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00:03Dermatomyositis.
00:04Is it as scary as it sounds?
00:06It's an autoimmune disease.
00:08It causes this rash on my hands,
00:10and it attacks muscles,
00:12so I'll get tired more easily.
00:15Now, we want to be up front with you, too.
00:17This can't get serious.
00:18But we're not gonna let it.
00:20No, we're not.
00:22So there's a cure?
00:23No, but there's treatments,
00:26and I've already started medications.
00:28Now, that's the easy part.
00:30For the rest,
00:31we're gonna need some help, okay?
00:34We're in.
00:36Tell us what you need.
00:40Well, first,
00:42there's diet.
00:43No artificial colors.
00:45No high-fructose corn syrup.
00:47No gluten. No fucking avocados are fun.
00:50Leafy greens are fun.
00:51We got cashew butter, sun butter,
00:53and your omega-3s are gonna be off the chart.
00:56Salmon, cod, hairy.
00:58Can't you just maybe be like a pumpkin loaf?
00:59Also, exercise is key.
01:01With muscle tone, you use it or you lose it.
01:04We're gonna maintain your flexibility,
01:06range of motion, and balance.
01:07So you're turning Buck's backyard into a yoga studio.
01:11Not yoga.
01:12Samba.
01:14Samba?
01:14Some patients have a hard time swallowing and get vocal problems.
01:21What the hell is that?
01:22It's called a trill, and I know that it sounds weird,
01:25but it helped me when I lost my voice.
01:27Trilling? Fix it?
01:28It didn't hurt.
01:29Dexterity is huge.
01:31Flare ups make my hands weak,
01:33so I've gotta stay nimble.
01:34One, two, three, four.
01:37Three, four.
01:37I declare thumb war.
01:39Gotcha!
01:40Come on!
01:42We're gonna throw the kitchen sink at this thing.
01:45There's no such thing as a bad idea.
01:49And you got this idea from TikTok?
01:51Apparently, it works wonders for lymphatic drainage.
01:54You first.
01:55This isn't just my fight.
01:57It's the whole family's fight.
01:59This one right here.
02:02Nobody said you couldn't have fun.
02:04You know how this came in, right?
02:06Back, forward, back.
02:11Dare I ask what's in it?
02:14Mostly sardines.
02:18Oh, yeah.
02:20Oh, yeah.
02:21One, two, three.
02:23Now you're counting.
02:25Slow and steady.
02:27Steady is the hard part.
02:29You got a hen.
02:34Like a horse.
02:37One, two, three.
02:40Wait till you try this.
02:45Ready to fly.
02:47Like Superman.
02:49Super hen.
02:50Bunny goes over the log and through the hutch.
02:53Come on, damn rabbit.
02:55No.
02:57What?
02:58What?
03:03Oh, hey, hey.
03:04Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
03:08Done.
03:09How are those lymphs?
03:10I think it's working.
03:17Oh, my God.
03:18Highlight me now.
03:20However long it takes.
03:22We're gonna kick this thing's butt.
03:24You got this, Mama.
03:26We've got this.
03:43You hungry, baby?
03:46Not really.
03:46Not really.
03:49You need any help?
03:51No.
03:53I got it.
03:57I got it.
03:58I got it.
04:39I got it.
04:40I got it.
04:42I got it.
04:42Jackass to move.
04:43I got it.
04:44I got it.
04:44Jackass.
04:47Is there a problem here?
04:50Oh, that's why you haven't ordered yet.
04:53Texter! We've got a texter!
04:55No one's asked for my order yet.
04:59Hello?
05:00Hello?
05:03Is nobody working today?
05:08Where is everybody?
05:11Hello?
05:13Hello?
05:19Oh, my God.
05:27911, what's your emergency?
05:29Clocking plus is seizing up.
05:41Dispatch, this is Captain 118.
05:42We're going to need backup RA units.
05:44Copy 118, en route.
05:46I'm counting eight.
05:49Oh, 12 people.
05:51Buck, get me readings on oxygen, carbon monoxide, smoke, everything, even spilt cleaning products.
05:56Roll everyone on their side.
05:58No fingers and mouths unless you're looking to lose them.
