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Homebodies S01E01-6 (2026) [Full Movie] [New Drama]Full EP - Full
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00:00:28The End
00:00:40hey hey how's everything going yeah fine yeah yeah good i just thought i'd call
00:00:48actually mom i'm about to head out so i better go oh just wake up can you just hang on
00:00:51a minute
00:00:53mom something happened mom i fractured my leg oh god i know do i need to come home
00:01:29hello mum
00:01:58mom
00:02:21mom
00:02:36shit mom are you okay oh d darling hello you're here yeah mom should you be doing that
00:02:41yes let me help i can jump in there it's okay i've got it i've got it i'm injured but
00:02:46i'm
00:02:46not useless no i didn't mean that you were you're early if i'd known i would have changed
00:02:51done made something for tea oh dear
00:03:00you look well
00:03:07thank you for
00:03:12just thank you thank you for coming i know it's been a bit of a drama
00:03:17no it's all good i got some time at work so
00:03:23how's the leg
00:03:24still attached
00:03:25that's good
00:03:29i brought you
00:03:36this
00:03:37oh no i can't because i'm the painkiller so
00:03:41but then again could help
00:03:49what's with that
00:03:50uh um i don't know just an old house i guess
00:03:54yeah it's all looking a bit sad
00:03:57hmm well um i do try my best
00:04:00no i of course you do i just i meant that i'm here now and i can help with whatever
00:04:08you
00:04:08need
00:04:08yeah
00:04:11um okay well i'm gonna put this in the fridge
00:04:13and why don't you um do you want to put your stuff away in your room
00:04:19yeah
00:04:23it's still
00:04:25i haven't changed it
00:04:53it's still
00:04:56no
00:04:56transparency
00:04:56I don't know.
00:05:42Yeah, I'm in here time.
00:05:45Has someone been staying in my old room?
00:05:48What?
00:05:49No.
00:05:51Oh, well, actually, no, sometimes I do because my windows rattle when it's windy, so.
00:05:58Why is all my old stuff out then?
00:06:01I just can barely hear you, darling.
00:06:05Just come in.
00:06:09There's nothing I haven't seen before.
00:06:12Mum, if you want to have a bath, you should have told me.
00:06:14I could have helped you in.
00:06:17I can get in the bath.
00:06:21You can get in too if you want.
00:06:24I used to love having a bath with me when you were little.
00:06:27Splash all the water out.
00:06:31Bath, bath, bath, bath, bath.
00:06:36I just wasn't expecting you to come back so grown up.
00:06:41Being stuck in this house, it feels like nothing has changed at all.
00:06:46Mum, you tell me if something was wrong, right?
00:06:51Mm-hmm, yep.
00:06:53Mum.
00:06:55We've got plenty of time to talk about everything.
00:07:01Let me help.
00:07:09Thanks.
00:07:14I'm really not sure who you look like now.
00:07:26I look like me, Mum.
00:07:30Oh, I'm...
00:07:32I'm sorry.
00:07:38Fuck.
00:07:40Fuck.
00:07:41Fuck.
00:07:54Fuck.
00:08:18Mum?
00:08:22Mum, are you alright?
00:08:35Matt.
00:08:41Come on, you've got to keep the chances.
00:08:42When then, come on, you've had a heap of chances.
00:08:49Wait, hey!
00:08:57Food.
00:09:02Get away from me. I'm just gonna try it!
00:09:05Dee? Dee, where are you going?
00:09:10Dee, wait!
00:09:12No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
00:09:16What the fuck?
00:09:27Finally, someone else can see me and I still can't leave the property.
00:09:30Oh, honey. We talked about not getting your hopes up.
00:09:35What is this? I mean, what is she?
00:09:40Um, she's right here.
00:09:42I think we settled on Ghost.
00:09:46Spirit. Unresolved drama.
00:09:49Pick your fave.
00:09:50So she's...
00:09:52I'm you.
00:09:53Obviously. From before. Before you left.
00:09:57I think I was feeling sad and lonely and then strange things started happening.
00:10:04Fuses blowing and lights flickering and...
00:10:07Not super original, I know.
00:10:09And then one day, Dee just appeared in the dam while dripping with mud.
00:10:14Wait, wait, wait. How long ago did this happen?
00:10:18A couple of years.
00:10:18721 days.
00:10:20And you're only just telling me this now.
00:10:23Okay, when would she have told you? You haven't been home in, like, ages.
