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00:06It's a wild feeling.
00:08It's a great adventure.
00:11I think I'm falling in love.
00:13Falling in love.
00:15Good morning.
00:17Good morning.
00:18Give me one more to describe last night.
00:21Say magical.
00:22Aww.
00:26This is awesome.
00:32I think it's great.
00:33Yes.
00:34It was a great night.
00:35And this morning.
00:37In the middle of the night.
00:38Yeah.
00:39Pretty sure at one point we had sex with the seatbelt on.
00:42Yeah, I had to pull up.
00:43Yeah, I had to take the seatbelt off.
00:49Last night was great.
00:50We had very good sex.
00:52I enjoyed it.
00:53I think she had a good time as well.
00:56Lots of different positions.
00:58She's got a favorite position for sure.
00:59Now that we're on the couch, I might see it again here pretty soon.
01:03Um...
01:04Good morning.
01:09Night one was done.
01:11How'd you sleep last night?
01:12Like a baby.
01:14Yeah.
01:14I think we just meshed really well.
01:17Yeah.
01:18Felt good.
01:19We slept in until after 9 o'clock.
01:21Yeah.
01:22World record.
01:23Yeah.
01:26Today's Connor's birthday.
01:27Big ol' 3-2.
01:30All of his wishes came true.
01:32Yeah, already by...
01:33She's right here.
01:33...10 a.m.
01:34This frickin' view.
01:35Oh, it's incredible.
01:37I can't wait to go and explore today.
01:39This frickin' view.
01:40Oh, yikes.
01:41This girl.
01:42That's my view.
01:43The rest of time.
01:45She's stuck with me.
01:57Last night was incredible.
01:59It was.
01:59I can imagine, like, so many things in your head, but it's like...
02:02I know.
02:03I don't know.
02:04It's, like, above what I thought, too.
02:05Yeah.
02:06And I knew, like, in person it'd be the same, even though you maybe not have thought that.
02:09No.
02:09Yeah.
02:10I knew that it would be the same in person.
02:11We were so erotically open with each other from day one.
02:15Mm-hmm.
02:16And we were so honest and so...
02:20accepting of each other that it made it really easy.
02:23I do feel like we complement each other really well.
02:25Mm-hmm.
02:26And we look so good together, you know?
02:28We look good together.
02:28I just feel like we've just been, like, training, like, our lives, like, whether it was, like,
02:35relationship-wise or whatever, and, like, we were meant to, like, literally be at this
02:39point.
02:40I could not agree more.
02:41All the, like, hard shit and, like, all of the not-so-great moments, I feel like, have,
02:48like, made me ready for you.
02:51Feels right.
02:51Feels so good.
02:52And that's why I love that girl.
02:55Yeah.
02:56Yeah.
02:57Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
03:02Love line for you.
03:06Apparently it is.
03:06Apparently.
03:07Yeah.
03:08It just worked out because you're also, like, really hot.
03:10I'm right back at you.
03:12Where do we see ourselves in five years?
03:15We've gone on a ton of adventures.
03:17Mm-hmm.
03:17You've cold plunged in Antarctica.
03:19Knocked that off the list.
03:20I've watched because that's not happening.
03:22Fair.
03:23Swimming with sharks.
03:25I'm actually down for that.
03:27Okay.
03:27I face fears.
03:28Yeah.
03:29So, you said Antarctica for me.
03:30Where else are we going for you?
03:31Portugal, Spain.
03:32I do want to do Portugal.
03:33That's where Ronaldo was born.
03:34Sorry.
03:36Who's the other?
03:36Who's the goalie?
03:37Tom Howard?
03:38Tim Howard?
03:38Tim Howard.
03:39He's American, though.
03:40Oh, yeah.
03:41So, where is he born?
03:42Do you want to go see that?
03:42No, I met him already.
03:43He's a weirdo.
03:44Oh.
03:45Goalies.
03:45I mean, now you're getting there.
03:47Soccer players.
03:47Now you're getting there.
03:49You're stuck with him so far.
03:49Except Beckham.
03:50Get out of here.
03:51He's not even good.
03:52I just like Posh Spice.
03:54I respect it.
03:55They're a good couple for sure.
03:56They're adorable.
03:56We're going to aspire to be that.
03:58Okay.
03:58Oh, absolutely.
04:00I hope I'm as fabulous as her.
04:02Not hard.
04:04You're up there already.
04:05Mm-hmm.
04:05I'll take it.
04:06I bet.
04:07A couple ways.
04:17It is party time.
04:20Happy birthday, Batch.
04:25Are you excited to see everybody?
04:26I am excited to see everybody.
04:27Excited to meet the boys.
04:29The boys.
04:29Meet the gang, my boys.
04:32I think that girls need a full debrief.
04:34Probably.
04:35So, it'll be fun.
04:36It'll be fun to catch up.
04:37The air is good.
04:38I'm going to shove it.
04:39Oh, my gosh.
04:42What is wrong with you?
04:45Is that thing going to stay on tonight?
04:52That's nice.
04:53So cool.
04:54I have a mashed iron.
04:56Dry that food.
04:57And rosemary.
04:59Like our child's name.
05:01Hey, what you want from me?
05:02I'm a bad little baby running through the streets
05:04and take a real thing to impress me.
05:06So, what you going to do again next to me?
05:08Oh, my God.
05:11Oh, my God.
05:11I'm so glad you did this.
05:14It's so nice to meet you.
05:15Good to see you, man.
05:16Good to see you.
05:16I was like, it's so nice to meet you.
05:20Good to meet you.
05:21Good to meet you.
05:24Good to meet you.
05:32Good to meet you.
05:39Good to meet you.
05:42Good to meet you.
05:43Good to meet you.
05:44Good to meet you.
05:44How we doing?
05:46Alex is, he's very attractive.
05:50We're missing the birthday boy.
05:51We are.
05:51Oh, yeah.
05:52It's like the big birthday bash.
05:55Literally.
05:56Happy birthday.
05:57Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Connor, happy birthday to you.
06:15So much.
06:16Hi everyone.
06:16Hey, I'm Jordan, nice to meet you.
06:18Hi, I'm Emma, nice to meet you.
06:20Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to finally see you.
06:22You too.
06:23Seeing Connor, it brought up a lot of emotions.
06:26It was a weird experience.
06:30Hey, thank you guys for the warm welcome.
06:32Cheers.
06:38What happened last night?
06:40Yeah, what happened last night?
06:41Nothing.
06:42Lots of like touching all over.
06:48He's such a gentleman though, he's like, am I allowed to like touch your boobs?
06:52And I'm like, watch out.
06:54I can't wait to see you.
06:56There were many moments where I was like, could be on separate or we're going to be connected.
07:01God, you're so strong.
07:02I was like, take my clothes off.
