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Doc - Season 2 (2025) - Episode 06: Saints and Sinners
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00:01Previously, my dog.
00:02I had a car accident. Lost a lot of my memory.
00:04I want my daughter's heart back.
00:06I think I better give them a call.
00:07Best ask for Michael Hamda.
00:08Yunus agreed to send the heart.
00:10Does the board know what you just did?
00:11You put our accreditation at risk.
00:12It doesn't matter how drawn I am to you. This can't happen again.
00:15I'm not looking for anything serious.
00:17The only thing you care about is Danny. He's gone and that's still all that matters.
00:20I keep flashing on that damn snow globe.
00:22Memory seizures. I've read about that.
00:25Your father filed an HR complaint against Dr. Larson.
00:28And a week later, he's gone.
00:48Talking won't change anything. Perhaps not, but...
00:51Your silence won't either, will it?
00:53You have cancer. You could die.
00:56What do you want from me? I'm just trying to get through the day.
01:01Ah, stoicism.
01:04A highly overrated virtue.
01:08Vulnerability.
01:09Now that's a lovely kind of courage.
01:12Besides, you can't expect your wife to carry all the pain for the both of you.
01:18I see the strength in you.
01:22But there's also something else.
01:28I'm scared.
01:30Surgery scary. Cancer more so.
01:33I don't know how to do this.
01:35You don't have to do it alone.
01:38Hey, I'm here.
01:40I not be sure.
01:41Hey.
01:48Have a more than that.
01:57Come here.
01:59Look.
02:03Help.
02:07Mom!
02:07I really wanna tell her.
02:08Maher...
02:08You tonight?
02:09What...
02:25hey you back there again yeah anything new on your mystery man no it's the right place but
02:31yeah nothing new on the man in the crowd well it may not even be about him what do you
02:36mean
02:37katie called this morning she knows you've been going there every day she also knows why that
02:41snow globe is so triggering okay uh do you want to tell me why she doesn't want to talk about
02:47it
02:48but she's worried and doesn't want you to keep going there chasing your tail okay why would she
02:53lie to me about it and why is she communicating through you you've been pretty distracted since
02:59all this came up i think she's afraid you're slipping into old patterns well i'm not and i will
03:05deal with her directly
03:11i guess i better get home another night like this and i'll be the one sleepwalking well we can help
03:17you with that actually there's a band i'd like to check out tonight i can change my flight again
03:24zero pressure doc yeah yeah sure why not sounds like fun
03:39hi hannah how are you fine thanks
03:44come on everything okay
03:54daughter drama she's a teenager it's a bit more than that
04:04okay interns dr heller is on a later call today and dr ridley's out at a medical conference so
04:10i've been assigned to wrangle you i want to review all of your patient exams flag
04:15every abnormal lab and impeccable charting today
04:24all right all right all right all right all right i appreciate it i should get shot more often
04:30i thought you were back till next week hey no way i'm sitting on the sidelines while dr ridley
04:36plays hunger games with my career man of the hour please don't let's get to it we have a code
04:42orange
04:43arriving momentarily the inmate has a possible poisoning he's a convicted felon with a violent
04:48history armed robbery aggravated assault gang affiliations he'll be treated and guarded in the
04:53lockdown room no one enters without clearing security protocols with his corrections officers i'll
04:58take them my folks are both cops i know how to deal with these guys come on let's go don't
05:08just stand
05:08there come on help me lockdown room for you then short of breath at my age i'm short in a
05:16lot of
05:17things my boxing days are long gone take a breath
05:29you're not moving much hair how long have you had this rash a few months
05:36pressure's up you got any pain in your chest here and there if i've been honest i say more here
05:43lately i am afraid you have advanced vasculitis and i was hoping the tears of blood were assigned
05:51from god it's your immune system attacking your blood vessels i'll start steroids to calm it but
05:57i want to be honest with you every organ in your body is under fire it's hard to cure and
06:06the treatment will feel worse than the disease this is god's path for me i guess
06:13i'll have to see where it leads well i'll be leading you today
06:18he's fully restrained so if you didn't shackle and play part of your exam i'll come in i'm also
06:24watching from out here any concerns at all just give me a signal is he dangerous he likes to fight
