor, I get the doctor.
19:41We didn't bring snacks for the pigs.
19:43They're going to be so mad.
19:44Oh, my.
19:46They're just lounging.
19:51You know what that is, yeah?
19:53That's because I don't have no damn snacks, man.
19:56You're welcome.
19:57Pony, what are you doing back there?
19:59Do you want some love, too?
20:00No, Pony just wants food.
20:02Pony is so cool with her little afro.
20:04Look at you.
20:06Since I could speak, I knew that I wanted to have every animal.
20:11If your man doesn't like animals, I think you need to leave him.
20:15I have three dogs, three pigs.
20:18I think snakes are really misunderstood.
20:20I've loved horses my whole life, and then we moved into an equestrian community, and I started taking riding lessons.
20:29Oh, the drama.
20:32Yeah, he said I don't want none of it.
20:35We'll let you be.
20:37My horse that I have now, Valentino, he's just the best horse.
20:40He's almost 21 now.
20:42I've had him since he was 14.
20:44He's a thoroughbred, and that's always the breed that I wanted.
20:47I want a thoroughbred, and I wanted a Friesian horse.
20:49I don't have a Friesian yet.
20:51Clock in next.
20:52You got to tell me what kind of diet you're on, bro, because, like, your muscle definition is on a
20:57different level, my G.
20:59Train five times a week? Six?
21:01You take creatine?
21:05Miguel has met all of my animals at the barn, but today's the first day that he is finally riding
21:13Valentino,
21:14and I definitely think that it's going to open up another part of my world, and hopefully it's going to
21:20become our world.
21:22Oh, are you posing for them?
21:24Last time I rode a horse, I was a child.
21:26It might have even been a dream.
21:27That's how long ago that memory is.
21:32That look good.
21:34You remember when you did that to me?
21:36Reverse?
21:37I'd bite each other.
21:39Is that it?
21:40No, that's good.
21:41Ready for this?
21:46Val is really good for beginner riders, but, like, sometimes he'll try and fuck with you a lot.
21:51Really?
21:52He can just sense it.
21:53Oh, my God.
21:54If you approach a horse nervous, it's going to see that and be like, yo, homeboy's nervous, then I should
22:01be nervous,
22:02because they're fight or flight animals, and you're going to get bucked or you're going to get fucked.
22:05So what's going to go down?
22:07Okay, so we're going to start with one side.
22:09You're going to take this foot.
22:10No, wrong already.
22:12You're going to put your foot inwards.
22:14Okay.
22:15And then just swing your leg over.
22:18Yep.
22:18The strap, baby.
22:19Put the strap on your helmet.
22:20Yes, yes, yes.
22:21Safety's sexy.
22:22Safety is sexy.
22:23Let's see that positioning.
22:25So let's not stick our feet out too far like that.
22:28You want really good posture.
22:30Chin up, shoulders back.
22:32Chest up, baby.
22:33Yes, sir.
22:35Come on, Bailey.
22:35Let's go, Bailey.
22:37Babe, you're honestly doing so well.
22:39Really?
22:39Like, you're not wobbly, like, at all.
22:42This is honestly amazing.
22:44We need to do this more.
22:46It has meant the world to me.
22:48I never thought that I would be in a place where I had a boyfriend that would, like, care enough
22:53to even want to build a relationship with my animals.
22:56That was really good, baby.
22:57I'm actually really, really proud of you.
22:59No, that was sick.
23:00Thank you so much.
23:02And I'm very proud of you.
23:02You were so calm.
23:05Oh, when a horse rubs their head on you like this, it means I love you.
23:09Do you love me?
23:10Am I loved?
23:11Am I loved?
23:15Oh, my God, I love you too.
23:18It's really nice to know that the animals that she loves most are also starting to warm up to me.
23:22I know that makes Leah feel good as well.
23:26What do you think?
23:27No, that was actually really fun.
23:29You think you would come and do it?
23:30No, like, I said, like, we need a farm, not even a barn, we need a farm.
23:33We really do.
23:35Pick up the hay, put it out for the horses, go collect the eggs from the chickens.
23:40Like, that's, like, the kind of life I want to live.
