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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 2
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08:49The whole reason I called you was to avoid another scene.
08:52And getting picked up by my dad in the cop car is embarrassing enough.
09:00Because the thing is, in high school, everyone's watching you all the time.
09:07You have to be careful.
09:20Hey, you get my note?
09:24About driving by the office, I was hoping that we could chat.
09:27About what?
09:29About anything that you need.
09:31Anything I can do to help with what you're going through.
09:35Really?
09:36You think you can be helpful all of a sudden?
09:40Yes, I think I can.
09:43Look, I know what you think about me.
09:45You know, and about what happened.
09:48But the most important thing to me right now, Jessica, is about keeping you safe.
09:55Jessica!
09:56Hey, where you been? We still get to celebrate, girl.
10:00Um, the squad made Jess a flyer yesterday.
10:04Wow, congratulations, Ms. Davis.
10:07Think about what I said, okay?
10:09Yeah.
10:12Asshole.
10:13You're welcome.
10:15Do I know you?
10:17Uh, Nina Jones.
10:19And trust me, Porter's clueless.
10:21It's better to just keep your mouth shut around him.
10:29You have to protect yourself any way you can.
10:32So that's what I did.
10:34What's going on?
10:35Who are these people?
10:36They're all here for you.
10:38My email list of concerned moms has over a thousand names in this county.
10:42And moms do love a good craft project.
10:47That's her school picture.
10:51Doesn't she look lovely?
10:54We're putting a face on this trial.
11:04She told me that her foundation wanted to provide whatever support I needed.
11:08But she didn't specify a picket line.
11:10No.
11:11You have to be careful, okay?
11:15These pyrotechnics can be useful, but don't forget this is still your show.
11:20I know that.
11:21And she's staying with you?
11:23Well, I have a spare room.
11:25That is, the house is empty.
11:27It doesn't...
11:28There's no reason for her to pay for a hotel room.
11:31And just be careful.
11:35I spread a rumor about Hannah.
11:37And I'm not proud of it.
11:39And what happened after you spread that rumor?
11:43Boys asked me and Hannah to have sex with them.
11:46Or got physical.
11:47And they were aggressive.
11:50And I couldn't handle it.
11:53This was just a meaningless kiss.
11:55Girls do it all the time.
11:57And what, to your direct knowledge, did the school do in response to Hannah being sexually harassed?
12:04Or the fact that a lewd photo of two students was being shared on campus?
12:10Nothing.
12:12The school did nothing.
12:18Who did this?
12:22Someone I talked about yesterday, I'm guessing.
12:27At the trial.
12:32This is what happens when you tell the truth.
12:39Ask him.
12:42Did you just come here to look at the destruction that is my life, or...
12:46No.
12:47I was wondering, do you ever work with Polaroids?
12:52Amateur hipster tripe.
12:55I'll take that as a no.
12:57It's retro-analog bullshit.
13:00There's no negatives, so what's the point?
13:01Unless that is the point.
13:03So no one can make a copy?
13:05No, you can make a copy of anything.
13:07You just take a digital picture of it.
13:10Yeah, you want one print to hold on to?
13:12Take a Polaroid.
13:15Do you know these people?
13:18Tommy Schuster, Erica, Charles, I think.
13:22They shot Tommy a few times for baseball.
13:24So they go here?
13:26They did.
13:27They were seniors when we were freshmen.
13:31Do you think he knew Scott Reed?
13:33Don't all those troglodytes know each other?
13:35Why do you care?
13:39I'm not sure I do.
13:45Only have a second, Coach.
13:46I got a class full of students.
13:47Waiting.
13:47What's up?
13:48Well, I understand it.
13:49I had a little chat with one of my players yesterday.
13:53I'd appreciate it if you'd come see me first next time.
13:56Okay.
13:56Well, it's my job to have a chat with students.
13:59I can't be coming to you every time one of them happens to play baseball.
14:02No.
14:02Sure, sure.
14:04Look, I'm glad we're working on awareness and educating these kids about consent and
14:09everything you're doing.
14:10It's great.
14:11I'm just looking for a little teamwork.
14:14I give the right speeches.
14:15You give me a heads up if you got a concern about one of my guys.
14:19Okay.
14:20I got a concern about all your guys.
14:23Heads up.
14:25You know what?
14:26I'm sick of athletes always being the targets.