00:10:26Tea.
00:10:27It's a lot to take.
00:10:28Sorry, she's...
00:10:29Do not apologise to him. He comes back and I'm still stuck here.
00:10:33Look, he won't even look at me.
00:10:34Deanna, calm down.
00:10:35Do not tell me to calm down.
00:10:37He dumped his stuff in my room.
00:10:39It's my room.
00:10:40What, you're gonna sleep in my bed too?
00:10:41Okay.
00:10:42This can't be real.
00:10:43You're.
00:10:43Not.
00:10:44Real.
00:10:45Yes, I am!
00:10:47Okay, everyone.
00:10:48Bed.
00:10:49Now.
00:11:12Sorry.
00:11:18Morning.
00:11:21Look, uh, we got off to a bit of a turbo start, but Mum said that we should, you know,
00:11:26get to know each other.
00:11:28So...
00:11:29Uh...
00:11:30Tell me.
00:11:31What do we do?
00:11:33Like, for work?
00:11:38Okay, then.
00:11:45Do we have a girlfriend?
00:11:50Wait, are we still gay?
00:11:59Wow.
00:12:0124 and no partner.
00:12:04Sad.
00:12:07You know this is like big shit for me too, right?
00:12:10I mean, I knew that you'd become a guy or whatever.
00:12:15I found photos.
00:12:17There's a lot seeing you up close.
00:12:20And I have some questions.
00:12:23Like, when did we become such an asshole?
00:12:25Okay.
00:12:26Look, I don't know how this whole ghost thing works, but you can cross over now.
00:12:30Or vanquish yourself.
00:12:31Or whatever it is you do.
00:12:33I'm here now.
00:12:34Alright?
00:12:40You're right.
00:12:42You really have no idea how this works.
00:12:53Hello?
00:12:59Anyone home?
00:13:04George?
00:13:05Holy shit.
00:13:09Dude!
00:13:10Dude!
00:13:11Your face!
00:13:12Look at your beard!
00:13:16What are you doing here?
00:13:17I...
00:13:17I was just passing and I saw your car.
00:13:20You still live here?
00:13:22In Tewoo?
00:13:23Yeah, of course.
00:13:24Right.
00:13:25I mean, I just didn't think that you would stay and...
00:13:27Man!
00:13:28Look at you!
00:13:29Oh my god!
00:13:31So, what do I call you now?
00:13:35Darcy.
00:13:37Darcy.
00:13:38Darcy.
00:13:39I like it.
00:13:41Thanks.
00:13:42I chose it from a list.
00:13:44Jesus!
00:13:45What the heck?
00:13:49What are you looking at?
00:13:50Oh my god!
00:13:51Are you okay?
00:13:52Yeah, I'm fine.
00:13:53What was that?
00:13:55Nothing.
00:13:55Let's just catch up later.
00:14:01Good morning!
00:14:02You just tried to kill George with a drain pipe.
00:14:04Wait, what?
00:14:06George?
00:14:06George Maynard from school.
00:14:09George was here?
00:14:10Yes.
00:14:12Oh.
00:14:15Well...
00:14:16It was probably just an accident.
00:14:18Well, does that happen every time someone comes over?
00:14:21Well, we don't really have visitors anymore.
00:14:24But there are always people at this house.
00:14:27Neighbours.
00:14:28Or art club kids.
00:14:29I mean, you're still doing art club, right?
00:14:31Things have changed.
00:14:33Did she do this?
00:14:35No!
00:14:36I fell off a chair.
00:14:37Don't be so dramatic.
00:14:38Mum!
00:14:39She's out of control.
00:14:41Yes.
00:14:41Yes, things are hard with Dee.
00:14:44They're great, but also hard.
00:14:47She's stuck.
00:14:48She's just so frustrated.
00:14:49She doesn't mean it.
00:14:50You remember what you were like?
00:14:51Look, I'd hoped that with you being here would help her process her emotions.
00:14:56And then what are we supposed to do?
00:14:58Just walk around and play happy families?
00:14:59You said you wanted to help.
00:15:01That is what I am trying to do, Mum.
00:15:03She needs to go.
00:15:04She is ruining your life.
00:15:06You don't know what our life is like.
00:15:07How could you know?
00:15:08You're the one that cut me out.
00:15:23I'm sorry about before.
00:15:26With George.
00:15:28I know I can be...
00:15:31too much.