23:42Really?
23:43No, like, 100%.
23:44Oh, maybe.
23:47Nearly back the head again.
23:57Hey, Kay, should we read our lines?
23:59Good morning, Highlanders.
24:01Good morning.
24:02Looks like your foundation's weighing you down.
24:04Oh, I thought you were saying that to me.
24:07This shoot is so huge because not only are we at, like, the biggest house in Malibu, it's going to
24:13be aired, if I'm not mistaken, during season seven, Love Island.
24:18I'm excited.
24:19There's not much.
24:20I love that they're one-liners.
24:21Yeah.
24:25I'm so tired.
24:28Why are you tired?
24:29Shut up, bitch.
24:32Kayler, a sleepover?
24:34Do we know who this guy is?
24:36I mean, I do, and you do, too, but let's not talk with Danae.
24:39Okay, sorry.
24:39That's what I think it is.
24:41Yeah.
24:41I like him.
24:43How do you know Kayler's man?
24:44I don't really know him too much.
24:46I've met him once, and from the time I met him, he's sweet and chill, so, yeah.
24:51You guys were, like, such cute kids.
24:54You know what I mean?
24:54Oh, okay.
24:55You're really moving fast, bitch.
24:57You're really moving fast.
24:57But think about it, like, pageant babies and, like, little farmers.
25:01Little farmers?
25:02Kidding.
25:03No, no, no.
25:04They're like a cute little country couple.
25:06It's cute.
25:07I'm just taking things one step at a time.
25:10We're not even dating.
25:11We're just having fun.
25:12So I know you had a conversation with Leah and Serena about Liv.
25:16How did that go?
25:18It went really well.
25:19Like, I also, like, don't want to involve other people in the situation.
25:22Yeah, I know.
25:23If I'm being very honest, I hate that I have to divide my time between you guys.
25:28I mean, me too.
25:29But we're always going to be family at the end of the day.
25:31You know what I mean?
25:31Like, it doesn't, like, we're fine.
25:32I don't want to be on bad terms with her at all.
25:35When I was talking to Liv, she mentioned the same thing.
25:38The fact that you guys are arguing, like, you guys are sisters.
25:40You guys been through way too much.
25:42Like, the camera situation, she owned up to it, right?
25:45And she was, like, 100% in the wrong.
25:47I shouldn't have put our relationship before him and his business.
25:50And you know what?
25:51I was stupid.
25:52I said to you, I will take full accountability for that.
25:54I will.
25:55I should have fucking told you that.
25:56I think it hurt her that you guys already resolved that, but you brought it up again.
25:59You know what I mean?
26:01If you truly forgive someone, you can't keep on throwing that situation in their face,
26:05because then it's as if you didn't forgive them.
26:07But here's the thing, Janae.
26:08Mm-hmm.
26:08The reason why I don't trust her is because of that situation.
26:12Okay.
26:13So, like, okay, forgive, but I'm not going to forget.
26:15I feel you.
26:16If I'm being honest, I can't sit anymore.
26:18I just want to see them back together, because Liv and Kayla separate is, like, the weirdest thing.
26:25It just doesn't feel right.
26:27Do you ever see yourself reaching out to her soon?
26:31Right now, no.
26:32Like, a text message isn't going to fix anything.
26:35I mean, if I'm being honest, what y'all need to do is have a conversation one-on-one,
26:39because I'm pretty sure you guys are going to see each other soon, right?
26:42Aren't you guys both going to that one kid's party?
26:44Oh.
26:45Connor, yeah.
26:47Do you think she's going to go?
26:48I told her she should go, because that's her friend, and she should support her friend on his birthday.
26:52You know what I mean?
26:53Are you guys going?
26:55Kayler, I'm going to need you to ask more logical questions when it comes to me.
26:59Let's be realistic.
27:01I don't know.
27:02Forgive and forget, Janae.
27:04I'm kidding.
27:04No, it's forgive, but we never forget.
27:07Facts.
27:08Facts.
27:25Yo.
27:26What's up, Roushki?
27:27What up?
27:27How are you?
27:28Yeah.
27:28Good.
27:29You're not wearing black tonight.