14:29Coach, athletes have to run in the school and you know it.
14:32I just don't want them to run kids over.
14:34You want teamwork, you check your boys so I don't have to.
14:40We've been talking about how do you control your impulses.
14:44Today we're going to do an exercise that will help you think before you act.
14:49Because you're going to do the thinking for someone else.
14:52You're going to be someone else's eyes and their ears.
14:55And you're going to guide them around the room.
14:57Or out of a window.
14:59Maybe, Cyrus.
15:02But you'll be switching blindfolds halfway through.
15:04So don't do anything you don't want done to you.
15:07Okay?
15:09That means find a partner.
15:12Or I'll find one for you.
15:14You think they'd run these class names for my focus group first?
15:19Ass class.
15:20You're a pretty good artist.
15:25Kind words from the master photographer.
15:33That was you, right?
15:35You won that photo contest with that night vision picture of the dog kissing last year?
15:40Punk rock, dude.
15:46Should we?
15:50Why the hell not?
15:53Kinky.
15:54We just shared a class together.
15:56We weren't really friends.
15:58But she didn't confide in anyone else about her fears, correct?
16:03I don't think so.
16:04Not any other friends?
16:07Her parents?
16:10I don't know.
16:10I think it could be a stalker.
16:12A stalker?
16:13I highly doubt that kind of thing is going on in our neighborhood.
16:17It's a real thing.
16:18Celebrities have them all the time.
16:19Oh.
16:20So we're a celebrity now.
16:21No.
16:22You know what I mean.
16:23Forget it.
16:24Honey.
16:24No, Hannah.
16:26Honey, I'm sorry.
16:27I just...
16:29Look, I think that you have a little anxiety about this new school.
16:34It's not anxiety.
16:35Okay?
16:35I heard something out there last night.
16:37Like, clicking.
16:38Well, maybe it was the wind.
16:40Or, you know, just yesterday your father was saying he thinks the raccoons are back.
16:43It's not raccoons.
16:45Honey, look, this is the safest neighborhood that, you know, we could afford.
16:51I mean, your father checks statistics on this kind of thing.
16:54You know, and I just know, I know that for me, when I have a lot on my mind, I
16:58mean, my mind takes revenge.
17:02Yeah, you're probably right.
17:07So, finding no help from home, she enlists you.
17:12Mom can't help, but you can.
17:15Why you?
17:17I don't know.
17:19But, like I said, I was there, and she was always nice to me.
17:24Nice to you.
17:25Defense Exhibit C, Your Honor, as stipulated.
17:30I'm curious, Courtney.
17:31Was Hannah just being nice to you there, too?
17:39Describe what you see, please.
17:45There's, um, more of Tyler's photos of Hannah and me from that night.
17:53Now, you said before that it was just a meaningless kiss, correct?
17:58Yes.
17:59So, now, how could it be meaningless if there's more than one?
18:06Or is that not a picture of Hannah kissing you back?
18:17Hey.
18:18Hey, where were you this morning?
18:19I was avoiding Chloe, and, like, everyone else.
18:23What's wrong?
18:25Someone's trying to keep me quiet.
18:27What?
18:28What happened?
18:29Not here.
18:30Come on.
18:32Wow, that is seriously messed up.
18:34Yeah, somebody's fucking with my head.
18:38My head's already plenty fucked up all on its own.
18:43Yeah, somehow I don't see Bryce walking into a sex shop.
18:47What do you think about Chloe?
18:49I don't know.
18:49She's in smart classes, but she does stupid things.
18:52I can't see her having any ideas.
18:54It's gotta be someone.
18:56Well, whoever it is, it'll stop if you just tell the truth tomorrow.
19:01How does that make any sense?
19:03Because they're doing it to protect Bryce.
19:05And if you tell the truth, then there's no protecting him anymore.
19:09Yeah, that sounds easy and simple.
19:11Well, I think it's what you have to do.
19:13I don't think you fucking get it, Alex.
19:17Every time I look at him, it's like...
19:20It's like it's happening all over again.
19:23Right now.
19:25Like it's gonna keep happening for the rest of my life.
19:29Maybe this will make it stop.
19:31And clearly I'm all alone in this.
19:33Jess!
19:36I don't know.
19:38Oh, my God.
20:03Everything cool?