07:03Me and Mike are on the fucking day bed, just getting it on.
07:06I'm obsessed with that.
07:08All of the girls have definitely been physical.
07:12And my promen is left out.
07:14She's a very devoted woman.
07:16But like, obviously we're going to have some fun.
07:19She's like, you make it so hard.
07:20And I'm like, I'm sorry.
07:22You make it so hard, Bobby.
07:24I'm like, you make it so hard.
07:25You make it so hard.
07:26When we are ready to have sex, we will have sex.
07:30But I feel bad for him.
07:33And open them legs then.
07:34Like I love you.
07:35Look at them.
07:36They're sealed.
07:36And I'm like, you're literally like, by the blood of Jesus.
07:40I need a fucking cage.
07:41Put me away.
07:42And maybe you need to do that so my man will get some tonight.
07:49Want to go join your friends?
07:51Huh?
07:52You want to go join your friends?
07:53Would you like that?
07:54Yeah, we can.
07:55Doesn't matter.
07:56I'm having fun with you right here.
07:59You're why I'm here in the first place.
08:01You know?
08:02What we're doing here, right?
08:07She's actually saying how she's kind of upset.
08:10Because you haven't made out with her.
08:12Oh, really?
08:12Yeah.
08:16How we doing?
08:21She's the best big woman.
08:22Happy?
08:23You need a drink here?
08:24Okay.
08:24Bye now.
08:27Everybody here is attractive.
08:28There is no question about that.
08:30But I think that with your person, it's a different.
08:33All right.
08:34Level.
08:36You meeting Chris?
08:37Yeah.
08:38I've met everybody.
08:40Cuties, right?
08:41Chris is the cuties.
08:42Okay.
08:43I don't feel like...
08:44Yeah, I was going to say...
08:44Nobody's really what I expected.
08:46Really?
08:46Mm-hmm.
08:47Yeah, man.
08:48All right, so what are your intentions?
08:50Yeah, what are your intentions today?
08:51Bad things.
08:54This is us.
08:55The rest of our lives.
08:58Have you talked to your ex-boyfriend yet or no?
09:00Stirring the pot.
09:02I don't want to reveal too much, but I'm like, you got good taste.
09:05I'm like, hey, I like it.
09:06The boys are cool.
09:07He does gas these guys up.
09:09I mean, it's all the same, actually.
09:10But the girls are hot.
09:10Same, like, hairstyle.
09:13Well, yeah.
09:13If they squint, I'm like, oh, they're all sick.
09:15Hey, hey, take it easy.
09:17Which one is mine?
09:18Whoa!
09:19Which one?
09:20Only shots.
09:21We're going to have all.
09:21At the end of the night.
09:23I got a leg up.
09:25I'm going to be honest, this is not what I expected.
09:28I expected a little bit more depth to this.
09:30Is it weird?
09:31Like, I don't know.
09:32Like, I kind of feel like we're all at a surface level here.
09:35I feel like I've made these, like, wild connections with people,
09:38and I thought we were going to have, like, these moments where we're like,
09:41oh, my God, are you Brie?
09:42And I just, like, went around and hugged everybody, and I was like, I'm Brie.
09:45I'm like, I know.
09:47We've done so much together, so why aren't we acknowledging that?
09:50Oh, my gosh, Connor's palms just stopped sweating.
09:53But you can sense it.
09:54But it was a little sweaty on the way here.
09:56I was like, are you getting nervous to see Emma?
09:58Oh, my God.
09:58I'm stirring the pot tonight.
10:00She's stirring the fucking pot.
10:01But love is blind, right, Connor?
10:06Brie was like, uh, named me with one ex here.
10:09And I was like, yeah.
10:10And she was like, are you good with that?
10:11I was like, fuck yeah.
10:12It's over shit.
10:13Yeah.
10:14I feel like I've made so many cool connections.
10:16Yeah.
10:17And we're literally just like, let's rip shots.
10:19Yeah, I know.
10:19And that's fine.
10:21But like, it was just like, it's kind of bizarre.
10:23Like, we just literally went through this insane experience
10:26together and no one's acknowledging it.
10:27Yeah, like, it advised me a little bit.
10:33One thing I don't like about Brie, she doesn't shut the fuck up.
10:39One thing I do like.
10:42One thing.
10:43One thing.
10:43Just one.
10:44I have one thing that I like about her.
10:46One singular thing.
10:47She lets me be me, man.
10:49Love that.
10:50She's good.
10:51She's awesome.
10:51Yeah.
10:52I felt like some things would be, like, forced.
10:54Like, you know, you do certain things.
10:55Yeah.
10:55Dude, it literally feels, like, so natural.
10:58Yeah.
10:58Like, nothing is clear.
11:00She loves you.
11:01Like, and I felt like that even before I even met her, which is crazy.
11:04Really?
11:06It's wild.
11:07Authenticity is a big thing for me.
11:08Yeah.
11:08And there's a level of confidence where she just knows exactly who she is.
11:11And eye contact is dangerous in my eyes.
11:15I haven't found a negative yet.
11:17I mean, if you want to get picky, like...
11:18Yeah, get picky.
11:19She's not the type I'd normally go for.
11:21I love dark features, but at the same time, I'm very happy, so...
11:24Nice, dude.
11:26What about you, Big Mike?
11:27Her sense of humor and my sense of humor are exactly alike.
11:30Dude, that's huge.
11:31Like, we fucking connect.
11:33If you two could just cackle together, it's different.
11:36Really good banter.
11:37Love that.
11:37The thing I don't like...
11:40Dude, her fucking suitcases are all mess.
11:44Holy shit.
11:49It just feels like everyone's meant to be with, like, who they're supposed to be.
11:52It just feels natural.
11:53I was so off with everybody, though.
11:55Really?
11:56I was so on.
11:57What do you mean?
11:57Really?
11:58Like, I had no idea what anyone looked like.
12:00I...
12:00I was surprised about Alex.
12:01You have, like, an idea in your head.
12:03Yeah, he's not what I thought he would be.
12:04No.
12:07But I feel like everyone else, I think I...
12:10Like, I think I, like, knew.
12:11Really?
12:12Someone.
12:12I wouldn't have guessed Jordan.
12:15No, I would have guessed Jordan.
12:17Really?
12:17Yeah.
12:17I love that.
12:19Like, I love, like, Big Husky Guy.
12:21I don't know.
12:22He's, like, so amazing.
12:23You guys are so cute.
12:24I know.
12:24Literally, like, when you walked in, I was like, yep, I see it.
12:27Yeah, it makes sense.
12:27I see it.
12:28Makes sense.
12:29Yeah.
12:29Trust me.
12:30He's amazing.
12:30And he's just, like, a...
12:31He's a fucking good guy.