27:30I'm wearing black tonight.
27:31I've got other options I can wear.
27:32We can't match again.
27:33No, we could.
27:34We could.
27:35So, are you excited about your birthday?
27:37Yeah.
27:37I went shopping today.
27:39Did you?
27:40Like, what did you get?
27:41I got two pairs of black jeans and the shirt I want to wear.
27:44They're just like a darker wash of these.
27:46Yeah, they're pretty cool.
27:47These are cool.
27:47I feel like I've seen you wear them before.
27:49I already have worn these.
27:52How are you feeling?
27:54I feel like tonight will be fun.
27:56Might be some single girls there tonight, too.
27:59Well, they're going to stay single.
28:08I need to introduce you to all my friends here.
28:11This is Fifi.
28:13Do you ring her from home?
28:15Fifi.
28:18She's been holding it down for you.
28:19No, she really has.
28:20No, my mom went to Target and put ponytails in her hair.
28:23Aww.
28:24I'm so glad you're here.
28:25Literally, last year, at this time, you were helping me audition for Love Island.
28:30Like, in my bedroom, filming you.
28:33Dude, I could literally cry.
28:35I'm so proud of you.
28:38Oh, I don't want to ruin my claim.
28:40You're going to make me cry.
28:41But it's just like a full circle moment.
28:43Like, last year we were fucking running bottles to table.
28:46I was like...
28:47Kaylee is my best friend in the entire world.
28:50She is from back in Pennsylvania.
28:53So I invited her to L.A. because I feel really lonely since Liv and I have been feeling weird
28:59about our friendship.
29:01Kaylee is a real good friend.
29:03Tonight should be fun.
29:03I want to actually have a fun night.
29:05It's like our first night in L.A. together.
29:06But, like, I don't want you to feel like it's going to be weird with you and Liv too, because
29:10you obviously have a relationship with her.
29:12Right.
29:13Liv lived with me in Pennsylvania.
29:15And, of course, I was so excited to introduce her to my very best friend, Kaylee.
29:20Kaylee and Liv had a lot of time to get to know each other.
29:23Like, how do you feel?
29:24I feel sad.
29:25Like you, it's really unfortunate that this is how this is playing out right now.
29:30It's a weird feeling for me as well because I was there when the lie was presented.
29:35Kaylee was there for the lie about the camera.
29:38Wait, what lie? What lie?
29:39A whole fucking fabricated lie Liv made up about a goddamn camera.
29:44Oh, yeah, I know the camera thing.
29:45She didn't say that she got the camera from him.
29:48No, instead she called Kaylee and I and said she went to the Canon store with her cousin and bought
29:52it for $800.
29:53To be real, now I'm convinced she's just a liar.
29:56Like, the camera.
29:57The glam situation.
29:59The party.
29:59Babe.
30:00Okay.
30:01Receipts.
30:02Timeline.
30:03You lied to me once.
30:04Cool.
30:04You lied to me twice.
30:05I catch you on it.
30:06Fine.
30:07Done.
30:07Like, I'm not doing this shit.
30:08I haven't seen or spoken to her since.
30:10So, it's just, it's like an icky feeling.
30:13Yeah.
30:14This is the last thing I wanted to happen.
30:16Like, this is the worst case scenario.
30:23Come on!
30:24Have a great night!
30:26Come on!
30:26We've got to head up and it's my life dream.
30:28It's my life dream!
30:30It's my life dream!
30:30Is that, your little model friends?
30:32They're, your little model friends.
30:39What's up guys?
30:40Hey!
30:42How's it done?
30:43I'm happy to see you in the were first.
30:43Hi, yo!
30:43What's up, man?
30:44What's up, man?
30:44What's up, man?
30:44Oh, man?
30:48God!
30:49What's up?
30:50What's up, man?
30:51What's up, man?
30:53Happy motherfucking birthday.
30:54Thank you, dawg, thank you.
30:56How you living?
30:57Amazing, incredible, immaculate.
30:59Fist up, all black, with the forces?
31:02I mean, there's a lot of girls here.
31:04Some single girls, huh?
31:05Yeah, I went on a date deal, I dated.