20:07Uh, yeah, sorry, that was just, uh, my mom being motherly.
20:13Your mom's kinda like a stocko, huh?
20:15I know.
20:17I saw her watching us from the window the other night.
20:20You saw that?
20:21They do know about me, right?
20:25I mean, of course. We've been friends since, like, first grade.
20:28Yeah, but I haven't seen them since, like, seventh grade.
20:31I mean, I've grown. I mean, so have you.
20:37What they know about you. They do.
20:39I mean, my mom was just saying that they want to have you over for dinner,
20:42so you should do that at some point.
20:46Are you sure that's a good idea?
20:48Did they know Hannah?
20:53Um, no, no, they didn't.
20:55You never told them about Hannah, but you told them about me.
21:00All these secrets, Clay.
21:03I mean, I told them about Hannah. Eventually.
21:07So you haven't told them about me because you're still hung up on her.
21:11No, but Santa does not...
21:13And that's why you were in court yesterday.
21:17How did you know that?
21:19Tyler Down told me.
21:21Because I asked him, and I stood, like, super close to him.
21:25So he got all nervous and told me the truth.
21:28Yeah, I'm...
21:30I'm not going back.
21:32It was just one time.
21:34He keeps saying that, like, maybe it'll make it true.
21:36I'm not going back.
21:37Relax.
21:38Relax.
21:39I'm messing with you.
21:41Here, eat.
21:42Oh, that tastes like pasture.
21:45Meat is murder.
21:47Oh.
21:49So is choking a person to death with weeds.
21:51I like her.
21:52She makes you try new things.
21:54It's good for you.
21:57I'm serious.
21:59Okay, you seem less afraid when you're with her.
22:03I like it.
22:06And it also makes me kind of sad.
22:09Is everything okay?
22:13Totally.
22:14But you're not here with me.
22:20I am here.
22:25Promise.
22:26Honestly, that's the truth.
22:28It was just a game.
22:29Truth or dare.
22:30Maybe.
22:33Or...
22:33Maybe it was more.
22:37For Hannah.
22:39Maybe Hannah suggested the game to take advantage of you.
22:42Take advantage of...
22:45Why?
22:47Because she liked you.
22:49Objection.
22:49Relevance.
22:51Goes to motivation, Your Honor.
22:53I'll allow it.
23:01Is it just me, or is this whole locker room concept super antiquated?
23:05Like, just cause there aren't guys around doesn't mean it's not weird to get naked in front of strangers.
23:11Yeah.
23:12Totally.
23:14Isn't that why she asked for your help that day?
23:16No.
23:17Really?
23:19Well, you said that you're not a lesbian, but can you be certain that Hannah wasn't?
23:23Hey, uh, do you want to maybe proofread each other's papers from Mrs. Cousic's class?
23:28I barely passed the last one.
23:30Sorry, I got an A.
23:35Sure.
23:36Let's do it.
23:37Courtney, you testified that when this picture got around campus, rumors were spread.
23:42And these additional photos show that Hannah kissed you back.
23:48Is all of that correct?
23:50Yes.
23:51Then isn't it possible that Hannah had a crush on you, and when this picture got around, she was the
23:55one that spread the rumors to put the suspicion on you?
24:00Isn't Hannah the real bully here?
24:05Courtney.
24:08No.
24:09But if Hannah was the aggressor, doesn't it seem that she might have been a lesbian or at least bisexual?
24:16And that she was using you?
24:18Isn't that possible?
24:19No, it's not possible.
24:21Because it was the other way around.
24:24I liked her.
24:26I was the one with the crush.
24:31Maybe we should get back to the game.
24:36Sorry.
24:37No worries.
24:39I mean, it's like you said, it doesn't have to mean anything, right?
24:49Hey, what's wrong?
24:55I feel stupid.
24:57What?
24:58Why?
25:02Because it does mean something.
25:10To me.
25:13Oh.
25:16Oh, I didn't.
25:20Oh, shit.
25:22It was my first kiss.
25:24See?
25:25And I felt like it was ruined.
25:28Maybe because her own first kiss had been ruined.
25:30Maybe because she just felt bad, but...
25:35That's the real reason she kissed me back.
25:38That's what's in those photos Tyler took.
25:40Proof.
25:42That she was a good friend.
25:44And maybe that means I was bullying her the whole time.
25:47I don't know.