06:00Dispatch, what's our ETA on those RA units?
06:03We really could use some extra hands here.
06:04I have two additional units.
06:06I have two additional units, six minutes out.
06:07No sign of any leaks.
06:08Building's all queer.
06:10So what the hell is this?
06:13Captain 118?
06:15Go for 118.
06:16It looks like there was an earlier call from your location.
06:19911, what's your emergency?
06:20Hi, I'm the manager over at Clocking Club 5.
06:23Someone just collapsed.
06:25I think they're having a se...
06:27Call dropped right after that.
06:29Copy that, dispatch.
06:31So one person had a seizure.
06:33The others were just witnesses at first.
06:35You thinking what I'm thinking?
06:36Not really.
06:38Psychogenic non-epileptic seizures.
06:40They're pseudo-seizures brought on by a traumatic event,
06:42like seeing someone have a seizure.
06:44One person goes down.
06:45The rest follow.
06:46Okay, so if only one of them is experiencing it for real,
06:49what about the rest?
06:50They just think they are.
06:51This has been going on for at least six minutes,
06:53which means we need to find the real seizure victim
06:55before it's too late.
06:56They all look the same to me.
06:59But they all won't look the same to the Fleur.
07:07Okay, this has been going on for more than six minutes,
07:10which means their muscle starts burning through their energy
07:12before they break down.
07:13The brain's thermoregulation center goes completely haywire.
07:16Whoever is having the real seizure,
07:18with this much physical activity clear,
07:21their body temperature should have risen drastically
07:24compared to the other people.
07:25So they'll show up much hotter than everyone else.
07:27Exactly.
07:28All right, this side is clear.
07:29Where are you?
07:33Clear.
07:35Clear.
07:36She's clear.
07:38Okay, got him.
07:40Buck, check his wallet for medical history,
07:42maybe a bracelet or a dog tag.
07:44Rabbit pulse.
07:46He's tachycardic.
07:47Yeah, and epileptic.
07:49Mystery solved.
07:50Starting an IV.
07:50Let's assess the rest of our friends.
07:52Start with arm test to confirm it's psychogenic.
07:54They're pushing four milligrams of lorazepam.
07:57Come on, buddy.
07:58There we go.
08:00All right, BP stabilizing.
08:02Nice and easy.
08:03Hey.
08:04Hey.
08:06Hey.
08:07Welcome back, sir.
08:09Buck, how's our test going?
08:10Everyone is passing with flying colors.
08:12So, I guess, failing.
08:14All right, everybody,
08:15let's try some box breathing exercises with them,
08:18see if that helps.
08:19If not,
08:20maybe get them out of each other's lines of sight.
08:31Well, you don't see that every day, huh?
08:33No, you do not.
08:36Are you doing okay, Cap?
08:39Anyone would have loved this?
08:44Yeah.
08:46Knees up, Grant.
08:47Eyes up, North.
08:49Never, baby.
08:50So go.
08:53Recruits, you've made it to week 12.
08:55Your three-phase drill.
08:56Phase one, forced entry.
08:58Going to go for the class record?
09:00Wouldn't hate that.
09:01I would.
09:01Save something for the rest of us.
09:05Phase two, advance an inch-and-a-half hose line
09:07into the structure.
09:09You will notice there's no vertical ventilation,
09:11which brings us to phase three.
09:14You will climb the aerial
09:16and breach the fifth-floor window.
09:21You got it, Grant!
09:25There you go.
09:27Yeah, pick that window!
09:29You got the show, where do we go?
09:32Grant!
09:40Excuse me.
09:41Harry Grant, do you know which room he's in?
09:43Mom.
09:44Mom, why is he here?
09:50He's okay.
09:51Harry's okay.
09:52He was drilling on the tower,
09:54took a spill off the aerial.
09:55The aerial ladder?
09:56Luckily, a mezzanine caught him
09:57before the ground did.
09:58Could have been a lot worse.
10:00Oh, my God.
10:01Oh.
10:02Oh, my God.
10:03Harry.
10:04Mom.
10:05Mom.
10:05I'm fine.
10:07The wheelchair is protocol.
10:08They're discharging me.
10:09He has a mild concussion.
10:10Doctors ruled out anything serious.