31:07And it went well.
31:08Is this spicy?
31:09Uh, not really spicy.
31:10Okay, cheers.
31:10Okay, cheers.
31:13We're hot.
31:14We're hot.
31:16But the only thing that's like making me have hesitation
31:19is that she lives, bro, she lives deadass,
31:21and it's like two hours, boy.
31:23Are we flying or driving?
31:26I think Kayla and Liv are going to fucking.
31:29Oh, yeah, are they coming?
31:30They're coming.
31:31Kayla and Liv are late, but they're coming.
31:34They're not coming together.
31:35They're not coming together.
31:38Hi, thank you so much.
31:41Oh.
31:42Hi, guys.
31:43Hey.
31:45Hi.
31:46I had a shoot yesterday with her.
31:48I'm Kaylee.
31:49Connor, nice to meet you.
31:50Nice to meet you.
31:50Happy birthday.
31:52Kaylee.
31:52Hey, Kaylee.
31:53Oh, my God, yes.
31:55Hey, Kaylee's back together.
31:56I know, you're so back.
31:57We are so back, baby.
31:58Kendall, Kaylee, Connor, and now Kaylee
32:01is starting to sound a lot less like a friend group
32:04and more like a law firm.
32:06I want to introduce Kaylee to Aaron.
32:08Is he here?
32:08I can't see.
32:09Is he?
32:10Oh, he's right here.
32:13Aaron, how you doing?
32:14Oh, I've never seen you before.
32:15I know.
32:16Oh, Kaylee, Kaylee.
32:18What's your name?
32:18Huh?
32:19What's your name?
32:20My name's Aaron.
32:20What's your name?
32:21What's your name?
32:22What's your name?
32:22You went in for a while.
32:25Does it happen?
32:25Don't be a fucking weirdo.
32:27Bro, you're fucking crazy.
32:29You're fucking crazy.
32:30This is my best friend Kaylee.
32:32Oh.
32:32Remember, you won't run Instagram.
32:34I didn't block your Instagram.
32:35Yes, you did.
32:36Get it up right now.
32:37No, I search it, and look.
32:39If she comes up.
32:40Hey, but go to here, go unblock.
32:41You'll probably say unblock.
32:42No, because it says it here, you twat.
32:44Look, blocked.
32:45She's unblocked.
32:46OK, guys, everyone back home, can you see this right now?
32:48I haven't blocked any of her friends, sir.
32:50I thought Aaron had Kaylee blocked.
32:53But after the reunion, I was asking my friends
32:58to check up on Aaron, because I knew I was blocked,
33:00and they were also fucking blocked.
33:02I'm just glad we're in a good place now.
33:04Yeah.
33:04Cheers.
33:05Cheers.
33:05To being unblocked.
33:06Cheers to being unblocked.
33:07Oh, hell yeah.
33:08Oh, no, I'm still blocked.
33:10With this sort of whole social media world, post Love Island,
33:14and everyone wants to become the sort of influencer,
33:16and people have almost segregated into,
33:19if you're over a million followers,
33:21you're in this friendship group.
33:22If you're between half a million and a million,
33:24you're in this friendship group.
33:25So I do believe people have changed a little bit.
33:28And I think I've tried to, as much as possible,
33:30remember the people from the show are the real people
33:33that I met and not the ones that sometimes I see now post-show.
33:37You guys see Liv.
33:38Huh?
33:39You guys see Liv.
33:40You guys are going to talk tonight, right?
33:42That's the only time.
33:42I mean, I'm not seeking a best friendship out of, like...
33:47You don't want a best friendship again?
33:49Kendall, I don't think you understand the situation.
33:53Hi.
33:53Hi.
33:54No, I know.
33:55I know.
33:55But it's just a question.
33:58I know.
33:59But, like, no, I don't want to be best friends
34:01right now with her.
34:03Liv's here.
34:04Yeah.
34:05Liv's here?
34:05Oh!
34:06Liv!
34:07Liv!
34:08You look stunning!
34:16Liv!
34:18Liv!
34:18Happy birthday!
34:20You look great.
34:20Thank you for having me.
34:21Yeah.
34:22Hey, I'm...