25:48But...
25:49That's the truth.
25:55No further questions for this witness.
25:57Redirect, Your Honor.
25:58So, Courtney, you're saying in fact that Hannah didn't bully you that night.
26:03That...
26:04Actually, she was kind to you.
26:07Yes.
26:09Look, I didn't know Hannah that well, but that night...
26:14She was my friend.
26:17She was there for me.
26:19And Liberty should have been there for her.
26:21What a day.
26:23It was a big win for us.
26:25And for Hannah.
26:28That poor girl though, that...
26:30That can't have been easy.
26:31Well, she must have been carrying that around for a long time.
26:34It's what happens when you bottle things up.
26:38This room was always so...
26:40Sad and empty.
26:43Do you know I've never...
26:46Lived alone.
26:48I went right from my parents' house to a college roommate and...
26:53Andy and...
26:54Oh, Olivia.
26:59Who?
27:02Um...
27:05I'm...
27:06Sorry, I...
27:08I forgot.
27:09I...
27:11I put this in here.
27:13I, uh...
27:20This is the dress I was wearing the day I...
27:23I found Hannah.
27:29I always meant to wash it, but then I just...
27:31I just couldn't bring myself to.
27:35I'm so sorry.
27:38I used to carry one of Tessa's socks in my purse.
27:43For months after she died, I carried that sock everywhere.
27:49Do you still have it?
27:50No.
27:51No, eventually I decided it was time to...
27:55To move on.
28:00Right.
28:03No, that's...
28:05That's probably what I should do, too.
28:10Hey, so, um...
28:12So what's up with you helping out Alex so much?
28:14What, do you like his butler now, or what?
28:16Yeah, no, it's...
28:17It's nothing.
28:18My mom's making me help him, actually, because she's friends with his folks, and yeah.
28:23Huh.
28:24So is he gonna testify?
28:28I don't know if he can, because of the...
28:31I mean, he's like crippled.
28:32Right, right, right, right, right.
28:33Yeah.
28:33So when are you up?
28:35Couple days.
28:36Oh, and my mom says thanks, by the way, for the lawyer.
28:39Yeah, sure.
28:40She...
28:41She said that you had already asked me.
28:44Yeah, no, I meant to.
28:45I just...
28:45I figured it was better to act fast, you know?
28:49Yeah.
28:50No, yeah, that totally makes sense.
28:52But, so, does that mean that they called you in, too, or...?
28:55No.
28:56I'm just looking out for you.
28:58We're in this together, right?
28:59Yeah.
29:07Hey, you know what?
29:07I'm just gonna catch up with you at practice.
29:09My mitt's in the car.
29:11All right.
29:15What's their deal?
29:16I get that you're not called, but I still could be.
29:19I have to be ready.
29:20I need to know what was on those tapes.
29:22Maybe it's better you only know what Jessica told you.
29:24Why? Why is everyone protecting me?
29:27Hey, what the fuck are you two looking at?
29:29Hey, come on, buddy.
29:32Alex, you need to calm down.
29:33Yeah, you need to wake up.
29:34You heard what happened to Courtney today,
29:36and who knows what Jessica's gonna do tomorrow.
29:38Okay? I can't...
29:40I can't...
29:41fail at this, too.
29:47It's not always easy to know how to be a friend, but...
29:51Hannah knew how.
29:53And she was brave.
29:56Four, five, six, seven, eight.
29:58One, two, three, four, five, six, eight.
30:01Sorry.
30:04Okay, that's okay.
30:05Guys, um...
30:06Everyone take five.
30:10Hey.
30:11Hi.
30:12Is, uh...
30:13Is everything okay?
30:15Yeah, fine.
30:16Okay, look, it's...
30:18It's not.
30:18And I'm just gonna say this because that's what leaders do, right?
30:24Look, um...
30:25Look, I messed up yesterday.
30:27I should've talked to you about Bryce.
30:30Best dating.
30:31And I didn't realize how it might affect you on the squad.
30:35And...
30:35And I'd...
30:36I'd hate for that to be weird.
30:38Weird?
30:39Well, I know that you and Bryce had a thing, but...
30:42It's before my time.
30:43You know?
30:44And it's just one night.
30:45And I really do think it's so brave of you coming back here after everything that happened.
30:52Everything that happened?
30:54Yeah.