06:31in
06:31the yard but never attacked any cr civilian he was poisoned though so someone's in habit of something
06:36he did you're good to go
06:43i don't know what's going to happen if you don't know what's going to happen if you don't know what's
06:44going to happen
06:44hi malcolm i'm dr coleman did the oral lidocaine help with your pain
06:54yeah pain's gone it's been like that for how long two hours and that ain't the only end that's coming
07:00out of
07:01mind if i examine you go ahead man i don't bite
07:07open up
07:14any idea what they gave you nah somebody must have spiked my breakfast
07:19you looked away from your tray hey man they got all kind of tricks on the inside
07:23last year a guy got killed with crushed asthma inhaler powder two weeks into his stretch
07:31i need to know what's going on inside your stomach means a camera down your throat
07:34to take a look but first i need to check it back in you can't just take my word for
07:40it free none
07:44so how's it going so far uh waiting for the other shoe to drop well dr ridley's email said
07:51to give you a wide berth today so i think that's her way of saying you're a serious contender well
07:55what do you think uh it doesn't matter what i think what matters is why you want the responsibility
08:01what
08:06i have interns to corral
08:12can you give chaplain o'leary a gram of methylprednisolone he's in for a hard fight i would
08:18not have gotten through my divorce without him talk me out of first degree murder twice he was one of
08:23the first people to visit me after my accident
08:27morning
08:28i heard you admitted amen it's a shame it is
08:36something wrong obviously you can do what you want
08:40but the sister of a patient it's pretty public
08:44pretty fast
08:45i can't access an organ and i can't list my patient it's not just you it's the entire hospital
09:06unos has suspended our transplant program okay well that can't be a coincidence we lied to him during the
09:16hostage crisis
09:16i heard this morning michael we have a formal review with the organ oversight committee today at
09:22six i thought we were in the clear apparently not you have any transplant scheduled dr heller has one
09:28to list and so far three other potential candidates looking to be ready by the end of the week well
09:34i've
09:34set a board meeting for this afternoon we can formalize our response before the review be prepared with
09:39the narrative what do we do now you don't do anything you'll be called as a witness since you
09:46handled the organ you say you were following my orders they're gonna make you the fall guy for this
09:50i guess we'll see
10:03you spoke beautifully
10:08i don't even know what i said
10:11that he was a happy child and deeply loved
10:18look i know you've never been to our chapel but when you get back to work if you need a
10:24quiet place
10:24somewhere to think find hope reach out it's there it's all mine
10:35thank you it means a lot to us that everyone was here
10:50are you stalking me no but we need to talk not about this not today i don't even know what
10:58this is sorry i gotta get to class katie no this is obviously upsetting you and pushing you down is
11:04only gonna make it worse you'll come to the hospital after school and we will work it through fine
11:15what up sis charlie be serious i work here you're the one blowing up my phone after i haven't heard
11:22from you in months it took you four days to get back to me and now you show up here
11:26it's about dad he didn't resign he was fired so i'll come again this doctor i work with used to
11:34be
11:34his chief she was a nightmare to work for dad even complained about her to hr remember how squirly
11:40he was when he stepped down it was because he didn't want to admit he was forced out
11:45for standing up to her we need to find out exactly what happened do you think you could get into
11:50dad's
11:50old emails no i tried after he died his personal one didn't have jack about this and i couldn't get
11:55into his hospital one either because they shut dad down too what about that friend of yours see hospital's
12:01got like firewalls on top of firewalls you need to get into her computer how would i do that any
12:11side
12:12effects from the meds seems i've been getting my money's worth but the lord only gives us what we
12:17can handle right i'm sorry that was insensitive old habit from an old preacher spouting aphorisms to
12:26my imaginary flock you've done a lot more than that you've helped a lot of people over a lot of
12:33years
12:33wish i could have helped you during your dark days sure you tried indeed i did by all accounts i
12:40was