34:24I haven't even done anything!
34:25Why don't you say hi to me?
34:30Are you going to go say hi?
34:31Yeah.
34:31I should.
34:32Yeah.
34:33I'll wait for her to talk to you.
34:36She's not even acknowledging.
34:37I can't even wait for you.
34:42It's like, I just want to, like, dip, honestly.
34:45I'm going to get out of here.
34:48Because I just hate standing here and acting like we're strangers when we're clearly not
34:52fucking strangers.
34:56I'm trying to hit that.
34:58How do you get that?
35:00Trying to hit that.
35:02Let me get that.
35:03Trying to hit that.
35:06Let me get that.
35:07I look like a clown.
35:11Yay!
35:13We're matching!
35:15Hi, sweetie.
35:16Titty, out.
35:17I know.
35:17But your hair looks good.
35:19Really?
35:19I knew you were going to say it.
35:21Hi, baby.
35:21Hi, baby.
35:24It just so happened that I wanted to go bowling the same day as T-Boy's birthday.
35:29Did I know it was his birthday?
35:30No.
35:31I can't control that.
35:32I just want to be born that day.
35:34There's nowhere else we'd rather be than with Miggy and Leah.
35:38Guys, I haven't been bowling so long.
35:40She's going to need the slide that the kids use.
35:44That slide.
35:45That's it.
35:47Let's start this.
35:48Oh, he's ready to go.
35:49Yeah, he's on it.
35:50He cannot hold himself back.
35:52Jeez.
35:53Oh, close but no cigar.
35:56Fuck.
35:58I am more competitive.
36:00Kenny thinks he's more competitive and I let him think that.
36:03I have a drive from within.
36:05I don't always voice it.
36:07But I do feel it.
36:09It comes from the heart.
36:10Be for real right now.
36:19Are you serious?
36:21Babe, no.
36:23Just wait for it.
36:25Oh.
36:27I'll take it.
36:28Yes.
36:30Walk, mid-weight.
36:32Did it late?
36:32It's all right.
36:33No.
36:33I followed you guys.
36:35No, no, no.
36:35Sorry.
36:35Take this as no.
36:36Don't listen to men.
36:38Men are always wrong.
36:40Oh.
36:46Tell me the top three foster dog places here in LA.
36:51Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah and asking how the whole fostering works would be a good idea and
36:57I agreed. So we're gonna foster a dog for the summer.
37:01Yogi's house is one of the rescues that I work with. We fostered one of their dogs during the fires.
37:07Oh, my God.
37:08It's really cute.
37:10Okay, so he's never had a dog. So last night he goes, bring the dog at your place. I'm like,
37:13okay, step one. If you want a dog, you know, I have, like, just leave at someone else's place.
37:17Kenny!
37:18You're gonna bail.
37:19Kenny, we're starting off on a very wrong foot.
37:22I was under the impression that maybe we'd share time with the dog. The dog would stay at her apartment,
37:28the dog would stay at mine for a little bit. Maybe I have a busy day, she has a free
37:32day.
37:33Maybe the dog's not-
37:33I've never seen you know that.
37:36And then he was like, no, it's gonna be at my place. I'm like, oh, it changed.
37:40It's gonna be at both of yours, you fucking neighbors. You're acting like it.
37:43No, she doesn't want it at hers.
37:45I've always had a dog. So, like, I know what I need to do. But I would love to see
37:49how Kenny acts when there's another responsibility at hand.
37:53Do you think the dog is gonna cause, like, any rifts?
37:57I don't know. I feel like it's a good test. It will force us to have better communication. Like, it's
38:02like playing practice, like, mom and dad. I think it's gonna be good. It's gonna be fun.
38:07Fostering a dog would be the perfect test to our parenting skills because I know I'm gonna be great. I
38:14just can't wait to see how Kenny does.
38:15It's literally like having a child. Cause you gotta take care of it. You gotta take it for walks. You
38:19gotta make sure it's fair.
38:20It's like Playhouse. Cause let's not forget I want four kids. I think it's gonna be good. It's gonna be
38:26fun.