30:55You know, like...
30:56What everyone's saying.
30:57That you cheated on Justin and called it rape or whatever.
31:01Because you regretted it.
31:03Which...
31:03Hey, look, look.
31:04I totally...
31:05I totally understand.
31:06Because, you know, I should know.
31:07He's my man.
31:09But...
31:09I don't have a problem with it.
31:11So there's no reason why we shouldn't have to let that affect our work.
31:13Right?
31:16Oh, God.
31:17Okay, Jessica.
31:18Look, I'm so sorry.
31:19Don't touch me.
31:25Really?
31:26This is for yearbook?
31:27Don't you have windows to stock, perv?
31:32Off with you!
31:34I'm sorry, Tyler.
31:35The decision is final.
31:42What?
31:42What happened?
31:44Mr. Kurtz just freaked out on me and apparently I'm no longer allowed to photograph female sports.
31:49This is how our school has decided to respond to my testimony.
31:54By only letting you photograph the jocks who bullied you.
31:59This school is king of irony.
32:02Yeah, I don't really understand irony exactly.
32:07Yeah, no one really does.
32:09Hey, so did you make a copy of Hannah's tapes?
32:14Why?
32:14I...
32:16I mean, I thought about it.
32:19For insurance or whatever, but...
32:22No.
32:26Well, thanks.
32:28Sorry.
32:31Hey, um...
32:34Those pictures you took of me in the hospital...
32:39Um...
32:40Can I see them?
32:41Yeah.
32:44Of course.
32:58It's, uh...
33:00It's a lot to take in.
33:03Yeah.
33:05Yeah.
33:14Okay.
33:34Why did I do this to myself?
33:37You didn't do this.
33:40Everyone else at this school did.
33:43So the credits from detention transfer 50%.
33:48Depending on what your teachers say,
33:50you probably have to do summer school.
33:53That's fine.
33:57Um, how does it feel being back?
34:01How do you think?
34:04I imagine it's been difficult,
34:07but, um, I was hoping that you would tell me, if you want.
34:11It's only been half a day.
34:12I mean, everyone stares.
34:14No one says anything.
34:16Hmm.
34:18Are you thinking about going back to chairlady?
34:20Are you kidding?
34:21No.
34:23Don't you know about what goes on at this school?
34:25Or, I mean, at least have an idea?
34:27Yes, I do.
34:29That's why I...
34:30I want to help.
34:33Well, I think we both understand too little, too late.
34:36I hope it's never too late.
34:41Sherry.
34:45Why don't we schedule a check-in?
34:48Nah, I'm good.
34:49But I'll be sure to stop by, though, you know,
34:51if I'm ever raped.
35:00Good.
35:00Good.
35:02Nice.
35:02Dude, your balance is totally better than last week.
35:05One more big push.
35:06Let's do this.
35:07Come on.
35:09Oh.
35:11Ow.
35:13What's going on, man?
35:14My legs don't work.
35:17My brain doesn't work.
35:18My arms hurt.
35:21Where's this piece of shit?
35:23Dude, come on.
35:23Fuck, no!
35:25Okay?
35:26It's true.
35:27Man, I can't help Jessica because I can't remember shit.
35:30And everyone that can help me remember,
35:31they won't even help me.
35:32Your memory will come back.
35:33Just give it some...
35:34You're a fucking doctor now?
35:35How do you know that?
35:37Seriously, what the fuck do you even know
35:38about what I'm going through?
35:40Why are you even here?
35:43Go hang out with the rest of your dumb jock
35:46fucking rapist friends.
35:53I need a lift out of here.
35:56Ask your doctor, I guess.
35:57What is this?
35:58Some twisted physical therapy test?
36:00Yeah, okay.
36:01I don't know exactly what you're going through.
36:03But I know what it's like to feel like
36:05shit's never going to get better.
36:08Every time I come home to my empty fucking house,
36:11I remember that feeling.
36:13Zach, I forgot.
36:15And I come here every single day
36:16because I remember last summer
36:19it was PT that helped me get through it.
36:21I'm really sorry.
36:24You know, I could...
36:25I could still really use a lift out of here.
36:28I could still use a lift out of here.
36:57I could still use a lift out of here.
36:57I could still use a lift out of here.