12:40impenetrable must be like purgatory for you know missing that part of your life's journey you could say
12:49that your oxygen levels dropping
12:59you're bleeding into your lungs doesn't sound good i was hoping the steroids would be enough but
13:04i'm going to start you on an immunosuppressant and it is going to be more dangerous for your body
13:09i have faith in you that's all my face malcolm's tox screens came back negative and biopsy shows
13:16liquefactor necrosis from hydrochloric acid exposure dr franco said it's probably toilet bowl cleaner so
13:21someone did try to kill him she said the taste is too strong no way to slip it into someone's
13:25drink
13:25without them noticing so he did this to himself looks like we have to tell the ceo hold on we
13:31haven't
13:32even talked to the man he lied to us i know but even prisoners have a limited right to confidentiality
13:36especially around mental health unless they pose a clear and present danger we don't know that yet
13:41he could be trying to escape he's not houdini he's chained to the bed i'm glad you're so confident
13:46any other patient we'd call for a psych consult fine let's call dr walker well i am not putting her
13:51in
13:51a room with him until i talk to him myself i'm coming with you malcolm this is my supervising resident
14:01dr matra
14:03nice to meet you you want to tell us why you drank toilet bowl cleaner why you give a damn
14:09if you're afraid of what you might do to yourself or if you're doing this to get away from someone
14:13on
14:13the inside we can talk to the warden about protective custody therapy therapy i live in crazy 24 7. malcolm
14:20we've done we can't medically you are ready to go back unless there's some reason to keep you oh yeah
14:24i just
14:24can't wait to get rid of me huh this is a waste of time have a nice trip back to
14:28still water
14:32wait wait
14:39i was trying to get here to west side why
14:47my mom she's got cancer but she's down in oncology and that don't look too good
14:52to what you think we're gonna organize a meeting for you
14:57my mom's got a lot of reasons to be mad at me i only know she's here from my cousin
15:02i just want a chance to make things right before she dies if you're lying to us i'll report all
15:07of
15:07this to your warden i'm not lying
15:26you were right it is quiet here
15:32it's pretty quiet up there too
15:36the lord is a good listener not much of a conversationalist
15:41neither am i apparently
15:48my daughter i i know she
15:53she wants more for me and i just
15:58i don't know what to say
16:01i didn't see her at the funeral she didn't go
16:08my husband wasn't happy about it but i wasn't i wasn't gonna force her
16:12i didn't even want to go it's just
16:19to see my son like that
16:25you can visit his grave with her tomorrow next week a year from now whenever you're ready
16:34i don't think i will ever be ready to go back there
16:44oh did you get out of school early no i have a free period after lunch i just want to
16:49get this over
16:49with well that's not how i wanted to do this but here let's sit okay
16:59here goes um i lost my brother and i needed you but you were so caught up you couldn't be
17:08there for
17:08me and then you moved out i wanted my family back
17:12i wanted my brother back and then you gave me a snow globe at christmas and you expected me to
17:21be
17:22excited about it and we fought i thought you
17:27okay um so you found this five days ago you said it was just at the bottom of the closet
17:33and before
17:33that you told me you had no idea what i was talking about so it seems like are you avoiding
17:39something
17:40no mom don't overthink i i'm done blaming you i just i don't want to go back there that's all
17:47it is
17:48and i have to go to school so just let it go please
17:53no i won't let it go we'll talk more about it later i'd like you to be home when i
17:59get home from work
18:06linda has stage four pancreatic cancer she's near the end a few hours now maybe a day at most can
18:11we
18:11speak with her we have her pretty sedated most of the time why her son is here and he really
18:17wants to
18:17see her son he's been in prison but he's upstairs now he's a patient too i know it's a big
18:24ask but can
18:26you hold off on linda's next morphine dose just for a little while while we talk to her this is
18:30her
18:30last chance to see him
18:48your kidneys are shutting down it's a toxic reaction to the medication so what's next
18:53i'm stumbling our options uh one is too hard on your liver the other one puts your heart at risk
18:59i know you doubt yourself you all have doubts you won't scare me if you admit it