12:32I have such, like, a strong distaste for men, and, like...
12:37Strong distaste?
12:38A strong...
12:39Oh, wow.
12:39You wouldn't have guessed.
12:41That's emphasized strongest taste.
12:43We would have never guessed.
12:45I guess I've never not been with a fucking asshole.
12:49He's like, oh, let me open that.
12:50Like, let me open this store.
12:51Like, and it's genuine.
12:52It's not like, I want to fuck you type of thing.
12:54Yeah.
12:55You know what I mean?
12:55Because you know the difference.
12:56It's, like, truly because he, like, wants to do things for you.
12:59Yeah.
12:59And he does that for other people, too.
13:00I, like, see that out there.
13:01And he's like, oh, let me get that.
13:02Let me do this.
13:03Let me do that.
13:04And I'm like, oh, my God.
13:05Like, this girl actually has a new respect for men.
13:08Men are good.
13:09Men are good.
13:10She says...
13:12Come from red to green.
13:14Come from red to green, baby.
13:15Red to green.
13:16Straight to the penthouse.
13:22We deserve it, brothers.
13:24On top of that, happy birthday.
13:26Oh, thank you, Bella.
13:27I'm a pleasure.
13:28The high one, but the high one.
13:30The high one, but the high one.
13:32Okay.
13:33Be brief.
13:33Be brief.
13:34Thoughts, feelings, prayers.
13:37Okay.
13:37I thought it was cool.
13:38Yeah?
13:39Yeah.
13:40Um, who surprised you the most?
13:44Surprised me most?
13:45Yeah.
13:45Girl-wise.
13:46Um, I did not expect Amber to look how she did.
13:50I feel like that's, like, the biggest surprise of them all.
13:53Yeah.
13:53She's got a kid and everything.
13:54Like, that's fucking crazy.
13:55She looks great.
13:56Yeah.
13:57Amber and Jordan, they are perfect for each other.
14:00Amber and Jordan are, like, Chris and Jess are, like, the perfect fucking couple.
14:04Yeah.
14:05Yeah.
14:06Amber, Jordan, Chris and Jess, not surprised about.
14:09I know they loved each other from day one.
14:12What'd you think of all the guys, though?
14:13I did not expect Conor to be Conor.
14:16Conor be Conor?
14:17Conor be Conor.
14:18What'd you expect?
14:19I don't know.
14:20I think you picked pretty well.
14:22Yeah.
14:23I think you're the hottest one there.
14:25No.
14:26Fact.
14:27What did you guys talk about in the guys?
14:29Oh, you want to know what I said?
14:30Yeah, yeah.
14:32Fair.
14:33Um, I said you were a little unorganized.
14:38I feel like I've got a real good sense of that.
14:40How unorganized you are.
14:42Just the toothpaste, your bags, not making your pen.
14:48Okay.
14:49Yeah.
14:49Fair enough.
14:50I'm not hating.
14:51No.
14:52I'm getting a feel for it.
14:54You're getting a feel for it.
14:54We're learning.
14:55We're learning.
14:56Yeah.
14:57Time to be alive.
15:00Time to be alive.
15:04Time to be alive.
15:04Time to be alive.
15:05Time to be alive.
15:06Time to be alive.
15:06Time to be alive.
15:07I thought it was a great night.
15:08Yeah.
15:09I think it was a really good night.
15:11We were all genuinely happy for each other.
15:13Yeah.
15:14Especially Amber.
15:15She has such a big heart and she's a really good person.
15:17So, it's nice that he was able to show her, like, how a good man can be.
15:24Yeah.
15:25And, like, make her believe in the fact that, like, we are going to get married.
15:29Yeah.
15:29You know, we all came here for the same thing.
15:31That's amazing.
15:38Well, I am getting sleepy.
15:40Sleepy.
15:41Very, very sleepy.
15:44So, I think we're getting ready for some bed.
15:51Sleep tight.
15:52Me too.
15:53Don't forget the lights.
16:01Thank you for a great birthday.
16:0332, babe.
16:04It was a really fun night.
16:06Yeah.
16:07Good people.
16:10What did you think of the girls?
16:13No one's cute as you.
16:15Aww.
16:15What were your impressions about the guys?
16:18It's wild to, like, finally put it all together in person.
16:21Yeah.
16:21But I feel like, out of respect for the connections and the things that we had in the pods, I
16:27just felt like we would have actually had a more genuine conversation than what I did with a lot of
16:32people.
16:33Even the guys I dated.
16:35And it kind of bothered me.
16:38Like, are we not acknowledging all the depth?
16:42Like, there were some people in there that I was like, I've told you things that I've, like, never told
16:46anybody else.
16:50Are you just, like, not feeling the same way?
16:54I mean, I think I had a different experience where...
16:57Okay.
16:57Well, tell me about it.
16:58Well, I told you more than anybody else.
17:02So it was...
17:05I obviously don't care that you had your other connections, but...
17:13Okay, but, like, that, it wasn't meant to be dramatic.
17:16No.
17:17I just thought people, how people showed up in the pods, I thought people would show up differently at night.
17:22Really?
17:22Yeah.
17:23Like, we came into the pods so vulnerable, no?
17:26Yeah.
17:27It was just kind of bizarre, like, we went through this whole experience and we're all just, like, looking into,
17:31like, we didn't just do this.
17:32What, are you hoping that Chris pulled you aside?
17:36To talk more about this shit?
17:40I mean, that's a good question.
17:42I don't know.
17:48I'm not asking, like, in a long way, I'm just asking, like...
17:51No, I literally don't know how to answer your question because, like, I just thought we were all adults
17:55and we'd, like, show up differently.
17:58I did not have one conversation with Emma, so...
18:02You just pretended it didn't happen.
18:04Well, if Emma would have pulled me aside and just wanted to talk, I would be happy to talk about
18:09shit, but...
18:10I wasn't gonna do it.
18:12That's what I'm saying.
18:13Like, I feel like today was just very surface level.
18:16Maybe the second time we see each other, it would be, like, real conversation.
18:21I don't know.
18:22It's a dislike party.
18:22I'm assuming, like, you showed up vulnerable to Emma.
18:26And I'm sure Emma showed up vulnerable to you.
18:29It's an...
18:29I mean, I don't know.
18:31It's a pseudo-ex.
18:32It's just, like, why aren't we acknowledging that?
18:34We all just, like, saw each other for the first time ever.
18:37Yeah.
18:37And no one said anything.
18:38Like, I'm kind of getting emotional about it.
18:40Like, it's just, like, we just went through these pods and we were so expansive and so insane.
18:45And, like, we're, like, writing these letters to each other and, like, telling each other we love them.
18:50And, like, breaking up with each other and all of a sudden we just come and rip shots.
18:56I hope that there's a part two to that, to, like, talk to Chris.