36:57Okay, this is all I had left. Everything else is in evidence or donated or gone
37:05Andy wouldn't fucking get rid of everything and he did it. He did it
37:09Jesus the clothes he wore that day. He washed them and he wore them again
37:15This
37:17My daughter's blood
37:22Olivia I'm so so sorry. I thought this was I thought this is what you want
37:28I never would have dreamed honestly. I'm we were
37:32We were talking about that girl on the stand and it being bottled up and I just wanted to help
37:36you. You can't help
37:38with this part, okay, cuz I'm not I'm not
37:43I'm not that girl and this party have to do on my own. I do. Whatever's gonna happen. I have
37:49to
37:51Have to do it in my time in my way
37:56Yes
38:03No, no
38:14Instead of facing my fears and clearing up all the rumors. I let Hannah take the fall. I
38:21Was afraid of what people might think if they knew
38:37Courtney some people might be wondering if you didn't tell the truth for so long. How do we know you're
38:42telling the truth now?
38:44because it was time and because I owe it to Hannah and I guess we all have
38:52things we try to hide but they can't stay hidden forever
39:04that was brave sorry I read that blog what you did today at court it was
39:11brave I don't know about that no it was you helped Hannah yeah but I hurt her
39:17first I told lies about her and I messed up her life you weren't the only one
39:26did anyone threaten you before you testified no why did something happen to
39:34you no no
39:40was it hard to tell the truth yes but it was time
39:56and I think this trial this trial is going to force a lot of people to tell
40:00the truth for better or for worse
40:38uh hello mom hey kiddo mom still work we're in here
40:46it's like gluten-free pasta it's like moisture-free water
40:52sounds delicious
40:53guys what's going on we're making hand little pasta
40:58your dad taught me when you check it
41:01when it's done it'll stick
41:03okay and why are we hand rolling stuff
41:06oh sky said she liked Italian I figured it was the least we could do
41:09it's our first dinner together your mom's thrilled by the way
41:12big points scored there our first dinner
41:16hey clay this was your idea remember we talked about it at lunch
41:18um yeah but it's not exactly
41:22what I think
41:24yeah this might be ready let me try it again
41:27ready
41:28yeah turn it to oh
41:29oh
41:32hey
41:33yes
41:34that is graphic
41:40oh I don't know if I have proof of this game
41:42let's go again
41:46dad what is this
41:48what no I want to learn
41:51well at this rate that's going to take years
41:54and besides I heard you on the phone with the school earlier
42:03well I was wondering if maybe we shouldn't um transfer you to another school
42:13really?
42:18but how would that look for colleges?
42:20well I really just want to make sure that you make it to college
42:26I mean what about my friends here?
42:31I have Alex
42:32he needs me dad
42:34I know
42:35but Alex
42:36he's recovering from a traumatic
42:39I don't know if it's the healthiest thing for you
42:43so I can't hang out with him anymore
42:45no but
42:48is there no one else
42:49you know
42:50that you have a connection with?
42:51no I do
42:53actually yeah
42:54yeah no I
42:55I totally forgot
42:56uh Cyrus
42:58in Mr. Porter's class
42:59he's like an amazing artist
43:01and uh
43:01you'd
43:03um
43:03you'd like him
43:04that's great
43:05yeah
43:05great bring him over
43:07play some vids
43:10no one calls them that
43:13I call them that
43:16okay
43:18all right
43:19here we go
43:22yes
43:24Desert Hearts
43:25supposed to be a classic
43:26the kids are alright
43:27blue is the warmest color
43:30maybe we wait and watch this one last
43:32well isn't this just very binary thinking?
43:35movies and shows are a wonderful way to open up a dialogue
43:38so we're screening one about a man who breaks up a lesbian couple?
43:42oh god I forgot about that part
43:43yeah
43:44at least the lesbians aren't serial killers or policewomen
43:47and the male gaze makes blue is the warmest color
43:49very suspect is spotted for positive conversation
43:52good lord you overanalyze everything
43:54that's probably why she didn't tell us before
43:58are you saying that it is my fault?
44:00it's nobody's fault
44:04or it's my fault
44:05oh no no no
44:07no
44:07honey honey
44:09oh hey
44:10sweet
44:13everyone
44:13takes the time they take
44:17why are you crying?
44:20it's nothing
44:21it's
44:25you're just amazing
44:26and
44:28i'm so lucky to have you both
44:32come on
44:34come here
44:41the truth can free you
44:42if you let it
44:44so
44:44it's graffiti?