10:12I just got my bell rung.
10:13That's it.
10:14That's the TBI talking.
10:16Thank you for coming down.
10:18Of course.
10:19I'm sorry, Chief.
10:20I was rushing.
10:21It was a stupid mistake.
10:22Shake it off, son.
10:23Accidents happen.
10:24Hazards come with training,
10:25same as on the job.
10:26You know that better than any recruits.
10:28So, he's still a recruit?
10:30We'll place him off-duty IOD for 48 hours.
10:33He can rest at home.
10:34Then, if he has no symptoms,
10:35he'll be cleared to return.
10:37I'm ready now.
10:38Let's go.
10:38Don't worry.
10:39You won't lose your spot.
10:40Good news.
10:42Um, okay.
10:44Let's get you home.
10:47Protocol, remember?
10:50Okay.
10:52Okay.
10:55Of course.
11:04No screens.
11:06Doctor's orders.
11:07Mom, I feel fine.
11:09Well, let's keep it that way.
11:10Oh, and no salami either.
11:12The last thing your brain needs
11:14is inflammation from cured meats.
11:15So, what am I supposed to do?
11:18What'd your chief say?
11:20Rest.
11:21Mom, it's a concussion, not the flu.
11:31She's treating me like a child.
11:34You are a child.
11:35Yeah, but why is she so chipper about it?
11:38I swear she's happy I'm injured.
11:40Happy?
11:41She's terrified.
11:43It was a bump on the head.
11:45This time, you didn't see her
11:47walking into the hospital.
11:49She was barely holding it together.
11:51Yeah, I know.
11:53She thinks me joining the department
11:55is dangerous.
11:56Harry, you just proved it's dangerous.
11:59Ten more inches to the left
12:00and she could have been
12:01at another funeral.
12:06Buck, do not make me write you up
12:08for reheating fish in the microwave.
12:10I know, I know.
12:12It's bad workplace etiquette,
12:13but sardine loaf is better
12:15when it's warm.
12:15Yeah, it's even better
12:16when you leave it at home.
12:17Listen, it's good for brain
12:18and heart health
12:19and I have tons left over
12:21because Penn wouldn't see me
12:22when I tried to stop by
12:23the other day.
12:25I blame it on the sardine loaf,
12:27but she wouldn't see me either.
12:29Every time I try and visit,
12:30Karen tells me that she's either
12:31sleeping or in the shower.
12:32I usually get doctor's appointment.
12:35Maybe she just needs
12:35some time to herself.
12:36No, isolation doesn't help
12:38the healing process.
12:40She needs people to support her.
12:42Maybe we're a reminder
12:43that she's not here
12:43doing what she loves to do.
12:44It might be hard for her
12:45to see us right now.
12:47Okay, so what do we do?
12:49We'll keep showing up.
12:55Athena, what are you doing here?
12:57How's Harry?
12:58Desperate for me to be anywhere
13:00other than hovering over him.
13:01I wasn't sure what was on
13:03Yen's diet, but I was thinking
13:05at least you and the kids
13:06could have something easy
13:07to reheat and eat.
13:09Excuse the mess.
13:10Things have been a little hectic
13:12around here lately.
13:16So, how is she?
13:18Because she hasn't been
13:19returning any of my calls.
13:21Yeah.
13:22Just good days and bad days.
13:23Which is today.
13:29Em, you up for a visitor?
13:33Athena's here.
13:36She just wants to check on you.
13:39It might be good for you
13:40to see a friendly face.
13:54I'm sorry you came out
13:55this way for nothing.
13:58I think all this has just
14:00really taken it out of her.
14:02Is she really sleeping
14:03or did she tell you
14:04to get rid of me?
14:07She's not telling me
14:08much of anything these days.
14:12You know,
14:13when we got that diagnosis,
14:16I had hope.
14:18And I thought we were
14:19going to fight it
14:20together.
14:23But nothing's worked
14:24and she's getting worse.
14:27Every day it's like I can feel
14:28her slipping farther away
14:29from us.
14:30I try to keep her active
14:32and make sure she's
14:32taking care of herself,
14:33but the more I push,
14:36the more she...
14:36Pushes back.