19:07i'm not quite the doctor that i was before the accident that must be difficult to accept
19:12now there's nothing to do about it except keep charging forward medicine is a science
19:19but it's also an art don't do that you did oh many years ago the artist is still inside you
19:30something will come well it better because i'm not giving up on you
19:36this is ellison mrs ellison can you hear me
19:45i'm dr coleman this is dr major can we speak with you
19:52your son is here
19:57can't be he's locked up he poisoned himself to get out of prison so he could see you he knows
20:05you're angry he just wants a chance to apologize apologize if there's a chance we could arrange it
20:13would you talk to him no i'm done with him miss ellison he went through a lot i said no
20:19i'll tell him the last thing i want in this world is to see his face right before i die
20:27that's enough this was a mistake you're right we'll go we're sorry we upset you linda
20:34you were gonna keep pushing her he's my patient you have no idea what he did to her and when
20:40a woman
20:40says no it means no right i'm sorry i wasn't thinking about it like that it's fine
20:47i can't tell malcolm what she just said you think he came here looking for lies he came here looking
20:53for peace maybe that's what we should get him dr matra the chaplain spiraling pulmonary hemorrhage
20:58acute renal failure systemic inflammation you added cyclophosphamide he wasn't responding to the
21:04steroids it's an acceptable escalation and aggressive and risky as you can see hey you're
21:10not going in there without me i have to check the telemetry i'll find you in a few
21:15authoritative
21:17dr ridley put me in charge of you today i'm responsible for these patients and i want to
21:22know your plan before it happens naturally so what do you want to do next therapeutic plasma exchange
21:28it's incredibly invasive line complications bleeding infections well if you have a better idea i'm all
21:34yours okay try it but watch his numbers i'll write the order and prepare him for the worst you don't
21:42need
21:42to tell me that why haven't you discharged mr pitney um i was about to you were supposed to do
21:50it
21:50after his last dressing change julie said you didn't show i'm sorry i was tied up with our post-op
21:55consults no excuse get it done
22:05you're still here writing up the discharge the man's been waiting four hours go and explain to him what is
22:11taking so long sorry going now heavy as the hat huh
22:23being in a position of leadership always has its challenges but in this case i trusted dr larson's
22:28hypothesis that rosie cruz had an abscess which would make the transplant viable
22:34why is dr walker being dragged into this because she was next to you in the command post when all
22:39these decisions were made thank you for coming dr walker we'll get to you in a moment so dr hamda
22:45you
22:46informed the transplant network you had a test confirming the abscess we all know i stuck my neck
22:50out but three of my people were being held with guns to their heads and the abscess was ultimately
22:55confirmed when dr larson drained it in the icu you also lied to the east side donor unit in writing
23:00we
23:01did what we had to do we know that that's what you think dr heller as i understand it you
23:05were the
23:05courier for the heart and part of the fabrication at east side i was in charge he was following my
23:10orders dr heller is it true that you and dr larson have been in a consensual relationship at that time
23:16no but that must have influenced your decision to deceive east side dr walker based on your
23:23professional opinion would you say dr hamda's judgment was compromised in my professional opinion
23:28i think it's pretty easy to monday morning quarterback three weeks later but what would
23:32you all have done if you were there i'd like to think we would have been more forthright and trusting
23:36of our partners the point is none of us were informed until all of the key decisions were made if
23:42this
23:43is an exercise in cya then maybe you ought to be thanking dr hamda for keeping you out of it
23:48i'm not
23:48denying anything that occurred that day so i don't know why dr heller and dr walker are even here
23:53especially since it's clear you've already made your decision we hoped you would have given us some
23:57ammunition to fight this we could smooth things over with east side but you knows wants their pound
24:02of flesh and you're leaving us with our hands tied michael well our patients need organs so throwing me
24:17under the bus will secure our accreditation obviously you need to do what's in the best interest of the
