00:00I'm not the same person, like, I know for a fact, I am not the same person as I was
00:04when I went into the jungle to when I came out.
00:07It's changed me, and that's no over-exaggeration.
00:10Like, it's changed me.
00:11Like, I'm in therapy now because, like, it's f***ed with me mentally because I just thought, how is this happening?
00:20Like, I'm a 37-year-old man, and I'm like, how am I letting some other person do this to
00:29me in here?
00:30And I think in a different environment, you know, on the outside, if this happened to you, you'd go, oh,
00:35right, okay, he doesn't like me.
00:36I'm just going to leave the situation.
00:38But because you're in an environment like that, there's nowhere to hide, and you just have to, like, grim and
00:44bear it.
00:44And I think to me, I said to my therapist, I was like, why did I never, like, stick up
00:48for myself?
00:49And it was because I was always putting other people's feelings first before mine because I was like, I don't
00:55want to bring any attention to this.
00:56If I say anything now, I'm going to, you know, I'm going to dampen the, I'm going to cause drama
01:01in camp, and I'm going to dampen everyone's spirits, and I'm going to cause tension.
01:04The fact that I would, if I saw that happening, f***.
01:10You're revisiting it again, aren't you?
01:11That's why.
01:13Don't go there, bro.
01:14You've already done it.
01:15You've done the work.
01:16You've done the work.
01:17That was the, oh, God, man.
01:20F***ing the work.
01:21Come on.
01:21But that was the worst, because I was like, if I saw that happening to anyone else, I'd stand up
01:25for a man, and I'd stick up for them.
01:27But I just couldn't do it for myself, mate.
01:29I just, like, just became like a little kid again, and I was like, ah.
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