14:38No.
14:40That's the scary part.
14:41She doesn't push back.
14:43She just disengages.
14:46We just need to get her
14:47back in the game.
14:49How?
14:51Do I just keep pushing her
14:54until she's mad enough
14:55at me to push back?
14:56No.
14:57You're a wife.
14:58You do not want to become
14:59the face of the thing
15:00she's fighting.
15:03So,
15:04but what am I supposed
15:05to do?
15:07Give her another face
15:08to hate.
15:16That's perfect.
15:17I can see everything.
15:20Yeah, I can.
15:21Look at that.
15:23Yeah, man.
15:25Work on your drills.
15:27We'll hear it again
15:27on Tuesday.
15:28Yeah.
15:29All right.
15:30Catch you later, brother.
15:31I don't know why
15:31I feel this way
15:32and my love
15:35well, I don't think
15:36I want to be
15:37I want to be
15:40I want to be
15:42I want to be
15:44I want to be
15:48I want to be
15:50I want to be
15:51I want to be
15:51Hey.
15:54You hit me with your car.
15:589-1-1
15:59What's your emergency?
16:00I swear
16:00I didn't hit him.
16:08Car versus pedestrian?
16:10That's the question.
16:11Driver says
16:12he fell down
16:13on his own.
16:14Yeah, don't they always?
16:15He talk
16:15more groaning
16:16than anything.
16:17We didn't want to move him
16:18without you.
16:20Why?
16:21Why did he run me over?
16:23Dude, I didn't hit you.
16:25Someone did.
16:26He's in rough shape.
16:27Sir, I'm Eddie.
16:29Can you tell me your name?
16:30Holt.
16:31Can you move your fingers
16:31and your toes?
16:32Yeah.
16:33All right, we're going to
16:34roll you over
16:34so we can take
16:35a better look at you.
16:36Oh.
16:39One, two, three.
16:43Whoa.
16:44He got hit hard.
16:45Not by me.
16:47Did he break my arm?
16:49Arm, nose,
16:51probably ribs.
16:52We're going to get you
16:53to the hospital, okay?
16:54Yeah.
16:55Mm-hmm.
16:56Hey, look at that.
16:57His shoes are still on.
17:00Yeah, not a crack
17:01in his windshield, either.
17:02I don't know
17:03if this car did all that.
17:04It didn't do any of it.
17:05I did not hit him.
17:07All right,
17:08you said he came
17:09from that way?
17:09He ran from over there
17:10and then fell
17:11in front of my car.
17:12Mm-hmm.
17:17Mm-hmm.
17:17Mm-hmm.
17:19Mm-hmm.
17:24Mm-hmm.
17:50Thank you so much for coming.
17:52Oh, come on.
17:52It's my pleasure.
17:54You, uh, cool
17:54with me putting stuff here?
17:55Yeah.
17:56All right.
17:58Hello?
17:59Hey.
18:01Babe, who's this?
18:04Uh, you must be Hedden.
18:06Hi, I'm, uh, I'm Adam,
18:08a physical therapist
18:08and your new chief,
18:09uh, motivational officer.
18:12Hi.
18:13Hi.
18:14Hi.
18:16My wife must have
18:17forgot to mention
18:18you were coming.
18:19Slipped my mind.
18:21Adam comes
18:22very highly recommended.
18:24Karen.
18:25Mm-hmm.
18:25Can we talk about this?
18:26Later.
18:27I'm going to have to
18:27go out and run
18:28a few errands.
18:29Are you serious?
18:31Mm-hmm.
18:33You two have fun.
18:35Bye.
18:35Bye.
18:37What do you say
18:38we, uh,
18:39wake up those sleepy joints,
18:40huh?
18:41So how you feeling?
18:43Like I got hit
18:44by a truck?
18:45Well, we both know
18:47that didn't happen.
18:50So you want to tell me
18:51what really happened?
18:53It's all fuzzy.
18:55I think I,
18:57I got jumped.
18:59You got jumped?
19:01Yeah.
19:01From behind.
19:03It was a big dude.
19:06Big
19:06dude.
19:08Might even happen
19:09two of them.
19:10Vicious.
19:12Did your assailant
19:14look like this?