19:03I kind of need the part two.
19:09You need a part two.
19:22Here we are.
19:23Just getting a workout in this morning.
19:26In this giant pool.
19:27I'm just gonna watch him swim.
19:30I'm just here for support.
19:31I'm not doing any of the physical activity.
19:34We can have it all.
19:38I just feel, like, a little bit lonely in the mornings.
19:43Because I wake up and then I have to, like, kind of go search to figure out where Devante is.
19:50And I'm not used to that.
19:51I feel like every time we kiss, it's because I'm going in for a kiss.
19:57Like, I'm grabbing his hand.
19:59And he still is talking about future stuff.
20:01It's just...
20:02He seems...
20:05disengaged.
20:06It looks gorgeous!
20:16Woo!
20:17Thank you!
20:19Hello, hello!
20:20Are you excited?
20:21I am.
20:26This is pretty damn cool.
20:29I am.
20:32Don't check any equipment.
20:34All right.
20:34I'll just...
20:35So, ladies first.
20:36Okay.
20:37Wait, please.
20:37Here.
20:43Just pedal.
20:44Pedal?
20:45Oh, my God!
20:46Let's go!
20:47Wait, this is so cool.
20:50Michael!
20:51Come on!
20:53I'm coming, baby boy!
20:55High five.
20:56High five?
20:57Can we hold hands?
21:01Nice!
21:01Look at this!
21:02Look at us!
21:03Who would have thought?
21:05This is probably the coolest thing I've ever done.
21:07Yeah, it's up there.
21:11Now we're gonna do some jumps.
21:12Hey, I'm ready for it.
21:13You first, though.
21:14Okay.
21:15Keep it on with you.
21:16You're doing great.
21:19You like that?
21:20Yeah.
21:21It's like a...
21:21Snap dragon.
21:23Why is that so bad?
21:25Just look at your wrist like...
21:29That was terrible!
21:32At least I can catch.
21:35No, no, no!
21:36They're on free speed!
21:39Oh, this is so great.
21:41This is so nice.
21:47Let's go!
21:48Wait, you're actually kind of good.
21:50Oh, God.
21:51Oh!
21:52Come on!
21:52Come on!
21:52There you go!
21:53Stay center!
21:55She did it!
21:57Let's go!
21:58Nice!
22:00Score is 13-10.
22:02Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole champion right here.
22:06Whatever.
22:07Whatever.
22:17Oh, that is salty.
22:19Oh, that is salty.
22:23Oh, my God.
22:25We have boys who are in trouble.
22:35You're going to be on the beach like...
22:36Oh!
22:37I know.
22:37I'm just going to have to walk away and trust that you take care of him.
22:43Hmm.
22:45What else is on your mind?
22:49Um...
22:51Just, I...
22:52I feel like you've been a little distant.
22:55You've just been, like, disconnected.
22:57Yeah.
22:58That's fair.
22:59But I think, for me, I think you'll start to realize, like, sometimes when I get quiet,
23:03it's because I'm trying to, like, stay calm.
23:05Sometimes I'll just go walk around and, like, take photos and, like, get my creativity out.
23:14Sometimes I feel like I need to be in my nothing box, I call it.
23:18Like, what's wrong?
23:19And I'm, like, nothing.
23:19I just don't feel like talking right now.
23:21Yeah.
23:22Oh.
23:22So when you are, like, in those moods, is that, like, a you don't want to be touched?
23:26If it's hot, probably not.
23:30Well, we've been out here today, you're like...
23:33So, like, when I'm hot, I'm just like, no, get away.
23:36Yeah.
23:36But you also know, my love language is physical touch.
23:40So if you're, like, not touching me, I'm like, he hates me.
23:43There's something else.
23:46I had fun today.
23:47I did, too.
23:48Your eyes look really pretty.
23:50Well, thank you.
23:51You're glowing.
23:52Just wait, I get real golden.
23:53That Latina brings out the golden side.
24:07We have to, like, figure some things out in Ohio.
24:09Yeah.
24:09Your lease ends in June, you said?
24:11June.
24:11We can drive down, end up in Florida, test it out.
24:15Test it out.
24:15If we love it.
24:17Fly out to Arizona for a little bit, test that, see how things go.
24:20And I've proven I can get any type of job that I want anywhere that I want.
24:24I've done that three times in a different country.
24:26What would make you nervous about living with me?
24:29Uh, nothing, honestly.
24:31I mean, I think we're kind of doing it right now.
24:33I have no fears.
24:34You have to be nervous about something.
24:34I don't have to be nervous about anything.
24:36There's no nerves.
24:37Like, I sit here and I'm very comfortable and confident in who I am
24:39and what I bring to the table and who I chose.
24:42So, yeah, no, there are no nerves on my end.
24:44And that's not even a, I'm sitting here convincing myself so I can convince you.
24:48It's, I'm almost, I guess my nerves are the fact that I don't have any right now.
24:52The nerves of not having any nerves is making you nervous?
24:55Yeah.
24:56It's like, when's the, when's the shoe gonna drop?
24:58But where's the, where's the catch?
25:00I've been through so much, I'm not nervous about it because of everything that I've been through.
25:04And I realize, okay, I can pivot in this country or a different one.
25:08I didn't have my father in my life and that didn't make a difference.
25:10I know exactly how to handle myself in most situations.
25:14So, yeah, I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
25:17You gave me goosebumps.
25:18I love that.
25:19Yeah.
25:19I love that you're very confident.
25:20I think I should be.
25:22Yeah.
25:22I haven't had that previously.
25:25There's nothing to be afraid of in my end.
25:27Come change my life.
25:29Come spend the night.
25:31Come change my life.
25:34Come change my life.
25:36Come change my life.
25:38Come change my life.
25:38So pretty.
25:45Hi.
25:47Hi.
25:48I love that we can just kind of be silly.
25:49And be goofy.
25:51Oh.
25:54Yeah.
25:54In the pods, it was like that.
25:56What's the bad thing?
25:57Oh.
25:59No, there's no bad thing.
26:01Not a bad thing.
26:01Just me tripping over your shoes.
26:04Shit.
26:04It was one time.
26:06It was one time.
26:09You make me laugh.
26:12And I'm not, like, nervous around you.
26:17Yeah.
26:17How would you feel being a husband and wife?
26:21Yeah.
26:21I think it would be awesome.
26:23Yeah.
26:24I feel like it would just be amazing.
26:27Biggest thing, I think, is, like, just the idea of, like, chasing each other and if it's
26:34always been you.
26:36Yeah.
26:38Yeah.
26:38Yeah.
26:39Yeah.
26:39Yeah.
26:40Yeah.
26:41Yeah.
26:42Yeah.
26:43Yeah.
26:43He's like a beautiful dream.