00:15:49Cool potty trick, huh?
00:15:51Hmm.
00:16:00Ah, it tastes like shit.
00:16:04Yeah, Rosé's gonna grow on you at about 21.
00:16:08I'm listening.
00:16:11I work in a call centre.
00:16:13I live in a house with two housemates.
00:16:15And no, I do not have a partner.
00:16:18So we live a life that's boring?
00:16:20It's not boring.
00:16:23I'm 17.
00:16:24No one can see me.
00:16:25And I spend every second in a house with my mum.
00:16:29I know boring.
00:16:31I just wish I could see it.
00:16:34The city.
00:16:35The night out.
00:16:37The job.
00:16:40I'd even go feral for hot chips from Harry's.
00:16:43I can get you some.
00:16:45With gravy.
00:16:46With gravy.
00:16:46It could be starворy.
00:16:46Uh eh eh eh eh.
00:17:01Oh no.
00:17:03I don't know.
00:17:04Was it scary?
00:17:06Changing that way?
00:17:08It was scary.
00:17:11But it was alright.
00:17:17let's try this again
00:17:35oh god sorry i was gonna tell you i just
00:17:44when did you do it's okay really it's not a big deal
00:17:54there was nothing wrong with your body
00:17:58you were so beautiful
00:18:08sorry
00:18:09i look down in my body
00:18:32it doesn't feel my own
00:18:39like clothing unclean
00:18:43or something i'd have grown
00:18:49i wanted to take it off
00:18:53take off my body
00:18:57i wanted to take it off
00:19:12i wanted to take it off
00:19:18i wanted to take it off
00:19:23i wanted to take it off
00:19:52i wanted to take it off
00:20:01i wanted to take it off
00:20:04Dee?
00:20:11Dee?
00:20:13Dee? Honey, where are you?
00:20:16Dee?
00:20:27Morning.
00:20:31What the hell is going on?
00:20:35I've looked all over the house and I can't find her anywhere.
00:20:38I don't know.
00:20:40Last time I saw her, she was with you.
00:20:42And you just decided to burn all the things. Why would you do that?
00:20:46I just...
00:20:48I needed to cleanse.
00:20:50She never disappears like this.
00:20:55Oh my god.
00:20:57The fire!
00:20:59The fire.
00:21:00The fire. It's done something to Dee.
00:21:03Well how would the fire affect her?
00:21:05I don't know but she was fine before and now she's gone.
00:21:08And you know she can't leave.
00:21:10Oh my god, why would you do something like this?
00:21:13Why did you have to mess with everything?
00:21:15I didn't mean to.
00:21:16It was just my old things.
00:21:18I was upset, okay? I didn't think that it would...
00:21:21It's not like there's some rule book on this stuff.
00:21:25Is there?
00:21:41I bought you a tea.
00:21:45It's this smoked black tea that my housemate buys.
00:21:48It's kind of intense but I got you a pack.
00:21:50I know that you like it before bed so I thought that you could have some.
00:21:53And you could drink.
00:21:56Look I know that you're upset about Dee.
00:21:58And I am really sorry.
00:22:00I didn't mean for anything to happen to her.
00:22:02But I'm here now and maybe it's for the best.
00:22:07Seriously mum, can you just look at me when I'm trying to...
00:22:10Ow!
00:22:10Mum!
00:22:11Shit!
00:22:12Oh, what?
00:22:13Mum.
00:22:13It's okay, I've got it.
00:22:17Oh, fuck!
00:22:21That looks deep mum.
00:22:22You might need stitches.
00:22:37Don't.
00:22:39Don't.
00:23:00Hello!
00:23:02I'm Nora.
00:23:03Sorry for waiting.
00:23:04Hi Brian, thank you so much.
00:23:05Oh, my pleasure.
00:23:06To fitting me in again.
00:23:07Another emergency.
00:23:08Oh, absolutely.
00:23:08In the last minute.
00:23:09That's wonderful.
00:23:10My pleasure.
00:23:11Very grateful.
00:23:12Hi, how are you?
00:23:13Brian.
00:23:15Oh, sorry, you never remember.
00:23:18It's...
00:23:18Deanna.
00:23:19It's Darcy.
00:23:21Actually.
00:23:22Oh, yes, hi.
00:23:24Sorry.
00:23:26Didn't recognise you all...
00:23:28Grown up.
00:23:29Yeah.
00:23:29Neither do I.