38:35Talk to any girls tonight? No. Have you been talking to any girls? No, no. You've been on going on
38:38any dates? Come on.
38:39I went on a date tonight. So now you can. Come on.
38:41But I don't think this guy's talked to a girl since he left the villa. So one of my goals
38:46this summer is to get that ball rolling again.
38:48Like, there's no shortage of great looking girls in L.A. And a lot of them aren't looking for anything
38:55serious.
38:56Let's introduce you guys to Aaron. We can do it. I believe in us. Let's do it.
38:59Alright. I think the best way to get over somebody is to just start talking to new people.
39:05Trying to just, like, nudge them a little bit. Like, get back in the game.
39:09Hi. What's your name? Aaron.
39:11Sydney. Lovely to meet you. Lovely to meet you.
39:12What's your name? I'm Barb. Lovely to meet you, Aaron.
39:15Yeah. I'm basically just here visiting Connor for two months.
39:17From L.A. A whole different bar. Basically.
39:19We got some sun here.
39:20Do you not have a good summer in London?
39:23Or, like, in the UK? I mean, I don't live in London, but...
39:24Or, like, UK? UK.
39:25Six hours away from London, where I live, and not at all now.
39:31And...
39:32I live on a farm next to a beach.
39:34You have horses?
39:35No, we have sheep. That's not it. That's fine.
39:37Yeah.
39:42Yeah.
39:43Look at Aaron raising the girls up.
39:46Hey, babe. They're hot. I don't blame you.
39:48Get your riz on. Go ahead.
39:51Fit helps your confidence.
39:52It's actually entertaining for me to see him interact.
39:56Are we gonna get, like, some, like, ex-donkeys?
39:59What's an ex-donkey?
40:00You know the ones that they, like, abuse and they make them work loads?
40:03Oh, it's like a... It's like a retirement donkey.
40:06Basically. Don't say that.
40:07Yeah.
40:08Oh.
40:08I have no interest whatsoever in exploring anything.
40:13Yeah, I'll just be nice to them and just say hi and speak and, yeah.
40:18But I'd rather be chilling by the snacks.
40:21Fair.
40:22So?
40:24Hello, stranger.
40:25This is spicy, Mark.
40:26You got the same.
40:27Nah, I gotta mess up my grater.
40:29I just want you and Kayla to have this conversation.
40:32Um...
40:33Are you gonna...
40:33Are you gonna...
40:34You should go up and say something to her.
40:38No.
40:38I'm gonna talk to each other.
40:39She's the ones with the issues with me.
40:41So, if you have the issues with me, then you should then be like, I wanna talk to you as
40:44a friend.
40:46I'm gonna go talk to Liv.
40:48Yeah.
40:49It's, like, weird that I haven't said anything yet, you know?
40:51Yeah.
40:51Yeah, I do.
40:52Love you.
40:52Love you.
40:54Look at Erin talking to a girl one-on-one.
40:57Oh, fuck.
40:58Don't act as if it's a solo eclipse.
41:00Hi, beautiful.
41:01Hi, Liv.
41:02You look stunning.
41:02So do you.
41:03Sorry.
41:04I feel like we haven't said hi to you yet.
41:06No, same, same.
41:07I didn't wanna, like...
41:08Yeah, I didn't wanna, like, cross the line or anything.
41:10You're...
41:10You're not crossing the line.
41:12How are you feeling?
41:13I haven't talked to you, but I know you have to be upset too.
41:16I'm, like, not even gonna lie or try and be, like, one of the...
41:19Like, I have dead-ass cried for the past six days, but also, if you're that hurt, you wouldn't
41:24move like that.
41:25I've obviously hurt her enough for her to do that.
41:28Yeah.
41:29But I thought that she would then, like, have a little respect to be like, can we have it in
41:33a private setting?
41:35How are you?
41:37Actually.
41:37I mean...
41:38Real...
41:38Real talk.
41:39I'm fine, but, like, also, like, this shit is so weird to me.
41:44Like, I hate this.
41:45Like, I hate this more than anything.
41:47I think everyone who cares about both of you hates this.
41:50Like, you still wanna be friends with work, right?
41:53Um...
41:54Like, honestly, like, it's never gonna be the same.