24:22hospital we appreciate that okay this is a witch hunt you should all be ashamed of yourselves
24:35you'll have my letter of resignation by the end of the day
24:47i was happy to get your page been a few weeks since we spoke
24:50not for me uh i have a patient that needs spiritual counsel of course room 617
25:03i've missed our conversations
25:06i'm always here for you you know well when i want to talk about how the death of my son
25:11is
25:11scott's divine plan i'll come find you
25:22ventricular tachycardia he's in heart failure it's myocarditis get a stat echo he needs amiodarone
25:39i've stabilized you it was your heart this time seems like i'm living the book of joe
25:54i don't know how much more of this your body can take
25:59we spoke to your mother really yeah can i get in to see you i'm sorry but she's too sick
26:05to see
26:05anyone and honestly with your restrictions i'm not even sure we could pull that off
26:09that's what she say then we told her what you had to do to get yourself here and she really
26:13appreciated that yeah it was hard for her to talk but she wanted me to tell you that
26:17she knows you love her and she loves you too i know when i'm being lied to doc no she
26:23wanted you
26:23both to let go of what happened in the past you didn't even talk to her did you we did
26:27talk to her
26:28we pulled her out of a peaceful rest to give her more pain to upset her in her final moments
26:33of her
26:34life to advocate for you what's she really say she didn't want to see you which really makes me
26:40want to ask what did you do to her that's none of your business you asked us to get you
26:44in a room
26:44with her dr matron look we're done here all right get out
26:56was that really necessary he's not ready to be helped and why are you so invested in him i don't
27:01know some people you can just feel the world working against them i know but he lied to get
27:07himself here and worse he's lying to himself can't you see that i mean your parents are cops yeah and
27:13they always told me everyone is someone's child find me when his final hemoglobin's in and we'll discharge
27:30him
27:35he doesn't deserve to lose his job he stuck his neck out way further than i did that was his
27:39decision
27:42what when i went to east side that day to get the heart the nurse saw the wound on my
27:47face and she
27:48knew something was off and she went to call the transplant department to confirm my story and i
27:52told her to ask for michael forced him to lie to east side in writing oh i didn't know that
27:59yeah so half
28:00of this is on me nothing you can do about that now you ever read about our lady of akita
28:09it's a statue of
28:11mary in akita japan wooden and on over a hundred occasions it was seen to be crying what people
28:19thought were tears of blood the belief was she was taking on our collective suffering
28:26whose suffering are you taking on maybe yours oh i hope not perhaps that's why god put us together
28:36today so i could heal you instead of the other way around i was put on this earth to help
28:44people
28:45if i'm dying you may be the last chance i have to fulfill my life's purpose and if there's one
28:51thing i
28:51know that some people are trying to hide their pain it's my daughter
29:08i failed her in the years after daddy's death we used to speak about this quite often and i wonder
29:17without your memory that you're missing what you need to help her now i'm sure that much is true
29:25she didn't go to danny's funeral did you know that what she was afraid you're trying to protect her
29:32but those rituals exist for a reason katie never had the chance to mourn her brother that way and i
29:39don't think you know how to grieve either it's still so hard to think about him
29:48because i don't want to make it real grief can be a lifelong process
29:56which means it's never too late
30:19i've been praying for you save it for someone else
30:34even the slightest labs are back auto antibodies are zero plex worked so the organ damage was too
30:41advanced which is why he's still getting worse or when plex filtered out the harmful antibodies it
30:46also removed some of the protective immunoglobulins i'm not following the bad antibodies were attacking
30:51his organs but the body also had healing factors that were trying to fix the damage plex removed
30:56both so we just have to give him back what he needs how iv immunoglobulin therapy it's a hail mary
31:03though i'm sure he's a big fan okay well if it doesn't work you'll kill him it will work okay
31:24so
31:33so
31:35so
31:35so
31:57Right hand.
32:00Time to go.
32:03Your labs are normal.
32:04It's a prison infirmary.
32:06You can take it from here.
32:13Malcolm, I'm very sorry.