44:47it's a mural
44:48mom
44:49it's called street art
44:50very popular
44:52and it's one of the oldest art forms
44:53if you think about it
44:55cave paintings are street art
44:56yeah
44:57yes
44:57thanks
44:58thank you dad
45:00and um
45:02how long have you two been making this art?
45:05a couple months?
45:06a couple of months
45:06months?
45:07this must be some mural
45:09well we don't
45:10we don't always paint
45:12no?
45:14you don't?
45:14you're gone for hours clay
45:16what else are you doing?
45:17yeah what else do we do?
45:18clay?
45:18i mean we um
45:20we hang out
45:22mostly
45:22what does that mean?
45:24i never know
45:25is that
45:26is that slang for sex?
45:28mom
45:28that's hook up honey
45:29hook up
45:30yes
45:31well if you two are um
45:33hooking up
45:34i just hope you're being careful
45:36we uh
45:38aren't
45:39hooking up i mean
45:40we're uh
45:41so
45:41all good
45:44okay
45:46um
45:46should we
45:47hey can we uh
45:48take the excuse
45:49honey what's gotten into you
45:51we're in the middle of dinner
45:52nothing
45:52i mean i'm
45:53i'm just full
45:54and this pasta is uh
45:56it's filling
45:56yeah
45:57it was so good
45:58so thank you guys
45:59appreciate it
46:01thank you
46:02thanks for dinner guys
46:05bye
46:05you guys are the best
46:06thanks
46:11jesus what is your
46:15holy shit
46:31hey don't forget to breathe
46:32i am breathing
46:33you're not
46:34so much
46:41wow
46:42got some hard hits today
46:45you got something on your mind
46:47no i don't
46:48i just need you to
46:51sign this form
46:52for
46:53my probation officer
46:54right on
46:56six more sessions left
46:57not bad
46:59you think your anger's been adequately managed in our time together
47:03i'll let you know
47:06we gotta get in the ring before you're done
47:07you and me
47:09uh
47:10i don't think so
47:11but uh
47:12thank you
47:16she washes one dress
47:17and it sets me back
47:18five months
47:20but i swear
47:20i was ready to kick her out
47:21right then and there
47:26but i think she might be a friend
47:29and i don't have many of those right now
47:33present company excluded
47:35i get it
47:36you mean friends who aren't in high school
47:42you know andy
47:45andy used to tell me
47:46when i'd listen to the tapes for the umpteenth time
47:48and i would call you with new questions
47:50he would say how inappropriate it was
47:52that i was spending time with you
47:54really
47:55you didn't tell him that i don't play for your team
47:59what happened to that boyfriend of yours
48:01the handsome guy
48:02i haven't seen him around here in weeks
48:05brad
48:09brad
48:10yeah we broke up
48:12aww
48:13that's too bad
48:16he was pretty
48:17yeah
48:18i mean he didn't talk much
48:19but he was very pretty
48:22what happened
48:27he didn't want to date a kid anymore
48:31he wanted bigger things
48:32he was tired of the high school bullshit
48:34and here i am bringing you more high school bullshit huh
48:37no
48:38never
48:39i'm here for you
48:41always
48:46god i sit in that courtroom tawny
48:51and i feel like i never knew my daughter
48:55she kept all these secrets
48:59why did she have so many secrets
49:03i think uh
49:06i think sometimes we aren't keeping secrets to hide from other people
49:12i think sometimes we're keeping them to protect those people
49:21what's wrong
49:22nothing
49:27okay okay just
49:28just stop
49:29wait
49:30wait
49:30wait
49:31wait
49:31just
49:39are you ashamed of me
49:41what
49:42sky no
49:43i
49:44then what the fuck is going on here clay
49:47i mean
49:49why didn't your parents know about me
49:52because they're
49:53my parents
49:54they metal
49:55honestly it has
49:56nothing to do with you
49:57really
49:58yeah
49:59it doesn't have to do with
50:02the way i look
50:03or that i have
50:03like
50:04tattoos
50:05and piercings
50:06and like cuts
50:07all over
50:07jesus sky no
50:09i don't care about that stuff
50:11you know that
50:12i don't care
50:18sky hang on
50:20let's just
50:21that's not what i meant
50:22okay
50:22what i mean is
50:23i like the way you look
50:25i like you
50:26really
50:27because your body is kind of saying the opposite
50:30well maybe my head's still a little scrambled
50:32from you trying to jerk me off in front of my parents