19:31How long
19:32you been snatching
19:32purses?
19:33Shame on you.
19:35Wait for it.
19:36I've had enough.
19:43Come here.
19:44She's still going.
19:46Yeah, she is.
19:47Oh, you're like
19:48a truck.
19:49Beat.
19:50Beat.
19:51Beat.
19:52Beat.
19:53Beat.
19:53Do you want to amend
19:54your statement
19:55about two big dudes?
19:59I'd like to call
20:00my lawyer.
20:03Beat.
20:09They'll keep him
20:10here for observation,
20:11then straight to
20:11Men's Central.
20:12You got a mean
20:13left hook.
20:14Am I in trouble?
20:16Self-defense.
20:17But, uh,
20:19most folk
20:19would have let go
20:20of the purse.
20:21What got into you?
20:23I had had a day.
20:25It's dollars
20:26and cents.
20:27Cuts, cuts,
20:28layoffs, cuts.
20:29And frankly,
20:30the granola bars
20:31are doing more
20:31around here
20:32than you are.
20:34You're a great gal,
20:35but Lynn
20:36doing a lot
20:36of work on me.
20:37We're done.
20:40Thanks for a coffee.
20:46For the love of her.
20:56Sometimes
20:57you just need
20:58to fight back.
21:00Fair enough.
21:02And then push out.
21:04One, breathe, breathe.
21:07Very good, Ann.
21:08Clockwise,
21:09counterclockwise.
21:10How's that feeling?
21:12Not good, Adam.
21:13There you go.
21:14Look at you,
21:15rock star.
21:16There you go.
21:17Breathe, breathe.
21:18Two, breathe.
21:19Two.
21:21Very good.
21:22Okay, one more.
21:25Very good.
21:26Ah, that was awful.
21:28Try one.
21:28That was awesome.
21:29Right?
21:30Come on,
21:31give me one more set.
21:32You said
21:32that was the last set.
21:33Oh, I'm sorry,
21:34Ann, I lied.
21:35Screw you, Adam.
21:36Ann,
21:37it's okay
21:38if you want to punch me.
21:39I do not want
21:40to punch you, Adam.
21:41Sure, I'm going to
21:42look my face
21:42and not even look.
21:44Maybe a little bit.
21:53Morning.
21:57You going back
21:58to training today?
21:59Yeah.
22:01It's been two days
22:02feeling pretty good.
22:03Feeling pretty good.
22:03No signs of a concussion.
22:04I thought you were
22:05training to be a firefighter,
22:06not a doctor.
22:08I'm okay.
22:09No headaches,
22:09no nausea,
22:10no sensitivity to light
22:11or noise.
22:12You know it's okay
22:13to take another day
22:14if you need it.
22:15I mean,
22:15just to be
22:16on the safe side.
22:18You want me to call
22:19your doctor
22:19and ask him
22:20to write a note?
22:22A doctor's note
22:23from my mommy.
22:23No thanks.
22:24I'll pass.
22:27Love you.
22:28I love you too.
22:38Miss me?
22:39I did.
22:40You're my favorite
22:40person to beat.
22:42Look who got cocky
22:43while I was gone.
22:45Okay,
22:45three-phase drill.
22:46Let's go.
22:47Let's start
22:47with the aerial ladder.
22:48Grant,
22:49you're up.
23:03you doing okay?
23:08No, sir.
23:09I'm feeling a bit dizzy,
23:10I guess.
23:10Okay,
23:11well don't push it.
23:11Go home and get some rest,
23:12all right?
23:13We'll try again tomorrow.
23:26Hi, honey.
23:28You hungry?
23:29I think Karen
23:30ordered enough food
23:31to feed us
23:32for a week.
23:33I think you've forgotten
23:35what it's like
23:35to feed a teenager.
23:37Oh,
23:38pickles.
23:40Ah!
23:45Here, honey.
23:47Let me help you
23:47with that.
23:53I should be able
23:54to open a jar.
23:55You did.
23:56You loosened it for me.
23:59Ma,
23:59don't patronize me.
24:00I'm not.
24:02I think working
24:03with Adam
24:03is helping,
24:04even if you
24:06won't admit it.