42:05You know what sucks?
42:06Yes.
42:07I'll tell you later.
42:08Let me not say that out loud.
42:11What?
42:12Can you learn unfollowed with today on Instagram?
42:15You're lying!
42:16Yes!
42:17I don't know, but it makes me so sad.
42:19Like, the problem is they will call each other.
42:22Like, oh, if she wants to talk, she can call me.
42:24Well, if she wants to talk, she can call me.
42:25I'm like, okay.
42:26You guys.
42:26You know what I mean?
42:27If you guys are real friends, and you actually really have created something serious with
42:31each other, speak with each other.
42:33So, I have a coffee or something.
42:34Just do something outside of a group setting.
42:38Seeing Liv and Kayla's bond fall apart, honestly, it hurts my feelings.
42:42Even though it has nothing to do with my feelings.
42:44They both vented to me about the situation.
42:47If Kayla and Liv refuse to talk to one another, I will gladly step in and handle it.
42:52Because I'm big sis at the end of the day.
42:54We're not gonna spend our whole summer with them arguing.
42:57That sounds like a nightmare.
43:05I feel like your guys' friendship has been, like, a little rocky for a few weeks.
43:09I just think you guys need to have conversation.
43:11Both, like, drop the defense.
43:13But I also have to defend myself because you're coming at my character in a group of people setting.
43:18They all went out the night before, and I was seeing her the next day.
43:22I didn't get invited.
43:24Babe, babe, you didn't live with her.
43:26It's completely different.
43:27It's completely fucking different.
43:30I feel like you both think that the other one did something to hurt each other.
43:35And that's why I keep saying the only way you're gonna get past this is if you both drop that.
43:39And you'd have to believe that the other person didn't do it maliciously.
43:42Or else you won't get past it.
43:46I miss having an amazing best friend.
43:48I miss it so much.
43:49I hate that we're in this spot.
43:51But, like, also, we need to have a conversation.
43:55Look, guys, this is what lack of communication does.
43:59A happy birthday.
44:00I'm gonna leave.
44:01Are you guys going?
44:02Yeah, I love you.
44:03Thank you for having the talk with me.
44:04I want you guys to sit down and talk soon.
44:06I know, me too.
44:07But right now is not the time.
44:09Okay.
44:09Yeah.
44:10I understand.
44:10I don't think Kay understands how embarrassing it was to, like, sit down and, like, your best friend coming straight,
44:17guns blazing at you.
44:19As she said, I have no more tears left to cry.
44:24Hey, guys.
44:28You want to leave or you good?
44:29Yeah, I'm over it.
44:32There's no point to be here.
44:37Well, I love you.
44:38All right.
44:40I hope you guys talk at some point.
44:44Get home safe.
44:45Get your papers and bins.
44:48Wait until you like me again.
44:52Bye.
44:52Love you, babe.
44:53Love you, too.
44:53Have a good night.
44:55Goodness gracious.
44:57Oh, my.
44:58I just can't.
44:59Why are you laughing in these situations, boys?
45:01Happy birthday to you.
45:05Happy birthday dear Cronin.
45:11Happy birthday to you.
45:14Happy birthday to you.
45:14Oh, shit.
45:16Fuck.
45:16Just blow it out.
45:18Blow it out.
45:18Yeah.
45:20Hey.
45:21How was that?
45:22It's just not a time for you guys to have a conversation.
45:25Like, she's too defensive.
45:27I don't think resolution's coming tonight.
45:29So, I don't think you guys should have a conversation tonight.
45:32I don't care to.
45:33Yeah.
45:33Honestly.
45:34Look.
45:34This is good.
45:37We.
45:38Can't.
45:39Be.
45:39Friends.
46:01Oh, that's so cute.
46:03Cute.
46:06Right this way.
46:06Love's right here.
46:07Oh, thank you.
46:09Thank you so much.
46:10I don't think I brought the right outfit.
46:11Good.
46:11I got you.
46:13Okay.
46:14We're going to go on with positive vibes.
46:16Positive vibes.
46:17Are you hungry hungry?
46:19Yeah.
46:19Like, I'm peckish, I feel.