00:23:31She's my daughter.
00:23:32Mum!
00:23:34But, um, you know, I'm very happy for the help and support.
00:23:37I've got food and everything.
00:23:41I know.
00:23:41I'm an idiot.
00:23:42Deanna.
00:23:43Is my...
00:23:44Is my...
00:23:44Is my...
00:23:45Is my...
00:23:46Is my...
00:23:47Daughter.
00:23:49I don't recognise her either.
00:24:08Is my...
00:24:11Is my...
00:24:11Is my...
00:24:11Is my...
00:24:15Dean renditionist stuff.
00:24:15Right, Mum.
00:24:16A Doctor.
00:24:17Yeah, but he's old-fashioned.
00:24:19It's...
00:24:20It's real awkward.
00:24:20Mum, awkward for who?
00:24:22Come on...
00:24:23No.
00:24:24You're always choosing someone else instead of me.
00:24:27I'm here.
00:24:28I'm real.
00:24:30And you wonder why I don't come home.
00:24:44I don't recognize a rate of...
00:25:09Hey. Hey.
00:25:11You still work here?
00:25:13Uh, actually I run it. Couple of years now.
00:25:17Yeah?
00:25:18Yeah.
00:25:19Thanks.
00:25:24The place looks, um...
00:25:28different.
00:25:30Different. Gee, thanks.
00:25:32No, no, I didn't mean that. I mean, it looks...
00:25:35It looks good. I think it looks good.
00:25:37Do you?
00:25:37Yeah, I like it a lot more than...
00:25:39More than...
00:25:40Uh, than...
00:25:43On the house, obviously.
00:25:47Oh, wait, almost forgot.
00:25:52It's square night.
00:25:53Oh.
00:25:58Oh.
00:26:03I mean, it's never exactly a packed house, but...
00:26:07The locals still come.
00:26:08Everyone's actually been great.
00:26:11Really open, you know?
00:26:18Is that...?
00:26:23Pretty wild, huh?
00:26:27God, we look so...
00:26:28Different?
00:26:32Yeah.
00:26:34Can't believe you kept all this stuff.
00:26:36Of course, dude. Can't just erase our history.
00:26:45Yeah.
00:26:48Just a bit of home to take with you.
00:26:56You look better now.
00:27:01You look like you.
00:27:07Hello.
00:27:09I found you.
00:27:12Anora.
00:27:24So, um...
00:27:31About earlier...
00:27:32Mum, we don't have to talk about it.
00:27:33Yes.
00:27:34I mean, I know we don't.
00:27:35I mean...
00:27:36I mean...
00:27:37No.
00:27:39We do need to talk about it.
00:27:43The way I handled today...
00:27:45I didn't realise...
00:27:47Um...
00:27:48I should've, but I'm...
00:27:51I'm still learning.
00:27:53And we didn't talk about it after that dinner, and...
00:27:57But...
00:27:58I'm sorry.
00:28:02Really, I'm sorry.
00:28:06I just think sometimes...
00:28:10I truly miss my daughter.
00:28:13I'm sorry.
00:28:15Am I allowed to say that?
00:28:29I don't know.
00:28:32Shall we?
00:28:34Today?
00:28:36Yeah, well...
00:28:37She'd expect it, wouldn't she?
00:28:39Bloody diva!
00:28:57It's like, what?
00:29:03I don't know.
00:29:04I don't know.
00:29:08It's like, she's stuck.
00:29:10But...
00:29:14I'm sorry.
00:29:19I don't know.
00:29:22Oh...
00:29:37what the hell is he burning my shit
00:29:45I'm outside the fence
00:29:50I'm free
00:30:03oh darling don't be mean
00:30:06you know you mean so much to me
00:30:13still know what I'm waiting for
00:30:16if I went out because I'm not alone
00:30:22I'll meet you someday
00:30:25give me a little bit of my mind
00:30:30give me all inspiring
00:30:38no no no no no no no no
00:30:41when did this happen
00:30:48what the hell
00:30:50what the hell
00:31:13come on sweetheart we're gonna go to the shop
00:31:18hey come in
00:31:22hey wait
00:31:23wait
00:31:23wait
00:31:24why
00:31:33what the hell
00:31:34what the hell
00:31:35what the hell
00:31:36what the hell
00:31:41what the hell
00:31:50you're gonna score
00:31:52you're gonna be
00:31:54i will see you
00:31:56That was a very quick exit. Are you... you okay?