26:45We're falling up and we're free.
26:55Cheers.
26:57Cheers.
26:57Happy birthday, baby.
26:59I love you.
27:00Thank you, I love you all.
27:04Do you think your mom and dad would be disappointed
27:07if he'd ever had kids?
27:09No.
27:10I just don't want him to be like,
27:11well, oh, he met this old chick,
27:13and so now he's not gonna have kids.
27:20The fact that you think that's old, though, is wild to me.
27:22I mean, it's because you are older than me,
27:25is what I'm saying.
27:26I feel like maybe you think like that more.
27:28Careful with your words.
27:29I know.
27:29I didn't get it out.
27:30I'm kidding.
27:31I'm saying, I feel like the fact that you think that
27:33is because you're older than me.
27:34I don't feel old.
27:35No, you're not.
27:36I think my mom knows me so well.
27:38She knows, like, hey, like, you're not having kids, man.
27:44Or like, why would I want a kid?
27:45Like, I don't know.
27:46People are like, oh, my God, I have three kids.
27:47I want to teach them sports.
27:48I want to do all this shit.
27:48Like, I don't care.
27:49She's like, you need to be with someone that really understands
27:53you physically, emotionally, and, like, love them.
27:55And, like, they need to be a special type of person, too.
27:58And, like, that's what I need.
28:00And, like, that's what I have.
28:03I'm serious.
28:06I think both of us at the beginning had some certain feelings about our age difference.
28:11And that it's so much less relevant than either of us anticipated.
28:16I just really hope that, you know, I get to be with him forever.
28:22That was great.
28:23That was great.
28:23That was a great break.
28:24Yeah.
28:28It was so nice to do that.
28:29It just gives you, like, a glimpse of, like, things we're going to do.
28:33Like, how life can be.
28:35Today was good.
28:37Today was good.
28:37Being able to, like, swim in the morning until the workout was like, like, I have to do
28:40that, like, every morning or something like that.
28:42Yeah.
28:42I wish I felt that way.
28:45That's okay.
28:46You're there in support.
28:48It's all I needed.
28:48Everybody's different.
28:48Yeah.
28:49Everybody has their different way of recharging.
28:51Yeah.
28:53I wish mine was, like, running 10 miles every morning, but it's not.
28:59Well, you never know.
29:00Maybe you'll get into it.
29:01I mean, I told you I'll try the cold lunch, but.
29:04Oh, you're definitely going to try it.
29:06I'm not going to love it.
29:07But it's worth it, though.
29:08I promise.
29:11Yeah.
29:12You want to get in bed?
29:14Yeah.
29:14I've been calling your love.
29:20I've been calling your love.
29:21I've been calling your friends to show me the love.
29:28Never felt this feeling before.
29:31Okay, we're getting ready for the pool party.
29:33Uh, Amber's going to shave my back for me.
29:36While she self, while she, uh, soft hands her.
29:41Steering clean on your tits.
29:45This is love.
30:07Oh, my gosh.
30:08Oh, my gosh.
30:08Try it out.
30:08Good job.
30:11Oh my gosh.
30:14Shout out ten.
30:14Good job.
30:15Boom, boom, boom.
30:20Give us a show.
30:22Chris, like, really was expansive
30:24and challenging for me in the pod,
30:27and it's so bizarre to, like, not address that.
30:30Here we go. Here we go.
30:31Oh, my gosh. This is, like, my ability.
30:35Hey, bro, we're getting into it, huh?
30:39Okay, that was brave.
30:41It meant nothing between me and him, I swear.
30:44Connor, I knew it.
30:45I knew when we were going to get together as a group.
30:47And to not acknowledge that in this moment,
30:50to be like, we shared a lot with each other.
30:51Oh, my gosh, hi.
30:53And, like, this is crazy, and, like, I thought about you a lot.
30:56I thought you and Connor probably looked the same.
30:58Just from, like, how, I don't know,
31:00you made this picture in your mind,
31:01and I thought you were going to be, like, super, like,
31:04rugged and, like, dark hair and, like, really strong pictures.
31:07And I was like, you know, somebody can just pick him up.
31:10Yeah, just like...
31:10I was like, I don't know.
31:13Like, kind of, like, almost like,
31:14is he a liability at the bar?
31:15Like, I don't know.
31:16Is he a liability at the bar?
31:18That's why.
31:18That's why.
31:19That's why.
31:19He's so sweet.
31:20You literally paint this picture.
31:21Like, I had a picture where you looked up.
31:22Yeah, and I was like, paint me the picture.
31:24And I saw him, he's like, who the fuck is that?
31:25And they're like, oh, that's Brie.
31:26I was like, what the fuck?
31:27Stop, really?
31:28You were like, that's not her.
31:28No, it wasn't, like, good or bad.
31:29I was just, like, I literally, you paint a picture in your head,
31:31and you're like, it's crazy to, like, see you in person.
31:41Yeah.
31:41Or she fucking just doesn't stop talking.
31:43Just have terrible vocal cords.
31:45Obviously, I was super excited to see you.
31:47And I was telling Connor that.
31:49I'm like, I can't wait to meet Chris
31:50and all these people I spent so much time with.
31:53I think that was, like, what was so cool about, like,
31:55I could, like, just see it.
31:57I was like, Chris and I are, like, hanging out.
31:58We're doing this.
31:59We're doing that.
31:59Like, it was just so easy to be like, oh, yeah.
32:02Like, we would do all these things.
32:03We probably still would do all these things.
32:05Yeah, no, for sure.
32:06I was like, absolutely.
32:07Like, that's why I was like, Chris is still gonna, like,
32:10take me to do all these things.
32:11So, sorry.
32:12Sorry, Jess and Connor.
32:13I appreciate you for, like, just, I don't know,
32:16just the, like, vigor and energy you have for life.
32:19Like, it's so attractive.
32:20We're gonna get Connor to come over to my place,
32:23and you guys can both can try the fucking ice plunge together.
32:25Oh, I'm not kidding.
32:27We were talking about, like, date ideas in Columbus.
32:28I was like, so do you do, like, a ice plunge?
32:30And he's like, no.
32:31But I was like, Chris does.
32:33Chris does?
32:34He's like, you're an asshole.
32:35And I was like, I'm just saying.
32:36That's how you guys, I feel like you guys vibe like that, though.
32:39You think?
32:39I don't know, dude.
32:40Like, I, like, like, I push him.
32:41I was like, I don't know.
32:42Like, it's interesting to see outside,
32:43because we've been in such a bubble.
32:45I'm like, what do other people think?
32:46Like, I don't know.
32:47I don't know either.
32:48Like, I look at you and Jess and I was like,
32:49okay, that, yeah, that works.
32:51What is, like...