24:14Can I hide out here?
24:15If it's your mom,
24:16absolutely not.
24:18Mom,
24:18I'm hiding
24:19from my shame.
24:20What happened?
24:22I thought you were
24:22back in training.
24:23I was,
24:24but I froze up.
24:26When it was time
24:27to climb the ladder again,
24:28I panicked.
24:29That's the whole point
24:31in training.
24:32Panic there
24:33so it doesn't happen
24:34in the field.
24:36Here.
24:37So how do you
24:37not panic everywhere?
24:39I don't know.
24:40I don't know.
24:40You just don't.
24:42That is completely
24:43underwhelming advice.
24:44I'm sorry.
24:45I didn't know
24:46you were coming over.
24:47You get lukewarm
24:49pep talks
24:49when I'm unprepared.
24:54Look,
24:54it's normal
24:55to be scared.
24:58What makes it brave
24:59is that you show up anyway.
25:02Is it brave?
25:03Or is it selfish?
25:06Selfish how?
25:08If something bad
25:09happens to me,
25:10what happens
25:11to them?
25:13You mean your family?
25:15Your mom?
25:16I don't want to be
25:17the reason why
25:19she has to plan
25:19another funeral.
25:21You can't think like that.
25:22So what do I do
25:23if that is all
25:24I can think about?
25:34Ah.
25:36Come on in.
25:37Look at you
25:38getting to the door
25:39like a champ, huh?
25:41Must be those
25:41wrist rolls
25:42he gave me.
25:43I, uh,
25:44I can't believe
25:45I'm saying this
25:46but thanks to you
25:49I'm finally
25:50making progress.
25:51That's great,
25:52Hen.
25:52But remember
25:54progress is
25:55not always
25:55in a straight line.
25:57I know.
25:58I know.
26:01So where you
26:02want to start today?
26:04Some sit to stand?
26:08Uh, yeah,
26:09it doesn't matter.
26:10All right,
26:11well, I'll just
26:11follow your lead.
26:12I don't think
26:13you should do that,
26:14Hen.
26:17Adam,
26:18you all right?
26:18No, I don't.
26:19I'm full sugar.
26:20No.
26:21Whoa!
26:23Adam!
26:32Dick!
26:34Dick!
26:39Dick!
26:39Dick!
26:41Dick!
26:42Oh!
26:43Oh!
26:559-1-1!
26:56What's your emergency?
26:57I need an ambulance
26:58at 1-9-6-3-Iberly Place,
27:00Altadena.
27:01I have a male,
27:02mid-40s,
27:02collapsed,
27:03no pulse,
27:04possible heart attack.
27:05Dispatching a unit now,
27:06but let's start CPR.
27:07I can't do CPR.
27:08It's fine. I'll walk you through it.
27:10I know how to do CPR. I physically can't do it.
27:13I'm disabled. Just get that RA unit here.
27:17LASD!
27:18Joey!
27:18Hang on!
27:20This is Adam. He's our personal trainer.
27:23He's been down five minutes. No pulse, no rest.
27:25Okay. Get him on the life pack.
27:27Take his blood sugar, prepare to intubate.
27:29What was he doing?
27:31He came in. He went down.
27:33Makes me think cardiac.
27:37Let's shock him. I'm clear.
27:45There it is.
27:46We've got a syndrome.
27:47Something tells me he's getting an ICD today.
27:50Let's pack him up.
27:54Need a hand?
27:56Yeah, thanks.
28:03One, two, three.
28:07It's good to see you, hen.
28:09We're all pulling for you.
28:19Buck?
28:22What are you doing here? Is everything okay?
28:25It's about Harry.
28:27He came to see me after his first day back.
28:29Buck, actually, he didn't even make it through the whole day.
28:33I knew it.
28:34It was too soon for him to go back.
28:36Look, I don't think there's anything physically wrong with that.
28:39But you're worried enough to show up here.
28:42Okay, so you know that voice you get in your head?
28:45Uh, the one that says, you suck, you, you can't do anything.
28:49I mean, you probably don't have that voice.
28:51Everyone has that voice, Buck.
28:53Even me.
28:54Okay?
28:55So, what?
28:56You think Harry's gotten into his own head?