32:15We just found out your mother passed away.
32:19She didn't suffer.
32:20She wasn't in pain.
32:21She just fell asleep and didn't wake up.
32:25It's true.
32:26We just spoke to her doctor,
32:27and she was at peace in the end.
32:44When I was 17,
32:46I started running with the local center.
32:48And I was just petty stuff at first.
32:51But before you know it,
32:55you're in the life.
32:57But I never brought that home with me
32:59because of my mom
33:00and my little sister,
33:03Nala.
33:05She was a smart kid.
33:08Kind.
33:09One of the best laughs you ever heard.
33:12One night,
33:13I took her to her favorite pizza spot.
33:15And on our way home,
33:19somebody tried to take me out.
33:23They killed her instead.
33:26After that,
33:27I was lost.
33:28I just went down the path of darkness,
33:29and I just kept doing wrong,
33:31you know, until...
33:35Well, you know where I ended up.
33:37It should have been me
33:38that died that night.
33:40And I live with that
33:42every day.
33:46I just wanted my mom to know that.
33:53I'm sorry all that happened to you.
33:56And I don't know what you believe,
33:57but maybe there's a chance
33:59your mother and sister
34:00are looking down on you.
34:02You still have a life ahead of you.
34:05in prison
34:06and at some point in the world.
34:08So,
34:08how do you want to spend it?
34:10You want to keep punishing yourself
34:11for whoever else
34:13for your mistakes?
34:14Or do you want to be
34:15the kind of person
34:16your mom could be proud of?
34:17Who your sister could look up to?
34:28For what it's worth,
34:30the guy I met today
34:31who went through all this stuff
34:33to make things right for his mother,
34:35he's already on the path
34:36he needs to be.
34:37You just got to believe that.
34:42All right, Malcolm.
34:43Let's get you back, okay?
34:45Yeah, boss.
35:06Aaron, we did it.
35:07You turned a corner.
35:09You'll be back in the chapel
35:10in no time.
35:11Good.
35:13Because I wasn't ready
35:14to meet him yet.
35:15No, I think we need you
35:16around here
35:17a little bit longer.
35:23Aemon said you worked a miracle.
35:25He would.
35:27So,
35:27I got something important
35:29I gotta tell you.
35:30There's a long path report
35:31in there for the
35:32Unos meeting today.
35:34They're coming after Michael.
35:35I want him to resign.
35:37This is going to Rosie's chart
35:38to protect them.
35:39You faked a test?
35:40I just wanted to tell you
35:41in case anyone asks.
35:42Well, what if they ask
35:43why you didn't mention it earlier?
35:45I got a hit in the head, remember?
35:47Oh, come on, Jake.
35:49Look,
35:50I was part of the deception
35:51that day.
35:52Something I did
35:52put Michael on a bad spot.
35:53I'm not gonna let him
35:54take the hit for that.
35:59Paperwork's in order.
36:00Just make sure
36:00to CC the warden.
36:01That tough love
36:02you gave Malcolm
36:03was exactly
36:05what he needed.
36:06He got the truth.
36:07Well, maybe the truth
36:08will set him free.
36:10You're a great doctor, TJ.
36:12And you have
36:12genuine compassion.
36:14If it wasn't for that,
36:14we wouldn't have gotten
36:15where we did
36:15with Malcolm today.
36:16But every resident
36:18needs to learn
36:19that one of the most
36:19important parts of our job
36:21is navigating hard truths
36:23with our patients.
36:24Telling them things
36:25they need to hear,
36:26even if they might
36:27hate us for it.
36:29Thank you
36:30for your help today.
36:32Chief.
36:34You're welcome.
36:35Go rest that leg, please.
36:37Okay.
36:47Before you go in there,
36:48this is the results
36:49from Rosie's lung biopsy.
36:52Turns out it came in
36:53right before you
36:54made that call to Yunos.
36:58I guess in the chaos
36:59of that day,
37:00it just got misfiled.
37:03Well, this definitely
37:05helps our cause.