32:52Like, I'm like, if you look at me and Connor,
32:53you're like, okay, that works.
32:56Yeah.
32:56Really?
32:57You don't think it works?
32:58Okay, I don't know, I needed validation.
32:59I don't know, I haven't had any validation.
33:00Yeah, I mean, I think it works.
33:01I feel like you guys are, like, on the same, like,
33:03he's like, yeah, she doesn't shut the fuck up.
33:05And, like, you're like, yeah,
33:06I don't shut the fuck up.
33:07I'm like, I don't know.
33:07I don't know, though.
33:08There's, like, a real person of, like...
33:09I don't see, like, what it's like
33:10when you guys are, like, by yourself,
33:11so I have no idea.
33:12Yeah.
33:14Getting the pods,
33:15it really came down to, like, you and Connor.
33:17You guys are great together, I promise.
33:18Are we, though?
33:19Oh, you are.
33:20There it is.
33:21Thank you for everything.
33:22Yeah.
33:23Oh, it was fantastic.
33:26It's been a long, weird-ish day.
33:29Loved seeing everybody,
33:30loved talking to the girls and the guys,
33:31but it was a day where
33:34some of my insecurities came back out.
33:36I have been so sure of myself,
33:38and so I'm trying not to let it get to me,
33:43but, I don't know, it sucks, dude.
33:50Oh!
33:52Welcome...
33:53to the office.
33:54What's up?
33:54Hi, how are you?
33:55Good. How are you?
33:57I'm doing good.
33:58I'm doing...
33:58great.
34:00Great.
34:00Great.
34:01Better than good.
34:02Better than good.
34:03Since there's no sun, I will take this off.
34:05How are you and Bree doing?
34:06We're good.
34:07How are you and Mikey doing?
34:09We're doing really good.
34:10He's clean.
34:11He's fucking...
34:12He's clean.
34:12He's, like...
34:14Yeah, he just has his shit together.
34:15I am cluttery, and he doesn't like that.
34:17Okay.
34:18Yeah.
34:18How about you guys?
34:21She's a neat freak.
34:22Yeah?
34:22Are you a neat freak?
34:23Not really.
34:24Yeah.
34:24But, like, when we get back to the real world,
34:28when I do just leave clothes, like,
34:29because when I shower, just take off clothes,
34:31put it in the corner of the bathroom.
34:32I'll deal with it later.
34:33Yeah.
34:34Because I'm like, it takes, like, ten seconds.
34:35Yeah.
34:36And I know she's gonna go, like, bonkers.
34:37I know.
34:38I think that's, like, what Mike's gonna do.
34:40If you ever need anybody, especially about Mike here,
34:42if he's pissing you off, just let me know.
34:45Shout it from the rooftops.
34:46Yeah.
34:46You got me singing, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:50You got me singing, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:53Gosh, this is, like, a live movie.
34:56I appreciate that.
34:57It was good.
34:58What are you guys doing?
35:00Chit-chatting.
35:01Oh, okay.
35:02Doing shots.
35:03All right.
35:04Shots.
35:05Where did he feel?
35:07Boys, come over here.
35:08Let's integrate.
35:10It's that time at the middle school dance.
35:12Let's play, let's play Never Have I Ever.
35:14Okay, no, I like this.
35:16Never Have I Ever.
35:16Never Have I Ever.
35:17Five fingers?
35:18Never Have I Ever.
35:19Never Have I Ever.
35:19Yeah.
35:20All right, Jordan, you start.
35:22Never, ever, ever had a threesome.
35:25Wait.
35:26Not everybody looking at him like,
35:28If you had one.
35:29If you had one.
35:30If you had one, put your finger down.
35:32Chris is like, uh.
35:33You gotta be honest, baby.
35:36Oh!
35:40What was his name?
35:44Damn.
35:46Never Have I Ever had sex on a balcony.
35:55Are we considering ours a balcony?
35:57I mean.
35:57Is it a balcony?
35:58Yeah.
36:01Never Have I Ever had a hickey.
36:03What?
36:04For a hickey?
36:05Look at me.
36:06My man is more pure than me.
36:09My innocent baby.
36:11Maybe he's looking for his first hickey.
36:12Are y'all out?
36:13That's what I said.
36:14I said I can give you a first one.
36:15Hey!
36:16I don't want to hickey.
36:19I need another drink.
36:22I'm not 100% confident that our emotional is going to translate to the physical, if I'm being honest.
36:27Because so far it hasn't.
36:30I straight up told him, we can have sex.
36:32That's fine.
36:33If that's what you need, to like feel connected, to like break down whatever wall is between us right now,
36:39we can have sex.
36:48I just felt so lonely.
36:50Your man loves you, girl.
36:52That's what a lot of people keep saying, but I'm like, I wish that he would fucking show me.
36:58Day one, we were like making out hardcore and like, he was being super respectful. Like, can I touch you?
37:04And I'm like, you can touch my body.
37:06Please do.
37:07Yeah.
37:08Everybody else is having sex.
37:10That's why I literally said to him today, I'm like, we can have sex.
37:15Yeah.
37:21If I'm going to marry you, commit my life to you, if we just need to have sex, let's just
37:28do it.
37:28I'm like, are you not making out with me because you don't want to get like too aroused?
37:34Or like, what is it? Because I'm like, these whole like little like grandma and grandpa like pecs.
37:41Like, I'm not going to keep like putting myself out there and feeling like a slight like rejection.
37:46Because that hurts.
37:47You just give me like these little pecs, like you don't want to like touch me.
37:51And then like, he was the one that actually like gave me a kiss goodnight.
37:55I'm like, okay, so it's in there, but it's like, I'm tired of feeling like I have to like engage
38:01everything.
38:02But I'm like, I need more.
38:04Yes.
38:05He doesn't say I love you to me unless I say it to him.
38:09Tell him not.
38:10I guarantee you, he doesn't even realize.
38:14Yeah.
38:14I like kind of uncomfortable conversation now is way better than a shit storm later.
38:19Mm-hmm.
38:21Let's read the bar.
38:23Watch the flames get higher.
38:25Help me understand what it's not.
38:30What's up, G?
38:31I wouldn't really put Britney ahead of anyone else that we've had conversations with in the sense of, um,
38:36we're all going through this process together.
38:38But at the same time, I think there's a physical element that goes on to marriage.
38:42I think if it's the rest of your life, you want somebody that you're physically attracted to.
38:45Hey.
38:46How are you? Good to see you.
38:47How are you?
38:47What's going on?
38:48I think Britney is someone I would date before, you know, coming to the pod without a doubt.
38:51I mean, that she has the physical attributes that I find attractive.
38:54Tan skin, dark eyes, dark features, and obviously very fit bodies.
38:58Um, so yeah.
38:59So how are things for you?
39:00Great. Great.