00:31:59Yeah, fine.
00:32:02Alright. You've got everything you need, so, um...
00:32:05I'll see you in the morning.
00:32:07Wait, wait.
00:32:14Is that what you and Dee were reading?
00:32:18Yeah.
00:32:22It hasn't really hit me that she's gone.
00:32:33It's for the best though, right?
00:32:35Yeah.
00:32:37Right.
00:32:45The love, respect and confidence of my children...
00:32:48...was the sweetest reward I could receive...
00:32:54...for my efforts to be the woman I would have them copy.
00:33:21It's for the best though, isn't it?
00:33:25She's out of control.
00:33:26You remember what you were like?
00:33:30You really have no idea how this works.
00:33:31Like a your host...
00:33:34...are giving me some types of things.
00:33:40...he tells...
00:33:51Like a kid because I'm my father.
00:33:53You were this he Он.
00:33:53And I need it all for many years...
00:33:57...
00:33:57...what can I do?
00:33:58Y'all want me to go back.
00:34:01...in fact the actor is dressed for too young.
00:34:01You alright mate?
00:34:06Who's this flowing?
00:34:08I've never seen them before.
00:34:33Hey!
00:34:35Hey, wait!
00:34:36Get away from me!
00:34:38Stop!
00:34:39You stop!
00:34:42You tried to get rid of me!
00:34:43I didn't try to do anything!
00:34:44Dude, you literally burnt all my stuff!
00:34:46No, it's my stuff!
00:34:47I just thought that maybe we were good!
00:34:48But like, you lied to me?
00:34:50Just please, alright?
00:34:52I need you to get in the car so I can sort this mess out.
00:34:54I'm not going anywhere with you.
00:34:55Okay, well you can't just be out here, can you?
00:34:57Clearly I can!
00:34:58There can't be two of us walking around!
00:34:59Why not?
00:34:59Because this is my life!
00:35:03So it's just you or me?
00:35:07No, you cannot just erase me!
00:35:09I'm finally out!
00:35:10I am not giving that up!
00:35:12Okay!
00:35:13What's your big plan then, huh?
00:35:15You've got no money!
00:35:16No one can actually see you!
00:35:17I'm gonna leave!
00:35:18Just like you did!
00:35:22I'm gonna go to Sydney and steal your fucking life!
00:35:26Get off me!
00:35:28Oi!
00:35:29Get off me, you perv!
00:35:30Holy shit!
00:35:32Let her go, asshole!
00:35:33You-you can see her?
00:35:35I-
00:35:35Oof!
00:35:35What if I did?
00:36:05Oh my god, no!
00:36:06What did they look like? I probably know them.
00:36:08Didn't really see their faces.
00:36:09I just want to go home.
00:36:13Darcy, someone fully punched you in the face.
00:36:15Like, what is going on?
00:36:16Can you just stop asking?
00:36:19Please?
00:36:21I'm just trying to help you.
00:36:23Actually, just stop the car.
00:36:24What?
00:36:24I'd like you to pull over, please. I want to get out.
00:36:26Okay.
00:36:30It's okay.
00:36:31Don't tell me that it's okay.
00:36:34You don't understand what any of this is like for me.
00:36:37You don't even know me.
00:36:40I don't know you.
00:36:41Okay.
00:36:42Yeah, I guess I don't know you.
00:36:46Enjoy your walk.
00:37:09Oh, God.
00:37:13Oh, God.
00:37:19This is awful.
00:37:21Let's take this off.
00:37:22All right.
00:37:24It's...
00:37:27It doesn't look broken.
00:37:29Looks like it's probably bruised.
00:37:32Oh.
00:37:36Dee did this.
00:37:39I saw her last night outside the pub.
00:37:41She's out there.
00:37:43And people can see her.
00:37:44And she's taken my car and she's gone to Sydney.
00:37:46And I don't know how to fix it, Mom.
00:37:47I'm sorry.
00:37:48Shh.
00:37:48Okay.
00:37:49It's okay.
00:37:50It's okay.
00:37:50It's okay.
00:37:50I'm here.
00:37:52We're gonna figure this out.
00:37:54Shit.
00:38:01What the fuck?
00:38:13Come on.
00:38:36Oh, you're fucking kidding me!
00:38:51Why?!
00:39:02Give it a try.
00:39:04Dee couldn't leave the property line, so...
00:39:16Okay, so I'm not stuck.