50:34well i'm sorry
50:35i'm sorry for trying to be
50:37fucking spontaneous
50:39sky you could have talked to me
50:40you didn't have to just show up at my house
50:43it was weird
50:44i'll tell you what's weird
50:45you still being in love with a fucking dead girl
50:51don't
50:52don't say that
50:53please that's not true
50:54really
50:56you freaked out at our spot last night
50:58the day that our case is going to trial
51:00and then you freaked out at lunch today
51:02because i brought up you going to court
51:04it's like
51:04wherever we go she's there
51:07no that's
51:09that's not
51:10that's insane
51:11is it
51:12it's all about hannah clay
51:15and
51:15it always will be
51:17how am i supposed to compete with that
51:20she's perfect
51:22and she's dead
51:23really sky
51:24look let me just sit
51:25i don't want to fucking sit down
51:28tell me i'm wrong
51:30tell me you love me
51:33tell me
51:33you're over her then
51:35i
51:37i love you
51:39and
51:42and
51:42and you're over me clay it's okay just say it
51:50clay
51:50i can't
51:56i'm sorry but i can't
51:58say that
51:59you have been
52:03lying to me you fucking
52:06liar
52:07sky
52:09sky
52:11sky
52:13sky
52:14sky
52:31what are you gonna do
52:33i'm gonna go after her
52:35you sure that's a good idea
52:37no
52:37i think it's
52:38a terrible idea
52:39but her worst idea
52:40is staying here
52:41discussing it all with you
52:42so
52:43you think that's what she wants
52:45for you to chase her
52:46are you serious right now
52:48are you fucking serious
52:51part of me was saying
52:52don't go
52:52remember that hannah
52:54your words
52:55my tape
52:56part of me was saying
52:57don't go
52:58i remember
52:59well
53:00there you go
53:02she's not me
53:03clay
53:05no
53:07no one is
53:10i think it projects strength
53:12and confidence
53:14don't you
53:16well maybe we can pull your hair back
53:18a little
53:19something like this
53:21sure mom
53:23whatever you think
53:28you want to sleep in your own bed tonight
53:31you must be getting tired of our floor
53:32no
53:34no
53:35no i'm not
53:39okay
53:42where fear of the truth can keep you trapped in your secrets
53:46in discovery the plaintiffs found that your date book was missing a page
53:52which seems to be the page from the last date of your meeting with hannah
53:58no i'm not gonna ask you why that page is missing not now not in court but they will
54:05well i heard you made court and crimson come out on the stand today that's uh it's messed up
54:12i didn't make her do anything
54:14i didn't make her do anything
54:16just ask the questions i had to ask
54:18well they're
54:20they're kids
54:22they're children
54:24they knew what they were doing
54:27did you
54:38and someone who's keeping a secret
54:44who's desperate to keep that secret and desperate to stay hidden
54:52can hurt everyone around them
55:07there will always come a time when we're forced to face the thing we're most afraid of
55:14this girl
55:17the curse
55:17hey mrs miller what
55:18what happened nothing happened that hasn't happened before
55:21I didn't mean to upset her.
55:23She's not upset. She's ill. Please just, just go home.
55:46You really do have a thing for complicated girls.
55:51I don't know what to do.
56:08No!
56:09Ah-ah-ah-ah!
56:18For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info
56:41Smoke is rising from the fire, coming out my back door
56:47I'm inside the sanderswhip, singing on the floor
56:54Burning and blow, burning and blow
57:06Well, I can still remember a couple of years ago
57:12When the smoke and flame from my name was a burning house alone
57:19Yeah, a burning house alone, a burning house alone
57:29Burning house alone
57:36Burning house alone
58:01Oh, I can still remember a couple of years ago
58:08When the smoke and flame from my name was a burning house alone
58:15Yeah, a burning house alone
58:18A burning house alone
58:24The rusty nail over our front door
58:28Is where I hung our tears in rain
58:31I threw that horseshoe into the wings
58:35I see what love can bring
58:37I see what love can bring
58:46Well done, Ed. Well done
59:11I see what love can bring
59:26You
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