39:01I'm excited with where Ash and I are at the moment.
39:05I will admit, Ash is a different type of person than I would have gone after before.
39:09So is Devante.
39:10Right?
39:10Yeah.
39:11Um, I do like darker features.
39:13I like certain things in my woman.
39:15Yeah.
39:16And I'm still trying to figure out and gauge whether the physical matches the emotional.
39:19I think it's important that you have a physical connection.
39:21And I'm still exploring that at the moment.
39:26Have you expressed that to her at all? Like, she's not your typical type?
39:29Briefly, but I think it needs to be kind of reset and spoken about a little bit more.
39:33Yeah.
39:34It's a tough conversation, right?
39:35Yeah.
39:35Like, it's like one of those, like, how do you say to someone that you're emotionally
39:38connected with, like, hey, like...
39:40You're not my usual type.
39:41Yeah.
39:42Yeah.
39:43I'm comfortable saying, okay, it's not it.
39:46And I don't have a problem with it.
39:47I will break your heart to your face.
39:49I'm not foreshadowing here, but it's one of those, like, if we're not there, I'll be very
39:53comfortable saying that.
39:54And I hope you're in the same spot, but I'd love to hear.
39:58I struggled with that.
40:00I haven't even mentioned at all that he's, like, not my usual type.
40:05What's your usual type?
40:06My usual type is, like, tall, athletic.
40:09I was like...
40:10Yeah.
40:11I'm like...
40:12Yeah, like, that's not what I normally go for.
40:14There's a physical aspect to this entire process, and it does need to kind of meet that level.
40:19And if it doesn't, like, you would end up settling.
40:21Yeah.
40:22And let me rephrase that, because I love the dude upstairs.
40:24Like, he's...
40:25It's not personal.
40:26I know what you mean by that.
40:27Yeah.
40:27It's more...
40:28It's a very prevalent part of this process.
40:32And you have to give space for that.
40:34And I think both Ashley and Devante would also kind of understand that, because they're
40:38probably playing the same level of game.
40:41I know that I love this person.
40:43I've always said, like, love is blind to an extent.
40:45Mm-hmm.
40:46But it's not fully blind all the time.
40:48No.
40:49This is where the real test of, does the emotional trump the physical?
40:54Right.
40:55I should've seen it coming.
40:58The conversation between me and Alex is surprising, because, you know, he has a little ruthlessness
41:06in him.
41:07So that makes me a little nervous for Ashley.
41:11I don't want to ruin something that could be great, because I think there's somebody
41:14that's fantastic there for you.
41:16Thank you for saying that.
41:16Let me fall.
41:20It's not too late to run.
41:24Gave it all.
41:27Your loves are loaded.
41:31Gotta be ready or not.
41:38Any interesting conversations you have?
41:41Any flirty girls?
41:43Any girls flirting with you?
41:44I don't think so.
41:45I mean, I really focus most of the conversations on, like, my guys and be like, hey, how are
41:51we doing?
41:51Like, in that way.
41:53So I don't really think it was really flirty.
41:54Like, in reality, it was more like, for example, Jess, like, I'm talking about how great
42:00Chris is and how he lights up.
42:02Yeah.
42:02I mean, kind of harping on that.
42:04And then with Amber, it's, you have one of the funniest people alive and most genuine
42:08people that I know.
42:09And, I mean, most of them just are like, yes, I completely agree.
42:12Like, this is my person.
42:13Same thing with Emma.
42:14I don't really think it was flirty.
42:15Yeah.
42:16Who else?
42:17Devontae and Britt, it sounds like they might have some work to do.
42:19But that's not really my place to say.
42:22Flirty conversations?
42:23I don't think so.
42:24I mean, I'm very open and easy to talk to.
42:26So maybe that comes off that way.
42:28But I don't think it did.
42:29Devontae's my dude.
42:30Like, I'm supporting them and their relationship and trying to kind of, I guess, push them
42:35in that direction.
42:35So I don't really think it was flirty on my end, but happy to run it back with you if
42:40you want.
42:41Yeah.
42:41Play it back.
42:42No, I'm just kidding.
42:44I'm confident in it.
42:45Just kidding.
42:45I don't know.
42:46Cool.
42:47Yeah?
42:48Yeah.
42:49What else?
42:50You haven't lived with a girl, right?
42:53I've never signed a lease with a girl, but I've lived with a girl and a dog for a couple
42:56months and it's been easy.
42:57Yeah.
42:58I'm not super pumped about going back to Cleveland, obviously, or Columbus, but the way we've
43:04been talking is it doesn't seem like we're going to be there for very long.
43:07We'll get through that time period and then move on to what's next and kind of be happy
43:11with it.
43:11But again, I'm used to a new city every couple of months and that's home for me.
43:15I've been in the unknown for a long time, so I don't feel as though there's anything
43:20to be nervous about.
43:21You're nervous for nothing, but do you feel anything for the future?
43:24Are you excited?
43:25I mean, I'm excited for the future, but nervous I think is a weird word.
43:29I just get nervous.
43:29Yeah.
43:30It's the unknown.
43:31Yeah.
43:32It's not that I'm so scared or petrified, but I'm like, oh, there is like...
43:36There's changes involved, without a doubt.
43:38I mean, it's not going to be the same, but at the same time, I don't think there's anything
43:42to be nervous about.
43:43I guess for me, when we do get back, I'll just kind of need your support.
43:48I'm here for that.
43:48I guess you're very comfortable in the unknown and this is new for me.
43:52I think it's normal to feel that way if you haven't been in this type of lifestyle, but
43:55at the same time, it's something that I've been through, so I feel comfortable with it
44:00and happy to be that rock if you need that.
44:03As things come up, because we don't really know what's going to come up, there are things
44:05in life that you can't plan for.
44:07We talked about this before.
44:08Give it a pause.
44:10I mean, look, I've been through meeting my father and then traveling the world randomly
44:15and then losing a soccer career at the last second, so this is just par for the course
44:19for me.
44:20Yeah.
44:20I guess I just want to make sure you feel something.
44:22I don't want you to be completely numb to what our future is.
44:25No.
44:26Whatever you need on my end, I'm happy to provide.
44:28It's just you got to let me know.
44:29I know.
44:29I think my biggest thing was just I didn't want you to just be completely numb.
44:33I was like, do you even have feelings for me at this point?
44:36It's like...
44:38There aren't problems.
44:39Yeah.
44:41There.
44:41We'll solve them when they show up.
44:43We don't have any problems right now.
44:45Don't make them.
44:46Okay.
44:47Deal?
44:48Deal.
44:49Deal.
44:58I'm really grateful for going into today and seeing everybody because I needed the part
45:07part two.
45:08Yeah.
45:09And I could even do a part three, to be honest.