00:39:19Yet.
00:39:21What the hell is happening to me?
00:39:23Maybe the longer that she's out there,
00:39:26the more you've become...
00:39:27What?
00:39:28Like trading places?
00:39:30Oh, my God.
00:39:31Am I gonna disappear?
00:39:31Hey.
00:39:32I just cease to exist while she gets to be out there,
00:39:34and I'm just stuck in here, just trapped.
00:39:36We will fix this.
00:39:38Okay?
00:39:39We're gonna fix it.
00:39:41We will.
00:39:46Well, your bonfire set it free,
00:39:48so if we wanna undo whatever's happening between you two,
00:39:53maybe we start by undoing this.
00:39:56Okay.
00:39:58Could be about...
00:40:01putting things back where they were.
00:40:08Okay.
00:40:10Right, here's...
00:40:11Here.
00:40:12Here's a bit of diary.
00:40:15Oh.
00:40:16Diary?
00:40:16Here, look.
00:40:17Lucky charm.
00:40:18Lucky charm bracelet thing.
00:40:19I think it's a hair clip.
00:40:22Well, it's hers.
00:40:25Oh!
00:40:26Bit of trophy.
00:40:27That's significant.
00:40:28Okay.
00:40:38God, it looks like a shrine.
00:40:41Do you feel anything?
00:40:42Something?
00:40:46Still nothing.
00:40:47Shit.
00:40:49Maybe this is done.
00:40:51Maybe there's no way we can fix it.
00:40:52Maybe we're like...
00:40:53Shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:40:53No.
00:40:54We will fix it.
00:40:55We will.
00:40:57I think we just have to make it feel a bit more lived in.
00:40:59A bit more welcoming.
00:41:01Oh, and...
00:41:02Of course.
00:41:03Yes.
00:41:05Music.
00:41:06What's that song?
00:41:07That Dee loves?
00:41:07The one we heard on the radio.
00:41:09Oh.
00:41:09Yes.
00:41:09Mum, are you serious?
00:41:14I don't think this is going to do anything.
00:41:18Yeah.
00:41:19Mum.
00:41:20Come on.
00:41:21We need to change the energy in here.
00:41:23Come on.
00:41:25Come on.
00:41:30Is this just because you miss her?
00:41:32What?
00:41:33She comes back and I go and that's what you want.
00:41:36Right?
00:41:39No.
00:41:40I want...
00:41:40I'm trying to help you.
00:41:41It's not working.
00:41:42The flowers, the music, the burnt crap.
00:41:46It's not about what I did at the bonfire.
00:41:48It's...
00:41:50It's about you.
00:41:51You're the reason she's here.
00:41:54So what did you do?
00:41:55How did it happen, Dee turning up?
00:42:00Um...
00:42:00I didn't...
00:42:01Mum, come on.
00:42:02This is serious.
00:42:03Please.
00:42:05I didn't do anything.
00:42:06I was sad.
00:42:07I was missing you and she just...
00:42:11appeared.
00:42:14Come on.
00:42:15You must have done something.
00:42:18Chants.
00:42:19Prayers.
00:42:20Crystals.
00:42:21I don't know, did you light some candles and try and turn me back into a girl?
00:42:25Don't you dare joke about me.
00:42:27You had no idea what I went through.
00:42:28What you went through?
00:42:32Actually, I've got a pretty good idea.
00:42:34Me being a man is so painful, so horrible, you've had to go and conjure the ghost to my teenage
00:42:41self to replace me.
00:42:42Not replace.
00:42:44Not replace.
00:42:45You're obsessed with her.
00:42:45Look at this house.
00:42:46All the photos.
00:42:47All the sculptures you've gone and made with her.
00:42:50You just want me to pretend that she never existed.
00:42:54That that life never happened.
00:42:57I can't do that.
00:42:59You were gone.
00:43:00I was grieving.
00:43:02I'm sorry, but I was.
00:43:03So was I.
00:43:05I lost my mum.
00:43:07No.
00:43:08You never lost me.
00:43:10I love you.
00:43:12I love you.
00:43:13You.
00:43:19The way you looked at me that day.
00:43:23The way that you still look at me.
00:43:28Mum, I feel like my whole life.
00:43:30You have never seen me.
00:43:33Your whole life.
00:43:36That's.
00:43:38Wow.
00:43:39I guess I've really screwed up.
00:43:42Tell me.