37:16Let's repeat the renal panel.
37:18Anything changes
37:19with her kidney function.
37:20I need to know
37:20sooner than later.
37:21Will do.
37:22Dr. Heller,
37:23a word?
37:24Uh, yeah.
37:29That was kind of an ambush,
37:30waiting for us
37:31outside the conference room.
37:32Well, I didn't want
37:33to give you a chance
37:33to argue with me about it.
37:34Well, you shouldn't
37:35have done it,
37:36but I appreciate it.
37:39You can list your patient.
37:40We got our privileges back,
37:42cleared us on the organ
37:43misallocation,
37:43and issued a letter
37:44of warning
37:45over the lie to Eastside.
37:46It's not a slap
37:47on the wrist,
37:48but if we're fully compliant
37:49moving forward,
37:50we'll be fine.
37:51I'm glad it worked out.
37:52That was a pretty big risk
37:53you took
37:54for me.
37:56You ever watch war movies?
37:59Never leave a man behind.
38:02Plus, I'm just not in the mood
38:03for any more changes
38:04in leadership.
38:07Oh, my God.
38:10Hey, so how'd your day go?
38:12Up and down,
38:13but I think I survived.
38:15Harder than it looks, isn't it?
38:16Well, if you have some advice,
38:17I'll take it.
38:18There's no right way to lead.
38:20Everybody's got their own style.
38:21Just bring your personality to it.
38:23Well, I think I'm still
38:24searching for my style.
38:26Just do what you think's right.
38:27Do it with conviction.
38:28The chips fall where they fall.
38:29I think that'll fit for me.
38:33Okay, well,
38:34I ain't running late.
38:36For me, uh...
38:37No, actually, uh...
38:40I have a date.
38:41Oh, wow.
38:43Yeah.
38:43Hey, you're getting back
38:44on that horse.
38:45Yeah, I'm trying.
38:51Um, well, have fun.
38:53Yeah, you, uh...
38:55You have a good night.
39:12I know I wasn't there for you
39:13when your brother died,
39:14but I am gonna be there for you now,
39:17even when you say you don't need it.
39:20You can't undo what was done.
39:22No one can.
39:24No one can.
39:34When I think about
39:36the mistakes that I made
39:37during that time,
39:39it seems to me that
39:40it was
39:41all because I was afraid
39:43to face my pain.
39:46And if you learned that from me,
39:51then that's something
39:52that we're gonna work on together.
40:01I said something to you.
40:05Something awful.
40:07Well,
40:08you were already forgiven,
40:10but you probably should still tell me.
40:13Get it off your chest.
40:16I said
40:17all you cared about was Danny.
40:21in a pretty cruel way.
40:24You were angry.
40:25You were a kid.
40:28And I probably had a coming.
40:32You need to forgive yourself.
40:39Have you ever been to the cemetery?
40:43Once.
40:45But
40:45not till his 11th birthday.
40:49But that
40:52I should have made you go to the funeral.
40:56It was wrong
40:57to let you hide
40:58just because I wanted to.
41:05Would you go with me
41:07now?
41:10No.
41:11No.
41:13No.
41:13No.
41:23I see a house
41:26up on the hill
41:29through every star
41:33standing still
41:36and the hell.
41:39You see it now.
41:42It's meant for you.
41:46Stop working it out.
41:49Yeah, me too.
41:52I see it now.
41:55I see it now.
41:55I see it now.
41:57I see it now.
41:58I see it now.
41:59I see it now.
42:00I see it now.
42:01I see it now.
42:03I see it now.
42:15I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
42:16I'm sorry.
42:25Everything okay?
42:28Yeah, um, sorry, it's work.
42:31I'm on call.
42:31Oh, so you have to go.
42:37Yeah, um, I'll be a while, but listen, this was, it was a lot of fun.
42:40It was.
42:44Goodbye, Jake.
42:45Yeah.
42:49Have a safe flight.
43:04Yeah.
43:16I'll be right back.
43:22I'll be right back.
43:27I'll be right back.
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