46:20What does peckish mean?
46:22Like, you want to peck at something?
46:23Yeah.
46:23Peck at little things.
46:24That is so cute.
46:25Okay.
46:25Let's do like, yeah.
46:26Let's do like little.
46:26Like, um, shit.
46:27Like two, three appetizers.
46:29This is beautiful here.
46:30Yeah.
46:30Can we actually leave that?
46:31Of course.
46:34Do you recommend anything?
46:35Yeah.
46:36Our spicy margarita or our cucumber margarita.
46:39Wow.
46:39I like the way you think.
46:40So I have this plan.
46:42And I don't think a lot of people will like this plan.
46:46But really, if this is what it takes for Liv and Kayla to be one again, I place it upon
46:51myself to be the mediator of the situation.
46:55Only because I love them both equally and dearly and they know that.
47:00Make some margarita.
47:03So much.
47:03They look beautiful.
47:05So the plan is to get Liv and Kayla to meet up at a lunch.
47:10Not exactly tell Kayla, only because I didn't know if she was going to show up or not.
47:24How are you?
47:25I'm good.
47:25How are you?
47:27You look so cute.
47:28So cute too.
47:29Were you shocked to see Liv here today?
47:33is that a fucking question
47:35i thought i would have told you you wouldn't shut up so just to play it safe
47:39no i would have still showed up janaid and liv are both aware that i'm coming in i'm the only
47:44one being blindsided like i literally was caught completely off guard wait do you want to order
47:49drink i would actually love one please order a drink i just thought with the sugar rim would be
47:54great thank you welcome to nene's mediation i love you guys so much you guys are too much of
48:06bad bitches to be like fighting you guys are sisters i think you should start first say your
48:12piece whatever you need to say and then when she's done let her know how you feel but you have
48:16to be
48:17honest you have to be transparent if you guys want this relationship to like really heal and go back
48:21to what it was i hate arguing with you but i felt like whenever i came and approached you at
48:30the
48:30love island party i came out of my heart and i think i caught you off guard and i'm sorry
48:34for that
48:34but i felt like i was being left out i can see how you can be hurt but also it's
48:39not my birthday
48:41but also like there's things that like leading up to that that i would never do to you
48:48like the hair and makeup hair and makeup lying leaving you out what's bothering you i'm hard
48:56especially that you were saying that i was fake to me i think that's very questionable because i feel
49:01like i've been a good friend to you and you've been a great friend to me i felt like our
49:04friendship
49:04has been indifferent ever since you made up the lie about the canon and all of that stuff what did
49:09you
49:09voice that to her a month and a half ago absolutely did you apologize a month and a half ago
49:14did you
49:14she apologized once but did you forgive her a month and a half ago i did forgive her but since
49:19that
49:20situation our friendship hasn't been the same why didn't you just say hey i'm here you weren't thinking
49:26of it because i was already going through my own thing with him i should have said hey i'm going
49:30to
49:30this club and that made me selfish of me to be just prioritizing my guy and like i should have
49:36probably
49:36checked in more but if i'm honest i also went through something that night and i was heartbroken
49:42and you heard about it and i even texted you and you didn't even text me what happened that night
49:46wait
49:46no well i can't say it she's gonna freak the out and saying like what went down between me and
49:54him
49:54no i was so emotional i reached out to kk i turned to you and you didn't do anything and
50:01i was so
50:02confused why she wasn't replying or answering me back i was sick to my stomach i was also hurt so
50:09i think and i'm sorry i want to be there for you live i love you you are my sister
50:13but i don't feel
50:14like i can trust you but it also goes back to like just my life and like i was raised
50:22also in a
50:22household like live you know my situation like i can't tr i could never trust people growing up
50:28so i guess now like whenever i get like someone in my life that's really close to me lying to
50:34me i
50:35feel different about them in my heart i have just had people in my life growing up that have lied
50:42a lot
50:43to me but also lives aware of the liars that have been in my life because she lived with me
50:48so she knows
50:49and understands my trauma and what i've been through i just simply don't want people in my life where i
50:55feel like i feel like i can't trust and if you can't understand that i don't really know where to
50:59go
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