00:43:44How am I meant to see you when you won't even pick up the phone?
00:43:49I barely get a reply on your birthday.
00:43:52You have stopped coming home for Christmas.
00:43:55I even called a support line for parents of trans kids so that they could tell me what to do.
00:44:02Really?
00:44:03Yes.
00:44:04And I booked in a session.
00:44:05But then.
00:44:07I.
00:44:09Right.
00:44:12Dee.
00:44:13Yes.
00:44:14Dee.
00:44:15She came and it felt good.
00:44:17It felt good to be wanted like that again.
00:44:20Look.
00:44:21I know that I screwed up in Sydney.
00:44:23And I.
00:44:23And I'm sorry.
00:44:26But I was scared.
00:44:28I know.
00:44:28I'm not perfect.
00:44:30But you just didn't even give me a chance to understand.
00:44:33You just shut me out.
00:44:35And now you're telling me that I can't see you?
00:44:39No.
00:44:41No.
00:44:42No.
00:44:44It's you.
00:44:45It's you.
00:44:46It's you who's been hiding from me.
00:45:07I knew it.
00:45:10I knew something like this would happen if you moved.
00:45:14I guess I just needed the space.
00:45:16So is it, is it just the hair?
00:45:18Or is it just the clothes?
00:45:21Or are you going to change?
00:45:38I'm just really worried about this path that you're taking.
00:45:40I don't understand it.
00:45:43I'm trying, but it's just going to impact your whole life.
00:45:46It's going to impact your work, your family, your, your whole future.
00:45:56I mean, you're going to have a really hard life if you do this.
00:45:59No.
00:46:01I'm going to have a great life.
00:46:18Let's try this again.
00:46:24No.
00:46:25It's so gross.
00:46:30do you ever feel like
00:46:33like a dude
00:46:38I mean
00:46:39when mum first told me I guess
00:46:41I did wonder
00:46:44but didn't all that stuff start in Sydney
00:46:48I discovered it in Sydney
00:46:51but
00:46:55I just wanted to say
00:46:58if you ever did feel
00:47:00things
00:47:04you'll be okay
00:47:10so long as you sort out your music taste
00:47:12hey I have amazing taste
00:47:14thank you very much
00:47:16as you would know
00:47:23we used to love it here
00:47:26do you remember
00:47:29in our bodies
00:47:31totally feral and just like
00:47:33free
00:47:41there's a big strike
00:47:45crossing through my old life
00:47:49better pay for midwives
00:47:53hear my mother cry
00:47:58you were resting
00:48:01passion fruit before spring
00:48:06too green for picking
00:48:09peaceful on the vine
00:48:13hello there
00:48:14like water
00:48:18rushed into your daughter
00:48:31there's a long peace
00:48:34when I hear my dad speak
00:48:38reading comedy
00:48:42through his teacher's eyes
00:48:48there's a feeling
00:48:50gravity is pooling
00:48:55photos with the family
00:48:58might be the last time
00:49:23what are you doing
00:49:25it's you or me
00:49:37can we just
00:49:38let's just
00:49:38let's just talk
00:49:39can we just talk
00:49:40Dave
00:49:49what are you doing
00:49:53mind of your stuff
00:50:07where's she gone
00:50:10what's happened to her
00:50:11I don't know
00:50:16wait wait wait wait
00:50:18I can't leave her
00:50:20be careful
00:50:46oh my god
00:50:55oh my god
00:50:57Dave
00:51:00Dave
00:51:03what are we doing
00:51:04mum
00:51:17she's still unconscious
00:51:19I mean
00:51:20can we take her to the hospital
00:51:22and say what
00:51:23oh fucking Jesus Christ
00:51:26are you okay
00:51:27what just happened
00:51:29you tried to kill me
00:51:31I'm sure no one meant to hurt anyone
00:51:34no I did
00:51:35what the hell
00:51:36you fully lost your mind
00:51:40I guess I just
00:51:42thought it was
00:51:42the only way for me to
00:51:44you know like
00:51:46keep existing
00:51:48oh darling
00:51:54actually mum
00:51:54could you get us
00:51:55a hot water bottle please
00:51:58oh
00:52:00we'll be fine
00:52:01well
00:52:02promise
00:52:02yeah
00:52:03as long as you don't try
00:52:04and kill each other again
00:52:05yes
00:52:06mum
00:52:22you really scared me
00:52:24I know
00:52:25I know
00:52:25I'm sorry
00:52:28I scared me
00:52:33the last thing I remember
00:52:34I was falling in