28:59No, I, I think you have.
29:03Not that you did it on purpose.
29:05I think the accident and your response to it scared him, but not for himself.
29:12Scared him for you.
29:16I don't want to see him give up and regret it later.
29:25His office called.
29:27Looks like he's gonna be okay.
29:30Well, that's great news.
29:32I've been a paramedic for 15 years, Ma.
29:37And I couldn't provide that man with basic life support.
29:42My body just wouldn't let me.
29:44If the actual paramedics hadn't gotten here in time, but they did.
29:50I started out thinking that I just wanted to get well enough so I could go back to work.
29:58Just get my life back.
30:01What if that part of my life is over?
30:05You have always been the most impatient child.
30:09Oh, you don't understand.
30:12I want to read you something.
30:14Oh, please.
30:16I'm not in the mood for some woo-woo nonsense you got from some self-help book you found in
30:21the garage.
30:22It's not woo-woo.
30:24It's a first-person account from someone who's been on a similar journey.
30:32See, it's been three months, and I'm still not okay.
30:38How is that possible?
30:40Everyone says, be patient.
30:43Don't lose hope.
30:45Eventually, I'll feel like myself again.
30:48But I'm starting to think everyone's been lying to me.
30:51Pfft. Preach.
30:55Ma says I'm too impatient, but she just doesn't understand.
31:01Well, that certainly hasn't changed.
31:08Are you reading from my diary?
31:11Where'd you even find that?
31:14Yeah, those boxes I've been storing in your garage for the past 10 years.
31:18I decided to start going through them while you were napping.
31:22You've been napping a lot.
31:28Miss Dawson told me I didn't have to run, but I was tired of sitting on the sidelines, so I
31:34did it anyway.
31:36Didn't even make it a minute before I doubled over trying to catch my breath.
31:43Jamie Tyler said it was because I had a hole in my heart from when I got shot.
31:48Because that's who I am now.
31:52Girl who got shot.
31:57Jamie Tyler.
31:59I never liked that child.
32:01But the girl who wrote that diary, she was a pretty cool kid.
32:07A tough one, too.
32:10Thanks.
32:12I think I had a little bit more resilience since 16 than I have now.
32:18You did not.
32:20Your recovery was painful and hard and longer than expected.
32:26Some days you couldn't even get out of bed.
32:30But with enough time, eventually you got better.
32:36But it was not an easy road.
32:42I guess I forgot that part.
32:46Most people do.
32:48We focus on the big moments.
32:51The victories.
32:53Not the blood, sweat, and tears that got us there.
32:58But I remember.
33:00And I know you're still the same fighter.
33:05I mean, if you don't believe me,
33:09believe yourself.
33:23Don't make me take the covers.
33:28What is happening right now?
33:30You're getting dressed and we're going out.
33:33You got 15 minutes.
33:35Don't make me come back in here.
33:45You said we were going out.
33:47I was thinking breakfast.
33:48I got you a smoothie.
33:50I figured you want something light before climbing that ladder.
33:53Look, Mom, I appreciate the pep talk.
33:55I really do, but I...
33:56No, no, no, no. This ain't a pep talk.
33:57You want to run toward danger for a living?
33:59I'm not looking to pep you into anything.
34:01Then what are we doing here?
34:03I want you to quit.
34:06Excuse me?
34:07I want you to turn around and stop growing older.
34:15Go back to being that kid who would run over to hug me after every shift.
34:19That same kid who used to beg me not to go to work every morning, who'd say,
34:26Mommy.
34:26I want you to quit.
34:29And I would kiss your head and leave feeling terrible.
34:35And when I got to work, you know what I would do with that feeling?
34:39What?
34:41I would set it aside.
34:48Family fills us.
34:50It drives us.
34:52But fear makes you hesitate and hesitation gets you killed.
35:02We don't put on that uniform so that we make it home.
35:05We put it on so that others will.
35:08And if we do that well enough without fear or self-doubt,
35:14then maybe we get to make it home, too.
35:22I guess I didn't think about how hard this would all be.
35:26And for me, and mostly for you, I'm following in the footsteps of a man whose job, this job,
35:33took him away from you.
35:35That was his path.