45:16And it's not because I'm like romantically interested in somebody, but it's like there's
45:21a lot to unpack.
45:24Obviously, we had different kind of days.
45:28There wasn't any unresolved feelings, at least for me.
45:31Once I cut something off in the pods, that was it for me.
45:35Yeah.
45:36I don't know if you need to like figure it out or whatnot, but I guess it's a little weird
45:39for me just to see you like stumble over like a connection that you had cut off.
45:47Didn't love it.
45:50Yeah.
45:51I'm not going to fall out of love or anything, but I think just at the same time, it was
45:54just like-
45:54Uncertain.
45:55Didn't love hearing it.
45:57Yeah.
45:58Usually, I wouldn't say these things.
45:59I'd probably just like keep them internalized and then either blow up in a day or two or like
46:05resent you for them when I didn't tell you what I was feeling.
46:09Right.
46:09Maybe a path where I've just been like, oof, I'm not getting the validation that I need.
46:15Yeah.
46:15But it's turned into like, it's not about how she feels about you.
46:21It's like, this is what she needs at this moment.
46:24This is about like her.
46:26Yeah.
46:34That's a partnership.
46:35Like that's a relationship.
46:36Like that's what we are looking for as people progressing forward in life for a forever
46:43partner.
46:44Yeah.
46:45And like seeing Chris, it actually was kind of like, I don't know, like I appreciated him,
46:51but like, he's also so happy.
46:53Yeah.
46:54So like, I really didn't like have much to talk about.
46:57It was kind of a little fluffy, which is kind of interesting because he was my number
47:01two connection.
47:02Yeah.
47:02But like, seeing him adjust just makes sense for me.
47:05So it was like, what more do we have to debrief?
47:09It's hard because I have to compare the experiences.
47:12But I believed in you more than I believed in those.
47:17I believed in you.
47:19I just need patience with me.
47:23Like it's going to be a lot.
47:25And I appreciate your patience.
47:27Yeah.
47:27Like, I'm grateful for you.
47:33A lot.
47:51How's the party for you?
47:57And I just feel like we have not been living, like connecting with each other.
48:04Like when you walk by me, it's like you just walk by me.
48:07You don't like interact or like grab me or like touch my back or give me like a kiss or
48:13anything like that.
48:13It's just like, do you even like find me attractive?
48:16Because you don't ever tell me.
48:18And do you even want to be here with me?
48:19I literally don't feel like we're even engaged.
48:22Like, I feel like we're just hanging out.
48:25Every time we've been together, we've been like having fun, talking.
48:29Like, I'm always willing to sit down and have like a conversation with you.
48:33Like the fact that I don't wake up in the bed next to you.
48:35Like, sorry, I get up early and I don't want to lay in the bed all morning.
48:38I want to be out here watching the sunrise, reading my book.
48:41I fall asleep out here.
48:42Like, that's not me isolating from you.
48:44Like, but you take that as such like a personal thing where it's like, what do you want me to
48:49do?
48:50You could be in there talking to me, asking me questions, like doing things.
48:53I guess I didn't want to be cooped up inside the whole time.
48:57You have that such idea like I have to be hugging you at all times of the day or being
49:01there.
49:01It's like that doesn't mean that.
49:02No, I don't think that.
49:03That doesn't mean I don't care about you.
49:05I don't think that, but I'm saying we should be.
49:08What you just said, like.
49:08No, I'm saying we should be in a honeymoon phase.
49:12Okay.
49:13If we're not, it's not the honeymoon.
49:14We still have like to live together, like figure out life and like.
49:19It doesn't mean I have to walk by you and always hug you and kiss you like every single second.
49:24I'm not saying that, but I'm saying don't walk by me and not acknowledge.
49:27I'd never have not walked by you.
49:29Yes, you have multiple times.
49:30I have not.
49:31Like, I wouldn't be saying that I feel like we aren't connecting if you weren't doing that.
49:36I get that, but if I have nothing to say, I can't always spark up a conversation 20 hours of
49:40the day.
49:42Like, I told you that yesterday when we talked about that.
49:45There's just a lot going on in my head right now.
49:47All the stuff with my family adjusting back to life, like there's a lot that like to take in.
49:52And like, I'm walking back like with someone not in my family anymore.
49:56Like, that's a lot to take in.
49:58So sorry, like, that you feel this way, but you know, there's other things on my mind too.
50:05I'm not saying your feelings aren't valid, but I don't know.
50:11Moments like this.
50:13Moments like this.
50:14Show what you're made of.
50:17I don't think you're ignoring me, but I'm saying that I feel actually in pure shock.
50:30We should want to be in each other's space if we're talking about getting married.
50:35I think it's time that we settle this unfinished business.
50:42Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
50:47What happens next?
50:51What happens next?
50:56Here we go.
50:58I know what it's like to feel loved now.
51:01I love it.
51:01You're bringing out the best in me.
51:03I don't think I've ever felt confident about anything in my life.
51:05We can have fun together, but I can like call you anything and everything.
51:09You're my best friend.
51:11He's still celebrating Christmas.
51:13Yep, a little bit.
51:13There is a keg outside.
51:15I feel like I'm visiting my children at college.
51:17You're a project.
51:18Oh my God.
51:19When am I going to have a grandbaby?
51:20So any direct fear with me having a white woman as the mother of your children?
51:25Um, if we have a kid and you resent your child, you resent me, I could never live with that.
51:32Yeah.
51:34You're flashy.
51:35You're very polished.
51:36Convince me that you're real.
51:38I am absolutely in love with your daughter.
51:40That's not it.
51:41No?
51:41No.
51:42I've never been in a position of being that involved with a kid's life before it gets scary.
51:48I am pretty good if you like to talk.
51:49Let me fuck off.
51:50Okay, I'm good.
51:55Yeah, you look amazing.
51:59I by no means do I expect you to like text me all day long.
52:02I don't text anybody.
52:04Chris Fusco, let's see it.
52:07You want me to answer?
52:08No.
52:10Is this really the person I'm supposed to be with forever and always?
52:14I don't know.
52:14Listen to me.
52:15I like Connor.
52:16But he's too submissive of a guy to be with you.
52:21Yeah.
52:25Get out.
52:27See yourself saying yes?
52:30I'm making the biggest decision of my life.
52:33Now is the time to decide if love is blind.
52:37I was thinking about what it would be like if I was with the number two person I had.
52:41Holy shit.
52:46So many ways, so many that I can't count.
52:52But the reason is that I'm still alone without you.
52:57I'm staying in the mirror.
53:01So many ways, so many ways, so many ways.
53:02I can't believe myself no more.
53:06No more.
53:08No more.
53:10No more.
53:13No more.
53:14No more.
53:14No more.
53:15No.
53:15No more.
53:19No more.
53:49You
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