00:52:36and then
00:52:39I pushed you
00:52:41and you
00:52:42hit your head
00:52:44sorry
00:52:47you could have left me down there
00:52:50why didn't you
00:52:53I don't know
00:52:55I guess in that moment
00:52:56you weren't just this crazy thing
00:52:58that was happening to me
00:53:02you were me
00:53:06like
00:53:08who would I even be without you
00:53:12no one interesting anyway
00:53:17thank you
00:53:19for saving me
00:53:24you look like shit
00:53:26do you want to lie down
00:53:27come on
00:53:29I was trying to do something nice
00:53:31can you move your elbow
00:53:32move your elbow
00:53:32yeah well technically
00:53:33my elbow is your elbow
00:53:34sorry
00:53:42maybe that's it
00:53:45maybe it's not
00:53:47you or me
00:53:48maybe it's just
00:53:49what
00:53:50us
00:53:55oh that's so cringy
00:54:03do you think mum's okay
00:54:07yeah
00:54:09she will be
00:54:16we should totally do like
00:54:17some pottery together
00:54:19or something tomorrow
00:54:19she would lose her shit
00:54:21she totally would
00:54:22she'd make us do some like
00:54:24group sculpture or something
00:54:26some like big artsy piece
00:54:28for the living room
00:54:29yeah
00:54:30she'd love that
00:54:31she'd love that
00:55:01she'd love that
00:55:54morning you two
00:56:00where's Dee
00:56:02I think she's gone
00:56:05like
00:56:07really
00:56:07gone
00:56:08this time
00:56:18I thought the house felt different
00:56:28sorry you didn't get to say goodbye
00:56:33maybe that's okay
00:56:36maybe it's for the best
00:56:40you know I thought that she was here for you
00:56:44I wanted to believe that
00:56:48but I think she was actually here for me
00:56:51I denied that part of myself for so long
00:56:55and then this morning
00:56:58for the first time in ages I woke up and
00:57:01and then I felt like everything was right
00:57:11well that's good
00:57:14so I'm off the hook
00:57:22I just want to see you
00:57:23I just want to see you how you see yourself Darcy
00:57:43I don't know I won't I won't I won't I won't do it I'm not going to
00:57:46but I'll do it for you
00:57:49why did I forgive you for being such a dick the other day remind me
00:57:52because you're a much better far more evolved human being than I am
00:57:56this is true
00:57:58and I really am sorry
00:58:02I
00:58:03you do know me
00:58:05and I
00:58:06want you to keep knowing me
00:58:11and
00:58:13I think you're really great
00:58:30mum
00:58:32oh my god
00:58:33what are you doing there
00:58:35I'm not looking
00:58:36I
00:58:36I just brought you these
00:58:41hi George darling
00:58:42hi
00:58:43I'll say hello to her
00:58:44hi I love her
00:58:45I can't encourage her
00:59:21hey it's me
00:59:22what's happened
00:59:23what's happened
00:59:24can't I just call my mum
00:59:26oh god
00:59:27you only left 20 minutes ago
00:59:29I thought something was wrong
00:59:30well I do have a very important question for you
00:59:33do you miss me
00:59:38god you're clingy
00:59:40what are you up to
00:59:42I'm back in the studio
00:59:43I'm going to finish up a few pieces
00:59:45and I thought I'd
00:59:46I thought I'd get
00:59:47art club started again
00:59:49really
00:59:49yeah
00:59:50it'd be nice to have people over again
00:59:52I'm going to start with the pinch pots
00:59:53oh we always used to start with those
00:59:55we did yes
00:59:57let me know when you get to the highway
00:59:58yes
00:59:59have you filled up with petrol
01:00:00yes
01:00:00I'm going to stop the snacks
01:00:02snacks
01:00:16I'm just getting breakfast
01:00:18cause it's all for your love
01:00:20all for your love
01:00:22all for your love
01:00:26keep pushing me away
01:00:28I'm trying to hold you close
01:00:30I know you need this space
01:00:31but it's holding on my palm
01:00:33cause it's all for your love
01:00:35all for your love
01:00:37all for your love
01:00:41and I can see
01:00:45in the clouds
01:00:47I don't believe
01:00:54make it be open
01:01:03I, I, I, I
01:01:06don't believe
01:01:08I, I, I
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