35:37I don't want you to worry.
35:40You let me worry about what I worry about.
35:43And if and when you put on that uniform, you learn to set it aside the same as I did.
35:52Because you can't carry nobody out of the fire if I'm already on your back.
36:24I don't know.
36:27But until I see you again, I will be here with you.
36:36Just like I told you, I would be here with you.
36:40Dear me, I know I haven't written in months.
36:44I haven't wanted to.
36:46When I write, I'm reminded of all the pain and misery
36:49I went through in the last year,
36:51and who wants to think about that?
36:55I was about to give up and never think about it again.
36:59But then I thought, if I, a.k.a. you, find it again years from now,
37:06are those dark days really the part I'd want to remember?
37:18A terrible thing happened to you, Henrietta Wilson.
37:23And that could have been the end of your story.
37:27But it wasn't.
37:32It was the start of a new one.
37:37The world knocked you down and tried to keep you there.
37:40But you refused to stay put.
37:45Even on the days you really wanted to.
38:12Even on the days you really wanted to.
38:13The world.
38:13Yes, sir.
38:14Came in as recruits.
38:15Yes, sir.
38:16And you're leaving as firefighters.
38:18Yes, sir.
38:19And I'm proud of each and every one of you.
38:21Who are you?
38:23Firefighters.
38:24Who are you?
38:25Firefighters.
38:26Who are you?
38:27Firefighters.
38:27Firefighters.
38:28Yeah, congratulations.
38:30Yeah.
38:31Firefighters.
38:32Firefighters.
38:32So, yes.
38:34You'll always be the girl who got shot.
38:38But you'll always be the girl who lived and can do anything she sets her mind to.
38:52Please take your seats.
38:53The ceremony will begin shortly.
38:58Keep moving.
38:59We need two more.
39:05There she is.
39:09Just couldn't resist upstaging the kids, huh?
39:12Hey, at least we didn't show up in the middle of the ceremony.
39:14Well, I wanted to make sure that everyone saw that I was getting better.
39:19We're just glad you're here.
39:23In this job, I give a lot of speeches.
39:25But of all the many speeches I give, this is by far my favorite.
39:32It doesn't look back with sorrow or wistful cheer,
39:38but rather aspires forward
39:41with boundless hope and abundant pride.
39:46Because it knows what I know.
39:48That you will save lives.
39:54That men and women will walk this earth
39:56who otherwise wouldn't
39:59without you.
40:00That children will be born
40:02in deathbeds far delayed
40:04for all your acts of bravery.
40:07And yes,
40:10for some,
40:12your sacrifice.
40:16You'll reunite families
40:19and return home to your own.
40:21And with each shift,
40:23you will clock into another family,
40:26one forged in fire
40:27with bonds far stronger
40:29than any you've ever known.
40:32The lives you save,
40:33the worlds you make better,
40:36will not just be
40:37the people we serve,
40:39but also each other's.
40:43Congratulations to you all.
40:45And welcome
40:46to the family of the Los Angeles Fire Department.
41:19to the family of the Los Angeles Fire Department.
41:29Hey, this is like
41:30the welcome party
41:31to the rest of your life.
41:32Can you maybe get off your phone?
41:33Sorry.
41:34I was checking the station assignments.
41:36They said that they post them
41:37after the ceremony.
41:38Well,
41:39we may have gotten
41:40an advanced look at that list.
41:52You're serious?
41:53All that work we put in
41:54to help raise you?
41:55You didn't think
41:56we were going to let that
41:57go to some other firehouse.
41:59You're stuck with us now, kid.
42:01Welcome to the 118 Proby.
42:04Come on.
42:06Congratulations.
42:08Come on in.
42:08Come on.
42:09All right, come on in, guys.
42:11Man, you too.
42:12Come on.
42:12Oh, thanks, guys.
42:13Bring it in.
42:14Congratulations, Chad.
42:16All right, 118 on three.
42:18One, two, three.
42:19118!
42:46One, two, three.
42:49One, two, three.
42:51One, two, three.
42:52One, two, three.
42:56One, two, three.
42:59One, two, three.
42:59One, two, three.
43:00One, two, three.
43:00One, two, three.
43:00You
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